ahah you thought you could escape me. TRIPLE FULLBODY DEATH BARRAGE.
school is still killing me slowly tho
last time i tankjohnnyposted i was such a hater AND FOR WHAT. i guess i didnt like the whole bully x victim dynamic but i was very blatantly ignoring the similarities they have with tycutio ☠️☠️
anyway god ive become such a tank multishipper since then
dumb effortless minicomic also have some crops from sketches i dont like but thought these parts were cute. not RATthew. i hate him.
“Shut it, already. Stop being weak,” he said aloud to himself. Deciding to stop feeling anything at all, he walked downstairs. When he reached the door at the bottom, he lowered the handle and felt it catch. Locked. Check.
“Hello?” he heard a voice say. “Tank? Is that you out there?”
Tank stopped in his tracks and turned to the door. He lifted his eyes to the foggy glass pane and found two green eyes staring back at him.
“It’s you, isn’t it?” the voice asked again.
“Yes,” Tank finally answered.
“Please, can you—”
“I have to get back, Jenny.”
“I know. I know. Can you just…tell me if he’s okay? Is Johnny okay?” she begged.
everyday, sport, seasonal, formal, party (took dad's jacket without permission to look cool at the party and was punished for that upon returning home). the jacket in everyday outfits also used to be his dad's, but it's in tank's possession now, as well as the wristwatch that tank got for his birthday when other kids get videogames and toys.
i used to underappreciate tank when i played ts2 as a kid, because he didn't have an openly tragic story, and i wasn't mature enough to understand his struggles and how deep they are, so i used to think of him as some cliché local bully who's here to balance out actually cool characters. but i love him so much now, really catching up on that love and appreciation i failed to give him years ago.
My drawing program crashed while i was making this and merged layers that shouldnt be merged, the green fog around them was supposed to be a multiply layer. Got it to a point where i was happy with it again tho.
omg happy new year ^^ haha *disappears for an entire month without a word*
i'm sorryy i know i should've said something but i really needed a social media break... like if you look at my previous posts you can see me slowly get more depressed ☠️ but i'm getting therapy! and i caught the flu! that's pretty much all that's new sooo STRANGETOWN
it's not asher f1shart without a bonus... just some guys i drew while i was out NOT tagging everyone i'll die fr
Once again, nighttime fell, and Tank was making his rounds. As he aggressively stomped through the halls, he listened to the thudding of his military boots against the metal floor. He hoped that the thuds would drown out the sound of his own thoughts, which were unusually loud. But of course nothing could drown those out.
His loudest thoughts were of his mother, Lyla. He missed her. He thought of the way she used to tiptoe into his room in the mornings and gently wake him for school. While he was busy getting ready, she’d be downstairs carefully packing his lunch—a peanut butter sandwich with strawberry jelly and no crust, just the way he liked it. And at night, after helping him complete his math homework that would bring him to tears with its difficulty, she’d give him a little kiss on the forehead, leaving a shiny pink ring of lip gloss for him to wipe off with a grossed out giggle. Then she’d return to the kitchen to be yelled at by his father.
Tank knew that things were never perfect. His parents could argue for hours. But he didn’t think it was ever so bad that Lyla would just leave with no explanation. He wondered what she was up to these days. He wondered what could possibly be so great out there that she needed to permanently remove herself from his life. Was it something he did? Why was he not good enough for her? Why wasn’t he ever good enough?
thank you all so much for participating!! i'm sorry i couldn't do all of your suggestions (obviously), but i hope you still can find your faves here :)
(and if you really really want me to draw your faves you can commission me *twirls hair*)