ok but when the amazing devil said “watching everyone i’ve ever loved walk past” and “never quite getting the knack of knowing that no one will not ever come back for you” and “would have stayed if you had asked” and “if i’m good will you come back?” and “how could you leave me here?” and “i won’t leave without a fight” and “know we’ll always love you even though you’re leaving us behind” and “nothing quite prepares you for when they don’t come back” and and and,