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advice for avoiding the oppressive institution that is school dress codes? /hj
hey ey!!
i gotta start this off by saying my school doesnt have a dresscode, but i have one at work so ill share my tricks from there.
to start off its important you know the rules, and know where to find them, if a teacher scolds you for something thats technically allowed make sure you can prove em wrong. malicous compliance is key here.
some things you may be able to change in ur uniform/clothing:
(ill work my way up from shoes to hair to make it somewhat comprehensible.)
-shoes: at work we gotta wear black and/or white shoes. so i changed out the laces on my sniper boots to colored ones, and attached small carabiners to the laces them, on my vans i also have colored laces and shoe wings. you can also add beads, chains or other stuff. if the rules are very lax you can even paint them or add small patches to them. also wear fun socks with fun colors and patterns
-pants: cuff them, wear (wallet) chains, slightly worn, discolored jeans also give an alternative look. cargos are in but i advise widelegged ones, if youre able to get your hands on them, vintage, they are more comfortable, better quality and have more pockets. pants with patterns from cow to camouflage. also belts!! studded or if those are not allowed you can wear multiple at the same time. you can add patches with safety pins or add buttons.
-tops/shirts/blouses: if you have to wear a uniform with a blouse, cuff the sleeves, open a few top buttons and flip up the collar. to the collar you can also add collar pins and/or put a chain between them. see if youre allowed to add pins buttons or safety pins to your clothes. maybe you can layer a fishnet under them. wear t-shirt with big prints, bandnames or vagely political statements few ppl will understand. i like to cut the sleeves off of my shirts. leather jackets or vests always add a lot to your outfit. flannels with bright colors or instead earth tones.
-necklaces/chokers: bigger chains with big charms can add a lot, i have two big bone shaped dogtags, and a big one in the shape of a clover (the playing card symbol) also military dogtags with instead of ur info, bands or political statements on them are rlly cool. you can also make necklaces out of safety pins, but be careful that they wont open by themselves. you can permanently close the opening with pliers if needed. if chokers are allowed there are often rules against ones with sharp spikes, so bare ones or piramid/cone studs can be worn instead.
-bracelets/cuffs: for the cuffs its the same as the chokers. to beaded bracelets you can also add political statements or band names. chain bracelets or ones that connect to rings always look cool. see if you can wear rings and if yes try chunkier ones with a cool shape. try fingerless gloves or armwarmers.
-tattoos/hairstyles/piercings: dresscodes are opressive bullshit but i carry a perticular hatred for ones that ban piercings tattoos or hairstyles. if theres a ban on piercings you can get ones that you can hide (horseshoe septum) or ones that can be camouflaged with flesh colored jewellry. tattoos can be hidden with the right clothing. if bright unnatural haircolors are not alowed combine regular ones, black and blonde, red and blonde, brown and black, etc. you can split dye, dye the points or roots or dye particular sections. not allowed to shave your sides? thightly braid them like those viking braids to give the effect theyre shaven. also once youve shaven your head theres nothing they can do about it. also paint ur nails.
other stuff:
you can always hide certain accesoires in your bag or under your clothes during class and wear em during breaks or free periods. also dont hestitate to try out how much the rules are actually policed.
hope this helps! if yall got more tips dont hestitate to add em on, this is just what i thought of of the top of my head.
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Some of my Duncney headcanons because you said you'd like to be spammed :)
- whenever they have lucky charms duncan always eats all of the marshmallows out of the box and leaves courtney with the plain cereal
-courtney doesn't like the crust on her sandwiches so duncan will eat it for her
-courtney is always the first to wake up in the morning, but sometimes duncan will turn off her alarm a day in advance just so he can spend more time with her
-in a world where total drama doesnt exist they always meet through mutual friends i dont know why but thats a rule
-He'll purposefully hide behind corners to scare her and it works 98% of the time but she grows used to it at some point
-they adopt a big threatening looking dog and name it princess and give it a pink collar or something
-when theyre teenagers shes at his house 99% of the time because it just feels so homey compared to hers
-they both wear glasses when theyre alone at home, dont ask why i just think its cute
-When they're not even that far into their relationship, he gets a tattoo of her name in cursive right above his collarbone or something because hes impulsive and she thinks its so thoughtful but also so incredibly stupid of him
-I headcanon that duncan has adhd and maybe a little bit of dyslexia so if he can't read something too well she'll read it to him
-She listens to him ramble and even if the topic changes 5 times she'll be there to add on and nod her head
-They go to the gym together and are SOOO competitive but are each other's biggest supporters at the same time
-She lets him give her a piercing at least once because he never shuts up about it
-She'll help him dye his hair
-Duncan's nose whistles while he sleeps because he has a crooked septum and Courtney complains about it at first but at some point it actually becomes really soothing and she'll wait for him to fall asleep first every night because the whistling helps her sleep
-Courtney cant cook for the life of her and she's jealous of him because he's one of the best cooks she's ever met. She'll follow a recipie to a T and it'll still turn out terrible, meanwhile he measures everything with his heart and it always turns out SO good.
-Duncan can sleep anywhere and everywhere meanwhile she'll be kept up by the littlest things. He knows this and will go to extreme measures just to make sure she's comfortable.
-Say they go to a restaurant and they get her order wrong. His first instinct is to tell off the waiter himself, but he knows she'll be pissed because she can fight her own battles, so he'll just support her in the background like "you heard the lady."
-He sleeps with socks on and it makes her SO mad
-Although he's hard to read, she can always tell when he's nervous because he twists around one of the studs in his ear.
-they both love cartoons
-They both get jealous so easily and it's a turn on for both of them when the other is jealous
-He listens to her work drama and gets soo invested. He'll say stuff like "You know I never liked that bitch" or "No I literally would've done the same thing If i were you-"
-He always thinks he's paying the bill at restaurants but she'll say she's going to the bathroom only to give them her card instead. He never finds out and takes so much pride in it.
-Duncan literally owns spiders but is terrified of something harmless like a moth or a ladybug. He instantly yells and forces Courtney to kill them instead.
-Before he leaves for work she'll kiss him and her lipstick will leave a mark on his face and she purposefully wont tell him
-He always takes pictures of her when she's not looking and sends them to their friends because he thinks she looks most beautiful when she doesn't even know it
-She tries to teach him spanish and he only picks up on the swears
-They both have terrible road rage. Like they should not be allowed to drive
-She gets addicted to something like candy crush or Hayday and he has to take her phone from her for her own safety
-Their playlists are so different but hand either one of them the aux and they always sing every word together
That's all I can think of right now 😂 but i hope atleast some of these sound in character for them
I loved every single one of these!
- tbh… I think Courtney would like that Duncan takes all the marshmallows from lucky charms. Idk they seem kinda gross and unnecessary… don’t hate me 👀
- Okay the crust one is so cute if it were Dramarama Duncney! Imagine her at lunch time and just pouting so much until Duncan asks her what’s wrong? Then he makes fun of her for “being a baby” and eats it for her. Then she vows to never let that happen again so she starts trying all the food things she hates.
- Duncan shuts Courtney’s alarm off ONE TIME and all hell breaks loose. She’s scrambling, cursing, and Duncan is just sitting there like “It’s Saturday.”
- Ah, the KB5 never fails us at setting up a Duncney meet up. Valid.
- The one where Duncan is trying to scare her constantly is so funny because I can just imagine her getting so used to it that doesn’t even phase her anymore. Like one day she’s going through the mail and he pops out and she completely ignored him and shoves a bill in his face 😅
- Oh they absolutely adopted a dog and name her princess! She’s a meany to the world but to her parents? Oh, she’s the biggest baby!
- Oh man, the one with Courtney being at Duncan’s house 24/7? YES. It makes me sad tbh, but I completely agree. Her household is just so strict that if you even sleep in past a normal waking hour her parents are hounding her for it. So going to Duncan’s is so refreshing and his family absolutely adores her so they don’t even mind. Heck, sometimes Duncan gets home and Courtney’s just chilling with his mom.
- Duncney in glasses is so CUTE. I need fanart of it asap! Courtney’s always worn them but has her contacts in almost constantly. Duncan refuses to acknowledge he needs them until the very last minute because he HATES being compared to his dad on any level. And it’s canon that his dad has glasses lmao
- Imagine Duncan sneaking into Courtney’s room like, “Sup, Babe. Check it out.” and just pulls his shirt off to show her. Meanwhile Courtney’s just sitting in her bed like how the fuck did you get into my room and why the fuck is my name on you?! Then she’s like “Awe, that’s so cute.” and Duncan’s all “I’m not cute.”
- Omfg yes! Imagine Duncan reading Courtney’s published book?! Imagine him wanting her to read whatever little mini story she has written for herself? I HC her as always writing away whenever she’s super stressed and sometimes they turn into cute little stories with an actual plot.
- Courtney loves when Duncan talks about his passions. There’s never just one, he has like a billion ideas and dreams and he never forgets to add the “And I want you along side me through it all.” She absolutely gushes about it on the inside!
- I fucking love gym Duncney! They have their own workouts but always ALWAYS scan the floor to check on each other. Whenever Courtney finds him checking her out he winks and she blushes no matter how long they’ve been together. And of course they are popping up whenever anyone comes up to the other trying to flirt. Hell no, they shut that shit down 😂
- Courtney’s had her ears pierced since she was three months old (Latinos say I) so whenever Duncan suggests more piercings she’s always like, “I already have my ears done.” So he suggests her bellybutton so much that she eventually lets him and it’s the scariest thing to hide from her parents until she moves out.
- Courtney has a little green tint to her fingertips because she’s ditched using gloves a long time ago. Duncan insists they only get in the way 🙄 So when people joke around with the, “Oh, looks like someone has a green thumb!” She looks down and is like, “Nope, just my boyfriends hair dye.”
- Courtney’s the type of person who needs complete and total silence and darkness to fall asleep. At first she’s constantly waking Duncan up or turning him the other way so she can at least fall asleep. Eventually she realizes it’s comforting because she knows he’s with her and whenever he’s at work or something she literally cannot sleep until he’s home. It’s a problem lmao
- No because the cooking one hit a little too close to home LMAO. Honestly, WHY are guys so good at cooking out of nowhere? Not fair. Anyway, yes. Courtney knows a few dishes but they never compare to her Abuela’s/Mom’s cooking. But Duncan? Oh, his Nonna practically dragged him into the kitchen to help her at such a young age that he’s a natural. That’s the one person in his life that he truly can say loves him unconditionally (besides Courtney of course).
- It literally pisses Courtney off so much at how quickly Duncan can fall asleep.
- Going to a restaurant is scary for the both of them. Not only do they have to dodge paparazzi, but there is almost always a problem. It can be the food, the people, or just something plain like the restaurant being out of the one thing both of them wanted. They’d much rather stay at home to avoid a scene lol
- Courtney WILL wait until Duncan’s knocked out to take those damn socks off.
- Goodness, YES. Duncan will never show emotion, he’s constantly with his poker face but Courtney just knows when something is up. She can tell by the tone of his voice and his body language. Then the little stud twist? Done deal. She is getting him the hell out of there and trying to calm him down.
- Duncan loves watching cartoons like family guy, American dad, etc. while Courtney just enjoys the childhood reruns like Kim Possible lmao. Sometimes Duncan will come home and catch her binge watching something cute like that.
- Before Duncney are in their mature stage of their relationship they are definitely pulling strings on each other. They get in a fight? Bet. Watch me go flirt with this girl or guy just to piss you off enough to snap. It’s toxic af but it works for them in some weird kinda way.
- Duncan absolutely hates listening and LIKING the work gossip Courtney talks about. At first he’s so annoyed and tries to change the subject but one time when Bridgette is over Courtney is telling a story and he’ll catch himself either correcting her or being like, “Don’t forget she did this too.”
- Ah Duncan. The king of never checking his monthly billing statements that would so clearly indicate he has in fact NOT paid for a date for months.
- Hm, I think duncan would lie and say he “can’t kill a lady bug because it’s so pure to the world.” or something along those lines. In reality he’s terrified.
- Hell yeah, Courtney! Tell everyone that’s YOUR man. I’m cheering her on with this one. 💅🏼
- Courtney has the GC on dnd because Geoff is always blowing it up in the middle of the night. So when she randomly checks it after a long day she’s just scrolling through like 20 pictures of herself drinking coffee or fixing her hair. Then DJ, the supportive king is always like, “Awe, those are nice.”
- Courtney teaching Duncan Spanish 🤝🏼 Duncan teaching Courtney Italian
- We all watched celebrity manhunt. Those two need their licenses suspended immediately.
- Imagine Courtney playing candy crush LMAO. She’s one of those people who are always like, “I could never get so consumed by a game like that.” Then downloads it during covid and is up ALL NIGHT and Duncan’s just like concerned 💀
- OMFG YES YES YES! Duncney’s playlist are so so different but they know each others taste and everything. If Duncan blasts some punk rock Courtney knows the chorus and even does a little air guitar when it’s time. And Duncan will never ever in a million years admit it but whenever Courtney plays her music? If he’s belting out those babies with her. And the ballads?!? Oh, it’s beautiful.
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i got into a huge """argument""" with my mom today because i said that once i got another job i wanted to get a septum piercing and she was like "Well some jobs wont allow that". and i dont even remember what i said it was something like "yeah i know but i dont think your job should take priority over the things that make you happy" and that Enraged her and she started going on this huge tyrade about. a ton of different shit. again calling me arrogant and saying like ohhh you think youre above it you say you want a job but you wont conform you think negatively of every job you have and its just like. Ok how did we get here from that and also what the fuck are you talking about
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for the ask game!! :3
🖤 - favorite hobbies outside of your blog?
💉- do you have tattoos and/or piercings?
🎵 - favorite artists?
🔥 - craziest thing that’s ever happened to you?
🫐 - some place you’d love to visit?
🖊️ - what character do you not enjoy writing for?
🍀 - what is your comfort show/series and why is it your comfort show? how has it helped you?
🖤 - oh god i am so lame, would be believe i have like no hobbies. i would playing sims is probably the only other thing i really like to do besides write ☻
💉 - i have my ears and nostril pierced. i want to get my septum too but im holding off on that for right now. no tattoos, but that is soon to change ive like a million tattoos i want cooking up in my brain and i finally have the money to get them hehe yassss
🎵 - okay this one is so hard for me cause i listen to so much music i feel like my faves change too much. my go to artists are: sleep token, hozier, chevelle, deftones, melanie martinez, the 1975, florence + the machine, pierce the veil, harry styles, and noah kahan. honestly that doesnt even feel like them all but alas we move on
🔥 - im going to avoid trauma dumping and pick something crazy that didnt happen to me but i witnessed it. so last summer my gf went on vacation with my family and we went to six flags in georgia. we got on this huge rollercoaster and all of a sudden fucking coins start flying at our heads like a lot of coins. we're all ducking and when the ride is finally over my gf goes "omg guys i think something hit me lol" and i turn and look at her and her head is drenched in blood and i start fucking panicking. it was so insane she had to get stitches cause her head was cut wide open, but we did get free tickets. in fact we ended up going to six flags for our anniversary like a month later lmao (way too long of a story omg im sorry)
🫐 - id love to visit scotland or ireland, but in the us i want to visit oregon so badly! i need to be amongst the trees.
🖊️ - honestly i dont think i could ever write for konig, simply because i feel like i could not do him justice like im not about to embarass myself with shitty german translations. i already felt so awkward writing for valeria and i know spanish
🍀 - okay you can laugh at this but my comfort show is ncis. i thought it was so stupid at first but then i started watching and was like wait... i kinda love this. its my comfort show becasue its so predicatble, there's always some crime to get solved and you can just put it on in the background and not have to pay much attention to it. also ofc there is a love story in there between two of the agents and it hits for me every time. if i was 17 and you asked me, vampire diaries would be my comfort show simply because i am obsessed with vampires and romance.
#ask games#more mic lore#omg this got my ass talking im so sorry#its literally so hard to get me to shut up oops#have fun filing this away in ur cute little mind hehe
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10, 13, 22, 45 (these are random I'm sorry if the questions are intrusive alskjdflks)
dw!!! hahah💕
10- want any piercings?:
so i already have my septum pierced and ive thought about getting other piercings but i really vibe with just the septum!
13- biggest turn ons:
uhh i do aim to keep this page sfw hahah so ill just say when they let me ramble for 13,000 hours about taylor and my other interests
22: what i want to be when i get older:
i would love to not be in pain haha i dont really have any career plans bc im too focused on being disabled but i really liked being a barista and if i can ever work again i might try being a bartender!
45? there wasnt a 45 on the sheet but im assuming you meant 44 so/lh
44: a random fact about anything:
i have absolutely no idea what to write for this uhh im very excited for my eras shows even tho i dont know what im gonna wear at all (plz give ideas)
heres the ask game
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Minor character details that i dont think people pay attention to but should more often
Finger / Fingernail shape -
Fingers can have very different shapes, theyre so different for every person you come across. We have more fat around the first section, giving our fingers a more triangular type shape to em. Theyre also kind of orb-y, on that first section because of the fat
Our fingernails are also like.. The typical ‘perfect’ fingernail shape you’d think of, but our dad’s fingernails r SUPER rectangular n boxy. Our mom’s fingernails are pretty short in length, but are the typical wideness you’d think. Hers are also very round
N that’s just 3 examples! Fingers can get super bone-y depended upon weight + age, and of course are small and stubby when youre a kid. It’s super fun to focus on the minor details of how the fingers are shaped and how to draw them for character design
Ears -
Ears are so easy to fuck around with when you get down the basic structure, and when you know how the structure works you can make them pointed + elongated more easily, and a myriad of other things. You can make the lobes bigger and more pronounced, make the earlobes have gauges, earrings of course, where the ears are placed on the head, etcetera!
Also, you can decide to have the earlobe connected or freed from the head! Here’s some ears
(courtesy of this) My ears look like the top third :)
You can see the variety of ear shapes here, you can even tell a little about how the person themself looks based off of their ear shape!
Eyebrows -
I loooove me some good ol’ eyebrows. Eyebrows are so great and amazing and perfect. There’s so many different things you can do with them, and with character design the ideas are endless. You could have rocks for eyebrows, living animals/organisms, you can have very thinned eyebrows or very bushy eyebrows, you could make the eyebrow hair as long as the other hair on the head, you could have them braided for christ’s sake!
Eyebrows are so amazing for character design. I fucking love eyebrows
Edit, coming back to add more
Hips -
I fucking adore hip dips in any design, and being drawn. Hips are pretty dang versatile too, you can add different shapes as you get more comfortable with the pelvic shape, and its GREAT. You can make the hips lower set, higher set, wider, more narrow, give a big buff man a tiny waist, etc. They can make a design even more tasty
Noses -
Now I feel like people actually think about this one more than the others given that noses are actually something that gets different rep (good or bad) in media. Given a lot of it is... Gross, but opens the door to actually exploring different facial structures!
Hooked noses, crooked, button noses, etc! Fun fact, I have a crooked septum myself, it results in the nose being tilted on the face
Like this! It causes breathing issues n such. But stuff like that!!! I wanna see more characters with hooked noses just because, and see some crooked septums here and there.
Feel free to add on your own ideas but I just... i want to see more stuff catering to these small details that are so great and fun to think about
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heyyy ! im super curious to know who u'd match me up with if ur still doing these x))
im short (5'1-3" i think), bi, filipino, have glasses and am plus size. i have too much tiddy (G cups,, my back is in constant agony), am also hourglass-ISH shaped but also have a tummy,, also have large arms thx to working construction gigs in the summers (which has also given me a lotta scars on my hands/arms). my hair is a long-ish wolfcut n v dark brown almost black. i have 34 tattoos,, mostly on my arms but a few on my legs. my skintone is pretty tan and my eyes are dark brown
i dress v androgynously,(dont like to appear feminine.) big tshirts, baggy n ripped jeans, flannels, skate shoes, "grandpa sweaters" etc. dont wear jewelry/accessories aside from my piercings (ears and septum) and dont wear makeup
personality wise im v quiet. loooove listening to other ppl talk n not having to talk myself lol. been told im the "mom friend," too many times . been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. i also have a lotta trouble concentrating and a rlly shit memory bc of past substance abuse issues so day to day life can be a bit difficult but i try to maintain a positive outlook/be optimistic ! i also v rarely get angry (honestly even when i rlly should be)
my music taste is wildly varied LOL but some fav artists are The Go! Team, Death Grips, The Avalanches, Big Thief, Froth, The Murlocs, and King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard .
aaaaand i think thats abt it ✌️
I match you with… Trevor!
Physical appearance, as far as I concern, is varied between what suits Trevor best and your physique… my oh my, he loves tummies and (as we all know) big tits. Trevor would love all of you, head to toe. He’ll scatter you with love and affection because… he’s simply pleased and very aroused by your overall large arms and one of many tattoos. As a tattoo maniac himself, Trevor’s favourite thing to do is kiss each of your tattoos, every chance he gets.
In response to your aesthetic in general, Trevor doesn’t care about fashion. Although he likes many types of people and tastes, he adores your sense of casualness. Despite having a simple outfit, he likes how it fits around your body. The baggy shirts? He’ll sneak up behind you and shove his hands up like the devil he is. Trevor finds many ways to express his… odd affections, even if that’s getting under your skin… (getting under your clothes).
Ahhh… sensing your ‘mother’ vibe, he is immediately drawn. Wise, quiet, nervous. The opposite of him… but he loves it. Trevor finds comfort in you. His chaos cannot be balanced without your presence. He needs you around him at all times or he’ll go insane, literally. Having someone introverted and quite reasonable makes him all giddy. He sees you as someone he can trust and rely on, something he missed during childhood and later life. You replace his internal worries.
When encountering your history of substance abuse, Trevor understands. He has the tendencies to go… overboard with his own addictions, however, just like how protective he is over Jimmy and alcohol, he’ll keep a close eye on you. Because you are caring and loving toward him, Trevor feels the need to return this efforts and he will by supporting you through the thick and thin. He may be the last person on earth to be good at comforting but he knows how to make you laugh.
Besides… he’ll teach you how to use your anger correctly ;)
Joking. DONT TRUST TREVOR WITH ANGER. Moving on…
Trevor finds your music taste unique. He listens to more… typical angry punk but after hearing your varied songs, he’ll sometimes… just sometimes dig the vibe. You’ll have to catch him on a good day.
(A/N: Thank you for requesting! I’m intrigued with the tattoos! What’s your fav one? I love tattoos hahah)
#trevor philips#grand theft auto 5#grand theft 5#grand theft auto#gta v#gta 5#trevor gta#gran theft auto v#grand theft auto v
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I dont know if it's just genuine piercing sag from my septum being about five years old but I was finally able to get a 14g nose ring in there after like, years of trying and failing to gauge it manually. I did need to use lubricant and it is kind of stinging from the stretch but even using lube previously I was unable to get the 14g ring in until... literally now. I wonder what changed!
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hiii can i get a matchup !! i absolutely love the way you write and just your blog in general !!
my name is awsten/vee but my close friends/family call me aws ! i’m mexican , tan and a 5’2 girl with short bright pink hair . i have heterochromia and basically i have two different colored eyes ! (my right eye is a hazel looking color while my left eye is blue !) my face has some acne scars and i have my septum pierced along with both my nostrils and i have my vertical labret pierced ! i have tattoos scattered all over my body whether they were professional or stick and pokes my friends or myself have done ! i’m also bisexual!
i’m extremely clingy if im being honest i love hugging my friends and getting them gifts to show my love towards them. ive been told by friends that i remind them of fiona from shameless or even cassie from skins uk ,i say that im usually a people pleaser since whenever people ask me for stuff i usually do it quickly for them and im very talkative almost word vomiting. i’m very quiet when i first meet people but once they probably know me i can talk forever about my hyper-fixations.i can be naive at times because i really just wanna see the good in people , whenever i get angry i usually dont let it show but if its like built up i just cry .
i really love doing witchcraft and astrology!! i am a huge horror film nerd and love learning and discovering new movies !!! i love any music ! one of my most preferred genre is pop punk but i also love alternative stuff ! i dress in very drastically different styles it depends on the day if im being honest 😭😭 . but i love dressing punk , battle vests/jackets , band tees and crust pants and i usually wear my docs that are ladder lace coded .
i hope this is enough and if its too much im sorry !!! and tysm <33 !!
ok but hispanic girlies unite 👊 aws ur literally so cute but i feel like YOURE HER ENTIRE WORLD
CHRISSY CUNNINGHAM
when chrissy locks eyes with you for the first time, her heart beats faster than it ever has. she feels like it’s the first time she’s ever been able to see clearly her entire life. it’s not until you tap her shoulder to bring her back to reality that she realizes you’re right in front of her. you two got paired up for a class project, and now for an entire month, you had to study the human mind and how complex it works. you don’t know how grateful chrissy is that you were willing to repeat the assignment to her, because she was NOT listening to the teacher the moment you sat beside her.
chrissy had always known she liked girls the way she shouldn’t. she tried her best to distract herself with men, and with jason especially, she felt like she’d been getting somewhere. but when every single weekday, she sat beside you and got to know you more, nothing seemed to work anymore and she couldn’t handle the feeling. oh, and don’t even mention the fact you two not only were together period six every day- but now, every saturday was study day for you two. chrissy felt like she was going crazy.
somehow, a discussion landed on sexuality. with how close you two became in the past month, chrissy felt comfortable confiding in you about how she felt about girls but never mentioned anything about how she felt about you in particular. you weren’t just any girl, you were you. you were the beautiful awsten she could never seem to get her mind off of. wait a sec, why are you making that face? why do you look so confused?
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“Oh my goodness, did I just-“ Chrissy put a hand over her mouth and a hand over her heart. “I’m so sorry, I can’t believe I just said that out loud, I-I was just- I was talking and… that all came out. I’m really sorry, jeez I’m so sorry!”
“Chris, it’s okay,” you reassured, a soft smile on your face as you bashfully looked away to gather your own thoughts into words. “Um, I actually… I really, really do like you. I just, I didn’t know what to say considering you’re with Jason and everything, and the fact you’re just… you. Not like that’s a bad thing! It’s just, well, I don’t want to lose you. Not over something silly like this.”
Chrissy looked back up at your eyes, her hands still placed where they were previously, but she put them by her sides and stood up in front of you. You were very visibly confused until you were pushed backward from your sitting position on your bed to a now laying one, Chrissy’s arms wrapped around you as she hugged you with her face in the comfort of your neck.
“You won’t lose me. You’ll never lose me, Aws.” Chrissy smiled into your neck. You happily hugged her back in a more comfortable position, the two of you laid there for the next few minutes. You could worry about Jason and everything else later, but now- it felt too perfect to let this feeling go.
#stranger things#chrissy cunningham#chrissy cunningham x reader#chrissy cunningham matchup#st chrissy#stranger things x reader
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🐰 || hiya! i saw that you were doing bnha matchups and i wanted to jump at that opportunity so bad! and dw at all if its your first time doing them, i'm sure they'll turn out great! /gen :]
🌸 || im unlabeled but im attracted to pretty much whoever. but for this matchup i think i'd like a guy lolz! preferably from 1-A and no one out of high school becuz i see the pro heroes as more parental figures ( °`u´° )👍
🐰 || my myers briggs personality is right on the cusp of enfp and infp which is a little funky but i prefer infp i think! my enneagram is 2w3 too. im also a hufflepuff and my zodiac is leo!
🌸 || my personality is usually very happy, i'm a huge optimist and just kind of "puppy-like" so i've been told! i can be pretty funny and enjoy making my friends laugh! i'm a bit quiet at first, but if i think you're cool then i can open up very quickly. i've been called ditzy so many times its almost annoying. i'm probably always the last person to fall asleep at a sleepover because of how hyperactive i get at night! im called weird often because i get so hyperfixated on certain things and i know a shit ton of odd (or grisly) facts. i like a lot of weird media and figure out a way to tell people about them constantly. wanna hear about that truman show documentary i watched?? how about my herobrine experiences back in 4th and 5th grade?? maybe even a few facts about lemon sharks? i will be very excited if anyone listens to me ramble about random shit i saw on the internet. people are always like "why do you know this shit" and i shrug and pretend i didn't stay up all night studying the youtube algorithm just because i felt like it at the time.
🐰 || my looks differ from my personality quite a bit actually. i have a medium body type that's not really too chubby or too skinny, just in the middle? its doesn't bother me a whole lot but it used to. i'm short. like extremely short. around 4'9 - 4'10 because i havent grown since 6th grade haha. ive been to many doctors trying to see what my deal is LMAO. but back on my appearance, i have a wolfcut thats kinda messy and more of a shag at the moment because it hasnt been cut in a while, my bangs are dyed pink and blue and theyre kinda choppy across my forehead. my hair is shoulder length atm. i have peachy-pale skin because i can't tan and i have light but noticeable freckles on the bridge of my nose and a prominent freckle on my bottom left eyelid :D! i have gray blue eyes and a septum piercing. i dont like to wear a bunch of makeup because of the way it feels (i wish i didn't have sensory issues) so i stick with some eyeliner and mascara :]
🌸 || i mostly wear ripped mom jeans and lavender converse, along with whatever horror movie shirt i found in my closet. pretty much my entire wardrobe is based upon horror movies because thats all my shirts are! there's a few junji ito shirts that ive had for a while but i love them so much. hopefully guttergarbs won't sell out of the black christmas tshirts before i can snag a few 😫
🐰 || i love minecraft so much and its currently one of my biggest hyperfixations!!! ARGS are up there too, along with youtube and creepypasta! i have (not yet diagnosed) autism that i'm trying to get a diagnosis for and adhd so its kind of hard living a normal life? or what is normal by standard. i have moments where i go nonverbal and sometimes i can only focus on what new youtube videos are out today. i have a very hard time staying focused and my friends often have to tell me to do so. i have a favorite youtuber that gives me a lot of comfort and i watch his videos to ground me. my immediate response to bad stuff is youtube. its kind of childish, but it's just me.
🌸 || anyways, tysm for having these open and giving me the chance to send one in!!! i really just infodumped there lol sorry if i got carried away i was very excited! hope you're having a wonderful day/night and take good care of yourself!!!
- bo! 🐰🐰
Shawty. Honey. Sweetheart. Sugar. Flour. Milk, eggs, 2 teaspoons of salt- Thank you so much for this ask!!! You are the first person to throw themselves out into the shark infested water and I really want to thank you from the bottom of my heart! I honestly expected no body to respond... so this was an awesome surprise. Hope you enjoy your matchup!!
YOUR MATCHUP IS...
Denki Kaminari!!!!! *Insert cheering noises*
Kaminari was kinda just playin when he started flirting with you and stuff, BUT MAN. Catching feels???? Not expected in the slightest.
At first it had been more of a challenge thing for him; flirt with the cute quiet chick, but after talking with you for a while you opened up and he realized how many interesting things you had to say.
Y'all became texting at 1 am friends pretty soon, with him sharing memes and you sharing YouTube recs (he thinks you have really good taste) And bonding over what an awesome director Stanley Kubrick is but what an awful dude he is irl, and that creepypasta you read last night that you JUST HAVE TO SHARE BC DENKI WE ARE KEEPING THE NEXT STEPHEN KINGS IN THIS FANDOM I SWEAR-
When y'all start dating, he is just, so understanding of any times you go nonverbal or when you just aren't feeling up to life at the moment. He gets it. He will ask at the beginning of the relationship so he will know what to do if you're nonverbal at the moment and will follow your request through to a tee.
Sorry. So sorry, bc Kaminari has 14 different short jokes saved at any given moment, for any given situation. Totally gives head pats. oh yes get ready to be patted and to be the elbow rest.
HORRID HABIT of kissing your freckle. He thinks its adorable. (Thinks you're adorable-)
Thinks your cool!!! Soooooo cool. How much information can you fit in your brain????? THAT MUCH???????? OH MY GOD THAT IS SO COOL TELL ME ABOUT THE HISTORY OF TETRIS AGAIN
Not to be spicy.... but like... he honestly thinks your piercing and dyed hair is so sexy. Like. And he is not afraid to tell you too.
"..."
"Denki?"
"You look hot."
"Uh... Thanks? Why'd you say that?"
"Cause you look hot duh"
"Thank you????? love you???"
just showers you in love. And if you get harrassed or get called annoying, may god/jesus/allah/oprah/beyonce have mercy on their souls because Kaminari can and will vibe check them out of this plane of existence.
ughhh yall are so in love, get away from me people with happy relatonships eww
Thanks again for this, it was a whole lot of fun!!! Hope you like pikachu over here, thought you guys would mesh really well. :D
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So… we know James Potter definitely has tattoos (love that fic btw) but what about piercings? I headcanon him has having some but I’ve never been able to decide on how many and what kinds. Like part of me wants to be like “YES! All of the piercing!” But alas I know that’s not super realistic lol. (Realism for a fictional character ha!) What do you think?
: o a prongsfoot tattoos reference, i repeat, a prongsfoot tattoos reference!!!! anon i’m so glad u like bc it’s one my favorites 🥺
as for piercings, god, i fully agree w the part of u that says ‘all of them’ lmao i have definitely moved past realism for my headcanons bc like,,,fiction ykno? (also i dont think two 16yo posh boys in private school in 70s britain would be as heavily inked as the fic showed but i’m not giving up on a single one of those tattoos so we should definitely ignore what makes sense in favor of what the heart wants :p)
so james. i’m obsessed with ear & nose piercings for men tbh, so i’m thinking a single stud on one ear and a cuff about midway through the lobe at least. definitely a ring or a little stone (like an american diamond?) through the nose, maybe even two.
i think he’d be a bit more subdued with the visible body mods but he does love them so he’ll have a collection of clipons for all sorts of other things. septum, eyebrow, lip etc etc for whenever the mood strikes
now, if we go a bit nff, i do think he’ll go for one of the more…risqué piercings if ya get what i mean ;) easily hidden, makes him feel like a badass and sirius loves the heck out of it so really, no extra incentive needed
#james potter#there is some heavy projection going on here huh#i want more piercings for him—particularly the ear but i can’t picture it ngl#bc i see him as someone who’s outwardly very ‘socially acceptable’ looking by design#of course it’s a whole other story under the collar but he likes keeping it separate ykno?#now sirius is…another matter altogether#pen’s asks
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I hate that I'm still trying to get H's voice out of my head. We separated in Jan but officially got divorced in Oct and like i want to move on and I know i dont want to be in that relationship again I like have flashbacks. Like I start to do good but then remember the backhanded comments or things I would do to make them "comfortable in our relationship"
I had to block people who supported me when I was making money off of cosplay because H felt like people were only supporting me because they wanted to sleep with me.
When we would start learning new crafts it was "Lee's just so much better at me than this, it just makes my work look bad/makes me feel bad" and they would just stop doing the craft.
Alternatively when H was teaching me how to crochet we would get five steps in to about where you need to do a bunch of the same stitches in a row. I would be struggling trying to get the hang of it then H would jump ahead or speed up to where i couldn't follow anymore. When I would ask to slow down or go back they would repeat it back but then speed up again like i didn't say anything. When i eventually gave up because i couldn't follow the steps I was "throwing a tantrum" and they made sure to tell eveyone that I threw a tantrum and yelled at them when they were just trying to teach me somthing new.
"Why can't you let me be the pretty one?" If I would dress up for a night out. Or I would be told to "go fuck yourself" if I tried somthing on that looked good on me.
"Lee's a great liar, if you need someone to lie for you Lee does it all the time" After I help a friend get out of a situation he was uncomfortable in.
Or
H would tell me to lie about things "We can't let people know the birds died, tell them we gave them to a friend" "i don't want people to know we went to the rave, dont post about it, and lie and say we were camping" but when someone would ask I would lie like I was told she would immediately tell people i was lying to look better then tell the truth.
We would go out and I would be told "youre being awkward/agressive/quiet/too much" "you're uncomfortable" "you seem tired/overestimated we should go home" even when i wasn't. If i was quiet it was a problem, if I was loud i was too much. Everything I did was wrong in some way. Then, after a while i would ask "am i doing okay? Am i being good?" Because i just couldn't trust myself. They would get upset because they didn't want to be my babysitter and i was insecure.
I had a guided breathing app recommended by my therapist for when I had panic attacks. At one point I randomly started to have an attack at home while we were sitting together in the office. I opened up the app and started the exercise. I had the app open, they could see it, and i was breathing very quick and rhythmically. H immediately started talking about somthing their mom told them about and wanted my opinion. I can hear them but I'm in this tunnel of panic and can't stop the exercise. But i give them a thumbs up. They repeat it louder, i give a thumbs up again. They repeat it louder, and i like snap. I drop my phone and get up "I'm having a panic attack. I'm doing my exercise, I'm trying not to freak out right now. I can hear you, I'm giving you the thumbs up that I'm okay with what your mom said. I cant talk right now" and they said "Dont yell at me I cant see what youre doing and i didnt see you give me a thumbs up." We were right next to eachother, they could see my screen, i put my thumbs up right in front of them. But then again started telling people that i started screaming at them out of nowhere.
Around the time when i wanted to get my septum pierced I was also thinking of getting my nipples pierced. (I was kinda going through an identity crisis and wanted to do somthing on my own that would be for me) when I told H this and why i wanted it they said that they were going to go in with me and get the same thing done too. And i responded with "would it be okay if i just did this? You can get yours done at a different time, but i want this appointment for me. The point is that this is a for me thing" and they got upset by that because how dare i tell them what to do with their body and how im being selfish. Then this time they decided to post about it on multiple socials saying "oh btw im not getting my nipples pierced because Lee threw a fit about me also wanting them.
H could keep in contact with their EXs (even EXs that actively exclude me from the group and conversation while shamelessly flirt with H), H could go to the next town over every other weekend so they could hang out or groom their dogs (which H complained every time they went over but still went. The EX could have gone to H's salon to get their dog groomed. Its not like H gave them a discount. There wasn't some great distance)
H's car once broke down at their Exs place and I had to call using my AAA to get the car back to our apt.
The EX 100% thought they were invited to our wedding. Was ready to book their room, flight, and everything. When i put my foot down and said "absolutely not, your EX disrespects me any chance they get. You need to tell them they aren't invited. You can tell them why or not I dont want them anywhere near the wedding" what i got back was "oh i cant be mean i have to be civil with them because my other friends are still friends with them. " any time this ex was brought up in the friend group (which wasnt often) the friends didn't really like the ex. They were nice if they had to be but no one talked nicely about this ex
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Lets say.... even numbers!
thats so many and this took so long but i mean if you want it here ya go
0: Height
5'4 last i checked
2: Shoe size
uhhhh 7.5-8?
4: Do you drink?
absolutely not i think id die
6: Age you get mistaken for
i think i mostly just get that im 18+ so not really mistaken for much
8: Want any tattoos?
i think id like a memorial to my animals one day but i have no idea what style or where
10: Want any piercings?
i would like to get my septum pierced but but my body hates fun so who knows if it would take
12: Relationship status
in a non romantic relationship but also polyam
14: Biggest turn offs
uhh probably just focusing on yourself or sending unsolicited personal pictures if i dont have an established relationship with you
16: I’ll love you if
you make an effort to talk to me a decent amount, it just makes me feel like you want to spend time with me and think about me, doesnt have to be everyday but i usually am in peoples lives longer if it is almost everyday
18: Most traumatic experience
theres a lot of them,physically traumatic would be getting bronchitis, the most psychologically would be probably be a couple different relationships and how they ended
20: What I hate most about myself
how bad my mental health is
22: What I want to be when I get older
it'd be nice to eventually be in a job involving animals
24: My relationship with my parent(s)
nonexistent but also bad
26: My biggest pet peeves
people no longer wanting to engage with me when i dont want anything to be sexual
28: A description of the person I dislike the most
i cant remember any facial features of him but hes older than me and a pedophile and a groomer lol
30: What I hate the most about work/school
not having a strict schedule or days off
32: What words upset me the most
honestly nowadays its just being referred to as a girl or having majorly feminine words applied to me
34: What I find attractive in women
honestly anything i can find attractive in women i can usually find in anyone,and physical features barely matter to me cause if i become attached to you and youre nice then i usually find you attractive, it rarely comes before that
36: Where I would like to live
somewhere that the people i care about also are, but i think it needs to be sunny and warm sometimes because im a lizard and will die otherwise
38: My childhood career choice
i think i would always choose vet when in asked but i dont think id really enjoy that since the animals would be hurt
40: Who wish I could be
myself but less fucked up lmao
42: The last thing I ate
i think chamomile tea and some sourdough, have not had anything today
44: A random fact about anything
one of my childhood cats had thumbs
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i wanna get angel bite piercings like cicero so bad.......... but i dont even have my ears pierced, that hurts way less than angel bites 💀💀 maybe. this is the plan. i get either REALLY DRUNK or REALLY HIGH and i let the world take me. we could have it all!!!!!
i do want piercings really badly its just. like i have social anxiety i have to sit in close proximity to another human i dont know what is gross but then also? im getting a little stabbed so thats!
i can work to build my pain tolerance maybe? my friend LIKES the pain she got her septum pierced and that video of her is so funny they cry for like one second and starts laughing i think like. they are so sillay. i can build my pain tolerance definitely, its already better than it used to be on account of some . interesting preferences 🥳🥳
we could HAVE IT ALLLLLLL look.... they are so cute
idk. IDK if id ever really get them but i still think theyre so cool so he can live that dream for me (and honestly they sound like a lot of work to take care of 💀 its like a commitment, you know how i feel about commitments 🙄
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If someone was to mayhaps want to draw one of your OCs do you have any drawings of them or any more information about the kind of clothes they wear?
ANON ILL KISS UUU um I have a couple drawings but they're old, let me grab them n also describe more accurately their appearances....
Ok as for the drawings please ignore the copious style shifts and bear in mind that most of these cunts r like OLD old. Like 'drew her on the open night for the secondary school I have since graduated from', 'ex-danganronpa oc' old. And that's not as much to do w how recent the drawings are bcos most of them are like 2 years old or so but like. I keep trying to keep certain aspects of their designs and it shows. ANYWAY heres some Ames designs that can get smushed into one
Ames Spector
Stocky build, on the short side
Filipina
Black hair, the middle picture is pretty much it, tho I'm still attached to her with a ponytail if u wanted to go for that
Black button-up with the sleeves rolled up
Yellow tie with a star-shaped tie pin (listen she's had a star pin for 6 years and even if it's not a hairpin anymore it's still hers)
See I really do like the vibe of the blazer tied around the waist ala picture 1 but I couldnt make it work colour-balance-wise so I ended up just making her slacks yellow. If u think u could make it work then go for it my guy
Sturdy black boots
Eyebrow piercing on her right
See I did vibe w her having a tattoo but I dont think the snake suits her... omit it or freehand it as u like
Ringo Fleming
I'm not entirely happy with the balance of the outfit but it's a good idea of its style (which is 'was born sad and alone in a Claire's)
I think I put his cane on the right side? It's his right leg that he needs it for
It has hearing aids that it definitely dangles earrings off of
Snake bites
Pink dyed hair with some sort of undercut
Oh yeah hes noticeably tall. I'm not good w heights but like 6'6 even without his penchant for platform boots
Large nose
Very reedy build
White
Thea del Arte
Heavily based on Arlecchino (predecessor to the harlequin, from Italian renaissance-era theatre) with the right picture as my heaviest inspiration
Fat
Hes pretending to be Italian bcos it's better for PR but hes actually Catalan
Tan skin
Dimples
Short curly dark brown hair
Black mask is more masquerade or superhero than arlecchino, it emotes when she has it on, you know the drill
Wears reading glasses over his mask in his 'reading documents' animation
Neck ruff
In the drawing I have her down as wearing shorts but tbh I think she'd cover as much of herself as she could for the intrigue
White gloves
Black lipstick
Shirley Fortunis
See I like her current design but it doesnt feel very ace attorney to me. Trying to incorporate a dice/coin/luck motif.
Black
Long black locs with silver jewelry
Acne
Big purple cardigan somewhere in her design
Officewear under the cardigan
Maybe a trench coat of some description over the cardigan to make it feel more detectivey? Idk spitballing
Maybe a coin necklace?
Miren Diez
And now we get into the area of 'all my drawings for this one are so old theyd do more harm than good'
Sickly pale and visibly malnourished
Long dark brown hair, untrimmed beard
Bcos of spirit medium shenanigans I dont think they have much in the way of their own clothes tbh. Mostly its theas clothes that they're left in once they stop channelling her.
If they are wearing their own clothes, probably just a very oversized steel samurai sleep shirt and sweatpants that used to fit but Uh Oh Drastic Weight Loss
Septum piercing
Raph Porter
Tbh I dont have much for them
Light hair in a ponytail
Brown reporter-type hat
White button-up, brown slacks, brown suspenders, brown tie
Brings an entire typewriter into court
Btw this isnt a design thing but like u gotta know that she is just WAITING to be revealed as the big bad so at all times she is wearing an evil outfit under her normal one. It is not at all visible in her normal outfit that's just a fun little fact for u
Generically pretty
The judge
Does not look like the judge from ace attorney
Has robes
Has at least one hand
Has a mouth(?)
Skin is a maybe
#ps jusr bcos i described all of them doesnt mean u gotta draw any of em#this is just as much me hammering out my own thoughts as it is me describing rhem for u#undescribed#aa7: emer edition#my god its been so long since i used thst tag... i was still going by the short spelling of my name...
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played the first two episodes of Tell me Why today. damn. still wanna know the context behind why they call her by her first name. and also i kept calling Tyler gay in my mind and i kept reprimanding myself for that because its not a good habit to call literally every dude gay. but also...was i wrong. see if you call every single dude "gay as fuck" you'll be right some of the times at least. world philosophy right there. i have no idea what "world philosophy" means. i just say shit and hope it sounds right most of the times. oh and also i feel bad cuz i dont remember alyson's friend's name, like i somehow mi.....its michael isnt it. yeah theyre name is michael. at least i hope so. anyways so their vibe is so me. like we are on the same wavelenght vibe-wise. except i dont got game like him. man has rizz not gonna lie. smooth mother fucker. i did blush at those dialogues. you know the ones if youve played ep2. my mans got rizz like no other. also he's hot. and has a septum piercing. and i did call him gay as well just out of habit. tbh i really missed the opportunity to call alyson gay. i need to get on that tomorrow when i continue the game. to be honest i think its because i call attractive people gay. i dont know why really, but if i see an attractive person, i will call them gay as fuck. ig because in those moments i myself feel gay? idk. and sorry alyson, ig youre just not my type. girl's real pretty but i like my women with a bit more moustache ya know. and that isnt a way to say that i dont like women. i mean that whole heartedly: i lfind women who have moustaches attractive. mostly just because facial hair looks good on about anyone. clean shaven face aint my thing just in general. which is why im so fucking sad that i cant grow shit on my face. like bro cmon i have testosterone in me. atleast some amount. give me a fucking moustache.
anyways yeah i forgot to say that tyler is hot too. and also one thing is specific: theres one scene where i got this vibe that he wasnt angry at a person because there was a reason to be angry at them, but because, well,, when youve been angry at someone for so long, and people confront you about it, sometimes you just get stuck on like, defending yourself. defending your anger. even if there isnt a reason for it anymore. you dont want to feel like all the time youve been angry at them, you were wrong to be so. and when you get riled up, its hard to calm down and regocnise that forgiving someone in the present, doesnt invalidate the feelings you had of them in the past. and you just get stuck having this tunnel vision where you are angry at this person. doesnt matter why, you just are. because youve always been angry at them.
yeah so, i was probably just reading into that scene a bit too much, but i just related real hard alright. its the one with tyler and alyson talking to brown for the second time. it just fucking hit me. and then there was that later scene with tessa. and,, the vibes were just different. it was much calmer, and no one said anything that would've made him feel the need to be defensive. they had a conversation. and i think, if tyler and brown could manage to let out their steam, and then have a calm conversation, tyler would probably forgive him.
i just. i know that feeling so well. being mad at someone just because, well, you hate them. and you dont even remember why, but wouldnt you be such an asshole if this whole time youve been angry at them for no reason. so you double down. think that whatever it is that made you hate them, it was bad enough to warrant your grudge. and you nitpick all of their actions to find little things that annoy you, or something about their behaviour you didnt like, or maybe you didnt like the tone of voice they used that one time. and when your anger is running out of steam, you remind yourself of all those little things. and its hard to talk to anyone about it, because everytime you do, you find that there isnt really a reason for your feelings. and confronting that is hard, especially if youre doing with the person you are angry at. and the smallest of things they say or do in that calm moment can feel like an attack on your character. belittling you. or maybe they just laugh. and you dont like how lightly they seem to be taking this conversation. they arent taking it seriously. they arent taking you seriously. and you go quiet and add that conversation into the pile of reasons to hate them.
another media post that turned into venting. sorry. and yes that was about my mother, surprise surprise. though ive got testimony from third parties(mys sister), about how my mother sucks, and that evidence will last me for a while. im not even trying to forgive her at this point, im just trying to save myself.
she likes to say that im stubborn and resiliant. when adults ask what kind of person i am. i guess sometimes i feel stubborn in my anger, but that does not last for good things. i have no patience for myself, and no resilience to keep trying. i am pretty stubborn when it comes to proving people wrong. but most of the time im just trying to prove them that im not as good or smart as they think. showing that i dont have "potential for anything, if you set your mind to it". showing that i dont have the strenght to get out of bed. proving that "only a week of school" isnt easy for me.
god okay i dont want a repeat of yesterdays whole ordeal so im forcing myself to cut this now. sorry for the typos, i cant dwell on this longer.
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