1/11/03 @ fireside bowl

Your personhood is not evidence of an irreparable and damning perversion of some sort.

You are not dangerous for having sexual desire, you are not dangerous for remolding your body, you are not dangerous for understanding who you are and how to be happier.

You're amazing, you're brave, you're being reborn but you're still the same, you the boss of your own body in ways our ancestors thought only gods could achieve.

And you deserve peace. Go relax, man.

wait hang on

HANG ON

DO YOU SEE MY VISION

btw in case you're wondering if, after reaching adulthood, you finally escape the horrible pain of always being picked last for sports/games: unfortunately, it does still happen, and it still hurts as much as it did when you were a kid

after spending all of season 2 gleefully imagining hannibal getting his comeuppance... I think mizumono broke me

Happy STS Elli!

What inspires you to write? Are there things that you know that you can get inspiration from or does it just come randomly?

Happy STS!

For me, inspiration doesn't mean "to write".

There are, and always have been, a lot of stories floating around in my mind - ideas, scenes, vibes, outlines. I get inspiration from literally everywhere, from talking to my friends, and video games, and scrolling past images or prompts, and reading books, and spending too much time on reddit, and…

Many remain daydreams, or character backstories, eventually lost to time.

Now for actually being able to sit my ass down and get words on the page? I don't know. It comes and goes as it pleases. Having a beehive where a brain should be does NOT help, let me tell you that.

I just. Can't focus on shit lately. Can barely make it through a chapter when reading. Every day is just suddenly over, and I got nothing done, and I am so tired. I have a completely outlined short thing I have been trying to write since Nov, and it's like pulling teeth.

I could do with several months off work while everyone leaves me the fuck alone. How would that be.

honestly it bugs me a little how 99% of the comments on the these are the days of our lives music video, one of my personal favorite queen mvs for pure aesthetics and mood, are people calling it "heartbreaking" and hand-wringing about how SICK and PALE and CLOSE TO DEATH freddie mercury looks. like. wooow the dying man looks like he's dying? really? well done, nancy drew! have a gold star! yes aids is an awful fucking disease and yes hiv positive people shouldn't be reduced to washed-out portraits of the words "inspirational" and "strong" by the media and they should have their pain acknowledged but guys. freddie, by all accounts, very much Did Not Want To Dwell On It. he told his friends he had aids and then immediately was like but i don't want to talk about it. i just want to spend the rest of my time making as much music as i can. and his bandmates accepted that and supported him! he wanted to spend the time he had doing what he loved with people he loved and who loved him and he did. he had, by all accounts, a great last year. that one person who took the days of our lives bts color footage and edited Sad Piano Music TM over the entire thing and intercut interviews with the rest of the band also with Sad Piano Music TM and made it so we could barely hear freddie even say anything... it makes my blood boil like he's literally just. like it's literally just footage of him walking and discussing a take with the director and standing waiting for the take to start like. normal video filming stuff. and all anyone can see is a tragedy because he's walking stiffly or whatever

i need to get less ashamed of talking about my interests on my 0 follower tumblr blog because if i don't point out that despite having one of the most interesting concepts ever presented in a genshin event, shadows amidst snowstorms was not actually well written, and was in fact pretty Poorly written, then who else will. Who else will.

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Everybody on my team quit lol

tell me: who is you best DPS (Electro, Pryo, Anemo, Dendro, Hydro) in Genshin Impact????

( Looking with blood-red eyes full of starlight). Ven

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Electro - Raiden (part of my team)

Pyro - Diluc (part of my team and my main)

Anemo - Xiao (only anemo 5 star I have, though I did level and artifact him and all)

Dendro - Alhaitham (I think I didn't get to finish leveling him up, but he's only dendro I got aside for Collei)

Hydro - when it comes to DPS it gotta be Childe (though I use Kokomi on my main team but obv as a healer)

Theeere you go ✨

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"Yeah, I hate America. I think it's cruel and unfair to almost everyone. If it's not the minorities who have laws being passed practically making their existence illegal,, it's the lack of proper healthcare. It's the taxes funding genocide instead of actually helping out the people paying them (and the lack of billionaires having to throw in their share). It's capitalism in general that I don't agree with. It's the country we're actively destroying after stealing it from and slaughtering the native people. It's the consistency of the old, cis, white men in power who do nothing but make our lives worse and 100% harder than it should have to be."

"OHH,, SO YOU MUST HATE ALL AMERICANS??? YOU WANT THEM ALL DEAD. YOU'RE AND AWFUL HUMAN BEING AND I HATE YOU. YOU OBVIOUSLY AUTOMATICALLY BLAME THE COLLECTIVE PEOPLE FOR THE CRIMES OF THEIR GOVERNMENT, RIGHT??"

This is how Zionists sound.

Watergun... I was defeated you won the war

I am never not thinking about hardison and eliot looking at each other while parker changes in the elevator and turning away once it's immediately clear the other dude's spooked too