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endlesspaint · 1 month

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Something, something...about missing comfort

#you know that feeling of longing for something unattainable?#It's kinda like this #I really like the difference between him and his past self #this shit hurts #(also I'm planning a lil something after this hehehhe I'm just polishing it a bit)#trolls #dreamworks trolls #john dory #trolls 3 #trolls band together #trolls john dory #trolls au #sorry if it's a bit messy. didn't find the energy to polish this up a bit...

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bamsara · 2 years

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I have covid hhhhh

#tw covid #this shit hurts #im miserable lmao #and itd at the worst time too because its the time of the month i need to be printing out and cutting and packaging stuff #im not really having breathing problems but using my legs or moving my lower back/spine is a no go #so im near immobile #i mean its fine i had this reaction when i took the second vax shot but its just a worse level #wtf am i supposed to do lmao

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whatsk-poppinhomies · 8 months

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Minho : you move around a lot when you sleep.

Jisung : nuh uh

Minho : yes you do, it’s ridiculous.

Jisung : uhmmm I think I’d know if I moved around that much.

*the day before a photo shoot*

Chan : HOLY SHIT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYE?!

Seungmin : Looks kinda gross, it’s really swollen. You got pink eye or somethin’??

Jisung : No! It just hurts to blink…

Minho : bet it’s cause you move around so much while you’re sleeping. Probably punched yourself in the face… idiot.

Jisung : does that make me strong though? Or weak? If I fuck myself up… am I super strong or super weak??

Minho : it makes you super stupid.

Chan : put some ice on it, take the swelling down.

Seungmin : can’t believe you gave yourself a black eye. That’s crazy.

Jisung : do I look cool though?

(Based on the fact that I punched myself in the face while sleeping the night before my vacation started and now I have a black eye and I have to try to cover it in the pictures :(. )

#nana random post #skz incorrect quotes #this shit hurts #don’t get punched in the face guys

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gobliiine · 2 months

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Just remembered “I really miss Dorian and sometimes I think that’s okay and sometimes I think it isn’t.” Anyway happy Valentine’s Day

#this shit hurts #dorym #dorian storm #orym of the air ashari #critical role

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tcmmykinard · 1 month

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OHH NO BOBBY WTF SHUT UP

#911 spoilers #911 abc #THIS SHIT HURTS

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pasteilian · 9 months

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Gonna do some art and tumblr asks today

My ovaries:

#pastries babbles💌#this shit hurts #plz stop cramping I have he/him in my bio #all I wanna do is sleep

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solciego · 6 months

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Perhaps we don’t love unreasonably because we think we have time, or have to reckon with time. But what if we don't have time? Or what if time, as we know it, is irrelevant? Ah, if only the world were ending tomorrow. We could help each other very much.

#eremika #shingeki no kyojin #snk #snk spoilers #attack on titan #aot #eren jeager #mikasa ackerman #eren x mikasa #*my edit #my edit: eremika #im NOT okay #been sobbing like an idiot #this shit hurts

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saltedsalads · 5 months

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watching vinland saga and i dont think im gonna be the same after this

#vinland saga #ow #this shit hurts

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ididntorderthesoup · 6 months

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It sucks (understatement) when no one listens to you. Growing up I showed classic signs of depression and my mom ignored them. When she found out I was cutting from the school she only asked if she needed to hide the razors. When I had to get a psych eval ordered by the school at 15 she didn't speak to me the whole 7 hour wait. When I asked if she was mad at me she said she was just glad I knew how to use my resources. When she found out I was suicidal she said she didn't have money for a funeral. When I got police paperwork for a victims statement because I was being emotionally abused and stalked by an ex she didn't help me with any of it. When I went to her crying saying that I heard voices and people in other realities were talking to me, she said everyone has a voice in their head and I wasn't schizophrenic because she saw people who were and I wasn't like that (she worked with adults with severe disabilities).

As an adult when I confronted her about my upbringing and asked if she ever saw the signs she said no. Also as an adult when I did begin to get psych help suddenly it was wonderful and she was proud of me. Meds were so amazing rather than "fake crap" like she called them all my life. She actually said "At least I can say you were normal when I raised you."

We're healing our relationship now but these wounds run deep.

#the soup talks #emotional neglect #mommy issues #this shit hurts #rambles #damn I need more therapy

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emilyprentitts · 1 year

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The Way it is Now.

This is my first post of drabble. I’m rewatching CM at the moment because I miss the young BAU.

This is just writing I suppose, missing Spencer and who he was before.

*no gender of narrator given. this is so non specific i’m sorry. take it as you want. word count: 861*

I remember the first time I saw him, so so clearly. But he’s so different now. I wish I could go back and hold him once more, the innocent Reid I once knew that craved me in the most endearing, gentle yet intense way.

After everything he’s not quite the same. Sometimes I get a glimpse of the boy genius, but not very often. On his 24th birthday, Hotch said, “Isn’t is amazing what he knows and he’s only 24?”, with which Gideon replied, “Imagine what he’ll know when he’s 50.” I think about that a lot. Did Jason curse him with that statement, because Reid knows far too much now. Not just things in theory, but he has experienced things he could have gone his whole life without knowing.

He’s colder now. Not in a cruel way, but something is missing. It’s not very often that he rambles; if he does he’s not particularly interested in what he’s saying, merely saying it because he thinks it may be helpful. He doesn’t talk about Halloween anymore, or play chess with anybody but himself, or go to those weird Russian plays. Don’t get me wrong his hair looks good messy, but I know it’s not a choice - it’s because he can’t be bothered anymore.

I think Cat Adams really tipped him over the edge. He’s teaching right now, I know that much. There would have been a time where I would know how he was doing, or what he was reading, or what he had for lunch.. you name it I probably knew about it. We were pretty close in the beginning, I joined the BAU pretty early, not as early as him but early enough, so we stuck together and learned from each other. We got so far as hookups once. I know that sounds like there was no love there, but trust me there was. It would have been a relationship if we were allowed, I mean it’s not like the team didn’t know but nobody said anything either to keep the peace or because they knew we needed each other then. Or maybe, somehow, they knew it would all fall apart.

Ever since Tobias Hankel, he didn’t have the same charm. It’s almost like, over the years you can see life make him wither away. He was clingy after Emily ‘died’ and came back, he needed stability and I was there, maybe just as a friend looking back on it. Then Gideon died. The only father figure he had was actually gone. I think he pretended it didn’t hurt him as much as he’d like to admit, he became distant then. Then, well, Cat Adams. He was so distant, yet so passionate about me. He wasn’t romantic anymore, just there. I could feel the love but I think the ability to love was wiped out of him. How could he love himself enough to love me after he kissed the woman that ruined his life completely? That was kind of what she was good at though, almost the femme fatale of his story.

I hate that this is how I talk about him now. I am so sorry Spencer. You are the only person that I thought would never hurt me, you didn’t in a way, but at the same time you did. You didn’t leave me like my brain told me you would, but equally, you’re not here anymore. You are not the man I fell in love with, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t love you.

#spencer reid #doctor spencer reid #bau #criminal minds #this shit hurts #first work #cat adams #tobias hankel #jason gideon #aaron hotchner #criminal minds x reader #i’m sorry if this is bad

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a-very-smooth-boltzmann-brain · 1 year

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"Maybe if I lie down, the pain will go away" is something that sounds edgy but is a conversation between me (the pain maker) and me (the pain manager) and me (the pain consumer)

#i got a whole economy going around at this point #all based on the fact that if i move my ribs will screech #and then every other bones and musckes join in #this shit hurts

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orchideous-nox · 5 months

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Oh, you want some comfort with your hurt? Too bad.

“I don’t want apologies, Sirius, you’re about three years too late for that.” He shifted, Sirius trying to concentrate on the road while still keeping an eye on Remus. “I know. I wish I wasn’t.”

7.7k words // nsfw // hurt/comfort wolfstar

#marauders #wolfstar #remus lupin #sirius black #marauders fanfiction #remus x sirius #dead gay wizards from the 70s #sirius and remus #marauders au #wolfstar au #wolfstar angst #wolfstar fic #hurt/comfort #hurt/angst #cardigan #taylor swift #hp marauders #this shit hurts

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tricornonthecob · 7 months

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I am in my thirties why do I still get acne like I'm 16 despite washing my face, chest, back, neck and arms with acne wash frequently.

#personal #acne-prone skin my enemy in christ #this shit hurts #my back resembles the surface of the moon from all these years of scarring #I'm using hyperbole it isn't as bad as it was when I was 16 #but I'm one of the few people I know my age that has to deal with it still

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pixiefms · 1 year

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#i wish i was normal about them #this shit hurts #just another night just another day 🫶🏻#jjk #satosugu #geto suguru #gojo saturo #jujutsu kaisen #jjk gojo #jjk geto #jjk satosugu #jjk manga spoilers #jjk spoilers

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fable-the-queer-bookworm · 2 years

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So I just read the bit of script 8flix posted, and I don't see why there's byler doubt? Its just confirming everything we suspected. I never expected Mike's POV, they wouldn't leak that before season 5. It's too big a spoiler.

We get to see Will's pain. It's heartbreaking.

The "I hate who I am" line especially.

To leave his arc at that, leave him hating himself and trying to get over loving his best friend is horrible. I really hope they don't do that. And if they do, they'll face tons of backlash.

We also don't have the whole script, we something we're not seeing yet. This is obvious from the "Now it's Mike who doesn't get it" line. This implies that someone else didn't 'get it' before.

And then we have "Thanks, I needed that." Mike needed to hear what Will said. And what Will said is not from El, it's from Will. It's Will's love, not El's. Mike may not be realizing this yet, but it's obvious from a viewer's POV because we know Will is talking about himself.

And finally, we have "Will turns to a window full of emptiness that goes on forever. He STIFLES HIS SOBS, fully resigned to knowing that he's just ripped off the Band-Aid."

The Band-Aid represents losing Mike. He thinks he just lost Mike, or is going to lose him. He just helped Mike and El's relationship and confessed his feelings in code. He knows that Mike will probably figure it out eventually. He's already thinks that Mike is straight and loves El, but he's probably going to try and get over him. I don't think he's going to be successful in that, though. He's probably already been trying.

This is all from Will's POV. We already knew that he thinks Mike loves El, that's why he's pushing them together so much.

So doubt not, bylers. This is not a loss.

#byler #time to go cry some more #this shit HURTS #Give will a happy ending PLEASE #DUFFERS IM WATCHING YOU #They can't leave his arc like this #I will sue #Will canonically hates himself :(#I hate lonnie #Not getting Mike's pov is also a win #crying again i love will so much let him be happy

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halcyon-and-elysian · 1 year

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yk what i hate about being a romantic ace? IT’S ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO FIGURE OUT IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE ROMANTICALLY OR NOT. IT’S ABOUT NOT EVEN BEING ABLE TO FIGURE OUT WHICH GENDER YOU LIKE DAMMIT. like i will try to figure out if i like girls and my head immediately goes into factual objective mode. like no. stop. we ain’t making a report. BUT IT’S WORSE IF YOU’RE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR A FRIEND, because the question is will you do anything for them? and the answer is yes of course because they’re my friend. like WHAT - these are the times when i’m like- pick a side, couldn’t you have been completely aroace or just allo ?????? this is agonising.

#ace #asexual #oh the joys of being ace #aromantic #aroace #romantic asexual #Demiromantic #acesexual #lgbt #friends #found family #this shit hurts #lgtbqia+#asexuality

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