another year, still drawing people doing things to each other. you might or might not know this but i started working as a doctor this year and i'm happy/proud it hasn't kept me from still drawing my silly little fictional guys. it's not much but it's honest work.

thank you to everyone who's liking, reblogging and commenting on my art! it means everything to me <3

i'm about to graduate college and i feel like i haven't done anything you're "supposed" to do in college? didn't finish my senior thesis, made barely any friends, spent the whole time napping and hating myself, didn't apply for jobs this year and am still closeted. i keep on lying to people that i'm keeping my shit together, but i'm not and it's just weighing on me. i don't want that to weigh on other people, but i can't keep lying? idk how to be honest and open lmao

Ah I relate to this more than I'd like to. I also feel like I didn't get nearly as much as I wanted to out of college. I've been fairly open about my experiences but I think it's just been alienating to others so I'm always wary of "just share how you're doing and be open!" rhetoric because...,,that Don't Always Work....but honestly if it's been weighing on you, you do deserve to take the pressure off. It's not as linear as people would have you think, but you don't have to keep it all inside. I would suggest talking to a therapist or a trusted loved one- someone who you think could actually help and be supportive. I'm sorry you feel like this, though, and I know how it feels. Sending good vibes ❣️