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#thamk you for kind words <3
bit-papper · 1 year
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Hey, I know you're having a tough time and just want to let you know, it's ok to take a break from art! Burn out is going to make it much harder if you force it. I'll still send you fox content if you want me to :3c
I don't think it's a full on burnout yet but there's a lot of really bad shit going on here rn + college (which is 10am to 5-7 pm daily (except Tuesdays where I only have one class and Sunday where I don't have classes but I spend them doing homework) + 2-3 hours of road + a lot of time fighting executive dysfunction to manage homework. I'm not trying to be like 'OHHHH I have it worse than everyone else', I'm just describing the situation) so it's mostly that I Want to draw, Have Motivation, Have Ideas, Am Excited about it but don't have Enough Time. Sometimes I don't have Enough Energy so that's closer to burnout I guess
All (upd. Well not ALL but most of it) the previous COTL art I drew while being on a sick leave so now I need to catch up :')) and we have a view in 4 weeks.
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9toji · 8 months
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Can u do make up seggx please (and with a wholesome aftercare with a lot of apologizing) 😭😭😭 with either toji nanami megumi getooo !!! <33 ty
I really love ur works btw 💗
A UNIQUE FORM OF SORRIES + toji, geto
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tags ; nsfw, mean doms turned soft, they're so sorry for mistreating you, toji's position is mating press, while geto's is missionary, cockwarming (toji), mentions of wanting a child (toji), tons of sweet words thrown and aftercare is sweet, not fuck but making love, sweet kinda segsy time
rina's comments ; OFC ANON <3 thamks so much for the kind words!! i hope u likey likey this!! ill make a part 2 for nanamin and megumin
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toji
he was such a big meanie earlier that day, avoiding you because he was in a pensive mood. almost screamed at you but after seein' you almost cry, he goes soft and he says sorry.. by fucking you
“let me make you feel better, sweet thing.” he groans, his huge figure was hovering over you. cock buried deep, stretching you out with ease as he bottomed out. toji's tongue was lapping up your neck, “ 'm sorry, feels good.. huh?” he chuckles after hearing you whine out, one of his hands was placed under your head so that two of you stared at each other while he pounded into you.
toji rarely treated you with this much softness n care so you buried your head in the crook of his neck, blushing. he notices this and makes you look at him, gentle fingers squeezing your cheeks so you two can maintain eye contact, “wanna see your face when i make ya feel good baby, forgive me, hm?” he coos, smiling at the way you purse your lips, “you know ya love me.”
his thrusts aren't what you're used to, they're slow and sensual, making sure to hit those sweet spots just right that it makes you go dumb and dizzy for him, he cradles you in his arms with care till both of you reach your high, toji doesn't pull out though. he has his dick lay inside you, softening as the base gets coated with your cum.
you giggle into his warm and bear-like embrace, watching him kiss your body all over. from your cheeks to your shoulders, to your wrists and palms. “love all of this, you're the only one f'me.. gonna have my babies soon, don't get so mad baby. still need to marry you and make you have my babies, okay?”
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geto
you two had a major disagreement that lasted weeks, geto avoided you like the plague and gave you the silent treatment. but not until he saw you sobbing, his heart aching for you so he places a warm kiss, that ends up in something more
“missed you baby, there you are.” he breathes, kissing your nose as he thrusts into you. geto's hands were on either side of you, and your legs were dangling off his forearms. geto groans every time you pull on his locks, and he fakes a sad expression when you mumble, “hate you suguru.” “but i love you more.”
your eyes droop and he taps your cheeks, “watch me make love to you baby, see how much i missed lovin' you. so so sorry, what else can i do for my baby, hm?” he asks softly, brushing off the sweaty strands of hair that covered your face. geto definitely felt bad, n you could tell by the way he talks to you.
normally, he would hiss and spit of how much of a whore you were; prompting you to bend over. but now, he was staring into your eyes, nodding everytime you showed signs of pleasure, “like it baby? mm, yeah.”suguru grins, watching you twitch after you reach your high, pulling out and asking politely if you could sit on his lap, rubbing warm circles on your back as he whispered sweet nothings into your ear, “i love you, so much. nothin's gonna pull us apart.” suguru swears, kissing your forehead.
he keeps whispering into your ear, making you feel a little sleepy. his eyes soften at the sight and he kisses you once more before he hugs you tight, “love you baby.” he mumbles, falling asleep alongside you.
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Fic author interview!
Thamks @galexibrain
Anyone who wants to do this can!
How many works do you have on Ao3?
Currently 70
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
557,317
3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
We Call This Fate (MDZS) [JC/WWX] - 546 kudos
2. Smile, And You're Much Cuter! (MDZS) [JC/WWX] - 445 kudos (idek why people like this so much -_- it's a fic i wrote i like the least)
3. Red (MDZS) [JC/WWX. companion work to Fate] - 389 kudos
4. and there is one price i'd cheat to win (MDZS) [JC/WWX] - 355 kudos
5. My Love Grows Gardens And Flower Crowns (MDZS) [JC/LXC] - 341 kudos (relic from my past lel)
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I do as much as I can! I take a while to reply though because sometimes I'm either not in the right brainspace or the comments have piled up, making me overwhelmed.
5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
Probably the Jiang Cheng centric angst fic "Indecision". I rarely write unhappy endings even though I write a lot of angst. But this one's ending has absolutely no closure lol.
6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
Most of my fics have a happy or hopeful ending but I guess if we go by pure fluff and everything nice with not a single shred of angst potential then Experiences [Nu: Carnival - Eiden/Edmond], aforementioned My Love Grows Gardens and Flower Crowns and finally Simple Complexities [MDZS - JC/WWX]
7. Do you write crossovers?
I wrote one series for a TGCF/MDZS crossover because I wanted Shi Qingxuan and Jiang Cheng to meet.
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Outright hate, no. Weirdly worded borderline rude "constructive criticisms" and backhanded "compliments" a number of times.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I write smut! As for "what kind" uhm...mostly vanilla-ish? But with some amount of dubcon though. I think my xiancheng fic "Etched" is the only one in BDSM adjacent territory and a fair amount of questionableness.
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of.
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes! For this fic inspired off of Alfred Lord Tennyson's poem. Pairing is JC/LXC.
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Strangely enough, no.
13. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
Uhh OTP of all times is probably XianCheng by now? I always love a ship I've once loved though so all my old OTPs are honestly all-time favorites too. Some old ships in question that I still love a lot are IchiRuki (Bleach) and NezuShi (No. 6)
14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
Hmm.... my longest standing WIP is the BaekChen RPF "Shall We, My Dear" which I fear may not ever be updated. But I do still wanna finish it though...
15. What are your writing strengths?
ANGST, psychological whump, some more angst.
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
Not being able to control my wordcount and not having a consistent writing schedule lol.
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
I'd get too insecure to do full dialogues but a few short ones here and there should be within my abilities.
18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?
WAAAYYY back I wrote a fic on a random notepad for Nintama Rantaro when I was like 10 or something lolll. Of course I wasn't in fandoms or anything at all back then. For a "fandom" my first posted fic was a Naruto one, Gaara centric because I didn't care (mostly) for anyone else xD.
19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to?
Several actually. ZhouDu from Priest's Mo Du, NezuShi (and so what if No.6 is old?), some kinda self-indulgent genshin rarepairs I wanna try very specific ideas on [few eg: KaeRosaLuc, VenLuc, EuLuc] and YuuMika from Owari no Seraph because I'd recently begun rereading the manga and Mika is once again blorbo.
20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written
Simple Complexities hands down. It's not my most popular but I think I hold this fic really dear because I did a great job. From my old EXO RPF fandom, the Noragami AU ChanSoo fic; even though my writing has improved loads from then, I'm still plenty proud of this one. And finally, while We Call This Fate is not my "favorite" but I worked the hardest for this so it has a lot of my love and blood, sweat and tears.
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v0idbuggy · 10 months
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WIP Wthursday babes
been tagged by @wrathfulrook , @adelaidedrubman , & @socially-awkward-skeleton this week thank you all <3 <3 <3
You'll never guess what I've got this week.........getting a bit crazy........yeah no it's more Eran because The Reviews are in and also I just can't stop drawing this asshole.
For Real though I've drawn more in the past month than in like... years and I owe a lot of that to you all and your kind words so thamk youuuu))
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tagging yall back for next week/whenever & anyone else who has stuff to share ! :>
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hwaitham · 4 months
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hi sweet coco ❤︎ i just wanted to pop in and remind you that i love your writing~ i read some of your al haitham fluff the other day and i can seriously feel the love you put into your words — that’s such a talent! kissing each of your cheeks and the tip of you nose, tysm for sharing your writing with us all :3
wauuwww sua u're so kind to me alwys :3 . . thanku lots n lots n lots !♡ i hv been meaning to send u an askie thanking u for ur tags but i will j thamk you here instead — THANK YOUUU ! ! ! i admire u an incredible amnt , boff' as a writer & a person so to hear such sweet n encouraging words frm u brightens up my whole entire day ! kisshugkisshug . . i hope u will have a warm n pleasant end to ur novembie my sugarplum 🐰🤍
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quickhacked · 2 years
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🎃🎵🎬💧📞 for mikhail my beloved mikhail and vincent AND nathan 👀
OHHH THAMK U RENA MWAH it's funny because i actually redrew an old piece for nathan today >:] this guy's just always in my brain idk he moved in here and now he just won't leave
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🎃 what would be their halloween costume?
with his horrible sense of humor mikhail would dress up as a kang tao security guard :/ first time he did that cato nearly killed him but it's kind of a running gag now LMFAO cato goes as arasaka security guard <3 they're matching
🎵 what music do they like?
cheesy pop music, the cheesier the better RGFDGHGHFDJ and he sings along to it as well :( but he's a really good singer so that's nice :) he sings for vincent and vitali sometimes
🎬 what movies/genres do they like?
mikhail likes romcoms a lot for. some fucking reason. but also horror movies but at the same time he's very scared of everything that happens in them all the time so watching a horror movie with him is. an experience <3
💧 what do they do when they're upset?
when mikhail is upset he just turns into a human puddle on the couch and sniffles and whimpers until someone gives him a hug and a kiss LMFAOO he's a pretty emotional man and especially when he's feeling bad there comes a point he will just have to cry for a little bit but honestly. good for him sometimes you just gotta cry it out
📞 do they prefer talking in person, over text, over voice call, or over video call?
mikhail prefers to talk in person :) he hates texting because he knows he's a dry texter and has a hard time doing something about it because he tends to misinterpret social cues through texting very very easily so he prefers to actually speak to someone face to face, because then he can use his voice and also see their facial expressions and he'll have a much easier time understanding their intentions and stuff like that <3
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🎃 what would be their halloween costume?
nathan does not celebrate halloween but sebastian would force him to come over AND dress up at some point anyway LMFAO he would probably wear something very basic like a vampire costume. matches his pale skin. he Would consider dressing up as something from his time in STEM but especially if lily is there he won't actually do that because he doesn't wanna accidentally upset her :( when it's just with the other adults he's dressing up as fuckign. stefano or something tho LMFAO
🎵 what music do they like?
nathan rarely listens to music :/ when he does listen to it, he'll just listen to whatever is on the radio at the time and feel very neutral about it probably. his "favorite" type of music would be anything without vocals, but preferably modern stuff so no classical music because that tends to remind him too much of the STEM environments he's been in
🎬 what movies/genres do they like?
bad movies. so he can talk shit about them during the entire runtime LMFAO he loves complaining about bad movies with friends <3 he also enjoys sad movies from time to time so he can have a good cry about it
💧 what do they do when they're upset?
when nathan is upset he tends to isolate himself from others because he doesn't want to be a bother to them :// he'll probably cry for a bit and then try to go to sleep, because he doesn't wanna stay up anymore and hopefully he'll feel better when he wakes up (but at the same time he's rarely able to fall asleep when he's upset so that's not working out too well for him)
when he's forced to speak while upset, he usually won't say more than a few words at a time and generally just refuses to make full sentences. mood bestie
📞 do they prefer talking in person, over text, over voice call, or over video call?
nathan prefers phone calls! easy, efficient, doesn't require him to make himself look presentable but at the same time he won't have to wait for replies because he's in an active conversation with the other person
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🎃 what would be their halloween costume?
johnny silverhand :( he thought it was hilarious and so did most of the others but vitali needed a moment to accept this reality LMFAOO
🎵 what music do they like?
answered here!
🎬 what movies/genres do they like?
kind of the same as with music, vincent can like generally any movie you put on for him :) he mostly just watches movies to get to hang out with friends and if they really like a movie he will try to like it as well and mention things that jump out for him, and if they wanna talk shit about a movie he will gladly do the same <3
💧 what do they do when they're upset?
when vincent is upset, he tends to just. cry a lot. he's very bad at controlling that when someone hurts his feelings or he's having a bad day and he feels very embarrassed about it, so he also tends to spend as much time alone as possible to kind of hide away (but at the same time he really just craves physical contact so he's just Losing)
📞 do they prefer talking in person, over text, over voice call, or over video call?
vincent prefers talking in person! he likes hanging out with people and while he doesn't mind any of the other options and would also gladly do that instead if other people prefer that, he himself just really likes to be able to see people and to be able to have physical contact with them (if they're okay with that) :) <3
oc asks!
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yvoi · 6 months
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Oughhhh i *k n o w* i said this abt your art before but i am in LOVE with the stylized eyes you've been doing. Love love love the little pointy bits that carry the color down with it for eyelashes just a touch on the bottom part of the eye. Exquisite.
SOBBINGGG THAMK YOU SO MUCH 🥺 all ur kind words mean a lot esp now that my reach has taken a massive hit after the 3 year inactivity hgdgsh its nice messages like yours that keep me motivated to keep going…. thank u so much forevar
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jackheadgomyoom · 11 months
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I'm. So nervous to post this question.
But I actually do have a question for anyone dealing with hypersexuality, I keep trying to find trust worthy sources to find out if I have hypersexuality or just high libido, but I just can't tell?
I know I've experienced sexual thoughts and urges since a very young age, I know I have felt gross before for my thoughts and urges, I know that I indulged in a lot of very kinky fanfiction between 11 and 14 years old and I know I still find a lot of those things very stimulating mentally, emotionally, and sexually, but because I don't feel gross anymore since I've actually started talking to my partner about it on occasion, idk if I experience hypersexuality?
I know it used to make me feel horrible, like I was disgusting trash who deserved to be hurt, and worse, but I don't anymore and I don't know if I'm valid in calling myself hypersexual. Can someone give me sources, good people to follow, or just verify if these experiences sound right?
I still experience uncontrollable sexual thoughts, urges less so recently, but I think I have a sexual thought every 0.5 - 5 hours and urges tend to only show up once every 2 - 9 days, but they really hit with a viciousness.
Is this hypersexuality? Am I using the wrong term? Do I have hypersexuality but have finally beat the self hatred part of it so I actually feel okay with it and like being called a whore because I don't see it as a dirty word anymore? (Because it's not a dirty word to me, hasn't been,,,, really ever??)
I still don't talk to family about this stuff, I don't particularly wanna explain that concept to them since I don't really wanna be judged, they've said a few discouraging things before (i know they never meant to, but it still affected me), I really think this is the very first time I've ever asked for help from a source that wasn't my best fren or partner, but I'm kinda tired of wondering if I'm valid or not.
I keep leaning toward the explanation I have hypersexuality because it started when I was 6-8 years old and it's never been in my control and it distracts me so bad sometimes that I literally can't think, but I also don't feel valid because I don't feel gross anymore. Am I hypersexual?
These are genuine questions, please be nice to me and tell me if I've said something wrong, this is the first time I'm engaging in this conversation ;-;
Also, hypersexual individuals ARE valid, idc if you disagree, not everyone is exactly the same as you and you don't get to treat others bad because of that. They aren't dirty, or gross, or bad people, or anything else like that. Be kind, and if you can't do that, don't interact with me or them at all, regardless of whether I'm hypersexual or not.
Kindness is free, so give as much away as possible <3
To anyone who answers my extremely nervous question, thamk you, I really appreciate it. ;0;
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elsecrytt · 2 years
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OMG !!! Your Satan and Solomon sandwich post is amazing , 10/10 I love their dynamic!! Thank you for sharing and take care sunshine!!!
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anon,,, thamk u.... for ur kind words,, very much heartening, i appreciate, it was very much spur of the moment rambling and i was kinda just happy to throw it out there in the void for some few folks to like. i didn't expect to get any encouragement about it. one of the things i really obsess over in character writing is chemistry and how fun it is to read about character interactions - i feel like that's what really makes a bond between characters, and the characters themselves, compelling. hearing that it worked out in this little instance is very gratifying :D you take care too buddy <3
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buggaberry · 4 years
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ML Blog Appreciation Day!!
ohuuhuhoho i heard it was that day,,, and imma comin’ to appreciATE AHAHAHAHAA
@seasonofthegeek oh my heckin’ goodness she was like,,, one of my first favorite writers in the fandom and then I eventually joined a discord server with her and she’s the sweetest darn bean my gosh she’s talented and like draws too and gAH--
@secretagentspydetectiveninja waHAHAHA im loVE you ur so amazing and sweet and fun 2 talk with, aish’s writing is also mMM yes 10/10 and the amount of iconic things they’ve made is kfkjhkajshdf
@nolongervoid the sweetest beaN!!!!! Also the thing’s she’s written are aaaaaaaahhhh, real good (and u never let me let go of the daping thing >:|) love u~~~
@jattendschaton iM LITERALLY--- they’re like the sweetest human being on the planet I literally, I caNNot. They have done the most adorable cosplays of Ladybug, Marinette, and Adrien, I always loved them so so much. Their writing is also amazing, they’re so sweet and delightful to read (and they always have the absolute sweetest tags on all their reblogs my goodness).
@adrienaline-rushed-art I’ve known u since I was like,,,, 14??? 15?? My goSH, but regardless, you’ve grown so much as an artist and as a writer and I absolutely adore everything you create, I feel like I don’t express that enough. An amazing bean.
@lesslinette hhhhhh she could steal my soul and I’d say thank you omygod her art is-- aaaAAAA and she an absolute sweetheart.
@marinoodles aaaa ur so goofy and fun and just like adsfjhdh sO nice, quality meme-age also im lvoe u
@megatraven veR sweet im love they made quite a few really cute drawings and stuff and aaaa i met chu long ago but u are amazinnng
@mikauzoran iM CAN’T MY GOD I COULD SCREAM ABOUT YOU FOR HOURS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Literally sO talented, knows how to get you in the feeLS, beautiFUL writing, and just ajdsfljads such a sweetheart, I would go back and read her works hundreds of times.
@mireilletan yOU, anoTher talented and amazing writer but also amazing artist gaAAAhhh I love the way you akjdflakjd WORDS. Yes. And you’re super duper nice and aaaaaaa I loaf yuo qAq
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@galahadwilder Very sweet! Also writes so good I love, my goodness the talent
@thewritewolf if u wanna read some fluff he is like tHe place to go, I don’t generally read a lot of fluff but aa a a a aaggh I love it a lot
@overworkedunderwhelmed I’ve read quite a few of ur things and they’re so a a a a!!!! They’ve been here for a long time and honestly they make some mmmm yes quality stuffs i yes love
@tides-miraculous aaAAA gotta stan the nino content and all the muslimah miraculous wielders, they’re and incredible artist, I was always in awe of their works
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@chatalyst they post so many iconic things oh my goD, she also writes verY good and is mucho skillzzz
@chataclysmes ahHAHAA rarepair heaveN?? Also very nice!!! And!!! Amazing artist!!! Whom I love!!!! Very much!!!!!! Yes!!!!!
@discoveringmiraculousartist OH MY GOD THEY’RE SO SWEET they’re doing the work of like ajdsfadlskjfhmy godsh. If you wanna find new ml artists you go thERE, they honestly do so much, they do so much work, and they’re so kind and my goodness gracious me oh my
@landturtlealyce wAAAAHHH VERY GOOD ARTIST VERY SWEET BEAN all the heartus
@fizzyarts i cry at the skill, like,,,,, their art good g od
@siderealscribblings a verY good writer, they’re so good at like interpreting characterization and emotions it’s like jfhadskjffj oh my guacamole 
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@chatnoirinette ur so sweet oml, and also verY good art, you’ve improved so much and I love ur writing too qAq
@zeknoir the l u kadrien my dude also u have nice writing and u are nice aaaa X3
@marikittynoir huAHAAHA more cute art!!!!! also a sweet!!!!! i lub
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@bugaboo-n-bananoir u ver skill!!! ver nice!!! i lubu
@janaikam she has some neatO writing and I like a lot and she’s honestly a really amazing person too I-- aaaaaa <3
@bugabisous VERY AMAZE TALENT GIF makeR and sweet bean
(o goodness gracious this is getting long and im loosing braincells but there’s so many >:O I’m gonna cut here but if ur under the cut I don’t lobu u less or anything I just don’t wanna abuse the people who see me on their dash)
@honeychats THEY HONESTLY HAVE DRAWN SOME PRETTY DARN CUTE THINGS and they are ver nice!!!!!!
@yeet-noir gAAAAHHHH i love yo so much I kid u not ur iconic
@amimons aaahhahahaa talented artist and so kind!!!!!!!!
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@terrible-miraculous-ladybug-aus thamk yuo so much for all the times you made me wheeze so hard my lungs came out
@leviaana your art!!!! is so good I love the way you color SO MUCH it’s so pretty and soft!!!!!
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@ladybeug i just o my gosh i love them so much their art and just-- can i die 4 u
@ladyblargh they’ve done so many iconic things i--
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@yunyin WAAAAHH MORE SUPER DUPER AMAZING ART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOUR SO SWEET AND HHDSNFND AAHHHH
@therealscribblingmama I have so many of their things bookmarked, they are a reaLLy good writer
@miracu-less such CuTE art im in lots of love
aaAAAAA alas im getting tired but there’s probably like a bAJILLION more i really am sorry if i didn’t get you or anything like that because I do genuinely lob yuo. if u ever made lukadrien content or smth 10/10 all the screams for you u might not see like ur account but I definitely saw what u made and cried over it bc i like live in that tag 50% of the time
@megs-ils you seem to be very nice and you make so much art I’m honestly baffled and it’s also really good, like,,,,, much skill
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@tizzymcwizzy ohmygod I love the way they draw chat its so cute and like the winGS and the DHAHDBAKFSM yEs
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hey, so,,,I heard ya make GOOD STUFF, frack, you baboon. you /totally/ dont know me but,,,uhm. could. could you do one with the ghosts with a tsun-ish s/o who acts all smug but gets mushy and flustered easy? i dont peraonally like snatcher but so many people do and they deserve to see their man!!! and like,,,,I appreciate Moon. deeply. thamk u and dont forget - you /totally/ dont know who this is.
Oh yeah, suuure I don’t. Uh-huh. Definitely. Absolutely ;3 (So, for completely unrelated reasons, I’m gonna start with Moonjumper first!)
We all know that Moonjumper is more open with his compliments, especially when he’s around S/O! But he’s noticed, that for some odd reason, S/O keeps deflecting the compliments he gives to them. Not in a bad way, of course! (S/O’s blushing cheeks obviously show they like being complimented) It’s just that Moonjumper assumes that they seem to have a hard time trying to accept that they are truly beautiful. So, the solution to this? Moonjumper complimenting them as much as possible! He comments everyday about how beautiful they look, writes and gifts them poems, and just fawns over them every chance he can get! (S/O’s face turning as red as a cherry means it must be working, right?~)
While a tsundere-like S/O can’t out-tsun Snatcher, unfortunately, it seems that both of them have made it a on-going competition! When they both find out they have crushes on one another, they try to deny it, of course, until they both finally give in and go “Fine! I like you, okay?!” during an argument, leaving the two of them flustered and “annoyed” at their feelings, but accepting nonetheless. And even after S/O and Snatcher get together, they still act like tsunderes around each other. They both grumble while cuddling (because it’s not like they wanted any cuddles), asking for kisses is still slightly awkward (because neither of them can bring the courage to ask most of the time), and asking for dates usually just turns into playfully teasing and making fun of one another (but it’s not like they actually like each other or anything even though they’ve been dating for who know how long)
S/O has a habit of calling Moonjumper by nicknames or retorts, like “nerd”, “dork”, “dummy”, “sap”, etc., etc. But Moon quickly finds out they don’t actually mean it, they just tend to say it whenever they’re flustered and don’t know how to respond to affection or compliments. Moonjumper actually finds this rather cute! He even finds a way to twist this around them, one example being if they call him an “insufferable sap” he responds with “Yes, but I’m your insufferable sap, my love!”, giving them a happy yet mischievous smile. Moonjumper also learns S/O’s own way of “complimenting”, as whenever they say something like “You are the silliest, goofiest, most ridiculous-looking ghost I have ever met.” he just responds with “Awww! How sweet of you! I love you too, darling!” hugging them with the biggest, most lovestruck grin on his face, giggling.
Once S/O and Snatcher are in a relationship, they make it a sort of game to see who can fluster the other the most. (Snatcher even keeps a hecking tally board, that’s how long they’ve been doing it for) And usually, and the end of the day, Snatcher’s the one who wins. With his bold flirting, deep voice, and sudden romantic gestures, he leaves S/O a stuttering, blushing, and “angry” mess at the end of the day. But is S/O builds up enough confidence, they can also “win”, by giving Snatcher random kisses (that he likes more that he would like to admit) and petting his floof to leave him practically melting in their arms. And the end of the day, at least one of them is teasing the over how easy it is to fluster them, while said other is calling them a “baka.”
Since Moonjumper is, as we have previously established, an incredible sap, it only makes sense that he would use only the sappiest and sweeter-than-sugar nicknames for his S/O! And in the case, that’s even more literal! Moon has many different cutesy nicknames he likes to call S/O to get them all flustered, but one he starts nicknaming them after desserts it’s all over for S/O. It seems that every time Moonjumper calls S/O something like his “darling pudding cake”, “sweet sugar cookie”, “fluffy little marshmallow”, etc., they become all red in the face and almost too embarrassed to speak! Of course, they can always get him back, with Moon becoming even flustered than they are...well, if S/O can find the time to stop screaming internally, that is.
As I’ve mentioned before, Snatcher likes to make contracts to ask S/O for kisses when he’s too prideful or embarrassed to ask directly. But with this kind of S/O? It plays out a little...differently. Instead, if S/O happens to be completing any contractual obligations for Snatcher, Snatcher makes it so that each contract, in order to be fulfilled, has to be sealed with a kiss. (Of course, this is well into their relationship, and Snatcher makes sure to give S/O an alternative, like a hug, if they don’t want to seal the contract in that particular way) If S/O, albeit “begrudgingly”, accepts this, Snatcher lets them, as he puts it, “seal the deal” with just a simple cheek kiss at first. But as S/O keeps coming back for more contracts, and they become a little bolder to get the best of Snatcher, it escalates to straight-up kissing, which Snatcher doesn’t expect at all when S/O comes back after, let say, the third contract. So basically, by the time all of the contracts are fully completed, both of them are trying to act smug but in reality they’re both blushing like crazy.
Once Moonjumper finds out he can fluster S/O so easily, the more smug side of him shows up a lot more in his flirting. He grins widely at them more often, kissing their hand and constantly does other romantic gestures for them, and teases them playfully, usually by “booping” them on the nose or blowing them a kiss before waving oh-so-innocently to them. Of course, Moon’s smug persona can be broken in just a few easy steps, and S/O gets their revenge eventually. But until then...they’re gonna have to admit to the fact that they like Moonjumper’s smug way of flirting more than they would like to believe. Especially when they expect an actual kiss from Moon one moment, and he ends up simply kissing them on the cheek, with Moon commenting afterwards “Oh? Were you expecting something else, my dear?~” before chuckling, the biggest smug grin plastered on his face
Snatcher and S/O tend to playfully bully one another. S/O “insults” Snatcher by calling him things like “pool noodle”, “noodle ghost”, “burnt noodle”, etc., while Snatcher retorts by calling S/O “shortie” (despite their height), “brat”, “mortal”, yadda yadda. And both of them like to call each other “dork”, “nerd”, and “geek” interchangeably. Others would think that these two don’t really get along well, when in actuality, they get along very well, as this is technically just one of the way they “flirt” with one another. And in their more private moments, Snatcher and S/O always reassure one another that they aren’t really insulting them, and that they really do love them (“I love you. And I mean it, you massive nerd.” “I love you too, you incredible nuisance.”)
As much as they don’t want to admit it, S/O lets Moonjumper get away with a lot of things they wouldn’t let anyone else do otherwise. If Moonjumper really wants to cuddle them, making pleading puppy-dog eyes, clasping his hands together in a pleading expression, and dragging out the word “Pleeeeeease?” in an innocent and begging tone, S/O will stare at him for a moment, before finally saying “...Okay, fine-” And before they even know it, Moonjumper is practically hugging at their waist/side, immediately nuzzling them and making happy, content noises. And while S/O face might be feeling hotter than the sun, they still smile down at him fondly, remarking the fact that he’s lucky that they love him.
Snatcher and S/O are both incredibly sarcastic and, eventually, start to share the same level of dark humor! With that being said, S/O tends to sarcastically compliment Snatcher often, only inflating his massive ego more. And while Snatcher is well aware that S/O is being sarcastic with him, he just tends to turn it around so he can gloat about how great he is in their face and claim that “they started it.” But also, if S/O ever messes up and sarcastically comments on how “great” they are at something, or if they make any kind of self-deprecating comment or joke towards themselves, Snatcher also twists that around on them, letting S/O know that despite what they think they really are great, beautiful, and amazing in his eyes, which is why he loves them so much. And while S/O can tease Snatcher about how “soft” he’s becoming, it’s clear that they appreciate the sentiment and they make sure to let him know that.
Moonjumper, despite his appearance, is actually rather strong! S/O finds this out the hard way when they jokingly retort to him “If you’re a prince, then why don’t you start carrying me like a princess?” and Moon just stares at then for a moment, not saying anything... Before getting the biggest. Grin. Ever. On his face. Moon then says “Well, why didn’t you say so, my love?” before lifting S/O up in his arms with surprising strength. After that, Moon makes a habit of suddenly picking S/O up, carrying them bridal-style wherever he goes, delighting in the flustered expression and the adorably embarrassed noises S/O makes! (Alternatively, since Moonjumper is a ghost and is, quite literally, lighter than air, S/O can carry him as well! It’s some great revenge for S/O, as Moonjumper always hides his blushing face, letting out embarrassed squeaks and giggles, with S/O feeling rather smug and proud of themselves)
At some point, S/O starts picking up some of Snatcher’s phrases and mannerisms, sometimes doing it without even realizing it. The first time Snatcher notices S/O do this? He teases them about it to no end. He’s just so proud of his soulmate, and so surprised at how much he’s rubbing off on them! Of course, S/O will fully deny this, but them “accidentally” calling Snatcher “fool” only further proves his point. After that, Snatcher tries to educate S/O in his evil ways, teaching them his signature evil laugh, how to make contracts, and how to give the best evil monologues! S/O, of course, decides to humor him on this, and it actually ends up paying off in the end! S/O gets to show Snatcher what they learned from him, “trapping” him and forcing him to sign a contract (AKA: a date contract), and Snatcher couldn’t be prouder! Snatcher calls S/O his “partner in crime/law” and they couldn’t be happier, the two of them embracing one another and kissing, truly a match made in villainy.
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h h hewwo owoo 22 / 23 / 29 / 31 / 34 / 50 / 58 / 61 / 88 in any order, and u can also just. pick only those that u want :3
hhhh-ewwwo? I did say I wanted to chat and I desperately do not want to do work or studies so buckle in for a long post (derogatory). 22. role model? Oh man, I don’t think I have any, like, specific ones for entire things, though I do fall in my hero-worship phaes and then fall out of them like everyone else. I think that taking an entire person and being like I wanna be like them is... not for me though. But I do look up to some people for specific things - I look up to, weirdly enough, Abigail Phylosohpytube who I didn’t watch before her coming out for her graceful coming out video though she admits that the experience wasn’t obviously as smooth. I look up to lots and lots of people for their ability to create and their art (not gonna tag my fav artists bc am tiny and do not want people to look at me, but i do be reblogging). I look up to people like ConcernedApe Stardewvalley and Supergiantgames Hades for their ability to put so much soul in their work, smth I aspire to do. I look up to @not-poignant for, among other things, their idk how to say it best, wisdom in understanding and communicating with others and with myself? I’ve learned a lot by just sort of being in their periphery and seeing how they articulate their thoughts and choose to be kind and witness other’s pain. Hell, I look up to twitch streamers and youtubers sometimes (the recent nice trait I’d like to have if I ever went into bigger content production is how ibxtoycat deals with parasocial relationship realities). 23. strange habits? Hm. I don’t think drinking tea whenever I need a pick-me-up is strange, that’s just probably forcefully assigning a British nationality to me. I think my insistence on misspelling words in a way I think is lowkey funny might be one, I say thamks bc it feels softer, or thank bc it’s funny, I say sleeb, I say finkers or tryink or otherwise replace g with k for lulz. I also don’t know if it counts as a habit but I have a small leather band around my wrist that’s been there for a year soon. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm I probs have like, stranger habits but I can’t recall rn. 29. best way to bond with you? Hmm. Well, if you show initiative and are explicit about wanting to spend time with me, that’s already a big chance of me spending time with you. And then if our interests match and I don’t think that you’re like, young in a way that automatically puts me in a position where I don’t feel comfortable really being myself around you bc in my head I have to look out for you (it has happened with two of my friends, sigh), and we regularly spend time together, voila, friend acquired. It simultaneously doesn’t take much and takes a bit to be my friend and bond with me - it’s easy af to become a casual friend cuz I’m always open to new people, but there has to be a level of trust to become like, a close friend. Respecting my boundaries, talking shit with me, being explicitly committal about wanting to bond with me are big steps that way. 31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? Uh, I don’t do neither, but a current fave that is reasonably badass is my black tshirt with like, a ritual circle and a deer skull. V edgy, 10/10. I also used to have like a real edgy tshirt with a jester and some dice that said the game of life, but I threw it out bc dysphoria. or maybe I put it at the back of my closet along with one other shirt In Case I Get Top Surgery so I can wear them then. 34. advertisements you have stuck in your head? Many, such is the nature of advertising, alas. I have managed to avoid most of it tbh though, so the only place I am forced to sit through ads so they stick is my scrabble capitalist nightmare app where I play and always beat haha my coursemate. And they have adds for those shitty apps where you have to solve a puzzle that ends up failing in the add and like, drenching a man in green goo. I find those kinda fascinating tbh. Who plays these games? Who plays these shitty shitty games whose ad has to be “prove your IQ“ to make you want to prove yourself to play them? Oh and also, the insidious nature of ads in media I consume - the mcelroys have gotten me informed about many many things bc they do it in a funny way. Have you heard about squarespace? What about meundies? I also literally installed honey yesterday that I knew abt bc of the relentless adds and I wanted to save, uh, 2.50 from my minecraft server purchase (and then spent some time googling how they make money before giving up. just say u sell my data, that’s easier than not knowing what part of this makes you money). I was tired and in a weird mood, ok. 50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have? It’s always the stupidest jokes, what matters more is laughing together with someone and getting caught in a laughing loop. I still remember laughing with my siblings until our stomachs really really hurt bc I think one of us said a rug was vomit-colored and it was funny in the moment. How many times have I laughed like that with you too, vit. I know that Laura’s one is nostrilatu, right? :D :D It’s just something that catches you off guard, I think.
58. four talents you’re proud of having? Oh shid. Hm. 1) My ability to analyze data and understand the basic building blocks of something. Makes me cool at studying and sexy at explaining things to my course-mates. 2) Not a talent more like a skill that I’ve worked hard on through therapy - but my inner positive voice/healthy parent is very strong and automatic (something I was sure would never happen). A good example is me going out for a walk, my phone dying so I can’t listen to music, when I went in my head “well I can always make music in my head. do-do-do *drum sound*“ and I could feel the wave of self-reprimand cresting but before I could actually hear any negative comments the positive voice said with a light of a thousand suns NO THAT IS ACTUALLY CUTE AND SEXY and just haaaaaaah. 3) I sing good. Need to sing more. 4) I think I’m good at making conversation. Even with people I don’t necessarily like or want to talk to. More of a skill again but whatever. 61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? Do not come to me and ask for favorites, witch. Uh, I have some quotes in my notes app, like 7 from Pia’s writing :D. But imma go with “It’s a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in the broken world“ by Mary Oliver. It counts, ok. Or, wait, something I will for real one day either crosstitch of commission shitpostcalligrapher: “t’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something. “What are we holding onto Sam?” “There’s good in this world, Mr. Frodo, and it’s worth fighting for.“” 88. your greatest wish? Hrm. Right now? To have like a couple days with no responsibilities and without the outside world bearing on me as heavily, to be tiny tiny tiny so I’m invisible and can drink tiny tea on a tiny leaf. Uh, in general? My recently formulated wish or a goal is stability/peace. Then everything else becomes ok because you can bounce back to stable ground between feeling shit or everything happening so much. And I’ve sort of reached that. Also like, half a million euros would be nice too so I can get a house and a car and go on a few trips abroad. :D // there’s two ask memes in my blog recently, go wild
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im the benry friendly anon again and god that makes me so happy you have no idea!! idk if it’s just because my brain is constantly in Benry Loving Mode but getting the players out of their fog registered as a last resort for me? i was so adamant on trying to talk to benry and convince them otherwise. im glad that, through all of the anons, it had a lasting effect! no more violence and hell on earth only peace and love :] brains gonna be stuck on this for a while and im perfectly fine with that
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you get me anon, thamk you for your kind words <3 I’m glad KKRB is resonating with you and that I can share the journey with you.
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1, 13 and 17 for the Writer/Artist asks!! ovo
oooooooooooooooooooo thamks<3 ok uh this is mainly going to be me babbling about my one Brain Blorbo
Who was your first ever OC? Do you still “use” them? How have they evolved over time?
I made up a lot of guys as a kid but the first one that really saw a lot of development is one I still write a LOT to this day. It's Eran (this bitch, also my pfp). I was like 14 when he first came to be so of course the character has changed pretty drastically since then. He didn't start as an Elder Scrolls OC but that's been the world he's kind of settled in to (sort of, I play fast and loose with lore at times because it's what works and also who cares lol teslore is annoying).
Which story has the most lore?
Guitar Guy AU
My loosely-TES-based story featuring the aforementioned Eran- it really kicked off when a friend and I started a RP in ESO with our respective characters. It got so longform/prosaic I have a hard time calling it RP anymore. That formed a lot of what I consider his 'canon' at this point and we've completed one major arc I hope to convert into an actual fic some day :>
What are some tropes and character dynamics found in your wips?
Yay I have spent way too long trying to figure out how to word this one.
tbh I'm soft and ultimately I like to see characters heal and develop even if the events surrounding that are often kind of awful ahaha. Characters who are Just Fucked Up, dummy loyal to the small circle of people they trust/care about even if it leads them to do some pretty questionable shit. Reading over this it really isn't anything all that groundbreaking but eh it's fun :p
Writer + Artist Ask Game
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Tagged by @lycanrvc thamks
Rules: answer 10 questions and come up with your own 10, then tag people to answer them
1) If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be?
In the middle of the flat field, alone and in peace
2) How did you spend your quarantine?
Studying, scrolling tumblr, reading fanfiction, scrolling more tumblr, reading more fanfiction, drawn like 2 pictures, listened to music, scrolled some more tumblr, read some more fanf-
3) Your favourite TV show at the moment (of any genre)?
There's a reality show on polish tv about a bunch of people with down syndrome going on a roadtrip across Europe and it's incredibly heartwarming and funny
4) What do you think about platonic love?
Passed out just thinking about this
5) Vintage or modern?
If it slaps it slaps, I have nostalgic phases and futuristic phases as well
6) With or without makeup?
Without, I never learned to properly apply it or found a look I'd like on myself, so I gave up on it. But since my mom never wore makeup and I never learned it's necessary, this doesn't bother me much.
7) What's your favourite sport (if you have one)?
Football. I sometimes peek into other events, but football is love, football is life.
8) Treating animals badly is a really touching topic. Your opinions about it?
In general, it's hard to explain that animals' lives have value in a society that widely doesn't even value human life. I believe that if people would be more empathetic and kind to each other, so they would be to animals. But... they're not.
9) Your best trip done so far?
In July 2014 there was a small music festival in Manchester where my two fave bands at the moment (Pixies and James) played, so me and my dad went there. I absolutely loved everything about it.
10) Describe your dream concert.
I would really like to go to Everything Everything concert, both because I like them and because so does my brother and we could have fun together for once.
Questions:
What do you like to shop for most?
What do you daydream about most?
If you were a cartoon character and could only wear one outfit through the entire show, what would it be?
Favourite word?
Favourite flag? (country, city, sports club, pride, anything)
High five of fist bump?
Favourite kind of shoes?
Favourite make up product (if you wear it)?
Can you keep a plant alive?
Favourite music video?
tagging @iceandbone @bluestockingbaby @adstfu @ghostyghostkilledthehost @mwrieke
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the assignment (SVT apocalypse!au)
♡ wordcount: 1,3k ♡ chapter 6/? (ch.1, ch.2, ch.3, ch.4, ch.5)
♡ rating: PG-13? hints to death/violence, language 
♡ pairing: svt x ksy
♡ after the bizzare reuniting with the boys i had met in the office building weeks ago, i offered my help to them to thank them for their hospitality and help and maybe in an effort to convince them to let me stay with their group. but i would have to prove my abilities if the groups leader where to let me stay, wouldn’t i?
Soonyoung and I quietly worked our way through the loot he and Joshua had gathered on the run they had just come back from, sorting everything by usage a small pile of ammunition, a couple of hand guns, some candy and canned soups, some kind of powdered sports drink, an axe and some tools and screws, Soonyoung started humming a tune that sounded all too familiar. “What happened to your shoulder?” He quietly asked as we worked our way through the remaining packets of tea and screws, his eyes meeting mine for a split second and his face glazed with a look of concern before we both looked away again. I sorted a few packs of canned nuts and vegetables before looking up at the man again. I let myself look at him for a second, his head was still bowed down, dark eyes fixed on the task at hand, which looked to be a packet of over the counter painkillers. His face seemed expressionless, as if he didn’t necessarily expect an answer. “I almost lost in a fight.” I answered after directing my eyes back down to my hands. It was quiet for a few seconds, and when I looked up again Soonyoung was looking at me, his eyes piercing mine.
“Who did you fight?” He answered after a few seconds of staring into my soul. I felt like he had undressed me, like he already knew the answer but just wanted to hear me say it. It felt like he saw right through me. I couldn’t lie, he would know. He would know and then he wouldn’t trust me and then I would be banished from the camp and left alone again, and I would probably die. “Someone I used to know.” I meekly answered, not being able to tear my eyes from his darker ones. “Someone I thought would protect me.” I continued, my voice shaking a little. I tried to brush it off as I looked down and pretended to read the packet of tea I had in my hand again, but when Soonyoung didn’t say anything I peered up at him. He was looking down, not at anything in particular, maybe his hands or the table. I wasn’t able to tell. He looked up after what felt like an eternity, and my head had started to hurt a little from the oily smell coming from the bus beside me. He opened his mouth and I half expected to heard him say something, but then he suddenly moved. Placing the box of screws on one of the shelves, and then another container of the tea bags, and some of the cans. And he kept going, not asking any more questions so I joined him. And in silence we finished our work.
Come dinnertime, and Mingyu had taken over the lookout shift Minghao had taken 12 hours earlier. And once again we where all sitting around the long dinnertable under the ugly light contraption Wonwoo and I had discussed the day before. The blue painted room filled with a vegetable smell from the tomato soup Wonwoo had cooked. There was some bread in a basket on the table and I could feel my stomach cry in happiness at the sight. As Joshua, Chan and Wonwoo came out of the kitchen carrying utensils, bowls and a pitcher of water Minghao and Soonyoung chatted around the table about some weak point in the fence that needed some fixing up. I slid into the chair next to Minghao and he glanced over at me and gave me a quick smile before continuing his conversation with the older boy.
“Dig in, boys!” Smiled Joshua as he handed Minghao a bowl of hot soup. “Made fresh from the can.” Wonwoo added, making Soonyoung and Joshua giggle into their bread as Chan cracked a wide grin. “Here you go.” He said with a smile, handing me a bowl of soup. I thanked him and ate in silence, listening to the boys talk amongst themselves, seemingly lighthearted conversation. The door to the dining hall swung open and Seungcheol walked in, hair disheveled and eyes puffy from sleep. “Cheol, this is the girl from the Hyperion towers!” Joshua blurted out as he recognized his friend. Soonyoung made a noise in disapproval, as the older male settled in the chair next to Chan. Minghao giggled. “Morning sunshine.”
Seungcheol grumbled as he served himself. It became quiet and after a few seconds Soonyoung perked up and told the older boy about their trip to the golf club. Seungcheol listened and approved, he looked over at Minghao and asked if the fence was still okay, which the boy replied to curtly. Wonwoo added that there seemed to be little fuel left on the generator, and that we would have enough fuel for the cars for about two more runs if we wanted to go all the way to Seoul center.
The conversation continued, and I honestly zoned out as I listened to the boys talk amongst themselves.
“How’s your shoulder?” The oldest man asked suddenly, his voice snapping me out of my pointless daydream. I shifted slightly so I could see him better, his eyes where inspecting me but they seemed to linger on the red and green flannel that hung over my shoulders. “Good.” I answered softly, treading carefully with my words to not say the wrong thing. His dark eyes met mine and he just looked at me for a few seconds. The man intimidated me slightly. His masculine build and his powerful presence reeked of leadership and he seemed to be very attentive to every single detail. I did not want to be on his bad side at all. The man continued after a sip of water from the glass he had grasped in his left hand, “Mingyu said you would be good for some heavier work in about 4 days, I want you to go on a run with Soonyoung and Josh to get more fuel.” After he finished, he got up and headed straight for the kitchen not waiting for an answer. The remaining boys stayed silent until I got up and left for the kitchen.
I made my way back to my room after cleaning out my bowl, looking out at the watch tower where Mingyu could be seen leaning against the side of the cubicle, something that looked like a rifle by his left side. The sun was setting, and the sky was painted in dark blues, oranges and soft cloudy pinks, the smell of burnt wood barely lingering in the air around. The gravel crunched under my boots and as I reached the stairs that would take me up to room 63, I turned back to look at the sky once more.
In my room, the familiar turquoise dotted flask stood upon the nightstand. As I closed the door softly behind me, I picked it up on the way into the bathroom at the very back of the room. I turned the sink and started to wash out the bottle, rinsing it thoroughly. Then filling it with cold fresh water. I put the bottle back on the nightstand and looked around. I could now see the window was covered in what looked to be newspaper pages, probably to block out the sun I marked after noticing the lack of curtains. As I slid the flannel from my shoulders, I threw it back onto the bed and soon after, the rest of my clothes followed. I took them with me into the bathroom and turned the knob on the shower hopefully. As the cold water hit my body, I took a sharp inhale, the dull ache of a previous injury burned in my chest. And as the evening sun shone its last beams through the cracks in the covered window as if to wave goodnight, I hung my now wet clothes on various surfaces throughout the room. And as I finally laid down in the bed, my mind couldn’t help but to race to the mission I had previously gotten from Seungcheol in the dining hall.
Was this a test, or was he sending me just because he thought I wouldn’t make it. Did he want to see if I would try to betray his men or run away, or steal their car and kill the two others. Did he not trust me? As I pondered around this, my eyes slowly but surely glided shut.
“Jicheol no!”
“Don’t do it!”
“Be careful! STOP!”
“He’s just a kid Jicheol, please!”
“No! Don’t do this, you don’t have to do this, please.”
“Jicheol!! No!”
Silence.
a/n: henlo, and thamk u for reading part 6!!!! of my story!!!! this part is a bit shorter but i hope it’s still not too boring a read as the first parts! my reqs are open of u wanna see something different than this au!!!! love u mwah 
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