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buglaur · 1 year
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baby is on the way!
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only good screenshot i’ve ever taken of an ea baby. still hate them though, they were immediately aged up lol
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milkpansa-archive · 2 years
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PORSCHE PACHARA I Kinnporsche Ep 5
#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#kinnporche the series#porsche pachara#apo nattawin#zzarchive#i normally tag darlings but im going to think out loud a bit so ill spare you <3 if you do happen to see and read this. im so sorry sahjksdh#do ignore really. its late and idk what im saying anyway. maybe i;ll properly talk about this someday but this is just real fast real simple#so i dont forget#okay so. anyways. this took me so long. was very hard and weirdly confronting and cianshine if you happen to see this. i got through it!!!!#also had like three breakdowns but were ignoring that#anyways. onto the episode#when i first saw this ep it was so ridiculously confronting and jarring and i didnt know what to do with it all tbh. but making this set#really forced me to properly look at him so now i have even more thoughts#and the thing with this episode is#it is obviously very different from the first couple of eps and there is this clear shift in tone that is so deliberately put there#and its like this punch in the gut. this wake up call#and throughout this episode he just appears to be so so lost#he doesnt know what to do with these feelings. doesnt know what to properly make of them and you see it in literally everything he does#he is so obviously affected by it all but refuses to let it show because what good will it do#but then he also gets punished and then its not just him being lost#there is this clear sense of anger and betrayal#whats interesting about traumatic situations-idk what to call it so were going with that-is that its usually not just the actual situation#that fucks with you. it is the aftermath of it all that plays such a pivotal part in how you come out of it#and tbh i feel like that is vey much the case for porsche#because yes he is so confused about the whole situation. but then everything afterwards just leaves him with this clear sense of betrayal#and anger. and so he acts on those feelings. feelings he knows#but it just backfires and all he is left with is more hurt#but the second time theyre on his home ground and there is such a shift in power that was so necessary for this to work. but then they get#interrupted by dumbass men who go: boo time to die so that's the end of this i guess
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beomgyutual · 17 days
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i finally have wifi who else cheered 😽😽
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samanthamulder · 7 months
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this time tomorrow germany could be the world champion in men's basketball. let that sink in.....
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apathyfairy · 2 years
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ok. i’m tired of feeling sorry for myself and just wanting to die. tomorrow i’m going to wake up and do something with my life and be happy and find a way to enjoy my miserable little life
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westernsunshine · 1 year
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Hate when you finally find a copy of a book you’ve been searching for for ages and then as soon as you start it you’re like “actually I’m not in the mood to read this right now”
#i had to pirate it because it’s damn near unavailable in the uk for some reason#my options were £200 hardback or £6.99 ebook but it’s in french#and i just don’t see myself learning french that fast. plus i don’t trust those insanely expensive listings#has anyone ever bought like an out of print book or tarot deck or something for a random expensive price like £86.37#and had it actually arrive? because i want to know what’s going through the heads of people who list those kinds of prices#like yeah at an auction an out of print book could absolutely reach that but amazon is not an auction site lmao#ANYWAY. so i pirated the book because literally my only other choices were learn french or spend a solid 3 days’ wages on ONE book#and neither of those things were happening#and now i don’t even want to read it. like i don’t Not want to read it but i’m just like.. i feel like the reason this went out of print#(in the uk anyway) is that it’s not as good as his other two. like the horror showed up in the PROLOGUE. i’m sure there’s more to it#but like where is the suspense. where is the buildup. brother you put me through hell and back with the other books and now you’re showing#me a cryptid on page 3? what is the reason#i mean yeah in both of the other books horrifying stuff did start happening right from the beginning; but it was literally just a quick#taster of what was to come. it wasn’t like. the WHOLE thing. you’re telling me a cryptid that eats motherfuckers is NOT the main horror????#in that case i am completely unequipped to read this at the present moment. i have too many shifts booked in the near future to sign myself#up for a night of sleep THAT bad. so. it’s going back on the proverbial shelf. sorry.#watch me put off reading this for so long that it gets an affordable reprint lmao#personal
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aroaessidhe · 2 years
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there’s been ‘audiobooks aren’t reading’ discourse on booktok lately (embarrassing), and in the margins of that - and also on here recently - I keep seeing this idea that reading ‘too much’ or too fast’ is bad............genuinely, who cares? how is that anyone’s business?
‘people are focusing on numbers instead of reading quality books just to post about it on social media!!!!’ do you actually know that? if an individual realises themselves that they’re doing that, and thinks it is bad....they can stop. if you are not that person how would you know?
similarly it goes hand in hand with this vitriol against skim reading - oh no! someone is reading fast and not taking in every single word! sometimes they miss things! clearly this is because they’re obsessed with showing off how many books they read in a year and they’re not comprehending anything in the books. Not, i don’t know, they’re a bookseller and it’s literally their job to know about as many different books in all sorts of genres as they can. or, maybe they just want to have a broad understanding of lots of books even if they’re not obsessed with all of them! maybe they like listening to things in the background while they work. stop treating every single book as if it’s the pinnacle of literacy that deserves your utmost attention!!! like if you can understand people can watch random movies or tv shows for fun, or in the background while they’re focusing on other things....you can understand people do that with some books too right? and it doesn’t inherently mean they do that with every book they read?
it seems to be this mindset that skim reading is like......a binary thing that you do or don’t do. Not something you can choose to do on certain books, certain chapters, certain paragraphs, and also vary the speed of your reading.. I skim read books sometimes because I know they’re not personally for me but I want to finish them so I can form a full opinion of them, or be able to recommend them to someone I know might like it. I am an illustrator and listen to audiobooks all day while I work and use the library so it’s no cost of time or money to do this a lot. and if I’m skim reading a book and then I realise I am actually loving it...get this.....I can start reading it slower. I can even read it again. 
in conclusion it’s truly so embarrassing to watch people arguing about how other people consume media?
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mooodyblue · 1 year
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hi im venting in the tags don't mind me 🙃
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lovedeathalice · 2 years
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Still tho… Imagining my scumbag parents having the hall to visit after selling me because they want something from Eren. Except where’s Eren? I just explain cheerfully that he’s working and continue to chat them up for about 30 minutes. Then he comes out of the kitchen looking so pretty in a lovely Victorian maid outfit, carrying a tray of tea and sandwiches. He keeps his head down at all times, and his hideous potty mouth has been replaced by a perfectly submissive vocabulary, like I’ve taught him 🤤
HUH????? PLEASEEEE LMFAOOOO THIS SHIT IS TOO FUNNY😭😭😭 IM PICTURING IT & IT MAKES ME SO UNCOMY😭😭😭
Man i really don't know abt this one!!! Bc CW Eren would NEVER😭 it's just not anything that would happen in this au, like at all 😭 Plus if you've read Suffocate, the dynamic between u & Eren makes it very clear that you're far from a light-hearted situation like this. And that you have no power whatsoever over him, like at all😭
But hey if it makes u happy then by all means I'm all for the sub Eren fantasies ig?
In my fics tho, this is how all my Erens are:
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Zero subbiness, unfortunately!
But power to u & all the sub maid Eren lovers as well🙏🏼
Btw all the tags are in general & not directed towards u, just me speakin my thoughts lmao
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squinko · 10 months
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dances moves and grooves i get to see my niieecceeee
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crow-with-a-knife · 1 year
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What if I explode. What then.
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ofgentleresolve-a · 2 years
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@jeoseungsaja​ sent in: BUT ALSO "You can tell me." (Hyurick iN THE BLACK KNIGHT VERSE 👀) || emotional vulnerability all of my muses’ worst nightmare great 🙃 ( ft. you can tell me meme )
A bitter laugh. His arm stings, a bullet having grazed it, ripping through the fabric above. It’s like a wall, wound after wound piling on top of one another. But it’s all good, the human body is meant to be regenerative- as long as he can walk and fight, he can take as many as NECESSARY.
Although perhaps the Black Knight would have preferred for the bullets to graze well, maybe lower.
Anywhere that doesn’t intersect with the burn scars. But then again, he supposes that would quite the demand- asking the bullets to avoid his arms, his shoulders, and his neck. The easiest places for someone to strike.
( The oil they poured on him trickled down like water and when the roads were paved, the FLAMES followed that path. )
It doesn’t take an expert to know they’re scars from long ago, but Hyuk would know from first glance they’re burn scars. He’s seen his fair share of burns throughout his time at Gangnam Station. That, and that young woman taking up his apartment, the one who occasionally feeds the pigeons with Myungdae, Suki, he’s probably seen her scars up close for long enough to recognize severe ones when he sees them.
“And why would you want to know? I’m not your friend. You’ve already made it very clear you couldn’t care less about what happens to me.” Well it’s the TRUTH, isn’t it? The Black Knight keeps breaking into his office, threatens to stab him on a frequent enough basis, and spits on the memory of himself Hyuk’s dear dead friend. Understandably, Hyuk would be hostile. Bitter.  The only reason Hyuk doesn’t fight him on it is that the Black Knight is his only means of getting closer to the truth. Or so the detective thinks.
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( Perhaps it’s getting to be that time. Breaking the partnership, for Hyuk’s SAFETY. Patrick will be alone again, but at least Hyuk will be safe. )
And yet the Black Knight averts his gaze, chastised. The hat shifts to one side- he readjusts it, finger rubbing over the brim. He shouldn’t have said that. That’s not like him, this bitterness welling up and bleeding through like an open wound.
But then again, it not like Hyuk either, showing open concern. Let alone insisting the Black Knight’s arm needs treatment.
Ironically though, it’s probably the most open Patrick has been with his dear friend in years. So Patrick can’t lie to Hyuk, even with the mask and the tall collar covering his face. That doesn’t mean he can’t withhold information or EMOTIONS for that matter.
That doesn’t count as lying. Not really.
( Pawn would point out that sounds more like an excuse. )
“You think you’re the only one with a vendetta?” He turns away sharply, ripping his arm out of Hyuk’s grasp. It burns now, unable to differentiate between current pain and GHOST of older ones. “You do realize you’re your friend wasn’t the only one ANACHRON made an example out of.”
#gun tw#trigger warning bc of the image :D#jeoseungsaja#jeoseungsaja ( ft. lee hyuk )#i having made you “a liar” would turn your lies into truths ( ft. patrick & hyuk || black knight verse )#( verse: a knight is never without their sword. )#you: gives me sweetness with hyuk and mrs nam- I SAW THAT AND I WANNA RESPOND/REACT TO THAT SOON 🥲#me: *this happens HESJJSJDJE 😭😭😭*#PATRICK GRACE- WHAT ARE YOU DOING#NO#C’MON ur best friend is just trying to be a decent person and THIS IS WHAT U DO#literally you wouldn’t be in this place if you JUST TOLD HIM…..#but also Patrick biting back hard….bc any time someone tries to pry into his past he gets defensive- fast#and of course later now the line he would be open with hyuk but for now- Low key think this is actually??#the first time he’s being open about how he feels about this situation….#which is bitter af and he can’t admit it but he hates that most if not all of his connections#all go back to him being the black knight and them needing him to be 😰#basically he feels like the person he really is….they don’t see that as valuable#WHICH JUST?? IS MAKING HIM ESP RESENTFUL ATM IM SORRY HYUK#but also hyuk really seeing the scars now….so how is he going to react when he puts two and two together#that Patrick as the black knight also has these scars…..#🙃🙃🙃 Patrick’s going to hate bc that’s one of MANY things he would not want hyuk knowing#along with just how he’s coping with well life in general#ANYWAYS I WORDVOMITED SO IF NONE OF THIS MADE SENSE FEEL FREE TO IGNORE IT ALEX!!#THANKS FOR SENDING IN ILL PROBABLY BE ANSWERING THESE OUT OF ORDER….🥲#BUT ALSO HAVE A GOOD DAY!! and if you want me to change anything do let me know ☺️#under the same sky ( queue. )#cull the shame ( aka ferre talks. )#( answered: patrick. )#that would truly be wonderful ( answered. )
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lovevalley45 · 2 years
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with ba2umia eps coming out abt every other week and taz e going back to a biweekly schedule i wish they came out on alternating weeks instead of within 24 hours of each other
n part of that is bc it would make the wait for both seem shorter but also bc then i wouldn’t have to go from being merely whelmed by the ep of taz e to going mad over whatever shit brian murphy decides to pull over in naddpod
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hearties-circus · 2 years
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Hate how all my motor functions and sight just fuck off when I get tired
#gamer txt.#my eyesight gets worse im more prone to headaches walking is more of a chore and i become significantly more stumbly#i dont trust myself to walk up stairs without holding onto a railing but i get tired and pulling myself up with the railing is not possible#i just slam myself into the side of a wall and hope my not holding onto anything wont fuck me when i inevitably stumble#twice today ive stood up and immediately fallen back down wnd had to take a moment to try again#the last time that happened was during the punishment when i was literally too physically weak to do it! what the fuck is my body doing??#i know i talk about my little penguin waddle in a humorous way but it is so upsetting that that is the only fuvking way i can walk safely#and even then i still stumble sometimes! the danger control is just easier#its noticeable and people dont take me seriously because im legitimately waddling and it sucks bc i just dont want to hurt myself#and when i walk normal my legs constantly veer off and get in eachothers way and that also looks stupid#but i genuinely cant fucking do anything about it and i cant walk fast bc i Cant and bc when i try i become more accident prone#and then i get tired and my already poor motor skills just shut the fuck off#i keep thinking im going to fall down the stairs and i keep nearly doing it via stumbling or suddenly losing balance#oh! and my balance! it used to be so good now i fucking fall over when im just standing still! what the fuck is thst about??#why the hell am i going to a crowded public place that requires a lot of walking tomorrow#i really really didnt think about tgat did i#vent#ig?#sorry i just. i remember that i never used to think about how i move and i get really upset that now i have to or i hurt myself#although ive gotten better about veering off into door frames so. thats something
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tragedygf · 3 months
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the nate&cassie plot was so unserious literally who asked
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mothocean · 10 months
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My headphones broke. Again. Why does this keep happening
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