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captain-hen · 1 day
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whenever i rewatch 2x01, i'm always amazed at what a great job this episode does in introducing eddie and maddie as main characters, telling us key facts about them without too much exposition or revealing too much in general; all the while managing to balance the rest of the ensemble so we know what's going on with them. and the way maddie and eddie are introduced are tailored to fit their respective characters.
with maddie, she's still very isolated at this point—for obvious reasons. so we actually get to see her POV for her scenes, and we learn some important details about her: 1) she's buck's older sister, 2) there's a significant age gap between them, 3) she and buck are not on good terms with their parents, 4) she's on the run from an abusive relationship, 5) although she hasn't been in contact with buck for three years, she still feels safe enough to run to him, telling us what a deep bond they actually have, 6) she used to be a nurse.
(most of these facts about their childhood that we can glean in 2x01 aren't even expounded on until s4, btw. but i think it's still pretty impressive how the seeds were planted so early on, that, yeah, it wasn't a shock to find out that the buckley parents were neglectful, or that maddie was basically parentified.)
with eddie, it's completely different. i don't think we get a single scene of his from his POV in 2x01, actually—every scene of his is told from the perspective of the characters around him. at this point, we still don't know some of the most important aspects of his character—he's a father, his marriage is failing. but we're still told some very essential facts that form the basis of his character: 1) he was in the army, but he's clearly not proud of his service/doesn't like bringing it up unless it's to help him at work, 2) he's charming and personable enough that he's able to win over the firefam—with the exception of buck—almost instantly, in a way no other new addition to the 118 ever has, 3) he clearly values teamwork and wants to get to know his coworkers—his focus on trying to win buck over is indicative of this, 4) he not only willingly put himself in a dangerous situation with the grenade, but also trusted buck implicitly right away, which suggests that despite the responsible and sensible impression he gives off, he has a hidden tendency for impulsivity—and we now know he does.
idk, all of this to say that i just...really appreciate this episode and how well it handled the introduction of these two characters. it's never an easy thing to pull off, particularly in an already packed ensemble cast. but they handled it beautifully, and i still remember how impressed i was while watching it for the first time.
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virginmiri99 · 4 hours
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Ok. I have a lot to say about this. I think it's been abundantly clear they have been struggling to keep the company afloat, but I also think its a double edged sword bv they bit off more than they could chew in the first place. I've had this opinion for a while but it really cemented since the beginning of Ghost Files. I enjoyed what Watcher was at the beginning, I think they put in good work with Puppet History and it still continues to be their standout show and had a fair amount of "low-budget" shows that filled out the edges like are you scared, too many spirits, top 5 beat down, even their dnd campaign. But as soon as Ghost Files started I began to notice a trend of... idk... bleeding money? Ghost Files was so high budget that I was bored. I get that Ryan wanted to breathe new life into a ghost hunting series but what made bfu so good wasn't the ghost evidence... it was his and Shane's friendship. That's why I liked all their small shows near the start of Watcher--it felt like friends. I think they just continued to go bigger and bigger with more things and more random interns and more shows that it just got to be too much which... led us here. I hate to say I haven't watched their videos in forever, and that ghost files bored me so bad I couldn't even finish some episodes... but thats what happened. I get them moving exclusively to patreon. We all need money. But I wish instead of that, they just focused their energy into their CLEARLY popular series. Puppet History was beyond good--their only series that I didn't mind random guests every episode, in fact it was made better by the random guests--mystery files had potential but came at a bad time, ghost files should've been way lower budgeted and focused on modern house calls TBH! I'm sick of old prisons!!!! And get rid of the fan evidence! Stupid! Also IDGAF about fancy gadgets! All you need is three things and let your humor carry the rest of it. Beyond the "big" series they could have their low budget ones like are you scared, too many spirits, top 5 beat down (the show that I hate random guests for), playing videos games idk man, and like one more or something who knows. But with what they dove headfirst into it doesnt shock me they fell into this hole.... I just wished they realized no one cares about the highest of high budget video series... they care about the dynamic between ryan and shane. Im sick of random ass people in their videos wheres steven lim do a video with steven lim why is he banished to do you taxes. wtf put him in top 5 beat down instead of these random ass random people. the drew gooden one was good though I dont mind actual famous funny people being guests.
anyway those are my thoughts. TLDR they bit off more than they could chew, loss sight of what made them so enthralling, and now are washed up youtubers... saddening
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the reason i’m not afraid of aging is because i want to be a hot middle-aged man who has a toxic yaoi relationship with another middle-aged man
#u know i used to be so afraid of aging until i realized that i want to be a dilf. now it’s kinda exciting#i realized recently that i could never picture myself living past my twenties until i pictured myself as a man#but like. i want to be a man and a woman and nothing and everything#but like. i’m cool with how i look now for the most part idk if i would want to transition physically at least not rn#and rn i still dress fem enough that everyone goes straight to she/her#and i like she/her but it hurts rn#bc some of my family has switched to they/them or it/its and it’s just so soothing#but family that knows i don’t like it still use she/her and phrases like ‘daughter’ or whatever even more often on purpose#and it hurts bc i don’t really feel the need to change the way i dress/look but i know everyone assumes she/her#when they see me in a dress or skirt. even w how very not-cis my fashion sense is#but also i fucking hate pants which is a separate thing (prob autism tbh) and even if i wore pants they’d still use she/her#thinking of changing my name to something very masc so i can confuse people enough that they’ll stop defaulting to she/her#and i haven’t told ppl outside my immediate family so idc if they use she/her but i’m fucking pissed when ppl in the family do it#anyways side note when i was 12 my ideal gender (b4 i knew about being non-cis) was a floating consciousness w no body#or a plastic-doll-like creation that’s smooth all over#… i still want to be a floating consciousness actually lmao. it would be great#back then i hated being a girl but i didn’t know there were more options and also i was socially isolated (didn’t leave home for like 2yrs)#and my mother was openly transphobic whenever the topic was brought up so that was my only real experience#but i didn’t really internalize it other than the fact that my mother would be rude if i ever happened to be not-cis and guess what? she is#anyways it’s like 2am and also i’m only awake bc i was captivated by a sugar daddy middle aged gay fic for a show i watched like 5 episodes#for 2 years ago#sorry for rambling in the middle of the night lol#gn y’all
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milkweedman · 1 year
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Coincidentally my usable warp is like exactly as long as my dining room. Point is tho, i am finally done thank fuck
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hydrodragons · 7 months
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in honour of my beloved albedo's birthday im showcasing my personal favourite team of his which is double geo spread (i swear it works its fun pls try)
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azumasoroshi · 2 years
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kazuma didnt talk as the masked apprentice so i think it would be funny if barok just got used to having him around like an office cat and started talking to himself
more realistically they'd sit in silence for like 10 hours straight but i like the idea of barok feeling the awkward need to talk enough to fill up the space so he just goes on tangents about random shit that happened during his day
and the apprentice doesnt really react or pay him much mind
i think this comes from that line barok said that was like "i thought you were my quiet apprentice but you have quite the mouth on you huh"
man is trying to play it cool but he's secretly freaking out because Oh No my apprentice now has enough blackmail on me to last several lifetimes
him trying to figure out how to best keep kazuma quiet about the time he accidentally spilled wine on lord stronghart or the time he stole some of gregson's fish and chips or the time he performed a perfect bottle flip in court by accident or the time he tripped on iris, stumbled into herlock, accidentally broke some of herlock's vials and then was high on their fumes for the rest of the day but didnt realize it
meanwhile kazuma is compiling everything he remembers hearing into a burn book
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at least try harder lmao how was this such a popular idea back then. 2 of them are straight as line and what pisses me off is they completely disregarded the cali gang’s existence while theyre at it, and acting like the former with OMGG THEYRE SO GAYYYY HAHAHAHAH ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭😭 just bc the cast wasnt conventionally attractive .
yes i hate fun. i hate this concept with a burning passion. this is my toxic trait. theyre fucking cowards lmfao
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willowfey · 1 year
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#i am not doing well girlies#disclaimers that i am fine i'm always fine i will always be fine but hooo boy i do not feel fine lol#everything is always overwhelming i am always sad  everything feels itchy#every single morning for weeks ive woken up with an anxiety bellyache and no matter how tired i am still i just have to get up#everyone i look up that i used to know is like. married and having babies or working their dream jobs and i just. im happy for them. i am#but where do i belong in all of this?#i know everything feels worse lately bc we're moving house and the routine changes and empty rooms feel Bad#plus my mom has not been doing well mentally which i feed off so it's just. you know#but will i ever Not feel like im so far behind? will i ever Not be deeply unsettled by even the mildest changes?#everything is so slow and so fast at the same time and it makes my head spin and we have a new friend who has a son my age and i was hoping#idk. that he'd be somewhat similar to me? falling behind a little bit too? maybe i could make a friend irl that understood a little?#but then i casually ask about him and oh no ofc he has a partner and family of his own etc etc#right. that's what i'm supposed to be doing at this age.ha#so many ppl i went to school with are married now. im turning the age this year that my mother was when she HAD me#meanwhile ive never even kissed anyone never even held a boy's hand never had any attention like that ever and#i wonder so often what it's like to be wanted by someone but ive never felt more undesirable#i cant imagine anyone looking at me and Wanting me. and at this point as romance obsessed as i am idk if i could even handle it#and the other night i was having anxiety dreams over the fact that i rly want kids but even waiting until im 30 thats only 5 years??#and 30 is already fucking five years away from being considered a GERIATRIC pregnancy?? but im not even done being a kid myself!!!!#and also who the fuck is gonna have a kid with me?? and who knows if i can even get pregnant when i rarely have a period ??#and i cant imagine not liiving with my mom and sister but does that mean i'll live with them forever??#will i be 30 35 40 45 still feeling like a kid? or worse.. will i not feel like myself at all?#will i be married to someone i dont love madly simply bc im so terrified to be alone?#or will i hold so tightly to my stories and fantasies that i will be alone bc nothing could ever live up to them?#will it even matter what i want? will anyone ever want me to even give me the option? or will this all stay hypothetical forever#im just. stressed. and i thought i'd be more by now.
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oldcurse · 2 years
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Yesterday my dad told me that my cousin’s parents are taking her to Malaysia for graduating college 😐
#the fact that I have the most rich relatives ever but can’t use them for my own financial gain due to family politics is fucking torture#this is just another version of my mom not letting us go to smoky mountains with our rich relatives in 2010 because she didn’t wan#want us around them for that long#idk man it just sucks because all my cousins and their families are just fully rich people and here I am working at a nonprofit barely makin#making a living wage and wasting my life away stuck in an office all day long#can you imagine the person I could’ve been if my dad could’ve afforded to take me to malaysia for graduating college#I’m excited for this one specific cousins future because she has a bit of rebellion in her and her sister did not do arranged marriage#so maybe she will be another pioneer like her loser cousin me#man I will never stop mourning for the life I could’ve had#the life my mom deserved lol#the crazy thing is#my mom comes from a rich family right#and because she was 32 they married her off to my dad who had NO MONEY LIKE ZERO#he didn’t even have a dad and he had 5 sisters (3 unmarried) to take care of#the only man of the family#so you know it was like yeah this is a poor family#but THEN suddenly all my dads sister got either married or really super well educated and#aquired all this wealth all thanks to my dead helping and paying for everything for them#and now it’s present day and we are the POOREST of all his siblings even though it started with him being the one they all depended on#and like everyone just keeps getting richer and richer and we have been stuck in the same place#and it would all be fine and good but because my mother comes from a rich family she has ALL THIS PRIDE#we never take handouts or anything. we have always worked. and she put that in all her kids and we do the same thing we always work for our#money but honestly THEY OWE US#my dad sacrificed his and his kids lives to support his sisters and we should be going to fucking Malaysia for graduating too#what a fucking joke right like if I get cancer tomorrow I still can’t ask my family members for financial help because we don’t ask for mone#money#or my fucking students loans like it would be SO EASY to get that shit paid off if I could just ask my aunts or cousins for money#on either side too like I grew up surrounded by exorbitant wealth and having to eat paper and Vaseline because we couldn’t afford food#and that is why I am like this#chhapa
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dredshirtroberts · 20 days
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alright well. if i don't hear from grandma and grandpa by the end of the day, i might try and call them tomorrow (oh heeeyy easterrrr yeah happy that thing i don't celebrate anymore.... hope yours is good soooo did you see that i sent a text message ysterday about an email i sent 2 weeks ago? did you get either or those or.....?) but like.
i'm just so tired of having to deal with my fucking biofam.
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peapod20001 · 1 year
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Currently metaphorically banging my head and fists on the wall cus the only person that I can fully articulate my thoughts and feelings with is my own brain sooo :,)
#vent#bro.. BRO#I can only do so much in this world. I can only do so much#I have no real knowledge at ALL about how to go about living on my own... maybe it’s and easier process than it’s made out to be but idk#it’s not something I’d be able to do NOW but yknow. it’s a thought#kinda iffy on the whole idea though seeing as I’m like the universally liked member of the household#that’s not a bragging thing that’s a legit fact and it’s pressuring sometimes lol#I’m the go-to person when somebody needs to talk with someone. I know every side of everything. I hear EVERYTHING#hell even people OUTSIDE of my household tell me shit. and I carry that shit to my GRAVE but it allows me to point out things or give advice#ironic how I’m the one who shares advice huh? seeing as I don’t know anything haha it’s mostly my fault. I’m not the most adept or receptive#person sometimes. at least when I was younger. now it’s mostly the fact I have trouble retaining things in my mind#it’s smth I’m trying to work on. I work on/ have worked out LOADS of things. mostly smaller things but things nonetheless#why does every other member of my household still have trouble with figuring things out? is it really so hard to not yell at your children#when they aren’t doing what you’d like? isn’t it an easy thing to watch what you say to people? to hear yourself? to not make such a big#dramatic deal out of something that can be worked out in civil conversation? is violence ever good? are snide comments good? is pushing and#pushing and pushing someone to do something good? how am I right in one instance when correcting my brothers posture but completely out of#line the next??? seriously these people got some issues and I know I do too but at least I have the capacity and ability to deal with them#sometimes they’re right tho. if they catch me slacking or picking my skin I don’t mind the reminder to do better#I hate when it’s made out to be some horrible thing tho. that my hands are ugly because I’m picking them on purpose to piss people off and#NOT the fact that this is an issue I’ve been struggling with since AT LEAST age 5 and I’ve been working on it all the time and it hurts but#then i use the pain as punishment because I should know better by now. I’m completely off topic at this point but. yknow. family or whate#sometimes I do think about leaving and getting a roommate or whatever to show that hey! here’s how you have a functioning household where#people aren’t at each other’s throats metaphorically or literally! it’s possible I swear! I know! I’ve seen it!#if we try hard enough I’m sure someone won’t die either by their own hand or someone else’s#WOOF yea I have mixed feelings about talking about myself or my home life but today is just. one of those thinking days yknow? just gotta#power thru and then I can go to sleep. funny how that’s a thing I yearn for these days. I’m getting older lol
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tinystepsforward · 2 months
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What do you think the chances are that Mud Pit is gonna be ousted by the people who need Automattic to have good will in the eyes of the community to actually get anything out of this site and wattpad
I know it’s probably low but the fact that he’s acting like a poorer Elon Musk is making my skin crawl and making me hope that a second lawsuit hits the company
ok here's the thing. he is meant to be on sabbatical. automattic gives employees a three-month paid sabbatical every 5 years, so that they can have a break from the product they work on and come back rested and with a new perspective.
matt has never taken one before now. he spent the entire leadup to his sabbatical posting increasingly wild shit in public channels at the company (like the chess thing, or trying to get people to buy a friend's product, or the entire fracas with taking over the wordpress.org twitter account. wordpress.org is an independent non-profit that he is not the ceo of).
i mention this because people were hoping (including me) that he really would actually log off, have a chill time (or, idk, whatever kind of time CEOs who go off the grid bc they got flooded in at burning man like to have), and let the interim CEO get a chance to do a better job. that would help the board make a decision based on data.
he was very clearly spiraling before he even left, and then within the first few days of Company Sanctioned Log Off Time he's pulled multiple Classic Matt things on multiple parts of the company before showing up here. this whole thing is so deeply unfunny but it also is a bit of a tom and jerry or looney tunes bit, where i can only imagine HR or Legal is chasing him around the various accounts/platforms with a comically large inflatable baseball bat and he's just evading them.
he can't do that in person, but he still gets a lot of leeway generally. at the last division meetup (irl meeting for employees, flown from all over the world) he showed up twitchy and exhausted and hyped in a way that was very familiar to me from flatmates who used to steal and snort my adhd medication, then proceeded to drink so much over the course of an evening answering questions from his employees that he had to be firmly babysat off the stage and walked back into the lobby of the hotel to sober up.
i made eye contact with him that night, before he dropped his head back into his hands. two people relatively high up in the company were sitting with him, silently watching him as he struggled to sober up. it wasn't the first drunk shenanigan of his i witnessed at one of these, and this is purely opinion but i have to assume that his current behavior is the result of suddenly having time on his hands to have the world's longest bender and post through it.
back to your question: i do not know if what he's done is enough to get the board to remove him. i wish it didn't have to come to this to hope that they will. but we'll find out.
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danielnelsen · 1 year
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ohhhhhh my god, i FINALLY got through this goddamn fight..
im doing solo (no companions; any mandatory companions set to cautious & [enemy: any > wait]) on hard and i gave up a few months ago after not being able to get past this fight where you come across the first emissary and some bolters. god im so relieved i finally did it.
you only get miasmic flask and one other ability (i have precision unlocked in the screenshot, but that's from leveling up after the fight), and wow pinning shot was absolutely the right choice. activate the fight, make sure to aggro the emissary, and run away until all the bolters unload; that way, when you kill the emissary (taking no damage from alternating pinned/stunned), you leave combat and regen.
the game gets INFINITELY easier once you get into kirkwall because of the dlc items. im sure it'll be harder in later acts, but at least i'll have a lot more tools to deal with it; i can plan particular runes, potions, etc for specific fights. here, my only choice is what my second ability is. god im so glad that's done.
NOW. will i be able to get past the ogre.. probably not!
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loveheartgrimes · 2 months
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love ur account sm. would love to see anything on prison era rick or season 5 rick when they are on the road!! whether its nsfw or just them falling in love or something, idk anything. love love love ur account sm
➳ thank you so much omg !! 😭🤍 and i luv luv luv this idea. s5 rick makes me feralll. hope you enjoy bb. and sorry it took so long ! (my first time writing something like this. open to tips or suggestions.)
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Hot and Bothered
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ rick grimes x f! reader nsfw under the cut
summary: reader and rick are both secretly pining and desperate for each other. smut with slight plot.
warnings: 18+, unestablished relationship, unprotected piv, car sex.
you watched as your soft breathing fogged up the glass of the car window, your head tilted and resting against it slightly — growing uncomfortable as you had been sat in this car for what felt like hours and the fact the weather was so warm it made your skin moist didn’t help one bit. you and rick were seated in a beat up, broken down old truck outside gabriel’s church on watch, the rest of the group sleeping inside more comfortably than they had in a long time.
the group didn’t plan on staying in this place for long though it was a good place to rest even for a little while as you had been on the road for so long. it showed just by the appearance of the people in the group, rick especially by his growing scruffy beard.
rick is sat beside you in the drivers seat, one strong hand on his revolver and the other rested on the steering wheel as his sharp baby blue eyes surveyed the surrounding area in a focused gaze, though there wasn’t much he could examine due to the darkness that surrounded the truck. you glanced over at him when he wasn’t looking and your eyes fixated on his curls that were slick with his sweat, gaze slowly drifting down to the beads building on his neck vein before your eyes become way too bold and shift to fix on the way his dusty old dark jeans fit so perfectly to his thighs and hugged his crotch in just the right way you swear you could see the outline of his—
your gaze snapped away, looking out of the window in front of you after quickly realising you were zoning out, though it was hard not to. you told yourself. you were already hot and bothered just from the heat alone and now your brain turned it’s back on you, head filled with more than inappropriate thoughts about the stupidly ruggedly handsome man sat beside you.
“y’a alright?” that gruff southern voice snapped you from those thoughts and you turned to face him, only to realise he was now looking at you, your flushed cheeks and flustered expression. rick can only assume the worst, “y’ had anything to drink?”
“o-oh yeah. ’m fine don’t worry ‘bout it.” you replied, giving him a quick smile that pressed onto your lips before looking back out at the window. ricks eyes focused on you for a moment or two almost analysing to see if you were really okay — eventually he decides to trust your words and soon looks away as he speaks.
“haven’t seen weather like this since before.” he states. breaking silence and starting conversation as he refers to the before. before the walkers, when at times like this you would have been drinking an ice cold glass of water from the fridge and actually enjoying the heat. you briefly recall those times at the mention of them then reply to him. “probably would have been at some summer party wearing one of those cocktail dresses actually enjoying the weather.”, you tell him. slightly jokingly and words bitter-sweet but a small smile on tugs on your lips.
rick chuckles and nods his head once with a slight shrug of his shoulders as he adjusts in his seat and speaks, “i’d like to see that.” he replies casually and you both sink back into that silence.
you froze momentarily at his words, he had made plenty of subtle flirty comments to you in the past as you had to him, your comments were usually a lot less subtle than his in fact. why was it getting to you tonight? you blamed the fact you were bored, uncomfortably warm and sweaty but in reality deep down you knew it was because you wanted him. suppressed thoughts flooded in the back of your mind, hell, it was more accurate to say you needed him. but you knew lori. you look after her children for christ sake. a part of you feels like you’re betraying her.. another part of you thinks about what she had done to rick.
your mind was fogged for a moment before you let out a small sigh under your breath, almost out of frustration at your thoughts and this damn weather. whilst clearing your head your hand reached up and fingers unbuttoned the top button of your shirt, two of them that were already previously un-done. you shook your shirt a little whilst pinching the fabric between your fingertips. letting out a breath to try and cool yourself down in any way possible.
rick had watched this little stunt, he had glanced over at you as you sighed and now his baby blues were focused on those buttons that were open and crept down to your cleavage, that soft flesh nearly made rick drool just at the sight but instead his jaw tightens. he was hot and bothered too — just a lot better at hiding it. his sharp gaze and eyes narrowed on your face and in a moment of pure built up tension and his own frustration he blurts out.
“do y’ have to be such a fuckin’ tease?” he asks in a harsher tone than he probably intended, the frustration inside him bubbling. “first you check me out and now this.”, he nearly spits out the last word, that sharp gaze that always made your face heat up flicking to your chest before moving quickly back up to your face. he sighs. calming himself. “y’ might think it’s fun to do this but one day it’s gonna get you in trouble.”
with that he starts to turn away from you once more but before his eyes can fully shift away from you. he feels your soft hands grasp at his face, cupping his cheeks and pulling him back towards you. you feel his scruffy beard against your skin — you relish in that feeling. so many times had people in your group teased rick about how his beard was growing, you had too. but in reality you liked it. you liked it a lot.
your movements are fast and heated as you pull him towards you, lips crashing against his plump ones as you kiss him. rick is stunned. he had always thought you being the more playful person you were, you’d been making all those flirty suggestive comments to tease him, play with him. he never thought you would have actually made such a bold move. he had dreamt of it though. he wasted no time reciprocating the kiss as you felt his hand move from the steering wheel and to the side of your face. eager lips working against your own as both your eyes fluttered shut. ricks beard tickled your face as the passionate kiss took your breath away, his tongue brushing past your lower lip and a small moan escapes you as you taste him for the first time.
after a few moments pass, you pull away. pupils blown and eyes wide as you look at him weakening nearly the same expression. hearing his heavy breathing and rough voice speaking in a much gentler tone. “you want this..?”
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you nod in response to his question and his hand sliding down to your waist. “i need this.” you tell him, chest rising and falling with each breath. rick appreciates the view as his eyes glance back down to your nearly exposed breasts — with that he urged you to come closer, strong hand squeezing your waist a little as he pulls you towards him. you follow his actions and crawl over to the drivers seat straddling his denim clad thighs whilst your lips meet his once more. a deeper and somehow more passionate kiss which elicits a guttural groan from rick and his eager hands untuck the fabric of your shirt from your jeans. his movements are feverish as he un-does the remaining buttons.
his eyes look down to see the black bra underneath and how it hugged your perfect breasts. he nearly drools at the sight. as he’s distracted by the new view you lean down and press your pouty lips to the side of his neck, the taste of his salty skin on your tongue as you leave messy kisses peppered up to his ear. he grunts. feeling the soft flesh of your waist against his calloused hands. there’s a tiny voice in the back of his head telling him this is wrong and risky to be doing in the middle of the night in this beat up truck but there’s a louder voice telling him he needs to have you.
your hand dips down and your fingertips brush against his belt experimenting; to ricks approval. your touch slowly drifting down to caress the growing bulge in his jeans making rick bite the inside of his cheek in anticipation. sparking a new flame of excitement in both of you as his hands move to your hips and feverishly start to drag the fabric down your sides, feeling the curve of your ass in his grasp as you awkwardly but eagerly shift in his lap to assist him pushing your jeans down your legs.
“so beautiful..” rick marvels as he gazes down at your nearly exposed cunt, the thin cotton fabric all that’s covering your lower half as you break away from him. smiling at him with a tint of pink on your cheeks — he grins and raises an eyebrow. “you gettin’ shy on me now?” he teases whilst his hand explores back up your waist and settles on your rib cage just underneath your bra.
you nearly roll your eyes but instead return his slight grin and your hands return to his belt, unbuckling and leaning in towards him as you reply, “fuck no.”
rick lifts his hips with a short grunt, helping you to push his jeans down his muscular thighs and he pulls you into a rough kiss; that same exploring hand drifting down to give your ass a squeeze causing you to gasp against his lips giving him the perfect opportunity to slip past those pretty lips and taste you on his tongue once more. he imagined how good it would feel to have those swollen lips grazing against his cock but right now he was desperate and so were you. there wasn’t time for as much as he’d like to do to you so he saves those thoughts for a different time.
you frown momentarily as his hands rip the thin fabric of your panties clean in half - underwear wasn’t something you came across often whilst scavenging but that frown soon parts and turns into a moan as your feel those two rough fingertips brush against your now exposed pussy leaving his fingers slick with your arousal whilst rubbing your swollen clit. you bite your lip. not wanting to be loud and attract a swarm of walkers your way. your hand moves back down but this time you hook a finger under the waistband of his boxers and pull them down, freeing his throbbing erection, eager tip red and leaking with pearly pre-cum, gently you wrap your hand around the base of his dick to slowly pump him a few times feeling just how hard he is for you. rick groans, needing more. both his hands move to grip your hips and guide you forward, his reddened tip brushing against your folds.
you dip your head down. breaking that passionate kiss and gasping into the crook of his neck as you slowly sit down on his lap inch by inch, feeling the stretch of his cock slipping into your aching core until your plush thighs are flush with his that tense under the gentle weight.
he lets you adjust to his size for a moment trying his best to keep still through heavy breaths and his head tilts back against the seat, lips parted as he feels you squeeze around him until he’s buried deep inside you. with a gentle squeeze of your hip returned by a small nod of your head urging him to move you feel his hips lift to thrust up into you followed by a whining moan that leaves his plump lips. you start to rock your hips forward slightly until that initial stretching pain is gone and replaced by the pleasure of his cock hitting your cervix with each deep and desperate thrust of his hips underneath you.
your back arches, hands placed on his broad shoulders and head now tilted back as you move a little faster. the months of craving him and getting yourself off just imaging what having him would feel like being fulfilled by this moment. your movements start to become more confident and rick marvels as your breasts bounce slightly with your movements, a subtle but cocky grin forming on his face as he sees how fucked-out you already looked. seeing you get faster, he follows your lead and his grip on your hips tightens as he dips his head to kiss and nip at the skin of your neck were sweat beads have been forming from the heat and now the overwhelming feeling of bouncing on his cock.
his lips move gently on your neck at first but that soon turn into rough, messy, open-mouthed kisses leaving a prominent hickey just above your collarbone. he gasps against your skin and you feel his cock twitch inside you, wanting so badly to cum but rick holds it off. he wanted this to last as long as it could just to feel you chasing that high and have his dick pumping in and out of you — his lips drift down to your cleavage, feeling the soft supple flesh against his lips and hearing the way your breath hitches from his simple action. he groans into your tits, peppering more kisses along your chest as his thrusts start to get noticeably sloppier.
upon noticing his messy movements you start to speed up, taking a little more control as you felt your ass meeting his thighs with each bounce. rick leans back, eyes hazy and lips parted with heavy breaths as he admires you like this. long hair disheveled, head thrown back, sweat beads on your forehead and most of all the fact you were dripping wet for him.
he’s close. he can feel his cock twitch and throb desperately inside of you. he leans into your ear this time, one hand gripping your waist tightly and his other drifting down and pressing two fingertips against your puffy clit, rubbing gently with just the right amount of pressure for you to feel that knot in your abdomen. “fuck, rick..” you manage to get out with a muffled moan as your teeth sinks into your lower lip to a point it might have drawn blood but your mind is too fogged and any concerns are thrown out the window completely as you hear — “come f’me, sweetheart.”
his breathy, low voice in your ear, his hand gripping your waist, fingers digging into your skin, those rough fingertips rubbing perfectly against your swollen clit and the way his thrusts are picking up the pace again, hips bucking up against your own has you in a complete mess.
you open your mouth to speak, rick sees this and watches your pretty lips part. the sight of you like this, all sweaty and needy made a low moan escape his mouth and into your ear sending even more vibrations straight to your core. with that it happens, the knot in your stomach snapping and eyes falling shut as you reach what had to be the best orgasm of your life. you can’t help the loud moan that escapes you but rick is quick and brings his hand from your waist to gently cup over your mouth and muffle the lewd noises escaping you.
your pussy clenches and twitches around his cock and he buries his face into your neck once more, teeth nipping at the skin as he swiftly moves his other hand from your throbbing clit to grab the base of his dick, quickly pulling out and letting out a long, breathy sigh of relief as he pumps himself one last time before shooting ropes of pearly white cum all over your lower abdomen and dripping down his veiny shaft before falling back in the drivers seat.
you two stay like that for more than a few moments. all you can hear is his and your own heavy breathy. your skin is sticky, foreheads slick with sweat and the car even hotter than before with steamed up windows. you had dreaded all day having being sat in an old truck during this boiling summers weather all night but now you were more than thankful you decided to take daryls place. you just hoped no one had come out to check on you whilst you were occupied.
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Protective girl (Charles Leclerc x reader)
Inspires by @charles-eclair16 's fic
When fans go too far, yn wants to protect the one treasure in her life
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in which we finally get to see the roles reversed
N.B: this is been in my drafts for so long, omg! Let me know what you guys think!! WARNING: not proof read, some swear words, might have messed up a date, don't focus on any dates mentioned, this is all fictional anyways. Hope you guys like it
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itsmeyn: charles always goes above and beyond for every single fan of his, he tries to take as many pictures and sign as many autographs as possible, but what happened last night was a fucking joke. He doesn't like what I'm writing cause he says that it was just a mistake and that it was fine, but it really isn't, it's so disrespectful and disgusting! He always wants to meet his fans and make them happy only to receive this insanity, him falling AND HURTING HIMSELF because some of you can't fucking wait and be organized like a human being! Charles isn't an animal in a zoo where you race to pet him! He is a human being, he is a son, a brother and a boyfriend! This wasn't just an accident, i have seen these 6 girls multiple times in multiple places! it's so obsessive and so so sick of you to follow him everywhere.... Charles won't speak up because he is Charles and he lives seeing the good in people, but I will tear everything and everyone for his safety, so for you 6 girls you will be hearing from court soon so better prepare a good lawyer you assholes!
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F1_updates_live: Charles Leclerc's girlfriend, YN LN, seen today arriving in front of the UK's courthouse in a red SF9 Ferarri. It had been quite a week for YN as she was seen hitting a fan after the said fan pushed Charles. YN took this fan and 5 others to court, no one knows on what bases but what has come out is that she has won the case which means that Charles and YN have restraining orders against the group.
username: OHH HEEEELLL YEAAAAAHH
username: yn doing God's work
username: yn serving justice
username: that's what we needed
username: hot girl shit
username: the car and suit combo is so fucking hot of her
username: I think this is too much, like these girls just wanted to see Charles
username: @.itsmeyn can we make them 7?
username: another one
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itsmeyn: don't blame me, love made me crazy
username: YN IS A FELLOW SWIFTIE?!?!?
username: if I had a nickel for everytime yn and I had something in common I'd have 2 nickels, which is not a lot but it's weird that it's happened twice
username: now I just want her to watch all the charles edits done with a taylor song
itsmeyn: who says i already don't 🌚
username: and I oop-
username: THIS IS THE SWEETEST AND CRINGIEST SHIT EVER!
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itsmeyn: congratulations to my baby, the love of my life, you deserve it and so much more ♥️♥️
username: FINALLY!!
username: idk how to react, ferarri has let us down too many times that all I know is lose
username: I don't see how he deserves it tbh, all of his results are shit for quite a while , he's only where he is cause he's driving a ferarri 🤷‍♂️
itsmeyn: oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were the one in a formula one car, in a ferarri, that by the words of many professionals is at its worse era. I don't care about you and your opinion but don't state it as a fact, no one can do better with these strategies. I hate to keep saying this but when your own fucking team doesn't have the same dream as you it turns to shit. Even if charles is the only one in the car, it's still a team sport, not a one man sport. Fuck you and your tiny ass brain that can never survive one lap in a formula one car, it'll probably explode cause of all the bullshit in it before the first lap anyway. So next time you wanna talk shit maybe try to do fifth of who you're criticising is doing, I bet that'll shut you up real quick you dimwit.
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F1_updates_live: YN LN, Charles' long time girlfriend, seen today fighting Xavi in Bahrain due to his mistake on the radio which resulted in Charles losing his podium position.
username: good for her
username: charles is so lucky
username: I love how she always stands up for him
username: honestly, whenever charles or carlos ignore the strategies they win... I really wanna see more of that.
username: this is just Monaco 2024 GP all over again, yn was so fucking furious (rightfully so) cause Xavi's mistake costed charles a p1 in his home race.
username: this shit was so heartbreaking man
username: I think this was the first time we ever saw yn angry at sabotaging charles, like the most we saw was her holding his hand when crossing the street, making sure he eats first, playing with his hair when nervous, but I've never seen yn make someone literally cry until 2024 with Xavi being her victim
username: pffft, victim, he 100% deserved it
username: oh yeah, definitely. All my homes hate Xavi, like can you not say the strategy properly 😒
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