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#taylor went into the studio and said 'im gonna write a song“ and she absolutely fucking did
onthevirgooftears · 11 months
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EVEN IF WE'D MET ON A CROWDED STREET IN 1944 AND YOU WERE HEADED OFF TO FIGHT IN THE WAR YOU STILL WOULD'VE BEEN MINE, WE WOULD'VE BEEN TIMELESS. I WOULD'VE READ YOUR LOVE LETTERS EVERY SINGLE NIGHT AND PRAYED TO GOD THAT YOU'D GET HOME ALRIGHT AND YOU WOULD'VE BEEN FINE
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haroldssfedora · 6 years
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Don’t Force It (Harry Styles Imagine Part 2)
The first part really got a lot of notes and a lot of you have been messaging me to continue it, so here ya go! Tell me if I should still continue.
For those who have not read Part 1, here you go!! Part 1
Also! Send me songs that you think can fit Harry and Y/N’s situation! Request and send feedbacks HERE
MASTERLIST
ENJOY!!!!
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Y/N’s POV
The interview and performance finally ended. I was exhausted beyond doubt and was all ready to just lie around the house and catch up on sleep.
“That was a great performance, Y/N!” My manager, Erika, said. “We don’t have anything more scheduled for today besides this, so you can go home and get some rest. Remember, James Corden carpool karaoke shoot tomorrow morning, Apple Music commercial shoot in the late afternoon.” 
I nodded and thanked her for today. I went to my dressing room to freshen up, but to be met by my phone lighting up from notifications from various social networking platforms. I quickly went to the app to be met with hundreds of tweets about the performance.
@fanacc1
@Y/NOfficial SLAYED that performance #Y/NonEllen
@fanacc2 
@Y/NOfficial im so gay for you #Y/NonEllen
@fanacc3
Ok... what just happened... @Y/NOfficial tried to kill me with her sexiness THAT’S WHAT HAPPENED... I still love you tho #Y/NonEllen
Reactions like these always make me smile. I took the time to like and reply to a few of them when I noticed a certain tweet that got my attention.
@Harryfanacc1
@Y/NOfficial... On behalf of @Harry_Styles, we sincerely apologize for not being treated well @Y/NOfficial #Y/Ndeservesbetter #Y/NonEllen
I then noticed that #Y/Ndeservesbetter was trending worldwide. 
It was about what I said about the songs. 
I saw a few tweets that were directed towards Harry. Some were words of kindness but most of them were just plain downgrading.
@Y/Nfanacc1
WTH @Harry_Styles you wrote a song about Taylor Swift but you can’t write songs about your girlfriend of three years? #Y/Ndeservesbetter
@1Dfanacc12
@Harry_Styles wrote a song about Townes in Carolina but not @Y/NOfficial… weird #Y/Ndeservesbetter
Oh, no.
Harry!
I exited the Twitter app to be met with 12 missed calls all from Harry. A few text messages of ‘Call me back’s’ were also left unread in my inbox. Thinking of the worst, I quickly dialed his number but was led to his voicemail.
Panicking, I dialed his number once more but was met with a text that said ‘In the studio, might take a while so don’t wait up. I love you. x’
Sighing in relief, I quickly cleaned up and packed up with the rest of the crew. My driver loaded up the van and brought me home. I was too tired to even unload the dirty clothes in my bag and was out like the light in mere seconds, enjoying the comfort of the bed that I love so much.
Harry’s POV
WHY IS THIS SO DAMN HARD?!
“Harry, relax. You don’t have to finish this by tonight. I’m sure Y/N would understand.” Jeff said, rubbing his face to rid of any sign of hopelessness.
“She would, but that will make me more of a dick,” I said, slumping on the office chair inside the studio beside the equipment. “She wrote what, eight songs about me. And what did I give her? Nothing. Zero. Absolutely nothing. I never wrote a song about her, not even a song that didn’t make it in the album. What does that make me look like?”
“It’s not your fault-”
“But it is! Why is it so damn hard to write a f***ing song about her?!” I said, starting to pull on my growing hair. 
“Alright, this is not just about a song. Speak up.” Jeff said, rolling his seat towards mine and patting me on my back. “C’mon. What’s pushing you to write a song about her?”
“It’s just... what the people are saying is true. Y/N deserves better. She deserves someone who can write billions of songs all about her.” I said, wiping a few stray tears that started forming. “She’s... she’s the person who would change your life. You know what I mean?” Jeff nodded in understanding and let me continue.
“She has made everything worth it for me. If touring and being away from her will lead us to an easy life together, where she wouldn’t need to lift another finger ever again, in the future, I’m willing to do it. She is it for me, mate. I... I can’t explain what I’m feeling but I just want to spend the rest of my life with her. And writing about my other relationships besides ours? It makes it look like she doesn’t mean anything, but that’s not the case. I don’t want her thinking that way.”
“I can’t lose her. She’s home for me.”   
Y/N’s POV
My nap took longer than expected. I checked the time and saw that it was almost seven in the evening. Looking for any signs of Harry’s presence, I was surprised to see none. I got ahold of my phone and sent him a message.
Y/N: Haven’t seen you all day... I’ve missed you xx
H: Taking a little longer here at the studio. I miss you too x
Y/N: Are you gonna eat dinner there?
H: Probably, yeah.
Y/N: oh, ok. Love you xx
H: Love you too x
This then gave me the idea of bringing food for Harry at the studio. I made my way to the kitchen to prepare all the ingredients needed for his favorite pasta and immediately got cooking.
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Arriving at the studio’s building, I was met with the secretary smiling at me.
“Ms. Y/N! Mr. Styles is using Studio 3 as of the moment. Want me to tell them you’re here?” Jodie said.
“No thanks Jodie, I’ll just enter. Brought some dinner for them as well.” I said. raising the blue bag that contained the pasta, as well as a few cans of beer to help them relax. “Oh, here. Have some.” I said, reaching for a separate pack which I specifically made for her.
“Thank you so much, Ms. Y/N. You’re so thoughtful.” I reciprocated the greeting and made my way to the studio.
As I was about to knock, I heard a triumphant scream from the inside.
“Knock, knock!” I said, peeking my head inside to see Harry, Jeff, and the band all surrounding the equipment. A chorus of hellos and heys welcomed me in. I showed them the dinner I made and they all said their gratitudes and dug in. Harry, on the other hand, was still busy by the booth.
“Love, eat some dinner first. It’ll help.” I said.
“No, I have to finish this by tonight.” He said, pulling on his hair. He only does this when he’s frustrated.
“Why are you in a rush? You just released an album that is now number one in over 84 countries. Give yourself some time to relax.” I said, tugging on his jumper sleeves.
“No, I have to finish this for you.” He said, almost too soft for me to hear. But I heard it.
The interview.
“H, if this is about the interview, it’s nothing really. I never thought that it will blow up like that.” I said.
“But it deserved to blow up like that. I’m a dick of a boyfriend to have written songs about other women and not write songs about you.” 
“Some things just can’t be forced, H. Don’t force it. Ok?” I said, giving a small peck on his cheek. 
“I don’t want you to leave me because of this.” He said, finally looking at me.
“I won’t,” I replied, caressing his cheek to calm him down.
“You wrote eight songs about me, Y/N. Eight! And I wrote none. That has to change.” He said, removing my hand and going back to work.
“Harry, I said don’t force it.”
“But I have to.”
“BUT YOU CAN’T!” I shouted, finally losing my temper. “You can’t rush a song in a day if the inspiration is not there.”
“It is there! It’s just-”
“Harry! It’s not! Can’t you take the hint?!” I said, tears now forming. “I’m sorry that I haven’t made such an impact that writing a song is such a problem.” 
“Y/N-”
“Songwriting is such a beautiful process that you have to trust on. You can’t force it like what you’re doing now.” I said, standing up. “I don’t need a song written for me to believe that you love me.” 
And with that, I walked away.
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