hmmmm the fact that i think im gonna stay in state for my first yr of college sucks. like its smart bc i think the college i wanted to go to is most likely doing online classes(i mean i bet most if not all colleges will do it if the quarantine extends....) so theres no point, id literally just be paying more money for me to sit in my room on zewm like fjksgj...... its so much cheaper n i can stay home but the college here is so bad. like so many budget cuts and doesnt even have the majors i was interested in due to cuts.... im just gonna do my general classes here then transfer, which is fine..... i just never imagined this happenign like my mom would tell me to think about staying here bc its cheap which i knew but i hated when she said it bc i wanted to leave so badly like being w my parents is the main contributor to my depression<3 also being stuck in this place w ppl i know when i wanted to get away n be a new person likeee lol wow. anyways im trying to think positive. its cheap . and i stay home (which is both good n bad) and i can work to save money easier.......maybe get in touch w my friends who prob will go there too..........idk... this is so stressful and sad like i wanna cry just thinking about it so i havent ever since quarantine started but admission decisions are soon soooo um .kdjlfjdslfkj 🤢