"Du wirst niemals die Wahrheit von einem Narzissten hören. Du wirst eine Geschichte bekommen, in der er entweder der Held oder das Opfer ist, aber. niemals der Böse."

GURLS SHE WAS SERVING SO MUCH FUCKING CUNT IN THIS SCENE, SO FUCKING HANDSOME UGH FUCK

also "Your happiness is more important to me than seeing my own love realized"

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you with this bury your gays trope, I know this is a yuri anime and that they will eventually get together but jfc the heartbreak of knowing the person you love is straight but pushing on and loving them and supporting them even when you know they will never love you back fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me

I'm not crying you are.

hm. can't figure out what's wrong but the posting hasn't worked with the past two fics that were updated. but they were both updated and not new works. i'm still anxiously keeping an eye out!

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Haven't been online on FFXIV for some days now due to other games (Plague Tale, FFXVI). Now I finished Plague Tale (still got some pics to share), so there will be more time again for FFXIV.

See you in Eorzea!

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I'm just gonna say this rn -

so i think ill take a break from this blog

"Es ist unwichtig, wie hart du bist. Es zählt nur, wie loyal du bist."

Had a dream that S4 of umbrella academy was that Reginald trapped the siblings in a mansion, first episode was that they were stuck in a game of the game room. The game was like a space game with aliens. They had to defeat the game before being let out of the game. After defeating the game, wherein they found themselves waking up on the floor with said game behind them they went out to try and escape the mansion.

However, when they got outside they found themselves in a room full of stairs(like, imagine old timely castle like interior), Diego went to one part of the room that was a dead end, but the siblings saw him disappear as soon as he went there. Ben and Allison followed him to save him, then it shows that the three of them were transported into a secret room that looked like a jungle.

The three of them could see the door they walked through, it was like glass and all their siblings were looking at it trying to find a way to help them. The siblings only saw a wall, but the wall was like glass on their end.

When the trio tried to walk through the glass they couldn't. They were screaming for help but their siblings couldn't hear them. Then, weirdly enough, Raymond was with them? Allison tried to call for her husband, confident that he would hear her. He did somewhat hear her when he leaned in. Then, Allison started to slam her fists into the glass, like really really hard until it had some breaks where she tried to peel the glass shards through fingers alone, there's a lot of layers until Raymond could faintly see her through the wall.

Ben copied her and he pried open and shattered the glass with his hands alone. Five saw him and when Ben could somewhat get his body through the glass Five quickly pulled him. I remember specifically Five pulling Ben out, then Ben was too heavy for him that Five hilariously fell hard on the floor with Ben on top of him lol

Afterwards, they're at like a terrace where they could see the outside was a large and wide garden where they say they needed to go through to escape the mansion

Anyways, that was a wild ride for my dream umbrella academy S4 lmaooo

Plans for the rest of the year

Posted December 2022

I'm just posting this here so my readers on Tumblr also see this (this was originally a Status Update over on DevantArt):

Okay... so I'm going to put One Shall Rise on pause for a little bit...

As some of you know I've been struggling with writing the next part as I think it's too exposition dump-y. But I've finally figured out how to do it properly!

Or at least in a way that's less "Optimus Tells Megs what happened", which didn't seem in character for OP to do!

Which means I'm going to have to rewrite and redraw page 21 to 24...

That's the problem when writing fanfiction... you're publishing while you're still writing things... Sometimes you hit walls like this...

So here's the plan for the rest of the year:

- Christmas Special + Other quick minicomic(s) (possibly a crossover)

- A few Character Bio's

- Possibly some ask a characters If I have time.

I know this might dissapoint some of you... But I need time to rewrite things properly... And taking a break from it might help me creatively, as I admit I've been struggling to draw recently... I sit down to do line art and I just can't think of how to structure pages properly.

Eu sou forte. Pelo menos é o que digo pra mim mesmo, mas a verdade é que existem abismos inteiros entre ser, aparentar, fingir e eu realmente não sei em qual eu caibo. Mas forte mesmo é o meu coração. Tão remendado que aparenta ser uma colcha de retalhos, pobrezinho. Mas eu sempre achei colchas de retalhos a coisa mais bonita feita por costureiros, você não? Costurar pedaços, colar, juntar, fazer laços. É tudo muito bonito que chega a ser poético e você sabe que eu sempre fui fã de poesia. De certo, nunca as entendi. Mas a forma como você as recitava ao pé do ouvido, aquelas palavras, você, tudo isso fazia meu coração se sentir inteiro novamente. E só você é capaz de fazer com que eu me sinta assim, inteiro. Sem você, sou apenas mais uma colcha de retalhos. Bonita? Talvez. Mas ainda aos pedaços.

((I did my nails and I'm heading to the lake tomorrow so, expect no likes, reblogs, and or posts till I get back ok?))

... I really don't want to post this at first, but had to get it out of my system. I can delete it after, might, might not... idk! Lol. I know I am too old for this, not to brag... But have you ever felt after watching kids' TV shows back in the 90's and/or 2000's (and 2010's I must add) as a young child or younger just brings back memories? I remember watching Kids' TV shows way WAAAAAYYYY back, and other kids shows for older kids as well. Some kids' shows I still watch at this age, others.... Well.... Whenever I have nieces and nephews around, but some were new to me nowadays. I'm talking about WAAAAAYYYY back. Well, I don't remember if I had gotten to watch the originals now or not :/. However, old shows I remember as a young kid.... Really brings back childhood memories, and it breaks my heart to grow older, despite the factors in my life.

Childish, I know. Growing old isn't really the best, but that's just the way it is. I miss watching old Kids shows so much, I wanted to cry so badly :(. However, I still do watch shows or older children and all that, and movies too. I might bring my nieces and nephews to watch older kids shows one day ^^

Anybody feel the same way I do? Or differently? I am all the ears! (Might delete this soon)