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#to think there’s more fck up company other than disney
teartra · 2 years
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Canceling a show is one thing but deleting a show from its existence is a whole new level of evil
Infinity train fandom and crews deserved better
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sunnisms · 5 years
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╰ ☀ ✧ ˖ SON NAEUN. CISFEMALE. SHE/HER. ‖ EVEN AFTER LEAVING, SHE STILL LINGERS ‖ have you seen SUNHEE ‘SUNNI’ SONG at the beach recently? i remember them being so VIVACIOUS, but they seemed a little IN DENIAL today. it must be tough going through such hard times at only TWENTY-TWO years old. even then, they still remind me of CANDID POLAROID PICTURES, SECRET KISSES IN THE DRESSING ROOM, BLACK SILK DRESSES, AND FITS OF LAUGHTER. 
tw: mental & emotional abuse, loss of a family member, depression
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so sunni never goes by her first name, and if you ever call her by her first name it better be for something REAL serious otherwise she’ll slap you ok
comes from a family of four sisters, with her being the second youngest and oH YEAH she rebelled pretty hard growing up. it was mainly because her father passed away due to a car crash when she was only about two or three ? her youngest sister was just a baby and her mother completely broke down and just stopped functioning as a human being
her oldest sister had to grow up SUPER fast and was basically the mother sunni and her siblings needed. she didn’t make it easy for her two oldest sisters, but she loves her family dearly but despises her mother for giving up the way she did and basically give up on living and not being apart of this family anymore
seeing her mother do that after losing someone she loved did leave a mental block in sunni’s mind when it came to love. the thought of giving her all to someone like that was TERRIFYING so while growing up sunni simply dated here and there, mostly just for  the hell of it and quickly dumped them a few months later
honestly sunni doesn’t let a relationship go longer than two months. she feels anything longer than that and real feelings start to develop and that’s just disguesting y’know ?
so yeah, she sleeps around QUIET a bit, i mean when she lost that v-card, the girl went kind of crazy ( she found out she was bisexual when she was fifteen and has a hUGE weakness for girls ok )
growing up, sunni also found her love in photography. candid pictures are her favorite, just capturing moments and people by surprise, she feels it really show cases true emotions. she also loves taking pictures of landscapes and has gone on multiple road trips with her friends just to add more pictures to her collection
sunni was diagnosed with adhd as a child, so school wasn’t the easiest time for her. she could never stay still and loved talking over the teacher, so she def wasn’t a teachers pet and got called to the principles office at least three times a week so that was fun
there were a lot of times sunni did some pretty reckless things, mainly b/c she just thought i’d make for a good story, but mainly to see if it would trigger something in her mother and sadly it never did so she just kind of gave up on that and doesn’t really refer to her mother as her mother, but really as just “that corpse that sits in her bedroom all day” waaaay harsh sunni, i know
sunni had been trying to get into the photography business by selling her work and even wanting to work for some kind of big top magazine company but it was proving to be harder than she thought and suddenly money was growing tighter and tighter and she was tired of living off her sisters sOOO what else does a beautiful woman like sunni do to earn a lot of cash fast ?
ya she that basic bish that turned to stripping, woo ! and let’s just say that sunni kind of, sort of, L O V E S it tbh, it makes her feel so alive and sexy and she’s just very confident with her body and sexuality and who knew she was so good at dancing ??
and i know what you’re thinking, mama rose, pls don’t tell me she mets her ex at the strip club bUT YES SHE MEETS HER EX AT THE STRIP CLUB but plot twist, her ex was also a stripper with her
she taught sunni all the tricks and tools to stripping, what to do and what not to do and the two became pretty close due to having similar backstories. at first they would just hang out and do harmless flirting, and one drunk night they ended up sleeping together and sunni didn’t think much of it cause she’s done that plenty of times, only it wasn’t just a one time thing. they did it often and the next thing sunni knew, they were doing it while sober and feelings started to arise and sunni was FREAKING DA FCK OUT
and she tried to push this girl away ( we’ll call her…ophelia, why not ) but ophelia wouldn’t let her, she fought back and told sunni she cared for her and before she knew it, the two were dating and sunni had never felt happier ?
they knew stripping was just a job and they knew who they’d be coming home to at the end of the day. the relationship passed two months, and sunni knew it was something real. three, four, eight months pass and things seemed to be getting better and better…until they got into a huge fight one night. and ophelia began to say harsh things that really threw sunni for loop. how sunni was a failure as a photographer, and that she would end up like her mother if she ever left ophelia: completely broken and worthless
and for some reason sunni believed her, so she apologized and she stayed. and even tho ophelia began to cheat, began to degrade sunni’s photos and comment on how she was gaining a few pounds, sunni stayed because she felt that was truly all she deserved.
until a few months ago when she finally find her voice and stood up to ophelia after the final straw was taken. it was one of the worst nights of sunni’s life, but soon enough, her ex was packing her bags and moving out, quitting her job at the strip club and left town without a word. sunni was finally physically free from her ex’s grip, however her harsh words and strong grip still haunt her to this day.
of course sunni ain’t gonna show anyone she’s suffering mentally, like honestly i don’t think sunni would have ever told anyone about how ophelia truly was, she’d just make ppl think they simply felt out of love and she moved away and sunni is just like eh, it happens, who wants to sleep w/ me now that i’m a free woman asdlkfjlskd
so now she’s currently working on her photography and trying to get her work out there while also slaying at the club and making that dough. she’s a very outgoing and energetic person that doesn’t really have a filter but has a HUGE heart of gold. 
wanted connections !
some regulars that visit her at the club
one night stands / fwb ( she’s got A LOT ) 
roommate(s) !
a muse, someone she takes pictures of quite a bit and they don’t mind too much
platonic soulmates ( a personal fave ) these two love each other dearly, always down for a cuddle session and watching some disney movies but it’s all very platonic and soft 
besties, give her all the besties !! 
maybe someone who’s close to one of her sisters ? 
one sided crush, someone who has the icky feels for sunni and she just doesn’t feel the same but doesn’t know hot to reject them nicely
bad influence, someone who goes along with sunni’s crazy ideas and even adds to it 
good influence, someone who brings sunni back down to earth and keeps her a little more stable 
someone who was close to her ex ophelia ? 
someone who sunni is/did help out w/ coming to terms with their sexuality 
aaaannnddd that’s all i can think of atm, but i’m honestly down for anything <3
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