but hear me out!!!!! trainer!Anakin as a boyfriend would be the coolest and sexiest shit ever. Proof right here:
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-Jogging after morning cuddles
-He would wake you up with tons of kisses just so you would feel motivated to go out with him
-if you were feeling extremely lazy that morning, he would have to use a stronger tactic eating you out
-He would use you, yes you, in his own routine. Whether it was dropping a kiss on your lips after every push up he completed, or using you as weight during his hip thrusts. Anakin Skywalker would use you as his muse in every single area of his life, this included.
-Not gonna lie, depending on your personality, your joined visits to the gym would quickly become a competition. He loved that about training with you, it made it more fun.
-He's still salty about that time you made more squats than him
-But he's not actually pissed because he's just too delighted with the results of the exercise on your ass
-He loves your ass
-He loves publicly groping your ass, sending a message to all of the gym bros that thirst over you
-You would scold him after he squeezed your bumcheeks, or after he smacked your ass in front of someone but you secretly liked that caveman part of him
-Also I feel like Anakin is obsessed by how your thighs look after you just finished doing a lower body exercise. All firm and fit. Ready to pop.
-And viceversa. Whenever he stopped doing his quad exercises, the only thing your brain could process was riding his thigh back home oops (that one hits too close to home)
-Sometimes you would take separate paths, given that your target areas were so different. While you were at the spinning machine, he would be at the other side of the facility, bench pressing your weight. As a warmup.
-Honestly drooling over your boyfriend was half the experience of being at the gym. He would sometimes catch you all embellished and shit, and he would wink at you with an arrogant smile
-As a trainer, Anakin would be tough. Physical excellency is very important to him. He is ruled by the philosophy that our bodies are temples, so he is very fit and shit. Exercising is no exception to his perfectionism and stubborness. In fact, he takes his job of making you healthier very seriously.
-You want to skip a set? He just added one more. You are not pushing yourself to pick up a heavier weight, even when you know you can? He is adding ten more reps. And don't even get him started on avoiding a specific type of exercise. You are doing the burpees, even if that takes all day long.
-General Skywalker = trainer! Anakin
-But also I think he would be very sweet if he knew you struggle with exercising. Maybe you had a difficult relationship with your body and/or felt insecure by training in a public space; he would help you make amends with the situation and be patient with you
-we all know what you two would do as cardio. Henry Cavill said it first
-finally, the ultimate reward for dragging your ass out of bed and to the gym (instead of sleeping) was to see Anakin fresh out of the shower with a compression black shirt and grey sweatpants.
GOD I COULD DO A HUNDRED OF THESE. AS A GYM RAT MYSELF, THIS IS THE DREAM.
Maybe,
time does not
heal all wounds.
I have been stuck
in this cycle too long.
Hoping that the
years might change
the memory of
what reality remains.
Acceptance comes in waves,
and I have always been
short of the shoreline.
ꨄ We are so often afraid to admit our feelings... emotions... impulses of passion ... and then time passes and the one who was so seemingly close suddenly leaves. He leaves already with another person...and you're left with the pain inside. This pain comes from not being told in time, but everything could have been different ... and then you start to remember, living in your thoughts those days when you could have opened up, you could have changed something...but nothing can be changed anymore..
I hope my mutuals know i adore them and their content and i hope I don't annoy them/creep them out when i interact with their posts a lot or say that they are great people sjshdsjsj
ok but i do think that out of the sully kids, neteyam took it best bc maybe he was partly relieved that he wasn't going to lead a clan anymore, and bc this huge pressure that's been weighing on him has disappeared. of course, he misses home, and his whole life, he knew one thing for sure, so it's difficult when it's no longer his duty, but on the other hand, he's quite similar to neytiri, free-spirited and not wanting to be bound down by rules. so, he kind of got a fresh start where his responsibilities seemed smaller in comparison to his previous life, just watching his family and learning and adapting. not to mention that there was no war anymore and it was the first time he had truly felt at peace, not worrying about any of his family members getting shot. it's sad that he didn't get to enjoy it and discover himself
i truly love having intellectual conversations with someone who's open minded. nothing feels better than bouncing thoughts + perspectives off each other. no right or wrong answer. just judgment free thoughts outloud.
all conversations aren't necessarily a debate & I enjoy hearing others perspectives on just about anything, good or bad (within reason of course). I feel like everyone has little gems within and if you ask the right question/bring up the right topic, you'll walk away with it.
So, this is personal experience post and I would also like to discuss it with others
My personal otherkinity has a deep rooting in past lives and spirituality. (remember its ok if its different for u) Spiritually I am almost sure I had at least one angelic life like a simple little angel, not seraphim, not a cherub, not an archangel, just the basic one
andd I was happy with my identity for years, I even still have a long ago abandoned aesthetic angel blog
But robotkin hits different.
I first thought it was psychological kin. Like some other neurodivergents have. They process thoughts like robots.
butt the more I discover myself its feels more like distant memories of being one!
could it really be?
So, if we consider that human beings have a soul
Animals have a soul (some would argue but we have spirirual therians)
Do some alternative reality super advanced AIs have a soul?
That genuinely makes me have existential crises sometimes
okay but let's have a moment and think about Shmi with Luke and Leia, being a super proud grandma of her stubborn granddaughter and her loving grandson.
-She would have you, Anakin and the kids over for Sunday lunch, preparing a delicious casserole and letting the kids play in Anakin's old room.
-You freaked out when they found Anakin's old pod racer and try to turn it on. Thank the Maker it was all rusty.
-She would always have ice cream for them
-Leia would come up to her like: "Granny Shmi, do you wanna see my history project for school?" and it's a presentation about all the female governors and senators of the galaxy. she's so proud that her little granddaughter is having all of the opportunities she didn't get.
-even though she sees so much of Anakin in Leia, she is absolutely soft about the physical similarities of young Luke and little Ani. She even cries once in a while when he sees photos of Luke in different stages of his life because she often wonders how Anakin must have looked when he was about that age.
-She offers herself to baby sit the kids so you two can have a date night
-She would be a great mother in law <3
-Anakin would pick her up and bring her along to family days: when you go hiking, or to a hotel in the mountains. trying to get back all of the lost time
The greatest loss is the kind
that you never had in the first place.
I am reeling from the
missing out on something
that was never mine
to begin with.
This tragedy cuts me deep.
i love the sidekick character love the best friend the support system the secondary lead give me unconditional love for the hero give me unwavering loyalty casual intimacy and expert knowledge of the main character as an ingrained trait i love a ride or die with a little unexplored depth maybe a subversive story arc i wanna see the love thats always there in the end the phantom limb the wordless conversations and the inside jokes give me the partner in crime the other half of the sentence the other side of the coin the rest of the story the wind beneath the wings..
same time last year this happened
same time last year that happened
same time next year i'll think about this
same time next year i'll think about that