Timmy things in movies 38/x: blood

AMBER HEARD | The Adderall Diaries (2015)

AMBER HEARD as LANA EDMOND in THE ADDERALL DIARIES (2015)

I think my favorite adhd trait is when something excites me so much that I have to share it online somewhere. I chemically want other people to feel the elation I feel because the only thing more exciting than a discovery is sharing said discovery with someone else. Not to mention the potential that they’ll love it too.

Book quotes, movie interviews, fun facts, pre-raphaelite content.

And it’s completely overwhelming too. I HAVE to. It’s like “Look at me and this little treasure I found. I am a crow and this is the shiny bottle cap I found in an alleyway. Enjoy with me.”

Save Me (Timothee Chalamet) - Shinedown

I thought Lee was supposed to be the pillar of strength Maren needs to lean on, so I did not see this coming : Timmy Crying Onscreen Again.

ok so i had some adderall with a red bull today, as in i chugged a red bull and took an adderall. i had some lying around because i got off of it because it made heart go brrrrr. i was able to focus man, that was crazy. i am in marching band where you have to stand still and always be listening and ready to just change directions, essentially it's teeter tottering between too much stimulation and actually no stim... i was doing so good today, like i heard the met and could look around and listen to my neighbors and have control of my hands and feet, i wasnt lost and i participated in the present conversations. like what the fuck. i want that all the time but then i got home and died because there was nothing more for me so i am currently in bed 2 hours early so sleepy and shaking and stimming, i think the dosage was too low for my experience to continue but damnnnnn that was a good practice, all because i was cosplaying a neurotypical on caffeine :)

This was a tough movie probably not the best to watch in the morning. The movie was mostly good until near the end. Amber heard was her usual crappy acting (she always seems stiff in everything she plays, some with Elizabeth Olsen I don’t like either) but she wasn’t in it a ton so I am not going to remove too many points for her. Plus for whatever reason so people seem to think she (and Elizabeth Olsen) are good actors…

But really what I have issue with here as as someone who grew up with an abusive parent is what all should be forgiven because they were being the best parent they could? Or that the victim’s memory of the trauma might meld together mixing 2 incidents into one? Or that the lashing out the child victim did might have also traumatized the parent? That just seemed weak

Like I get the whole trauma feeds trauma and self reflection is a good thing as is letting go of the past. It just felt like too much of a trying to tie the whole thing up in a little happy bow

Even despite all that. I did like the movie. It was interesting and really hooked me in and even now a couple hours later I’m still thinking about it. I could see myself watching it again not real soon

I will say Ed Harris was really good as the dad. I really wanted to feel for him when he was talking about how hard things were for him. His acting there is a big part of the end of the movie rubbed me the wrong way

The Adderall Diaries: Directed by Pamela Romanowsky. With James Franco, Ed Harris, Amber Heard, Jim Parrack. Elliot, a troubled former successful writer decides to write about a missing wife and the following murder trial of her husband.

Jitterbug

AMBER HEARD as LANA EDMOND in THE ADDERALL DIARIES (2015)

mad or upset at my sister so much i don’t want to open up or talk to her. but i’m also unable to open up and talk to anyone currently about my feelings and my therapist is saying that me sending emails with songs or things i feel after sessions helps her understand me better but i feel bad i can’t be a normal patient with her and i’m still constantly thinking about her telling me that if i want to see a different therapist it’s okay because i think she’s trying to hint at me to find a new one and i’m just so confused i dont understand what’s going on with me and it’s all so much and overwhelming but i also don’t feel anything

Timothee Chalamet scenes in THE ADDERALL DIARIES, 2015, Pamela Romanowsky. This is a longer 15 minute version uploaded in two posts becoz of Tumblr rules. This is Part 2. Part 1 is here. Please reblog so that others can watch Timmy's performance.

The supercut 10 minute version of Timmy's scenes can be found in one single file here.

(tw: suicide attempt, tw: sa, tw: domestic abuse, tw: blood)

first sober night in awhile and im not itchin for weed or alchie and am instead remembering the things that make my blood pump day after day

The adderall is definitely suppressing my appetite. I've lost 5 pounds in 3 days! Barely eating anything and happier than ever