supernatural s9e13 the purge (w. eric charmelo, nicole snyder)
this episode should come with an ED trigger warning
THIN MAN
Like hell you did, Jabba! I saw you slip a hot dog in your pocket!
LARGE MAN
Well, I hate to break it to you, pal, but that's no hot dog.
i don't know what the appropriate emoji is for the face i made.
jackles doing the sleep deprived thing well. even his voice sounds scratchier than normal when he starts talking
SAM
You sure you're okay, Dean?
DEAN
Why wouldn't I be?
SAM
'Cause -- I don't know you... This isn't about what I said the other day, is it?
DEAN
Oh, about that we're not supposed to be brothers? No, don't flatter yourself. I don't break that easy.
SAM
Oh, good, 'cause I was just being honest.
DEAN
Oh, yeah. No, I got that loud and clear.
💔ouch.
gettin a little over the top with the minnesota thing here (and cute at the michigan mug). stillwater is part of the twin cities metro :p i never heard that accent when i was living there. some accent! but not the fargo accent :P and what's up with trying to make this lovely lady look bigger than she is
deep breaths through this powdered donut gag. at least the cop and dean are enjoying them. jackles sounds congested again
MALA
Yes. Okay? We were having an affair -- for years, actually.
DEAN
I don't mean to be rude, uh... But how is it that Wayne McNut is your type? I mean, you're married to a man who's barely a buck -- wet.
MALA
What can I say? Sometimes it's nice to feel a little give...
DEAN
Oh. Yeah, I get that -- a little extra cushion for the, uh...
probably about as fat positive as we'll get but otherwise wtf
sigh. so the fat thing is like. the plot. listen. i'm not gonna comment on it going forward
SAM
Wait, you told that waitress the other day you were 29.
at least doing the math on dean's age is easy because he's one year older than i am. so he'd be 35? since this aired in 2014
DEAN
Because you're weird around girls.
SAM
What does that mean, weird?
DEAN
You're awkward. You know, weird -- Sam Weird. Sorry, man. I'm just... being honest.
petty but understandably so
what is going on with the set dressing. the bedding is clashing with everything, there's a full sized vintage mint colored fridge in this rando motel?? what
(be honest with you i'm fast forwarding through some of this weight related conversation)
been a hot minute since we had one of these (ah but this one didn't make the cut apparently)
DEAN
Nice shorts.
SAM
Nice hairnet.
DEAN
Yeah, why do I got to be the lunch lady?
SAM
Since when have you ever complained about being around food?
DEAN
Okay, this is not food.
ALONSO
Hey, new guy. Quit flirtin' with the trainer and keep scoopin', huh?
DEAN
How the hell do you know anything about yoga?
SAM
You're not the only one who's ever dated someone bendy.
okay
again with the weird tonal mix of awkward jokes and earnest serious feelings and normal banter
DEAN
These aren't "supplements", they're roofies.
SAM
What? How do you know what roofies look like?
DEAN
How do you not know? You think I want to end up in a hotel bathtub with my kidney carved out? In Chechnya?
but do you ever actually see the roofies in pill form if someone is roofying you? also not the typical concern of rohypnol-related crime.
dean's cute with the rumpled hair
like the exit lighting made extra dramatic and the silhouettes
DEAN
You said that you wanted to keep things strictly business. Well, last I checked, we were in the business of killing monsters.
SAM
I wanted to keep things strictly business between us. But I still have a heart. What if I had crossed paths with a hunter back when I was possessed by Gadreel? I could've ended up dead, too. Would I have deserved that? Would I have deserved to die?
didn't we just have this dilemma literally the last episode lol
DEAN
About what you said the other day.
SAM
I thought it didn't bother you.
DEAN
You know, Sam, I saved your hide back there. And I saved your hide at that church... And the hospital. I may not think things all the way through. Okay? But what I do, I do because it's the right thing. I'd do it again.
SAM
And that... is the problem. You think you're my savior, my brother, the hero. You swoop in, and even when you mess up, you think what you're doing is worth it because you've convinced yourself you're doing more good than bad... But you're not. I mean, Kevin's dead, Crowley's in the wind. We're no closer to beating this angel thing. Please tell me, what is the upside of me being alive?
DEAN
You kidding me? You and me -- fighting the good fight together.
SAM
Okay. Just once, be honest with me. You didn't save me for me. You did it for you.
well that hurts because it's true. but sam, what about you, when dean died? or nearly died? was that purely altruistic, just to have dean exist? in their grief after one of them has died, they are willing to trade places, both of them. but ultimately surely they both want both things, existence and to be together
DEAN
What are you talkin' about?
SAM
I was ready to die. I was ready. I should have died, but you... You didn't want to be alone, and that's what all this boils down to. You can't stand the thought of being alone.
DEAN
All right.
SAM
I'll give you this much. You are certainly willing to do the sacrificing as long as you're not the one being hurt.
he did go to hell so you specifically could live though, sammy, come on. 40 hell years, no less. that's a lot of being hurt. just to be fair
DEAN
All right, you want to be honest? If the situation were reversed and I was dying, you'd do the same thing.
SAM
No, Dean. I wouldn't. Same circumstances...I wouldn't. I'm gonna get to bed.
welp. that hurts more. imagining the potential hurt of him saying that combined with the "you didn't look for me while i was in purgatory for a year" thing, like it makes it more believable in that context. this has shades to me of when sam is still mad about something and saying shit he doesn't mean, but maybe that's just me hoping
dean really blew everything up. i guess that's the only logical tv response to their little handfasting ceremony, immediately set fire to their relationship
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