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If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

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Even if for nothing else, all this is worth it just for having legs that look like this in stockings

♡ she's so thin and perfect

🌸Weight loss journey🌸

Back on my bs again for real this time,

Sw: 183.4 lbs.

Cw: 179.0 lbs.

Been making some good progress and I’ve only been at it for a week, have been eating 1,000 calories or less a day and keeping active. I also work so I’m ending the day with 10,000 steps and burning up to 2,100 calories. I’m gonna keep at it and by the time my birthday comes around in July I’m gonna be back to 130 lbs. After I reach that goal my next goal will be to get to 110 lbs. I’m gonna do my best to post on here as much as I can during my journey here.

P.S. I’ll be active on here so if you’re over 21 give me a follow and I’ll follow back. 🙅🏻‍♀️MINORS PLEASE DON’T INTERACT🙅🏻‍♀️

My friends don’t touch me like they touch our pretty friends

My friends don’t touch me like they touch our skinny friends.

i’m back after my year hiatus & i’m still on my same bs 🤡

anyways, how are you guys? ❤️

I’m starting intermittent fasting tomorrow 😶

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Any tips?

Hi friends…

It’s been a while hasn’t it?

Little update on my life, so if you don’t give a fuck just scroll.

Well, I quit my big girl job to go back to waiting tables. I moved into my own house. I saw Billie Eilish in concert . I got my knees and elbows tattooed. I taught myself how to crochet. I taught myself how to play guitar. And with all of that, I also have gained 40lbs back from my major weight loss a couple of years ago.

I’m so crushed, disgusted, disappointed, and incredibly unhappy with so many things in my life regarding my weight.

I’ve been doing well and eating healthy, but I’m not actually taking care of myself. I need to be able to function like a human being again. I’m back to 200lbs and want to continue to share the real life happenings of what my eating disorder looks like. Even if that includes gaining weight.

I hope you all have been well and didn’t miss me too much. Feel free to drop in and say hello, I’m also open to making new friends.

I’m feeling a little more confident about tomorrow. I was scared to meet some of my bf’s friends for the first time because I didn’t want them to judge me on my weight and I was sad this morning about not having reached my first goal before tomorrow. But today one of our other friends was hanging out with them and he took a Snapchat video of the girl playing darts in his basement, and you can only imagine the wave of relief I felt when I saw that she was MUCH heavier than me.

It’s a fucked up way of looking at things, but the one thing I’m always worried about when meeting other people, specifically girls, is whether or not they’re going to be thinner than me. So now that I know I’m going to be the thinnest girl in the group tomorrow, it’s making me feel more confident to be myself and enjoy the time spent together with friends I haven’t met in person before.

It sounds even more fucked up now after re-reading that, but this shit really has a fucking grip on me. I’ve been like that since high school, ever since I found out my cousin was recovering from her ED (little did she know it was going to turn into BED). So then every time I’d go visit her, I’d just HOPE that I was now the thinner one. And I’d have a panic attack if I was feeling bloated on a day that I was supposed to see her cuz that means I wouldn’t look skinnier.

Christ, I needed help lol I’m not nearly as bad now…it only bothers me when meeting new people.

Curious, is anyone else like this?

Douyin thīnspo is unparalleled

3. I dont have favourite thinspo pic, but typically the ones i like have long thin legs and small waist.

4. My greatest fear is that i start loosing my hair again

mr. beast just uploaded a video where he fasts for 14 days? what kind of ed fuel is this

♡ I Need this

🌸Weight loss Journey🌸

I’ve officially lost 5 pounds since coming back to Ana and have also stopped eating dinner. That has been so hard to get away with because my hubby always asks me what I want for dinner. Since he has a job now and works Thursday-Sunday I am able to use those days as fast days or to eat as little as possible before he goes to work. He doesn’t get off till 10pm so he won’t know if I’m eating dinner or not. Gonna weigh myself tomorrow If I can and see if I’ve dropped another pound or 2.

💕Wish me luck💕

Literally I just wanna look like her wtf