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#the moles..they got this look to them .  .you dont understand
colpograzia · 2 years
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𝙾𝙱𝚂𝙲𝚄𝚁𝙴 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽𝚂.
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WHAT THEY SMELL LIKE.  ( burnt ) tobacco. a tinge of steel. sandalwood-based aftershave. alcohol after a standard bar night out. bacardi rum when he’s been in a mood (tm).
HOW THEY SLEEP. SLEEPING POSITION. SCHEDULE. ETC.   largely depends on where he’s sleeping. in their more secure hideouts, he can be a semi-heavy sleeper. he likes to sleep in in those cases. get up past noon on unbusy days every once in a while ... but that’s hardly the norm. in most places, he’d wake up easily at noises, sleep on his side or back, and wake up on the dot to fulfill the routine of whichever cover story he’s enacting. in risky scenarios he ‘sleeps’ while seated or otherwise in a position from which it’s easy to spring into action. overall he can adjust his schedule as is required of him but will indulge in oversleeping if given the opportunity. his flexibility is a leftover trait from his military times.
WHAT MUSIC THEY ENJOY.   variations of rock. blues. classical music. psychedelic tunes. funk. perhaps surprisingly, he has a foible for music with calming or reassuring effect.
HOW MUCH TIME THEY SPEND GETTING READY EACH MORNING. define ‘ready.’ an ordinary, no-costume-involving, no-heist-scheduled day? maybe around 15 minutes.
FAVORITE THING TO COLLECT.  suits. guns. expensive booze ... that never lasts long enough to quite qualify as ‘being collected.’
LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED.    right-handed. is a capable gunman with either hand, though. 
FAVORITE SPORT(S).   to do? shooting. to watch? racing, fighting sports.
FAVOURITE TOURISTY THING TO DO WHEN TRAVELING.   trying different foods. checking out local bars. getting ripped off by some con artist while looking for curiosities/souvenirs ( particularly when left unsupervised ).  
FAVORITE KIND OF WEATHER.   cloudy but not rainy. a little windy. sunlight makes a sniper easier to spot. wind makes it more difficult to hit a target but he enjoys the challenge.
WEIRD / OBSCURE FEAR THEY HAVE.   the supernatural and the occult. anything relating to ghosts, vampires, curses, SPOOKY things. also scared of needles and a few other medical procedures.
THE CARNIVAL / ARCADE GAME THEY ALWAYS WIN WITHOUT FAIL.    he’s quite good at many of them, thanks to his marksman skills. has abhorrent luck at any lottery/chance-related games as a rule, though. also weak at whack-a-mole due to the moles distracting him with their mocking gaze as they evade him.
tagged by: stole it. tagging: @ishikcwc​, @tenheads​ & whoever hasn’t done this yet.
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good-griief · 10 months
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Time; Rejection
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this is part one to my “time” fic series, i dont know how many parts there will be yet, but i hope yall like a bit of angst :)
warnings ambiguous relationship/feelings between abby and reader (for now), she/her reader, reference to torture (isaac’s questioning/rattlers), lasting effects of mentioned torture (later parts), morally grey reader, ambiguous/story-teller dependent interpretation of major past event between characters
part two part three
chapter one on ao3
When you split from your friends, it wasn’t the kindest goodbye. Salt Lake was fresh in your minds and to them, it felt like you were simply abandoning them by going to California after your long search together of where to go. They couldn’t understand why you’d want to go find fireflies after what happened— after what you heard about the hatred that was left for what you once were. 
Abby was the most hurt by your decision. She didn’t speak to you after the moment you brought it up, and although her words weren’t anywhere near as cruel as the others’, they stung. 
“Just know we’ll never see each other again,” she’d said, “‘cause as soon as I hear about any fireflies, I’m going the opposite fucking direction.”
And it was true. Four years had passed, and you hadn’t heard a word. You had no idea where they were. Whether or not they were okay. You didn’t even know if they were alive until you found yourself in Washington one winter month. 
You’d been sent out on a mission and accidentally found yourself at the gate of someone’s Headquarters. Judging by the scenery; murals and graffiti, you only hoped it wasn’t the “Scars’”. 
Their leader was harsh— brutal— in his questioning, and by the time he got the answers he was happy with, you could hardly speak. When he told you to head down to his medical station, you couldn’t even stand on your own. 
You quickly grew a dislike for this group when you saw the rest of your squad was there as well, some even dead from the brutalization of their questioning. 
Even when they took you to medical, they were all but kind. The grip on your arm, hands still tied behind your back, was bruising. They were tugging and pulling you when you could hardly keep up, making you trip over your own feet as they seemed irritated with you for even existing. 
When you got to the medical room, you were shoved in. The force of it made you fall to the floor with no way to get yourself up, coughing until you spat up blood and heaved in a large breath. 
“What the fuck, Danny?!” You could hear someone yell, presumably at the man who practically threw you when the rest of your comrades were sat down— not kindly either, but definitely not thrown. 
“Trespassers. Thought they were Scars. Isaac had to deal with this one,” ‘Danny’ spoke, gesturing to you as one of the people there came to help you up. “She was difficult.”
The other person scoffed, but as you were helped up, you were momentarily dropped. One of your comrades said your name, telling you to “get up before they put you out of your misery.” That caused the person helping you to freeze, nearly dropping you back down before they got you onto your knees and wiped the blood from your face. 
“No fucking way,” it was a girl’s voice, one you faintly recognized. You looked up at her, swallowing when you met her brown eyes. You looked over her, brown skin with faint beauty marks that you easily remembered the placement of. “Mel—“
“Nora?” You rasped out, your voice bringing the other medics’ attention— Mel’s attention. You couldn’t be sure it was the same Mel, but, by the way Nora said her name, you were almost certain. 
“Oh my God,” was Mel’s reaction. You looked over at her, easily recognizing her from the mole on her chin despite her now chopped hair and hardly visible bump. 
You were swiftly pulled into Nora’s arms, her eyes wide in shock as she hugged you to be sure you were real. You winced, quickly reminding the two of them why you were there and getting helped immediately. 
“You know this bitch?!” Danny asked, scoffing as your hands were untied and your arm was slung over Nora’s shoulders. 
“Fuck off,” she said, taking you to a separate room and leaving your squad with the other medics. 
As you passed by your comrade getting treated, you were given a look that you knew meant you needed to get out of there as soon as possible or they’d leave you behind. You knew there wasn’t time. 
When you were sat down in the room, Mel shut the door and said a code into her walkie while Nora treated your injuries. “I thought we’d never see you again,” she said as she stitched and bandaged, but you didn’t reply. “How did you get here? Did you know we were here?” Her questions ran on, but those stuck in your mind. 
She said it as if she was excited to see you… Like you didn’t remember how both of them treated you before you left; telling you how they hoped to never see you again, how awful of a friend you were, they thought you were all family, the list went on. They were also the only ones to hug you when you left in the middle of the night, so you supposed their words came from hurt rather than malice. 
You still remembered the night. You’d actually planned on staying with them and waiting to see what you found so you could stay together, but after Abby’s words at the mere idea you brought up, and the onslaught that followed from your friends, you waited until they were all asleep. 
You quietly grabbed your things, sniffling and wiping your eyes, hoping not to wake anyone. 
You left just as quietly, but that didn’t stop Mel and Nora from waking up, the two of them somehow knowing something was off. 
“Don’t go,” was what made you pause and turn back as the two got up. “No one wants you to leave,” Nora said. “I mean, that’s why anyone said anything…” She trailed off, noticing your pursed lips. “We all want you to stay.”
“I don’t think so,” was your response. “I’ll try and find you guys again, or something.” You shrugged. 
“How can you be so flippant about this?” Mel asked, face red and voice restricted as if she was trying to hold herself together. “How long have you been thinking about, just, leaving?”
“It was just an idea… I thought we might all go together, but…” You shook your head. “I don’t want to leave you guys, but I don’t want to stay either. It’d be better if I didn’t, I think—”
“Please?” Mel pursed her lips, arms crossed as she hugged herself. “Just lie back down. We can talk in the morning, or something? I’m sure everyone was just surprised. Maybe, it can be an option? Just don’t go.” Nora placed a hand on her shoulder. 
She’d been up all night already, having been stressing herself out for most of it while Nora lied with her and tried to comfort her. She knew you’d try and leave while they slept. She knew you hated confrontation, fighting, all of that. She knew you were hurt, too. She just knew. She knew you’d make a decision like this after the things everyone said in response to a simple idea. How couldn’t you? They were all cruel.
But they were also all hurt. 
Mel shrugged off Nora’s hand, taking both of yours in hers. “You probably won’t even survive out there alone,” she said. “we’ll find something. Together. Just stay— even just a little longer. You can still go if you want to, just… just give it some time.”
Your eyes drifted to Abby, who you’d usually be sleeping by. That night, you’d spent by the fire despite her asking if you were coming to lie down by placing her hand on your shoulder as she passed you. The small gesture, even if she meant well, was so passive that it practically made you think she was just telling you to leave. 
She was awake when you looked at her though, possibly having woken up from the conversation, a nightmare, or maybe she never slept. 
Her expression was lame, eyes holding your gaze for a moment before she turned over and gave you her back. 
That was the deciding factor, you’d come to after all these years. What really made you not listen to your friend, begging you to stay, was Abby’s dismissal. It was a blatant rejection. She wanted you gone now. You knew she did. 
That was what led Mel to apologize for what she said, giving you a long hug before Nora did the same, not even bothering to try and change your mind when she knew there was no stopping you. 
When the rest of the group woke up, they were shocked to see you gone. Even Abby, who woke in a jolt and felt next to her for you, thinking maybe what she remembered hearing as a goodbye last night wasn’t actually the case. Though, when she felt the space next to her empty, not even your blanket there, it proved to be true. 
It caused a rift between the group, blame flying each and every way until it was finally mended with time. 
If you’d only given them some time. 
“Were you trying to find us?” The question brought you out of your dazed state as you remembered the night in vivid detail. You often did, the memory flashing before your eyes and being able to completely ruin your day in just seconds. 
“If I knew you were here, I wouldn’t have come,” you said quietly, voice hoarse and lacking conviction. 
“We thought you might’ve…” Mel stopped herself, suddenly recognizing the attempted hostility in your tone. “What?” She frowned. 
“We said our goodbyes,” was your response, forcing yourself to be dismissive. “After that night, I didn’t expect to see you guys again.” You watched as Nora finished off the last of her stitches, pushing yourself to stand despite the nausea that came over you when you did. “And… even if I wanted to, why would I want to meet like this?” 
She seemed shocked, though Nora wasn’t surprised. She still remembered everything that was said. How all of your friends suddenly flipped on you. She didn’t expect you to be the same as before, but she also didn’t expect blatant rejection. 
When you looked at her, knowing she always had something to say, she shook her head. “I’m just glad you’re alive.”
“Yeah… You guys, too.” You went to leave, but Mel stopped you. 
“Sit down.” She stepped in front of the door. “You’re not even cleared yet.”
“Mel. Come on,” Nora sighed. She had a feeling if Mel pressed you, you weren’t going to be receptive. Judging by your demeanor, she expected you to snap at her. “Just let her go.”
“Owen’s coming… He’d want to see you,” Mel tried but was met with a frown as you stepped around her. She sighed, glancing toward Nora before looking back at you. “Is this really how we’re leaving things?” You were quiet, lips pursed. “You’re not even going to tell us how you’ve been?”
“I’ve been… fine.” You shrugged, knowing she was right but also knowing you didn’t have time to talk. “I’m also a medic.” Mel nodded along, waiting for anything else as you turned to her again. “I’ve missed you guys.”
“Us, too,” Nora said quickly. As if she’d been waiting for an opportunity to say so. “Everyone… They all talk about you; miss you. Abby—“
“I, uh, heard something recently that reminded me of you,” you cut her off before she could mention her. “Tommy… Joel’s brother. Turns out he settled in Wyoming when he left. People were talking about it… Figured it’s been hard to get leads— if you’re even still looking.”
Nora scoffed. “You have no idea…”
“Then, I’m glad I got to tell you.” You gave a nod, heading for the door. 
“Come with us,” Mel pushed herself to try again. “To Wyoming. As soon as Abby hears about it, we’ll be going. You deserve to see this through, too.”
You grasped the handle. “I trust you guys to do that.” You then opened the door, leaving the two to feel dismissed as you did. 
Though, when you did open the door and walk to your waiting squad to leave, Owen was rushing in. He stopped at the sight of you, staring for a moment. He opened his mouth to speak, words leaving him and making him shut his mouth again as you gave him a tight, practically unnoticeable smile. He stepped aside, letting you and your group pass without a word. 
You realized why he stayed quiet when you exited the small building. Abby, Manny, Leah, Jordan, Nick… Mel had called them all with that code. What she expected… Some kind of reunion? You had no idea, and you couldn’t wait to find out even if you wanted to. You gave a passing glance, not even sure they all recognized you, but that was all as you walked with your group toward the exit, wishing you didn’t have to. 
Abby nearly doubled back, but she stopped when Manny grabbed her arm. “That conversation won’t go how you want it to,” he warned. “Just let her go.”
How many times she’d heard that in reference to you, how many times she had to just accept that, only to see you walking past her without even a word just now made her so upset she felt sick. She couldn’t pinpoint why. She couldn’t even understand it herself. But she could feel her eyes stinging, her nose reddening as a sudden wave of nausea passed over her. 
“You have to let her go,” she could remember Owen saying when he found Abby listening to an old tape recording you must’ve forgotten to take with you. 
“I found this,” was her response, holding up an old photo of the two of you that you also left behind. She had a hard time believing that was an accident, though.
“Just let her go,” Leah said the morning they all woke up to you gone. Abby was insistent on tracking you, knowing you wouldn’t be far. “What if we find a body? What are we going to do then?”
“What the fuck, Leah?” Nora scoffed at her. 
“I’m not the one that said anything to make her leave in the first place,” she bit back. “And now you wanna go find her? Go fuck yourselves.”
“Let her go,” Nora told her one day, having gone to Abby’s room and seen that old photo. The moment she did, that’s what she told her, and in response, Abby tossed one at her. She picked it up, surprised to see a picture of you, her, and Mel, apprenticing Abby’s dad in his greenhouse. “Where’d you get this?”
“Leah has a bunch.”
Despite everyone telling her to let you go, none of them wanted to. Somehow, they still couldn’t understand how you just left. Even if they told you to, they couldn’t grasp it. They’d all said horrible things to each other, time and time again, and they moved past it, so how did you leave? How could you?
It was a mix of anger and regret they all felt, but seeing you that day made their anger with you for leaving subside. After all those years spent thinking of you, wondering whether or not you were okay, fighting over whether or not to go and find you, you wanted nothing to do with them. You didn’t even want to acknowledge them, let alone speak to them. 
If it hadn’t been for the news Mel delivered from you, Abby probably would’ve gone back to her room and burned every picture of you. They were in her drawer, taped to maps, in a journal of her plans after she found Joel; find you. Instead, she left them as they were. 
Maybe, this was how you were meant to say goodbye. Less so on a bitter end, but without resolution, your feelings about one another up in the air with neither of you wanting to define them or what they meant. 
Or maybe, it was supposed to go like this. 
Months later, after all hell broke loose. After Abby finally found what she was looking for, she was left still unable to find peace. She thought she did. She thought she found the fireflies, just where Owen said they’d be, but there were months of delay. Months of torture, and pain. If she could see herself, she probably wouldn’t even recognize the person she was looking at. 
Yet somehow, you did. 
You heard about the newest recruits– two that had to stay in the medical facility for some time thanks to the rattlers, but now that they had been released, you hadn’t heard much about them. 
At least, not until you were introduced to a young boy added to your training group. He was skilled with a bow, and surely could’ve been a soldier, but for some reason, he wanted to learn how to heal. You didn’t ask why, but when he asked to stay a little longer with you in your greenhouse, you didn’t object, gladly talking to him about whatever he was comfortable bringing up. 
Eventually, after at least an hour, the door to your greenhouse was opened. “Lev?” A girl’s voice spoke up. You almost recognized it, but figured it was unlikely that you did. The boy perked up, looking back at the door with a smile as you continued to work and re-pot your plants. “Hey… What are you still doing here?”
He pointed his thumb back at you, busy enough not to be eavesdropping. “I asked to stay a little longer, so she could teach me about making medicines.” 
“Your patrol group is waiting for you.”
“Shit,” he muttered, the word sounding foreign coming from him and making you chuckle. “Can I come back later?” He asked you, earning a sweet smile. 
“Of course!” He then rushed out as you finished what you were doing, carrying the plants back to where they should be. “Did you need anything?” You called to the girl still in your greenhouse, speaking from behind a hedge of flowers. “Sleep tonic, or something?”
“No… uh…” She was mumbling, words incoherent until she said your name, “Is that you?”
You set down the pots, heading through the maze of plants to get to the front door. You paused, looking over her. She was smaller, her muscle diminished to the point that it was hardly there anymore, and her hair chopped. It must've grown, now down to just above her shoulders, but you remembered hearing about a girl with hair cut close to her head. You frowned at the sight of her. 
“You don’t… recognize me do you—?“
“What did they do to you?” You asked over her, walking up to her tentatively, hands reaching out as you thought about whether or not to make a move to hold her. Your eyes met hers, head tilting as your brows pulled together. “Abby…” Despite your better judgment, you reached out and pulled her into a hug, shocking her. Your hands ran over her hair, knowing why she let it grow out all those years; knowing she would never cut it herself. 
“Fuck,” she cursed under her breath, quickly pushing away from you and turning her back to you as her hand went to her face, fingers pinching the bridge of her nose. 
You pursed your lips, looking to the floor. “Sorry. I forgot you didn’t like—“
“It’s not that.” She scoffed at you, blinking rapidly before she turned back. “I just— It’s just that I lost everyone else… I didn’t think I’d find you.”
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old-poptart · 1 year
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AAAAAAA IM 🦄BACK🦄
hanako/tsukasa(and if possible boy!akane) x a Brazilian reader?? like, who has a stronger accent, and has weird habits aaaaa I'm going to die 🦄
a/n: YIPPEE YAY!!!! WE LOVE LATINOS RAHHHHHH, dont die dawg 😓
ANYWAYS ONTO THE HEAD CANONZ!!!!!
warnings: none i could think of
Hanako 🌺, Tsukasa 🥀, and Akane Aoi 👓 with a Brazilian reader (gender neutral):
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Hanako 🌺:
"gorgeous.. absolutely gorgeous"
he thinks it's so cool that you're brazilian!!!
he honestly sees it as a pro, having a hot ahh latino s/o is a win in his book
hanako would wanna learn how to speak portuguese (it's so that he can flirt with you more in the language)
correct his pronunciation please he's butchering it so much
your accent is so cute!! he loves hearing it, he'd make up stupid excuses to hear you talk more ☠️
"really? and how do you say 'i have the best and hottest boyfriend in the world and i would never give him up for anything'?"
loves to tease you about it though, nothing about you is safe from his teasing ahh 😹
hanako would love to try any dishes from there, especially the ones you like
"is there anything like donuts???"
if you celebrate any traditions, he would love to celebrate them with you! you're such a pleasure to be around~
all in all, he loves you and your habits, ya goober
Tsukasa 🥀:
"ooo that's interesting!! you interest me as well~"
big question asker dawg
you better have some snacks with you it's gonna be a long ride of questions ranging from your mother tongue to what do you do to celebrate events
he will do whatever in his power to get you anything remotely similar to your favorite brazilian foods or lil trinkets
"look s/o!! i got you some maria mole!!"
"tsukasa that's just a marshmallow-"
he's tryin dawg give him some credit
does not understand what you say whenever you speak your mother tongue but always smiles when you do
like hanako, he thinks your accent is very cute!! the way you pronounce your words brings a blush to his ghostly face
tsukasa himself is weird too, so he would gladly partake in any questionable activities you have planned
he would learn any dances that interest you so that he can show off his moves to you
he's moving like a twig please help him
Akane Aoi 👓:
"oh please, enlighten me!"
i have a suspicion that akane has some portuguese up his sleeve
it's a bit rusty bear with him he's trying his best, he wants to impress you 😓
he loves to learn about your culture!! no matter what you talk to him about, whether it's your favorite food or event, he's all ears
akane would love to attend any events with you in his free time
"oh ive seen this dance before!! it looks marvelous"
dawg is so in love with you
i can see that different dialects fascinate him, so when he hears your voice he can't help but smile and giggle like a lil girl
if you're ever insecure about your accent, he'll reassure you a ton!! positive affirmations being whispered between your lips as you two kiss, how romantic~
he'd be more than happy to try out some dishes!!
he'd learn to cook your favorite dish
overall, he loves you and your goofy lil antics. what a cute couple~
RAHHH THIS WAS SO KEWL, HOPE YOU ENJOY!
-ooga :D
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wildissylupus · 5 months
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NAH CAUSE VENTURE AND SPACE GIRL ARE QUITE LITERALLY HUMAN VERSIONS OF WALL-E AND EVE.
I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THAT AND BEFORE YOU SAY: "well what about echo and bastion"
WHY STOP AT ONE RESEMBLANCE WHEN YOU CAN HAVE TWO I WANNA SEE SOMEONE MATCH VENTURE, SPACE GIRL, ECHO, AND BASTION.
also sorry for yelling I got really excited, I just love these little mix of things, I also dont know space girls name but if anyone knows please tell me
they're so cute please gosh oh my diddily darn
I'm refraining from shipping them until they both release, mostly because I would like to see their ages before I start shipping them.
But OMG your so right, what's even better is that they both look like they would actually fit Wall-E and Eve personality wise. We don't know much about Space Ranger as she's still in the concept stage, but Venture seems like a Wall-E character.
Also if Venture doesn't either say their favouite animal is a mole or has a mole skin I am going to RIOT-
(I would accept them saying their favorite animal was a dinosaur too)
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yandere-fics-n-stuff · 2 months
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Hi! Can i ask you for a mâtch-up pls.(*^-^*)
Possibly RID or TFP characters (if dont feel like doing it i understand)
Pronouns:She/her/hers
My name is Petek and im 15 my height is 1.62. İm a brunette with mid long hair, more than three moles in my face and medium brown eyes. My skin is medium so i wear dark colors (i mostly wear black jeans with red or other darke colored hoodies )
İ'm very emotional and happy and also shy person , if theres a fight near me, i cant skip the 4D movie im my school🤣 i love pets so much (escpesialy cockatiels🥹)
Most of the time im a silent person and don't care about anybody if they teas me .i mostly listen to music al the time .i'm very friendly,a little flirty and sometimes serius person .i'm half Bulgarian 🇧🇬 and half Turkish 🇹🇷
Sideswipe Matchup
You moved to Crown city because your parents had work here. You had no trouble making friends despite your shyness. Your best friend was Russel Clay. Every time you’d ask to go to his home and hang out, he would make some excuse. Eventually you got fed up and went to his house, a box of cookies in your hands. 
You immediately froze when you saw a huge red robot creeping around. “What the hell?” You spoke aloud. The robot froze, trying to say he was a mecha with the city for city improvement.
“Yeah bud, I’m not that dumb.” You deadpanned. “Is Russel here?” 
“Uh, yeah.” He didn’t know what to do. “I’m Sideswipe.” 
That was how your friendship began. You were often invited to the scrapyard to hang out with them and you just clicked with Sideswipe. Despite Bumblebee’s protests, he would often take you to fights with Decepticons. 
Sideswipe would always protect you, but he wanted to show off how strong he was. He’d often get carried away showing off and proceed to get pummeled by whatever Decepticon he was battling. .
One day you were taken hostage by Steeljaw- Bumblebee told him to calm down but Sideswipe was already speeding away from the Scrapyard. When he found Steeljaw, he transformed and went to hit him.
“Ah ah…. Careful, I’d hate to squish this little human.” Steeljaw grinned. “Now… I have some terms for her release. I want-” 
Unfortunately for Steeljaw, Sideswipe is all action and no talk when it comes to his best friend. He punched Steeljaw square in his jaw and snatched you away right as the other Autobots arrived on the scene. They went to fight the Decepticons while Sideswipe drove you back to the scrapyard. He had learned a valuable lesson about not putting you in danger. 
“Are you hurt?” He asked you, holding you in his servo and pushing you around with his digit to check for injuries. You began laughing as he tickled you accidentally. 
“S-s-stop! Can’t…breathe!” You laughed. Sideswipe worried he was hurting you until he realized what was really happening. 
“Really? Like when I do…this?” He poked your side with a devious grin. He tickled you for a while until you went limp from laughing. 
After the sweet moment happened, a slight frown appeared on his face. He began to wonder what would have happened if something went wrong and you got hurt. You knew that look and poked his hand.
“Hey, I”m okay. No injuries, except my ears from listening to Steeljaw yap.” You joked. He smiled a bit, but he didn’t cheer up until you pestered him for an hour.
Much to your protests, he never took you to anything that may be dangerous. You were his friend, and he realized you mattered to him more than showing off.
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Stiles saying ,,I love you'' to the reader For the first time after having  a nightmare and she comforted him 💌
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DONT STEAL, COPY, TRANSLATE WITHOUT ASKING ME FIRST
:angst and kinda fluff. warnings: Mentions of death & violence
Y/N = your name Y/H/C = your hair color
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Y/n was staying at Stiles place. She was there almost every Friday  night since the void event.
At first Stiles told them, the pack, he was fine and that he doesn't have the terrible night terrors.
Lies.
When Noah Stilinski called only three day after saying he wakes up to his son screaming and crying hisself awake every damn night, Scott decided that one of them, with them he meant the pack, would stay one night each at their not so mentally stables friends house. They all agreed of course not questioning their alphas decision even a second since they all cared about the Stilinski boy. 
Scott was the first on the line. He woke up to Stiles screaming. The moment he saw Scott he started sobbing harder. He was apologising over and over again. ,,I’m sorry for stabbing you. Im sorry for killing Allison. Im sorry, Im sorry.“ And the sorry’s went on. Scotts heart broke seing his brother like that. When would he understand that it was not him? When would he understand that he had been  used as a tool?
Oh, and when would he start to look Allison in the eyes again?
Because she, in fact, had not died. They were able to save her somehow. They did not question it any further since they were too happy she made it out alive. 
Another night a few weeks later Y/N woke up to Stiles screaming. It was a routine at this point. 
wrapping her arms around him
Pulling him close to her chest
Shushing him, whispering sweet nothing in his ears. ,,You’re okay.’’ ,,I’ve got you’’ ,,It wasn’t you’’
Stiles breathing slowing down
Falling asleep in her arms 
But today. This night. It was different. Step 4 & 5 didn’t happen. Stiles was sobbing, still. His breathing didn’t slow. He hugged the h/c haired girl tighter than ever, making it hard to breath. ,,I’m sorry for making you all go through this.’’ The mole faced boy choked out. ,,Shhh its not your fault, sweetheart. You have nothing to apologise for.’’ 
Eventually Y/N felt  His breathing slowing. ,,There you go, love. Did such a good job.’’ She was rubbing his arm soothingly. Before he feel asleep he said something tho.
Something that made her breathing quicken.
Something that kept her up all night. 
,,I love you.’’ 
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I dont know if you've done this already but have you drawn or made picrews/other programs with some of ur ocs? I've seen you describe them abit but I'm a bit curious to see how you actually imagine them to be
I haven't done a big post so I will use this ask to do one! I actually have descriptions for each character in a spreadsheet I've made to track all the info I have, I've made picrews, and I have two commissions done so far. This one for the mafia AU god squad and this one for when Corus and Mira met
Comm I got for streya <3
Comm of Delphia, Ash, and Alessia in Vampire AU
fanart of mira and corus
Below the read more is a description I have an at least one picrew I've made of each of my ocs! I made a lot of these a long time ago so I sadly don't have the links but I can def try to find ones if people want them!
Mira: pale skin with lavender hair and pink eyes. She has a natural red tint to her cheeks with a pink color for her lips. Her body is lean and muscular, reflecting the years of training she's had. In her streamer universe she has a lean form with slight muscle from casual workouts. When you first see her you wouldn't assume she's as tactful and agile as she is.
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Kaya: black hair, brown eyes and brown skin. They have some freckles by their nose and mole under their left eye. While they usually share in some of Mira's training they retain a thin frame and appear petite at first glance. They look innocent at first, as if they have no understanding of darker sides to the world. In reality they have stared it in the face and continued with a smile
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This heart one is an adorable comm from @graff-aganda gotten by @alarcomet
Ian: fair skin with blond hair and brown eyes. His face is covered in a dusting of freckles. He's a little shorter than average at first in his original universe. He has a lanky frame that some may even call scrawny at times. He looks younger than he is, giving an impression of early teens rather than close to an adult.
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Delphia: pale white skin with emerald eyes that stand out against it. Her hair is a dark black, almost ebony. She's above average height in most universes with a thin frame. Generally she's pale to a concerning degree. Almost like you'd think she's dead if she held her breath. She appears innocent and naive by choice, if she changes to seem world weary it's best to listen Where it exists people might think she's a bit like snow white
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Vincent: striking silver hair, usually tied back. He has one eye green like emeralds, the other purple like violets. Overall his features are striking, but the scars over his eyes stand out against his sepia brown skin. He's intimidating, usually holding a look of disdain or pointed disinterest. If he cares for you he will kill for you
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Melody: around average height with pale skin and heavyset. She has long brown hair frequently put up in ponytails or braids. Glasses that hide the bags under her eyes and a bright red tint on her cheeks. She also has a single dimple mirrored by Caprice. She looks young and innocent as if the things she suffered never happened. Most often she wears jeans and dark colored t-shirts with a black hoodie
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Caprice: fair pale skin with freckles, short brown hair, and brown eyes. He usually has an athletic build and a bit short for men. He doesn't need glasses and has a healthy look. He has a single dimple mirrored by Melody. He appears goofy and ignorant, a mask he wears that can fall away to someone who sees more than anyone would like.
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Lilith: dark brown skin, red eyes, and naturally black hair. She likes to dye it purple. Overall she is adorable. There is always a possessiveness in her face if she likes you.
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Corus: black hair long enough he can tie it in a small ponytail. He has blue eyes and tanned white skin. At first glance he looks tall with an average build at best, but he has a lot of muscle that you can't see. His way of dress hides the fact he's well built. It's a byproduct of ways he's tried to handle his anger issues through out the years. He looks like someone easy to take advantage of at first, but then his anger comes through and he's terrifying regardless of size.
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Zeke: golden brown skin, green eyes, and red/orange hair. He looks welcoming and intelligent. Overall his build is a bit average but his arms reflect the manual labor his life usually requires. He's observant and quick to act. When it's viable he has glasses that help him see far away. Luckily he has no issues up close.
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Mikhail: He has rich black skin, green eyes and long black hair. He has a lean frame that some would assume is from being consumed in his studies. Most of the time he needs glasses more specifically for reading. His size changing in his original universe does change his frame slightly. The bigger he grows the more imposing his build becomes and the opposite for smaller. He'd be bird like at Ian's size
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Alessia: rosy white skin and a warm look to her face. She's chubby which hides the strength she's capable of. Her hair, which flows to the middle of her back, is the same color as the night sky and she has brown eyes that radiate kindness. Generally around average human height. Soft is a good way to describe her. As a goddess she is usually dressed in a golden suit of armor that still leaves her legs, arms, hands, and head free.
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Rhys: sharp edges to his face, the tawny brown skin accented with salmon hair. His eyes change colors depending on mood, but he is most commonly seen with them at bright pink. He isn't too tall and has a stout form. When he's calm his features have him looking reliable. As a god he dresses for the times, frequently in the most common clothing styles of the era until more modern times.
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Ash: appears intimidating. A sharp face with one green and one blue eye. Their brown hair is short almost shave. They have umber brown skin and, as a god, tend to wear something that looks like leather armor. It's more like a misviewed tunic. They are frequently considered to look like a warrior or soldier and mistaken for the god of war.
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Vitus: ashen white skin and even whiter hair. His hair is a bit below his shoulders and usually tied back with enough left free to frame his face. He has striking emerald eyes and a stern gaze. He has an average build and appears normally to be around mid thirties to early forties in age. He's taller than most others. As a god he tends to wear a button up shirt and simple plain pants regardless of the era. As a human he has reading glasses.
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Dabria: fair white skin that looks like she's spent a lot of time under the sun. She has ebony hair which seems to flow endlessly behind her and piercingly red eyes. Her round face almost always carries a small smile and radiates warmth. She has a chubby form and is happy to offer comfort to any who need it. As a goddess she tends to wear a simple black dress, as a human she wears darker colors and jeans unless it's more formal
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Felix: a stocky build. He has golden eyes and short black hair that slightly frames his face. His skin is a warm beige. He looks judgemental and cold at first glance. His features give a calculating feeling. As a god he dresses ostentatiously, styles that mimic nobility or expensive styles of the era.
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Sola: a soft tan to her white skin, something that makes her look to have spent long days out in the sun. Her hair is just a bit past her shoulders, a light blonde color with specks of blue and white. Her eyes like like the morning sky, bright yellow at the center for the sun. She dresses in bright colors and most often has her arms and legs uncovered. She appears childish like Luna. A round face, large eyes, and over all child like features. She is twins with Luna. She appears bright, outgoing, and loud, but tries to match those around her more than act freely.
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Luna: pale skin that could remind you of moonlight. He has shoulder length hair that's black with specks of white like stars. As a god his eyes are almost mirrors of the night sky, but human leaves him with a deep blue. He dresses in dark colors that relate to the era. He looks childish, a round face, large eyes, and general child like features. He is twins with Sola. He appears shy and reserved, but just is soft spoken.
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Ryder: the build of a soldier. He reflects his status as god of war in his stature. His eyes are silver and, as a god, his pupils are shaped like swords. He has a surprisingly kind look most of the time. His face is scared despite never being in battle, he also has some scars along his arms and torso. He has long black hair that reaches down his back and he tends to leave as is. He tries to appear ready to fight in any universe he's in despite his lack of actual experience and general reasons to fight.
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Kyrie: warm beige skin and a chubby build. His hair and fins are black at first. Both will change later to mimic colors of the deep sea to aid in hiding from humans. His eyes are the same color as the deep sea giving him the best sight of the merfolk under water. His hair is long and reachs almost to his tail. He opts not to do anything to it much like Pelago. He can look intimidating when he smiles, large fangs poking out. He is technically not full grown until some time after he meets Melody and grows significantly from the size he'd been until then.
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Pelago: slender with dark brown skin. She has scars over her face from years of abuse due to the colors of her scales. She has blond hair the is half the length of her body. Her scales are a bright white and define her as an oceanid. Her eyes match the colors of her scales and fins as white as well. She still holds a kind smile despite the way she's been treated in the past. Pelago looks the most human when she smiles, her smaller size leaving her no need for large fangs.
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Byssal: fair white skin and a stout build. He has used his size to keep Pelago safe and appears intimidating. His hair is green and usually braided. When loose his hair is almost longer than Pelago He has green scales, fins, and eyes. He has some scales along his skin unlike Pelago. Byssal frequently wears a scowl and bares his fangs at anyone who isn't Kyrie or Pelago (later that grows to Melody and Caprice)
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Streya: skin the same color of space, she'd disappear into the darkness without the stars. She wears a gown that looks like endless stars. Her eyes are a solid dull purple when she's not matching a planet, they change to match the planet she's mimicking. Her hair is long reaching down into the endless space like her gown. It's a base shade of black with glowing blue on the top and the tips. On the right side of her head her hair is a lighter blue. There's a hint of purple all throughout it. She has a plump form. She has a round face that almost always has a look of awe or curiosity
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Meg: skin is pale and she wears simple earrings. Her hair is a light brown that falls just below her shoulders. She has brown eyes. She has a dusting of freckles on her face, she wears simple glasses. She has a thin frame with a round face. She dresses casually, a warm jacket with simple things. A necklace with a star on it and tends to have jackets with patches or pins for lgbt
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huggy-bears · 2 years
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still don't get how ppl r expecting Kinn to have a plan to explain his decision of locking Porsche up at the end of ep 9 where as the reasons are presented on the table; the unauthorized listening device. Ppl dont want to hear this but Porsche made a mistake when he bugged Tawan's room w/o permission & followed Kinn & Tawan afterward. Viewers know about Kinnporsche relationship in others's eyes he's displaying mole behavior, listening in his boss, tailing him in his secret appointment. Kinn got canceled for not telling Porsche ab his plan (if there's even one) but Porsche was also acting in secret here. Tawan knew ab the bugs but waited and exposed Porsche when he showed up at Tawan's apartment. Porsche was caught red handed and confronted infront of the guards. Not even talking who's the mole, Kinn's position as a leader is challenged bc Porsche broke directives protocol. There are rules in such organizations and everyone knows ab it. Kinn as a leader is left with no choice but to follow it through. Kinn ordering Porsche to be locked up is the correct procedural decision. I don't understand why ppl were mad ab that? No where did it state he didn't love Porsche or chose Tawan over him.
I think people are mostly pissed off at the amount of touchiness and closeness Kinn allowed from Tawan in front of Porsche's salad. Also, if he has a plan (which I hope he does and recent interviews with Mile suggests Kinn does), I think if you're going to involve someone in it, everyone involved in said plan should know about it instead of having them think you don't love/trust them anymore and making them believe you trust your snake ass ex more than you after two or so episodes of passionate love making and basically professing your love for one another... also, when Kinn saw Porsche and Vegas at the pool, it can be interpreted as Kinn being vengeful or getting even with Porsche by going with Tawan so... it just doesn't look great for Kinn in that regard...though I agree that Kinn had to look like an objective and not subjective leader by going through formal investigative procedures and such as one would with a potential mole.
Thank you for spending time and giving me your thoughts. I can understand from Porsche´s point of view the amount of uneasiness and insecurity seeing his boyfriend sharing a moment with the ex right in front of him. The series presented it rather clearly but I don´t know if the audience grasped how big of an impact Kinn and Tawan´s past relationship left a mark on Kinn emotionally. Pete talked about it in ep 2 how it made Kinn turn from being kind and caring to cold and ruthless. Kinn father brought up what happened every chance he could and then we have Vegas telling Porsche a skewed version of the story to mess with his head, but one thing remained unchanged was the aftermath of that relationship. Kinn believed he killed his ex lover, betrayers must die, but the pain changed him as a person and he still kept his picture with Tawan after all of it. He admitted to Porsche in ep 8 that it was because he couldn´t move on from Tawan completely. It was much easier to accept that when both of them thought Tawan was death. Kinn was ready to move on by throwing the picture away and went to make merit with Porsch. Tawan coming back sort of unlocked all the memories and trauma from the past. On top of it, he presented a potential solution to a long standing problem Kinn and his family had. Kinn obviously didn´t trust Tawan but keeping him around and playing his game might help them get to the bottom of it.
Now on to the ´´Korean´´ incident that made the entire fandom scream blood. There are 2 schools of thought on this matter. One believed that Kinn had a plan and was only leading Tawan on by pretending to be caught in the moment with him. However he should have informed Porsche in advance to avoid any misunderstanding between, because Porsche ended up cutting Kinn and Tawan´s conversation short out of anger. It could very well be an on the spot decision from Kinn since Tawan was the one who brought up the pictures first. Kinn made a spontaneous plan because the opportunity presented itself and therefore was unable to tell Porsche beforehand. The other school of thought was that Kinn genuinely slipped back in his memories when he saw his past photos with Tawan and Porsche snapped him out of it. From my observation in these past days, the fandom could somehow tolerate the first option but would definitely destroy and cancel Kinn if it was the second scenario. I personally think what happened was the latter. As someone who had first hand experience in traumatic first love I could understand how Kinn could potentially be genuinely caught in the moment. It was not because of any love or residual feeling he might have for Tawan, but more of the person Kinn was when he was with him. The innocent smile, the carefree trustful spirit, the love in void of any fear or doubt, they are the things that Kinn could never get back. First love is powerful in a way that if it ends badly it would left a permanent scar and makes people mourn the person they were before it happens. And i think that was what happened with Kinn. Do I like it? Absolutely not. I was screaming along with the fandom at that moment as I watched the episode, but I could understand it because I could relate to it. It was a very real human emotion. It was unfortunate that it happened right in front of Porsche so I could also understand his frustration and insecurity. Now I may look like a total clown if in a few hours the next episode reveals that Kinn indeed had a plan at that moment, of which i would be happy to don the make up tbh :). However if it was the other scenario and he truly got caught in it, it is up to each and everyone´s judgement if they could find it in their hearts to empathize and forgive him. 
You mention that Kinn deciding to go alone with Tawan as a payback to Porsche spending time with Vegas and I have to unfortunately disagree. Kinn had no idea that Porsche was listening in to him and Tawan so his decision to whether or not to go alone with Tawan should have had no impact on Porsche because Porsche simply wouldn´t know about it. Payback requires the other party to acknowledge the impact of their action and the counter-action to it, like that verbal slapback in ep 7 when Porsche point blank brought up Tawan and said Kinn killed his ex lover out of mistrust (Vegas´ skewed version of the story) and Kinn knowing whom Porsche got this version of the story from and seeing Porsche not only heard but trusted Vegas with it lost his wit and insulted Porsche back. Episode 9 was nothing like that Kinn was on his way to have a conversation with Porsche after Tawan´s request of a 2-person-only meetup. Seeing Porsche with Vegas sharing a moment probably severed Kinn´s trust that he could include Porsche in his future plan. Vegas and Tawan respectively mirrored Kinn´s and Porsche´s mistrusts and insecurities in their relationship with each other. It´s a genius use of parallel from a storytelling perspective, giving the audience a very clear view of Kinn and Porsche´s relationship status without them having to verbally tell us. Someone on the KP tag said episode 9 wasn´t about Kinn vs. Porsche but Kinn and Porsche vs. the obstacles laid out for them by external forces. They had to deal with in their own way and sometimes their methods collided and conflicted with one another. With all the major plots have yet to be revealed, I expect even more fall outs to happen before they could pick up the pieces and get together again. 
I apoligize for this insanely long reply. I wasn´t aware of how long it had gotten until I was finished with it. 
Hopefully we have a better watching experience the next few episodes and the fandom wont be as divided as it is now.
Thank you for stopping by. Have a nice day! 
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queencryo · 1 year
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update: i went to the doctor and they were like 'mm. yeah thats fucked. see a dermatologist here's a 'see the dermatologist' paper'.
by their own reckoning, it'd be a week or two at *best*. i called a few dermstolgists.... the best appt i could grt was nov 7, after Carey (the scheduler) looked through like. *all* of the clinics in the state ran by these folks after i told them how scared i was. i cried a lot on the way home.
got hone, called more places, nowhere had any appts anytime in the next month, second-best was december. apparently got confused because I called n spoke with Carey again by accident, they'd already put me on the 'call if theres a cancellation' list, i cried again and thanked them. Five minutes after I hung up with them, i got a call back: someone had cancelled and tbey called me right away, and I now have an appt in a town 20 minutes away, tomorrow morning. 'Dont cry, because then i'll start crying too'. I told them thank you so much, and god bless them, and im serious if you pray please wish them well tonight (i dont know how to pray)
So. I feel better than I did this morning. I feel blessed, and grateful. Please put Carey (i wish id asked how their name is spelled...) in your prayers if you have any, i love them.
i did a tarot reading today. two, actuallh, with two different decks. I couldn't understand everything the first was saying, except that i probably have cancer (i might be like. panicking and being biased. u know how it is.) The second seemed to be saying that my closed-off and shielded nature is holding me back, and by deliberate and measured effort I can work to fix that and be less fucked. And in so doing I will find community. That feels pretty right. First Real Readings ive ever done tho so. idk
Hung out with new person R, and roommates. Mostly did not think too hard about The Thing. So thats good.
Roommate J says she once went to an urgent xare for a suspicious mole, and they said it was definitely cancer. Then she want to a derma, who said 'nah thats not cancer'. so thats kind of relieving. Mine looks... *bad* though, i dont knkw..
in all... im scared, really scared. But at least I'm not paralyzed with terror like I was last night.
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𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖗
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➾ 𝖒𝖆𝖎𝖓 𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖔:
name — bee (moots can call me belle)
age — 15 (surprising, right?)
pronouns — she/they (tho you can call me whatever you like)
sexual orientation — i..... idfk anymore
country — america
time zone — pacific standard time (pst california)
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➾ 𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊:
white, natural wavy/curly brunette (tho i dye my hair every now and then)
aesthetic is all over the place but i tend to stick with boxy graphic/band tees or really big sweatshirts, mostly muted colors with a small pop of bright color
plus sized, tall, faint freckles and moles, lots of acne bc ✨teenager✨, a bunch of stretch marks and cellulite
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➾ 𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞:
hogwarts house — slytherin (tho i got ravenclaw once)
three big signs — gemini sun, sagittarius moon, libra rising
personality type — istp-t
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➾ 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌:
i dont have any separate blog for shitposts and rants or interaction with friends so expect that all here. i like to think i'm a pretty friendly person (at least online) so feel free to talk to me anytime!
i write for many fandoms, including, harry potter, stranger things, the 100, and bridgerton. expect more to be added as i get invested in more and more shows and movies.
original ideas are hard, i get that completely. and sometimes you don't remember exactly where you got the idea from, which is completely fine. i do not expect any credit to be given if i inspire your writing, that's just part of the process. as long as you're not blatantly stealing anything, we don't have any problems.
if you would like to translate my work or post it somewhere else, please message me. i'm pretty chill so don't feel threatened or anything. if you find my work good or interesting and would like it to reach others, just make sure to get my WRITTEN permission and CREDIT ME!! if you don't, you will be reported and blocked. i may be chill but i DO NOT tolerate plagiarism, it is ILLEGAL!!
if you have any complaints or concerns, please feel free to message me or send me an ask as long as you're not rude about it. i'm always looking for ways i can improve, whether that be in my writing or as a person. i love getting feedback, it really helps me learn and grow
i will never be one of those blogs that block people if they spam like bc i understand that there are blogs that don't wanna have any posts on their blog or they're ashamed they're reading fanfiction or it just doesn't match what they talk about on their blog. and i do appreciate likes because it shows me what y'all like and if i should continue making something or writing about a certain character. i also appreciate the few reblogs i do get because it really helps with the algorithm, so thank you <3
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➾ 𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖔𝖒/𝖋𝖚𝖓 𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖘:
i hate the feeling of velvet and felt, i feel physically sick when touching it. its basically like nails on a chalkboard.
i have a cat named oreo, who i am convinced is a velociraptor in disguise (velociraptors can open doors, that's why). She likes to open my door with her mind powers and/or knock on it and scream at me till i open it.
i love frogs and rats so so much, i really want them as pets (which is kinda hard with a cat so im probably gonna get them when i move out).
i have an "irrational" fear of spiders. every time i see one i either scream for someone to kill it, hyperventilate, or cry. my mom gets pissed at me for asking her to kill them
i've been biting my nails since before i even had a developed memory. my therapist thinks its from past anxiety that's become a habit.
i have a depression and anxiety, i also have a hard time paying attention and tend to fidget with things (usually cracking my knuckles)
i have issues with confrontation, most likely caused by ptsd (according to my therapist). i usually cry when someone yells at me or looks like they're gonna hit me (unless i started the fight and it's with someone that's either younger than me or shorter than me)
i have a tendency to focus on my insecurities for too long and begin to think i'm unloveable, which is no one's fault, i'm just a dumbass.
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i love every single one of you to the moon and back, nothing will change my mind.
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ye-local-simp · 2 years
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Hello! ₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎ ♡
Congratulations on the 400+ followers!!! ☀️
Can I request a match-up please?
I'm short, about 5'1-5'2 almost like an IKEA nightstand and slightly plump like a padded bag chair. I have pale pink dyed hair and brown eyes. I also have a lot of moles on my body and barely noticeable freckles. Usually i wear comfortable loose clothes, something like sweatpants and some kind of oversize T-shirt, not super luxury.
I’m gemini, ISFP and i can describe myself as a person who have trust issues, so it’s hard for me to open up to people at first. Despite of this i love affections in various expressions. Compliments, hugs, smooches - I really like to show attachment to my family and friends! Even if it seems so clingy tbh.
To my family and close friends I seem like a crazy chihuahua - constantly on the move, hard to shut up and just a kind of chaotic personality. Actually, even if i more on introverted side i'm eccentric and active in some ways. I mean who one day came to work with invoices mustache and beard just because wanted to? Yep, me. A little weird me. I have specific tastes in everything from eating french fries with ice cream as sauce to non-standard combination of clothes and colors.
A little aggressive, sarcastic and sometimes rude, if I’m overwhelmed with emotions. It maybe sounds oddly but i like strange and absurd memes, dumb puns and black humour, and i quite often use them in conversations.
I adore astrology and mysticism. Some kind of mystery of the world attracts me, gives me ground for reflection, thereby forcing me to spend almost all my free time on it, and I find it really interesting. I also like everything related to maritime culture and mythology. Warm rainy days, autumn season and evening time of day when the sun slowly sets over the horizon. And I also really like such simple little things as cute pebbles that can be found not only on the beach, but also on an ordinary street, key rings and other seemingly unnecessary trinkets.
What about dislikes? Well, at first it’s wasps. Thank God that I didn't have to come into close contact with them. In my opinion, it's better to run from a flock of geese than from a gang of wasps. The second is acute. I can't and don't like too spicy food and dishes. One day I ate very spicy noodles and my lips cried from burning for half an hour. Not a very good feeling, especially when they are cracked...
When I was a little girl, I attended every school circle, but I didn't stay in any of them due to my frequent variability in both character and interests, and it's a little difficult for me to understand which hobby has sunk into my soul more, heh. I knitted, drew, and excelled in sports - everything in a row, but a little. If singing in the bathroom is considered a hobby, then this is one of them that stayed with me throughout my growing up, ha ha. I will give preference to drawing and writing more, perhaps.
Thank you for your work, I hope you have a wonderful day! ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)
I will match you up with...
Malleus!!
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-Poor man probably also got trust issues due to everyone judging his looks so at some point you two just found each other relatable and found trust in each other.
-Even though it may not look like it, Malleus is also big on physical touch so hugs and quick smooches are actually things you would do when you see each other.He doesn't actually find your clinging to be annoying, as long as you dont do it with Sebek around.Thats the one of the reason why most of your dates are walking around Ramshackle at night.Its actually a pretty neat date since Malleus could always protect you at night, there won't be people around, its calming and he can have a full view on the gargoyles.
-Furthermore, Malleus also has an interest in simple things as you can see from the obsession of gargoyles so he wouldn't really question you if you had an interest in some random trinket you walk past.Plus Malleus is the type of guy who would get your dark joke at random times of the day or the middle of night.As you know, Malleus loves ice cream so you can imagine the shock on his face when he sees you dip a fry on it. He would probably question if humans really did that or it tasted nice. In the end, he tried it and he can not actually say it is bad. Oh well, as long as it was better than Lilia's cooking.
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blazingstarship · 2 years
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How was your and Yusei’s first trip together? Where’d you go, what did you do, was it for any special occasion? Was he nervous to spend a whole weekend or however long alone, just the two of you? Or was he thrilled at the chance for some privacy where he could really show you just how much he loves you without worrying about being interrupted? :3
— @dark-magical-ships 💙
Oh my those are some really good questions!!!
Thank you so much @dark-magical-ships!!💙💙💙 it really got my mind off :)
My thats some story! Allow me to dump it in this post😁 damn this turned a whole novel i cant…sorry and just ignore most of it like It really got out of hand😅🙈SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG💖💖
Our first trip wasnt planned to be a trip😂 it was supposed to be a date in another city and then going back. It was around three months we were dating and we got to the idea to go out of the city and explore more…well more Yusei’s idea since he has been catch up on work and kinda…didnt pay much attention to me. So he planned a long drive on his runner to have some alone time together and full attention.
We went to the sea side where that night was full moon and you could see the Stardust Road light up (Yes refference to vrains hehe). We spended the day at the boulevard, noticed Yusei wanted to check out a game shop and we even got new cards. Yusei gave me a card I reminded him of “Astro Kitten.” Cause it was a kitten in space and this kitten had a mole just like me.
We had enjoyed diner at a fish restaurant at the pier along with a sweet ice cream diner as the evening had fallen. We got a great spot to watch the Stardust Road light up as Yusei excused himself and as he came back trying to be flirty.
“Ha, what have we here?” Yusei said as he turned my face around with his free hand to look at him as he pulled closer and closed the gate between us as he kissed sweetly. “Seems like I catched a beautiful shooting star tonight.”
I swear I looked at him so confused like, what the h happen. Yusei and trying to flirt…one confused me. I even asked him if he was feeling okay iwiekekkdmd his face was priceless. Like me being a mess and trying to understand whatever he did. He sure tried his best to be more romantic that moment.
Eventually he told me he wanted to go to the zoo with me to look at the panda’s cause I like them. But the trip back and then to the zoo takes a lot of time so he suggested to stay at a hotel for the night.
“I wanted to surprise you.” He said as I smiled.
“You sure surprised me...only we..we never.”
Yusei waited for me to finish the line.
“We never slept together. I-I mean spending the night and sleeping.”
“We can take separate beds.”
“Yeah I know but uhmm.”
“You dont like to sleep with me in one room?”
“What? Yes I like to sleep with you I-I mean in a room and only sleeping but..I also dont mind we sleep in one bed.”
It was Yusei’s turn to blush and be surprised. “I uhmm I...”
“Sorry I didnt mean-.”
“I like to.” Yusei said.
“In one bed?”
Yusei nodded as he stroked my cheek nervous. “I always wanted to know the feel of sleeping with the girl Im in love bysides me.” He said shy.
I smiled and leaned my head on his shoulder and snuggled to him. He blushed as he smiled and sighed as he holded me close.
“And I always wanted to sleep bysides the boy Im so in love with.”
Yusei snuggled his face in my hair and sniffed my sence. “Hmm, then we take one bed.”
“Yes.” I mumbled.
……
The hotel room was big enough to fit a nice two sized bed, we only had a problem with clothes.
“I should have brought...a pair of pjs or make up or other stuff…” I said kinda lost how to find a solution for this.
“Uhm..” Yusei said and scrached his hair. “You can...wear my shirt.”
“Thats sweet but..” I said and looked at myself. “I wouldnt fit.”
“You would fit and...look cute in it.”
“I heard that.” I said with a smile. “You look cutter in it.”
I kissed his cheek as he holds my hand. “Sharon?” He said as I sit next to him.
“Yes?”
“You look amazing to me.”
My look went off, I still have trouble believing he likes the way I look. “Please Yusei dont.”
“Try my shirt. Please.”
“But...what about you..”
“I wear another shirt under this one.”
I sighed and nodded. “I try.”
Yusei smiled and pulled his shirt off that took me off guard yet looked curious and interested. He indeed wear another shirt.
He gave me his shirt and I looked at it. “Okay, guess Im gonna change too.” I said as I stand up and walked to the bathroom. I putted off my clothes and bra and tried his shirt. It fits but its tigh, I sighed deep. “Dammit.”
Yusei was very restless like, the curtains open or closed, the light normal or dimmed, picking a flower out the vase but putted back in, checking his breath and grabbed a mint, even on the bed he was kinda bouncing up and down. Boy he was nervous and he really wants this, he have been wondering how it feels to be with each other while sleeping…just sleeping.
I grabbed my stuff and walked out of it. “Yus, your shirt do-.” I said as I saw the curtains are closed a little and a little light shines. I saw him sitting in his shirt and boxers, looking up when I walked in again.
I laid my stuff on the chair and smiled.
“Hey, what do you think?” I asked unsure.
Yusei cracked a smile. “You look cutter than I though...”
“Its close, I dont wanna ruin your shirt.”
“I dont want you to take it off.” Yusei said.
“You sure?”
Yusei nodded. “Please wear it.”
“Okay.” I nodded in agree and walked to him and sit on the other side. We went under the covers and laid with some distance away. There was an awkward silence.
“Are you tired?”
“Not really. You?”
“No.”
“Uhmm…sh-shall we put on the tv?”
“Yeah okay.”
What even was this convo…gladly the silence would be gone, damn it was really odd to be at night time together alone. A knot was there but none of us dared to start about it.
A movie was popping up. Titanic. Great…I have watched once and I regonize the scene. All the sappy romantic stuff has to happen yet.
“Is this titanic?” Yusei asked as I nodded.
“Yes it is. Did you ever saw the movie?”
“No, you?”
“Once.”
“You wanna watch it again?”
“Sure just leave it on.”
My oh my I wonder what he thinks of the movie. A couple of minutes in and they went to the
“This is romantic…right?”
What a bunches of nervousness was sitting there. I shaked my head a little as I shoved more to him as he looked surprised. “May I lay…closer to you?”
He only nodded as he cleared the space for as I laid my head on his shoulder as he putted his arm around me. “You can breath you know.” I joked as I hear a shaky sign. “If it makes you uncomfortable I will mo-.”
“Stay.” “I dont…I want you to stay.”
“Okay. But please try to relax, you feel really tense. Its just me…I just want to get closer to you.”
I feel his breath as he sighed again as he said. “Me too. Thats why I wanted to go on this trip.”
I got off him as I turned around and laid on my stomach as I looked at Yusei. He turned around as he putted the volume down. He couldnt pay attention to the movie anyway.
“What?” He asked soft as we keep staring at each other.
“Nothing. I just realize I had a whole day with you alone and now the night and even tomorrow.”
“Is it too much?”
“No!” I said shocked. “I mean...I love to be with you, Im happy we are together. I am really happy with the time I am with you. But also I am very nervous. Im not used to so much one on one attention of you.”
A sigh of relief and a chuckle came out of Yusei. “I am really glad you are saying this cause I have been nervous since we got here.”
“Really? Havent noticed.” I joked as Yusei shaked his head.
“But Im…I’m happy we are alone together. I am glad I got..get time to give you the attention you deserve…”
“Is this about the past weeks?” I asked as I had a hunch in my gut what he was refference to.
“I know I havent paid much attention to you and I know how you made me food and kept me hydrated while I was on hyperfocus…” He chuckled nervous as I just keep repeating in my head how indeed he was so up his work we barely talked and sometimes his small smile wasnt enough to keep me coming back to the garage. Specially when everyone else got his full attention and I got pushed back. Well I though I pushed this though back but he brought it back up again.
“But I just hope you know mean so much to me and I wanna thank you…” He said as he laid his hand on mine.“Like giving you a proper thank you for your caring and sweetness.”
“Im…” I sighed deep. “I know you mean well…but I just wished you paid more attention to me back then. It really hurted me that you ignored me.”
“I didnt know, I really didnt know.”
“You couldnt know cause you dont know me that well like…what I cant stand. What makes me feel awful.”
“Tell me everything.”
“What?”
“Tell me all your likes and dislikes…I wanna know and remember them. I will try to do my best to be a better…boyfriend.”
“On one condition.” I said as I holded his hand tight. “You tell me yours too.”
We had small talks what we liked and disliked. Eventually we got deeper about ourselves. We both have trouble to open up and show the real us cause of our pasts. We noticed how we changed each other and just gonna take it slow. Also means getting deeper into intimacy. Just laying next to each other is so nice and knowing we see each other before we sleep and first thing we wake up.
We fell asleep with some distance but still holding hands till we woke up that morning close in each others embrace, it felt neutral yet Yusei had admited he never knew this would be such an amazing feeling and neither would I have known. Also I have apologized about the drooling on his shirt as the stain was visible as Yusei said he was sorry he had on my head..It was a really funny mess and we gladly could laugh about it.
But since that trip, our relationship got to a next level. Since that night we slept more times together, bonding on intimacy level.
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Like a two headed emu
I can't see you
But I see you
But you only see me
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Say that twice to win
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The real price
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See realies
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I'm talkin
About that
Rhetorical
Rhetoric
Get it.?
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petrichor-han · 9 months
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Stoppppp not the food poisoning one being a real PC if anything omg. I feel like it'd be a bday pic release instead! I love how every idol releases a meme of their member on their bday djdjjdjjsks because that's what I'll do to myself 😭😭 AAAHHHH DONT THROW OUT HYUNJIN! Even though he's a menace shhsjsjjaka throw out han first! 🤣🤣
I'm about to buy new glasses because my vision got blurrier... IF THATS A WORD LOL but omg, I'm sure you don't look like a mole 😭 you're so super cute!!!! And maybe one day when we are able to sell our pcs, we can get monies for Lasik 😭🤣 also, I wish I have good fashion ndjjdjddjdjf I am in an anime t-shirt and basketball shorts at all times. I only buy "nice clothes" if there's an event lol! Majority of my clothes are me stealing my s/o's clothes 🤣🤣
Ohhhhhh my god! But we love our pets! So it's understandable to only have them instead of us hdjdjdjdjd
ooo you’re right you’re right i can just SEE that picture being used against me 💀💀 it comes at a cost lmfaoooo. PLSSS I HAVE LIKE 3 HYUNJIN PC’S I WANT MORE HAN ONES 😭😭 i’ll sacrifice a hyunjin for more hanji (sorry hyunjin)
i’m like 99% sure it’s a word but i’m NOT smart so don’t quote me on it 😭😭 i’m overdue for an eye exam so i may need new ones too LOL (side note why is it so fun to get new glasses it’s like going clothes shopping) (it’s fun until i see the price) but omg matching bff lasik surgery 😍 the wearing comfy clothes 99% of the time is so valid tho the only time i dress up is when i go out and then as soon as i get back i’m changing into comfy clothes immediately 💀
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astrxlis-archive · 2 years
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Hello Fox (ღˇᴗˇ)。o♡ I got so distracted before actually Writing This Down (accidentally scrolled through twitter and whatever stuff besides writing you the reply 😭) I'll reply first to the very very first message i sent you
YOUR JEWELRIES 😳 It is giving Mona⭐ Please attach some pictures when you found the time to do so! I wanna see those~ They aren't just jewelries to me in your description... they sound so fancy it is definitely Monacore! (I do relate with owing someone something too but i like gifts nonetheless as long as they dont make me in their debt ya kno... Paying for food seems wonderful, or maybe even paying for you when you're tight on money)
Thank you so much for the hug 🥰 it's alright, you know how wonky you can be living with mental health struggles? I'd be feeling happy at the moment, but maybe internally not at the same time ♪ Unfortunately, I stopped the meds (but also because my mom doesn't plan to go back anytime yet). I just don't think it's possible to live through drinking it daily or even get used to it since it's too bothersome 😅
Nahida is so radish looking there is no simpler way to describe her. If i could, i'd show her to a kid learning about vegetables. I'll call her the Radish Fairy (affectionately). I think I'm a menace for this ☺️.. I may not be able to purchase merch (f2p even irl), but I sure do hope they make Aranara plushies... they could profit off it so so much! (And give players joy) I wanna suggest to HYV to make a detachable mix-&-match wooden aranara dolls like in the game event~
I'm gonna cry... I wanna try to shorten messages and replies but alright this is the shortest i can go...😆 There's too much to talk about it's crazy 😭
I'm just a c0 kazuha haver^^ Well ya know tighnari will be in standard pool soon so... He might come when you lose your 50/50 (reversed!!) It's almost 2 yrs of me playing the game I still have no diluc 🤣 i'm rooting for tighnari to come home first when i lose 50/50 bye diluc
Ooh heizou! Yes, yes. I love his character! (Doesn't know his story) i love detectives and his design + voice is really perfect.. THE MOLES. He's too smooth and Thank you so much hyv for that ^0^ playstyle wise, it's really not my type, or maybe because after getting him i got a commission to fight the eye of storm (my team during that time includes kazuha, thoma, heizou, & zhongli(he carried with meteor). There is No archer or catalyst user) it was hell... 🤣😭 Happy to say that kazuha, heizou and thoma are friendship 10 now!
CYNO is too cool and good to be true, but i need to skip *cough*. It's more on the aesthetic for me 🥰 may you get him on his rerun!! Mwa mwa I'm still processing how he canonically jokes unfunny or cringe ones (to tighnari) but anyways people will still love him 🤣 it's good to be goofy when your position is serious
Tbh, the studyblr posts i've been seeing aren't really suitable for me and they're more like... good student kind of tips 🤣 idk, maybe i am really stubborn or dislike following things very much (Would read the rules but then do something that breaks it afterwards <- the kind of person i am. Insane) Thank you for your support Fox!! 😭🥰 (it's so weird to say this but..) i'm really grateful for you being with me through all these times! <33 you atleast, have lifted some emotional burdens from me at some times which i am thankful for! 🥰
— 🍰.
hewwooo 🍰!!
i understand the "doing something else instead of what i meant to do" thing 😂 also tumblr pls.
the small earring set really reminded me of mona 😭 the long one actually reminded me of kaeya, and as a kaeya simp, i had to buy them /j i actually waited a week to see if i really wanted them, and i was really happy when i went back to the store and they hadn't been sold~ the pics are up! just ignore the dust lol usually when i can i pay for my friends food hehe small actions of love :')
yeah, i understand that all too well tbh... i can't really comment on the med part because i agree and i'm also struggling with taking my own. they're not for everyone and that's alright. they weren't a good option for me for a long time. but please continue to take care of yourself, ok?
i'm sure the child would say she looks like a radish too pls 😭😭 i would buy the plushies if they sold them....... or at least i'd want to buy bc shipping + currency conversion would cost me a lot............. but dude!!! wooden mix and match aranara dolls!!! that'd be so cute 🥺
i really do hope he'll come home for both of us. if i get another keqing i'm going to cry. also i'd give you my diluc jf i could, but alas jfndjsns i think i somehow summoned him when i bought his skin...... 🙃
dude, how do you raise friendship so fast??? my kazuha is still level 7 and i'm struggling 🫥 but you're right, heizou really has a smooth voice, both in english and chinese. he's benched right now bc my team has only one rotational spot and kazuha's in it lol i can imagine your struggle... that's the downside of having two anemo characters AND the catalyst one is actually a physical one 🥲
there are some leaks that we'll actually get to play the card game cyno plays on 3.3 and i'm slightly excited. a game inside a game. gameception lol i hope we'll get to see tighnari and collei interact with him, especially collei. i don't remember if you mentioned it but is there anyone you'll be skipping him for?
oooohoho, so you're the rebellious type? /j hmm, i remember seeing posts like those too. feels weird when you're neurodivergent, doesn't it? it makes me really happy to read i was able to help you somehow 🥺 i hope i can continue to do so. 💕💕
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captnjacksparrow · 2 years
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One of my dad's friend is now dating a man and my dad is so confused because that guy had a wife. He said "I dont understand how and when he became gay." I told him his friend was never straight and probably always knew he was attracted to men and never acted on it. My dad keep insisting that "No, people become gay and arent born that way." He then took the example of the son of another friend who 'became' gay once he moved in another country, saying that is where the kid discovered gay people and implied he got turned gay.
As you can see there are so many problems with the way he thinks.
1 - the bi-erasure
2 - thinking everybody is born straight
He reminds me of people who says Sasuke and Naruto cant be attracted to men because they have wives and kids. Some people are so not in touch with reality. They only know their reality and ignore everything else. People dont realise the pressure we are under and we are forced to hide.
I honestly think that your Dad is not to be blamed for the way he thinks... Even though, it's wrong. Because I assume he is kind of Old.. (???). And Changing our Parents view about something is like Emptying Ocean Water. They are hard-headed and the best course of action is to just ignore them. Believe me, I tried a lot.
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I think what your father said and what this Anon was saying, is very similar.
That is, People become Gay because of the Influence they get from other people not because it was ingrained in their Birth.
Your dad was saying out of obliviousness that, "People become Gay and are not born that way"... But this Anon, from their Experience feels that Shippers are also saying, "Only Gay for you".
But what Irritates me is that even Young People think this way and What's worse??? Even MLM shippers think that way. I always thought it's kind of an Argument fans use casually for fun. And I never liked it one bit... It almost sounds like "I am always Straight... But somehow that person makes me Gay/Lesbian"... Meaning, I am actually a normal person but just for you I become abnormal... Of Course, this thought process is downright Homophobic.
Isn’t Sexuality supposed to be like A Mole or A Birth Mark that was ingrained and become a part and parcel of you, Rather than claiming it as a Habit you picked up from a friend????
If the Shippers (who are in their teens and tweens) themselves don't realize this, let alone your Dad. He could be easily excused.
He reminds me of people who says Sasuke and Naruto cant be attracted to men because they have wives and kids. Some people are so not in touch with reality.
I think they are deliberately in Deep Deep Denial. Or a Convenient Lie they use for their Coping Mechanism.
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Look at this... A Total Hetero Baited poster I've ever seen for an Homosexual movie. Jack is so in love with his wife, Lureen, Right??? Apparently I read that people back then actually believed this poster, went to the Theatre and found something different...
Atleast, The Author could have did this kind of poster for SS, you know. And what did he do instead?
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A Clear dismissive attitude from Sasuke.... He was not even drawn to show affection towards his Daughter....
Ennis was acting like a perfect Family man in that poster and yet his Desire is totally different...
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He was openly asking Ennis to abandon everything and start a Ranch, Live Together.
And his views on Marriage is totally different,
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"As far as our marriage goes, we could do it over the Phone"
Through Phone??? Seriously??? Can married life be conducted through the Phone?? Isn't this very similar to Sasuke who didn't even bother to send a Letter to His Wife and His Child???
And what is Sasuke's view on Marriage?
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Sasuke pulled so many funny shit throughout this series but nothing equals to this Panel.
Broke Back Mountain (An Adult Homosexual Movie) has bothered to draw Posters where the Men are so in love with their Wives... But Naruto Gaiden, A Shonen Manga which targets 12 year olds, portrays the en are so miserable around their wives but happy around each other... Can't they put 2+2 to realize this???? What's not clicking?
Of Course, Homophobia can be a reason. But I guess these people falls more on the side of Deep Denial and wants to find a Reason to cope their Self-Inserted dreams got crushed again and again.
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