She told me “it’s always darkest before the dawn”.

I’ve been waiting nearly a decade to see it.

Perhaps when I’m dead I finally will.

Perhaps when I’m gone the light will finally come.

A special kind of tired, sitting on the kitchen floor waiting for your pot pie to cook, The Amazing Devil playing from your headphones as your friends do homework in the living room. I had finally broken from the stress today yet now I feel the moment in the fluorescent light, the smell of cooking flour, and the tile under me as all the sore and ache and stress from the week is done, it's just a pie in the oven now

Just once I would like to feel like I was enough…

war is what happens when language fails

Welp, Good morning people! It’s 7 Am and still I’m not sleeping, It’s just that I have “staying up phase” and number 2 tumblr keeps trolling me up!! 🙃🙂

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The feeling you get when you don’t eat for days, you can feel like you’re gonna fall any moment, is nice✨

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I want it to be night forever.

I don’t want to get up anymore.

Another day I wish I wasn't around for :D

i didn’t want you to hear that shake in my voice

my pain is my own

Self sabotage is one of my best skills for sure…

tw!!!

i feel so ugly most times. not skinny enough. or pretty enough. or even testing my intelligence. basing my self worth on some new superficial standard every waking moment. i am so exhausted.