🐜☕️trying something new // tuesday 16th april
okay airing out my tiny wins every day on this blog has been Fun and all but I still feel like shit so switching tactics. this is my to-do list for today; i'll reblog with an update again before going to sleep and reveal how much was completed.
second day of online course ✏️
chapter 7 notes for history ✏️
finish reading book 4 extended project ✏️
go for half run half walk 🫁
screen time under 2.5 hours 🫀
☆彡
my outfit today is so fucking cool -> ergo I can't fail. Sometimes I wish I wasn't an anonymous faceless blog because my fits go so hard and I think my face is pretty but I'm trapped and bound by fear of digital footprint
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11/03/2023
today was the last day of my internship!! after saying goodbye to my coworkers/supervisors, i went to a café to finish reading normal people and study for the state bar (i'm on the last module). for the rest of the semester, my goals are to focus on my seminar and write my 30-page paper, study for the state bar, and have as much fun as possible before i go back to campus next sem😩
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friday 01/12/23
like 4-5 months ago i posted about how my uni path forward was mucky and confusing. i finally know exactly how to get there, and im genuinely so grateful for everything. despite procrastinating the german revision, which is my main way to uni, im still extremely grateful i know where im going and how. so yeah hopeful update
[ft. the sweater i was knitting in my last post]
♫ rush - troye sivan ♫
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Fifth week in anaesthesiology and ICU care unit
Spending half of the day in the hospital’s library to revise and take notes
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introduction (i am not going to live like this anymore)
hello, I’m 空 (kong).
it’s currently midnight on a school night. i have six hours of screen time, an unfinished to-do list, crushing inertia, and a university application waiting for me in a few months’ time.
i’m a good student, and i have high ambitions. yet for the last few weeks i’ve basically worked the bare minimum to keep up appearances, while living in a hole of dysfunction and self-hatred. not working, not reading, not speaking or relaxing. just festering.
i can’t do that anymore. i love myself too much to let this be my future.
so welcome to my blog: project Get Out Of This Hole No Matter What!
i’m a high school student doing my a-levels (humanities).
i speak english and chinese fluently.
updates will be posted to the #kong’s diaryᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ tag.
this will not be a “normal” studyblr. i won’t post pictures (i’m a minor, i don’t want irls finding me). it’ll be more like a diary, or a confessional.
to live fiercely, to inhabit my ideal. to give everything i can to the girl i love the most. that’s all i want. and it’s going to be hard.
but i can do it. i have to.
i don’t have any other choice.
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