No you don’t get it okay Fabian is his father’s son through and through. He worships him. His father told him to be tough and so he got tough, his father told him to not to be vulnerable and so he was never vulnerable. He wanted to cut a man’s heart out to make a point. He lost his eye, he killed his dad. Just like his father before him. Fabian Seacaster is an extension of William Seacaster, he is his legacy, he even wears his eyepatch.

But the thing is is that Fabian Seacaster also is not his father. They are one and the same and yet they are nothing alike. Because see, Fabian grew up so very loved, and he loved so much in return. I’m willing to bet old Bill Seacaster had nothing like that. The simple fact of Fabian growing up loving his father with such intensity proves that Fabian is nothing like Bill! Because I do not think Bill really knew love like that, love with that intensity, until Fabian was born. Despite all the dysfunction in his family, Fabian knew what it was to love and be loved from day 1. That doesn’t mean he knows how to say it - he’s his father’s son after all, and admitting to love is admitting to weakness, which is of course inexcusable. But he knows it anyway. So when he does make friends, he can love and respect and protect them with all his life, and they do the same in return. And in that he is nothing like his father. In that he is better. And at the end of it all, in a final moment of vulnerability, his father admits that he’s proud of him for that, proud that Fabian is different. But Fabian is still his father’s son. So he destroys the evidence

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