@aileaxthevoidien is feeling suicidal right now. Please by god, we need to help them not die. Send them love. They need lots of it right now.
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Yall ever feel like you’re better off dead?
Like everyone just gives you the vibe that you’re bothering them so you feel like leaving?
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“I was in my room and I was just like, staring at the walls thinking about everything but then again, I was thinking about nothing and then my mom came in, and I didn't even know she was there. She called my name and I didn't hear her and then she started screaming, "Mike! Mike!" And I go, "What? What's the matter?" She goes, "What's the matter with you?" I go, "There's nothing wrong, mom" She goes, "Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!" I go, "No mom, I'm not on drugs, I'm okay, I'm just thinking, you know? Why don't you get me a Pepsi?" She goes, "No! You're on drugs!" I go, "Mom, I'm okay, I'm just thinking" And she goes, "No! You're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way!" I go, "Mom, just get me a Pepsi, please? All I want's a Pepsi" And she wouldn't give it to me. All I wanted was a Pepsi. Just one Pepsi and she wouldn't give it to me. Just a Pepsi!”
- Assyrian tablet, c. 2800 BC
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Nobody ever talks about how selfless it is to choose, over and over again, to not commit suicide. Nobody ever acknowledges the tremendous sacrifice suicidal people make every time we choose not to kill ourselves. When a person who is suffering so horribly that death seems like their best option decides not to take their one way out, and to instead remain in hell, day after day, month after month, year after year, because they don't want to hurt the people they love, they are doing something extraordinary. Not killing yourself when it's all you want to do is the purest act of love I can imagine. Dying for someone is easy - you don't have to deal with any of the consequences, you have your moment of nobility and then it's all over. But living for someone, when the simple fact of consciousness is literal torture for you? Every single suicidal person who ever made a choice to not kill themselves in a moment of misery is a goddamn hero in my eyes. Wanting to die and still surviving is an act of titanic courage and self-sacrifice. We deserve more credit for it.
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No man can relate to Institutionalized by Suicidal Tendencies like a woman can.
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