Forgive me for I don’t know what I gain
Alone in this garden of pain
Enchantment has but one truth:
I weep to have what I fear to lose
Nightwish, Gethsemane
this has been my favorite song since i was 15 years old (quite a long time ago). it is not on Spotify, you can only find it on YouTube. there's no other song that has made me feel such a visceral sensation as this one, it is as if all of the sudden I'm at the shore of a beach and the waves are hitting me, literally. I can not describe it in a way that it makes sense so I just let it here and hope you feel what I feel.