genius plan to capture chuuya’s heart (by 16 cheesy dazai)

Casually drops some Crenny

"Uh, maybe you should take a break... you've been looking at nothing but the same hollow heart fics for 5 hours now..."

I don't think you understand how strong the iron grip hollow heart has on my soul. I can't escape it. It lives in my dreams and engulfs my every waking thought like venom; I cannot listen to sounds without finding a way to worm it into my hollow heart AU.

This is my life now. Maybe forever. I will never let this rest as it never lets me. Together we shall fall, as together we have risen.

I DO IT FOR MY BEAUTIFULLY DESTRUCTIVE PURPOSES. GOD HATH NO LOVE, NOR HEAVENLY DELUSION LIKE I DO.

tumblr gonna cronch the image quality, but look at these two cute kids in love! Lydia Butters and Kaal! Lydia can secretly see the future and Kaal is in disguise- but is their love true love or doomed from the start?

my best friend found love at 13. The first girl he ever actually liked. They started dating, fell in love and it stayed

It stayed.

They faced difficulties, sure, but they always without a single doubt had each other, they did and would do absolutely anything for each other. They laughed and they cried but it was worth it for them to see each other smile. Even their kisses seem pristine, pure love, nothing sexual just pure beautiful expression of love. i've said it many times, boyfriends and girlfriends will come and go, but no one will their girlfriend more than my best friend loves his. They look at each other and nothing else and nobody else matters. I've watched this for years, i've watched them for years. They're the only reason i believe in love, the only reason i believe that there in fact is a person made just for you whose mere existence makes life better. I've seen them bright each others days just with a look, i've seen them cry over each other's problems, i've seen them hold hands for the first time, i've seen them make out, i've seen them have no form of communication through the entire lock down and still be as much, if not even more in love with each other. I've third wheeled them for ages, enough to know what loves looks like and enough to realise i'll probably never have that. I think, 20 years from now, i'll be taking care of their kids, i'll make a cool aunt, i'll tell the kids how their parents used to sneak into classrooms to kiss, i'll tell them how much i love their parents, the ones who showed me the purest form of love and they'll ask me if I have that and i'll say no.

i'll say no. I tried to find it, to find someone who liked me, to find something that made me feel like i was loved. I got crushes, i got rejected, I never fell in love with a person, maybe i fell in love with the ideas of the relationship i imagined with them, but not with the person. I only knew love from what i saw about it, never from what i felt, because all i have ever felt is momentary attraction, attachment to the idea of love and rejection.

But this not about me.

This is about my best friend.

My best friend who fell in love at 13

and it stayed .

Sometimes you just have one of those moments where the progress we've made as a culture get thrown into stark relief. You look at something and go "Holy shit, that would never have happened when I was a kid."

Today, I had one of those moments when I realized that the teenage boys I'm working with are just. genuinely, openly enthusiastic about going to Build-a-Bear for their outing.

These are sixteen and seventeen year old boys! They just had a whole conversation about what to name their "cute", mostly new squishmallows! They're genuinely excited that they're going to Build-a-Bear this weekend and asking other kids to pick up specific accessories for them!!

Holy shit, that never would've happened when I was 16. None of the boys would have dared to be visibly interested - and neither would most of the girls! There would have been a million gay jokes and "Haha, you're a girl" jokes and "What are you, a baby?" jokes. Teenagers weren't even supposed to care about anything back then!

Less than 15 years later, and I'm watching three 17 year old boys treat all that as not even worthy of comment.

So let's call that a reason for hope. Even when the kids aren't alright, in some ways apparently they are alright. Go Gen Z, honestly. It's so lovely to watch you guys just openly doing and saying stuff that, when I was a teen, would've been a social death sentence.

boy who's never seen a large body of water before + insane force abilities = a very tired obi-wan

(donation doodles! // tip jar)

Peachy

but HE STARTED IT!!

...this is PEAK sibling behaviour I am DYING

(and Omega's eyeroll? PERFECTION, NO NOTES)

imagine ur garthy o’brien, just trying to fuck this hot ranger you met at your brothel that you own, except her teenage kids/wards/bosses keep knocking on the door to your bedroom and interrupting you guys and THEN you learn that she’s actually in a committed relationship but didn’t tell you, so THAT sucks but THEN one of the teens comes and finds you in the middle of the night yelling about how his friend is gone and they can’t find him and he might be in danger, so you help him teleport to his friend, and then when they all get back, looking extremely upset and dejected, you apologize to the ranger’s daughter for making her feel uncomfortable by fucking her mother and in the process SHE reveals to you that her mom’s boyfriend is actually this really cool werewolf guy that you KNOW and have fucked on multiple occasions

"I am going to put a stop to your fornication with the sea. She belongs to me."

-- Spartan general Callicratidas to general Conon of Athens for various reasons but none that justify this phrasing.

2h practice featuring Shadowheart