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iamthescalesofjustice · 2 years

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actually, thinking about it, did i inadvertently start vamposting around the time my anemia really started sliding into ‘final descent’ levels? i mean, its not my fault that drac daily started becoming a thing, and any buffyposting was a consequence of spikeposting (btvs is not a show to me, its an enclosure where spike lives and where i also play out early beatrice scenarios) but giving revamped (heh) lyssa some thematically-juicy pseudovamp powers to go with her occult ascension happened also... hm. much to consider.

#me: needs a blood transfusion with increasing urgency #my posting and writing: comes to much more frequently feature blood and methods of removing it in order to sustain other beings #the thing here is that the blood aspect of vampires has never especially interested me. it was a background feature that at best could pose #somewhat interesting or funny logistical problems but it wasnt something i ever spent much time on much less found appealing #ive been thoroughly disappointed and even alienated by what seemed like promising aus that instead ended up focusing too heavily on a like #'sexy blood drinking' angle before. this happened multiple times. but apparently as soon as i need blood things get shifted around?#none of us are inherently any different from that person who moved somewhere with a carbon monoxide leak and changed their twitter handle #to feature the word poison within days and then didnt find out about the leak for over a year and in the meantime was posting unhinged shit

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