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macaulaytwins · 2 years

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idk what you guys are talking about, giving your best friend that you’re in love with relationship advice and then crying in the car right next to them afterwards IS flawless representation

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roachemoji · 9 days

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#bo posting #vent #i just need. to talk idk #i met with a psychiatrist the other day and i had to tell her everything #and there were 2 things that shook me #there was a period of time where i was heavily dissociating and i dont remember well or at all #and she asked me what made it stop #and i. i dont know. i coukdnt remember. its streased me out so much that i dont fucking remember #and then she asked about SA and i told her vaguely and she asked if id ever seen anyone about it #and i choked. because no.#ive tried several times but i either couldn't afford it or it wasnt a service offered #ive also just veen so afraid lately #ive been isolating bc i feel scared and unsafe around ppl i shouldnt feel this way around #i cant ask for things or talk abouy my feelings out of fear that #that im too much or overwhelming or overreacting or upsetting or offending like #i dont. even know how yo talk about this bc i dont want #comfort for this?? i domt know how yo explain it i just #my mind wont let me accept that its real #like im so used to love bombing ig??? that my anxiety around comfort and not validation i forget the word but #it feels like a trap sometimes bc there were times where it was #im so scared to be alone but im terrified to let ppl in right now #unless its me talking to the public void ig??? idk #🤪

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bl00dw1tch · 11 months

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Got my end of the month burst of motivation to get my shit together and did 10 push ups

#horse.txt #and some squats and some stretches. but wow those pushups did me in #funfact last time i weighed myself i was actually Under 100 lbs! one of the most disheartening things #'you never go out you dont have any friends why dont you ever go out to meet people??' i could be stuffed in a bag and carried away on foot #i am like flat stanley. i could be blown away by a stiff breeze. and i also just dont have a large appetite?#funfact 2 one of my biggest insecurities is that when i order small portions of food or salads that ppl will think im dieting or have an ED #neither of which are necessarily a Bad thing but ppl do sometimes start to. treat you certain ways over it #either theyre the woke type who start looking at you all pitiful or they start griping to you about their own weight problems in some way #worse in the rare blue moon where ppl with ask me how i stay so skinny. bitch i have adhd i forget to eat Constantly. im starving #its on accident but shit i cant just say that to ppl lol so its always just 'haha my metabolism 🤪' which they sometimes STILL DONT ACCEPT?#LIKE AS AN ANSWER? THEY'LL JUST ASK AGAIN LIKE IM KEEPING IT A SECRET??#vent //#not really it kinda came out of nowhere honestly #sigh #very frustrated with myself lately in case yall haven't noticed!#god i need to get laid

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fastianini · 10 months

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the universal honda experience of 2023

#just putting this here #just—yk—🤪#petition for honda to burn their disgrace of a bike to the ground and build it entirely new! you can‘t fix this one!#and to bring out every illegal thing they can find idc how illegal it is like #let‘s risk something. let‘s risk going to jail. what do we have to lose anymore? dignity?#gurl. that shit has been down the drain for a looong time now let‘s go #OR—listen here! fire alberto puig and hire me cos you know what we‘re gonna do? easy peasy lemon squeezy or whatever?#we‘re gonna steal a fucking ducati and plaster the honda livery on it=problem solved!#sometimes my genius is…it‘s almost frightening #yes i‘ve gone completely insane yes i have hit all bottom of despair pits no there is no cure #motogp #also i forgot to make joan look the other way sorry just as honda i can’t be bothered to fix it :)

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iridescene · 6 months

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OP disabled reblogs but this deserves to be said

#if u do this ur not cool or quirky or 'lmao im such a shy introvert 🤪🤪🤪🤪' btw ir just an asshole #obv i dont think it needs to be said but ofc ppl deserve leeway/forgiveness in extenuating circumstances but still sometimes #one also needs to ask themselves how much of their existence is gonna be spent making excuses.#how much of their existence is gonna be an excuse.#and i say this as someone who suffers from chronic conditions (even if i don't talk about it online)#iriad

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its-hyperfixation · 2 years

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Guess that I know what I already knew I was better with you, and I miss you now

for my beloved @bellamyblakru in honour of getting employed !! congratulations my love, im so proud of u and everything that u do.

#okayyyyy second habit gifset is finally here!!!#ngl i kinda hate it lol i don’t like the fonts and idk something just isn’t working #but sigh we must go on and try to improve #i think i need to switch something up soon i feel like all my gifsets are the same #hmmmm we shall see #man i haven’t listened to louis in a hot minute i’ve been so into my niall phase dang i miss him #makin this reminded me how much habit SLAPS especially this verse #larry 4ever say what 🤪#also so sorry this is so late my love 😭#i had been dying with a fever and all that jazz when you told us about your employment so i couldn’t make right away ;(#i hope it’s not too ugly and that u like it 🥺#also making this made me miss merlin alot #we gotta start our rewatch soon #ALSO i have more gifts planned for your other accomplishments soon so get EXCIYED #ilysm and i miss you we gotta hang out sometime soon #i’m so proud of you my love ❤️ it’s your world and im jsut livin in it #ayman gifs #merlin #merlin gifs #merlingifs #bbc merlin #merlin bbc #merlin angst #merlin gifset #merthur #merthur gifs #louis my beloved #louis tomlinson habit #bellamyblakru

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iishmael · 9 months

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I cant Sleep :( anxiety

#I have my final presentation tmrrw for my internship #I’m not rlly anxious about the pres but I’m anxious that someone will ask me a question #and I won’t be able to shut up / control my body language #and everyone will Know what I rlly think #(that it’s fucking disrespectful to have an UNPAID intern and then to not even give them any interesting tasks #exclude them from all meetings #never CC them #make them do literally irrelevant tasks the results of which just get deleted…)#anyway I don’t wanna make a scene tmrrw #I just… hate sometimes how I Am 🤪#but I can’t turn it off I’ve been aware of this character flaw my entire life and it’s impossible #if something annoys me I physically cannot pretend it doesn’t lmaooo 😭#god j rlly need tk Go to sleep #shut up Sam #del

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unusualshrimp · 9 months

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not to sincerepost on snarky detachment dot com but you just can't change people or force them to grow because those are decisions someone can only make on their own. like if you think you can love and miss someone enough into changing their mind, it doesnt work like that. they wont magically grow a backbone and start fighting the next day, sometimes u just have to give up and focus on doing your own thing instead of trying to plead with someone who is just too afraid

#i think im gonna be okay. sorry to everyone who had to deal with depressed vagueposts the past day. tomorrow you will see it again!#but. i feel slightly less dead if thats anything #''everyone is always going to leave me. except for [redacted] who will always stay with me''#says guy who drops everyone that [redacted] even slightly disapproves of 💀#like. maybe those 2 things are related. idk 🤪#i am bitter yeah but it's not directed at any person. sometimes people are just stuck in situations and heaven knows im not one to judge lol #just bitter abt the whole. thing. i guess. i feel like i wasnt enough #but like. yeah i can Never be enough to change another person because thats just not how these things work. i can only focus on my own life.

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9w1ft · 2 years

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For veteran kaylors who were already here during the worst of the worst pr stunts back in the 1989 era-going rep, would you guys say we're back to those types of pr stunts w/ taylor recently?

i was not there at the time but from my reading of old posts and stuff, talking strictly about PR sightings, i would say oh god absolutely not!!

taylor gets clearly seen with joe 1-5 times a year at tops and there is rarely PDA. also there’s usually something to promote or some place before or after where taylor might want to be. joe is weirdly tight lipped about her whenever asked by the media as well so the whole privacy bit makes a lot of it feel unnatural.

to me, with ch it appears like it was just constant, much more PDA, “couple goals” content. he was at more awards shows, there were clear pics of him at her house with her, she made sure to be in his arms more at events etc. for th (though th was brief) there was again more PDA, more trips, etc. and also the two men were much more prolific on social media in their own right.

but these are just my thoughts, im sure there are other ways to look at it. i hope some people who were there at the time can add on!

#i ran into the kaylor stuff online in early 2018 #demerits for this relationship are 1. it’s been very long 2. the grammy thing — but i think that’s about it #if taylor and joe were public in a way taylor and calvin were idk how anybody nowadays would be able to handle it 🤪#just google ‘cute taylor and calvin pics’ and look at what a variety and number of high quality couples pics there are!#sometimes fans of joe are lucky if they can make an argument that his hand or shoe are in a photo 🥴

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agdab · 1 year

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me to my boss whom i am never fucking able to find at work and who leaves before i leave so i never see her at all in a day therefore making it fucking impossible to tell her id like to go to a 4 day work week so i stop feeling like im going to collapse at all times even though we're shorthanded as hell in this department and i know she will probably tell me no i cannot do a 4 day work week

#work liveblog.#i feel. so unwell today.#ive been fucking waking up at 4am after getting to bed at sometimes midnight #and strugglijg to go back to sleep #and i sm just struggling so much so suddenly #idk man i hate this idk how much more i can take 🤪🤪🤪🤪

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mazojo · 2 years

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I feel like Manami could fix all my problems.

#He just could. Idk how but he could he is just THAT cool and he only had like 5 minuets on screen #I think nanami and onoda should date. I don’t have any proof of it and they’ve spoken like less than 3 minutes but I feel it #My inner shipper is telling me this is the one. There’s something so personal about both smiling at hills bro me thinks boyfriends #Also the Midousuji dude is the quirky one ain’t he?? The 🤪🤪🤪 build different biker am I right?#In other news naruko continues to be just the most person ever I love him #He is constantly vibrating at an abnormal frequency we gotta stan he is loud my introvert side is scared #But my stan side loves him #Like I think he and sonic would be best friends. I don’t know how to explain it but I know it #OMG ACTUALLY WAIT I THINK I AM ONTO SOMETHING #NARUKO AND SONIC BESTIES IMAIZUMI AND KNUCKLES TOO AND ONODA AND TAILS #Bro my mind sometimes scares me. Like I come to the most random things and I say them proudly is this who we represent #Based take tho I think I am right #yowamushi pedal #manami #anime

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silverislander · 1 year

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kinda sad that classes are over for the semester again but on the upside. i no longer have to deal with people full on staring at me in the halls lmao

#i know sometimes i Think people are staring and they arent thats just how my brain hates me lmao #but genuinely id be walking past someone or sitting in the uc and they would like. turn their head to /keep/ looking at me. i know its rea #it got to the point where ive started making eye contact and forcing them to look away first #levi.txt #and i know people are going to think 'well its not necessarily negative! maybe they like your outfit' and yes some of it could be that!#but a lot of it visibly was :) straight girls and men just. staring :)))#and i dont wear anything particularly flashy or out of the ordinary #my favourite is when they squint like they cant figure out what i am lmao 🤪 so funny and not at all fucking insulting or rude #im so fucking sick of it

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hazeldough · 1 year

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I don't want to write or draw I just wanna read and witness but noooooo I haaaad to pick the dynamics that don't get a lot of content like a damn fool 🙄🙄🙄

#aj rambles #sometimes i wish i was into normie or more mainstream stuff #like this isnt even a Im Not Like Other Girls 🤪 humble brag #im just lacking a variety of fancontent from the specifics of an already somewhat niche franchise has to offer #like i want more fics exploring Tachi's past or expanding on how Haruka couldve been involved in Y6 #but nooooooo #whatever. sorry for being a hater im just thirsty for a specific type of juice and im cranky lol

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jrueships · 2 years

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???? what ?

#what is he saying here?????#'green is currently thotting it up in italy but im thotting it up at my hooouuuse 🤪🤪🥳🥳!!'#him saying this would be like me leaving to go on a summer vacation and my neighbors dog posting an update to his snapchat #saying ' my neighbor left 😔.'#'but i DIDNT 💪🏿😤!!'#'hes holdin it down in florida... im holdin it down in my DOGGY bed salute emoji'#like... ok???#and jalen never posted anything abt 'holdin it down in milan' not that /i/ saw #clingy bf behavior gup 😭😭 just say you miss him??? and want to cuddle #you can be a Normal Person gup it's not that Hard 😭#it's like when you leave a new puppy home out of the crate n you gotta barter with it so it doesnt poop in the house #'here imma task you with the job of eatin thru this entire bone hopefully not in 30 minutes and ill be back from the store'#or a parent doin that to a kid while they go out n have a relax day #so they dont bother em or tell em how much they miss em 😭#he posin like this too fully dressed in the bathroom like he on the runaway 😭...#fosho... alpi's favorite taught english phrase from gup..#whatever man 😭 i guess gup gonna 'hold it down' at the crib fully dressed in flashy fashionable attire #sitting alone on his couch posture rigid straight thinking 'somewhere. sometime. in another part of the world..#me and jalen is Holdin It Down 😎.'#like he doesnt look like american psycho #ok gup.... sure thing gup.. you go chris #gup

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