Fuck it if this doesn't get notes eye dee kay (idk) and eye dee sea (idc) anyways I LOVE PUPPETS!!!

Don't you love puppets? "Well I love humans." Then why not both? Why not mix them up? Puppets!!!

You can read more thoughts of the puppets down below. I think about them a normal amount.

The guy and the puppet on his shoulder in the 2nd drawing are indeed Human!Professor and Puppet!Ryan. I need to draw them at some point.

The Flower Boat (连奕辰 or Lián Yìchén, Yìchén being his name, he/him) seriously has one of the most underrated songs ever. The emotions are off the charts??? THE LYRICS ARE PURE POETRY??? LizLuvsCupcakes on YouTube said, "This boat is the only ex I respect. His whole breakup song is "I miss her so much but I hope she's happy where she is."" and THEY ARE SO RIGHT!!!

He's typically closed off emotionally, trying to maintain a happy but subdued mood, but he will absolutely be starry-eyed when he talks about Ching Shih (fun fact: she's also known as Zheng Yi Sao). He can also help y'all get through a break up or really any romantic troubles if you sit down with him for a drink.

The Beast of Gévaudan (Gevariel, sometimes referred to as Gévau, he/him) and Policarpa's Spool (Poli for short, she/her) are besties!!! They're both trans and despise romance. They'd rather spend Valentine's Day studying a corpse.

Poli is such a cool gal. She rallies against injustices whenever she can, and she hates how the police system has been used to enforce the marginalization of minorities. When she investigates with a given suspect, her priority isn't to find enough evidence to condemn them but rather look for all evidences possible, even ones that may contradict the suspect being the murderer 'cause she firmly believes in "innocent until proven guilty". Basically, ACAB, baby!

The Mummified Goose (Merneith Gomaa, referred to as MG or Mery for short, she/her) is a hell of a hypewoman! If you're trash-talking yourself, she will shut that shtick down QUICK. She's so unapologetically confident and self-assured that it infects the others around her ehe. She also collects antiques as a hobby to the point her house is kind of a mess, but she takes care of them very well!

"Wait if Poli hates romance, then what's up with–" Queerplatonic partners, my friend!!! Poli and Mery share a deep emotional connection together, and Mery, despite knowing her romantic feelings won't be reciprocated, still loves Poli very much. She adores how determined Poli is in getting the truth, and similarly, Poli loves how much Mery brightens up the room :]

Intermission: Sapphics who are into Puppet History, can you show yourselves plsplsplsplspls I just need assurance that I'm not the only sapphic in this fandom 🥹👉🏽👈🏽

I don't think Gévau would pursue any kind of relationship whatsoever (even friendships are rare for him, he's a loveless aro babyyyyy), but he can get behind cannibalism as a metaphor for love 👉🏽👀👉🏽 (and giving heads as gifts. 'cause what better gift can you give really <3)

The Oar still has no shame and shows his erotic manga to anyone who asks. The Professor has had to scrub his brain so many times (to absolute failure </3)

I'm still stuck on Ken (剣) and Oru (オール) being the Sword and Oar's names ngl. If y'all have actual names for them, I'd love to hear them 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽

yamcha’s confidence  🥰 🥰

The 5 hour finale live stream just concluded and y’all, it was crazy. It has been a wonderful several months with all you guys and I am so excited for April 8th and Junior Year. 

MASSIVE SPOILERS UNDER THE FOLD IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED THE STREAM YET. Here is my clusterfuck of a commentary. Enjoy!

Fantasy High: Sophomore Year Live Reaction -HOOT GROWL BABY it's time. I didn't react to part one but wOW that one was crazy. Get ready for EMOTIONS :'(( -SIG FIG RESCUE MISSION lol #ontour -well ok brennan that canopy shit is scary as fuck -murph is still looking like riz -Zaphriel and Ayda!!!!!!! -"HOLD ME BACK GORGUG" i love u emily -Brennan I stg -Ayda is Gorgug's dad lol -oh shIT they're totally in the cottage -heLL YEAH AYDA!! -oh GOD figayda kiss? exceptional. -if ayda dies i WILL throw dice at Brennan -ok brennan make me cry then -GET THE VAN GORGUG -gorgug truly is the greatest wizard of this age -#hugeblueguy -aww zac oyama i love you -"semi-fallen" oH dEar -gorgug texts zelda IMMEDIATELY i love him -amaZING thank you zelda -"ew, creepy, hate that" -zaphriel is the best character you guys, what a homie -i keep forgetting ayda can fly. like she has wings. i know that. -AELWYN! -nOPE someone is coming through the forest and if it's arianwen i will kill cry -HANGMAN???? -HANGMAN!!!! HIS DOG!!!!! -HANGMAN NO I LOVE YOU YOU'RE THE CUTEST DOGGY -adaine i love you baby -"the weak yogurt man" -what high ranking devil??? -fabian you're adorable -aww fabian has a puppy!! (i get that the hangman is eight feet long don't @ me) -that's the first "the ball" -lou can never have the highest roll -BARDY BOYS -oop kristen and riz time -tracker? i barely even know her -chills, brennan. chills -someone in the chat just said "so did skrank fuck zelda?" -intense muSIC -nononononononono -ragh, tracker, and sandralynn better be all right -ooo a sTICK -HELL YEAH RETURN OF THE RIBBON DANCE -"riz weeps" holy shit i love him -"something bad always happens when we go off together" -#RIZTEN -awwoOOOOOOO -ayda can fly too! -absolutely FUCK this bridge ABOUT 30 MINUTES -poor ayda -please say they're ok brennan -"put your tongue baCK in your mouth" -sANDRA LYNN NO -"what kind of arrows" "you know what kind" fuCK OFF BRENNAN -if baxter dies i will cry -wait faerie fire is a cleric spell..? absolutely fuck me -ok aelwyn let's fuck shit up -calling the bank in the middle of this nightmare forest lol -heLL YEAH ZAPHRIEL -luck check luck check luck check -"y'all are going to turn into dragons" -fabian straight up cries? what a fucking rich kid -NO WAY HE HAD T H E COIN??? -REMOVE CURSE BABY -"nnOOO!" lmao -ally and brennan are in the chat -kristen's religion is REALLY coming in handy -the name was turned into the night yorb lol -"how's that axe feeling?" "..pretty light ;)" i love him -ayda can lift the axe??? exceptional -FIG IS KALINA? ABSOLUTELY RAD -brennan has created a place where illusions are real and emily is holding him TO IT -"do you have a dongle?" incredible -EMILY I LOVE YOU! KALINA IS A YOUTUBER BABY -wretchrot is baCK baby -aelwyn i love that -"i am a low quality child" "yeah ayda you're a bad kid" -"hey bitch" emily axford is a goddess -im sorry cOURT OF ELDERS? -NO I WILL CRY -ROLL INITIATIVE TIME -go OFF hangman -ooo some high initiatives babyyy -zac oyama is my favorite ever -"trackerrr" -brian as soon as emily was threatened said "how dare you" -brennan you FUCK "i'm awake for all of this" FUCK YOU -fig and her mommy issues: an album -absolutely FUCK THE TREE GUY -kick that wood elf BITCH ABOUT ONE HOUR -fuck him UP fabian, shit in his gODDAMN mOUTh -"SPRING BREAK YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKER" -pleASE BRENNAN LET HIM SHOOT HER WITH THE TINCTURE -spRING break this is for the corn god -okay nevermind riz is holding his action -i love the intrepid heroes they're adorable -"ice feast" fucking love them so much -yES the ball thank GOD -brennan..? -"her rage ends" tracker = barbarian -FIRST NAT 20 BABY -"IT 100% WORKS BUT IT 50% WORKED" -that's the second "the ball" -bOOOOOOO BRENNAN -mad plans for the tree guy -sorry, is his name crAFTME ROOTDRINKER? -oh ok it's aelwyn we're fine -cone of cOLD baby i love aelwyn what a babe -you absolutely hate to see it -ragh my baby i love you -SPRING BREAK -tracker nO PLEASE -TRACKER JUST CRIT OH NO -brennan is really good at acting this btw -wait 14 on a crit??? i mean oH NO kRISTEN, bOO -disPEL MAGIC BABY -ALLY BEARDSLEY YOU ABSOLUTE GOD -aww kristennn is babyyy -tracker nooo don't cryyyy -you've sAVED your GIRLFRIEND -"some of us have already done that today" fig the sHADE -ally simply musT get new dex -absolutely fuck that brennan i don't need that vampire pixie -FUCK IT UP AYDA -FIGHT ME IN THE SKY! -"does a 29 hit?" daMN zac that absolute SHADE -53 DAMAGE?? CHEJ IS SO FUCKING STRONG -"goddamn paper lantern" -absolutely fuck you brennan -nevermind gorgug and adaine both passed the con saving throw -"i don't like you" lou really gets personally upset about this and i love that -nO NO NONONONO aelwyn and tracker are down -FUCK IT UP ADAINE -gdi brennan don't do this to us -ABSOLUTELY FUCK THE TREE -fig is straight up gonna kill her mom -this is scary as fuck -HANGMAN HAS A BREATH WEAPON AND YOU DIDN'T SAY SHIT??? CHOKE ON GRAPES BRENNAN -FUCK EM UP HANGMAN ABOUT 1 HOUR AND A HALF -wood elf is DOWN baby hoot growl -kristen thinks the elf is gak lol -23 DAMAGE??? AC OF 25??? ABSOLUTELY FUCK IT UP FABIAN -SHENANIGANS TIME FOR MURPH -HELL SECRET AGENT TIME -27??? RIZ YOU'RE THE HOTTEST -third the ball -imagine the ball is secretly SO HOT without the hat -YES BRENNAN GOT A NAT 1 EAT YOUR GODDAMN DICE -sweEET -fourth the ball (they've all been Lou cuz of course) -incredible turn murph -kalina is SO GOOD at skateboarding -#bloodphoto -KALINA HAS 23 WISDOM? absolutely fuck me -oh hELL YEAH FIG COUNTER THE COUNTER -emily is doing some SHIT right now you guys (fear spell) -DAMMIT that high as fuck wisdom -sorry WHAT she rips open sPACE??? -BABY BETTER SAVE THE GODDAMN DAY -let's go BABY -"mMMHHHHnnN leET ME tOUCh ItT" baby is fucking weird -"baby vs mommy" i love you siobhan -aelwyn better not DIE brennan -riz baby let's get it -trACKEr -nAT 1??? kristen is unCONSCIOUS?? -HUMAN DETERMINATION!!! THE GRIT BABY] -wait aura of life is badass!! they can't lose damage?? -okay scrap that we're gonna TURN UNDEAD and then MASS HEALING WORD? absolutely incredible -gorgug has so much goddamn health -FUCK THIS TREE DUDE -KILL IT AYDA LET'S GO -"her girl's side" *in lou voice* okAY bRENNNAn -second nat 1 but both of them re-rolled -GEM!!!! -LET'S GET GORTHALAX BABYYYY -"BIG DADDY" -ayda is so turned on lol -KILL IT CHEJ OKAYYYY -fuck this centaur -i'm so nervous -puT THOSE DICE DOWN BRENNAN -"you're gonna drop." shuT UP -riz is fULLY DEAD???? -i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. -sHUT UP BRENNAN -baby is DEAD oh my GOD you absolutely hate to see it ABOUT 2 HOURS -nO NO NO NO NO NO NO PUT THAT CROWN AWAY BITCH -absolutely fuck me, the nightmare king is totally fucking back i hate myself -aww fabian is baby -hELL YEAH FABIAN SPRING BREAK -"i've lost one friend, that's too many" fabian is adorable -"that's a full ass miss, my guy" -sandra lynn just crit on chej :(((((( -14 damage is not very spring break of her (she did 28 but it was halved because gorgug is such a strong boyyy) -LET'S GO LOU -almost all of them are spellcasters wtf (only one who isn't is riz but he has a daily misty step) -fuck em up hangman -fUCK EM UP HANGMAN! d8 + 2d6 +8 i think -figaroth the unfaethable baby -THOSE ARE SOME SHENANIGANS FIG I LOVE IT (she's shattering the rubies to get a revivify diamond) -casts teleport??? aelwyn came here to FUCK -"i would love to teach you this spell" aww the abernant sisters liking each other is my new aesthetic -fuck em up adaine -you can hit the tree on a 12 babyyyyy -heLL YEAH 44 DAMAGE ADAINE IS STRONG NOW -kalina is not even that cool she just said "that's enough of that" in the most uncool way -2 down 3 to go! -omg wait it would be so badass if they could just remove curse on kalina -"Mr. The Insatiable" -ayda is such a sweetheart "i don't care if you want me to date your daughter but i do hope you love me" -"I LOVE THIS SONG" yes siobhan me too -on a DC 20 she got a 31!!!! consider my jeans creamed -SHRED BABY GIRL!!! -KILLIAN IS DEAD! RIZ IS ALIVE! -ayda is so turned on AHHH -I LOVE RIZ SO MUCH "am i interrupting something???" -fuck him UP chej! 3 hits, no crits -hell yeah mr. march!! oh sorry wrong series -a gROUP PROJECT i'm DEAD -someone in the chat called him "snac oyama" and you're rigHT -siobhan's straight fucking this tree UP -the spellcasters are like all out of spells at this point -fuck OFF arianwen. KILL YOUR MOM -"where's your father, aelwyn?" "last i saw, adaine killed him so *shrug*" i lOVE HER -FUCK THEM UP GORTHALAX -abolutely fuck the nightmare king -waIT GORTHALAX IS GONNA KILL THE NIGHTMARE KING -sidenote: fig calls gorthalax pops -dO IT BRENNAN kILL YOUR OWN BIG BAD -this treeant has GOT to be dead -NAT 1 on that attack?? SPRING BREAK BABY -no we haven't seen kalina in action brennan, and we do not want to -OH SHIT THE TIE! YOu just got FUCKed bRENnan eaT youR DICE -yeS AYDA ROAST HER -"GOTTEM!" -i'm sorry i just hallucinated, did you say 6 ATTACKS? -time to go VIRAL BABY -19 intelligence, 23 wisdom, 20 charisma for kalina? absolutely fuck me -riz just got kICKed! you absolutely hate to see it -GODDAMMIT -KALINA IS HOMOPHOBIC CONFIRMED ABOUT 2 AND A HALF HOURS -brennan be like "im about to kill this bird" -absolutely fuck me i hate this -let's go FIG -time to caTCH the bALL -murph has the same thinking face as riz and it's adorable -this is not very spring break brennan -DC 25 acrobatics check? c'mon faBIAN -29????? -fifth the ball (from the hangman) -"there's just something endearing about him" fabian loving his friends is adorable -absolutely fuck me that fire elemental is adorable -absolutely swaddle the ball -well hot take but fuck the nightmare king you guys -absolutely NOT brennan do NOT kill adaine you PSYCHO BITCH -PLEASE ADAINE LIVE -STRAIGHT DEAD? FULLY DEAD? FUCK OFF WITH THIS INSTAKILL SHIT BRENNAN -hell yeah ayda is back and kristen has the revivify diamond -aelwyn FULLY banished that unicorn -it's good to know ragh really doesn't want them to die -YES RAGH IS BACK BABY -fuck em up kristen -s/o to DND Beyond btw absolutely banger website -hell yeah mass healing word is awesome -clerics are GOOD you guys i should play more clerics -FUCK IT UP AYDA -SANDRA LYNN IS BACK BABY -skater chej is my favorite thing -aBSOLUTEly fuck the tree -i have no idea wHAT is happening ABOUT 3 HOURS -fuCK YOU nightmare king -i absolutely hate this battle but at least gorthalax is still standing -gorgug better split this gd tree -"what if we just kill kalina?" yeah zac it's that goddamn easy -brennan almost just fucked everyone -"does she want to borrow my teddy bear?" the SHADE -"MAKEOVERRR" i love you siobhan -this tree SUCKS -battlemaster is cool as fUCK SPRING BREAK -BARDY BOYS also i think that was a nat 20 -i can't imagine the thistlesprings watching the battle livestream and like worrying if gorgug is going to die -FUCK HER UP THE BALL -ABSOLUTE SHENANIGANS FROM MURPH! -with ADVANTAGE BABY -"has anyone seen my hat!?" keep it off baby you're HOT now -"mirrors negate mirrors" "i think oscar wilde said that" i love them -#hotrizweek? -holy shit fig is FUCKING THIS BATTLE UP -HELL YEAH KALINA ROLLS A NATURAL 2!!!! -hell yeah adaine is back and SO MUCH is happening that i'm like forgetting to write down my reactions -kill this woody motherfucker baby -the music is too lOUD -ok it's normal now -fuck em up gorgug -i'm sorry the chat is saying he did 90 DAMAGE?!?!?!? -KILL IT CHEJ ILY -fuck off brennan, absolutely fuck off -ABSOLUTELY FUCK OFF BRENNAN -gorthalax is FULLY DEAD? absolUTELY FUCK YOU -SAINT KRISTEN APPLEBEES -adaine has SOLVED THIS SHIT -god all the abernant names are confusing -fuck you kalina ABOUT 3 AND A HALF HOURS -BRENNAN I STG IF RAGH ENDS UP DEAD -hellish rebuke that bitch -c'MON faBIAN HIT that BITCH -wait is kalina a rogue and a druid? absolutely incredible -FUCK IT UP FABIAN -OMG THE HANGMAN BETTER FUCK THIS UP -YES THE BALL 31 DAMAGE -so the stream just ended. i'll say it again: absolutely fuck me -ok so we're back and kalina got fucked up -WHAT THE FUCK A NAT 20???????? YOU ABSOLUTELY LOVE TO SEE IT -ALLY WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THIS -I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS AND NEITHER CAN BRENNAN -MAGIC IS REAL AND SO IS MY ALLY -i can't believe this. eat your GOD damn DICE brennan! -OMG ARE THE NIGHTMARE KING AND THE GODDESS ONE AND THE SAME? -THEY ARE! THE NIGHTMARE KING IS THE NIGHTMARE QUEEN -brennan is CRAZY AHHHHH -brennan absolutely stop this tension -28 insight. brennan is fucked -GO TOWARDS HIM KRISTEN -YES!!!! PLEASE SAY THIS IS A GOOD THING -ALLY GOT A NAT 20 THEY BETTER BE RIGHT -fear. is. not. real. -this is just like the ending of moana -NO WAY BRENNAN I LOVE YOU (you wouldn't believe it from what i have said but it's true) -this is intense i'm about to cry -you're meeting god and you say "is it too early for this?" -LMAO 5'9" -Moral of the story: IDK and that's OK -ok ally make me cRy -HELL YEAH NEW SHIRT BABY -i'm so emotional -"well oBVIouslY cASsAndRa" i wish every deity had names as normal and human as cassandra -fuck them UP cassie -i love that tracker's just like "uh... babe?" -love having god in your corner -no more hangman puppy :((( -RIZTEN are the CUTEST i love them "i love all of them, riz the most, we know this" -"we still need the crown for our grade" FABIAN I LOVE YOU -"counselo- former counsel- i'm an assistant :(" why do y'all think this man is hot -KILL ARIANWEN -"she tried to hurt me in my shattered state?" "that's her MO" aww adaine my baby -HOLY SHIT PLEASE GIVE GILEAR ALL OF ARIANWEN'S MAGIC -GORGUG YOU SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU -cassandra throwing SHADE -ThE vANdS -aelwyn throwing SHADE -AWW RAGH I LOVE YOU BABY brennan lives another day -"a big bug gave me a riddle" that is NOT what happened -aww the hirelings are all crying and i DO NOT stan -hell YEAH cassandra OH I STOPPED KEEPING TRACK OF TIME IT'S BEEN OVER 4 HOURS -hELL YES HANGVAN -i love you fabian -nO IS CHUNGLE DOWN BIM REAL? -maybe the real chungle down bim is the friends we made along the way -GARTHY i love them -arthuR aGUEFORT - absolutely wild -ayda and arthur is crazy -"snOGGING THE HEADMASTER'S DAUGHTER ARE WE?" -awww that is so smooth fig "you don't need to make me the most magnificent creature because it seems you already have" -ARTHUR PULLS THROUGH -garthy is a cutie i love how they care so much for ayda -oH FUCK ME garthy is ayda's child from her previous life -"your girlfriend's daughter fucked your mom!" goddammit siobhan i can't handle this -if they fail i will cry -CHRONOMANCY!? absolutely fuck me -"professor principal headmaster aguefort" -hell yeah arthur you're killing it -faelwyn? absolutely can't handle it -aww kristen is baby -jawbone and sandra lynn are ok? amazing -jawbone is the best character -"our parents are great" kill me why don't you siobhan -AWWW FUCKING STOP BRENNAN WITH THESE GIFTS -i just cried he wants to adopt her -"you're easy to love" jawbone is fUCKING me up -LYDIA BARKROCK what a badass i love her already -"a pheonix whom everyone she touches is reborn better" fuck off emily -gorgug is a cutie <3 <3 -ABSOLUTELY KICK SKRANKS BIRD ASS -GORGUG CONFIRMED FUCKS -riz is a dork i love him -who knew "you're so much like your father" could make me feel like that -GILEAR IS MOVING THE FUCK IN BABY -GILEAR WITH SELF CONFIDENCE IS MY AESTHETIC -aww jawbone gave ayda autism books? jawbone is the sweetest to ayda cuz OF COURSE HE IS -AYDA GETS HER SPELL!!! -Ayda's Comprehend Subtext is the cutest spell ever -adaine and fig's friendship is too cute -craig has always been down for everything. i don't know craig but i love him -YES HOOT GROWL HOOT GROWL I'M SO PROUD OF RAGH -"BAD KIDS FOR LIFE" RAGH IS A CUTIE -NO FAELWYN IS REALLY HAPPENING I CAN'T -fabian's laugh is so cute -i love how nervous fabian is -WAIT FABIAN AND AELWYN ABSOLUTELY WILL FUCK? -fabian's gonna get his KISSES IN -aww i get how hyped figayda is but they are truly so adorable -weLL EMILY AXFORD I WILL LET YOU HURT ME LIKE THAT -they said i love you :((( -tracker only deserves the best -TRACKER'S GOING TO FALLINEL? I LOVE HER -ragh is going too? gay road trip! -that's adorable -ABSOLUTELY NOT BRENNAN FUCK OFF DO NOT SAY THE NIGHT YORB IS GONNA BE THE NEXT VILLAIN -BRENNAN NO YOU BITCH I HATE YOU THE NIGHT YORB IS THE VILLAIN OF JUNIOR YEAR? -that was crazy. i cried, i laughed. i am fuCKING HYPED FOR CROWN OF CANDY AND JUNIOR YEAR GANG!

studying w/ lee byounggon!

hello cutest ppl of the world!!! here is a present for u <3 and pls read my scenario for bad boy gon!! or soft blurb gon

studying w/ lee byounggon                                                                                    (a bad idea)

OK SO you and byounggon have AP biology together, and somehow, by the grace of GOd himself, you’ve made it to the end of the year

It’s time for ur final exam!!! yay!!  because u can finally peace TF out of that class, but aww :’(( bc you have a final exam with 100 multiple choice  and 10 written questions 😔

some of ur ap bio shenanigans have included:

byounggon reading multiple questions OUT LOUD while you are writing the test and he literally doesn’t even notice

Like he just does it so naturally??? you’ll be side eyeing him through the divider that separates your desks

in your head, you’ll be like “AHEMMMM at LEAST read out the answers too damn ...”

He does not read out the answers :/

even tho it can be kind of off-putting, his voice is rlly deep and soothing!!!! so honestly it kind of helps your test anxiety

......but u will never admit that... he would have too much power

you and byounggon once made an animal cell out of rice krispy treats & candy

you guys left the project to the very last minute because collectively u have one brain cell

U guys started building but then u ate so much candy, you ended up puking🤮

After u had released the #barf, you and byounggon choose to cuddle up on the couch and u just chill for a couple hours

Somehow u convinced him to watch bird box????? He was DYING!!!

But it’s ok bc ur the Best Significant Other Ever and you used imdb to research every possible death scene!! and u gave him a solid 3 second warning every time

ONE TIME u were just a little bit off and he watched something a lil gruesome

U lost ur abiliity to hear from the scream that he released

“im never watching a movie with you AGAIN!”

“i said i was SORRY sodfjsdiofjsdio”

He complained for so long but then you promised you’d make it up to him with some kisses and he was like.... “hehehe ok im down”

a whole baby!!!!!

Its around 11pm now!! You and gon are cuddling on the couch, and it’s so warm, and cute, and wholesome <333

Ur running ur fingers through his soft hair and playing with his fingers; he’s just calmly humming and loving every minute of this

u start to close ur eyes and u feel kinda sleepy, so you lay your head on byounggon’s chest and just nestle in

you’re about to say “goodnight chief” and call it a night

But something feels off?

u suddenly shoot TF up and your mind is racing and ur like “thE PROJECT  !!”, real movie type shit

Ur trying not to LOSE UR MIND while byounggon is just snoring away... his arms are wrapped so tightly around u, and ur mind is still 23% asleep

honestly... maybe u should just lean back into his chest and fall asleep....

But then ur guilt complex is like ‘NO the pROJECT’

U want to wake him up but Byounggon: has left the chat

You start poking at his cheek erratically, and when he FINALLY wakes up, he’s all mumbley and tired and CUTE

U break the tragic news to him and now you’re both contemplating mental breakdowns

For the next 6 hours you guys are DEDICATED to this project

U show up to school the next morning with ur masterpiece:

(yall i rlly made that shit, respect me)

your eyes are SO unbelievably red, and for some reason, ur hair has marshmallow fluff in it????? u have to convince byounggon not to eat that shit on four separate occasions

“It looks yummy”

“PLS restrain urself”

So ur looking a little bit busted, but still cute, bc ur BEAUTIFUL nd sexy

SOMEHOW byounggon still looks perfect???? He looks like he’s just been rejuvenated by 10 hours of sleep; his skin is glowing and his eyes are twinkling... #unfair

when u guys show up to class, your teacher is sO happy with your project!!!!

but then she takes one look at you and she’s like, “(y/n) can i talk to you for a minute pls?”

“ uhh yeah ok, sure!!”

U think she’s about to tell you that she’s so proud of you both for coming up with such a creative idea, and for doing such a good job with the materials u used, but then she’s like:

“(y/n) ur eyes are so red”

ur kinda :’((( bc u think she’s about to scold you for pulling an allnighter...she’s a mama bear

“Pls stop smoking before class it’s rlly inappropriate”

Ur mouth is dropped WIDE open and byounggon is in the corner, snickering the sleep deprivation away: u want to kILL HIM!

Honestly, ur so shook, u kinda just stand there in silence while your teacher just shakes her head and does one of those “tsk tsk tsk” things and walks away

When u go back to ur desk, byounggon is like, “yea (y/n), u should rlly stop smoking at school, it’s super rude and honestly kind of distract-”

The look u give him makes him shut UP IMMEDIATELY

but then he just cranes his long arms around ur waist and smiles into the crook of ur neck and he’s like: “baby im sorry i love u”

So wholesome :’))))

Ur choked up?? And after all that work, a little bit delirious? U lean back into him and tilt ur head to the side so he can kiss u

when he pulls away he gives u this rlly uneven smirk

“even if u smoke before class”

“RUN AWAY RIGHT NOW OR IM GONNA [redacted]”

A couple weeks later, u guys have to do this lab on human heart rate and metabolism

bc byounggon is ur deskmate, he’s also ur lab partner (unfortunately)

Byounggon is RLLY SMART, but honestly u guys are just rlly unproductive when ur together bc u just want to. . .. hug him (relatable)

For one part of the lab, somebody needs to stick their hand into ice water while the other person monitors their heart rate

Byounggon REALLY passionately wants to be the one to dunk his hand in the water tank and ur just like “lmao ok calm down”

HIS HAND HAS BEEN IN THE ICE WATER FOR THREE MINUTES

@ this point, ur concerned x 3493049304930

He’s just like: “im FINE it’s FINE, keep going”

His eyes are TWITCHING

U have to forcefully yank his hand out of the water because he literally will NOT??? why is he like this

But it’s ok bc u warmed up his hand with lots hand holding and sweet lil kisses <333333

overall, bio have been a WILD ride, but byounggon has made it so much more enjoyable,,, and u guys love each other lots,,, (y/n) and byounggon for cutest couple 2k19  😘

Okay so now for the studying!!!

byounggon kind of had to beg to get you to study with him at the library

but that’s only because every time u study with him, u dont retain SHIT, bc ur too busy drooling over his jawline

U wanted to be rlly strict and firm so you could actually be well prepared!!!! But when he started whining and hugging on you,,,, what wEre you SUppOSED to DO?!?

So NOW, u and gon are at the library

U make him sit across from u

Because the lord knows, if he’s sitting next to, he will not stop kissing ur face and u RLLY need to do some learning!!! Studious Queen

twelve minutes into mitosis and chill, byounggon is pouting and using his biology textbook as a pillow

Literally byounggon is the kind of guy that looks like he’d be a rlly messy student, but he will take one look at the textbook, and get a 96%

So ofc, he’s like... “studying... who’s she?”

He’s just staring at you

In this moment, u look SO CUTE, bc ur head is burried in your book, and ur hair is adorably messy, and ur eyebrows are scrunched together bc ur rlly focused

Ur the cutest thing he ever saw?????

“Gon,,, baby u have to stop staring at me,, i can’t concentrate”

He’s so GOOFY

“im noooooooooot”

(he totally is)

It’s been about two hours?? Byounggon took a power nap, and u reviewed everything u possibly could,,, now u just want byounggon to hum u to sleep

byounggon is POWERED UP (stream power up by red velvet)  from his nap and he’s very, very, very giddy

And a lil clingy bc u haven’t cuddled him today yet :/

He’s been saying “mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell” for about 8 minutes,,, u would throw ur bag of hot cheetos at him but he’s just too pretty

He’s laughing AT HIMSELF

Ur shaking ur head and laughing at him too

The librarian POPS UP out of literally nowhere?? She looks at byounggon playing candy crush on his phone and she’s like “SHHHHHHHHHH!!! young man! you are being so disrespectful! this place is for students to study! U need to leave immediately”

She’s about to point her finger at you too, but then:

“Ma’am i’ve never seen this boy in my whole life” 😜

Byounggon is Taken Aback™

He rlly can’t believe u just did that

U start laughing so hard bc PAYBACK

But his mind is just thinking.. . “top ten worst anime betrayals of all time”

The librarian is so annoyed with both of you she just turns around and mumbles something like “stupID KIDS”

U have to lug byounggon outside bc now he’s #embarrassed bc of the librarian, and #hurt because u threw him under the bus

He’s still pretending to be upset by the time u guys make it back to his house, and u have to give him all sorts of compliments to make everything okay again

“ur chin.... is straight SEXY”

“i think it’s cute that u eat bananas with sriracha”

“i, for one, like the screams you make when we watch horror movies”

THE COMPLIMENTS ARE SO STUPID BUT FOR SOME REASON HE’S BLUSHING???? blushy babyyyyy 💖

u conclude with a veryyyy sweet kiss on his lips

let’s just say... he forgives u

THE NEXT DAY!!! It’s time for ur exam omgomg :’))))))

byounggon finishes that shit in 26 minutes and somehow ends up getting a 92%

it took u a solid 48 minutes and u ended up with a nice and spicy 90%

he gets the better mark bc he’s god Lee Byounggon??? U will never understand bc he rlly doesn’t even try.... U can’t relate

But it’s ok

Because he’s the cutest thing to ever exist in the world, and even if he makes u the most unproductive person in existence, u love him more than anything <333

And he loves u bby!!!!!

the librarian, on the other, loves neither of u 😔 ......

THE END ! ! ! !

i love u all!! and thank u for ur support!! hit like if u feel bad for the librarian  😔

Unit 0 | 4

Summary: JYP, Jinyoung, Jaebum and youngjae know enough to end it all, but what is your reaction? or It’s arresting time babyyyyy

Word Count: 5278

Genres: Drama | Mystery | Crime | Angst | Detective! AU

A/N: Aaand I’m back once more. This time however I’m actually proud of the progress, for once I wrote an ‘’outline’’ and it actually worked really well. I’ve been working on this chapter for exactly a week now and there are bits where I think ‘’nice, well written’’ Soo I hope you guys do too! But without further ado… Enjoy.

REQUESTS: OPEN!!

Masterlist

Character Introduction | Prologue | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

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‘Date: 5th of July,

Today started off great. But it got ruined by someone.. At least they ruined it for me. I believe that (Y/N) hasn’t noticed anything. I wonder what she would have done if she was in my position.. Am I a bad Fiancé for not telling her that someone kept looking at her? No… No Changwoo you’re not. She cannot know. After all Ignorance can be a bliss, correct? I hope that this won’t happen again.. Please..’

‘Date: 7th of July,

It happened again.. this time however I saw their face. No, I saw his face.. And I have seen it before. Let me search for something quickly. Yes, Changwoo great job! Lee Hojin.. I thought he was still locked up, how long has he been free? And for how long has he been watching (Y/N)? I don’t know what to do.. I should probably report it, right? No. I can’t do that just yet. I will have to do it on my own. I won’t let (Y/N) know about this either the wedding is almost here I can’t have her stressed, she doesn’t deserve it… Then again she doesn’t deserve it at all..’

‘Date: 12th of July,

It’s been a week since I first saw Lee Hojin and I still don’t know what I should do.. I have been contemplating about whether or not to inform (Y/N) and even the police.. I know I wrote that I don’t want her to be stressed and that she doesn’t deserve this.. But it’s eating me from the inside! I feel like I am slowly going insane.. and I think that people around me are noticing! What do I do.. Lee Changwoo what is your plan?

I’ve been gone for a while.. My mind it… it went blank. I had to take this break or else I would break! I need to make a decision and I will do so today, tonight! Once I have made that decision I shall do it tomorrow!

Finally… Finally! I know what to do! Lee Changwoo you great man! I shall tell you.. Me? I shall tell myself the great plan that I came up with! That man.. Lee Hojin I shall find him.. With a knife. Shall I kill him? Changwoo of course I won’t kill the man.. Aaah… Hahaha I think that I’m going insane.. I’m talking to myself in third person even! All because of that man… I cannot wait to see the look on his face when I confront that disgusting man. I am sure he will leave (Y/N) alone after this. He must! Ahh.. (Y/N).. Don’t worry my love everything will be fine… ’

‘Date: 13th of July

I… I ruined everything.. I am such an idiot… I.. I-I killed him.. I am a horrible, disgusting human being.. I didn’t want this.. I promise I didn’t.. All I wanted was.. to.. to intimidate him, let him know that he should stop but… I stabbed him.. He looked at me as I did.. I saw the fear in his eyes as he looked at me.. How did this happen, why did I do this?? And why… why didn’t I feel bad, afraid.. shocked when I did it.. I felt nothing.. not even a bit of remorse.. I’m sorry… I’m so so so sorry…’

‘Date: 14th July,

Changwoo.. how dare you..  You promised yourself- I promised myself I wouldn’t do it again.. was one murder not enough? Why.. Why did I do this? That man… that poor old man.. He didn’t deserve this.. But… He did, didn’t he? If he didn’t witness me murdering… stabbing Lee Hojin, then he would have lived. It’s his own fault he got in the way! But he is gone now… Forever.. Nothing… No one can stop the future that I have with (Y/N). No one can and no one will. I will be the one that makes her happy.. It’s me that loves her, and it’s me that she loves! If someone dares to change that it’s over for them.. Ha! They will end up like those two bastards! They will die. An even more painful death each time someone even dares to touch (Y/N).. Changwoo-ah it’s time you grow up… You don’t have to be nice to anyone anymore… Do.. Do what you do best… Love (Y/N). Love her until the end.. Don’t worry… Everything is going to be fine.. I promise you- no I promise myself. It will be fine I won’t get caught… I will have my future with (Y/N)….’

Jaebum and Youngjae look at each other in silence, both of them not knowing what to say, or even if they should say something. Jaebum sighs as Youngjae steps away taking a deep breath. After a couple minutes of silence Jaebum says. ‘’Let’s take pictures of these pages as soon as possible. That guy seems to be so unstable, who knows who he will hurt in this short span of time.’’ After that he places the Journal onto the desk as Youngjae gets the camera ready.

Jaebum stays quiet as Youngjae takes the pictures carefully. He takes another look around the office and notices a photo of you and Changwoo hanging on the wall. He glances at Youngjae before walking towards the picture of you two smiling. However not even the happiness that is shown in the picture lifts the burden that he feels inside of his body.

“Hyung. Hyung!” Youngjae says trying to catch Jaebums attention. Jaebum let’s out a hum before turning around to look at Youngjae. “Ah.. You’re done?” Jaebum asks and Youngjae nods. “Yeah, you okay Hyung?” He asks Jaebum knowing the answer to his question already. 'What a stupid question, of course he’s not okay. Even I am not okay..’ Youngjae thinks to himself. “We should head out now. The sooner it’s over the better.” Jaebum says before walking towards the desk. He quickly shuts the journal close and places it back.

“Yeah let’s do that. I feel uncomfortable in this house now.” Youngjae retorts and with that the two of them leave the house. Before they leave however they check everything one last time, just to make sure that it doesn’t look like someone was in their house.

-

“Good you two are finally here.” JYP says from his chair when Jaebum and Youngjae walk in. Jaebum looks at him but stays quiet. He then looks at Jinyoung who is sitting on his own seat. “Where are (Y/N), Bambam, and Yugyeom?” Youngjae asks. “They are with Jackson (Y/N) wanted to train a bit and Bambam wanted to join. Yugyeom didn’t want to be left out and went with them.” Jinyoung says before looking at the camera around Youngjaes neck. Youngjae follows Jinyoungs look and quickly takes the strap off around his neck. “Don’t worry we got the things we needed.” He says as he takes out the memory card giving it to JYP.

“What did you find?” JYP asks as he puts the pictures on the laptop in front of him. “We did find a knife, with blood. It is at the lab now though. Mark-hyung is probably on his way back now with the results.” Youngjae says. JYP nodded and opened the file. He frowns as he looks at the picures. “What’s this?” He asks looking at Jaebum and Youngjae. “Apparently he’s the type to write in a journal.” Jaebum states.

JYP hums in approval as he reads through the text. “Well this is basically evidence enough to get him arrested. But we should wait until Mark is here with the news. Hopefully good news that is.”JYP says as he gets up from his chair. He smiles as he places a hand on Jaebum and Youngjaes shoulders. “Good work boys.”

It was quiet when Mark arrived. No one dared to say something but the file had to be read. Mark looked at JYP for approval to open the envelope and he just nodded. And thus Mark opened the envelope carefully as they gather around Mark one by one, all wanting to know what it said. It was quiet as they were reading the file. And once they were all done reading they all let out a deep sigh. They didnt know if they should feel relieved or not.

Especially Jinyoung as he has the confirmation that Changwoo, the person you called the ‘Love of your life’ did in fact kill Lee Hojin and poor innocent Mr. Oh. Jinyoung sighed as he thought about how this all would end. How would you react? ‘You’d obviously be devastated’ Jinyoung thinks bitterly to himself. But what would you think of him? Would you hate him? Or the others in this room. He knew that only time would tell..

The first one to break the silence was Mark as he cleared his throat.  “I’ll go ask for an arrest warrant now.” “Yes you do that Mark, let’s clean this up before the others get back.” JYP says and with that everyone does their own thing.

-

Date: 16th July

You wake up at the sound of your alarm with a soft groan. ‘8:30 AM that’s not too bad.’ You think before turning it off. Indeed waking up at 8:30 in the morning wouldn’t be too bad if you actually went to sleep on time. Which you didn’t. Instead you and Changwoo were busy with a different activity that required a bed. You smile as you think back to the things that lead you do those activities.

You sigh out in content when you feel Changwoo press his body against yours. ‘’Good morning love.’’ He says as he kisses the back of your neck sweetly. ‘’Morning Chang, did you sleep well?’’ you ask with a smile on your face as you place your hands on top of his. He hums in response and moves his head a bit so that he can kiss your cheek. ‘’I’m always able to sleep well when you’re around. You give me so much peace. I cant believe we’re getting married so soon..’’ He says as he places his chin on top of your shoulder.

‘’I can’t believe it either Chang.. it feels so surreal, it feels like we just met yesterday.’’ You say with a chuckle which makes Changwoo chuckle as well. ‘’Are you sure about just meeting? I thought you didn’t like me at first or was that all an act?’’ He says as he holds you tighter relishing the comfortable warmth you give off.

‘’Hmmm let me phrase it different then. It feels like we just started dating.’’ You say as you wriggle around for a bit so that you could face him. Changwoo looks at you with a smile. ‘’You’re cute y’know?’’ He says before leaning in for a kiss.

However the kiss never came because of the loud ringing of the doorbell. You chuckle as Changwoo sighs. ‘’Don’t worry hun I’ll get that real quick and get back, yeah?’’ You say as you get out off the bed. Changwoo nods as he looks at you putting on some training shorts and a t-shirt. Once done you walk towards his side of the bed and give him a kiss on the head. ‘’Be right back~.’’ You say and with that you head downstairs to open the door.

You raise your eyebrow as you look at the people in front of you. ‘’What are you doing here so.. early?’’ You say as you look at Jaebum and Youngjae. ‘’Did something happen? You two don’t look all too happy..’’ You say once taking a good look at them. Jaebum sighs and nudges Youngjae with his elbow. Knowing what Youngjae had to do he smiles weakly at you. ‘’Sorry (Y/N)..’’ He says but Jinyoung interrupts him before he could continue.

‘’(Y/N)!’’ He says as he passes Youngjae. ‘’Come with me.. Please.’’ You look at him with worried eyes. ‘’Seriously did something happen? Why are you three here?’’ You ask no one in particular, all you wanted was to know what was happening and why the three of them looked so upset.

Jinyoung grabs your hand and takes you outside. You look between Jinyoung and the two others in confusion as you keep walking. ‘’Jinyoung I mean it! What is going on?? Why is—‘’ Before you could finish your sentence Jinyoung pulled you into a tight hug. And as he was doing that Jaebum and Youngjae inside.

‘’I-I’m sorry (Y/N).. I r-really am.. I promise you.. that I.. didn’t want this to happen..’’ Jinyoung cries as he keeps holding you, not allowing you to move or see him. ‘’I-I’m such a bad friend… I’ll.. I’ll understand if you hate me..’’ You stiffen when you hear him call himself a bad friend because.. Jinyoung would never say that. Instead of keeping your arms to your side you decide to wrap your arms around his middle. That’s when you realise that he is crying

‘’Jinyoung.. Please don’t cry.. You’re not a bad friend! Don’t call yourself that.. Please tell me what’s wrong yeah? If it’s something I did then I’m really sorry..’’ You say in hope to comfort him. You knew you did when you felt his grip loosening around you, allowing you to look at him. ‘’It’s not you (Y/N).. God no.. it’s never you please know that..’’ He says in a shaky tone as he sniffs his nose. ‘’Then.. What or who is making you feel this way.. You can tell me.. Take deep breaths.. Yes, just like that.’’ You say in a calm voice as you take deep breaths with him.

Jinyoung gulps and takes one last breath to calm him. He then places his hands on your arms. ‘’I am here.. No we are here to arrest Changwoo, your fiancé.’’ He says slowly not changing the tone of his voice. You look at him with wide, surprised eyes. You chuckle thinking that it is a joke. That is until you look at Jinyoung again, his serious face not even changing, which meant it was not a joke but the full on truth. And it was then, at that moment that you broke.

-

Jaebum and Youngjae were currently searching on the ground floor. But there was no sign that indicates that Changwoo would be there, thus they slowly and silently went up the stairs. It was at that moment that they heard a loud bang, which meant that Changwoo had found out as to what is happening.

‘’Hyung you take the bedroom, I’ll take the office’’ Youngjae mouths at Jaebum. Jaebum nods and slowly walks towards your bedroom door as Youngjae went to the office. He stops right in front of it and stays quiet. He reaches his hand towards the door handle when he hears movement. He points the gun in his hand as quickly as he opens the door, pointing right at Changwoo.

‘’Lee Changwoo, drop the gun now.’’ Youngjae says as he steps into office room. ‘’N-No! S-Stay back!’’ Changwoo almost screams as he shakes with the gun in his head. ‘’No don’t come here at all l-leave now!’’ He continues as he now holds his gun, no your gun with both his hands steadying the gun only a little bit.

Youngjae internally sighs before looking Changwoo right in the eyes. ‘’Drop the gun, You don’t know what you’re doing.’’ He says keeping his gun pointed at Changwoo who in return shakes his head ferociously. ‘’N-No! I… I know exactly what I am doing… I am.. I am protecting (Y/N) from you! From everyone… You… that bastard Jinyoung… Jackson.. Even your boss! She cant be with you!’’ Changwoo shouts and he starts shaking more and more.

‘’Calm down you are currently not in the right mind.’’ Youngjae responds hoping to get into Changwoo’s head. ‘’Shut the fuck up! Shut up! Please for the love of god shut up! I’ll kill you too if you don’t shut up!’’ Changwoo shouts once again gripping the gun tightly. Youngjae observes him and nods after a few seconds have passed. ‘’Al right… We will have it your way. Uh. Don’t shoot. I’ll drop my weapon.’’ Youngjae says calmly while he split his hands apart and remove his finger from the trigger.

Youngjae keeps looking at Changwoo while doing this and he slowly gets up after he placed his gun on the ground. Meanwhile Jaebum had been hiding behind the wall knowing that if he interfered that it wouldn’t have ended up nice.

Changwoo let’s out a deep sigh, feeling a wave of relieve going over him but he knew this wasn’t the end and so he kept his gun pointed at Youngjae. ‘’I didn’t do it on purpose… really I didn’t… I-I wanted to intimidate that bastard!’’ Changwoo suddenly said. Youngjae looks at him, encouraging him to continue speaking. ‘’That bastard.. T-That fucking bastard Lee Hojin was stalking her! (Y/N)… she didn’t know… Our wedding is almost and I-I didn’t want her to feel fucking stressed because of that bastard! So I.. I decided to make him stop… Surely he would… That bastard would stop when being intimidated by the fiancé right..?’’

Changwoo lowered his gun a bit as he thought back about the events. ‘’But that fucker laughed at my face! I-I got so mad.. I really didn’t mean to… and then… that.. t-that old man… when I realised that he was there.. I didn’t want to but… Then in my head… It was better to have him dead.. He couldn’t live I cannot live.. without (Y/N)!’’ Changwoo broke down as he finished his sentence. He dropped to his knees and started to sob. It was soft at first but it became louder and louder with each word. ‘’I-I didn’t mean to… do th-that… I-I’m serious you.. you have t-to beliehieve me….. It’s not my fault that L-Lee Hojin.. That he.. had to die… A-And the o-old man… H-He.. really… It’s.. it’s not my fault that he had to go..’’ Changwoo cried loudly, snot was starting to leak out his nose his vision blurry due to all of his tears. Youngjae quietly looked at him, at the gun in his hands hoping it would be dropped as quickly as possible. After a whole minute of crying Changwoo finally let go of the gun. Not even a second later Youngjae ran towards him and kicked the gun away while Jaebum appeared with the gun still pointed at Changwoo.

Standing Changwoo, Youngjae grabs both Changwoo’s arms and moves them to the back before handcuffing him. ‘’Lee Changwoo you are under arrest for the murder of 2 men Lee Hojin and Oh Deoksoo. You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned something which you later rely on in court. Anything you do say may be given in evidence.’’ Youngjae says after getting up with Changwoo.

‘’We got him sir.’’ Says Jaebum when Youngjae and Changwoo pass him.

-

Back outside JYP went to you and Jinyoung. Jinyoung looks at him and sighs in relief when JYP gives him the ok-sign. Jinyoung looks at your face, the tears on your face have dried some time ago, just like your crying did. Pulling you into a hug once again placing his hand on your head. ‘’It’s over now (Y/N).’’ He mumbles in your ear, letting you know that they got Changwoo and that he could come outside any minute.

Jinyoung looks at the door and sees Jaebum coming out before Youngjae and Changwoo. Jinyoung feels his body get tense when he sees Changwoo. He looked broken perhaps even more than you. Jinyoung is surprised in a way as he has never seen Changwoo like that, he never thought that he would see him like that. After all he including everyone thought that you and Changwoo would end up happily married.

Jinyoung keeps looking at Changwoo and gulps when Changwoo looks right back at him. Or was he looking at you? Jinyoung couldn’t tell he hoped it was him and not you. Wanting to protect you Jinyoung turns the two of you around so that Changwoo would face his back however his plan didn’t go as he wanted because before he knew it, Changwoo was yelling your name.

He held you closer to him not allowing you to suddenly react, he didn’t want you to see Changwoo, he didn’t want to see you crying again. You tugged at his sleeve and mumbled his name. At that Jinyoung loosened his grip around you so that you could look at him. You give him a weak smile although he could not really call it one. ‘’It’s ok.. Jinyoung…’’ You say hoping that he would let you go. And that’s what he did.

Your smile falters when you see Changwoo. You didn’t know what to say or what to do, but did you even want to say or do something? Did you even have the energy. Your heart and mind felt numb. Changwoo was shocked when you looked at him like that. But it didn’t stop him from telling you what was on his mind.

‘’I did it for you (Y/N)! I protected you! Please… Don’t look at me like that.. I love you!’’ You grimaced as you heard him say that he loves you. Youngjae noticed and pushed him a bit so that he started walking again. ‘’We get it, you did it out of love now continue walking.’’ Youngjae says they walk past you. He looks at you with a smile. Not his usual bright contagious smile but an apologetic one, one that you appreciated a lot.

It was after that moment that everything went fast. Before you knew it the police car with Changwoo in it drove off and it was just you, JYP, Jaebum, Jinyoung, and Youngjae in your living room. Jinyoung sat next to your holding your hand, refusing to let you go. Before the five of you sat down JYP asked if you had any questions and that they would answers everything honestly. But you had so many questions that you didn’t know what to ask.

You break the silence after 5 minutes. ‘’Who… Who knew it first..?’’ You ask in a soft voice but loud enough for everyone to hear. Jinyoung squeezed your hand after you asked the question. ‘’I did… I’m sorry..’’ He says softly. You shook your head as you squeeze his hand back. ‘’You shouldn’t apologise for that… You only did your job..’’ you say trying to reassure him.

‘’(Y/N).. I would like to formally apologise to you as your boss. I gave them the order to not say anything to you.’’ JYP states looking at you. You look back at him and shrugs. ‘’You don’t have to apologise sir. I understand why you did it, although it would have been different if I didn’t work here..’’ You didn’t blame anyone. Of course you were hurt. It hurt a lot in fact. But it was their job, your job to protect the citizens of Seoul an lock up the bad guys.

‘’Does… Bambam and Yugyeom know about this as well?’’ You ask carefully. ‘’They don’t. We thought it would be best if they didn’t know. Especially for you. The only ones who knew were us and Mark. But it’s possible that he has told them now, after all I have an offer for you.’’ JYP says as he changes his position.

‘’What is it?’’ You question looking at your boss. JYP takes a deep breath before explaining. ‘’I know that this morning has been a lot for you. And you don’t have to go to work. If you want of course. You’re allowed to take a break for as long as you want. All I want is that your mental health is in great condition because really.. You didn’t deserve what happened. So my offer is, do you want to get back to work, or do you want to take a break?’’

You look at him, and then at Jinyoung who just smiles at you. After thinking for a while you came to the decision. ‘’I’ll take the break.. I don’t think that I will be able to work properly now..’’ JYP nods at what you say and gets up. ‘’Alright is there anything we could do for you? Do you need a place to stay here in Seoul or?’’ You shook your head. ‘’No.. No thank you I don’t really need anything. And I don’t think that I should stay in Seoul for some time.. But thank you for the offer sir.’’ You say with a small smile.

Youngjae looks at you in confusion. ‘’If you’re leaving Seoul.. Then where will you go?’’ He asks. ‘’I’ll go to my parents. They live in Yeosu and I’m sure they could use some help at their inn.’’ You say as you smile a bit more this time thinking about your parents.

JYP looked at his watch. ‘’I’m sorry (Y/N) but we should head to the Unit now.’’ You nod and get up as well walking them to the front door. ‘’Good luck with work, and please tell the others that I will be fine.’’ You say once you open the door. Jinyoung looks at you. ‘’I’ll stay with you, I don’t want you to be alone, you’re alright with that right sir?’’ Jinyoung asks JYP who smiles with a short nod in return. ‘’Of course I don’t want her to be alone. And I shall tell the others. Now (Y/N) don’t force yourself and take it slow. Never forget that you’re always welcome here. Take care.’’ And with that JYP is the first one to leave the house.

‘’(Y/N) take care!’’ Youngjae says with his contagious smile which makes you smile in return. ‘’I’ll make sure to work double as hard for you!’’ You nod with a chuckle. ‘’Don’t overwork though, we don’t want our sun to burn out.’’ You say as he waves before leaving. You then look at Jaebum as he looks back at you. ‘’Uh… Good luck and.. it’s alright to feel down about the situation.. So yes… We’ll speak again.’’ He says before nodding and quickly following Youngjae. He did smile when he heard you say thank you.

‘’Let’s go pack your stuff yeah?’’ Jinyoung says after you close the door. You nod and walk over to him and hug him. ‘’Thank you for staying with Jinyoung.’’ You mumble as you plant your face against his chest. Jinyoung wraps his arms around you and hugs you back while rubbing his hand slowly over your back. ‘’I’ll always be there for you.. Please know that.’’ You hum in response and hug him even tighter. ‘’Of course.. and please know that I don’t hate you for all of this. You only did what you thought was right for me.’’ You say as you pull away.

‘’Thank you (Y/N)..’’ He says with a fond smile. ‘’Now get let’s get upstairs.’’ He continues as he goes upstairs with you. ‘’What do I do with the house though?’’ You ask him as you open your part of the dresser. ‘’Hmmm if you bought the house you  could have rent it out.. but you have a landlord so that’s impossible.’’ Jinyoung states as he opens your biggest suitcase.

‘’That’s true, I could have earned some money if I did own it. And I probably cant come back here again. Not that I want to do that.. I mean it would be way too big for me alone if I did want to..’’ you say taking out some of your clothes and giving it to Jinyoung. Taking the clothing from you Jinyoung places them on the bed and folds them in a way that everything will fit in the suitcase properly. ‘’Well we shouldn’t get worried about that. I’ll figure something out so you won’t get stressed about that.’’

You smile at him bringing more clothes. ‘’Thanks Jinyoung, I wouldn’t know what to do without you.’’ Jinyoung smiles back at you folding the rest of your clothing. ‘’Hmmm Indeed.. What would you do without me?’’ He says as he looks at you with a dumb grin. You throw a pair of socks at his face and laugh a bit. ‘’Shut up, don’t think of your self too highly~’’ Jinyoung just laughs in return. And with that the two of you continue packing the rest of your things.

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You sigh and roll your eyes as you look at Jinyoung, who is currently checking if you truly have everything with you, for the 5th time. ‘’Jinyoung you’ve checked everything already. You don’t have to do it again.’’ You say but groan as you don’t get a response from him.

You sigh once again when he gets up and looks at you with what you call ‘’his mother smile’’. ‘’Alright, alright you got everything, I promise you I will stop now. I don’t want you to miss your train because of me.’’ He says while looking at you. ‘’Finally, it was about time.’’ You say in return hitting his arm as a punishment. ‘’I’ll miss you.’’ You say after he’s done pretending to be in agony.

He looks at you with a fond smile and hugs you once more. ‘’I know, and I’ll miss you too. I will most definitely visit you soon.’’ He says and you nod. You pull away and grab your suitcase. ‘’You do that, Bye now~’’ You say as you start walking away while waving at Jinyoung who waves back at you until you get onto the train. You sit down after putting away your suitcase and get your phone out to listen to some music. But not before you get multiple text messages from multiple people.

JYP: (Y/N), enjoy your time, remember your health is the most important and you’re always welcome to come back.

Jinyoungie~: I know we seriously just spoke but I forgot to say this, text me when you arrive okay? I love you.

Uncle Joon: I heard from (older) Jinyoung what happened, take care. The kids are already wanting to see you!

Jacksoff: Hey sweets! Heard what happen I’m so sorry :< Call me when you feel like working out I’ll join!! Say hi to your parents for me x.

Mark (my words): Hey. Sorry for not telling you. If I was able to I would have drop kicked his face the first time I heard it. Good luck. (:

Bammie: Ahhh Noona I cant believe what happened! I’m so mad and you must be so sad.. Take care! Oh I’ll be sure to send you nice clothing from Seoul! ; )

Gyeomie: Hi Noona, I will miss you for sure, I want to visit you sometime… Maybe with Jinyoung-Hyung? Will you bring souvenirs when you come back??

Sunboy: Hey hey (Y/N) I just heard you were leaving today already, I just wanted to say to be safe while travelling. And I shall promise you to send you a photo of Coco every day. Here is one!

Jaebum: Hi. First of all I’d like to apologise for everything that happened.. And I’d like to apologise about how awkward I was before I left the house.. I’m not the greatest with words but I’m sure you knew that already. Secondly please don’t blame yourself for what happened. It’s not your fault. Lastly.. It might sound weird coming from me but trust me I understand what you’re going through and uh.. I know there are others that might be better to talk with but.. You can always vent to me whenever you want. Take care.

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