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vivendraws · 2 days

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making an important announcement about some things i’ve noticed in the gwendoline christie fandom that really bug me.

disclaimer: read this at your own convenience and discretion. i am not responsible for any sort of hurt feelings and frankly… i don’t care. if you’re mad about this, you are probably the problem. /lh

to start with id like to begin on a positive note so that i’m not diving into negativity, i don’t want to be completely negative about my experiences because i’ve actually met some of the kindest people in the world through this fan base.

the gwen fandom, the gwandom, the gwendoline christie fandom , the lesbian cesspool, has been an incredible experience that i’m grateful i’ve had the pleasure of being apart of.

i went through a rough patch during november, and if i hadn’t found out about gwen, or met such wonderful people during my time here , i honestly wouldn’t be here right now. i owe my life to these people, gwen included. i will forever adore miss christie and what she stands for alongside the friends i’ve made along the way.

and while i know someday this hyperfix will end, it’s really disheartening to me when a fandom is what makes me grow distant from things i enjoy. it happened before, i feel as though it is happening all over again.

and no, i’m not taking issue with anything like the catrissa stuff or the brienne and larissa ship going around or anything like that. i like that we can all be weird together and enjoy aus like catrissa and crackships like bririssa (not sure the official name that was decided lol). my issue is the amount of content i’ve seen that either focuses on gwen herself, or the strange relationship with minors, or the odd artwork of gwen, and the absolute disgusting behaviour towards giles.

gwen would be absolutely appalled seeing fanfictions of herself that involve nsfw or just her in general, anyone would, it’s disgusting to make works of real people in that setting. it’s like you’re treating them as an original character you can mould and manipulate as you see fit and using someone who is real with thought and feeling and consciousness for smut fics is not okay, or any fic in general. i totally get the hype around her characters, i literally have “brienne’s princess” in my bio and i’ve had “jane murdstone’s bloodbag” (in reference to my vamp au) as a name in a discord server.

but i think the fandom has begun to blur the lines between fictional characters and reality settings when it comes to gwen and the personalities she portrays on the television screen. it’s not fair to her. it’s disgusting. i’ve seen a minor do it, i’ve seen a grown adult do it. it’s something i don’t see shamed and frowned upon often enough and it’s really not okay.

on that note i’d like to quickly mention the photos, we alllll know what photos i’m talking about. the bunny one, the nudes, the ones gwen has expressed regret towards and wishes to not have them spread. was there not a “fan” who brought her a book of her nudes and wanted her to sign it? that person who was blocked on instagram by gwen because they reposted her nudes on their story and tagged her???? how can you refer to yourself as a fan after behaving so abhorrently? absolutely disgusting behaviour. as a collective fandom we need to stop touching those photos (metaphorically speaking) and leave them in the past.

i’ve been told of numerous circumstances in which adults have shown their nsfw works to minors in this fandom and it has to fucking stop. it’s disgusting!! how can you do that knowingly? i constantly ponder terminating my account after a minor got ahold of my nsfw work, and upon realising they WERE a minor it was as simple as blocking and moving on. it’s truly not that hard, folks. and the minors on tiktok who fight with others saying silly things like “that’s my wife” or worse. i’ve seen it all, i feel like, and the more i see it the more sick i become. i cannot stand it.

i have seen and heard of fans who have fat shamed gwen for that one pink dress she wore to the met gala. she looked so happy in that dress, and the audacity one must have to fatshame that poor woman on twitter then turn around and continue to proclaim your ‘love for her’ as if you’d done no wrong? are you fucking serious? are you mental?

and the sexualisation over the porcelain doll look, gods some of you are sick. those were not real breasts, people. considering the fact she wholeheartedly regrets her nude photoshoots , what possesses you to believe she would actually flaunt her chest in that outfit?

the blatant mistreatment of poor giles is not fucking okay either. just because you’re jealous of someone who makes her immensely happy does not give you the right to post something so vile and cruel about him. shame on you. why do you believe this is okay to post:

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are you serious? have any of you stopped to consider how HAPPY giles makes her? or is her happiness the last thing you ponder when you look at her? have you even noticed how unhappy she looks lately? have you truly paused to consider how she would feel about seeing this on your page, random twitter user, or the rest of you who think this is okay? bless your hearts.

and some of the absolutely horrific things i’ve seen about her online and the hurtful behaviour towards giles makes me question the difference between a fan and just the general paparazzi. because if you truly loved her and you truly loved giles then i would not be ranting into the fucking void about it for no reason.

i avoid interacting with pages i find problematic on here to keep from stirring the pot but tonight i chose violence and got reeeeeal pissy about how i felt about this place. it’s not okay what i see on here and it’s getting exhausting seeing the same cycle of content on a daily.

that’s everything i have to say, i think. i probably missed a lot that should be discussed in the comments but i’m done for now because i know if i go on i’ll probably cry.

before you post things about real people with real feelings , stop to consider how they will feel those real feelings towards the content you put out. chances are you’ll become less problematic and obnoxious that way. 💘

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starboardharpy · 1 month

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I’ve been trying to find the fic you mention with your tbp fan art but I can’t! What’s it called? I’d love to read it

It's "For Whom The Bell Tolls (Time Marches On)" by Alduade (BooperDooper3000) on AO3! It's the first instalment of his series "Your Time Burns Faster (Obey Your Master)" the first part is complete with 19 chapters as well :> the second part is still being written!

It's a crossover fic between TBP and Stranger Things (also set in the Stephen King universe with lil references scattered within the fic) where Finney and Steve are the same person (it's a time travel fix-it too)

It's really well written! :D (here's the link btw)

(May or may not just realised you need an AO3 account to read it 'cause I had to double check)

Also you might find my comments on the fic at some point (aka when I found and binge-read it) (I am a chronic rambler, you will find out about that 🫵)

#unironically #the Steve Harrington is Finney Blake fics were the reason how I found out there was a TBP fandom in the first place GJCSFJ #I had to stop myself from spoiling some stuff that happens #back on the TBP famdom thing:#when how what????? how come I've never heard of this???#“you're telling me I could've found other ppl to talk to about TBP?? I could've fed my hyperfixation???”#also I've been meaning to draw the ST aspects of the story as well #but ah... current brainrot has been Rinney so alas lol

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biconickyoshi · 2 months

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ughhhhh I was gonna watch the first ep of natla while I ate lunch, but I keep putting it off lol. i keep hearing mixed things and it's making me wary. and I just found out it's rated tv-14, same as stranger things.

#i don't like rotten tomatoes' rating system but i just saw it has a 58 percent for critics and 79 percent for audience #which i mean i trust the audience more than the critics #but even the audience rating isn't super high #i'm definitely overthinking this #that's what happens when the show you've hyperfixated on for 16 years gets a new adaptation lol #atla #natla #avatar the last airbender #netflix atla #atla netflix

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kyouka-supremacy · 3 months

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#Woha... Alright read the chapter 🫡#It's just. I get where Fukuchi is coming from and I feel like after rereading it the whole thing was a little more clear but...#Did it *really* have to be so complicated. Like dude did it **really** have to be so complicated.#Maybe it had to idk. After all I'm always the first to say that a complex reality can't be reduced to simple axioms–#and that semplifications never bring anything good.#But at the same time was there REALLY no other way #Couldn't you promote your ideas diplomatically instead. Couldn't you become a democratic activist or politician.#Couldn't you write a book‚ person named OUCHI FUKUCHI #Also couldn't you? Talk about it with someone before executing your crazy plan so that anyone else might have pointed to you how crazy it i #But I suppose the whole central theme of this arc ultimately was “people who try to do everything by their own are destined to fall”#And to an extent it does still feel kinda self-contradictory of a plan. Like ahah my plan included not to make anyone suffer!!!#[turns half world population into a vampire]#Like c'mon? Violations of human rights can happen even without killing people dude #(Also Akutagawa)#(Like I get it he's only one (1) person. But he's also the only (only) person for me so I can't bring myself to ignore him y'know)#Mmmmmhhhhhh that's of the main things ig. I YELLED when they brought up Max Weber and the what-is-a-state question #That's like. One of the main questions my whole life studies centers on.#The adrenaline that gave me to see it mentioned in my current hyperfixation ahfjvafjhcvlawsvfblwhkv #This chapter was just so so political theories packed I felt like I was just still studying lol.#I feel like this was a true “get why bsd is labelled as seinen”.#You just can't do this kind of in-depth political theory discussion in shonen manga ig #What else. Still patiently waiting for ss/kk 😔#random rambles

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obstinaterixatrix · 10 months

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air was like ‘if someone I hated looked like a character I’d like I’d just stop liking the character’ & I was like ‘if someone I hated looked like a character I like I would shave their head. I have so little in this world. they’re not taking that from me.’ & air was like ‘well you’re always talking about how you just stop caring about things’ & I’m like. this is different. I Know What I’m About.

#my ramblings #if it’s a bald character I guess I’ll glue a wig to their head lol #see if I have to carve out my emotions that’s fine #if I have to carve out what I like you’ll have to rip it out of my cold dead hands #this is when air told me I had my priorities flipped #anyway there’s been a couple of video games and bands I’ve introduced to people and afterwards we had a catastrophic falling out #but 1) they were Mine First 2) they meant a lot to me 3) if anything I’d rather me ruin them for other person #rather than the other person ruin it for me #I’ve curated a very particular jenga tower built to get me through this life on this bxtch of an earth #I’ll bite someone’s hand off before I let them take a block #how do I feel about [x] happening in my life?#well wait two seconds and I can just pop it out and not worry about it for another year #how do I feel about [y] hyperfixation?#the flames of my passion shall only be extinguished on its own timeline #any outside interference shall never be forgiven and will be Dealt With #if it’s confusing simply understand it. my internal logic is sound.

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burinazar · 5 months

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It's a bit funny that to parts of my circles I'm 'the fandom one'/'the fanfic one'/'the shipping one' as the person they know most prominently into such things

because as much as i love writing my fics and shipping my ships my interest in both of those things is, I think, very narrow and specific compared to most people who are into them? due to my habits being like. very particular

#i think some ppl think of me as ahh my buddy who is always reading fanfic and i'm like. look. i would LIKE to be that. but i'm not #it's comically difficult to get me to sit down and read a new fanfic. for no discernable reason #the fandoms i like to read for don't even have big fic scenes but i've still checked out such a narrow portion of them #(and these fandoms are like. just a few. leaving aside MiA's dead tag. LOGH + T&B + Vorkosigan + ...anything else here would be a lie)#(Queen's Thief + Temeraire + TMA are on the backburner rn for reading fic but they were faves before yet i read SO little of what existed)#(everything else i just check out very occasionally or when directly recc'd)#i think mmmaaaybe 'my buddy who reads tons of fic' would be the case if there were new fics about the sages coming out every day #they're sort of a unique hyperfixation for me lol #but there are NOT. instead there are ((checks))#four (4) english language belavue fics on AO3 that are not by me #AND two of them i would say do not actually have any ship content and were likely just tagged that to be safe #as far as non ship content there are ((checks again)) 21 English language fics tagged with Belaf and I wrote 13 of them ........#(and 17 for Vueko and i wrote 10. two of the others barely mention her and shouldn’t be tagged lol) …guys i'm starving............#ok you read to the bottom of the tags you get to hear a selfish wish #i kind of hope that someday...someone will...write some fic about the sages either because of me or for me #gen or ship it doesnt matter #but this kind of thing usually happens in AO3 exchanges though and there aren't ones in this fandom because the fic scene is so miniscule #i'm literally running one right now off AO3 but have a feeling it will end up being mostly art and also didn't put myself in as a requester #since the people participating have largely made stuff for me as gifts before and i have a glut of lovely work from them #and again that exchange will mostly end up being art i feel and not fic. but some other time... i still wish ... more fic... pleae..plaeabs #there are very specific reasons i don't want to host an MiA fic exchange through AO3. i can guess the kind of stuff some people will reques #(the kind of stuff that's already in the tag.) and it's not stuff i feel like moderating an exchange involving >_> so i won't #but god.. ... ..... someday......i hope....there can be an exchange where i ask for somethinga bout these people.............

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barkingangelbaby · 26 days

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dude...

#if I don't stop hyperfixating on my breathing... like... idfk how much longer i can live like this...#it's been happening since last august snd I'm so tired of it.....#it's not even only when I'm high anymore it's like... all the time #i just like.. stop automatically breathing once i think about it and it takes me *so* *fucking* *long* to start again #honestly I'm just typing this post to distract myself a bit and hopefully i just start breathing normally again but I'm still manually #breathing rn. and now im wondering what the normal amount of time in between breaths is and if I'm taking too long ??#i tried to time my breaths with N's but she's asleep so i know it's gonna be different than mine #hoooo boy wish me luck falling asleep this is so annoying!!!!#is this ocd??? I've had several ppl in the past year tell me they think I have it but thinking about it makes me spiral #but it would explain A Lot of my thoughts n habits #anyway. I'm very annoyed with myself rn i just want to breathe normally and not worry myself into panic attacks anymore #actually very worried about how bad my stress in general has been bc there's no way it's been good for my body #ok. time to snuggle up n try to fall asleep!! im v cold rn so i have to warm up before i hug N bc i don't want to wake her with my ice cold #skin lmao. i can't wait for it to be warmer so i don't have to worry/feel bad about that lol #OKAY BBYYYYEEE if you read these tags I'm so very sorry.#rAMbles

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whumpypepsigal · 1 year

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i have way too many blorbos on my plate rn… from lockwood & co trio, to joel miller, to rafe cameron + jj/kiara and now the new season of mandalorian just started so papa mando is back in my life! and later shadow & bone. ahhhhhh ngl im overwhelmed but having the time of my life.

oh papa mando, i’ve missed you so damn much *squeaks*

#i know im forgetting other characters lol #when you have your hyperfixations all happening at the same time and they make your difficult life a bit better #it’s an escape you know what i mean #i still haven’t started the mandalorian s03 because i wanna rewatch s01 and s02 again… for the millionth time lol #the fact we have two shows with pedro pascal playing a dad role is EVERYTHING TO ME #my rants #my posts

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theseancekid · 1 year

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hi i’m ash and i can literally tell you how many light fixtures klaus hargreeves has in his childhood bedroom but i can’t remember what happened at the end of tua s3

#i'm being completely serious LOL i'm updating my carrd and realized i never wrote up my s3 verse #and i deadass couldn't tell you what happened lmfao #i don't care about hotel oblivion i'm here hyperfixating on the shit klaus wrote on his walls when he was 13 #*【 ☂ ┊ ❛ Just need to sober up ❜ 】 ➤ OOC

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eggmeralda · 11 months

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can you get burnout from doing nothing

#or am i going through a mental breakdown. based on the symptoms matching whatever the past week has had going on #unless it was caused by trying to socialise online #which i am so bad at and i guess seeing other people easily be all friends with each other kind of made my brain go 😨😱😖🤯#<- along with various other surrounding emojis #i'm stuck at uni rn bc my band has 2 gigs coming up + rehearsals so i have to be here. but there is nothing to do except Think #but yeah there was the alienated fandom feeling bc idk it always feels like everyone speaks to each other in dms and has all this like #lore with each other and i have no idea what's going on #and trying to actually interact is soooooooo exhausting and i always feel like i'm too slow or behind everyone else and yeah #and then camp weehawken began and i couldn't even deal with seeing everyone doing that and all knowing each other really well and idk #so i just left tumblr briefly. bc of everything. bc i'm irrational #basically the worst feeling is when you have friends in a fandom but then your hyperfixation starts to wear off and turns out they weren't #close friends they were fandom mutuals. btw this isn't about anyone in particular this has happened for most fandoms i've been in #it was more of a sudden realisation that's been creeping up on me for years. so to deal with the fading hyperfixation i just had to Go #and now i'm obsessed with threads. which has like no fandom. so at least the hyperfixation fadeout will be easier to deal with lol #but yeah it's that sort of feeling when you finish at some place and you make some friends but once you leave you never talk to them again #and knowing you didn't really leave a strong enough impact on them that they still wanna keep in contact with you #pretty much like that #at the same time though there's nothing to do atm so maybe i am just bored and overthinking #but still it's annoying to go through especially when it's happened for almost every experience in my life #also like I'd occasionally log back into tumblr to see what's going on but i'd see people liking posts on the swag archive and it's like #cool at least people like the archives :') but anyone could've done those #idk it's like i have to do something like that for people to actually care and as soon as i'm not contributing anything then i'm just #forgettable or something #i wanna come back to tumblr but idk if my brain is ready for that dsjkljf. i told myself i'd only come back when things feel stable #but also i'm impatient lol #again this isn't about anyone specific my brain just LOVES to malfunction it's actually its favourite pasttime <3 #but either way if i seem really negative lately or just. weird. it's just my brain being its classic overdramatic self #i mean the thoughts are very real and based on vaguely true evidence but also my brain loves to exaggerate things to sabotage my life #i'm hitting tag limit so anyway. at least threads isn't happening rn so that's pretty good #ramble

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girlvinland · 1 year

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I was talking about my pardoner OC Samson today and how he’d have to decompress sometimes after taking confessions that are particularly dark, how he’d not give too many specifics but either kind of speak to Perci about them in a roundabout way or ask if they could do something pleasant like go out of the city for a bit to take his mind off things (my rp partner and I kind of HC that Carim has a capital city where the Catherdral of Morne is located and so I use that idea for my chars who are from there).

On the other side, I think it’d be funny if he sometimes took confessions from kids and it was always really silly stuff (as someone who was raised Catholic I’d always just say the first thing that came to mind like I didn’t eat all my veggies or something), and he tells Perci those and they just laugh about it. Like “kind of weird but not a sin” vibes lol.

#by bug #my ocs #pardoner samson #i think part of the reason i gravitate towards OCs that have some kind of relation to a church like that #is it helps me sort through a lot of my own feelings about my own experiences #im not religious in any sense at all any longer lol but it’s nice to put some of that stuff to use somehow #and it’s been interesting having OCs who remain devoted to what they were taught vs the ones who shed it eventually for whatever reason #Carim religion stuff in general fascinates me with all the ties to Velka and then it’s transition to something else #like I HC that it kind of overtook Thorolund and that’s when the shift away from Velka happened #but you still have the odd person who remains devoted to her or the idea of her #ok bye sorry for OC and hyperfixation rambling lol #be warned I want to try and do it more lol

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inkykeiji · 1 year

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*JJK Spoilers*

Yeah the next manga chapter was leaked and he’s OUT AND LOOKIN BETTER THAN EVER!!!! ^-^ I literally drooled and dropped to my knees when I saw hehehe

(I will say as someone who read up to this point- it is long and grueling after the Shibuya Arc into the Culling Game Arc)

jjk manga spoilers

AAAAAAAH IS HE REALLY OH MY GOD I COULD CRY I MISSED HIM SO MUCH 。ﾟ(ﾟﾉД｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ i literally stopped reading after naoya died because i was like WELP all of my faves are dead or locked away and now i’m bored HAHAHA so i’ve just kinda been ??? waiting for daddy gojo to return. i promised myself i’d pick back up where i left off as soon as i knew he was outta the box so!!! i’m gonna catch up to bsd manga first and then i’ll start devoting time to jjk again hehe c:

#jjk manga spoilers #jjk spoilers #wow so much going on today #dabi and gojo all at once????????? my mind literally cannot handle it I HAVE ANXIETY LOL :(#this is what happens when i feel like idk i don’t know how to properly explain it but it’s basically when i have more than one heavy #fixation happening at once #i find it really difficult to divide my time between them and then get this inexplicable anxiety because of it #anyone else who hyperfixates may understand what i’m talking about/trying to say but it sucks #i have so much trouble juggling more than one Thing at once but i am trying!!!!#either way i’m so glad to hear that he’s back <3 #i have a gojo fic in the works (shh!!!) that was originally one of my genshin fics but now i think it’ll be jjk #it’s just such a good idea and i love it so much but it won’t work with bnha characters :/#anyway!!!!! EEEEEE FUN FUN #i hope ur having a lovely day my friend!! <3 #stay safe and drink lots of water! <33 #clari gets mail #inky.jjk

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evergardenwall · 2 years

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saw a post (meant to be a community inside joke / light-hearted, so not to take as a resource at all, but that still got stuck in my mind) earlier which implied that thinking romantic love was friendship + sexual attraction was an alloaro experience and like..... i relate to that a lot but i personally don’t resonate with the split attraction model much (i feel like it’s not always clear enough to describe an experience and can become too vague by being hyperspecific, if this makes sense?) and i don’t recognize myself in the ‘allosexual aromantic’ descriptor specifically either. isn’t that feeling of also being best friends with your partner just a common experience? like i read a lot of queer people in general talking about this....

#the thing about me when i get a crush on someone is that i Want To Be Besties With Them because i find them so cool 😭#and additionally wouldn’t mind kissing them #but also. i can’t tell i am in love with someone or just adore them as a friend because i also just get kind of fixated on ppl when i become #friends with them?#*whether #and then i can start imagining scenarios when i fall in love with them or in which we end up dating....even though i do not actually love #them... like i’m ‘what if this happened’ even though i know i don’t feel attracted to this specific person at all #idk. it kind of feel like compulsory romantic daydreaming sometimes idk if anyone can relate #but also i’m clearly aware that i am NOT getting enough enrichment in my enclosure these days lol #however re: attraction: what made me think i might be alloaro even tho i don’t relate with the label is that time when one of my best #friends — whom i had a crush of sorts on — asked me what having feelings for her was like and. besides the usual friend hyperfixation i #couldn’t describe anything specific except. except. that i felt physically attracted to her 😭#-> my beef with the alloaro label is that it suggests that the friend hyperfixation and the attraction are completely separate things when #they still felt linked to me. even though i got hyperfixated on friends before and imagined romantic scenarios before without the addition #of the actual attraction. idk #i do feel like that sometimes people will describe their aspec labels in a way that feels like fancy homophobia but that’s another topic #(that requires nuance btw i do NOT think that aspec identities are inherently homophobic & exclusionists are not welcome here 🔫)#anyway!! if any of you guys relate to this.....feel free to leave asks....#i would love to exchange with other people about this :’)#entries

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toothr0tt · 2 years

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Ill be able to pick up my T in the next three days!!!!!!!!

#I literally have been crying all the time jist out of relief leading up to this #i dont know why my brain is still so worried about it when I can feel the relief when just being told what changes are going to happen #but im nervous and so excited #dysphoria is at an all time high as I wait for it lol #and Im also so scared something will go wrong and I just wont have it given to me #just rambling haha #im sure my partner is tired about me hyperfixating on this #and talking about it nonstop #so yall get it instead for once #transmasc #testosterone #hrt #trans stuff #trans punk

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frick-it-sugar-spice · 12 days

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not me thinkin stretching and trying to stay flexible and build up supporting muscles around my one knee and hip would be smart and then gettin absolutely wrecked today cause my knee doesn't want to do life and my hip wants to pop constantly or have my leg yanked on like a tug-of-war rope to try and release the tension whaaattttt

#quit eavesdropping toots #i know it takes time. i just refused to properly take care of this shit when it happened #and was also told by doctors it was nothin even though im pretty sure one is at least a partial tendon tear by the feel and how it cycles #thru pain in relation to other ppls first hand accounts and what docs said. but nah i didnt tear it not at all i dont sports and whatever #dumb shit. i tried to sleep about it but im just more sore now boooo #stretchin DOES help and i know exercise/strengthening the joint will too it just takes time n discomfort #go figure i start caring more about it/wanting to do better body care by getting attached to selfdestuctive demons lmao #on the plus side its piggybacking off my other/prev hyperfixation where i wanted better flexibility because dumbshit too #probably tbd?#im overly chatty but only when theres nobody else in the room lol #txt

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huraiyra · 8 months

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I'm having a really wild time being unemployed bc after working through burnout and neglecting and harming myself for 2 years, on one hand I'm having mental and life problems (dysphoria, body dysmorphia, arranged marriage, control, and the usual depression of course) unforeseen since I was 15 and it's making me crazy, but on the other hand my brain is literally overflowing with writing creativity (...also like when I was 15). I barely engaged in any hobbies since my last year of university and all my documents that were previously collecting dust just got +20 pages each. it's so wild I am having the best and slightly worst time. I hope my art comes back too but until then (writes so fast and so much)

#i wasnt getting arranged marriage bullshit when i was 15 btw dw. substitute that for being abused #whew not going to think about what was happening when i was 15. i think i just have a fear of then #whenever i see anything that reminds me of back then. the worst time of my life. im like AAHHHH!!!!! super catastrophizing activate!!!!#pipe down moppet #this is why i keep tagging everything with my ocs lately!!!!#rosie and shiro and rylie and wylie and maddie i love you...............#theyre the ones my brain has been hyperfocused on #never told anyone ab my stories in my life besides the one i was thinking of publishing but y'all get a sneak peek #told an irl friend ab my current hyperfixation A LITTLE im terrified lol #anyway yeah i felt like venting and complaining and celebrating! a little! bye back to writing.

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