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...🙏..😳.please read.😳..🙏...
🪅 transmasc butch here......I am struggling a bit - miscalculated my spending by mistake & could use a little assistance @ the moment until I receive my next SSI check
🪅 could also use some $$$$ to order food tonight as it is too hot to cook/I physically can't handle cooking in this heat but would like to eat
✨......p*ypal link......✨
#it is so hot here......we have no food food that could be popped right in the oven and even so our kitchen overheats fast and#the few times i have cooked in heat so far this summer i begin to overheat so bad and so fast that it feels impossible to finish cooking#please reblog#paypal#trans help#financial support#financial need#financial help#low spoons#low energy#spill the beabs
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💔Sorry to do this again but emergency care packages for sale read below💔
🦠- Hi I'm Beans, I really hate to do this again but here goes.......I'm having financial troubles again. I'm real nervous because I just started a new job and I missed a day and a half of work for my teeth because the pain was unbearable (my wisdom teeth are growing in & they're impacted + most likely on the brink of infection because they're a lil black)? + according to the dentist I saw I needed a crown for another tooth that was not doing well too.
🦠- Since then I found out my Uncle was hospitalized and he actually died the other day & things have been extremely rough esp talking to my manager about it & it not going well. (I look suspicious because all this bad stuff is happening at once & I'm scared of losing my job)
🦠- On top of that the other day (a week after the tooth issues & a few days after the talk w/my manager I got a sharp pain in my ribs and since then my breathing has gotten worse (I bind so it's already not great).....it's to the point where it feels like I'm constantly gasping for more air.
🦠- Because of some other symptoms that have only gotten worse over the past week or so I told my therapist and long story short: I had to call my work and tell them I was gonna get tested for covid 19. I missed a few hours last week & now I'm gonna be losing more hours because I have to isolate until I get a negative result.
🦠- I'm already struggling physically and mentally, feel free to ask for more detail if you need to know more..... basically I work part time and can't handle more. I haven't applied for ebt or disability yet (I can explain more in a private message cause it's too much to write here)....
🦠- I'm gonna be selling some care packages for about $12 including shipping (if you're interested or have any questions feel free to private message me)....
🦠- Stuff in each care package: playlist (tailored to your music taste if you give me a theme or genre), lots of random stickers or I can do certain themes with the sticker filled envelope up to you, postcards, random cute Japanese envelope (prints vary), a thank you card, & maybe some doodles!
🦠- Worth mentioning: I also have beanie babie charms & clown charms I'm willing to part with - feel free to ask about them if interested!
🖍Feel free to pm me for my paypal as sharing it big time gives me dysphoria because it has my deadname in it🖍
🧸Thank you for reading & reblogging🧸
#please reblog if you can#this is so embarrassing becos i always have these troubles and all this bad stuff keeps#happening and im losing control and i feel too vulnerable and im losing touch more often#my brain worms are out of control and i literally cant cope#spill the beabs#like if you read#donation post#care package#care packages#stickers#stationary#support trans artists
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Garfie/Beans (he/him lesbean)
......💙💖🤍💖💙......❤️🧡🤍💖💜......
Happy Holidays 🫂✨ - ((thought I'd share my registry here, it kinda flopped royally on insta)) I also put some links for v*nmo/p*ypal below (v*nmo preferred) - thank you 🪱☮️⚧️🌎
😸💖Holiday Gift Registry💖😸
V*nmo and P*ypal
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➡️...help a queer pal out, please read...⬅️
I really hate making these posts but........
~ I get social security - my group home takes almost all of it (it's taken as rent) and I'm left with basically nothing
~ I could use some $$$$ for groceries/cover bills/emergency money........etc
[note: I recently got told that ppl in gle's can get food stamps again so I'll be applying asap w/a staff @ my gle] ☞☞ but I still need help w/bills
🦎 p*ypal: https://www.paypal.me/OliverBeans
🦎 amazon wishlist
Thank You for reading & reblogging
#donation post#donations#signal boost#please reblog#help with bills#queer help#trans help#queer#trans masc#trans#transgender#pride month#lgbt#lgbtq#spill the beabs
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everytime I go to the store and choose not to look at pills and blades I'm brave
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i know I'm disgusting but I am trying to change, I know I'm disgusting but there are roadblocks,
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the nightmares are becoming too much, they feel too real these days, I don't want to think about it, I don't want to keep reliving different traumas, I go out into the community w/a staff and the memories don't stop, it all feels so heavy, it's all starting over again, I feel unwell,
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whats the emoji for is it cause youre disgusting?
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⚠️•Please read•⚠️
🏳️🌈~I genuinely hate to keep making these posts but.....I'm a disabled & mentally ill trans guy and i need financial help
🏳️🌈~My chances of getting social security/disability were sabotaged by a staff in my group home.....they lied about helping me finish & sending in the application....another staff found it and it was sent in too late
🏳️🌈~I'm in the process of waiting for an appointment with social secuirty to reapply
🏳️🌈~My group home is supposed to take 75% of my income but at least leave me with $200 a month - because of that I only get $200 a month amd that about covers my bills (I'm also not eligible for food stamps because i live in a group home)
🏳️🌈~I am unable to work right now - in the last few years my mental illness has gotten much worse making it impossible to hold down a job while staying out of the hospital
🏳️🌈~Really any help would be appreciated - I'm open to art commissions
⚠️links for my art insta, cashapp, paypal, and amazon wishlist will be in the comments/reblogs⚠️
[Tags: @anarcblr @mutualaidnetworking @donationposts @donationboost @mutualaidshare @boosts-blog @shareyourdollar ]
#please reblog lol#spill the beabs#donation post#boost#signal boost#pride month#mutual aid#crowdfunding
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*wears a clown nose to my zoom session with my therapist* :•)
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I'm so exhausted, I'm so tired, the dreams won't stop. My brain won't stop & reality bites so I dissociate till I'm not real. I feel so helpless - like I have nothing to hold onto. I'm gonna be financially fucked on top of all this. I don't know anymore.
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I feel really alone with what's going on in my life.
#i feel like a failure like i cant work im not ready to work and i feel like people see me as a dead beat which they're probably right i am#i still havent gotten disability and its such a long process and even if i do get it my group home will take a big portion of it#im so fucked and frustrated and most days i cant get out of bed because im so fucking depressed#leaving my room to socialize is exhausting#im trying to think of what to do and im running low on ideas#i struggle in public alone like i have to go out with staff or another resident#ive considered s*x work but that would just retraumatize me and ive considered maybe working from home but#that would be too much and god idk idk idk idk everything is just overwhelming at the moment#im so tired and drained so i sleep sleep sleep sleep safe in my room#negative tw#tw#spill the beabs
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#im so tired of begging for help all the time why cant the disability social security people actually recognize im disabled#ill never escape poverty#ill never be financially stable and its frustrating#i cant handle working right now pet alone being in public alone or for extended periods of time#i just want to order some burger king amd cry lol but im too poor#spill the beabs
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Face mask? ON
Pussy? OUT
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You've heard of "just guys bein' dudes?" New era means new meme.....
....just clowns bein' fools.....
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