#this was so fun feelin normal abt it
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its official i am going 2 include cam in hunting haunting
#i knowww nobody cares abt this but me but also i crave attention so like here we are#shes MY fucked up little comfort oc i can do WHATEVER the fuck i want with her#shes like. connected 2 me in some way. havent figured out the lore yet but like she possesses me at some point#i think the dynamic between she and anti would be really funny theyre like#pulling @ my arms like two little kids fighting over a doll#nJFJDJSJS#i think shed call him loverboy also. whcih is cute and funny bc he hates it#but also when shes possessing me hes like oh god oh fuck that was kinda hot tho#anyway hdhdhdjsjs#i hadddd weird ass panic moment in the car earlier and calmed myself down while driving by thinkingnabt this so like. smile emoji#im still nottttt totally over it u know how like#ur chest gets all tight and its kinda hard 2 breathe#still feelin that almost 3 hrs later so like. wooooooo#i love being so normal#hunting haunting#🔪#might. try 2 write smth abt this. for fun
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Hi Liv, my dear mutual, who is hopefully warm right now, it's 29°F where I'm at, could I possibly have platonic 141 cuddles with reader to warm me up?
Take your time and stay warm :3
me too!!! i’m so cold here it’s actually 19 degrees right now. it’s so cold in my house at night and i wish i had a big man to cuddle so i wouldn’t suffer!!! i’d put my ice cold hands between his thighs and cuddle into his chest like ahhhh i wish my bf was built like one of the cod men.. <3
ALSO!! i’m making this one dif bc the last one was rly hard 2 write <3
pairing: taskforce 141 x gn!reader
tags: fluff, cold reader, cuddle puddle, sorry if i suck at writing gaz he’s the only one i don’t simp for </3 UNDER 13 DNI
Today was cold. Normally, you’d be okay, but the base’s heater was broken and you had no extra blankets to cuddle up with. You shivered beneath your thin blanket, curled up and cold.
John Price
You’re shivering in your room when he knocks on your door, opening it and seeing you all cold.
“Are ya cold?” You nod. “C’mere love.” He coos, crawling into your bed beside you, lifting the covers and climbing under. He wraps his large arms around your waist, calming your shivering almost instantly as his warmth seeps into you. You sigh as he pulls you to his chest, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead and wrapping the blankets tighter around you.
“Thank you,” You whisper, and he chuckles, the vibrations running through your body and causing you to smile as well.
“Oh it’s no problem, I’m a little chilly too,” He chuckles, resting his chin in your hair and closing his eyes.
Simon “Ghost” Riley
He knocks on your door, expecting to find you doing some work or dancing like you do, surprised when he sees your shivering beneath the covers. He’d known it was cold in the base, but he’d just gotten used to it. The cold never really bothered him. He’d always run rather hot, as he was a large man, so he didn’t need heaters and excess blankets. Who knew such a thing could become such a gift, able to warm you up!
He crawled into your bed, wrapping his arms around your waist, turning you to face him and pulling you to his chest as he rubbed your lower back gently. He pretended not to notice as you nuzzled into him, curling up in his arms like a cat, your shivering ceased and you now happy and warm. He responded to your whispered thanks with a grunt, although he was quite happy on the inside.
John “Soap” Mactavish
He’d been annoyed by the cold, always preferring to be warm and cozy. He’d assumed the same about you when he saw you shivering in a hoodie around base before retreating to your room, not leaving for anything. So, why wouldn’t he go help out his little bird?
He opened your door, and as expected, you were shaking like a leaf beneath your thin blankets.
“Ye mus’ be freezin’ wi’ those thin blankets, aren’ ye?” He chuckles, tossing off his shoes and climbing into your bed, pulling you close to his chest. “Feelin better, aye?” He asks, and you respond with a nod.
“Yeah, thanks.”
“Anytime, lovie.” He coos, closing his eyes as you nuzzle into his arms and fall asleep.
Kyle “Gaz” Garrick
He knew, after seeing you grab a blanket and run off to your room, that you were freezing. They all knew it was cold, you were just more susceptible, he supposed. So, naturally, he went to your room to find you hiding beneath your blankets, teeth chattering.
“Oh love, all cold aren’t we?” He coos, climbing into your bed and rubbing your arm. “Don’t worry.”
He climbs beneath the covers, turning you to face him and pulling you into his chest and stroking your hair gently as you fall asleep.
“There we go, much better,” He chuckles, and you nod.
“Thank you.”
“No problem, love.”
AHHH I WAS SO SCARED TO WRITE GAZ!!! IDKHOW BC I DON’T LOOK INTO HIS CHARACTER ALL THAT MUCH WASAHHH SOMEONE HELP ME IMPROVE MY GAZ WRITINGF anyways that’s a fun one!! asks cleared finally and i can stop feeling bad abt it!!
#call of duty#cod mw2#cod#cod x reader#cod smut#captain price#captain john price#call of duty x reader#john price#john price x reader#tf141#tf 141 x reader#tf 141#task force 141#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw#simon riley fanfic#simon ghost riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost x reader#soap cod#soap mw2#john soap mactavish#soap mactavish#john mactavish#price#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#cod gaz
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so now that ive finished the games n shit i can Finally make this post without feelin like im missing anything SO:
hcs for how ellies infection affects her
because you are Not telling me that she has a Literal invasive parasitic fungus growing in and on her Literal brain and shes just. Normal and Fine. i simply dont believe you. so lets get into it tee hee
(sorry for the wall of text, i had a lot to say apparently)
eyeshine. because it looks cool and because i say so. and because i think having ellie look just Slightly Offputting for reasons people cant immeditely explain is cool
increased pain tolerance. like, i know Every character in these games get put through the ringer, but im specifically thinking about her boss fight with abby (where abby beats the everloving Snot out of her) and im like??? she gets choked out, knee'd in the stomach, punched DIRECTLY in the face SEVERAL times and shes.... still concious, for one, coherent and able to stalk abby around the basement for another, AND yeah shes bleeding from every hole in her god damn face by the end but shes still?? talking?? and dina got hit Way Less and is knocked the fuck out immediately. so yeah fghj i stand by this one. on a related note...
increased healing time. this is kinda relating to the fact that mushrooms are.... pretty quick to grow, and the whole "you cant kill me in a way that matters" cosmic horror bullshit that comes with them. so it would stand to reason that ellies wounds heal quicker than the average person (she just keeps getting fkn injured so its hard to tell sometimes)
now this one could just be because shes got the disposition of a feral cornered alley cat, but biting people. like, idk if youve Noticed, but ellie has this weird penchant for biting the FUCK outta people whenever given the chance, and i think its fun to imagine the zombie instinct is just subtly rearing its head with that
this ones kinda sad.... but i cant stop thinkin abt it, this doesnt manifest until years later, but i imagine if the parasite is still Growing in her head, even if its not actively killing her, i cant see that doing her any fkn good. so, later in life i can see her suffering from seizures or physical tics.
developing some kind of sixth sense for when infected are nearby. kinda similar to listen mode in the game, but having it manifest more like will from stranger things, where she gets prickling on the back of her neck and can just Feel that those things are close. again, this wouldnt be til later in life i feel, as the fungus grows.
and thats all i got fghjk anyway i love ellie i think shes neat i wanna study her in a lab
#ash.txt#tlou#ellie williams#i had some more outlandish ones but they were a lil Silly and didnt make sense so im leaving em out fghjk
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long ass fast update
im still GOINNNGGGG. feelin alright rn tbh really happy im still going strong w this fast.
heres the part anyone cares abt, the weight lost. today i weighed in another -1.4kg down, so thats 2.4kg total so far (5.2 pounds). really happy with that, and super motivating to keep this going.
usually weight loss stalls for me by day 3/4 so im not expecting a good weigh in tmro but thats alright.
i also had severe food nightmares all night!! literally night terrors about giving up and breaking this fast, so thats fun
daily cravings update:
saltines - oh my god all i fucking wanna do is eat saltines its so bad rn. its literally all i craved all day yesterday and i cant even eat them when the fast is over bc u cant rly buy them in shitty fucking australia. hate that i live here rn lmao
i bought some electrolyte drink to help me get a bit more energy during this fast. i have a full time office job i need to be able to focus at, and im also studying a new language so i can hopefully leave australia soon. both things that i rly need to be able to concentrate for and we all know fasting isnt great for that.
the plan for fasting btw, is eat monday like normal. thats usually something around 10 am (which is why this fast ends at 10am), and then i alw go to my families house for dinner monday nights so eat dinner as well. and then right back into another 6 day fast. im going to try to follow this pattern until i lose the weight. i basically have 31kg (70 pounds) minumum i want to lose by the start of december, so i really need to be kinda extreme with this one.
in case ur curious - to help hopefully not die doing this, every morning im taking: iron (im severely anemic lmao), a womans multivit, zinc, fiber (filling and helps w the constipation), and several collagen suppliments bc ik im gonna have fuck tons of loose skin by the end of this. im also drinking an electrolyte drink, and plenty of water.
tldr: down 2.4kg, im less hungry than i was yesterday. im tired, bit dizzy, my jaw kinda aches??? but still going strong ❤️
#tw ed diet#i wish i was weightless#4norexi4#4narex1a#tw ana fast#tw ana shit#tw ana diary#ana trigger#tw disordered eating#i want to be weightless#i want to be tiny#i want to be skinnier#i wanna be weightless#i wanna be skinnier#i wanna lose weight#ed not ed sheeran
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drinking cinnamon tea rn... think i should become someone who drinks tea n stuff often.... anyways today was alright i mean i took tons of selfies which is always fun but feelin p low just cause life in genral and also annoyed my family went to watch a movie and left me w/ all five of the pets so i watched them all and they were all living in harmony and then when they came back they weree like "ughh u shouldve sprayed more(i oversprayed a ton) cause one of the dogs stinks" which is annoying cause she stinks cause of her teeth but my family refuses to take her to the vet but complains abt her smell constantly lol. and also like annoying spending 3hrs making sure all the pets needs are met especialy during this weather that scares them just for my family to complain when they come back lol. anyways aside from that p chill it was nice being w/ the peets i was watching jerma mario sunshine stream on the living room tv lol. also asked my sister if i could listen to an album on her record player while they were gone and she showed me how to use it and i listened to liver than youll ever be while taking selfies ^_^ cause my record player well that outlet is like still not working and my sistere recently got a record player that has good normal sound soo ya. was cool listening to it its rly greate and like does in fact sound great.
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POST SESSION 1 DLDND CHARACTER THOUGHTS
holy SHIT y’all the hiatus is over w a long ass session to start us off. i passed out so hard post session but now. i have things to say abt peoples characters and im going to say them. plus an added pronoun check for my own memory. this is a long post so ill pop it all under da cut. tldr at the end 2
IZZY | ALASTRELLE (they/he)
i LIKE THEM. i like them. i was very eyes emoji at their intro and im rly excited to see a druid. i have a feelin that theres a lot more 2 alastrelle than meets the eye but im not rly sure what. we got an insight check that he seems to know more than hes letting on... but like. idk. i have a feelin that theyre more like... they know stuff but not in a malicious way? mayb im bein 2 optimistic and alastrelle is just waiting 2 absolutely decimate every1. they DID heal ma’el tho so like... i think they do not want this. they seem kind. i want 2 know more.
CADILLAC | R-D 2.04 (pronouns unknown - seems to vary)
everybody is so mean 2 me image. r-d is rly. look. i love them but i also hate them. he’s so fuckin funny but also.... gestures broadly at the last hour of the session. she seems 2 b tha only character built 4 outright combat. at least from what weve seen. it seems like a lot of the others went 4 classes that cld offer support (from my limited knowledge of the classes themselves plus dnd) whereas cadillac built (literally) a beast. she seems really cool and had some rly amazing moments first session. designated antagonist im super interested to see how every1 is going 2 interact w the person who drew 1st blood!! also tha character we got the most backstory 4 session 1. kinda dont blame it for the murders but. i dont want any pcs to die T_T
NOX | DOCTOR (PALL’OR) REMAEDI (he/him, okay with they)
HE’S COOL... the outfit is very wizardly but we know hes a cleric. am i right when i look at the ref art and see that hes purple. he is purple. he also shotgunned an unmentioned vial (WHY DID NO 1 ASK ABOUT THAT AUAUEUEGEUGH) and the rice and meat. chuggin ig. seems like... cautious? mayb suspicious but remarkably chill. well. i say chill. again. gestures at the last hour or so of the session. LUV the weapon design. would luv 2 see it do some more damage (see “r-d is built for combat” above. terrifyink). i want 2 know more abt his eyepatch and stitches and general deal. do we think hes an unethical doctor guys. would he kill u for like. fun.
CERIN | EIWN (she/her)
pretty lady. fllushed emoji. i love her design a lot its rly cool. i assumed she was druid bc of it but idk if pep would have allowed class double ups? plus cerin is bein v secretive... possibly monk? eye dee kay im rly just guessin at this point. shes so funny 2 the bit w the shelter being her height and alastrelle tryin 2 fix it secretly was great. i dont have much 2 say abt her yet but i think she will turn out to b EXTREMELY interesting. i kno 4 a fact cerin will say smth and then the dash will explode w how much we love eiwn.
RIVER | MA’EL(VAR) (he/him)
IS HE NORMAL??? squints. i dunno... intro was. suspicious. i did like him tryin 2 explain stuff to r-d that was kinda funny. he seems to b like... relatively level headed? i struggled to get a read on his personality except like... suspicious of others but wants 2 cooperate. clearly doesnt want 2 b here el oh el. HE DID ALMOST DIE 2 TIMES WITH NO IDEA WHAT WAS HAPPENING EL EM AY OH. i wonder how hes gonna react to that.
PEP | MIYM (she/her, okay with they)
MIYM MY FUCKIN BELOVED. kenku AND a bard? plus card themed LDFKJ. alto WISHES he could. the resume made me laugh sm and she generally just seems so nice... i like that she’s immediately forming more positive relationships w tha others... probably intentional on pep’s part as a filler character for the pair offs. i was wondering why they were getting such an outright dmpc and was wondering if she was gonna get killed early... i was real newvous. its cool tho. i like her a lot. very glad miym explained the whole premise 2. thank u from da audience i was a little like WHAT THE HELL. but in a good way
TL;DR - I LIKE THEM ALL. i think theres a LOT of things we havent touched (obvs. it was 1 session) but a lot of seeds and references to things wer made i think. also it looks like we got a lot of elves lol. im generally just rly excited 2 see them play again and having consensual and established pvp will make things VERY interesting. i wonder what the symbols on the like... bracelets/necklaces are 4. and what happens when someone dies.... do they both go to zero/make death saves? i guess we will see....
#dldnd#dldnd spoilers#i saw some1 on the dash mention this was named after a minecraft series? DJKLF#i immediately just assumed soulmate au#this is so fun i look forward 2 more
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pssttt psssst venus dont tell anyone i told you this but… you are worthy of love. you are capable of being loved unconditionally and wholly and without ulterior motives. this doesnt necessarily have to be romantic love, even just platonically. you’re valued for who you are, even with flaws, even with the characteristics you might find so awful that youd never admit it out loud
you have intrinsic value and you deserve everything good in this world
anon ik u said not to tell anyone but but but… u sent this 2 weeks ago n i think abt it everyday :((
u r the sweetest ever of all time!! venus life update for u and anyone that cares: i have NOT been havin a good time!! everything is hard!! world cold n sharp while i am soft and mailable :(( i try oh so very hard to seem cool and normal and fun but every single day has been a battle between myself and not feelin like everythin ever is always my fault!! but!! rereadin this n thinkin abt it makes me feel better even just a lil bit!! i have a very hard time believin i’m worthy of love but words like this make it a little bit easier everyday ᏊᵕꈊᵕᏊ
anyways, i hope u know that i love u n u deserve everythin good that comes ur way!! existin the way u r makes u special n clearly, ur a very lovin n wonderful person!! i hope that all of ur dreams come true n that u keep bein just as delightful as u already are!! i love u!! u deserve nice things :3
#anon i’m sowwy for not keeping this private between us but#i can’t help it!!#ur just the very best n i lob u#venus cptsd makes everyday hard but u being so sweet makes it easier#i hope that one day i’ll have someone that loves me all the time and i hope that u meet someone like that too :3#we both deserve love!!#anon u r tha best#chit chats
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hi guys dont mind me being insane again
im not tagging this too much cus its more of a personal ramble cus idk im feelin silly today and the BPD hits too hard. i wont be explainin what BPD is either so if u dont know either look it up or ignore this post,,
man i. have you ever loved someone so much you cry? /pos
like man i. its not romantic, may i clarify. most of my fps, except for my main one, are platonic. one of them is familial even
but i just. i feel like such a parasocial freako but i genuinly feel so intensely. its so positive too. if you ignore the crippling paranoia i always have abt my fps hating me or me being so intense they get uncomfortable...
but i just??? im not. normal about them.
i dont wanna sound creepy but they make my world so much better. id take a bullet from them. if give anything for them to be alright. i genuinly just REALLY enjoy their company and knowing theyre having fun with me aswell. knowing they enjoy me as a person. that im not a nuisance for the people i love the most.
and gosh i really hope they dont see this. i would feel so ashamed and embarassed if they did.
luckly i have better ways of copying with distress, attachment issues, jealousy, possesiveness, and all that other FUN (not) stuff that comes with BPD or rather specifically having an fp. A nice trustworthy psychologist (if u can afford it) does wonders to you, let me tell you.
its still hard sometimes but ive learnt to deal with it in ways that arent destructive to my relationships with those around me. i can cool down and such instead of lashing out or splitting for the most minimal things.
but now. for whatever reason. i went on a huge "positive" ramble instead. it was meant to be appreciation at the time, and still is, but i feel like its something that couldve scared them off. i showed some stuff to irl friends and online family, and everyone said theyd feel very appreciated if someone told them that stuff, but i cant help but feel is because they're my loved ones also and stuff. i really. really feel like i was too intense. i suck at showing affection in a normal way, a calm way, subtle way, like a normal person.
at this point i think. sigh i think its better if i just say nice things anonymously. i think if people, in general, not only my fps. but if people dont know affection comes from me they'll take it so much better than if they know its *me* in particular. and idk why! its just my brain being stupid again.
brains love doing that, dont they? being stupid. telling you everyone hates you oh so much no matter what you do. that theyre lying behind your back, and hate you in secret, theyre just being polite and allat.
well let me tell you, dear reader, whoever the fuck might read this, specially if its from the bpd tags: thats not true. sure, there might be assholes out there, but those people you think hate you despite how close you are, most likely dont. and i cant even get this through my own head but my sister repeats it to me all the time. "[name] talks so nicely about you and seems so happy seeing you". even then its hard to believe, i gotta stare at nice screenshots ive saved where i believe ive done something good, something worthy of appreciation, something that has not only meaning but an impact, a possitive one. and i know the chances of them actually hating me are low, but i still believe more in those chances than the proof.
i feel a bit delusional in a way. and i mean, i am, often times. but this is one of those thoughts- those god dammed thoughts where you're self aware yet- yet it doesnt shake the feeling away, you know? like no there is no proof, no logical proof at least, only what your mind twists into proof. but you still just "know it", yknow? even if you dont actually know shit and are very wrong. you feel like you do and it- it fucking sucks.
dont even get me started on splits and mood swings, highs and lows. Cause well. THATS NOT THE TOPIC OF THIS POST !! Lmao. i could go on for hours complaining tho. ough.
but yeah!! i just !! sorry, this took a turn. i just. needed to express myself idfk. i'll go back to posting abt minecraft men kissing soon or whatever, sorry normie followers /hj
i love them so much its overwhelming, yet i wouldnt change it for everything in the world, you know? not them. its hard but id rather endure it for them than have them not be THIS level of special to me anymore.
i really REALLY hope theyre not. uncomfortable by it tho. and wont dump me for it. i really wish i had a guide to how to and how to not mess up. so i could avoid doing dumb shit on accident.
and its funny cause theyre ppl that would absolutely tell me if im doing shit that bothers them, yet i believe theres smth else, stupid thoughts man. LEAVE ME ALONE FREDDY MERCURY!! UR SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD !! /ref
sighhhh anyhow yeah im dropping it here. bpd is a bitch. and to anyone out there dealing w it? godspeed. you can do this, i know life already sucks and this shitty dissorder doesnt help, but i know you can push through, mi gente bella.
Pearlo out. BPD hours rlly seem to be hitting at around 11-12 am, huh? /ij
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I'm going to bed soon, but I just want to say (as an adult that dropped outta college and then went back) that your education is not final. It's not be all end all.
It'll hurt for a while, everythin hurts for a bit, but either you'll tell her or you won't, and that's okay. Your choices are for you, and we all care about you man. You're not stupid for jus like? feelin feelins. All that shits totally normal and valid but you hafta stick with life nd with us or whoever you ends up spending life with. I can't help much nd I ain't gonna pretend I can (<- on the aroace spectrums) with the whole love thing, but jus know that it's ALWAYS better to write your thoughts out then keep em inside. That way you can come back later and look at them nd see your thought processes nd stuff. Or you can write em out nd delete it if that helps.
Life might suck right now, but it ain't gonna suck forever. The only way that it WILL suck forever is if it's cut short, so don't let that happen, y'know? If life tries to kick you down, throw mfing hands and take your time and get back up when you can. It don't matter when you do, just that you do at all.
I dunno. I dunno if this helps, but I'm jus tryin to say that you're not alone and youse cared about nd also jesus christ my typing style help god please not the newsies the infection (/lh). Stay safe man. - Jack
fuckyou im sobbing now/lh
i just
i grew up being taught that showing any emotion besides Happy or Neutral is Bad!™️ so its really difficult for me to like
deal with anything? because i was taught to push feelings down and stick it out, and my parents have made it all worse by never showing emotion either. i didnt see my dad cry in front of me until i was fourteen, and the only time ive seen my mom cry was when i got a bad grade, so its all fun and games here. and my pa is literally bashitbonkersoutthewazzoo. like he's a conservative (we live in the south us for context so its even Worse!) and he taught me to shoot a gun at the ripe age of three! and theres a gun in every room and he's a. he reveres ben shapiro and jesse kelly and those guys, and i spent the entire quarantine listening to him talk abt how the election was faked and how covid was either fake or brought by the chinese (he couldnt decide) and hes severly racist!!! yippee!!/s so feelings arent a big thing in my house.
added onto the fact that i was raised christian? the first time i looked at a girl differently, or the first time i realized how uncomfortable i was jn my own body was horrifying to me. im atheist (ish? it's complicated) now so it doesnt matter to me, but i still have all that internalized crap abt liking her.
and i have severe pain in both of my knees like literally 24/7 and ive had it for YEAAARS but my ma didnt believe me until super recently and so i only just got an appointment with an orthopedic doctor! because the first general doctor told me i was faking it<3
and!!!!!!! the real fukcing kicker!!!! my parents have blatantly refused to pay for my education!!!!!!! like outright and several times!!!!!! only because i wanna get my bachelors in fine arts in theater!!!! they said it was a stupid degree and that i would get nowhere<3 so ive got that ahead of me too. and the last time i got a bad grade, i got grounded for two months. and it was a 79.5 on a minor quiz.
so we have fun here.
but i have all these plans!!! and dreams!!!! and places i want to go to and food i want to eat and languages i wanna learn!!! so i know that i'm not gonna off myself, but sometimes.
sometimes it seems reaaaally tempting.
but i really genuinely appreciate you, and riff, and toff, and dave, because you guys are so much nicer and more sympathetic than anyone i know irl.
so like.
love you/p <3
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ok ok last one for now ——— > just feelin sulky and weird im sorry !!
i need to regress i havent 4 like AGES ? which is insane but im so stressed , and constantly overthinking lately i just wanna take a break and thats at least a ‘healthy’ way to.. but i still feel bad for needing it? i need to act my age .. ‘grow up’ yk ? idk .. it just i realllly need a break in a healthy way i keep using substances which yeah its fun but i wanna be able to talk to them while well regressed and just have my worries float away..? but idk if thatll ever happen ! im used to doing it alone so why havent i? i think im tooo busy .. taking toooo many tasks at once some may say! idk what do i ever know ? ugh im just so tired ? i wish i could be perfect and normal ! my parents especially my mom deserve a perfect normal child im trying really hard ! ! ill make her proud !! hehe this rant is going on abt other things now >< ill stop talking (￣^￣)ゞ
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Ngl I’ve been thinkin over the brother’s fears stuff from the most recent (?) lessons (bc I’m a dirty cheat and saw spoilers so ofc I went and looked up as much shit as I could) and like,
Ok shovin thots under the cut bc it got long oop. Also bc spoilers but y’know.
1 - Lucifer thinkin the “light” (which is ofc God lbr) was his fear despite not fearin it at all is p. weird. Like there was no hesitation, no fear. He just looked at it and went “ew it’s you never thot I’d see you again” and killed it. So clearly that’s NOT his actual fear. Def. Simeon’s I think, like he says a lil later.
So either Lucifer knew it was Simeon’s and “claimed” it to save Simeon’s feelins or smthn or he legit figured it was his fear bc the only thing he could think to be scared of is the guy who threw him out.
Which like. Is such a fuckin non-answer re: his actual fear (tho he did say once goin back to the Celestial Realm was his “greatest fear” or smthn so maybe that’s still true so they didn’t figure that bringin it up again’d be that fun), but is interestin bc it says a lot abt how he sees God.
Like. He got beat and kicked out and had his sister (almost) killed, but he’s still got 0 goddamn fear of his dad. Literal creator of everything God with a capital G don’t scare him. I figure bc he already did the worst thing he could’a done, and he survived that, so what else’s there to fear?
Tho it bein Simeon’s fear is... hm. Def. makes it sound like Simeon’s fearin seein God again. Either bc that’s just smthn any angel’d fear - maybe they only see God one-on-one if they’ve done smthn wrong so that’d be like seein your headteacher pop up outta nowhere, knowin he only comes outta the teacher’s room when you done fucked up - or bc he’s hidin smthn that makes seein God a really Bad Thing. Guilt or worries over some kinda sin?
I mean duh. He’s in love with MC. That ain’t a hidden thing anymore. He’s kissed MC plenty times and I think even said the L-word once or twice. That’s def. grounds to get murderised (as we know, RIP Lilith).
Also hella interestin in a metaphorical sense tho. Like, God’s a light. Simeon’s scared of somethin comin to light. Da-dum-tss, but what a hella cool way of showin that it’s a (technical) secret that’s got him all wound up.
2 - Mammon and Levi both fearin demon-form Lucifer is... understandable, but also kinda sad. Like, legit sad, not “wow ur so sad lol”.
Levi’s way of sayin it makes sense tho. Lucifer only goes full demon form when he’s hella pissed, or outta control. He’s so damn powerful he don’t need to go into that form often, bc he can handle p. much anythin without it - plus he’s just got a p. good control on himself, so no accidental demon-form slips.
Unless ofc he’s so fuckin angry that it just leaps out. We’ve seen it. He gets murderous, and boom - form’s out. Or, situation’s so damn dire it’s got him on edge, and boom - form’s out. Him bein in demon form’s never good.
But him bein in demon form and after them is even worse.
Makes me wonder tho. If it’d just been angry Lucifer, why’d Levi specify it as his demon form’s anger? He gets angry at them hella often, and Mams esp. is strung up p. much daily, so clearly they’re not scared of him bein angry at them.
It’s him bein angry at them while enraged. So either they’ve both pissed him off before bad enough that he’s gone full demon form, and whatever happened then was so fuckin terrifyin they’ve never recovered from it,
Or they know that demon form Lucifer is scary shit, and even tho he’s not gone for them like that before, it’s smthn they’re terrified of in principle. Like, you’ve seen your dad mad on the phone before, and he’s never yelled at you like that, but you know he’s capable of it and that’s terrifyin as shit bc what if you do smthn that pisses him off enough to yell at you like that?
A lil part of me leans towards the latter bc tho they were scared it wasn’t smthn Levi said as tho it’d happened. More like smthn he’s hypothetically scared of. Plus idk what times Lucifer’d be so pissed he goes full rage at them? His demon form’s only really come out when the family’s in danger. Even shit like Lotan bein summoned don’t usually end in a demon form Lucifer (I’m p. sure anyway).
3 - Ok so like who was surprised by this. Asmo’s beauty is p. integral to who he is. He’s nothin if he’s not beautiful, and that’s what I think scares him. Not the bein ugly, but that bein ugly means he’s not Asmo.
Means he can’t get the attention he needs, can’t be loved by ppl, won’t get all the adoration and affection - he won’t be popular. And Asmo hella needs to be reassured that he’s pretty and loved. It’s who he is and what his identity is based on.
Plus we’ve seen I’m p. sure a couple scenes where he’s been a lil worried/nervous abt if MC likes him for him. Beyond the beauty. He legit don’t think there’s anythin worth lovin if he’s not pretty, so ofc him bein ugly’s gonna be his biggest fear. Bc who’s gonna love him then.
4 - Also smthn no-one’s gonna be surprised by. It’s his whole sense of identity. That’s not gonna go away for him overnight, y’know? The fact that it was angel Lucifer, tho - not just, like, normal Lucifer - was a p. cool touch.
That’s his roots. Not Lucifer the demon - Lucifer the angel. That’s what he’s based on. Smthn he never was but was always part of.
He’s legit just the Lil Hal-Dirk connundrum which jfc that’s showin my fandoms huh. Is smthn that comes from smthn else its own unique person, or is it just a copy that’s always gonna get drawn back to what it was? How can it be original when everythin it is came from smthn else?
That’s a hell of an identity crisis. Even bein Wrath and bein p. physically different and even likin different shit’s not enough to stop that feelin of ig imposter syndrome? Or of just bein a fragment of smthn else. Esp. when you know everyone else’s their own damn being. No one can understand where he’s comin from bc his “birth” was totally unique. He’s not just, like, Lucifer’s son or whatever - he’s legit a part of Lucifer’s emotions that just got plopped out one day.
(Except ofc he’s not bc Lucifer knew he was different and felt him like a different presence for a while before the Fall but Satan’s got his memories and that’s kinda like bein someone anyway, ain’t it?)
So yeah, not surprisin, but also? I rlly hope he gets confident in who he is one day. Legit the idea that he’s still sittin there goin “who am I?” just hurts.
5 - This bitch got trauma. Lbr it was either gonna be Belphie or it was gonna be Lilith and we all knew that was comin. Beel’s still not over the death of Lilith and his “role” in it (bc survivor’s guilt is a bitch and he’s still thinkin “not being able to save two ppl in two different places at the same time” is a sin), so losin anyone else is gonna hurt him.
But bein the reason he lost them? Oh that’s gonna hurt him even more. Esp. with the blame he’s still puttin on himself. It’s one thing to be like the passive cause that someone died but bein the active cause? Even by accident? Poor Beel.
I don’t think anythin could’a been worse for him. That ain’t just a fear, that’s outright smthn he’s still strugglin with PTSD over. Like hell no shit he almost/did break down over it, that’s just shovin a trigger right in his face.
6 - Bein alone, bein abandoned, not bein able to find anyone in pure darkness. That’s... damn. Either that’s lingerin trauma from bein locked up in the attic, knowin that no one was gonna find him or could hear him (which, fuck, how much did he try’n call for his brothers to come get him only to realise no one was gonna come?), or smthn set up that fear before the attic and the attic just made it hells of worse.
Like that wasn’t just “bein in a room apart from ppl”, it was outright “not knowin where anyone is, or seein/hearin/feelin them”. Total sensory deprivation.
Oh. His worst fear’s not feelin anythin. That’s. Y’all.
Idk how to end this now I’m just big hurty thinkin abt the last two jfc. No wonder Belphie’s always wantin to be asleep next to smthn. “He sleeps better with someone there” no sir you just hella fear sleepin bc your sin’s legit exactly what you’re terrified of and havin smthn there’s the best way to fix it.
#obey me#danteintherambles#idk what to tag this as I got distracted like half way through lmao#Writin out this instead of figurin out homeschoolin stuff y'all know how it is
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though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, MIA STOEGER is actually a descendent of DIONYSUS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old MYTHOLOGICAL STUDIES MAJOR from LOS ANGELES, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite CHARISMATIC & DUPLICITOUS.
( y’all dont deserve this real messy intro but im workin w half a bwain cell at 4am so i beg thee 4 mercy. nywyy im the excited new girl who’s hella pumped to meet all ur charas : katya ! feel free to hop in my ims to plot or drop a like and i’ll hop in urs ! x )
POWERS
natural acting abilities — her ma’s a hollywoo agent so she started actin real early & now shes a big shot actress. there r more deetz on her career below !
chlorokinesis — it wasnt as natural as acting n she only started working on it when she turned 13 n started going to camps. b4 she just noticed shes good w plants but it wasnt super crazy or nything. its p good now tho ! shes prioritizing vine binding and manipulation 4 the self defense bc awards r cool n all but they dont rlly protecc from monsters ykwim
levitation — shes trying her best ur honor
alcokinesis — she cant conjure it or anything, she’s just immune to it ffff
BIO POINTS — cw: drug use ( full biography here )
her mom raised her by herself bc dionysus the party god was out of the picture immediately. she never told mia she’s a demigod & it was always just “ wow ur so talented ” or “ aww u got a green thumb ! ” but when she saw him claim 13 y/o mia by placing a weird hologram over her head while she slept, she knew she had to spill da beanz & tell her kid
ofc mia thought her mom was jus playing sum weird acting exercise w her bc her powers r so lowkey she could highkey just be a Mortal but insert sad whistle, the realizashun & the claiming meant heightened monster threat !! so yea ,,, one ended up chasing her a couple days later rip
aside from the trauma, mia was ok. mostly bc she ended up cryin for dionysus like any child would n lo & behold he came & helped !!! as he should. nywy she made sure to go to summer camps every year after that but mostly just for protection purposes
she lowkey rlly hates this whole god business esp now that shes grown lmfao deadass thinks she got a bad deal bc life threats arent sexy !!! went to eonia eventually bc its Too Much Man. she just wants to go back to work and her life w the mortals w/o worryin for her life. would deadass fade her father if she could. may or may not be majoring in greek mythology to figure out the logistics of it all out of spite, who knows !
PERSONALITY
not ! a Drama Queen — dont get me wrong, shes hella Extra in the way she moves n acts sorta like shes always bein captured on film. is quick-witted & playful & can be a huge tease/flirt if she feels like it, but miss her w Real Feelings ! totally not sentimental. srsly she will try to rationalize away everything and is just,.,., not good w it. so soz folks, we just keepin it breezy here
ugh, she’s an Actress — aka she can act like she cares tho ! shes very much into keeping ppl on her good side. shes friendly n palatable to everyone bc its how shes been trained & while it doesnt seem fake, its def diff when its genuine
The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known — lemme circle back to the first one, ok so shes good w emotions but only in theory. does intense character work with her roles so she thinks that counts as her having eq when rlly shes just emotionally stunted, projecting n repressing like an idiot
blonde, skinny, rich, & a lil bit of a Bitch — shes only a bitch inwardly or to ppl she trusts enuff to let in on the gossip. if anyone full on opposes her or becomes real emotional, then this lil diva will rear its superiority complex head n snap a lil. will most probably do it v underhandedly n w a smile but it will be Brutal
girls just wanna have FUN ! — shes the child of da party god, so ofc she a true party girl. officially off the rails when she parties. inhibitions ? we dk her. can be insensitive in that case bc smtms its truly no strings attached, tis all abt the fun. likes company a lot & it doesnt even have 2 be loud or particularly abt her, she just likes having people around n the escapism of it all. will make friends with everyone n make sure they have a jolly fun time guaranteed at dionysus parties
Work Hard, Play Hard — real responsible when it comes to work and commitments and if she trusts/likes u enough, she’ll give it 2 u straight, no bs. def thinks Calling Out is an act of love but maybe does it a lil too harshly smtms. v much into efficiency, sentiments be damned. not the feely words type. will sit next to u or party w u or even pay 4 ur therapist if u need sum1 to talk to. she will Be There while u work thru it, so long as u dont expect her to change n be all emotional n stuff
if she seems a lil contradictory thats bc she kinda is. tis the good ol nurture vs nature. her ma’s a real no nonsense chick n her pops is a frat guy drama geek greek god whos rlly into cottagecore so u get this lil blonde bitch whos sorta teetering on the edges
OTHER INFO — cw: drug use ( full headcanons here )
re her career, she achieved pegot status when she was 18 aka she truly b dat bitch. shes not super mainstream famous tho, more like indie sweetheart, film snobs/critics fave typa gal. if ya want a trajectory she started w baby commercials then a sitcom from 4-10 ( think modern fam’s lily ) then it was off to the big screen & the stage !
mia has a lil bit of a drug habit. its not abusive or dependent, but it is a staple whenever shes parties bc alcohol is useless 2 her. started a lil young too bc hollywoo. primarily uppers/hallucinogens. she smokes weed a lil more liberally but the rest is mostly just an on occasion thing ( which, ngl, is a still a lil problematic when u party a lot rip )
after she got claimed, mia ended up going to demigod camps in a lot of diff places n countries, depending on where production would take her. there was never an established place, more like wherever was nearest when they wrapped up shooting bc monsters afoot n wutnot
she was always homeschooled but she still managed to go to a prom and homecoming bc party is life. that makes eonia uni p much her first chance at having a normal educational environment & experience and even then its anything but. still tho this is her moment !!! im lit rally begging her to get a personality that isnt her internally rolling her eyes going “ its not that deep ”
might put up a bio/stats page if im feelin sxc but i wud jus like the records to show that mia stoeger is a bi sxc babe bc me ? write a het ? no grassy ass.
POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS — cw: drug use ( full connections here )
omg danny devito i love ur work !
,,, p self explanatory sdkjfs sum1 who loves her work ! it can be lowkey/highkey fangirl to a civil admiration
OR alternatively, y/m can Not Be a fan of her work. they might think the storyline of the projects she takes on r too out of touch n highbrow yada yada yada, but yes, we love to see either of it !
summer camp sweetheart !
someone she met when at camp when they were teens ? doesnt matter in what country/city, but mia was only visiting so it was truly a one summer romance typa thing. bc she was younger, im thinkin 13-17 or w/e she was probably sweeter n a lot more emotional then. was it either’s first puppy love ? first kiss ? first “ relationship ? ” idk, do yk ? truly, so many possibilities. nothin set in stone just hmu bub
summer camp pals !
p much the same as above but make it Platonic
party buddies !
or druggie pals. either way works but she wud luv it if theyre both xoxo
friends w benefits !
most probably ( but not limited to ) sum1 she met at a party skdjhsjk is it exclusive ? is any1 starting to develop feelings ? im down 4 nthing n evrything
alexa play true friend by hannah montana !
give mia her college bestie ! her confidant who knows her feels and can call each other out viciously with no ounce of resentment. we stan the friendships !
omg i love ur skirt !
that is the ugliest effing skirt i've ever seen. lmao basically sum1 mia pretends to like or acts civil w but rlly ,,,, Cannot Stand for w/e rzn
im p much braindead rn but those are just sum ideas !!! ofc the usual staples like the pals, enemies, wutnots are also v welcome we love to see it. if u also have a wc that u think mia would fit in, id luv to know more ! there are also a couple more detailed ones here, but pls feel free to shoot me a msg n we can get 2 plotting x
( * wipes brow * how did i type so much n say so little rip. mia is also a completely new muse so pls b patient n if i fuq up from time to time, pretend u do not see >.< nywy thnx 4 readin, sweets ! feel free to hmu here or at discord if ya wanna <3333 )
FULL INFO || EONIA TASKS
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hello i beg for you to dump ANY more lgbtq+ hcs on me about any of them i just. love them so much god i stan you so hard
yeah!!! okay!!!! im feelin sad abt missing pride so here’s some beetlejuice pride hcs!!!!!
-the maitlands can only leave the house if they’re holding beej’s hands and he’s concentrating v hard, so they offer to stay at home so he can have fun, and he’s like hm. no. so it’s a whole family outing!!!!
-not only is this their first pride as a family, it’s also the first one since lydia came out as an ace lesbian, and the first one since barbara has realised she’s bi! it’s also the first time delia’s been to pride with someone else ;-;
-beej & lydia wanted to wear homemade shirts that say ‘my lesbian sister is a lil bitch’ ‘my bastard pansexual sibling owes me 50 bucks’ but charles refused >:( instead beej’s suit stripes are now pan (jacket), nb (trousers) & rainbow (shirt) colours, and lydia’s wearing an ace coloured dress!
-delia is flat out just wearing a pan flag as a dress. she was originally gonna go commando too and charles was just like. darling. you cannot. she woke up at like 4am to paint her face and pre game with shots and she is READY for today!! she’s just really excited okay
-charles is in his normal suit with one (1) small bi flag pin. beej & lydia whine at him for like 10 mins that he HAS to get his face painted and he just completely ignores them, & then delia smiles at him and he’s like hhhhh fine & now he has a tiny rainbow heart too
-the maitlands can’t really control their clothing (well they CAN but they’d have to let themselves look like mangled corpses instead of transforming the wounds away) so beej changes their clothes for them ! they’re in matching bi colours
-charles has to spend the entire time out holding delia’s hand (not that it’s a hardship for him dsaklads) bc if he lets go she WILL disappear in 0.1s and then reappear hours later having punched a bunch of bigots and adopted like 20 queer kids. despite not letting go, he swears that every time he turns round she somehow has more face paint on,,,,,how is she doing that,,,,,,,,
-lydia goes & gets pronoun pins for everyone (including the maitlands. she keeps them in her pocket, and will give them to them when she goes home). for beej, she just picks a random handful
-delia stares at a they/them badge for like 5 minutes and then is just like welp i’m repressing THAT existential crisis for a later date :)
-usually beej stays invisible when he’s out w the maitlands but today he remains visible so they can go up to stalls and he can get them to pick things out that he’ll buy for them (by which i of course mean he uses the 50$ he stole from lydia)
-lydia, tilting her head at a polyamory stall: are you guys gonna get something from there?
the maitlands: no? why would we
beej, who (as lydia KNOWS) has yet to do anything about his hopeless crush on the two: yes :) lydia :) why :) would :) they :)
-eventually the maitlands have to go bc beej can’t keep them there for any longer. he comes back by himself tho! and buys more gifts for them shut up lydia he is NOT whipped
#asks#anon#beetlejuice the musical#headcanons#i probably need a tag that's for like all the characters as a family hm#don't stan me i'll just use that power for evil >:)#hope this is okay!!!#i just love them a lot#(..............also i maybe kinda have a fic of some of this that i never posted#except with established ot3 bc i'm weak okay)#Anonymous
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Would you be comfortable with writing abt the skele comforting and caring for his s/o during their period? I had mine today and god do i hate this reality Its tots cool if youre not but if you are could you write for mf sans (brass) ?
Yeah, I don’t mind writing about this bucco. Take some medicine and I hope you feel better!
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Brass is not going to know a whole lot about humans before he meets you. They were never really something he thought about until he started dating the cutest one of all. It took some time for you to chip down his walls and for him to let you see his softer side, but eventually you two found that you had fallen for each other. After you had agreed to be his girl, Brass had moved you into a nicer apartment complex that many of the other members of the Underground Mob were in to keep you safe. You had been dating about half a year and Brass decided to come surprise you on your day off with some wine, flowers, and a date night dinner to celebrate and maybe have some fun after. He knocks on your door and calls your name through the door. Normally, you would call back to him in a sing-song voice before opening the door to launch a hug at him. He waited a moment, then two, then five. Finally the door creaked slowly open to reveal you looking a little pale, shakey, and generally in a bit of pain. You looked to his eyes with a tired, weak, little smile and greeted him. Brass was honestly about a second away from just scooping you up and carrying you back to the bed you clearly just crawled from. You looked awful.
“hun... are you feeling alright?” He slowly walked around you into the apartment and hung his hat and coat on a hanger by the door and placed his gifts for you on a nearby shelf. You nod and tell him it's your time of the month with a shrug. Your skeletal lover just stares at you for a moment with a quirked brow. There is a moment of silence before you turn a little red. You ask Brass if he knows what you’re talking about.
“i can’t say that i do suga’, is it a human thing?” He’s started to take his shoes off and sweeps an arm under your legs to lift you into his arms. You make an uncomfortable face at the sudden shift in your sides and make a low groan. Brass flinches and looks like he just kicked a puppy before asking, “suga’ are you okay? did i hurt ya? should i put ya down?”
You shake your head and tell him to just take you back to your bed so you can explain in a comfortable position. And explain you do. You tell Brass about you predicament and why it happens, including why it was so bad today as you generally did better when you move and stay busy. To his credit, Brass keeps a mostly straight face about everything, only really showing concern and gently rubbing your side or running a hand through your hair. Once you finish Brass just pulls you up to his chest and kisses your head.
“i’m sorry your feelin’ so lousy love. i’m guessin’ you probably don’t wanna go anywhere, so how’s about this.” He pulls away slightly and flashes a golden smile down at you. “i’m gonna pop over to the store, get you anything you want, and in the meantime you’s are gonna take a nice hot shower and get all comfy ok?”
You agree and he pulls you up into a soft, sweet kiss. The rest of your day is filled with the salty and sweet snacks of your choice, warm magically charged back rubs, and more kisses than you can count.
(If you can, please leave a comment with your thoughts on my writing)
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kdkdkdjdksks PLS lj with twins is so CUTE!!!! we literally stan !!! now we need lj with one of his daughters (maybe they’re now teenagers or sum) where the daughter is feelin insecure abt her appearance and is looking in the mirror kinda sad prolly sayin sum like “dad, am i even pre’y? i look ghastly.” I WILL WORSHIP LJ WITH HIS DAUGHTERS UNTIL THE DAY I DIE
ANON THIS IDEA IS SO CUTE OMG THANK U FOR SENDING IT IN 🥺. I HAD A BLAST WRITING MORE DAD LJ ESPECIALLY WITH AN ANGSTY TEENAGER. tbh its a really interesting dynamic, a normal human growing up in a house full of cryptids and murderers being raised by a non-human creature. this is a really fun idea to play with ty for letting me play with it
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Jack hummed to himself as he bouncily walked down the upstairs hallway. With a smile on his face, he stopped and turned towards the door to his left. He rapped his knuckles against it in a short, cheery tune. ‘’Luuuv!’’ he called out. ‘’Ye in there?’’
He heard the person behind the door sigh quietly and walk across the room. The door creaked open and he was greeted by a shorter teenager who glared up at him. One of his two twin daughters. Jack ignored her glare and gave her his signature toothy grin. ‘’Ey swee’ear’.’’ he greeted. ‘’Ye busy? I was wond’rin’ if ye’d like ta practice jugglin’ ‘r somefink. Been awhile since we did anyfin’ t’gether.’’ it was true. As his daughters got older, they became slightly less interested in circus tricks and practical jokes and more into other things, like music and fashion and of course- boys. Sure it hurt a little, seeing his precious little girls become savvy teenagers that idolised him less and less, but he didn’t mind. It was part of growing up, and he had to accept that.
The girl sighed. ‘’No’ righ’ now, da.’’ she murmured before pushing the door closed. Jack shot his hand out, putting his hand in the crack in the door. The girl pulled the door open more, giving him an irritated look. Jack frowned.
‘’Ye okay, swee’ear’?’’ he asked gently. ‘’Ye seem upse’. Is everyfin’ alrigh’?’’
The girl stared up at him for a moment before looking away and sighing. ‘’I’s nofink.’’ she murmured. ‘’I’m fine, da.’’
Jack shook his head. ‘’I don’ fink ye are.’’ he said firmly. The girl stared up at him for a second before sighing again and turning away from the door. Jack pushed the door open a bit and looked inside. His girl’s room was simple, but comfy. A fluffy carpet, walls covered in posters and drawings, circus supplies scattered around- and of course, some pets. The two girls shared their father’s love for animals. Jack stepped inside and watched his daughter sit down on the edge of her bed and stare at the mirror in front of her. She pouted, just staring at herself. Jack frowned and shuffled over to her, standing behind her on the other side of the bed. ‘’Wha’s wrong, pet?’’
She huffed. ‘’...I look ghas’ly.’’ she finally said. Jack frowned.
‘’No ye don’t!’’ he replied quickly. ‘’Wha’ makes ye fink tha’?’’
The girl’s gaze hardened. ‘’Me ‘air is a greasy mess, me eyes are a bluddy ro’en colour and I’m-’’ she let out a frustrated sigh. ‘’I’m fat.’’
‘’Oh, poppe’.’’ Jack climbed onto the bed and pulled the girl into his arms, hugging her tightly. ‘’Tha’s no’ true, luv. No’ true a’ all. Yer ‘air is beau’iful, an’ ye’re grea’ a’ stylin’ i’! Be’er than me even! No’ ta mention ye’re eyes are th’ pre’ies’ fing I’ve ever seen.’’ he squeezed her lovingly, looking at the two of them in the mirror. The girl sighed.
‘’Ye don’t ‘ave ta make me feel be’er, da…’’she murmured. ‘’I don’t fink ye can talk much I mean- ye’re no’ ‘uman…’’ she looked down. Jack frowned. ‘’Sides...no ma’er wha’ I change I’ll still be me...I’ll still ‘ave me thick fockin’ accent an’ I’ll still live in this weird ol’ ‘ouse.’’
Jack looked down at her. ‘’...ye don’t like bein’ ‘ere…?’’ he asked softly. The girl looked up and him and sighed, shaking her head.
‘’I just- wish I lived somewhere a bi’ more...normal, y’know?’’ she looked down sadly. ‘’I jus’ wanna be normal…’’ she reached up, curling her hands around her father’s boney black ones. ‘’I like i’ ‘ere I just- wish I could bring friends over...show em me family...I go’a ‘ide i’ all from everyone I mean,’’ she looked up. ‘’Me da is a clown.’’
‘’Swee’ar’...’’ Jack murmured. He gulped, trying not to cry. He couldn’t- not when his daughter needed reassurance. ‘’I know i’s been ‘ard...growin’ up away from other kids…’’ he said gently. ‘’Bu’ ye are normal. Ye’re just as normal as every’ne else. I’s just that ye can do circus tricks an’ yer second da ‘asn’t go’ a face.’’
The girl sighed. ‘’Tha’s no’ really ‘elpin’, da.’’ she said with a small smile. Jack laughed gently and squeezed her in his arms.
‘’Listen, poppe’, ye know i’s no’ th’ normal life ye see on telly an’ all tha’, bu’ ye’re just th’ same as every’ne else. Yer ‘air is just as nice as any other girls, and yer eyes are lovely. And ye’re no’ fat! Ye’re a perfectly ‘ealthy weigh’.’’ he gave her a stern look in the mirror. The girl laughed a little bit.
‘’...alrigh’ da, if ye say so…’’ she smiled softly as she looked at the two of them. ‘’Sorry abou’ all this…’’
‘’I’s alrigh’.’’ Jack looked down. ‘’Any reason why ye’re finkin’ so ‘ard abou’ other people?’’
‘’Mmm…’’
‘’Is i’ tha’ boy from th’ ska’epark?’’ he grinned down at her. The girl blushed.
‘’N-no! Of course no’!’’ she yelped quickly. Jack wheezed and squeezed her tight.
‘’Someone’s in looove!!’’
‘’Shu’ up ye ol’ codger!’’
#ask#anon#anonymous#writing#creepypasta#creepypasta fanfic#creepypasta fanfiction#request#laughing jack#HES SUCH A GOOD DAD ISTG I LOVE HIM SMMMM
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