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ใ…คใ…คใ…ค ๐Ÿ”Š๐ŸŒผ ห€โŽโบหณ ๅคช้™ฝ ๐Ÿšโญ‘๐Ÿพห– เฃช แกถ๐•  แ‚ฆแฆธแฉš ๊‡™แฅ†แฉจ ๐™ปโœฆ๊ฆฅแฉ˜๐•–๐•แƒง, ฯ๐—Œ๐–ฝ ๐—‰ฮฑ๐–ผ๐—„ เน‘เด๏นโผต๐Ÿด๐Ÿ”“โŸก๐“ฒ โ„“๐•š๐•œแจ“แจนแฉš โ˜น๏ธŽแดฟ ๊ขฏแฉšแง‰๊ซฌโบ๐•“แฉš๐•๐– ‡แชถแฆ‹แฉจ ๆ–˜
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i gotta get better hearts get broken leave america
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To be so lonely
TBSL is a drunk phone call with regret for how a relationship turned out. It has similarities to Say donโ€™t go and Ready for it. Harry said (10:30) it was written in Bath. He said it was one of his favourites and a shame that people shout arrogant SOB at him. I love him so much:
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Arrogant son of a bitch
Arrogant SOB is a quote from this Notebook scene. It's a vulnerable, honest line from a hopeless romantic's favourite movie. Why would people scream it at him? Only played at 12 shows.
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Timeline
Harry wrote Fine Line in the first half 2018 and Cherry and Falling mid-year.
In October - January he was in Japan. The last Reputation show was in Tokyo in November. He wrote Little Freak & Ophelia then.
Taylor went back to the UK with Joe, In February she and Joe went to the Spaniards Inn (aka Harry's local) and she released Me!
To be so lonely is a drunk phone call when he is back in England around June 2019. (see also 2018-2020 and Fine line timelines
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[Verse 1] Don't blame me for falling I was just a little boy Donโ€™t blame the drunk caller Wasn't readyโ€…forโ€…it all
The first verse is clear that he's calling taylor:
โ€˜Don't blame him for fallingโ€™ has a layered meaning, falling in love in the 1989 TV era (the irony now with vaults), falling off the friendship fine line (also in Daylight) and now falling into depression as in Falling.
He was just a little boy refers to his immaturity in the 1989 TV era, as detailed in Say don't go.
he responds to Taylorโ€™s vengeful open to the Reputation tour and album: "Are you Ready for it.." with a soft gentle 'I wasn't ready at all'. This is layered, he wasn't ready to date an adult, for the fame, to be there for her insecurities in Slut and Say donโ€™t go or to loose that love then or now.
[Pre-Chorus] You can'tโ€…blame me, darling Not even a littleโ€…bit, I was away And Iโ€™m just an arrogant son of a bitch Who can't admit when he's sorry
He's feeling sorry for himself, reflecting on having been emotionally numb when they dated (I was away). To Howard Stern he said every decision heโ€™d made from 16 to 22 was as part of a group, going to therapy and working through his thoughts at that time.
the arrogant SOB line reminds us he is a gentle soul, he is sorry, he has done the work and can now see the effect he had on her. I love that line and wish people didnโ€™t yell it.
heโ€™s sorry, but as an arrogant sob thatโ€™s hard
[Chorus] Don't call me "baby" again, you got your reasons I know that you're tryna be friends, I know you mean it Don't call me "baby" again, it's hard for me to go home Be so lonely
Harry asked his muse to not call him baby, because heโ€™s not with them. They are trying to be friends despite chemistry, they crossed the fine line of friendship and heโ€™s drunk calling lonely that his beloved is not with him.
In Taylorโ€™s later track, illicit affairs she has a similar line โ€œAnd you wanna scream / Don't call me "kid" / Don't call me "baby" / Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me / You showed me colors / You know I can't see with anyone elseโ€
He closes that itโ€™s hard for him to be so lonely, it seems his beloved is not lonely because they are not single
[Verse 2] I just hope you see me in a little better light Do you think it's easy being of the jealous kind? โ€™Cause I miss the shape of your lips Youโ€™ll win, it's just a trick And this is it, so Iโ€™m sorry
He and this person have history, he wants to right. Little Freak โ€œnever saw his birthmarkโ€ is similar to me, Harry feels like Taylor did not get to see the real him, he was a little boy who wasnโ€™t ready for it all. He regrets how things turned out and how she sees him.
He misses the shape of her lips, (red lips in style and two ghosts) in a leaked โ€œI just wanna love youโ€ he sang โ€œ'Cause I just wanna kiss you / And that's never gonna change / At least I'm honest with you, babeโ€
Heโ€™s jealous sheโ€™s with someone else, wishes they were together. He agrees itโ€™s just a trick to get her attention, and heโ€™s sorry.
[Bridge] And I'm just an arrogant son of a bitch Who can't admit when he's sorry [Chorus] Don't call me "baby" again, you got your reasons I know that you're tryna be friends, I know you mean it Don't call me "baby" again, it's hard for me to go home Be so lonely To be so lonely x5
:( heโ€™s sad for how it ended, misses her
sees she wants to be friends but he canโ€™t cope if she calls him baby because he wants her. Taylor has a similar sentiment โ€œ Now that we donโ€™t talk โ€œTruth is, I can't pretend it's / Platonic, it's just ended, soโ€
Sheโ€™s in a relationship and he wants to be with her.
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MATILDA
๐ŸŒพ*. ๐—ก๐—”๐— ๐—˜ เญจ ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ เญง ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฎ #๐Ÿญ ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘Ž ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ป
๐—๐–บ๐—‹๐—‹๐—’ ๐—Œ๐—๐—’๐—…๐–พ๐—Œ. ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฎ ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐˜€. ๐—๐–บ๐—…๐—Œ๐–พ๐—’.
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KIWI
๐—‚๐—'๐—Œ ๐™‰๐™€๐™’ ๐™”๐™Š๐™๐™† ๐–ป๐–บ๐–ป๐—’, ๐–บ๐—…๐—๐–บ๐—’๐—Œ ๐˜ซ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ!! ึดึถึธ
๐Ÿฆ‹ ๐—…๐—‚๐—๐–พ, ๐—…๐—ˆ๐—๐–พ ๐–บ๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐—…๐—‚๐—Œ๐—๐–พ๐—‡ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐˜€๐˜๐˜†๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€ หšแช โ‹†
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TO BE SO LONELY
โ˜๏ธ โ”€ ๐๐€๐Œ๐„ (๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ'๐˜ด ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ '๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ญ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ) *.
๐—‰๐—‹๐—‡๐—‡๐—Œ. ๐—†๐–ป๐—๐—‚. ๐—ƒ๐—Ž๐—Œ๐— ๐–บ๐—‡ ๐–บ๐—‹๐—‹๐—ˆ๐—€๐–บ๐—‡๐— ๐—Œ๐—ˆ๐—‡ ๐—ˆ๐–ฟ ๐–บ ๐–ป๐—‚๐—๐–ผ๐—.
๐‘Ž ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘’ ๐—Œ๐–พ๐—…๐–ฟ ๐™ค๐™—๐™จ๐™š๐™จ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š .โ™ก ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐Ÿงฉ. ๐“„น
๐–ฟ๐—‚๐—‡๐–พ ๐—…๐—‚๐—‡๐–พ. ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜€. ๐—†๐—‚๐–ฝ๐—‡๐—‚๐—€๐—๐—๐—Œ. ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ผ๐˜. ๐–ป๐—ˆ๐—‹๐—‡ ๐—๐—ˆ ๐–ฝ๐—‚๐–พ.
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EVER SINCE NEW YORK
๐Ÿซ€โŠน : ๐—…๐—‚๐—๐—๐—…๐–พ ๐—†๐—‚๐—Œ๐—Œ ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐—๐—‚๐—๐— ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ
โช ๐—†๐–บ๐—‹๐—‚๐—‡๐–บ. ๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—น๐—ผ๐—ฟ. ๐—…๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—‚๐—Œ. ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฎ. ๐—‡๐–พ๐—Œ๐—Œ๐–บ. โซ
๐”˜“ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐’”๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘– ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐’‚๐’๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’…๐’š ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค โ™ก.
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CINEMA
๐ŸŽฌโ€งโบ ๐๐€๐Œ๐„:: ๐—‚ ๐—ƒ๐—Ž๐—Œ๐— ๐—๐—๐—‚๐—‡๐—„ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜บ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐—‚๐—Œ ๐–ผ๐—ˆ๐—ˆ๐—…
๐Ÿญ๐—— ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜ ห–เฃช *. ๐ŸŽฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ต๐˜ช. ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด.
โŒ— ๐—…๐—Ž๐—: ๐–ผ๐—ˆ๐—‡๐–บ๐—‡. ๐—๐–บ๐—’๐—…๐—ˆ๐—‹. ๐—†๐–บ๐—‹๐—‚๐—‡๐–บ. ๐—…๐–บ๐—‡๐–บ. ๐—Œ๐–บ๐–ป๐—‹๐—‚๐—‡๐–บ.
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โ˜… TO BE SO LONELY (HARRY's SONG) USERS โ˜…
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i would write 'cause i miss the shape of your lips' too if my lover was louis tomlinson
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And in that moment, the loneliness was a living thing. It was the hollow. The chill settling in my bones, I'll never be warm again. It was the thing that hugged the life out of me. It was rattling emptiness, that eternal sad wanderer. It was in that moment, that I felt her. And she was terror.
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Summary: Basically I turned To Be So Lonely into a smut one shot. Harry comes back after ghosting y/n for his tour and they end up getting into a lot.
Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, lots of arguing, hair pulling, some oral, fingering, unprotected sex, mentions of alcohol, filth
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โˆ˜โ‚Šโœงโ”€โ”€ ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’ฟ๐‘œ๐“Ž โ”€โ”€โœงโ‚Šโˆ˜
I swirled my wine in my glass as I scrolled down through my twitter page. My eyes read over a tweet,
Harry Styles home from his world tour with an attached picture of him smiling as he got off his plane.
โ€œYippee.โ€ I roll my eyes and finish my glass. I look at it and pout slightly, Oh I guess.โ€ I get up and walk over to the counter and empty the bottle into my glass. I lean down and grab another from the rack and grab the bottle opener.
As I pop the cork out, my door bell rings.
I top my wine off and set the bottle on the counter and scoop my glass up. โ€œIโ€™m coming.โ€ I yell as they ring the bell again.
I open the door and my heart sinks, anger instantly filling my body, โ€œNope. Not doing this tonight.โ€ I go to shut the door but Harry stops me from closing it, โ€œWait. Y/N. Just-โ€œ
I step back and he stumbles through the door, โ€œPlease.โ€
I stare at him as I grip my glass, โ€œGet out.โ€
โ€œWe need to talk.โ€
I laugh and loosen my grip before my glass shatters, โ€œYou had all the time in world when you werenโ€™t doing shows, Harry.โ€
โ€œAbout that, I shou-โ€œ
โ€œShould be leaving, yeah what a great idea.โ€ I walk over to the door, tears welling in my eyes, โ€œJust go.โ€ He stays still, his eyes stay locked on me, โ€œI was away-โ€œ
โ€œYou ghosted me Harry.โ€ I slam the door shut and turn to him, โ€œFucking ghosted me like I meant absolutely nothing to you.โ€
He shakes his head, โ€œNo. no. That-โ€œ
โ€œJust.. shut up for a second.โ€ I sigh and take a big gulp of my wine, holding it in my mouth for a few seconds before I swallow, โ€œLet me get this straight.. you-โ€œ I point to him.
โ€œJust, what? Couldnโ€™t handle telling me that I wasnโ€™t enough for you? Couldnโ€™t handle telling me goodbye?โ€ I drop my hand, โ€œWhat? Was I that bad of a person to you?โ€
He shakes his head quickly and steps towards me, โ€œIโ€™m just.. an arrogant son of a bitch, y/n.โ€
I laugh, โ€œWhat? Is that supposed to make me feel better? Please.โ€ I finish off my wine and walk over to refill it. I let out a sigh after staring at the bottle, โ€œDo you want some?โ€
I keep my head turned away from him until he answers me, โ€œPlease.โ€
I grab another glass and fill it up. I turn and hand it to him and his fingers brush mine as he takes it. My eyes move to the roses he laid on the counter. I bite my lip and shake my head, โ€œNo. Iโ€™m pissed at you.โ€ I mumble bringing my glass up to my lips.
โ€œWhat?โ€ He asks with a slight smile.
โ€œDonโ€™t do that.โ€ I speak into my glass before I drink more, โ€œDonโ€™t fucking do that.โ€
โ€œYou canโ€™t blame me, darling. Not even a little bit.โ€ He steps towards me and lightly drags a finger down my hand thatโ€™s holding my glass.
I close my eyes, my body taking in his touch.
โ€œNo.โ€ I shake my head and run a hand through my hair, โ€œYou just.. you just left me Harry. No phone call. No nothing.โ€
โ€œI did call you.โ€ He argues.
โ€œYou drunk dialed me and I could barely understand a word you said. All I heard was noise.โ€ I finish my glass and debate on pouring another.
Yeah, I need it.
I walk over and set my glass down. Harry walks over, โ€œDonโ€™t blame the drunk calling. You still picked up.โ€
I sigh and shake my head, โ€œI donโ€™t know why.. I really wasn't ready for it all..โ€ I lift my full glass and chug for a few seconds.
โ€œI was expecting an apology, I guess.โ€ I take a deep breathe and walk over to sit on the couch. Harry follows me over and sits down at the opposite end, โ€œAs I said, Iโ€™m just an arrogant son of a bitch who just canโ€™t admit that heโ€™s sorry.โ€
I ignore his slight sarcasm and snap my fingers, โ€œThat. That right there, Harry.โ€
He scoffs, โ€œPlease. Iโ€™ve said Iโ€™m sorry.โ€
โ€œWhen?โ€ I bring my knee up and rest my elbow on it, โ€œName one time right now.โ€
He stares at me and sighs, โ€œIโ€™ve wanted to.โ€
โ€œWanted to what? Call and give me a fucking explanation as to why you just left without another word?โ€ I sigh, โ€œNo texts, no phone calls. You just left me with nothing. Like I was nothing.โ€ My voice breaks and I down the rest of my wine.
โ€œI think youโ€™ve had enough, baby.โ€
Harryโ€™s words anger me, โ€œDonโ€™t call me baby again.โ€ I snap as I stand up, the wine hitting me from sitting down, โ€œFuck.โ€ I shake my head and walk over to the counter and lean on it.
โ€œWhy not? Oh, right, you got your reasons.โ€ Harry says walking over behind me.
โ€œWhat are you really doing here?โ€ I whip around and slam my hand on the counter, โ€œBesides causing me more pain.โ€
โ€œY/N, what do you mea-โ€œ
โ€œDo you think it's easy being of the jealous kind?โ€ I cut him off, my drunken thoughts becoming horrendous word vomit, โ€œSeeing you all over twitter and Instagram, touring the world. Hanging out with people. Seeing selfies you take with beautiful girls. You give them the time of day but not me? Not someone who truly loved you..โ€ my voice fades and the tears fall from my eyes, โ€œLoves.. you.โ€
His facial expression goes soft, โ€œY/N.โ€ He slowly walks up to me, โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€ He whispers as he places a hand on my shoulder, sliding it down my arm to my wrist.
โ€œIt was you or the tour, and my manager wouldnโ€™t let me have both. Or an option, for that matter.โ€
His words shock me, โ€œWh-what?โ€
He looks down, โ€œThe tour was already set and I-I fought, I wanted you to come but they left me with no choice but to-โ€œ
โ€œWhy didnโ€™t you just call and tell me that?โ€
โ€œBecause I would have canceled my tour if I actually talked to you.โ€ His look is serious, โ€œI would have came right back here.โ€
He rubs his thumb on my cheek, his eyes scanning my face as heโ€™s taking a mental picture, โ€œCause I miss the shape of your lips.โ€ His thumb slowly drags over my bottom one and I close my eyes.
My hands grab his shirt and I pull him towards me, โ€œHarry.โ€ I whisper as I look up at him. He looks down at me, โ€œI just hope you see me in a little better light now..โ€
โ€œWhy didnโ€™t you just tell me that when you first got here?โ€ I trace circles onto his side with my finger, โ€œWould have just cleared everything right up.โ€ I laugh slightly and he shakes his head.
โ€œI wanted to see you, I didnโ€™t want to tell you then have you kick me out right away.โ€ He lays a hand on my cheek, โ€œIt's hard for me to go home to an empty house.. Iโ€™d be so lonely without you there.โ€
โ€œSo you came here?โ€
โ€œStraight here.โ€ He sighs, โ€œIโ€™ve missed you. In more ways than one, baby.โ€
I bite my lip, โ€œYeah?โ€
He nods, โ€œIve missed your hair on my face in the mornings.โ€ He brushes my hair back with his hand, โ€œYou wearing my shirts.โ€ He pulls at the shirt Iโ€™m wearing and smirks.
I totally forgot that I threw this on this morning, โ€œY-yeah, Iโ€™ve missed you too.โ€
He leans in, his lips brush my cheek, โ€œIโ€™ve having my cock in that pretty little mouth of yours.โ€
My body tenses at his words. His lips trail lightly down my neck and I grip his shirt tighter, โ€œHarry.โ€ I whisper as I tilt my head.
He pulls me closer to his body and I can feel his bulge pushing into my hip, โ€œIโ€™m here now. Iโ€™m not going anywhere without you ever again, And this is it, so I'm sorry.โ€
โ€œYou-โ€œ I gasp quietly as he bites down onto my collar bone gently, โ€œYou have a lot of proving just how sorry you are to do.โ€
He lifts me up and my legs find their place around his waist, โ€œIโ€™ve been waiting to hear you say that.โ€ He walks me into my bedroom and lays me down on the bed. He stays on top of me and my hungry lips meet his.
He works at taking his shirt off, only breaking the kiss to take it off. He slides my shirt up and kisses down my chest. I arch my back as he leaves quick little kisses all over my stomach, โ€œIโ€™ve.. missed you..โ€
โ€œI missed you.โ€ I look down at him and he stares at me while he slips his fingers into the band of my sweats, slowly working them down as he maintains eye contact with me.
I raise my hips so he can slide them down my legs and he tosses them, his hands feeling every spot of my legs, โ€œIโ€™ve missed these beautiful legs of yours.โ€ He leans in, kissing from my ankle to my knee, โ€œI missed you spreading them for me, too.โ€
His words are the key and my legs spread open, โ€œPlease.โ€ I whimper, desperate for his touch, โ€œBaby.โ€
His lips curl into a smirk and he licks his lips, โ€œAnything for you.โ€ His hands slide down my inner thighs and his finger tips grip them as he pulls himself into me.
My moans are loud as his tongue works between my folds. My fingers find their way to his hair and pull as my back arches off the bed, โ€œFuck, Harry.โ€
He groans against me and squeezes my thighs harder. I tilt my head back and squeeze my eyes shut as I already feel an orgasm coming on.
Fuck, my body craved him more than I wanted to admit. I needed him.
He slips a finger inside of me and moves to suck my clit. His finger curls up at the perfect angle and my thighs squeeze around his head.
I let out a scream so full of pleasure that I swear it echoed off the walls.
Harry continues to eat me out through my high and he slowly pulls away. He quickly gets undressed and slides his body on top of mine.
No words are spoken as he enters me. His lips crash onto mine and his hand grips and digs at my thigh, pulling me closer to him as he thrusts deep into me.
I moan and wrap an arm around his neck, twirling the hair at the nape of his neck around my fingers.
โ€œI love you.โ€ He whispers into my ear, โ€œIโ€™m so, so sorry.โ€
I bite my lip, feeling the tears well up in my eyes, โ€œItโ€™s okay.โ€ I whisper, my voice barely audible, โ€œItโ€™s okay.โ€
He moves to rest his forehead on mine and I lay a hand on his cheek as I arch, pressing my chest against his, โ€œI love you.โ€
โ€œI love you so much.โ€ He moans and kisses me, his tongue pushing against mine, โ€œIโ€™m so sorry.โ€
I moan and run a hand through his hair, โ€œBaby. Itโ€™s okay.โ€
He smiles and buries his face into my neck, moaning against my skin as he thrusts slow and deep each time, โ€œI was so lonely without you.โ€
I pull him closer, โ€œIโ€™m not going anywhere unless itโ€™s with you.โ€ I kiss his neck and suck a little spot onto it. He moans as I repeat my actions, โ€œFuck, y/n.โ€
I gasp and lay my other leg over his back, โ€œMm, Harry.โ€ I dig my nails into his shoulder and drag down as I cum around him.
He kisses up my neck and across my jaw line, โ€œFeel good?โ€ He whispers as he nips at my skin.
I nod and whimper, โ€œMhm.โ€
He smiles, โ€œI thought about this moment. Having you with me. Kissing you, being inside you. All of it.โ€
I listen to him speak and lay a hand on his cheek, โ€œMe too.โ€ His eyes close and he turns his head to kiss my palm, โ€œIโ€™m gunna cum.โ€ He groans and his thrusts slow down as he prepares to pull out.
He releases himself onto my stomach, groaning against my lips as I kiss him. He tilts his head back and sighs, โ€œThat was a lot better than I imagined it.โ€
I laugh slightly and nod, โ€œAgreed.โ€
He cleans us up and lays down next to me, pulling me into his arms. I lay my head on his chest as he pulls the blankets up around us.
โ€œI wanted to hate you, you know.. but I just couldnโ€™t bring myself to do it.โ€ I trace the outline of his tattoo and he plays with my hair, โ€œI would have hated me if I were you, what I did was..โ€ he blows air and I look up at him.
โ€œYou came back for me.โ€
โ€œAs soon as my feet hit the pavement, I was on my way.โ€ He smiles, โ€œIโ€™m glad you didnโ€™t kick me out, though.โ€
โ€œYeah, if I could have I probably would have, I guess I just didnโ€™t want to spend another night alone.โ€ I wink with a smirk and he shakes his head laughing.
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