JHOPE 2022 MAMA Red Carpet

thats not a dog tag around his neck thats a medal

oh yeah lolol heres a ref i did for oni lloyd to work out their colours and stuff before i . decided not to colour the image anyway

THE BLORBOS HAVE BEEN HORSEY-FIED

anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

yayy had a good time seeing a play locally (thoughts: very cool very funny good use of the stage + interesting artistic choices + made me think + I want to read the book it was based off... won't share the title tho bc I don't need tumblr knowing exactly where I live. sorry) but also its subconsciously tormenting sitting in the dark for almost 2 hours next to my flatmate (thoughts: very cool very pretty also she smells nice oh man I kinda want to touch her hair or lie on her shoulder or sit in her lap or hmm maybe i should stop thinking abt this like. right now)

i cant believe u people constantly complain abt wills bowlcut but let michael wheeler walk around with That haircut. if u hate on wills bowl head swag u are legally mandated to hate on mike's atrocious s4 hair too. bangs gavel

Bf!bakugo headcanons

More headcanons/masterlist

- He will try be affectionate through aggressive (not surprising tbf😭) like he’ll force u to take a gift and be in denial that its a gift like “u should to put on these earrings ur ears are ugly as is”

- essentially hes lowk a bully LMFAO but lovingly somehow??

- can cook well but makes a lot too spicy😭

- has some weird ass power grip on u while hes sleeping like he’ll be spooning u until morning and u won’t be able to get up unless u wake him up to release u💀

- speaking of acc hes a HEAVY sleeper

- his family loves u and they lowk steal u away from him too much that it pisses him off so he yells at mitsuki for not leaving u alone😭

- when bakugos (lovingly) rude to u mitsuki 1000% scolds him aggressively

- he lowk likes pda?? Maybe idk

- for dates hes defo the type to just say “be ready by __” even if its a normal date he doesnt tell u for idky cus when u ask where ur going he’ll just repeat to be ready by a certain time but more angrily 😭

- always wants to and is the big spoon lol

- hes so indirectly affectionate idk how to explain it well enough like he’ll see u eyeing something in a shop then buy it himself pretending he didnt get it bc he saw u looking at it,, and if u try tease him abt it hes so ass with his excuses😭 like “i didnt buy it for u dont get a fat head, i regret getting it tho u just take it”

- apart from being rude for affection (lol) hes lowk physically affectionate to make up for it like hes very big on kissing ur head briefly and holding ur hand etc in public and even at home hes clingy ish not like a lot but a decent amount??

- very house-husband material like hes on it with chores and cleaning

- not a gymrat but is a gymrat?? Like half of his gym motivation to maintain his physique is bc of how u ogle when hes shirtless LMAO

- hes big on helping u out like acts of service? hes still incapable of verbally showing that tho💀 like he’ll force u to let him build a cabinet for u because ‘you’ll mess up the instructions’ or he’ll make u a meal bc ‘u wont be able to make the dish as well as him’

My headcanons for bakugo are always weirdly detailed im so sorry theyre not as cutesy as i wish😭😭

My requests r open for anything u can ask me any specific headcanons for bakugo or any character aswell!! Tysm for reading 🫶🫶

new years appreciation post !!

(even tho i dont have many moots and new years was like two days ago for me)

1 - @apotatoishereee, definitely the moot i interact most w. so funny and nice to talk to, plus they were also my first ask which was like EVERYTHING to me when i first started this acc, i still havent wrote it but i definitely will soon cus it was such a good ask

2 - @gazmialmagemela, biggest inspiration for me i was SO happy when u followed me back😭 the only reason i got into fanfic writing and made this acc🙏🏻 such a sweet person too, AND THE FANFICS AHRGHHDH

3 - @transi1vanianhunger, your fanfics are always so amazing, i love them😭 idk we dont really talk but u seem cool🫃

4 - @miguel-owhora i LOVE your account theme, i was so happy when u followed me back😭 kinda scare me sometimes, but your writing is amazing. i was watching ATSV the other day and i was thinking of you whenever miguel came on screen🙏🏻🙏🏻

5 - @arthurmorgansballsack, funny asf. GOT THE DUMBEST LOOKING DOG OH MY GOD ITS SO FAT N UGLY BUT UGLY IN A CUTE WAY I LOVE YOUR DOG. also got really good fanfics!

6 - @planetrhythm, one of the sweetest mfs on this app🙏🏻😭 even though we’ve barely interacted u seem really cool, and bassed off of embrey’s (sorry if i spelt that wrong😰) posts abt u u just r a really supportive and lovely person.

if i forgot you, its not bc i dont like you or anything, i just find it hard keeping track of moots and im really sleepy.

Can I ask what your art process is? Your art is just so eye catching I gotta know how you pick your colors and stuff...

yes. heres an awesome and totally cool easy to follow highoncatfood guide to make ur art look like a rainbowpuke mess

ive given up on doing lineart a few months ago and now i just sketch whatever, then rescale it to my liking. i use a default pixel brush in krita so rescaling makes the sketch all pixely and ugly but it doesnt matter bcuz then i just erase and add to it until its shaped. its kinda like sculpting

now even tho everyone always tells me my colors r the most unique part abt my art there is actually nothing special to them at all! i just pick everything by eye as long as its bright. looool

and yeah i mostly dont pay too much attention to what colors i pick cuz the filters save everything in the end. epsecially saturation cuz making all the colors kinda the same level of saturation makes them fit together and everthing looks nice and it causes u the eyestrain u so desire (i have no idea what im saying right now im sorry if this isnt helpful at all) theres also luminosity which i LOVE and i would put it at 100% on everything if it didnt make u feel like u have no idea what ur looking at. but uh, yeah, it kinda makes it look like u put my art on eye-saver mode and the darker colors dont look so strong

so yeah thats basically it thanks for reading uhhh like and follow if ur awesome

donnie darko - the best movie i’ve ever seen. such an interesting depiction of mental health. it’s interesting fuck the director though he’s a dumbass.

prisoners - THE movie to recommend people. idk anyone who has watched it and hated it. it’s so fucking good . tbh jake is like the least interesting part of the movie he’s pretty ugly. paul dano is the goat. the best movie i’ve seen revolving around some mystery. always on my toes always scared. when u think you know u end up being wrong. it gets u.

zodiac - he’s so cute in this movie and that’s as good as it gets. it’s good for one viewing and that’s IT. it’s very interesting has good sequences. but it’s so damn long. i guess if u wanna argue that it wants u to FEEL how they felt waiting so long trying to catch the zodiac killer id say sure fine but also they never even catch him so what’s the point of the movie. idk.

brokeback mountain - no comment

nocturnal animals - this movie is absolutely insane in the worst way. the two main characters r fuxking deranged. jake’s character is deranged for being like that. his weird revenge thing is so strange and it’s uncomfortable. i didn’t get it i didn’t like it i wouldn’t watch again.

enemy - this fucking movie…. idk how i sat thru it all actually. i’m proud of myself but i didn’t need to put myself thru that. jake is so boring in this. the movie itself is so fucking boring. it’s so weird. it’s so ugly. it looks like shit and it’s shot like shit and i don’t get why bc it’s a denis movie. maybe i’m not smart enough to get it but it sucked dick AND balls.

the guilty - okay. i know this movie isn’t very good. but i watched it and was entertained. it rlly is something you’d catch on the tv while ur at the dentist and get rlly invested in the 30 minutes ur in the waiting room. its nothing life changing but i had a good time

ambulance - HWHSJFJJDJAJAJS. the worst shit i’ve ever fucking seeeeeen. it’s hilarious tho . watch it drunk otherwise u might be bored out of ur mind. this movie is so insanely shot. i remember the billion drone shots. i remember the spleen burst. i remember the goofy shots they did of jake. idk how it got made. idk how jake is in it.

brothers - this movie… isn’t BAD…. i think? it made me uncomfortable. which yeah. that’s the point. but like the scene of tobey like being captured whatever . idk enough about anything but was that offensive in some way? let me know… it felt strange . the movie tho is super hard to watch. it’s cringey and scary. i wanna rewatch to get my full thoughts on it because it was awhile ago . great acting tho.

end of watch - Stupid baka fucking movie. i made my mom rent this shit and im sorry i wasted 4 of ur hard earned dollars. this movie is worth nothing. it’s so racist to mexicans. it’s embarrassing. like the main guy is mexicans and it does all that cringe cholo shit it made me want to claw my eyes out and never watch another movie again.

the covenant - GEHHRDHHFHRHSJZJFJRJEJ the most boring movie of all these honestly. i think i almost fell asleep. jake is in too many military movies actually holy shit. don’t watch this one at all lmfao .

jarhead - this one is the most interesting military movie he’s in but it’s also graphically one of the worst so beware. it rlly doesn’t hold back with trying to be gross and bad. and i understand why. but it does make it hard to watch. it’s shot rlly well though. and the acting is great.

demolition - OH BROTHHERRRRR. i thought this movie would be worth something because it’s one of those u see a lot of clips of online. it’s genuinely so stupid tho. i can barely remember the plot but i just remember it made no sense. ppl keep getting jake for these insane characters except it’s just dumb as shit.

october sky - this is a cute fun movie you’d watch in middle school ^_^! cute little time!!! and it has laura dern so what’s not to like!! maybe a little boring to some tho.

what's your honest opinion about the love interests? (both mcl and eldarya)

for example, no matter how handsome some of them are, I just can't like them (in fact, most of them are annoying to me)

ugh no yall gonna hate me forever lmao- ANYWAYS🥹

nath & nevra: they are so similar, their story, behavior so its pretty easy to love them both (i mean if they r your type lol), they can do no wrong😎 i cant really express my love for them, but yall know how much they mean to me so WHATEVER, just stan them !

armin: ahh he's such a cutie but also was very thoughtless, he did some bad shit in high school, but idk i just love him so much, best friends brother AND the gamer boyfriend trope are VERY entertaining💋

kentin: yeah well im not that okay w going from good boy to bad boy bc why???? and he was pretty rude to candy, when they were childhood friends and she did nothing wrong to him so i didnt understand it, but when he changed he was such a cutie. alternate life kentin is just ughhh THE CUTEST.

castiel: the good girl x bad boy trope is awesome, but sometimes he's an asshole, especially when he teases nath (high school), hate him for that, but his character development was cool and tbh i really REALLY like him w amber so... i have to say that she would've been the better choice, not candy. DON'T HATE ME. they were just more interesting TO ME. he and candy r lovely as friends tho <3

priya & hyun: they are cute and good friends! priya deserves everything and more <3

rayan: unpopolar opinion: hes ugly. and what the fuck. a teacher? lol.

eric: 😆 you dont want me to talk about this shithead, worst """love interest""" ever. please, you cant even call him as it lmao

lysander: well... ah please dont exile me, but hes a colorless character. the whole person is boring as hell to me.

ezarel: MAN I MISS HIM SM... hes such a silly character, im mad beemoov didnt bring him back in s2 and that nevra never talks abt him when they were like brothers. id love to see him and miiko in ep 20 (im a delulu<3).

leiftan: idk i just love his demonic side and his obsession with erika in s1🤭🤭 he's so supportive, but in s2 his story is so sad lol, he deserves better. he's not even that happy anymore-,, i love the tension between him and nevra lmaoo

valkyon: :) i love him as a friend and he def deserves so much better. i wish they could bring him back:/

uhh... help. ill be short.

the traitors: so... lance in s1 was EVERYTHING. i loved how cute he was with erika once or twice lol, but still, as the enemy its something. i just dont understand why beemoov didnt see the potential in season ONE ; the enemies to lovers trope would have been the greatest. seriously. uhm... no comment for season 2. i hate him as much as i can, lets be honest he looks like an annoying rat (SORRY) and im sorry beemoov, but i will NOT accept the enemies to lovers NOW after he killed his brother. erika had every opportunity to kill him, but ofc beemoov, keep him.

yeah about mathieu, hes as colorless as lysander, but even more.

manifesting an execution for both <3 (still a delulu😘)

if you still like me after all this, i love u:')

hey @yumeyleo

hey yume is this us

even tho we arent rlly moots

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l : im sorry but ur kinda ugly..

y : which part r u sorry abt??

l : huh?

y : u said 'im sorry, but ur kinda ugly', so which part are u sorry abt??

l : oh im not sorry lmfao

y : oh- so ur an asshole and a liar- ok im gonna have to kill u now.

nishiki thonkin tonight

spoilers for kiwami. some rggo stories. but maybe not accurate spoilers cause i feel my brain meltin. also warning for complete nonsense... and blood? anyways.

thinkin about how nishiki was like. so competent at what he did?? mans knew everythin about how the yakuza worked back in the 80s... U COULD TELL HE WAS WELL INFORMED OF EVERYTHING. he knew about the ugly parts. he knew about majima. and he was the one explaining to kiryu everything asgdhj like lets say. the consequences in their line of work.

fUNNY how it was cause of kiryu that he got into the yakuza in the first place. he totally just followed kiryu into it and said "ok well sOMEONE needs to know what we are doing" cause yea kiryu was just followin kazama like a lil puppy (and nishiki followin kiryu, tho he's more like a cat i think. maybe. nishikitty..........)

bUT ANYWAYS what i was getting at is. he's very competent. so. him snapping and getting to be one of the BIG patriarchs (GET TO THE TOP!) isn't really a surprise. OF COURSE that brings me to the other point...

HERES THE THING. in kiwami we don't really see much of this competence do we? (ignorin the writing of the first game for a second ok, wORKIN WITH WHAT WE HAVE OK)

first it's like hes barely there, then you have his subordinates just. making HUGE mistakes, not actually achievin -doin- anything or even just. NOT listening to him at all. like when they killed yumis "sister" or the whole. reina and shinji.

OK SO. everyones got their onions 🧅 on rggo stories. FOR THIS THONK IM ASSUMIN MOST OF THEM DID HAPPEN. so in rggo we have that one story about what happened with reina and nishki when she tried to shoot him. and its like. nishiki didnt actually order for either of their deaths??? basically we had reina pulling a 'y0 nishikigun' on nishiki. and then well....

god i really gotta talk about reina and nishiki sometime cause i been thinkin about em a lot too. like reina liked him a LOT and i think nishki liked her too as a... sort of distant friend? does that make sense? idk what its called exactly. but yea i cant recall if they have ever interacted outside serena. (except from when they first met, another rggo story.. but that was like. a few minutes and then they were in serena lmao) it feels like a. 'i only interact with u when i come to this place' kinda deal. of course, goin there used to be constant until... not. nishiki totally distanced himself even more after the whole ordeal happened. and trust issues. (@ others? @ himself? yea)

crap. what was i talkin about. sEE THIS IS WHY I DONT AHSDJKL. what i was sayin is that, in that rggo story with reina, it just looks like nishiki's subordinates do NOT listen to him. at all. shooting at her when he keeps sayin "DON TSHOOT HER" "DONT KILL HER" "BRING HER BACK ALIVE"

SO BETWEEN THIS AND THE YUMI SISTER THING. WHY DOES NO ONE LISTEN TO HIM??? AND WELL. ok listen if im statinn the obvious im sorry, again. just writin down what im thinkin cause im tired.

but yea i think the most logical thing is that, the way he's been managing things for the last 10 years has been very different to what we see in kiwami. why else would his men resort to shoot first questions later. it's almos like that was the norm before... as if that's how things worked in the nishikiyama family all this time.

so anyways. nishikis been tryina be cool about it. so so cool about it. but the moment kiryu got out of jail messed him up SO BAD man. i always say this but, mans was just 100% avoiding kiryu as soon as he stepped out, and i bet ya he started acting different to what his fam is used to, too.

like imagine u work for this boss at idk. mcdonals. you are familiar with the routine and what they expect of u. ur boss specifically wants you to always make fries a certain way, at a certain time, he himself showed u how. this is routine. one day as you are makin the fries, its suddenly WRONG and boss is upset and kills u and u dont know wtf is going on. (u r dead) because thats what we usually do?? why is it wrong all of a sudden?

tHATS THE KINDA VIBE I GET FROM HE IN KIWAMI

aight imma be honest i cant recall if he already had this whole plan before kiryu got out. like, did he take kiryu into consideration or not. cause he either. 1. did not take into account kiryu would be here 2. did not think kiryu being here would mess up his plans THIS bad (and when i say this i mean mess HIM up so bad he cant go thru his original plan) 3. everything was actually supposedly part of his plan (HA, I DOUBT THIS. MAYBE HED SAY THAT BUT WE KNOW IT AINT TRU NISHIKI OK) im leanin to 2

you know that part when nishki's like "i was shaking when i shot kazama". like, that was only cause he knew kiryu would hate him if he actually killed him, right?? right???? LISTEN I KNOW ITS LIKE A THING OR JOKE THAT HES BAD WITH GUNS OR SOMEHTING BUT i actually like to think he got good with those? i prob read it in a fic but i really like that headcanon asgdhj, i feel like itd make sense too. and him missin the shot cause of shakin hands, is because of KIRYU and kIRYU ALONE. where his hands even shakin actually?? didnt he just say that?? nishikis just got that unreliable narrator vibe. NAH HES THE WHOLE UNRELIABILITY. AND WHATSMORE. HE HAD TO COME CLEAN TO KIRYU THAT IT WAS HIM THAT SHOT KAZAMA. HUH? WAS IT EATING YOU UP BOI??? did you need confirmation that indeed, kiryu would hate you for it??? "hES NOT DEAD YET" yea??????? yeaaaa?????????????

LIKE LOOK. the few rggo stories we have of the era between 1996 n 2005 show that he IS indeed very competent! and he has very good control of his fam! and we have the proof of it in kiwami as well, even if its more tell than show? kind of? BUT THE MOEMNT KIRYU IS OUT THIS ALL GOES OUT THE DRAIN. WE KNOW HOW EMOTIONAL NISHIKI IS. WE KNOW IT LEADS HIM TO TAKE NOT SO RATIONAL DECISIONS. (Y0 FOREST NISHIKIGUN FLASHBACK) and god he tried so hard didnt he.

like ok ill admit u got good at repressin ur emotions boi. or turnin them into anger. or keepin a poker face. closing urself off or really just, started seein everyhing as hopeless in a 'whats the point anymore' kind of way. a combo of everything?

in a way nishiki did end up killin himself along with matsushige, but i dont think he did completely. but that's what he convinced himself of. yea? does that make sense? DAMMIT U ARE SO COMPLEX I LOVE IT

thonks. U KNOW its not like anything went right back when he was more... emotional in a way?. i mean, he always did kinda hide his emotions huh? just in a different way.... i mean, when we are first introduced to him in y0, i dont think anyone expected anything like the forest scene from him. i remember being speechless. like oh my god. and i have to say i am BAD at understandin stuff. like i usually understand plots/etc when im watchin reactors play the game asfdghj. BUT MAN did that scene leave me stunned asgdhjk.

but yea with how gOOD everyone around him was at displayin emotions, it makes sense how he ended up :) ... that was sarcasm, im sayin eveyrone around him freakin sUCKS at emotin asgdh, and in fact he was like, looked down at for it. MAN HE DIDNT EVEN CRY THAT MUCH. I MEAN, HE WAS GOIN THRU THE WORST CRAP EVER ??? WHAT DID THEY WANT HIM TO BE A ROCK ASDJKL TO BE KIRYU i guess the two most role figures he had were always very :/ but man this is why i keep sayin he needed an ichiban in his life. it would have been so good for him... an emotionally mature guy, who isnt afraid to cry and show his love for others.

GOD NISHIKI LOVED SO MUCH. IT HURTS ME SO BAD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

the way nish is just like. tryina become what he knows yakuza are supposed to be like.... what they are like..... his big man suit.... agh

idk where this thonk went. it started as a yes nishiki is very competent and he only had L after L in kiwami because kiryu being back threw him off so bad. so so bad it ended up the way it did :( if they had just talked, like really talked..................

man idk if anyones readin this, asdhgjasd kinda embarassin. hello hi. u are cool. uhh here have this drawin i did months ago that i havent posted anywhere (IT WAS BEFORE THE NEW YEAR RGGO CARD. not like it isnt just a combo of his two hairstyles but i was still like GASP)

hohooo with my attempt at a post kiwami nish :) did u know i also have a vampire au from months ago. would anyone like to read about that. its incredibly self indulgent. yea sayin this at the end of this nonsense cause im a coward agsfdyhgiog

ALSO I FEEL SO BAD FOR ASKING BUT YOUR PROMPTS ARE SOOO SWEET, CAN YOU MAKE SOME WHOLESOME PROMPTS? IM SORRY FOR ASKING AGAIN BUT THEY R SOO SWEET!! -🍭🍬

Don't be sorry, anon! I'm really happy to receive asks! I'm not sure if you mean more prompts about sweets or just some wholesome comfort in general.

So for now I can offer:

Comfort prompts with animal Caretaker

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Theriantrophy Caretaker is stuck in their animal form (wolf) for a long time. One day they find a lonely traveler freezing in the snow, alone, in the middle of the forrest. So Caretaker lies next to them and their unnaturaly high temperature warms Whumpee up. Unconcious Whumpee insinctively clunches to Caretaker's.

Whumpee cries in front of Caretaker and tells them how they have to run away from people. The wolf sits in front of them with understanding eyes, maybe tilts their head, like dogs do. (W:) "Heh, sometimes you really act like you can understand me" they pet Caretaker's chin (W:) "Silly, fluffy guy"

The same Caretaker gets to know Whumpee can't even provide themselves with food from the human shops. So Caretaker hunts for them. They are suprised tho why Whumpee is so pale and shaky every time Caretaker brings the fresh prey to eat. Don't humans like meat? Maybe they don't like rabbits?

Whumpee finds themselves a group of friends, but wolf Caretaker still keeps sleeping with their head on Whumpee's chest and guard them. (T:) "It's been 9 hours. Maybe we should wake him?". Caretaker opens their eyes and starts growling warningly. (T:) "Ah! Okay, okay! There, jeez!!! This dog freaks me out sometimes!" (T2:) "It's just a dog. Don't tease them, they're sleeping".

Whumpee cries alone in their room, saying to themselves how ugly they are. And how everyone leaves them because of if (maybe some serious facial scars). Oh how shocked they are when their lifelong cat friend they took in, turns to a beautiful human. And tenderly wipes Whumpee's tears from their cheek. "My dear human. I've heared your late night confessions, when the world seemed to abandon you. And I know your heart more than anyone. Let me tell you, you are the most beautiful soul I ever bound my fate with".

(C:) "You know, I still hold the grudge for making me wear silly pet costumes"

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Thank you for the ask, Candy Anon!

I genuinely DESPISE mean ppl some grl laughed at me the other day cuz i said sorry for bumping into her? Fuck omg fone ill shoot u next time and beat u to a pulp if that will make it not funny. its so dumb i was just being nice holy fuck i HAAAATTTTTE mean people! Mean people like that r the ones who r spoilt n mean to thwir parents for no reason shes fucking ugly. I dont belive in calling people ugly unless they hav a ugly personality no ones ugly unless theyre mean people. I genuinely think everyones so beautiful i love loving people and thinking people r beautiful i love costumour service so that i can admire people all the time it makes me sad when people can be nice but they chose to be mean you could be so beautiful but ur ugly for that reason pls be nice i love kindness!! I love nice people more than anything in the world my day lights up with glitter and sparkles when someones nice to me or im nice to someone the other day a girl was getting on the bus but all the seats were taken n i offerd my seat to her it made me so happy that she didnt hav to sit next to a man ( everyone on the bus was eiehter rude or a man) im so happy i feel horrible too tho cuz two girls bumped into her roughly when she moved out the way for me to get off the bus n they were mean and laughed about it ... come on man she didnt do anything shes a person too a lovley beautiful person i hate mean people im crying tears r dripping on my screen i hope everone did something nice today :)