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#transference in therapy
veny-many · 9 months
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Bacara: That Shiny was the worst.
Bacara: He was too slow for average.
Bacara: He liked to play and talk with locals.
Bacara: He liked making friends, like idiot.
Bacara: He even learned Concordian just to ask me to eat dinner together.
Bacara: Such an unnecessary, stupid, and no productivity thing.
Bacara: And he died in the middle of battle, like other stupid idiots. For saving left out troopers.
Bacara: And now we're having trouble for getting rid of that Shiny's things. Many of my battalions are depressed because of that idiot.
Bacara: And I can't eat rations without getting a bad mood.
Bacara: This is why you should throw out stupid Shinies before they mess with you.
Wolffe: I think you need to have therapy first.
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princemick · 4 months
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lilaccatholic · 4 months
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how do i do it though. how do i let go of the bitterness and the hardness when they kept me "okay" for so long? does it come when i finally leave? can it ever?
#babes i actually relate to the frigid angry woman more than im comfortable with but this time there's no prince coming to save her and idk#i was never beautiful but i was and am angry and capable and that's served me well but being angry is exhausting#it's a birthright i can't give to a younger sibling. it doesn't transfer.#i dont inspire devotion. there's no version of this that ends with me waltzing with a true love.#im not the type you launch a thousand ships for.#so what's left?#who am i when i have no one? when ive spent my life making *me* less to make others more? when im nothing but a useful piece of furniture.#i know God loves me! i love Him! but it's not the same. i want *people* to love me. i want to be someone that theyd fight for.#im feeling that 'women have minds and hearts but im so lonely' scene from little women 2019 so much right now.#except im not jo. my family loves me but theyd never do for me what jo's would do for her. theyre also all focused on surviving.#i feel like a military ration. there to be consumed but cast aside the moment something more palatable comes around.#how do i become consumed with joy? how do i let go of the cynicism? its all thats kept me safe! but its choking me too.#its like tony stark in iron man 2. the thing thats kept me alive this far is killing me. i need to find an alternative but its looking like#ill have to synthesize a new element to make it happen and that freaks me out.#ive always been derivative. never an individual. how do i become a trailblazer when my job was always to hold the hand of the one blazing#the trail? how do i become myself happy and free?#because i WANT to be more#i WANT to be more than anger and coldness and a useful idiot. i WANT to be me and be so so happy#but i dont know how to get there#and if someone suggests therapy im shooting you. i dont want to listen to one more person pretend to care about me and tell me#all the things i need to change and spend even longer not learning how to think for myself#i want to be more than this. but i also cant stand the thought of taking up any more space than i do#anyway.#anyone who's read all this thank you and i promise im fine im just in my feelings today lol#im going to work out and get some happy brain chemicals flowing and then ill take a shower and itll all be good.#please dont worry about me! im just having A Moment TM#lilac rambles
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edgarallanhoetry · 2 months
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Buffy has such trauma around feeling like people she trusts could be betraying her. I wish they had really leaned in to Buffy not trusting Giles or resenting him more in s2. Her nightmare of him killing her in When She Was Bad, her lies to him in Reptile Boy, but then it just peters out. And I think one possible reading is that she wants to forgive him so much more than anyone else. In Lie to Me. Giles isn’t the one keeping this from her, Willow and Xander and Angel are. Giles shows up to comfort her and wins her trust back.
She wants a father figure who loves her and makes things okay for her so bad. Giles is always going to disappoint. Buffy will never actually be mad at him.
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"Happy... Birthday?"
There is an actress, who's been recently born into the Universe of the Screen. Just like those before her, she's been dropped into the Fictional Realm, where actors rest after long hours of work.
From the start, she's been doing well, a kind Sponge Fictional took her in and let her stay for a time being. That is, until the empire found her and finally put her to work.
The unfortunate actress, so young, so naive, never knew what she had coming. Her creators bestowed her such a heavy role, a mask of a monster. At first, she didn't know how bad could it be. It was just a character right? This was all just a game of pretend... Right? After all, she was made for this role, literally created for it. Surely it can't be hard. How bad can it be? It's just some woman who cares about animals and lost a loved one.
However, society said otherwise.
The empire hated her for it. Despise her for the role she plays, and for serving her purpose. They declared time and time again that they hated her existence.
"I'm an actor, just like you guys!" she said.
They stay away. They push her away, side eyed her and everything.
"I'm not like her, see?" she said once more.
Rolcist thrown things at her, hurled insults at her. After a long day of work, another Fictional wished she was dead, and another, and another.
Monster, lunatic, a deluded. The list of insults went on.
"... I'm just an actor," she pleaded.
"I was doing my job," she sobbed.
The void of hatred stared at her.
"What did I do... What did I fucking do..." She glared at her own hands. Hands, or rather, gloves of an abuser, a killer, a beast.
She tried to escape all of this, but couldn't. Or rather she wouldn't do it. For at least one Fictional cared about her.
On the fateful release of her first project, a mouse Fictional came by. He was, and still is the powerful leader of a far off kingdom. One they called the Disney Kingdom. For someone so small, so puny, he can pack a punch. Prior to all this, he's already walked through the path of blood and is still treading through it.
There he stride for his next victim, the Villainess.
For an actor who claims to know what's real and what's an act, the mouse can't help, but kill those of the villain role on sight. Every ounce of suffering and pain they been through in his hands was delicious to him.
Just as her part of the act reaches to its grand finale, the mouse shows his power. Blood spilled. Ice shards were erupted, jellyfishes were stabbed and so was her designated henchman. The actress playing as her daughter was trapped in his ice from the waist down. The actress, now in the corner, curled up into a cocoon in the hairstyle bestowed by her creators.
And so, the mouse approaches.
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Okay so this was supposed to explain how the fuck it all led up to what's happening in the art, but ended up doing a little info/lore dump on what the fuck this Lus has going on in the daydreams as of late with probably a poor attempt of adding in some short storytelling elements. There's more to what's going on with both her and Mickey, but that'd take a while to cram it all into the post. So yeah.
Tldr: Actress has to play evil Poké waifu with a Jellyfish addiction, becomes besties with SpongeBob, gets an existential crisis about the nature of her role/persona because society shits on her for it (and Spunch taught her about morals too early), tries to kill herself to escape her vessel (but didn't go through with it), and gets a near death experience from a psychopathic mouse king.
Dw, she lives and all, just left traumatized and pissed about the Mouse Moment.
Anyways, happy birthday to Mickey and happy anniversary to the OG Pokémon SuMo games.
Note: Unlike the SpongeBob birthday painting, this piece is based on an actual event in the paracosm, a reoccurring scenario that's both an important plot point and something that stuck despite all the changes this paracosm goes through. I have to post this here instead of the casual account.
Update: Remember when I said she tried to kill herself? Yeah, I modified the lore a bit. Now her "escaping the job" attempt is now less of an actual suicide attempt and more like an attempt to quit her job/role as the character, which just so happens to be heavily tied to her life. She wouldn't immediately die if she's outside the meat suit, she'll just have to succumb to the pain to actually end up perma dying or deleting if she doesn't return to the meat suit.
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llumimoon · 1 year
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Oh my god I had a thought. Dude ok so the theory that’s been floating around is that killing one of the Doodler’s anchors doesn’t fix anything, and instead that emotion finds an anchor in someone else. WHAT IF ITS SCARY. WHAT IF ALL THE ANCHORS END UP TRANSFERRING TO THE TEENS THEMSELVES. It’s like the whole personalizing of the anchors thing from season 1!!! AND IT STARTS WITH SCARY AND HER LONELINESS!
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arcadianico · 11 months
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miscommunication server fr
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educationaldm · 1 month
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There are so many transferable workplace skills and benefits, I could go on forever, but here are a few.
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bpd-aware · 2 months
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jethroq · 10 months
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studying English at university didn’t net me a degree or professional qualifications to work as a translator, but it sure did give me a lasting obsession with etymology
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desolationlovers · 3 months
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give me one good reason i shouldnt quit my job right now. besides the health insurance and the hundreds of dollars of medical bills i have to pay every month and being able to buy groceries and my car payment and my phone bill. give me another good reason. ok besides rent as well—
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themumblingmouse · 4 months
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Havent kept up with doctor who in a while, but if im understanding correctly, are they implying the new doctor is chill bc 10 2.0 goes to therapy with donna, even though they split before that?
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fictionalred · 4 months
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went to to the VDAB (well GTB) again and sat there bawling my eyes out as the nice lady kept complementing me
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federsturm · 2 years
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If you think about it... Tarka could've fit right in on the Discovery...
Reno lost her significant other, Stamets lost his significant other (and got him back), Adira lost their significant other (and got him back), Tarka lost his significant other (and tries his damn best to get him back)
Makes you wonder if it's a requirement...
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fgfirenation · 7 months
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Ok! Miguel O'Hara is totally swarming my mind rn and I accidentally listened to one too many edit audios featuring him!
AND IT ACCIDENTALLY INFLUENCED ME AND MY BFF'S MAIN DISLYTE OC, YUMIE, SO MUCH, THAT RN I NEED TO TONE DOWN THE ASS AS TO CALM DOWN MY BLUSHING FACE!
THE FUCKING BUFFET OF THIS DISLYTE OC OF MINE IS IMMACULATE!
I NEED TO SIT DOWN!
I'M SCREAMING, CRYING, SCREECHING, GIGGLING AND BLUSHING!
MIGUEL O'HARA, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!?
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fagrackham · 1 year
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i love reading about terrible idle rich elite college kids psychosexually tormenting each other and feeling disillusioned i hate living it for real
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