SO IM LIKE AN HOUR LATE SO I COULDNT DO MORE BU T

Happy Let Sans Rest day!!! Home boy deserves it lol.

landing

i admit that i find it a little bit frustrating how Wildly Astonished other antizionist jews act when i tell them my israeli jewish family have lived in the region since [some unknown length of time before 1800 when there start being records about it]

Hey! That ask you answered about protective Yo Han reminded me of this gem from the script book. I don't know if you're interested in anything script-related, but in case you are, here it is. A slightly different way the scene in E3 was supposed to go, when Yo Han came to the factory and attacked the man who put a bomb in the painting. (Also, 'forced' means 'Yo Han', all translators use this word instead of his name for some reason).

Personally, I loved the "do you know who you hurt?", the madness "increasingly" filling Yo Han's eyes, and him glaring at K when he asked if this was about Ga On. I'm amazed that he got so protective of him so quickly, it's just E3. To think of what he'd do post-canon... thank God (and you, of course!) for your amazing story. I can't tell you how much I'm waiting for everything you're going to bring down on us.

Hope you're doing better!

I haven't gone out of my way to look for the script, no, but I do read the little snippets I might run into on Tumblr and such. So I'm not NOT interested? But also too lazy to go look for it xD

And, tbh, I don't want to accidentally mistake something that was written in the script — but then taken out — as something that actually happened in canon. I have a really good memory but I don't always remember WHERE I read/saw/heard a specific fact so there's a chance I might mistake it as a part of canon even if it's not x'D

But, all that said, I am FASCINATED by this new information, not going to lie. I think that the increasing madness was still captured pretty well in the final version, but the "Do you know who you hurt?" Oh yes, I'm into that. Because while it COULD still just mean that Yo Han is referring to himself, I like that it leaves room for speculation. Very nice.

Though, at the same time, I feel like I have to be a responsible person and point out that, most likely, the reason why Yo Han reacts so violently as early as episode 3 is probably because of Isaac, not Ga On. Like, at that point, I think Yo Han is still struggling a bit with separating the two. Not that he ever mistakes them for each other, obviously, but it's probably a little disorienting until he gets to know Ga On better and can see all the differences more clearly. So it wouldn't surprise me if some of that protectiveness is because Ga On looks like Isaac, at least this early. It brings back very bad memories, and all.

But post-canon? That protectiveness would be for Ga On only. And, as always, Yo Han would hold nothing back.

And we will be exploring that a bit in Who Holds the Devil, yes. Not quite on the level of "I'm going to bring the entire country to its knees," but hopefully still enough to satisfy everyone's need for protective Yo Han ;)

Thank you so much for sending me this! I hope you have a wonderful evening 💜

happy pride month! for the last 8 years I told myself that I didn't especially want to do much outward transing my gender despite feeling very sure that I'm nonbinary. This year, after being medicated for anxiety and continuing to work through a lot of my other stuff, I have realized that I was deeply ashamed and guilty over nearly every aspect of myself. The shame (you know, from Society) about my gender nonconformity and my guilt at repressing it just did not feel especially outstanding by comparison. But now that I am not being crushed by guilt and shame from all directions most of the time, repressing and dismissing and glossing over the gender stuff irl is actually starting to feel quite bad. I don't know what exactly I will do about this or what I even WANT to do about it. It feels bad to pretend I don't want to do anything about it, but the idea of actually doing something about it with no cushion of plausible deniability is still pretty scary. I just think it will be worth it to do it scared. probably. Don't worry about that. Still don't care much about how I'm referred to at the moment so don't fret about that either. It's nice to have processed this epiphany in time for pride month I guess, but I share this because reading something like it might have saved me some time. Okay bye lol

Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3

Just came incredibly hard with my ass stuffed on this knot for the first time. Jesus fucking christ.

Not in my head enough right now to feel self conscious about posting these pics so fuckin. Enjoy them.

Song of the Day: March 27

"Long Time Gone" by The Chicks

I FINISHED PIANO AND MY TEACHER SAID SHE WAS PROUD OF ME, AND I AM IMPROVING WELL, AND WAS MIGHTILY IMPRESSED SINCE THIS IS GRADE EIGHT I’M WORKING ON! I was so stunned that I just beamed and soaked in her praise. She even said in amazement: “How is your sight reading so good??” BEST piano lesson ever. Twelve year old me would have been so proud.

shaking sobbing

One thing that I think is very funny is that I am so anal about "early means you're on-time, on-time means you're late" that I've inadvertently made my shot days twelve hours early, altering my schedule very much

every single poto unmasking (original book 1910, 1925, song at midnight 1937, 1943, 1962, night gallery's phantom of what opera? 1971, phantom of the paradise 1974, 1983, animated 1987, 1989, mini series 1990, phantom 1990, staller 1991, the canary trainer 1993, journey of the mask 2000, 2004, musical 2011, graphic novel webtoon 2021, phantom heart 2021, ghost on the roof 2022, angel's mask 2023, my rewrite 2022)

the worst thing about keith genuinely being one of my favorite characters on the show is that he has like. the most storylines. and development. and the most rabid fans. and even the show fundamentally misunderstood him (shoved him into a role he neither wanted nor was ready for in any way and in doing so changed him so completely that he wasn't the character i first fell in love with because he got turned into Sword Shiro)

Randomly remembered the half-reason i call my oc-verse by the name it has while laying in bed. One-half of the reason i still knew, but I had forgotten what had truly, really cemented it jointly until now

(it was a song from my favourite band I haven't listened to in a while.)

(the song fit so well at the time, still does, that i needed to hold onto it for the main protagonists forever, by partially naming their story in reference.)

Does this explanation make any sense? Does anyone know why I'm tearing up remembering this. Aahh

tomorrow i'm leaving work early to catch a train and then i won't be back until the 6th but i'm soooo fucking anxious because of all the things that happened recently and because i still have so much work to finish before i start my vacations and i already know there will be problems AND on top of that my boss is going to rise hell with one of the directors because of the shit he put me through this week so when i come back i will have to deal that lol