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Coming out to herself as bi was a big step for Sterling. But I think her deep and desperate concern and love for April shines through esp in the debate episode when April blows up at her about walking away and leaving her on the swingset. She would change it all if she could. Take back all five years of how things played out, if she could just have April back and not so mad at her. Even if it meant no Luke, even if it meant Blair would hate her, nobody gets Sterling like April does. Nobody gets April like Sterling does. It seems to be a throw away line in episode 3 but it's also the episode title. "This must be how dumb kids feel." Sterling and April are both overachievers surrounded by underachievers. They both take pride in good spelling and correct pronunciation. They thrive on points and well-done projects. And once everything else falls away, they are honest with each other. Like intensely earnestly deeply honest. April about her dad, Sterling about her feelings. They are the person each of them needs to feel most completely themselves in a world that refuses to understand them.
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Hey, lovely souls. Just here to spread a kind word for anyone who's feeling (understandably) down today🩷
So OFMD has been officially cancelled. Is this the end? Of course not. It will never be.
I mean, even if we'd got S3 there would have been an end to it too. Is it unfair that our awesome cast & producers didn't get to finish what they started in the way they envisioned it? Of course. Is the tv industry absolute shit? Hell yes! So many good shows are cancelled every day, and so many more never even get to exist. We got OFMD for two seasons, a blessing none of us ever expected, that changed our lives in so many ways, that saved so many lives. And if you think about the ending, even though the last episode was rushed and budget was cut and all, we still got such a wonderful, poetic ending, Ed and Stede are together in their inn, love in their eyes, they're safe, they're happy, honestly I couldn't have asked for anything better.
The thing is, things in life are limited (apparently), but the underlying truth to that is that things that truly matter are infinite.
How so? I'll tell you a scientific truth: time does not exist, at least not as we understand it. Because time is just like space, ever-present, every moment in time is actually forever alive. Nothing can ever truly die.
Which leads to another truth: we are infinite, just like the Universe, for we are Universe too. We are stardust and love, and Love is infinite.
We are all one, you and I and everyone out there, we're one same thing. There is no end to something that was created with love. And damn, I've never seen such an outrageous, wonderful outburst of love in my whole life! There is true magic in what we created together, fans, cast, crew, producers... we healed one another, we came together because one day someone just as crazy as us envisioned this absolutely mad world of kindness and inclusion and diversity and sheer joy and against all odds the moment we saw it we jumped on the ship without thinking twice. We made it possible for this show to get a second season, and more than anything, we built this wonderful world around it.
Stories are so much more than imagination, they're not just actors playing a role, there is a point where it stops being just a story and becomes a world on its own, and that world translates into our world, and when that magic happens, when that bridge is created, something so much bigger emerges that forever merges both worlds. It's magic and it's a blessing and I can't but be thankful for it.
My loves, I know you're sad right now. I know we all are struggling for one reason or another, we're all fighting our own battles, be it about physical or mental health, work, study, family, discrimination, or anything else. And OFMD has fought by our side and helped us win so many of those battles already. So when you're in middle of the darkness and can't imagine there could ever be light outside, remember this: we are all with you, right here, right now. Wherever you are, we are with you, and OFMD is with you. Because the things we love do never truly leave us.
We keep saying that OFMD changed us, right? That means that it's become a part of us.
OFMD is and will forever be a part of who you are—and in you, it will live on forever. Be grateful, be immensely grateful, for gratefulness is the vibration that heals the fabric of the Universe and makes miracle happens. Crew, we got something we could never have imagined to begin with!! We are so, so lucky to have had this blessing.
Take the time you need to heal, cry, let out all your pain. But then please be brave and choose kindness, just like OFMD has taught us to. Choose to raise your vibration to that of love and gentleness and dare to believe that life has wonderful things waiting for you. There is hope, there is light, there is magic in your future, a whole life just waiting for you to have the courage to take the next step.
What do you think the crew of the Revenge would have done if they had been told their ship was going to forever stop sailing? They would have thrown another Calypso's birthday party just to celebrate the chance they had to spend so much time there together, and they would have looked forward, found new reasons to be happy, and a new life. Open an inn, for instance!
They would not want us to cry, they would like us to smile and be happy because of the journey we've shared. Or at least, smile through our tears!
You are loved, you are important, your very existence is an absolute blessing to this world. Please never stop being your awesome, beautiful, magical self, because the world needs you exactly as you are- that is why you are here!
Cheer up Crew - we have been so immensely blessed. Can only be thankful 🙏💜🏴‍☠️🖤
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want2besomeoneelse · 6 months
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You're my forever love
To my dear @astraystayyh , I hope you like it😊😊
wc ~1.2k
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You were sad and tired. The entire day you felt like in a bad dream, everything was hazy and you moved in slow motion. Your brain preoccupied, your thoughts always elsewhere. When you got home all you wanted to do was sleep and hope tomorrow would be better, but now, on top of all, you were hungry. So you dragged yourself into the kitchen and poured yourself some cereal. You would just eat that real quick and then lay down.
But even that felt too exhausting so you laid your head on the smooth wooden table and closed your eyes.
'Just for a moment' you thought, then you'd move to your bed.
But you were so drained and tired and your eyelids were so god damn heavy you quickly fell asleep.
"Honey I'm back!" Hyunjin loudly exclaimed as he entered your apartment. He unlaced his shoes and put them on the rack, next to which he found yours, messily tossed on the floor. 'That's odd' he thought to himself.
"Are you there? Sweetie?"
He looked in the living room, you weren't there greeting him from the sofa like usual. But then he remembered how you had seemed off at breakfast this morning, so maybe you laid down in the bedroom. But a quick glance down the hall told him you weren't there either.
And then he saw the light coming from the kitchen.
"Honey you know you don't have to cook, I was just gonna order-" he stopped in the doorway.
There you were, passed out on the kitchen table. You looked absolutely exhausted, hair a mess and face squished on the table. But Hyunjin's heart still did some leaps inside his chest. He still thought you were the most gorgeous human to ever walk this earth.
His heart ached at the thought of you being so exhausted to fall asleep mid dinner. And in such an uncomfortable position too. So he tip toed over to where you half laid on the chair and softly touched your shoulder in an attempt not to scare you.
"Honey, why don't you go rest in our bed? This must be uncomfortable"
You groaned and shook your head. "I was hungry so I wanted to eat something first"
"Yeah but apparently you were more tired" he chuckled. He slid the other chair next to yours and sat down. "Well luckily you didn't pour the milk in yet or you could probably drink it now" You chuckled at that and slightly opened your eyes, being greeted by the bright room. When you saw Hyunjin already looking at you with his dreamy expression you smiled and hid your blushing face behind your hands.
At that, he pouted."Show me that pretty face of yours, I wanna see it" When you opened your fingers to peer out at Hyunjin, he laughed, pressed a kiss to your forehead and stood up, fetching himself a bowl from the cabinets.
"How about this, we eat a little something and then go lay down in bed? I'm pretty exhausted too"
"Yeah sounds good"
As you both sat next to eat other, munching cereal in silence, you felt another wave of sadness hit you. You just wanted to crawl underneath the covers and shut out everything and everyone, every thought plaguing your mind. You finished your cereal and pushed the bowl away from you.
"Hey darling everything okay?"
Everyone except Hyunjin. "Yeah no not really, I just really feel sad and off today you know?"
"Oh my beloved angel, I'm sorry you don't feel good. Do you wanna talk about it?"
You sighed, you just wanted to feel his arms around you and not think about anything.
"I- no, not now. I just-" you took a deep breath as tears started to prickle at the corner of your eyes
"Can you just hold me please?"
"Oh of course my love! Always" he breathed out as he knelt down in front of you, his arms spread wide welcoming you into his chest. You leaned into him, immediately smelling his cologne and feeling the heat radiating off of him, enveloping all your senses. This was your remedy for a day like this. Spending it in Hyunjin's arms. He stood up way too soon and a small whine escaped your lips. He chuckled "come here darling"
As you fell into his chest yet again he wrapped his arms around your middle, softly rubbing your back. He smoothed his hands down your hips to your thighs and swiftly swept you off your feet, carrying you out of the kitchen, turning the light off as he exited into the hallway. You wrapped your arms around his neck and took a deep breath in. Hyunjin. That's all you could think of. He set you down on the edge of your bed and cupped your face with his soft warm hands. "I love you so much my love" You smiled, blinking up at him. "I love you too my Hyunnie"
He smiled and got closer, pressing a sweet kiss to your forehead. "I'll get our pyjamas, don't fall asleep yet okay?" You only nodded and watched him turn his back to you, looking through the drawers of his dresser to find your favourite shirt of his and some shorts for the both of you.
In the meanwhile you admired his broad back as the muscles underneath his white shirt were flexing. "What are you staring at?" you blinked, only then noticing he was now in front of you again with a huge grin on his face, "Only the most gorgeous human on earth I am lucky to call my boyfriend. Why, s'that illegal?" His checks were dusted pink as he averted his gaze, taking a deep, slightly shaky breath. "I think I am the lucky one here. I am so lucky I can call myself yours." Now it was your time to blush. "Come here my handsome Hyunnie and kiss me already"
He smiled as he moved closer to your face, his one hand caressing your jaw whilst the other rested on your thigh. His eyes darted between yours and he whispered "I'll love you forever" as he pressed his lips to yours and you melted into him, not ever wanting to separate from his lips ever again. But alas, one needs to breathe. As you looked into his eyes, his hair all dishevelled and his lips red, he whispered against your lips "You're so gorgeous. Always. Never forget that okay? Promise." "I promise" you breathed. "Now, let's change and cuddle okay?" You nodded as he handed you the soft cotton shirt. As you were done changing, he wrapped his arms around your middle from behind and pressed his face into the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply. "What are you doing?" you laughed, suddenly feeling less drowsy than before.
"I love your smell" he mumbled as he started leaning his bodyweight on you. It felt comforting and grounding, and the struggles of the day were long forgotten. All your brain was thinking of was him. He tightened his arms once again and lifted you on the bed, pulling the covers over the both of you and snuggling into you even more. You turned around and buried your head in his chest, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him as close to you as possible. His naked skin was so soft to the touch and so warm and you could feel yourself drifting off already.
He pressed one more kiss to the top of your head and sighed "I wanna spend eternity with you, you're my forever love" "I want that too my love" and with that you both fell asleep, limbs tangled and worries gone.
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tayrcse · 1 month
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if you ask me to
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✎ summary: You would do anything he asked you to. He would do the same for her.
✎ warnings: angst, unrequited love
✎ characters: JJ Maybank, Sarah Cameron, Kiara Carrera
✎ pairings: JJ Maybank x Reader
✎ tags: @rafedrewandjjs @theouterbanksofsnow @redhead1180
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Saw you at the party, but you wouldn't say a single thing
You smiled for a moment, then she kissed your cheek, that's such a shame
'Cause I know that she can't love you quite like I could
You couldn’t help but look for JJ as soon as you arrived at the bonfire with Sarah. It would be your first time seeing him since you heard he started dating Kiara Carrera. It wasn’t long before you caught sight of his blonde head of hair. He was wearing a plain t-shirt and shorts, but you don’t think he’s ever looked this handsome. JJ caught your eye, smiling for a moment before Kiara appeared, kissing him on the cheek as a greeting.
‘What a shame,’ you think, sighing. You knew you could love him better than she ever could, even if you never got the chance to prove it.
So I'll leave your text on read, and hope you're overthinkin' everything
Saw me by myself, you said “hello” and asked if I was good
She walked up out of nowhere, damn, I almost said that I love you
Now you're headed to her house to watch that movie you both like
While I'm up and losin' sleep, what do I do if it's not me you choose?
You were surprised to hear you phone ding as you walked away from JJ and Kiara. It was a text from JJ.
JJ: You look great :)
You leave it on read, secretly hoping that it would bother him and maybe cause him to overthink about you as much as you do about him.
An hour later, you had wandered off on your own, finding an area of the beach that wasn’t filled with drunk teenagers.
You hear him before you see him. “Hey, are you okay?”
Before you could answer, Kiara was there. “Babe, you ready to go? We can go to my place and see what’s on Netflix.”
You glance at JJ before walking away from the both of them. You don’t know whether you’re grateful or sad that Kiara showed up. One more second alone with him and you would have let it slip that you’re in love with him.
But God, she's so pretty, and funny, and witty
I don't think that I stand a chance
And she's so fuckin' lucky 'cause all I've been wanting
Is you to be holding my hand
But it feels like forever, from minutes to seconds
To hours, been waiting for you
But she loves you too, I guess it's too soon
But I'd come running if you asked me to
You couldn’t even blame JJ for being with her. Kiara was gorgeous, funny, and challenged him in every way. You should have known you didn’t stand a chance. She already had everything that you didn’t. Now, she has the person you want most too. You waited so long for JJ to finally tell you he loved you back. But, you suppose Kiara loves him too, and maybe it was still too soon for him to tell you what you desperately wanted to hear. Even now, you would drop everything and come running if he asked you to.
Had you to myself, but then you left and didn't even care
Didn't give a second thought 'cause you know that I'd still be here
If you always thought about her, did you have to waste my time?
So if blue was never love then all this time, have I been color-blind?
It wasn’t always like this. Once upon a time, JJ was yours. Well, almost. He was your best friend. He was as close to yours as he would get. And then he found her, and he was no longer yours at all.
‘Did I imagine all those intimate moments? Those flirty looks and soft touches, were they all made up? Had it always been her? Did he just waste my time?’ You can’t help but question your entire relationship. You had thought that what you and JJ had was love. Now, you can’t help but wonder if you had just been blinded by your own love for him.
But God, she's so perfect, no flaws on the surface
I don't think that I stand a chance
And she's so fuckin' lucky 'cause all I've been wanting
Is you to be holding my hand
It feels like forever, from minutes to seconds
To hours, been waiting for you
But she loves you too, I guess it's too soon
But I'd come running if you asked me to
Kiara Carrera was perfect, flawless almost. You realize now that you never stood a chance. All you had wanted for years was for JJ to hold you the way he’s holding her now. You waited for him for years. You loved him for years. But she loves him too, and it was too late for you. But, still, you’d come running to him if he asked you to.
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satanhalsey · 2 years
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Uma what would all your Harries do if their YNs did that tiktok trend where they pretend being on the phone with someone and go “I'm with a friend”? I feel like they would throw a tantrum lmao 😭
there you go my love! this is so disgustingly fluff... ugh.
HARRY'S MASTERLIST | NERDRRY UNIVERSE | GANGRRY UNIVERSE | SINCE FOREVER UNIVERSE
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NERD!HARRY & POPULAR!YN:
he'll just stay quiet, thinking if maybe he misread the signs but perfectly remembering when she asked him to be her boyfriend. so why does she called him a friend?
they weren't friends, well– they were, but they also were more than that. friends didn't do what they did. friends didn't love eachother the way he loves her, friends...
y/n stops recording, realizing that the tiktok wasn't worth it since it only was harry being quiet and the moment his face deforms into a sad expression. she feels bad, and instantly goes to hug him.
"baby, it was for a tiktok." she whispers, placing kisses on his cheeks and stroking his curls.
he lifts his head and looks into her eyes. he has a pout on his pink lips, but you can tell he's relieved. "i thought i was wrong about... us."
y/n's heart breaks, and she furtively shakes her head. "no, never. you're my boy, i'm your girl, and that's it. it was just a stupid joke."
harry flashes a small, tight-lipped smile, dimples showing. the girl pokes them and straddles him, grabbing his cheeks to look into his eyes.
"tell me you understand."
at the sudden rule harry blushes furtively and nods with parted lips, but still mutters a small "understood."
GANG!HARRY UNIVERSE:
the instant y/n calls him 'a friend' harry smiles cynically, running his tongue over his teeth and shaking his head, causing a few strands to escape from his bun.
she's sitting on the sofa and sees him coming from the kitchen, the camera perfectly capturing his angry but quizzical expression, and he stands in front of her with his hands on his hips.
she pretends to hang up the phone and looks at him expectantly. "you're okay?"
"oh so you're asking me if i'm fucking okay after hearing m'wife calling me her damn friend?"
aaaand there he goes.
"i can't believe you, we're married, you're my bloody world and my everything and you are calling me your... friend?!" he runs a hand over his head, undoing the bun.
he's exasperated, furious, and y/n can't help the laughter that escapes from her chest, which makes him even more (if possible) angry.
"what the fuck are you laughing at, huh?" he asks, crossing his arms and bending his leg, looking like an angry diva. "tell me the joke, c'mon."
"it was for tiktok!" she laughs, getting up from the couch to hug him around the waist, resting her head on his chest.
he remains silent and doesn't hug her even though he's dying to do it, because she smells so good and is so soft and he wants to see how the video turned out.
y/n lifts her head to look at him. "don't be mad, it was fun!"
"yeah, i actually had a fucking blast." harry rolls his eyes, but still presses his forehead against hers. "don't call me your friend again, we both know that the things i do to yeh aren't friendly."
she sighs, pulling away from him. "and you had to ruin the sweetness of the moment."
"please, i'm a fucking dream." he chases her through the house, taking her hand to turn her around and pull her against his body. "let's take a nap, i have a deal at ten."
"okay, bestie."
"ha–ha."
SINCE FOREVER UNIVERSE:
harry's high-pitched laugh could be heard throughout los angeles. he squirms on the couch, and y/n can swear she saw tears come out of his eyes.
she pretends to hang up the phone, and says. "what's so funny?"
"your... your, friend!" he bursts out laughing again, reaching out to throw himself on top of y/n on the bed, and she groans at the weight. "ah, that was even better than my jokes."
"i don't understand." she continues the role, stealthily filming him.
"m'heart, yeah we're best friends, 'besties' if you wanna call it that way– but first we're husband and wife." he says, leaving kisses on her neck and y/n just knows, knows that if she'll ever post this tiktok everyone will go insane. "so please don't call me that again."
she smiles, looking at the wedding ring on her finger. "i can't even do a tiktok trend without you being the most cute human being."
he laughs, grabbing her phone and waving at the camera, whispering a "byeeee" to then release it and settle better on top her, putting his face inches from hers.
"give your bestie a kissy." he puts his lips in the shape of a duck, but y/n pushes his face to the side.
"didn't think that after we got married you'd become more lovey-dovey."
"and we still need something– someone else, for me to be even more cheesy."
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sicklyseraphnsuch · 6 months
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If your still doing Fiona and Cake fanfic requests, could you do a Hurt/Comfort with Marshall, his Mom, and Gary?
Marshall unwinds his tie and sheds his jacket before thumping face first onto Fionna's bed. In a few short seconds, the mattress sinks to his left as Gary's warm weight presses against his side. They spend a good while doing nothing, saying nothing. But that got old and boring real quick.
"So... We just did that..." Marshall murmurs into the bed.
"Yep," Gary replies, the word popping out of his mouth like a bubble of gum. "We sure did."
Marshall turns his head slightly, just to get a peek at Gary. He's known the guy maybe a cumulative of 48 hours. But without a hint of hesitance, Gary faced down the biggest, baddest boss in town specifically on his behalf. Who does that?
Gary catches him looking and smiles. "Penny for your thoughts?"
Marshall snorts. "Can you afford it?"
"Remind me again, between you and me, who's the unemployed, homeless man?" Gary made a show of searching the messy but empty room. Then he gasps and points at Marshall dramatically. "Is it you?!"
Marshall hides his laugh into the dirty pillow beneath him. He ends up choking as he accidentally inhales a stray lock of Fionna's hair.
"Oh no! Are you okay??" Gary grabs hold of his shoulders and hauls him up.
Now semi-upright, Marshall manages to hack up the hair caught in his throat, pulling out the slimy strand with a pained grimace. At his side, Gary gags.
"Damn, Fi does not change her beddings. Lord have mercy."
Gary immediately bounces to his feet. "That just ruined my night."
Marshall drops the hair back into its natural habitat (Fionna's bed) before raising a skeptic eyebrow at Gary. "That ruined your night? Not the part where you're blacklisted by every investor in town?"
Gary dismissively waves his hand. "Didn't I tell you? I don't need them to get what I want. Honestly, I'm more disappointed at myself for making them such an integral part of my 53 step plan. Just waiting around for an investor like a fairy tale princess waiting for her fairy godmother. Ugh. So not me."
Marshall grins at him, soft and sincere. "Yeah, I'm starting to see that." Then he sighs, rubbing his forehead. "I'm just sorry about my mom. I should have never introduced you guys. That was always a recipe for disaster."
Gary frowns, folding his brow. "Hey, you can't apologize for your mom's behavior.
Marshall shrugs. "Eh... I should have known better."
Gary bites his lip, humming a sad note. C#? No, D. "So... Your mom is really... something."
"You don't have to hold yourself back. Just say whatever you wanna say about her."
Gary offers him a thin smile, strained at the edges. "Nah, I wouldn't do that to you. Anything I have to say, I'll say it to her face, not to you."
Marshall blinks at him, air calcifying in his throat. His tongue twists into a knot, sitting fat and furry behind his teeth. Gary must see something in his expression because he sits back down on Fionna's gross ass bed. His hand rests gently on the space between's Marshall's shoulders and... Marshall's face feels cold.
His face feels cold because his cheeks are wet. His cheeks are wet because, get this, he is in fact crying. Tears are dripping down his chin and forever ruining his cool guy persona. This sucks.
"I... I don't even hate her," Marshall manages to cough out. He tries to slow down his breath but his lungs are like a runaway train going down a mountain. It's just full speed ahead. "She made me go through so much bunk. And I'm not even sure she loves me. But I don't hate her! God, that's so messed up."
Gary shakes his head, leaning into him. "There's no right way to feel about this. I know a thing or two about whack families. I should tell you about my crazy aunt."
Marshall sniffles - full on sniffles like a little kindergarten baby. "You still wanna hang out with me? Even after seeing all this?" He gestures vaguely at himself.
Gary gives him a dreadfully arch look. "Oh I think I haven't seen everything yet."
That catches Marshall entirely by surprise and he chokes on his next breath. His startled laugh keeps him from sobbing. "Really? You're shooting your shot now?"
This brings a delightfully bright blush on Gary's face as his expression morphs into harried embarrassment. "No! I mean! Just -" He sighs, smacking him on the shoulder. "Quit selling yourself short. Whatever happens next, we're in this together. Geez."
Gary turns away, crossing his arms and sticking out his lower lip. Well, Marshall can only do one thing to remedy that.
He drops a light kiss on Gary's cheek, causing the other man to glance at him. Marshall winks.
"Okay. It's a date."
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Title: More Pairing: Cora Jade x Reader Prompt: 10. "Let's face it, we stopped being just friends the night we slept together." R WC: 1013
The WWE draft was a big thing for everybody, whether it was a positive change or a negative one. Y/n had been happy with her call up onto the main roster. In her mind, despite not being overly present in any championship scenes, Y/n was doing good. She made the people who needed to look strong do so without detriment to herself. The intense matches had been running her a little ragged, but Triple H had promised her that it'd be paying off soon. Y/n knew better than to think that she'd be taking the championship off of Bianca or Rhea because as much as Triple H and Shawn Michaels liked her, she wasn't a marketable star like they were. And so, Y/n figured out a little earlier than the announcement that she'd be going back down to NXT.
It should have been a joyous occasion, but Y/n was terrified. There were so many people down there that she hadn't been around in forever. Some of them stayed in touch because they were friends, but one person in particular seemed to want nothing to do with Y/n anymore. Cora Jade had turned her back on Y/n weeks before she had done the same to Roxanne. In the process of betraying both of them, Cora had expertly pit them against each other. Y/n had gone after Mandy's championship while Cora and Roxanne went after the tag team championships together. It was easy enough to put the idea that Y/n thought she was better than them in Roxanne's head, especially given who she had been before she started helping them.
All of that got worse after Y/n and Cora slept together. Y/n had, admittedly, run out in a panic. Cora had been hurt, but not for too long. Y/n blamed herself for Cora going dark on them and breaking up their entire group. Roxanne had later come and apologized to Y/n after Y/n's call up, but it was obvious that Roxanne didn't know the whole truth. Cora started talking to Bron, and Y/n put her focus into her storylines and feuds on the main roster, even if they weren't main event material. They had stopped being friends, and Y/n doubted that either of them would ever get back to that place again. It made her sad, but she had gotten too close to the sun with Cora.
"Oh great, here comes the great bringer of justice," Cora said sarcastically. Y/n refrained from rolling her eyes or saying anything by biting down on her lip. Cora was still staring at Y/n despite Y/n's attempts at ignoring her. Cora knew how to break through that wall Y/n had built up around herself, she had always known how to break down Y/n's walls. "Come on baby, don't be like that."
"Cora, we aren't friends. You made damn sure of that whenever you and Roxanne put me through the announce table. Leave me alone and we can stay out of each other's way."
"We weren't friends long before that. Maybe I didn't even want to be your friend in the first place. You aren't the only one who got hurt after what we-," Y/n cut Cora off by placing her hand over Cora's mouth.
"I said that I was sorry. It was a mistake to sleep with you, I should have been more responsible," Y/n said. Cora's face fell as she ripped herself away from Y/n's grip.
"You're an asshole," Cora said as she stormed off. Y/n stood there wondering if Cora was right. She had to have a point. Cora wasn't easily upset like that, and Y/n had done it without even trying. Y/n were distracted for the rest of the show, including whenever she went out to the ring. That made it easier for her to get jumped. Cora wasn't the only person who Y/n had been on the rocks with at her time of departure from NXT. Jacy had stomped Y/n practically into the ground in the middle of her promo laughing like a madwoman as she rolled and writhed in pain.
Cora saving Y/n had not seemed like a possibility in the woman's mind. Jacy had run off though, staring at the two of them in the ring together like she was proud of what she did. Jacy blew Y/n a kiss as she disappeared around a corner to go backstage. Cora didn't miss that little thing and backed away from Y/n in disgust. Y/n pulled herself up into a sitting position, which was when Cora took that as her opportunity to leave.
"Cora, I am sorry. Nothing really happened between Jacy and I, we were just friends," Y/n said as she chased after Cora.
"We used to be friends too Y/n, best friends actually."
"I don't know what happened," Y/n muttered sadly.
"Let's face it, we stopped being just friends the night we slept together," Cora shot back. "We slept together, and you just ran away. Hell, you left NXT completely and never looked back."
"You put me through a table!" Y/n tried to argue. Cora chuckled at the memory of that match, which had honestly been one of the most fun in her entire career. There hadn't been much opportunity for the two of you to wrestle together, much less with Roxanne there as a third. "I've still got the scar on the back of my neck from the stupid tablet cable."
"I'm sorry for that. I didn't want us to just be friends, and I guess that if I couldn't have you the way I wanted you, then I'd make sure that you didn't want me either," Cora admitted.
"I wanted you Cora, but I thought it was more important that we were okay first. This is fucked," Y/n sighed. Cora leaned in and took your hand in hers.
"It doesn't have to be."
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🎬 au anon here! I didn't really want to write this cause it would be extremely disrespectful for me to write an alternate ending but good lordy the amount of people I've seen being sad??? it makes me feel bad for them so to the people who wanna cope lmao 😭
“AND CUT! that's it. We're can wrap it entirely up now.” the director announces and everyone claps and cheers, You hug jace, baela before leaving to hug cregan, he rubs your back in reassurance before throwing you a sweet smile.
Aemond walks over before shaking hands with cregan and give him a bro hug, “Good job, Creg.” Aemond says and Cregan nods, “You too Aemond, sorry I stole your wife.” he jokes earning a joking punch from Aemond to his chest. “Still haunting her forever though.” Aemond giggles and you scoff, which turns his attention to you, “Girlie can't catch a break.” you say which makes both Aemond and Cregan laugh, “I mean, they are meant to burn together.” cregan says and you shoot him a playful annoyed looked which makes Aemond throw his head back in laughter.
“Are you attending the wrap up party next week?” Cregan asks and you shrug, “I'm not sure, Lucerys (now aged 4) and Aenys (the 7 month old who is now 2) might not allow me the time to do so, “Speaking about them, where is Lucerys? He acted so well it gave me chills.” Aemond says and just then your eldest son's runs screaming at you and hugs his fathers leg tightly, Aemond picks him up and places a kiss on his forehead.
“They managed to give him the creepiest of dialogues.” Cregan comments making you snort, “So true tho, he can communicate with his dada.” Aemond rubs his nose against Lucerys cheek which makes him giggle. “You did good baby! I'm sure the viewers will be surprised to see you.” you kiss Lucerys on the cheek, making him giggle.
“I loved how they waited for him to grow to film the final episode, the dedication because they wanted our actual son to act as our son in the show too.” You say, earning a hum from Aemond, “When will my death air?” he asks and you chuckle, “Next week.” you say, “Can't wait to see everyone's reaction, I just know they'll be crying.” Aemond smirks which makes cregan laugh, “I'll miss aemond too, hashtag aemondforever” he says which makes you giggle.
“I can't wait to see the shipping discourse.” You hear someone say from behind and you jump, realising it's Aegon and you sigh in relief, “You fucking scared us.” you quip which makes him laugh lightly, “What are you doing here anyway? Who invited you.” you say sarcastically earning a pout from Aegon. “Damn, you didn't have to be that rude.” he rolls his eyes playfully, “And excuse you, I have a right to be here, I want to support my younger brother.” Aegon says wrapping an arm around Aemond's shoulder, though it looks awkward since Aegon is short.
“Y/N!!!!!!!!!” you hear helaena yell and you immediately embrace her, she pulls away and looks at Aemond, “You know it doesn't hurt you to smile right?” she teases and Aemond jaw drops, “I cannot smile! It's literally in the script, I'm supposed to look menacing.” he says and you nod “You did look menacing, even I am traumatized.” you agree which makes helaena laugh.
“So will you all be attending the party next week?” Cregan asks again and you shrug once again, “I would love to, but Lucerys and Aenys... And on top of that we have Visenya too now.” you remember your daughter who was just born recently.
“Aemond never beating the breeding kink allegations, not in the show, not in real life.” Aegon speaks up which causes you to laugh.
“Watch her reveal that she's pregnant with another kid now.” Jace jumps in, having heard the earlier convo and your face drops before a small smile creeps up your face and Aemond gives you a knowing look.
“No fucking way, actually?” Aegon asks shocked. And you nod.
“Dude let her rest, is your plan just to keep her full of you now?” Cregan says, earning a laugh from him, “That is my plan, yes.” he replies, which got him a smack from you.
“Seriously? Girl you just gave birth 4 months ago.” Helaena says before she glares at Aemond who just shrugs, “You really should shove a dagger deep into him, like actually.” Helaena says, rolling her eyes, which earns a smirk from Aemond, he covers his kids ears before speaking
“Mhm yes deeper haa” he says lewdly which makes your eyes pop out of your skull.
“FOR FUCKS SAKE AEMOND—”
The rest of the day was filled with laughter and you hanging out with your colleagues, spending them with them as the filming had come to an end.
Small treat for those who want to live in denial, ONCE AGAIN I'M WRITING THIS BECAUSE I FEEL BAD FOR EVERYONE HAHSHAD this isn't an official ending of sf&a, unless you wanna live in denial, but like yeah,
I LOVED THE SERIES SO MUCH.
The way I’m smiling like a good reading this!!! Omfg I LOVE IT !
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CIRCE SAGA THOUGHTS!!!! ✨✨🐷
OMG I LOVED THIS SOOOOO MUCH, IT WAS SO GOOD. I love hermes
sorry this is kinda long guys and that it took me forever to make
Puppeteer
-the "polites gear up, you and i'll go ahead" strings at the beginning 😭. I loved polites sm
-Eurylochus trying to talk to Odysseus is just so sad and I love how it shows how he is losing not faith or trust but losing something in odysseus that they are going to make it home
-Odysseus is like actually tired and thinks that he truly is never going to make it home to his family
-JUST THE STRINGS IN GENERAL FOR THIS SONG AND THIS SAGA ARE SOOO PRETTY
-eurylochus' little rap moment(?)>>>>>>
-Odysseus' "damn" and "what" are the spring in my step
-Circe's voice!!!!!!!!! omg guys i love her sm!
-Circe casting her spell (the think of your past bit) is so pretty and i love how she lures them into a false sense of comfort and looks like she's trying to help them
-also love the "no i don't play i puppeteer" part
-"this is the price/we paid to live/the world is not/meant to forgive" 😍
-I LOVE how immediately Odysseus is like we gotta save them and Eurylochus is like we've sacrificed enough, don't you want to get home? and Odysseus is like i would love to but if it were you i would save you and i hope you would too. (also when Eurylochus is like "lets just run", i'm reading some feelings Eury has for someone 👀👀)
-also Odysseus saying "i can hardly sleep now" shows how in tune and how much he truly feels
Wouldn't you like
-HERMES' LAUGHS!!!!
-I love how the three gods we have met, two have come to odysseus invisible before introducing themselves (or Odysseus guessing)
-The chorus is so 70s and i love that, it totally fits his vibe
-The teaser bit that we've had is still beautiful
-The piano! the background vocals!
-holy moly i can't-
-"Wouldn't you like to use more than words?" I love how the gods seem to be following his journey and hermes knows odysseus defeats most of his foes but his wit and he knows circe wont fall for simple words
-Odysseus saying thank you and Hermes is like I just want free entertainment :)
Done For
-more strings <<<333
-Odysseus knows damn well she has his man but he still is trying with his words, cutie
-Love how Circe just wants to protect her nymphs
-Circe's high notes 😍
-I think my favorite part of this song is the part when Odysseus is talking how Circe can't spell him and then their banter
-"then i must be a god like you cause i got this root from the ground with my bare hands" 💀 bro is fully lying
-"Hermes gave it to you, didn't he? well yes but regardless" LMAOOO
-Their little duet ♥
There are other ways
-The opener for this song is wonderful
-Odysseus lamenting about his mistakes is beautiful just *mwah*
-Their voices blend so well together!!!
-I live for Jay using the "Just a man" motif/melody for Odysseus and it calls back to one of his darkest moments
-THE PENOLOPE STRINGS!!!!!!!
-Also apparently Jay messed up with the 12 long years part meaning to say 10 but i think that i shows how Odysseus is kinda losing it
-I love how he rhymes Circe with mercy and calls him and his crew puppets
-i love how circe gave in and decided to help them. ngl im just imagining odysseus give circe big puppy eyes
-"problem is this prophet is dead" the low note!!
-loved how circe is still trying to help him
-it made me so happy how circe changed her chorus to be nicer(?)/more helpful
Honestly in the underworld saga, i want to hear the "open arms" motif and if we do, you can find me on the floor bawling my eyes out
Stay weird, lovies <3
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My take on 2x06 & jealous Brett because I just remembered I have social media and I can tell this stuff to people other than my fiance
Inside job s2 spoilers / Breagan my beloved / PLEASE DO NOT REPLY WITH HATE i can't stand negativity
- My overall take because I am a very organized person (I am not)
Whether I liked the episode or not really depends on the actual meaning behind it. The plot and structure were excellent! Ron and Brett's little rivalry was hilarious and I felt Reagan's anxiety all the damn time. I really enjoyed it and I always appreciate Andre's screentime <3 However, there is some stuff that just... Doesn't make sense? The ending is what I would call... Not rushed, per se, but forced.
I found the episode funny and cool (and stressful if you relate to Reagan or Brett in any way) and really worth it! But that's it. It's like they were trying to build a really sad and shocking climax for Reagan's relationship with Ron, but using a filler episode as the conductor. The whole episode focuses on Brett and his negative feelings towards Ron to end up with Ron and Reagan taking a break from each other. Which is not a bad way to focus on the story, but I feel like if they wanted us to focus on Reagan and Ron ONLY they would've made the episode only about them, and make the Brett/Ron argument shorter and less crucial for the plot.
I also feel like the conclusion (Ron deciding that maybe work is too dangerous for them) makes sense! But Reagan's? She says something about balancing work and their relatioship, and it makes sense too, but they don't really show how work affects their relationship in specific.
Another thing that just feels odd to me is Brett's behavior. Of course, this whole post is to defend my view as a Breagan shipper and you might think that I'm just gaslighting manipulating girlbossing you into thinking he was jealous, but I couldn't care less about people's opinions (that's a lie, I kin Brett). I genuinely think Brett was acting weird and definitely not in character if it's meant to be seen as only platonic. I didn't even ship Breagan this much until I finished the season and without having them in mind I still thought he was acting a bit too strange.
Aside from the ending and Brett's behavior (which I will address now), the episode is really good! One of my favorites for sure, and it's not even because Andre has more than three lines (It really makes a difference, though).
- The ending and how it made my girl Reags dirty
Let's start off with the ending, just like when you find an interesting movie on TV but you're too tired to watch it from the beginning so you just enjoy what's left without context!
Ron's conclusion makes sense, but Reagan's "We will find a way to balance our lives and jobs" just... Doesn't. You may not agree with me about Brett being jealous, but this is something that's been bothering me for a while and I know I'm right.
Ron decides, after being chased by his girlfriend's coworkers, realizing that her BFF doesn't like him and that Cognito is darker than he thought, that it's not a good idea to mix work and love. Which is fair, to be honest. He literally saw clones of Hitler and organs of babies, like, I wouldn't feel safe there either.
But it's not what Ron thinks about Cognito and work that bothers me, because nobody would want their girlfriend working there. What he thinks is completely valid and although I didn't like the fact that he ghosted Reags (dude just text her my girl was literally begging you for a proper answer), he has the right to want to step out from that world. What truly makes me angry is Reagan's search for the perfect reality in the last episode.
I know what's the point they were trying to make: Reagan is a workaholic and wouldn't be able to keep a stable relationship with Ron.
Which makes a lot of sense and it's not out of character at all! God knows Reags has been obsessed with Cognito and being the boss and changing the world for forever. But the show doesn't give us an explicit example of that.
I know. We aren't dumb. We read between the lines. We get Reagan. It's inside the subtext and her entire persona. Easy to see, easy to understand, doesn't need to be explicit.
This argument would work if it wasn't because there's no subtext! We don't see (not even ONCE) how work is more important for Reagan than Ron. In fact, it's the opposite. Every time she has to choose between work and love, she chooses love:
Date with Ron >> Their mission in Rome -> Rome on fire
Desperately trying to convince Ron to work for Cognito and forgetting about actual work to a point where you would think she wouldn't get anything done if Ron was there with her -> Zombie apocalyspe (that was on Brett but she was the one forcing him to get along with Ron so-)
Being scared to lose Ron in one of the timlines >> Actually saving the timeline (by this I don't mean she didn't care about the timline and the others, but she was pretty much focused on not losing Ron. Which is valid and pretty damn romantic so go girl!!!)
(This is not Reagan slander, by the way! She's been through A LOT and deserves to be selfish. I support women's rights but most importantly I support women's wrongs!)
So how the hell my girl (at the end of ep 6) gets to the conclusion that they couldn't balance both things? She was doing pretty well until the Halloween party, and it didn't even get in between their relationship, it just proved Ron's point about the work not being safe. Which, again, makes sense, but doesn't really get in between their lives in the same way the last episode says.
Episode 6: Work is dangerous and it gets in between our relationship. We have proof. Here's a whole episode putting Ron in danger to prove it.
Episode 8: Work gets in between our relationship because Reagan would put work first. Which makes sense due to her personality, but we've been proving otherwise the whole damn season!
Just stick with one reason or develop both of them but don't change them!!!!
We suppose Reagan would be a workaholic girlfriend if Ron worked there due to her personality and ambition, but we don't actually see it? And it's not really that important and y'all must be thinking I'm reading too much into it, but I just think an explicit confirmation of Reags caring more about work than for Ron would've been great. The different realities in which she treats him like shit aren't out of character but feel odd, considering that she's been choosing him over work multiple times this season. Man, just a little tiny example I'm not asking for much.
Maybe it would've been different if she hadn't gotten that promotion. Maybe she would've been happy with Ron. I know those realities are focused on the possibility of changing the world she didn't have before Ron asked her to move in together, but... I don't know. As if she didn't care for her job before the promotion, y'know?
Basically, for me the whole workaholic thing appears out of nowhere and doesn't make sense with the Ron/Reags dyamic we've seen.
And this whole thing is connected to episode 6 because I think that episode would've been a great moment to introduce both points of view: Reagan prioritizing work and Ron not finding their jobs safe enough.
- The writers' decision and how I would've written the episode because I apparently have too much free time in class to think about this
The episode is great, but I don't understand why Brett is the protagonist here. If the conclusion is meant to be about Reagan and Ron taking a break from each other and asking THE question ("Is work getting in between our relationship?"), why is Brett the one we focus on through the episode?
If it's meant to be just a slight dislike and just not getting along with Ron, why is it so damn crucial to the plot? It's not just Brett wanting to be friends with Ron in a silly, little, sitcomy way. It's Brett wondering WHY he feels like that towards Ron. It's Brett wanting to support his BFF's boyfriend but not being able to do it for no reason whatsoever. It's literally Brett provoking the reason why Ron decides to take a break from Reagan.
Whether it is meant to be romantic or platonic, Brett is technically the reason why Ron acts like that in the end. He even makes a whole zombie apocalypse happen! Just because he didn't like Ron! C'mon it's absurd to think that's strictly platonic. This plot has been going on for years in thousand of different sitcoms: F/M best friends! One starts dating someone! The other doesn't like them! They don't know why! Wow, turns out they were in love the whole time and didn't realize they were jealous.
Classic trope for best friends to lovers.
But yeah, let's say it's platonic. Let's say Brett's reaction to Ron is just a silly plot device to make the guy realize Cognito is dangerous and even the simplest guy with the most innocent intentions could cause an apocalypse.
Why make the episode focus on Brett, then? If his feelings for Ron aren't that related to his relationship with Reags, why are those the ones to make them question their rellationship?
If it's just platonic then I find the episode a bit unnecessary.
If they wanted to show us how work affects them, and not only Brett, why wouldn't they make an episode about that in specific? It isn't that hard.
I personally would've kept the same plot: Reagan trying to convince Ron to work for Cognito using the team's opinions and views on their work!
They go to Brett and everything's the same. They don't get along. It's uncomfortable. But it stays there. Brett makes some comments about how fun it is to work for Cognito but accidentally reveals how dangerous it is, and Ron starts getting a bit worried and confused because... Where the hell has been his girlfriend working?
Then they go to Andre, Gigi, Glenn, Myc... Basically, individual meetings with each. Funny sketches. All of them fuck everything up by talking about work and how it actually is and Ron gets scared with every experience he hears.
And meanwhile, Reagan gets caught up with work! There's drama everywhere! Something something someone died. Something something the Hitler clones scaped. Something something Kanye West is a nazi now and we need to end him. Something somehing zombie apocalypse.
That way we see Reagan sort of neglecting her relationship with Ron because of work, and Ron realizing how dangerous it is.
It doesn't need to be all about Brett. At all. The ending is still the same.
So why would they make Brett the main plot point, wondering why he acts the way he does, if not to be important later? Not to mention that his character is reduced to this from this episode to the end.
- Reasons why Brett could dislike Ron and why I think they don't make sense bc this dude would get along with fucking Mussolini
"Ron made fun of Brett's interests and was lowkey mean to him!"
Brett is a pathological people pleaser, and as the pathological people pleaser I am I can confirm that that wasn't the reason why he disliked Ron. Brett likes everyone. Everyone. No matter what they do. It's not even... Like, like. It's just having to see the best in everyone because he wants to be able to get along with them so they don't hate him.
Making fun of his favorite music? Drinks? Comedian? That's soft compared to what half of the people he knows say to him. Literally you could meet him for the first time, tell him that Friends is a shitty sitcom and he would literally tell you that you're right and then cry while watching the finale.
He's constantly putting other people first and swallowing his opinions and pride, so why not sharing the same opinions as Ron would make him dislike him? It doesn't make any sense.
Besides, Ron wasn't even mean or intentionally hurting Brett. And even if he had been, Brett would've probably been the one apologizing, too. He has encountered horrible people through his life and you're telling me that Ron, his best friend's boyfriend, is the one that makes him dislike someone for once? Not buying it. Doesn't make sense.
"Brett is just worried about Reagan."
Literally doesn't make any sense because Ron hasn't shown any signs of being a bad boyfriend. And if that was the case and Brett was just being an overprotevtive best friend, it would've been explicit. There's no need to hide it in the subtext. And it wouldn't even make sense for the last episodes.
"Brett has abandonment issues."
Yeah, this one's true I can't fight against this one. However, it doesn't prove anything. He can have abandonment issues and still be in jealous. It can be both!
"He's just scared of losing his best friend."
Once again, yeah, true. But it doesn't make sense to me! The reason why Brett is so obsessed with Ron is because he can't figure out why he doesn't like him. If it was meant to be platonic they would've just said so explicitly and it wouldn't have been the main plot.
"They just don't have chemistry."
Ron is like a sad boy version of Reagan with religious trauma, there's no reason why Brett wouldn't like him. They do have chemistry! Brett is the sun, Reagan is the moon, and Ron is an eclipse! (not in a bad way like- I hope y'all have seen that friendship dynamics pic because otherwise this doesn't make sense but I swear it's really cute).
They end up having chemistry and getting along! But only because Ron gave Brett a reason to like him, which Brett has never ever needed before.
"It's just a plot device lmfao stop looking this much into it."
Maybe???? But idk I would like to be a screenwriter someday so looking into things a lot is my thing.
- Brett and his people pleaser soul slowly breaking through the episode
Canonically, Ron is the first person Brett has ever disliked. Which might be an exageration because this boy tends to say stuff like this a lot, but as far as we know it's canon. So, having that in mind, we know that Ron is actually the first person to make Brett panic over not liking someone.
It's completely normal, he just wants to make Reagan happy. Everything he does is for Reagan. Can we PLEASE remember that he's doing this for Reagan? Because I think we don't talk about it enough.
The thing about Brett not liking Ron is that Brett doesn't know why he dislikes him...
Despite being a horrible father and boss, Brett likes Rand! We've seen them interacting or, well, at least we haven't seen Brett hating him. Brett likes Myc despite being a total asshole to him and the others, and he probably is the only one (except Andre) that considers Myc to be a real friend. For literal no reason. Brett still likes his bullies. He likes his shitty family. He liked Reagan although she treated him like shit in the first episode.
And maybe it's not like, like. But it's enough to make him have a normal life with them and be able to to be of service for their approval (istg this guy's just like me fr).
So why's this any different with Ron? Maybe the writers were just trying to make this a plot device and forgot about Brett's inability to hate people. But is that really what happened? Why make it the main plot of the episode, then?
And why make Brett ask himself why he didn't like Ron?
If it was because of not sharing interests or being mean or whatever (something tangible) it would've been obvious. But he spends the episode asking himself that. It's not just a silly little dynamic, it's Brett actively wondering why he doesn't like his best friend's boyfriend.
In fact, the first time he finds out about Reagan being with someone else he's excited for her! He's happy! And I don't want to project my neurodivergency on him, but maybe the fact that Ron was just an idea and not someone tangible for him yet made him unable to picture him as a threat. And when he truly is there, he finally has someone to be jealous of.
He ends up having a soft spot for Ron, but it's only because he explicitly gave him a reason to like him. And then the last two episodes his whole character is reduced to missing Reagan, projecting on a golden retriever they have to kill, and sacrificing his happiness for Reagan's.
Yeah, totally platonic! As if this clearly wasn't the same exact plot of every romantic comedy to ever exist.
-B plot and parallelisms through the season because I've rewatched this like three times already since it came out. I need therapy. Please help me get out of here.
You thought I had forgotten about Rand's plot??? Well, jokes on you, I was waiting for the parallelisms!
I couldn't care less about the B plot in this episode. If I'm being honest I found it funny but didn't really understand the reason behind it until the last episode and after rewatching it a couple of times.
B plots are often meant to be the juxtaposition between character arcs, parallelisms or just funny little stories to make the main one softer. This time it's the three of them.
Basically, two boys fighting for a girl. That's it. That's like the whole plot. Tamiko comes to the conclusion that work is what made Rand such a shitty and crazy person. Do I really need to say more? Like I'm genuinely tired of writing and the parallelisms with this subplot are pretty much obvious.
Then we have more parallelisms in the finale!
"I had everything. I had my job, I had power. I know it's a fucking cliché, but it's true. You don't know what matters most until you lose it." - Rand about Tamiko and Reagan, 2x07
Brett is well aware of how much he loves Reagan, but maybe not in what way exactly. Her dating someone else might just be that thing that tells him: "Yes. This is it. You're losing her forever. She's gonna move out and be with another man and you're going to be abandoned again. She doesn't love you as much." And I don't know if they're going to keep up with this thing next season, but it wouldn't be weird to follow this statement.
Although I know this quote is meant to be about Reagan and Ron and probably about her regretting not moving with him next season, so the Brett thing is just a theory.
"You can't just hit a button over and over and expect a relationship to go back to the way it was. And I know it's scary to give up control." - Reagan about her parents and her and Ron, 2x07
Once again, obviously about Reagan and Ron. But would it be crazy to think this could be about Brett too? Like wanting constantly to go back (after finding out about Appletone) to when it was just Reagan and him. Talking to the dog as if he was Reagan. Missing her. Wanting her back. The thing about Brett is that he doesn't hit any buttons to go back because he cares more about Reagan's happiness than for his own. But yeah, I think it makes sense.
"And I got this. All I care about is that you're happy." - Brett to Reagan, 2x08
"And as long as the person you love is happy, maybe you can be happy later." - Reagan about Ron, 2x08
"Thanks for sticking by when no one else did. A good leader wouldn't drag their best friend into their dad's bullshit. I don't know if we'll ever get back to our realities, but I've seen yours and it looks good. If I succeed I'll see you again. But if not... Good luck, Brett." - Reagan to Brett, 2x07
"I searched a thousand lifetimes for the one that would make you happiest. And you'll find it one day. Just... Without me. [...] I'll miss you, Ron, and I know it were possible, you'd miss me too." - Reagan to Ron, 2x08
Do I need to say more or....?
They both parallel each other so damn much- And to be honest, maybe it is unrequited. It probably is unrequited. But it could go both ways someday! Let's be optimistic.
-"I listen to Accidentally in love from the Shrek 2 soundtrack every day!!!!" Brett. Love of my life. Is it the vibes or the lyrics?? IS IT BECAUSE THE VIBES OR THE LYRICS????? ANSWER ME BRETT HAND-
"So, she said, "What's the problem, baby?" What's the problem? I don't know. Well, maybe I'm in love. Think about it. Every time I think about it."
"How much longer will it take to cure this? Just to cure it, 'cause I can't ignore it if it's love. Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing bout love."
The writing team choosing the song Brett could mention while starting an uncomfortable dynamic with his best friend's boyfriend: What about a song about falling in love accidentally and not being able to stop it?
Okay so maybe it's not THAT specific. Maybe they just wanted a silly little song from a silly little movie so people would look at Brett, smirk and say "haha he's just like me fr". But?? Is it really?? As I said I want to be a writer and I wouldn't choose something as important and cool as a character's favorite song (okay maybe not FAVORITE CANON but he loves it so) just for the memes. It has to mean something, c'mon.
-Why I think Breagan wouldn't destroy the show (as some of you say) and actually would make them one of the most powerful couples ever (this has absolutely nothing to do with my love for coworkers to BFFs to lovers)
I do agree with a lot of you: We need more M/F platonic relationships. However... Have you ever considered that Brett and Reagan are just... Not really that platonic anymore? It's not the first time we've seen this. Mostly in sitcoms! Jim and Pam from The Office, Jake and Amy from Brooklyn 99, Nick and Jess from New Girl, I can keep going... And going... I kin Brett I know about sitcoms!
Reagan loved Ron. She truly did. But it's true that he needed a normal life and she was... Midnight rain. Sorry, Taylor Swift reference. But!! Reagan would end up choosing work and it doesn't mean she doesn't love Ron, it's just that work is equally important to her and knew he wouldn't be happy if they stayed together.
But it could work with Brett. it works with Brett. Because if they dated he would understand Reagan's priorities. He would be always there for her. And he wouldn't try to keep her away from danger (he would be worried sick, ofc, and always would be there to help) because he knows Reagan wants that.
They work well together and their dynamic is sweet, a bit cliché and easy to build. Maybe it's the easy path but that doesn't mean it's necessarily bad.
As an aroace person I love platonic dynamics, but maybe this is not the one we need!! Or maybe it is, tbh I couldn't care less because either way I trust the writers to give us a great relationship development, whether it is romantic or platonic. But idk I would like to see more of Reagan with the other guys and Brett with Gigi! Maybe Andre and Gigi? It would be great not to rely on just one platonic friendship.
And by the way, there's also this possibility of them being completely platonic and Brett not being jealous. Maybe he's just a good best friend that feels a bit worried about his friendship and that's all! If you don't agree with my opinion, that's great too! Just respect everyone's points of view on this because I've seen a lot of hate towards breagan shippers and it's a completely harmless ship!! <3
If there's any mistakes just know that english isn't my first language and it's like 3 am here right now-- Thanks for reading!!!! <3
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Fun idea that I would love to hear your for. Imagine how chaotic shuri would be if she had namor as boyfriend during the whole black panther 1 and infinity war and engame drama. And namor didn't disappear during the snap. But Shuri did. Though I guess the age difference would be even more of a problem. How old was shuri during civil war and black panther?
hi I started to answer this then saved it as a draft. that was like two weeks ago. soz.
Black Panther (2018) takes place soon after CA:CW since it deals with T'Challa's ascension to King immediately following T'Chaka's death. So, that movie takes place in 2016. Everyone initially assumed Shuri was about 16 in that movie (though her age is never directly stated in the film), but later sources put her date of birth in 1997-1998 (source). So, she would have been 18-19 in Black Panther, and, assuming Wakanda Forever takes place in 2024 (a year following T'Challa's death, and six years since the Snap when Nakia would have left Wakanda), she would be 21-22. (For what it's worth, actress Letitia Wright is currently 29.)
But for the sake of a little au idea based on the chemistry seen in Black Panther: Wakanda Forever, let's assume she's the same age as that movie when she and Namor get together in this one. T'Challa was already more than a decade older than her, so she'd still very much be his little sister.
(So the above wasn't actually super necessary, but Shuri's MCU age is a common misconception that gets thrown around, and it annoys me.)
SO TO YOUR ACTUAL QUESTION, I think a fic with this premise would fuck hard (a high compliment, I assure you). T'Challa was so protective of his sister that imagining Namor and him in the same room is incredibly funny to me. They would hate each other so much. I think Shuri would encourage a rivalry between them. I think she'd find it funny. Putting some enrichment in their enclosure.
Plot-wise, I think it's interesting to think of Namor-as-Shuri's-boyfriend in BP. I can imagine a version of that movie where, after T'Challa was thrown into the water by Killmonger, the Talokanil find him instead of the Jabari and that's where Shuri and Ramonda end up going (lmao Killmonger, good luck getting them in the underwater kingdom). Maybe then the initial plan would be for them to go to Talokan and ask Namor to kill Erik's ass. Shuri just gonna bat her eyes and go "🥺🥺 baby pls"
Meanwhile Namor is like, I'm about to make myself Ramonda's favorite son-in-law ever. Every time T'Challa ever wants to beat his ass again, Shuri's gonna remind him of that time Namor saved his life and kingdom and T'Challa would be FUMING
Namor in Infinity War would be hilarious cuz he would straight up kill Vision. "oh, so if we kill you and destroy the stone Thanos's forces won't have a reason to fight us until he shows up?? but if we protect you then a lot of Wakandan soldiers will die???? damn. sucks to be you then lmao" he would kill that toaster so fast
seriously though the second he saw Shuri was in danger trying to save this fucker, Thanos's army boutta have another thing coming
the ANGST of Shuri being snapped while he lives though. darkcrow, you are KILLING me with this one 🥺🥺 because they were supposed to have more time, and it was never going to be enough for him in the first place, but now they don't even have that 😭 I made myself sad
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bengiyo · 8 months
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I Told Sunset About You Rewatch Ep 2 Stray Thoughts
Continuing the rewatch for the retrospective, lets pick back up with my favorite crybaby boys. Coming back to ITSAY I'm floored again by just how fucking good the score, sound mixing, cinematography, and the editing are. This was the first Thai gay drama I watched that felt like it believed in its talent and trusted them to carry the scene. The shots are patient, and the story is so legible. It's not doing any slapstick to make sure you laugh in case you're getting bored. It makes you sit up and take notice.
They really had Bas dropping Oh-aew off at his romantic rival's house.
Once again loving the almost-Japanese approach to depth of picture with these static shots where they let the actors move about the frame. I just love seeing people act and exist relative to each other in the same space. I love having details to focus on at every level.
Teh's mom was very correct that Teh needed to not just blow off school.
Hoon may tease Teh sometimes, but he still got that boy a plane ticket. Makes me sad that Teh has so many hangups about his big brother.
Frustrates me to no end that Oh always viewed Teh impressively, and yet Teh has such an inferiority complex.
Billkin has multiple angles, and those dimples. It's not fair.
That's right, Tuty. Nothing gay better happen on your watch! Keep it up, you homophobic pup!
PP plays the shift in Oh to relax around Teh again really well this episode. He's so charming when he's not tensing. Billkin responds well by having Teh pretend he isn't a sap.
Man, this talk of boobs on the saleng is also worrisome foreshadowing.
Also, hilariously, there were so obviously on a trailer for most of that.
I just really love the shot of them running down the ramp to the pier.
Smile really was just so good as Tarn. I really liked her, and she's so lovely to watch this time too.
I feel the need to state very clearly here again that Teh did genuinely like Tarn. We know he had been flirting for two years. Even if he's brightening up and his blue is coming through loudly again because he reconnected to Oh-aew, he is still trying to be good to Tarn.
Truly the leitmotif of Skyline is unparalleled.
Oh, Teh, he doesn't even know why he's jealous of their oldest friends.
I also don't think any other show has used text chats and IG better than this show. Texting someone at the table with your friends is so real.
Teh is just so pouty with Oh. Just no effort to shield his feelings.
This boy is still being salty as shit about this at school the next day, and now is going across the damn city to sneak into their school because he doesn't feel close enough to Oh.
Absolutely incredible that he says it so plainly that he was jealous of their friends because he didn't feel like he was the BFF anymore. Teh is unreal.
Whoever was in charge of lighting for this scene where Oh and Teh talk at Oh's school? You did an incredible job. PP looks amazing.
I get so anxious every time we get to Teh trying to help Oh flirt with Bas. I think he was serious at first, but it gets complicated so quickly. Also, I remember being this age and any slight form of physical contact being so, so much.
The MoRaoYuLok chemistry workshops really paid off. They feel like dudes who've been around each other forever.
Hold fast, friends. Teh is about to do something to provoke Bas.
It's interesting that only Bas looked at Oh after Teh's admission. The rest of them focused only on Teh. Bas immediately schedules a hangout with Oh.
And now it's these two knocking knees under the table. I'm going to go insane again.
Now, PP, you did not need to drink from that coconut like that whole looking at Khunpol.
That transition from Oh's and Bas's backs to Teh's and Tarn's backs gets me every time.
PP and Khunpol have great legs.
Teh posting Tarn on IG like, "After tonight, don't leave ya girl around me. Real playa fo' real."
But on the real, we get mad about the situation in IPYTM, but Teh misuses Tarn's feelings repeatedly here and again in this show after he gets jealous of Oh.
Truly incredible performances from Billkin and Smile on this kiss. I love that they got this on one take after falling on each other the first time. Contrast that with the athleticism required for the underwater kiss later and you appreciate that Boss only asked for what was necessary from his actors.
Teh can be so mean sometimes, and often Oh has no idea why Teh is suddenly being grumpy or petty. Poor Bas can read what's happening, but also has no idea what's going on.
Excellent timing on battery death there, phone. I always love Teh doing donuts to get some power back just to angst over Oh again.
We talk about Skyline a lot, but Lost in Translation is used so well in the background of this show.
Here there go again holding the shot and letting people act again. I love how they trust Billkin to play Teh's nervousness and anticipation in extended takes. Oh-aew's return is also timed perfectly with the song.
My goodness. Oh will be begging Teh to just tell him what's bothering him for years.
They really were determined to make PP and Billkin glow this episode.
"Don't give my time to others." I'm just gonna go ahead and lay down again.
Coconut scent got this boy telling on himself. This final scene is just so much. Many of us fake wrestled as an excuse to touch.
I gotta stop for now. I can't go immediately into episode 3, because this episode always does me in. Despite both Oh and Teh making progress with their respective love interests, so much of this episode ends up being about their forward progress with each other. Both of them are checking in or checking on with the other while basically on a date, and both are thinking about the other while with Bas or Tarn. There's just so much here about their need to affirm their importance to each other after all this time.
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aprillikesthings · 1 month
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okay one more tonight
Which according to netflix is s3 ep1 but ehhhhh it's really a continuation of s2 imho
The Price of Power
(ominous)
I told myself I'd make this post shorter than the last few and I'm 99% I completely failed lol but this one had a LOT of lore and shit
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AAAUGH
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Angella's protectiveness is usually annoying but tbh I would feel the same way here in her situation, anyway Glimmer got it from somewhere lol
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low blow, Shadow Weaver
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I couldn't figure out why she woke up gasping so hard even though I just watched the last episode like three hours ago lol (Hordak had cut off her air until she passed out, and this is where she woke up, poor thing)
Catra: "It doesn't matter what I do. I don't get to win." :( but also "winning" should not be the objective of your life and you will spend the next season and a half being forced to learn that
Once again Scorpia's obvious one-sided love is painful to watch.
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I hate that she's not entirely wrong!!! Like given her life up to this point of course she'd come to this conclusion. D:
Glimmer: The Horde is evil, and EVIL PEOPLE DON'T CHANGE Adora: I'm standing right here. Like you're literally talking to me.
(Okay but it's often true in the case of abusers, especially in romantic relationships. If you haven't read "Why Does He Do That" you should. Majority of abusers don't change for long--he talks about the circumstances under which they do, but repeatedly notes that it's very very rare and that a lot of them are good at faking improvement just for the amount of time it takes to get you under their control again. In any case that's why if people believe your partner is abusing you, the universal advice is "you need to leave.")
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uggggh and the worst part is, she's actually right about a number of people in the Horde! I always knew it was a matter of time before Scorpia left the Horde, for instance.
But Shadow Weaver? Adora wants to believe this because Shadow Weaver was her mom, basically.
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that's not how it works!!!
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NOT REALLY.
I know I'm going to end up referencing this post again later, but it's worth a read:
"You think Shadow Weaver should have had a redemption arc? From her perspective, she DID." It also compares her arc to Catra's.
(spoilers for the rest of the show obv)
Anyway Bow and Glimmer offer to go with her, which is a good thing to do if you're ever going to try to talk things out with your abuser, because 1. they behave better in front of witnesses, generally speaking 2. other people are more likely to spot manipulative bullshit
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yeeeurgh the way she says it is so icky
seriously she lays it on thick "oh I've missed you my child" eat dirt. Even after Adora's like "lol nice try" she's still like "oooh, so clever, I always knew you were smarter than everyone else" like you're still doing it.
"I was special only as long as I obeyed you" damn right
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Compassionate to a fault as always, but also, I know there's still that bit of hope in there, the same one Catra had, of making her happy and finally getting loved. Adora has a huge advantage Catra didn't, though; which is that she has a great deal of love in her life from other sources. :(
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Hordak: I am Evil and Scary!!! And I want Catra GONE. Entrapta: Yeah, okay. So anyway like I was saying, Catra's improved everything, but also, we need her to get us this thing!!! Hordak: No. Go away. Entrapta: :( k but I'll leave the info here for you to read on your own
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The sad thing is, Shadow Weaver can be a good teacher.
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ngl that's cool
also ugh. Shadow Weaver is in fact honest here: she's got nowhere to go, she wants revenge, helping Adora's the best way to do that.
plotty stuff I want to remember later: Hordak's goal is opening a portal into space to get Horde's armies through and defeat Etheria forever--and this is the first time a bunch of characters find out the Horde is bigger than one army on Etheria, and the reason he's close to getting that portal now is that Entrapta is helping him, and that once upon a time Hordak did succeed in opening a portal for a moment, and Adora was the result--she wasn't born on Etheria.
Glimmer: you're a fuckin' liar Shadow Weaver: I mean usually yeah lol. But like, why would I bother this time, what would I get out of it?
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has anyone written an essay/post/paper about Adora as a bit of a Jesus figure
(I mean a LOT of people treat She-Ra like she's a messiah equivalent? But uhhhh that's also just how The Chosen One trope tends to go. Plus Jesus didn't resurrect himself so he could kiss a girl--though he did choose to show himself post-resurrection to Mary Magdalene first, so interpret that as you will.)
Anyway Adora kinda flips out at this information (she knows in her bones that Shadow Weaver is telling the truth) and bolts from the room
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airbrush THAT on the side of a van lol
The way she screams "answer me!" at Light Hope is so good
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Adora: babies don't remember shit????? Light Hope: oh.
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There's a "vaginas are portals to another dimension bc childbirth" joke in there somewhere.
plot plot the First Ones came from beyond the stars, the sword is made to only respond to "one of their own kind," congrats Adora you're literally a different kind of person than every other person on Etheria.
(the timelines on this are confusing to me, I can't remember if Mara taking Etheria into another dimension also fucked with time passing, OH HEY I FOUND A FAN-MADE TIMELINE no idea how accurate it is tho especially considering the number of typos/misspellings, also elsewhere someone said each season of the show is apparently meant to be a whole YEAR?? I was thinking a few months at most??? I need to find if that's Word of God anywhere)
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Theoretically yes but Netflix doesn't have the rights to any of the He-Man stuff, sorry
When Mara cut Etheria off from the rest of the universe she destroyed the portal capabilities. If you open a portal now bad shit will go down
(uh oh)
Adora: omg Mara's from the same place as me???
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LIAR
Light Hope: being She-Ra is an honor!
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Oh look it's one of the major themes of the show! Being The Chosen One sucks, actually!!
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GEE, REALLY??? you think maybe people like getting to fuckin' cHOOSE
Adora: man I am tired of people not telling me shit!! Fuck this I'm gonna see what I can actually figure out on my own
She wants to know why Mara stranded Etheria. Remember that constellation being over part of the Crimson Waste that was in the whole "Mara portal Serenia" message bullshit? That's where she's going
Glimmer and Bow: road trip! road trip!
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i'd be pissing myself in fear ngl
Hordak: this bitch is a failure!!! Catra: no u
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everyone's reaction to that is priceless omg
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LOL SHE'S RIGHT THO does Hordak want to spend his day looking at files listing how many bits of armor they need
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I was gonna make an Entrapta joke but the next line is "and that's why you can't defeat a group of teenagers" and damn she's got a POINT
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BAAAHAHAHAH
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"My girlfriend doesn't want to do stacks of paperwork and shit either, it turns out; anyway you're going to get us some old spare parts First Ones' tech from the Pick-n-Pull Crimson Waste"
(I just realized people might not know what a Pick-n-Pull is--it's like a junkyard of cars where you can go and just take parts off of things for cheap. You have to find and take the parts off yourself.)
Catra: dude nothing lives in the Crimson Waste??? Hordak: heh heh I know :)
AAAND END OF EPISODE
Sadly I have the energy for another one but my headphones are killing me and I can't do it in the bedroom without headphones because Daci is trying to sleep. Which is a shame because the next episode is Huntara!!
ALSO y'know that timeline I linked way earlier in the post? parts of it are kinda iffy but I'm lol'ing because good lord as bananas as the lore can sometimes be, I'm still thinking that one for Steven Universe would be even wilder (and we know Rebecca Sugar actually had one, written out on paper, with a ton of color-coding). But also this summary of Adora's first convo with Light Hope is WILD because IT'S NOT WRONG (hardcore spoilers ahoy? but also if that's an issue you shouldn't be reading these posts lol):
Adora encounters Light Hope and is given the quest to "balance the planet". Light Hope attempts to isolate Adora from her friends my saying that balancing the planet requires her to let go of her attachments to her friends. This bears remarkable similarity to cult-psychology isolation tactics. It is especially worrying once you know that Light Hope is a Paperclip Maximizer and "Balance the Planet" is a euphemism for "rebuild and rearm the Weapon of Universal Genocide".
And if you've never heard of "paperclip maximizers" the wikipedia page about them is awesome but also I once wrote a post about the gems from Steven Universe also being paperclip maximizers. Here's a quote from the wikipedia page:
Suppose we have an AI whose only goal is to make as many paper clips as possible. The AI will realize quickly that it would be much better if there were no humans because humans might decide to switch it off. Because if humans do so, there would be fewer paper clips. Also, human bodies contain a lot of atoms that could be made into paper clips. The future that the AI would be trying to gear towards would be one in which there were a lot of paper clips but no humans. (Nick Bostrom, “Ethical Issues in Advanced Artificial Intelligence”, 2003)
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I'll try to keep this short ❤️ I love this album so much 🥺 And I think I told you that Alone would destroy me and it really did... And it's also my favorite from the album. I can't really explain what I feel when I listen to it, but I always have this tightness in my chest. I had it when I first listened to it and I had a feeling the lyrics would make me cry and they did. It really brings me back to my quarantine days... and not to the better ones. It really has that choking, depressing feeling that quarantine had. I really love his singing in the song too 🥺 He sounds amazing, so gentle, so soft, and yet very strong (I'm literally contradicting myself but anyway)
I really liked Like Crazy too. The mv was amazing, and I read so many theories. Most of them were kinda the same, you know with the woman also representing him. Both the English and Korean versions were done so well 🥺 interlude: dive ❤️ his introduction from the busan concert❤️ oh, and the transition between the songs? Him having a drink at the end of dive, and then like crazy having this "being intoxicated in a club" vibe, and alone starting with an alarm clock... I'm obsessed with this. Also I'm SO SAD letter is only on CD 😭😭 Like I understand why, but Jimin 😭 It's my second favorite from the album, and after listening and crying to Alone, I cried to Letter too 💔 The parallels with blue & grey 😭 Shivi, the urge to get a lyric tattoo from alone or letter 😭
Also I still don't know if he's singing "please me" during Like Crazy and we will never know and it will bother me forever 😂 But anyway. He did such an amazing job, I'm so happy he could finally release this album. And I'm so happy he said he got to overcome and heal from these feelings.
Ps. Let Jimin curse on TV okay thanks that's all ❤️ -🦋
putting it under read more bc i rambled lol <3
i love it so much too 🥺 oh and same, alone took me back to my own quarantine days 😭 i was stuck at a relative's place for three months and my aunt wasn't very good to me. i used to cry alone a lot and that was when i had found bangtan :( they really saved me :( and alone took me back to all of those feelings i went through back then before I found bangtan 😭 everyone's stories are so different but im sure so many people related to alone 🥺 (and no i get what you mean by gentle and soft yet so strong, and i agree) i absolutely LOVED face off too. his voice in face off his so addicting and those high notes damn 😭
and like crazy is a fckin bop ✋🏼 RIIIIGHHTTTT i loved the mv too the colours in the mv .. *chef's kiss* (this is me speaking from a gifmaker perspective btw, i thought the mv would be impossible to colour properly but I had so much fun colouring it and I was satisfied w the results gdhfhdjhfdj ANYWAY thats not the point fghdjfhj) AND PLS TEH THEORIES. SO GENIUS. AND THEY MAKE COMPLETE SENSE TOO. yes yes yes you're so right the transition and connection between the songs truly genius 😭😭😭😭 ALSO LETTER!!!!!!!! YES !!!!!!!!!!!!! im obsessed please it is SUCHHHHH a beautiful song 😭😭😭😭 i cried to letter too 😭 its my new song that i fall asleep to 😭 it was with you before this hdjhfjd. its so beautiful and jikook's voices go so well together and they sound so beautiful 😭 and god it being a hidden track and starting at 6:13 of like crazy english version on the cd just .. it just feels sooooo personal and full of love 😭😭😭 i really wish it was on spotify too but I downloaded the song and added it to my playlists through local files thing on spotify 💖 omgomgomg anon you should definitely get the tattoo!!!! <333
i will believe it is "please me" and run with it 🧘🏼‍♀️ and me too 🥺 the album is so so good im so proud of him 🥺 right, im happy this album helped him to let go of those feelings 🥺
pls you know when they reviewed face off alone and like crazy three days ago and said face off wasn't eligible (?) i thought they totally dropped smf from music shows bc 1. they didn't review it along w the other songs 2. and i thought maybe they didn't review it bc it was already known that it has cussing and i got SO SAD that they wouldn't perform smf 😭 and i was confused too bc bighit did say in the notices that he would perform the prerelease track and the main track. but i was relieved yesterday when they said he performed smf 😌 anywayfddh im dumb. i can't wait to see the performances heheh <33
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thecrayongal · 1 year
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Hey:). I saw your answer yesterday about wanting to be told that you're wanted and wanting to cuddle with someone, and it genuinely broke my heart that you didn't think you'd realistically find a girl who wants to cuddle with you 💔!
I just want to say that as a fellow touch-starved trans girl, you WILL find your person/people who enthusiastically want you! I met a girl from a dating app for the first time a couple of months ago, not really expecting anything to come of it, and at the end of our first "date," she asked if she could cuddle me. I was way too nervous, but she asked again the next time we saw each other, and oh my GOD it was so nice and soothing and comforting and almost everything I dreamed a good cuddle would be 💕! She's even told me point-blank that she thinks I'm desirable—which literally no one has ever told me before—and I basically melted 😭. And the funny thing is, I don't even think me and this girl are meant to be, but I feel so much more confident that I'll find my soulmate(s) eventually 🥰!!
So, I just wanted to say that I've followed you long enough to know that there are girls out there who would absolutely ADORE you, and would love to cuddle with you and tell you how much they want you 🩵🩷🩶🩷🩵!!!
And if you still wanna answer new asks: 7, 8, 9, 10, 34, and 35:)!
j;ase,;fl a,sekjf how dare you just come in here and show me so much kindness and compassion and asleh,f ;asf;mh,;a.
putting my response under a read more cause it got kinda long and i feel bad about making long posts
its taken me several attempts to even read through this because i keep crying. im sorry what i said made you feel brokenhearted. and im sorry to anyone else who mightve felt the same way. ive had a...difficult life to say the least and while i am working through it all, there's still things im not as far along on as id like. but right now i need people to tell me they want to be near me, not just a romantic partner but friends and family and such too. it might be sad to hear, but for me to hear it makes my world and it helps significantly when the voice in the back of my head gets loud. ill get better someday im sure, but that day isn't today unfortunately.
and i genuinely have a hard time conceptualizing cuddling with a girl ever again because its been several years since the last time someone was willing to do that, and truth be told they weren't actually willing at all but pitied me enough (not even a remote exaggeration, i only got cuddled cause we thought i was going to lose the ability to walk forever). if/when a girl ever actually cuddles me again id probably break down sobbing as much as i am right now trying to type this. hopefully that doesn't make them rethink cuddling me ^^;
i am so happy to hear about the wonderful time you're having with this girl you're seeing and also that she openly communicates the desire to cuddle you and such. and i am overjoyed to hear that she has been able to help you find more confidence in a brighter future, truly sometimes all it takes is a chance encounter with someone to help the tides turn.
thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for reaching out to me. the only reason this hasn't made my week is because i got a new hamster yesterday but this is a damn close second. i promise that im going to keep working on myself and maybe someday soon ill get the cuddles i very much want and need <3 <3
anyways onto the questions
7: Have tattoos? Nope
8: Want any tattoos? I flip back and forth like every other day on whether I want one or not. I have ideas of what I'd consider if I did but won't commit at this time
9: Got any piercings? I JUST recently got my ear lobes pierced finally :D
10: Want any piercings? There's a definitely a couple more I'd like to get done in my ears, but taking it one step at a time
34: What I find attractive in women being kind, patient, openly and honestly communicates, being fierce enough to be willing to tell the restaurant that i asked for no pickles or other things of that nature physically i'm not terribly picky all girls are so attractive, but i do tend to prefer at my height or taller
35: What I find attractive in men I like when men are gay girls
send me nosy asks please!
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unclewaynemunson · 1 year
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I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON
I finished OFMD and I am broken… I thought this will have happy ending and it sorta did but omg… Stede fucked it up with Ed so bad this ain’t good
And Lucius??? My dearest baby Lucius??? He was happy, had a boyfriend and was the best character, I just hope he survived cause if not…
Their kiss in ep9 feels bittersweet now after finishing the show, I’m glad Mary gets to live her life and that she forgave Stede, but that dude really fucked up some lives and has some shit to fix still
Overall it was a fun show, but damn gay ppl can’t be happy forever can they?
Ohmygod yes the last episode just rips your heart right out i love it. Poor eddie :( I'm not too worried about lucius tbh, it's still a comedy so i'm sure they'll fix it. If they don't i WILL cry for weeks. And yeah i am completely in love with Mary tbh, i love that they took the time to explore her story and make her more likeable at the expense of Stede, bc it would've been sooo easy to make her the crazy wife or smth and i'm really glad they didn't. Makes me sad that we probably won't get her back in s2 tho
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