#this sounds so needy & whiney but i'm actually serious. you think ugly girlies get hit on in hospitals? or in town walking around? | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

nevermorse · 2 years

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fucking hate talking about the pretty/ugly divide with pretty girls. they always have the best intentions i know this but the rest of us aren't conventionally attractive or pretty the way you are & they refuse to acknowledge that & it's nauseating because you know they don't truly believe it but they keep saying "noo omg ur soo pretty & cute blah blah". like no, i'm not, & it's okay most day but just please stop saying lies out of pity or whatever it is?

#like can't you be objective for one second ffs #if i was all that how come i don't get any attention from strangers? or whatever else but how come no one is into me lol #this sounds so needy & whiney but i'm actually serious. you think ugly girlies get hit on in hospitals? or in town walking around?#even excluding the irl scenarios #like when was the last time someone hit me up on twt or insta (where i occasionally post pics & i look good in them too)#never thats when #& this fucks up my image so much because i now hold 2 contradictory ideas:#1. i understand that im pretty in my own way & to those who look or are actually into my whole thing #2. i also believe that since this has been happening my whole life then every piece of attention i get/will get is going to eventually end #it's always a lie i can't believe anyone who says things like that to me #i know people have a tendency to hate the way they look & nitpick every single detail #but jesus fucking christ if you saw any ANY picture of my face taken by someone else that's not me #you'd understand #i'm not exaggerating either #they think their social inconveniences count as them being ugly? or if they dont wear makeup that theyre ugly?#like i wore all types of makeup & i always fuckign always look like absolute shit #& they all look like goddesses with makeup & still look great without it too #i dont think im jealous #but i wish i could change my face #i wish i could be someone more than a girl best friend to someone #fucking shit fuck #ihml #vent #ugly

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