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I love how Good Omens show two different sides of how religious trauma can appear. On the one side you have the cast out / apostate, being being forcibly kicked out or leaving voluntarily because how you viewed faith changed. And then the other side of having one foot out and one foot in, wanting to stick to what feels safe and familiar despite the feeling of doubt and wanting to do what feels right to you without disappointing others/god in that faith

just a heads up that there may be a lack of fanart from me in the nearest future cause I want to focus on working on your commissions first and I recently rediscovered the love for my original universe which I’ll be posting more about on my instagram so if you’re interested in that you can follow me there!

My brain has just been going “YUZURU HANYU IS A HUSBAND” for the past 20 hours so I need to share some thoughts.

I don’t know about y’all but I’m still in shock, the information hasn’t fully sunk in yet and I keep getting surprised by reminders that this has in fact happened.

I’m consumed by many emotions, mostly positive (this feels like an euphemism, I’m so happy you would think I was the one getting married!). I’m glad he got to announce this on his own terms without leaks from the press and I’m so incredibly happy he’s got someone to love and be loved by. I also like that we know nothing about this person and I hope that we will never do, because the best thing you can do for your relationship while being this famous is keeping it as private as possible.

But I won’t lie to you, curiosity is KILLING me. When and where did they meet? How long have they been together? What is she like? What does she do? I’m sure she’s wonderful and I want to knowwww but also I don’t, you know? Anyway, I’ve started rambling, but as I said there are too many emotions and they’re a bit difficult to sort out.

This is a bit personal, but the tinge of sadness that I do feel is because I’ve been feeling pretty lonely lately and I guess I’m a little bit envious. I don’t want to get married but I do wish I had someone by my side, too. But in a way I think that this sadness will give me a push towards looking for my own happiness. Yuzuru always inspires me to go forward, after all.

Regardless, I’m so happy for him, I can’t stop thinking about him saying he’s “happy now” some time ago and I’m 🥺

He really is living his best life, free to do what he loves, constantly creating and improving, and with someone to share his life with!

After so many struggles and hardships he now has everything he deserves 🥹♥️

some sketches... aziracrow + crowley going through it :p

Mood 🌊 !.

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look if star trek is american toku sonoitarou are still soooooo fucking showacoded

Good morning and happy November the 5th to everyone!

I am trapped in a nightmare I can't wake up from. Every day is the same and I have to watch my life pass me by, time running away from me, as I can only repeat myself day in day out. I watch others as through glass, experiencing what I never will. Feeling how I never will.

And whenever something out of the usual happens, it's something bad, something shocking, terrifying or infuriating. That keeps me up for a night, has me recover from to a certain state, in which I then again linger, screaming silently, crying in grief.

For my own time, my soul and a life I never lived.

I’m sorry i’m not more social on here, I don’t really know how to be.

Forgive my absence. I had contacted some nasty food poisoning recently and my motivation has decreased due to other irl stuff. Just a heads up.

win: i actually was able to check my notifs by hiding any way anyone would be able to say anything directly to me

sorry i went through it again and i’m in recovery atm, haven’t been in the right state of mind to write smutt XD love y’all who read nonetheless! i’m sorry and i hope to get back into it soon!

Me and my problems🍁!.