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Vance Having a Crush On a Quiet Reader
Vance usually hates people like you, quiet, introverted, and he surprised himself.
He tries to tell himself he doesn’t like you
He even misses multiple days of school just so he wouldn’t see you, not in a bad way, he just has such a big crush on you
but then he sees you at school one day and he can’t stop staring.
He stares so much, and sometimes he doesn’t look away when you catch him staring. He gets zoned out just thinking about you.
You’re sure Vance doesn’t like you. Maybe he just has a staring problem. he seems like the type of guy to bully people like you. But you’re wrong. Like, dead wrong.
His friends think that he has a crush on you he does but he doesn’t wanna admit it
They make fun of him for it, he doesn’t have crushes a lot.
I honestly think his friends are the type of people to yell out “Vance likes you” whenever they see you.
Overthinks asking you out a lot.
He’ll legit walk up to you ready to ask you out, and when you face him he’ll run away.
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Me watching Robin walk straight towards the grabber’s van:
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honey-mess · 2 years
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to you its a minor inconvenience to me it’s the trigger to a series of debilitating mood swings followed by a paralyzingly emptiness
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yourlocalbpdbitch · 2 months
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TBPDFW you're in that weird state of mind where you laugh and laugh at the smallest things while inside you think the best thing would be to end your life as soon as possible. Meanwhile you can't concentrate on anything AND you can't tell what you're feeling because the non-stop laughing is confusing you. So people don't understand the danger you're about to put yourself in, and nobody is there to save you from yourself.
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averagemental-hell · 3 months
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I've been using hypersexuality to cope with rejection, anxiety, depression and the strong BPD feels for a long time and I'm exhausted at not being able to cope normally.
I just want to form meaningful relationships with people without feeling romantically attracted to them. I'm so sick and tired of rejection, I'm so sick of having my fucking heart broken.
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moodyandmental · 1 year
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bunnysisu · 4 months
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just wanna hurt myself🤦🏻‍♀️😒
1.2.24
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happy-cactu5 · 2 years
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My therapist and I were talking and I started verbally beating myself up and she goes “Stop that. You’re getting the help you need and the tools you need to better yourself. Stop berating yourself.” and it was so blunt it was like a slap in the face but damn, did I need that.
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someplacehigh · 3 months
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All I do is hurt and hurt and hurt. Why do I let people love me? Why do I let them love me when I know for a fact I’m going to end up hurting them?
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mental-ch-illness · 3 years
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“what’s wrong with you?” bitch what isn’t
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bpdummy · 3 years
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some days i am trash some days i am a goddess no inbetween
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Kissing Headcanons For The Black Phone Boys
Finney Blake
Finn's kisses are sweet and gentle, he likes to hold your hand or have a hand on your head when you guys are kissing. Or he likes to hug and kiss at the same time. One part of him has to touch you besides his lips, I'm just saying.
He likes to kiss in private, he's not a big fan of PDA and he wouldn't want anybody seeing you guys kiss. Like, he won't just pull you aside in the middle of school and start full on making out with you. Just not his thing, Kay?
He definitely double checks if he's locked the door before you guys commit such acts like kissing. Like he could lock the door, and after a few seconds of walking away he'd come back to check if he actually locked it and he wasn't just hallucinating
Robin Arellano
Robins kisses are not gentle, but they're not rough at the same time. He's not for just one peck, he has to really kiss you. Like full on, it doesn't matter what kind of kiss it is, he has to REALLY REALLY kiss you. You know?
He usually likes to have his hands on your waist, or he wraps his fingers around the belt loops of your jeans. Sometimes, he has both of his hands holding yours. Or when you're sitting down, he'll have his hand on your knee.
Unlike Finn, Robin doesn't care who sees or where he kisses you. He could kiss you in the middle of the hallway and wouldn't care if you guys got in trouble. He'd honestly kiss you infront of the principal if he wanted.
Vance Hopper
Vance definitely kisses the roughest, he'd pull you into the nearest alley or bathroom, pull you roughly by your shirt and kiss you EVEN rougher.
Vance also likes privacy when you guys are doing that, so he locks doors and makes sure nobody's watching you guys.
Vance likes to have his hands holding your waist or holding your legs, idk why though. He just does.
Bruce Yamada
Bruce's kisses are passionate, not rough or gentle. But passionate and deep. When he kisses you, he never wants to stop. He could all day if he was allowed to
Bruce doesn't but also does care who sees when you guys kiss, he will forget to lock a door or double check if anybody's around. Somebody may or may not have seen you guys before.
Bruce likes to hold both of your hands while you guys kiss, sometimes he holds your face or your head, but mostly your hands.
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No one:
Not a single soul:
The grabber luring in Finney:
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honey-mess · 3 years
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2021.06.11
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yourlocalbpdbitch · 1 year
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The thought of suicide has never felt so bittersweet.
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averagemental-hell · 2 months
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I am no one's ideal, I am never the first choice. I'm never wanted as much as I want others. I don't want to keep enduring this anymore.
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