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hozaloza · 2 months

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Um

Why does Ben have Aiden's last name, isn't his mom related to Aiden's mom??

Like, we all know how surnames work in America; Wife typically takes the husband's last name, or they take both (or she doesn't take it at all, idk). Aiden's dad is obviously the one who had Clark as his surname. However, Ben also has this surname, but the dads aren't related, the moms are, how'd he get Daniel's surname??

Note that the Clark moms are sisters, because Niaomi literally said "I think what my sister is trying to say..."

So... how did Ben get the surname Clark? Either Red wasn't thinking about the parents (sorry no offense 😭), or he changed his last name...? Idk, I just realized that while thinking about a possible Thomas Aiden duet with 'Stayed Gone' (Rainbow factory au real??)

alr ty for joining my ted talk

bye bye for now

#school bus graveyard #webtoon #mr. thomas #aiden clark #ben clark #surnames #how #hmmm #did red ever answer this #actually why didnt anyone else mention this #i cant be the only one who thinks of this stuff #come on #pls #tell me im not alone #well damn

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idontwantittobeunrequited · 9 months

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i kind of HAVE to see nicholas galitzine perform a slightly erotic butchering of queen's "don't stop me now"

#nicholas galitzine #tell me im not alone #rwarb #rwrb #red white and royal blue movie #rwrb movie #firstprince #prince henry of wales

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thatnerdyqueer · 8 months

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Sorry for the long post but I need to know:

if there are any other queer musicians out there please tell me that im not alone and that y'all have had similar experiences???

had a piano lesson today and my teacher (who im not yet out to bc idk how she'll take it) was pulling me up on my too-bold interpretation of the piece.

Now, aside from the fact it's related to technique issues, I was playing it too much "as myself" (or rather, how she sees me - a cis girl).

The instructions at the beginning of the piece are naif, tendre, et fervent. According to her I had all the fervour in the world, but not enough vulnerability, innocence, childishess.

So she said this to me:

"I'm going to describe someone now, and if a name comes to mind, someone who reminds you of all these traits - who is not you, because it's obviously not you - I want you to think of them when you're playing this piece.

This person is shy, and more sensitive than they would like. They dream of being louder, of being heard all the time and saying all the things they'd like to say, but they just can't. They're an outsider, drifting on the fringes of groups because they can't say what's on their mind.

I want you to think of this person now, because at the moment you are playing this piece too much as yourself, as *given name*. Don't tell me the name you have in your head, I don't need to know who it is. I want you to show me."

So I played the piece again, fighting back tears for once not bc my teachers are roasting me but because it just resonated so clearly with me. She didn't see it, but everything she just described is me.

It's not the version of me that she sees - the confident, loud young girl who covers up fears with a good work ethic and a big smile. It's not her - not my given name.

But of course, the one name that came to my head when she was talking was Laurence. My new name, my real name. The guy that can't say what they're thinking, that dreams of being louder, bigger, more visible. Who knows, knows that it can't be. That I can't be louder, I can't be visible, I can't be heard. Not by her. Not now. Not yet. Not... ever?

I only got through 2 lines of the piece like this before she stopped me, applauded and cried out

"Yes! Yes, that's it! That's the person who should be playing this piece. It's very important that you learn to play as another person, to put yourself in the shoes of someone smaller than yourself, less powerful. You and I, confident people, sure of ourselves, of every step, we don't ever experience that! But you seem to understand. You may not have ever felt it, but you understand those feelings, and in this piece, and in life, that is very important."

So uh yeah I'm crying now.

#piano #musician #music #classical music #queer musician #queer music #grovlez #french impressionism #please if anyone can be bothered to read this whole thing #tell me im not alone #queer classical musician

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faunabel · 12 days

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u ever take a nap and wake up and it feels like the year is 1530 and u have yet to adjust to being in the third millennia again?

#tell me im not alone #( 💭 faun thinks )

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cosmicluzer · 2 months

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cant be the only gay bitch sitting legs kicking watching ads waiting for usher while yelling about the 49ers cuz i just don’t like the chiefs on this lovely sunday evening

#happy Super Bowl sundayyy #if you celebrate #i do #also happy belated lunar new year #let this year be the year that Patrick Mahomes loses #i cant be the only gay person watching not for Taylor Swift #tell me im not alone #super bowl

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giga-bite · 3 months

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Ooh ahh the uncontrollable desire to live consciousness free as a little robot who just goes boop beep boop

#tell me im not alone #beep boop 🤖

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karamatsus · 3 months

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#Hazbin Hotel #Lucifer Morningstar #I cant be alone with this #its four in the morning and I made this instead of sleeping #please tell me im not alone!!!#Lucifer Magne #please!!!#im begging!!!!!#i will read all the fics!!!#its only been a few days #I should be more patient #my love #Lucifer Morningstar x reader #I love him #Hazbin Hotel x reader

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tributes-vamps-and-ginnyweasley · 1 year

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Me: I'm going to write today. I'm actually feeling pretty inspired, I'm in the *writing mood*, and I have time

Me: sits in front of computer and instantly has no writing skill for the aforementioned inspiration

Me: *rewrites the scene I've written 1000 times already in slightly different ways*

#writing #im doing my best #scene rewrite #inspiration for one specific part #books #writer #whats the definition of insanity again?#tell me im not alone

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therealcallmekd · 1 month

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Accept His Offer? [YES] [ALSO YES?]

Please forgive me for this I thought it'd be funny LMAOOOO was unsure about posting but the funny won.

Bonus doodles!!! Cuz I'm NOT normal:

#/ref #kinitopet fanart #kinito pet #kinitopet #kinito #kinito fanart #kinito the axolotl #kinito my beloved #this guy thissss guyyyyyy rots my brain #im so ill im so illlllll someone help me #high effort shitpost #alone on a friday night???? I CAN FIX THAT!!???#he is so friend shaped... guyss.... just look at him...#bonus big kinito being a single celled organism cuz that's what he is to me... you cant tell me im wrong #KD'sCrumbs #FriendshipClub!

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kinonyms · 2 years

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Me: lying awake in bed, psyching myself out because what if the bunny from Donnie Darko was real and also in my closet

Also me: why am I doing this when there are so many real things to be scared of like bad cholesterol

#donnie darko #frank the bunny #frank the rabbit #anxiety #stupid brain #like my husband and i both woke up at the same time after watching donnie darko #and we were both so scared of frank we turned the bathroom light #and the whole time im going 'am i 10 years old why am i so afraid of frank'#hes just some guy #tell me im not alone #tell me some other grown person got the poop scared out of them by frank

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nephriteknight · 6 months

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something the crane wives does that always makes me lose my shit is changing lyrics between choruses, often recontextualizing the earlier lines

like in I Talk In My Sleep, the first chorus ends with a long drawn out "I" which could just be vocalizing, the second is "I won't say" and the last "I will finally say" and then for the first time resolves to "that I am not okay"

I think my favorite example is in Nobody, we get the line "nobody ever loved me" in a bunch of variations--on its own, as "nobody ever loved me like she loves me", and then "nobody ever loved me so she tells me"

in Steady, Steady, "i am ready to be the one" turns into "i am ready to run" and "you know when you're ready" turns into "we weren't ready"

something about it just hits so hard I eat this shit up

#the crane wives #going to see them tonight!!! can you tell im excited #also just the line “I can take forever but for worse I can't condone / most of our for goods just make me ache to be alone” just kills me #didnt fit with this post but i had to bring it up

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dreamwinged · 1 month

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ok if ur f/o has an item that is very special/precious/important to them do NOT think abt them letting u hold it 😔 😔 😔

#im dissolving #also when i typed this tell me why part of it autocorrected to his fucking name #boy leave me alone. get OUT im hitting u w a flyswatter rn #whatever ……. (tearing up)#f/o #self ship

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 3 months

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i’m obsessed with the idea of cult leader!geto pining for a reader who just fucking hates him i don’t know why just. maybe it’s someone from his past that he left behind when he defected, maybe they’re bitter and spiteful and all they do is hiss and bite but he’s so smitten. you can do no wrong in his eyes. he deserves the curses and anger, and he receives them with a smile and eyes full of hearts. he gets giddy when you scowl at him. he just thinks you’re love personified. he’s so gentle and patient that it’s infuriating because nothing you do or say will get him to bite back. it’s like you’re a kitten gnawing at his fist but he does nothing but coo at you even when you draw blood.

#SAVE ME MAN CAPABLE OF IMMENSE CRUELTY WHO TURNS INTO A PUPPY IN YOUR PRESENCE…. SAVE ME……….#im thinking abt a kind of sort of sequel to there was no place in nature we could meet….#where reader DOES go with geto and join his cult but they’re still soooo bitter and hateful. there’s so much anger left #and geto is just endlessly patient he’ll wait as long as it takes for them to melt into his embrace again…..#doesnt even mind if they scratch at him or tell him to fuck off he’s in LOVE #im obsessed w cult leader geto and the idea of him being a puppydog w his s/o alone it’s canon to me #ari noises ✩#geto x reader #<- clout chaser moment I JUST WANNA BE ABLE TO FIND THIS AGAIN IF I WRITE SMTH ON IT… :’3 #thinking abt him always <33 my silliest little mass murderer

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daily-hanamura · 4 months

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