I'm tired. I'm tired of living in a world where I'm "normal enough" so exclusionusts push me from disabled spaces, but disabled and neurodivergent enough to be pushed from able bodied spaces. I'm tired of this world where im pushed away from a diagnosis, because it's expensive, because you don't need labels, because no one will hire you if you're autistic. I'm tired of this world of discrimination from every angle. it fucking sucks. communities need to be communities for all.
It's incredible how even though people come to your account for fanfics, they still cannot read. How many questions about your posting schedule do you get, even though it's highlighted and all oof
More than I feel like I should, considering how much I talk about it too. I mean, I get it, if someone has randomly stumbled across a chapter of my fic and hasn't come to my blog and taken a second to look around or through the masterlist then obviously they probably won't know.
Maybe I'm the weird one, but it's just my first instinct to go searching for information before I ask. Like, if I can find it myself then that saves me the effort of having to ask and saves the person I'm asking the effort from having to answer (especially if it's something that's readily available.) Idk am I the weird one? Is it normal now to just ask about everything before investigating yourself?
me researching shibari for part 4 of the wannabe photographer chronicles i said i was gonna post in 2024 but might just post for his birthday instead even tho i have 500 other wips i absolutely need to finish in the next 2 weeks
"I'm a blank slate I just steal other people's personalities" when a chameleon changes its appearance to match its surroundings, the new colours are still its own, they're not stolen. Do you also feel like a fake when you buy clothes because they looked nice on someone else or do you know that it's an expression of yourself inspired by others?
We read somewhere once that if your vote didn’t count, they wouldn’t be trying so hard to make sure people couldn’t vote, and idk we think about it a lot. In regards to a lot of different things, not just politics. If your voice didn’t matter, people wouldn’t try so hard to shout you down.
i cannot imagine begging for money online. like. pepple will set up the most selfish gofundmes for like 20k and get it all and it's to like get their titties removed or their college paid for... that is literally pathetic
I search brem bg3 here and nothing. people have no taste
(hey audrey, which npc have YOU developed a crush on after one conversation? dammon? raphael? ooh, it was alfira, wasn't it.)
(nope. not me. mine is a zhentarim merchant who I found in a fancy hole, and if he ever shows up again past act 1, I'll be genuinely surprised because he's a vendor with a bit of extra dialogue related to a side quest.)