alice and i are not dead i promise, not even low muse just scared of change and got/hotd brainrot again

hmu on disco @/kastledevils if you wanna plot or somethin

Tv show: TEEN WOLF, HAVE FUNN BOOOO

Finally had time to do this thx so much @songmeanhoe! u know me and my fandoms so well :)

Send me a show/fandom and ill answer -  Teen Wolf (my fave trash show)Top 5 favourite characters: 1) Lydia Martin, 2) Stiles Stilinski, 3) Allison Argent, 4) Scott Mccall, 5) Isaac Lahey (Derek is a close 6)Other characters you like: Alot of them. Derek, Kira, Malia (but it took me until s5), Danny (WHERE DID U GO BBY?) The twins, Cora, The parent trio (Melissa, Sheriff, Chris), Mason, Erica, Boyd….i think i should stop now….Least favourite character: UM I HAVE ALOT. but lets just say Gerard, Theo, and Kate cuz i really hate them.Otps: STYDIA STYDIA STYDIA (FOREVER AND EVER MY BBIES). Also scallison (i miss them everyday). I have alot of ships but these 2 are the OTP level.Notps: LMAO MARRISH (EW FUCK THAT NASTY SHIP), Jydia (Jackson was not a good bf to Lydia and that is that), Stalia (though i do enjoy them as a brotp)Favourite friendship: OBVI SCILES. Just the pack in general gives me so much feels. OH OH allydia was beautiful and i miss them sm. Also i am enjoying lydia and malia’s friendship this season. very much appreciated.Favourite family: the mccall pack is a family tbh. But also the stilinski family. Stiles and his dad are SO IMPORTANT AND THEIR STORY KILLS ME!!!Favourite episode: Ummmm this is so hard. I love 3x06 (motel california, but that’s almost everyone’s fave ep), 5x16 (MY FAVE STYDIA EP TBH), and 6x05 (wonderful just wonderful, makes me cry). its legit a three way tie.Favourite season/book/movie: Season 3. Specifically season 3a. Everyone picks 3b but their are some things that trigger me in that season…(stiles stabbing scott when he went all void, allison’s death, stalia banging in a dingy basement…just alot of weird shit)Favourite quote: “Not all monsters do monstrous things”….”Be your own anchor”….”I look for my friends”…”We always seem to find eachother anyway” and some others that i cant remember rnMoment that made you fangirl/boy the hardest: stydia’s first kiss, when scott said “because I love you” to allison and in the s1 finale she said it back to him.When it really disappointed you: Lmao seasons 4 and 5 dissapointed me alot. Specifically the way they treated kira in s5, never mentioning allison unti it was ‘necessary for the plot’. TAKING WAYYYY TOO LONG FOR STYDIA TO BE CANON (and putting unnecessary relationships in the way like stalia). believing it was totally okay for a deputy to be having sex dreams of a female high school student. ew. amongst other things….oh and this wasnt in s4 or s5 but stiles losing his virginity to a girl he barely knew in the basement of some mental institution was the most ooc thing ever with his character like what the fuck was that???Saddest moment: ALLISON’S DEATH. I STILL CRY AND GET TRIGGERED IT WAS JUST SO SAD. also boyd and aiden’s deaths were super sad aswell. UM LETS TALK ABOUT SEASON 6 WHERE EVERYONE HAS FORGOTTEN STILES INCLUDING HIS SOULMATE, BEST FRIEND AND HIS DAD. There are plenty of others….Most well done character death: Allison’ death for sure….I did not see that coming at all. And it has had long lasting affects on the pack and the show in general.Favourite guest star: Ummm idk…has teen wolf had guest stars?? oh oh Posey’s dad guest starring was cute.Favourite cast member: DYLAN O’BRIEN TRASH IS ME. Also, holland roden and tyler posey.Character you wish was still alive: ALLISON ARGENT NO DOUBT ABOUT IT. and i might be super selfish…but claudia stilinski FOR REAL (thx s6).One thing you hope really happens: UH UH KIRA TO COME BACK. THEO TO DIE FOR GOOD, GERARD TO DIE FOR GOOD. THE PACK GOES TO ALLISON’S GRAVE. STYDIA REUNION KISS AND THEM BEING FLUFFY CANON IN 6B. for everyone to graduate lmao. Most shocking twist: ummmmmmm STILES BEING VOID WAS WHAT THE FUCKK. allison dying…idk what else. OH THAT ENGLISH TEACHER BEING THAT DARACK OR WHATEVER ITS CALLED. 

When did you start watching/reading: well back in the 10th grade, so over two years ago thx to @songmeanhoe lolTrope you wish they would stop using: Idk thinking all teen watchers care about is couples making out/having sex. give me intimacy thx very much (aka why i love stydia so much haha)One thing this show/book/film does better than others: Hmmm giving supernatural plot lines that are actually interesting/creative. Making me really really care about these characters (specifically stiles, lydia, scott, and allison). Oh! actually having the parents involved in their kid’s lives and help elevate the plot. they aren’t just there to be there they have a purpose in this supernatural teen drama shit.Funniest moments: LOL that time when scott and stiles went to a gay club in s2. When stiles was FREAKING OUT that he was going to get sacrificed bc he was a virgin in 3a (”someone needs to sex me today, like someone needs to sex me right now!”), anything coach says. idk teen wolf makes me laugh alot before everything got wayyy too dark like woahhCouple you would like to see: CANON STYDIA. THEY ARE IN LOVE SO GET STILES BACK AND BE CANON ALREADY. i’ve always said this…sheriff and melissa (tho that is wishful thinking at this point)Actor/Actress you want to join the cast: Ummmmm idk tbh. like any young female actress would be great thanks.Most boring plotline: lol season 4 was SO BORING LIKE WHAT WAS THAT. Just all of s4 was a mess.Best flashback/flashfoward if any: OMG OMG WHEN THEY HAD THAT BIG FLASHBACK OF ALLISON IN THE S5 FINALE FROM SCOTT’S MEMORIES IT ACTUALLY STILL FUCKS ME UP THAT WAS WONDERFUL AND UGHHHH. I dont think tw has done flashforwards…that i rememberMost layered character: I think Lydia or Stiles tbh. i wish it was scott cuz he’s the PROTAGONIST but whatever fuck u writers 

Scariest moment: void stiles was scary AF. well done dylan lmao. not alot of things scare me on this show tbh. OH LETS TALK ABOUT LYDIA TAKING FOREVER TO OPEN HER EYES AND I THOUGH MY QUEEN WAS GONNA DIE WHILE STILES HELD HER FACE IN HIS HANDS THANKS TW.Grossest moment: alot of things are gross on this show. Anything having to do with that black blood or the cut open brains (u know what im talking about @songmeanhoe). Also gerard is a gross human being so whenever he is on screen hahaBest looking male: i love stiles but tbh derek has always been hot as fuckBest looking female:  all THE FEMALES R BEAUTIFUL. but i think lydia or allison are tied first idkkkkWho you’re crushing on (if any): STILES STILINSKI OBVI, also isaac lahey and scott mccallMost beautiful scene (scenery/shot wise): hmmmmm ok ok the scenes with that HUGE WHITE ROOM that they had in s3 was shot soooo nicely. idk teen wolf has a SERIOUS LIGHTING PROBLEM. so tbh whenever their happens to be light its good.Unanswered question/continuity issue/plot error that bugs you: WHAT IS STILES STILISNKI’S REAL NAME GOD DAMN IT I HAVE TO KNOW. ALSO WHERE HAS EVERYONE GONE? SPECIFICALLY DEREK, ISAAC, DANNY, AND ETHAN LIKE COME BACK MY BBIES.At what point did you fall in love with this show/book: I fell inlove in season 1 at some point. i cant remember exactly when. i think episode 5 was when i got hooked for life!

this was so fun! thanks for asking me @songmeanhoe.

i am BEGGING people to tag tw movie hate / movie criticism with something like 'anti tw movie' or 'movie critical' or literally just 'fuck jeff davis' i really don't care as long as you tag it. i will be.

i know for the most part we all know/expect it to be ass. that being said, if you're gonna post about how much you hate it more than like once please tag it. it's so hard to want to stay and write in a fandom when the entire dash is filled with people being negative and no way to filter it out.

i am TRYING to be optimistic despite the situation. i really do try not to go into movies expecting the worst anymore. my only goal is to have fun, and as long as i manage that, i get what i need out of a movie. i will, of course, have things i don't like and probably won't consider it canon to my blog, but i am excited and i do have a smidgen of hope for it.

i'll be tagging posts critiquing the movie with tw movie critical.

ALICE'S UPDATED MAIN THREE VERSES !

COLLEGE / POST SERIES during alice's junior year of college she formed a band with some of her friends. they called the band called violet motel and started playing shows around the school, busking occasionally and playing bars whenever they could. they played indie/alternative music with influences taken from the 80s and 90s music they loved. seeing as most of the band members are queer women, much of their music is explicitly queer. they write most of their own music. alice plays guitar and does a lot of backup vocals, though as they build their repertoire, alice occasionally gets more comfortable singing lead occasionally. they continue to play and build a fanbase, and have their first tour a year and half after alice graduates college.

POST SERIES / ADULT alice has been playing with her band for however many years and has achieved some minor success. she's not famous, but violet motel had some fans. unfortunately, alice realized she had to get a big girl job and thus she returned to the west coast and decided to open a music store. alice gives music lessons and still occasionally preforms alone around town.

SHOW CANON alice is from the ages of 15 to 18. this is for threads set within the series timeline. she is either human or a werewolf depending on when the thread is set.

okay it's movie time.

remember unlike some of y'all, i'll be tagging any criticism with tw movie critical !

was no one gonna tell me its the 26th and not today??

IVE BEEN STRESSED ALL DAY

wanting to reblog the meme thats like ‘if you wanna ship you can tell me’ vs the fact that i WONT tell you. i will want to ship with you and i WONT tell you because i am afraid. and it would be hypocritical for me to reblog it when i cant even follow through with it

tell me why i insist on eating carrots even tho im allergic.

i literally log onto this blog every day like ‘why hasn’t someone completely broken alice’s spirit’

because i’m horrible

my hot take of the day is that ‘problematic’ has been overused and has basically lost its meaning. cause it encompasses so much now. a problematic person could be someone that said something mean on twitter to a fan once or someone that committed heinous crimes. and i don’t think the word should be used like that because it puts minor things that someone could have done up on the same level racism, criminal activity and violence. you know? like a problematic fc these days is usually referencing arm*e hammer or amber h*ard but like i’ve also seen it used completely indiscriminately to the point where there’s zero nuance. and if everyone is held to the standard that minor fuckups are equal to crimes and racist behavior then there’s no room for anyone to make mistakes and they’re expected to be perfect all the time. that’s literally not feasible and using the word ‘problematic’ as an overarching word to cover the entire range of fuckups is simply not good. because the rpc is literally incapable of nuance.

grumpy bitchy nico has been a little bit more grumpy and bitchy than usual these past few weeks and it might continue. it might not. it’s a new week and i’m trying to have a better outlook. i don’t control the mento illness but i do control which parts of it i share online on purpose with others and which parts only my therapist sees.

that being said, i am giving each of my mutuals a kiss on the forehead if you want one and a hi-chew if you don’t want the kiss. thank you for putting up with sad gremlin nico, unhinged whore nico and even grumpy bitchy nico. i appreciate you.

a special kiss on the forehead to @belovedstars @thumperking @wolfintime @calidumflammae without whom grumpy bitchy nico would have simply morphed into godzilla. i love yall 💙

it’s been twice in two days that people have been using my icons without crediting me.

i’m so fucking done with people rn. like its so fucking easy.

hating alice’s slow morph into a fandomless oc.

i NEED BEACON HILLS SHENANIGANS

god the ‘i desperately need a hug’ energy is really comin out tonight

everyone look at my lego succulents !

(and if you see this on all my blogs, compliment them again)

my first realization of 21 is that im so fucking utterly exhausted and need a break so bad

my first act of 21 will be going to class, second act tho will be taking a fucking nap