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#so uh yeah happy pride I guess or something like that idk lol
storfulsten · 2 years
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Survey #389
“i’m well aware i’m a danger to myself  /  are you aware i’m a danger to others?”
How much do you weigh? Yeah, we're starting off on a bad foot. If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Putting Roman's used litter in the trash. Do you think you can love someone without trusting them? Hm... I guess you could love them, but it'd be a complicated situation. What’s your opinion on people who go hunting for sport? If it's purely for sport, from the very bottom of my heart, fuck you. Do you have a fairly fast or slow internet connection? I'd say it's decently fast. Have you ever been someplace tropical? Yeah, Florida. My grandma lived there. Are you sensitive to caffeine? No. It does like... nothing to me. How do you usually get around? My mom's car. Have you ever been accused of being too clingy? No actually, but I know I kinda am. What do you think about Kim Kardashian? I don't have an opinion of her. Can you speak any French? No. Favorite yogurt flavor? The only yogurt I've been liking lately is cookies and cream to add a different texture, because otherwise, I don't like its natural texture very much??? Idk man, my taste buds are wild. How much money do you have in your wallet right now? Just like $5. What bottled water brand do you like? Essentia. Your favorite way to eat chocolate? As chocolate bars, probably. How often do you listen to country music? Like, never. Linkin Park or Avenged Sevenfold? Linkin Park. Last surgery you had? Pilonidal cyst removal. Have you ever played guitar? I briefly took classes for it in high school, yes. Best I got to was playing some of the intro to "Crazy Train." I enjoyed it, but not enough to be consistent and really learn. Is there someone in your life whose career/life choices you find immoral/unethical? Have you ever told that person your views? Do you find it difficult to support them (emotionally or otherwise) because of their choices? I don't think so? What trait do you feel you lack that you wish you possessed? Independence and confidence would be nice... Have you ever considered writing your memoirs? No. Do you find it difficult to stay invested in online relationships? God no. I love my online friends. Half of 'em more than "irl" ones. Are you the type of person who pays close attention to the release dates of movies, music, etc., and will, for example, go see a movie or buy an album on the date it is released? If so, when is the last time you did so? I have to be VERY invested in it to care THAT much. It happened most recently when Meerkat Manor: Rise of the Dynasty premiered. Do you have any stickers on your laptop? No. Would you rather have a job for which you had to go in early in the morning or one you had to stay late into the evening at? Early in the morning. I'm in a better mood in the morning. Do you use any apps to track your health or medications? I have a calorie-counting app, as well as one to track my period. Whose opinions/recommendations do you value most? My mom's, best friend's, and psychiatrist's. If you could’ve been at any historical event, which would you have liked to witness firsthand? I don't really know. Maybe the very first Pride event? Is there something that you really want to do but are afraid of doing? If so, why are you afraid of doing it? Ride a rollercoaster, for one. I know I never will, though. I'm too afraid of throwing up, but even more realistically, I fear passing out before of the twisting and turning and just standing up makes me very dizzy. My blood pressure is STUPID low. What is something society “expects” you to do that you don’t want to do and/or don’t plan on doing? Have kids. That's a big 'ole fat no from me. Have Jehovah's Witnesses ever come to your door? Twice at least. Are you well-known by people in your area? No. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? No, thank Christ. It sounds terrifying. What's your favourite type of bird? Barn owls. Melanistic ones, to be exact. Stunning. What tv show(s) have you been watching currently? I'm only keeping up with Meerkat Manor: Rise of the Dynasty. Have you ever dated a smoker? For less than a day. Do you share a middle name with any of your siblings? Yes. Have you ever been a member in a band? No. Besides the school band. Can you cry on command? If so, have you ever used it to your advantage? No. Do you have separate emails for personal and business? No. Have you ever missed a flight? Yes. Have you ever seen a lunar eclipse? Multiple times. Have you ever taken a ride in a convertible? I think once with my brother. Why did you last need to use a band-aid? I'unno. What fruit do you eat most often? Apples. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? My ma. Has someone ever tried to start an argument with you over Facebook? What happened? A few times. I don't feel like thinking over this. Have you ever had an unusual type of milk (eg. oat, rice, almond)? I've tried almond milk, and I hated it. If you could experience life as a Disney princess for a week, which princess would you pick and why? uhhhhhh idk When you’re at home, do you spend most of your time in your room? I'm essentially always in my room. If you like to sleep in late, have your parents ever told you off for doing so? No. Do you find piercings attractive? Yep. Do you like potato chips? Loooove 'em. What’s the most stalker-like/creepy thing you’ve ever done? If you don’t think you’ve done anything like that, what’s the most stalker-like thing someone’s done to you? Nothing beyond checking Jason's Facebook sometimes after the breakup, I think. Even that though I wouldn't recommend doing. You're just going to get yourself hurt. Stay away from exes' profiles. Do you think it’s a double standard that a woman can hit a man and expect to get away with it, but if a man hits a woman it’s assault? Yep. I don't give a fuck what's in your pants, you don't hit anybody unless you're fighting to defend yourself. What’s your favorite old Disney movie and favorite new Disney movie? I mean... define "old." I'll go with The Lion King for old, and for new, uh... Finding Dory, probs. Name something “trendy” or popular that you dislike. I don't really know what IS trendy right now... Is Snapchat still "in?" Because I've never gotten that. “Dirty talk” in the bedroom…love it, like it, don’t care, dislike it, or hate it? I think I'm kinda neutral about it? Like I mean it also depends on exactly what is said. I prefer more loving talk, though. What is/are your favorite type(s) of ethnic food, and what’s your favorite food within that type? I'm a basic fatass that likes American cuisine most, aha... Like give me a cheeseburger and I'm happy lmao. How would you describe your relationship with your hair over the years? I love it more now at a short length than I ever did long. When it was long and I was in my deepest depression, I was awful about brushing it. It would get so knotted. Like looking back, it nearly makes me shiver. I HIGHLY recommend cutting your hair for anyone who struggles with selfcare. How do you feel about your SO daily/regularly checking up on a couple of his exes on social media? I'm single, but hypothetically, if you're checking an ex's page nearly every day, I would not be okay with that. I'm totally fine with exes remaining friends and just cordially talking now and again, but that's it. It's a respect thing. Do you prefer your guy to wear cologne or not? I personally like cologne if it's not overwhelming. I really don't care if you wear it or not, though. Ladies, how important is it to you that your SO wears/would wear a wedding ring? This survey is so heteronormative. But anyway, unless there was an issue like it not fitting, I'd want my spouse to wear their ring. What was the turning point that led you to decide for or against having children? There are a lot of reasons I don't want kids. I'm too selfish with my "me" time, I stress out too easily, I don't want to dedicate my life to keeping another person alive and fed and happy, I have bad genes... I could go on and on. I just wouldn't be a good, "present" enough mom. I am much more interested in ensuring *I* am okay. Is having your “dream” wedding really that important to have? Not at all. I mean I want a smooth and memorable wedding, but I'm not obsessed with it being perfect. Do you consider it cheating if your SO goes to a strip club and then doesn’t tell you? That's certainly not cheating, but I wouldn't like it. Being secretive about anything in a relationship is unhealthy, imo. I'd be hurt and also very insecure because I wouldn't feel like "enough." How old is too old for trick-or-treating? Honestly? I don't think you ever are. Like come on, does it REALLY matter? Let people have fun. I don't do it because of societal standards, but I would if I didn't care about being judged. Do you sleep with your arms over or under the covers? It depends on the temperature, but I normally wake up with them under. Do you own any t-shirts of your favorite band? I have an Ozzy one stored somewhere, but it doesn't fit me now. There was another I really liked too, but that one is WAY too small now. Fries or onion rings? Fries. I'm not a fan of onion rings. True/False: you’ve had an odd dream this week. Story of my life. I had one last night where I kept dying in different ways, and I actually felt the pain, like drowning in magma. Do you find tattoo sleeves attractive? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Do you like carving pumpkins? Yeah. What’s an animal you want to have as a pet but can’t? My mom has absolutely forbidden me to get a tarantula (uh, many tarantulas in my case) until I move out, lol. That doesn't stop me from checking Craigslist like every day. ;_; Have your parents ever caught you drinking? "Caught," no. Any time I've drunk, I've had permission or was a legal adult by then. How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door? First be humiliated at my appearance and then absolutely pass out lmao. Has your mom/dad ever walked in on you kissing or anything more with someone? No, thank fuck. The person you have a crush on is drunk and goes to kiss you, you know they don’t realize what they’re doing, but do you kiss anyways? If I know it's something they wouldn't do sober, absolutely not. What would you prefer to get from a guy/girl: flowers, a hand written poem, a picture he drew of you or a nice night out? Any would be lovely, but the poem would appeal most to me because of the amount of thought that goes into poetry. Do you any shirts with any kind of images of food on them? What? I don't think so, no. Which holiday is the most fun to decorate for? Halloween. What was the first website you had an email account on? Yahoo. Have you ever written a fanfic? No. Tattoos or piercings? Both are grand, but tats win. What’s the last gross movie/show/video you saw? I saw this picture of a snake split open that had eaten another snake. Would you rather live in a huuuge house or a little cozy one? Lil cozy one! I don't want more space than is needed for cleaning reasons, as well as price. Do you have a tutor for anything? No. Who’s the best kisser you know? Jason was. Has anyone ever threatened you with a knife? No. I'd like it to stay that way. (If you’re a girl) Has anyone ever called you "shortie" instead of girl? Ew, no. Do you have a deep voice? For a woman, yes. Do you play games with boys/girls, like 'hard to get’? Hi, I'm an adult. Is there a Sonic where you live? YES. It's my fave fast-food place. What do you like on your pizza? I have three go-tos depending on my mood: Pepperoni, jalapenos, or meat lovers.
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damthosefandoms · 3 years
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@haljordangreenjedi tagged me so….
1. why did you choose your url?
I THINK because I was using the username on another social media platform at the time and I got sick of seeing “julie-teh-fangirl” every time I opened up tumblr. also, having “fandom” in the name was very in back in 2013. I would change it, but I think it’s way too late now, lol. and I was and still am forever a pjo stan, hence the “dam.”
2. any sideblogs?
uh, yeah, but @fastestloseralive is the only one I really use. I have a green lantern one which is @wannabegreenjedi but it’s not worth following bc I basically just use the sideblogs to reblog some posts so I can look at them later lol. I have a couple others saved that I don’t really use and are just there to have the url saved
3. how long have you been on tumblr?
too long. I made it in May 2013 I think? But I didn’t really use it until like, the fall of 2014.
4. do you have a queue tag?
hahahahhahahahah NOPE. I don’t have a queue
5. why did you start your blog in the first place?
I think originally it was to find the origin of all the tumblr posts I’d see on Instagram, mostly for pjo stuff but also one direction, mcu, etc. I know I had bad taste let’s move on thanks
6. why did you choose your icon?
because the one before this was fun!! I love Wally. but today I changed it to ace Bart for pride!!
7. why did you choose your header?
flashfam good makes me happy next question
8. what’s your post with the most notes?
I think it’s actually a pjo post from when they announced the tv show, and I’m sure there’s a few I’m not remembering. But I know that this one has a particularly high number of notes, so, you get that.
9. how many mutuals do you have?
I’m gonna explain why in a second, but I have, well, if you count just people I’m follow back, way too many. people I’ve talked to on here once or twice that I reblog shit from? maybe 20ish? idk. My close friends whom I love and speak to every day and cherish and are the people I really genuinely consider mutuals? four. and they know who they are.
10. how many followers do you have?
As of right now, 2935.
11. how many people are you following?
…okay. so for a few years until my follower count got up to like, 800-ish, I used to follow back everyone who followed me. I don’t do that anymore because I’m lazy and I turned off email notifications for new followers. Also, you gotta keep in mind that I’ve been on tumblr a LONG time, and have gone through a LOT of hyperfixations and phases since I got on here, and I never ever bothered to clear out who I was following. So I’m following about 2685 people right now. And I follow back like 800ish of them, so, that’s why mutuals means basically nothing to me. At least not by the definition of who I’m following back. If you’ve talked to me? If we’ve chatted in dm or sent asks or whatever? Then we’re mutuals. I guess. If we talk on discord a lot I consider us friends and if you’re in The Group Chat, well, you know I love you guys, you guys are my best friends. And then there’s Destiny who is literally the only person on earth allowed to call me bestie!!!! ok I’m done now
12. have you ever made a shitpost?
all my posts are shitposts
13. how often do you use tumblr each day?
well according to what my phone tells me, in the last ten days I have spent about 18 hours added up on tumblr. So too much. I just get bored! Not my fault.
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? 
oh probably waaaaaay back in the day. do I remember it? no. I don’t see the point in it though. if you hate me just block me and move on. drama is unnecessary. I’m so tired. I’m here to look at pretty pictures and read about my favorite characters. I’m not here to start pointless arguments with people.
15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? 
if it’s something funny like a cute picture of a dog? great. if it’s guilt tripping people? If it’s just being generally annoying? if I don’t feel like reading stuff that’s going to stress me out etc etc I won’t reblog it. Again, this is just a place for fun. To relax. Tumblr isn’t a newspaper, you know? Just cause I don’t reblog something doesn’t mean I don’t support it. You don’t know what I’m doing or not doing in real life about it. Tumblr isn’t real! You don’t have to reblog stuff if you don’t want to! Life still goes on! I’m sorry for the rant, again, I’m so tired.
16. do you like tag games?
Yes! Do I like tagging people? No!
17. do you like ask games?
Yes! Do they exhaust me sometimes? Also yes! I get stressed about linking back to the og post sometimes and also I never know if anyone will respond to I don’t do them very often but. You know. I love asks, even if I’m slow at answering them lol
18. which of your tumblr mutuals do you think is famous? 
I’m gonna skip this one because we all know it’s Destiny. I’m sure there are others too
19. do you have a crush on a mutual?
like a “I want to be your friend so bad crush?” sure. A crush-crush? ???? I’m aroace and why would I be in love with people I’ve never met I don’t get that
20. tags
I’m just tagging the last five people in my dms so if you already got tagged or don’t feel like doing it ignore this lol
@huilian @cinnamqn @bi-felicia-hardy @rainbow820 @yeolly-yeost
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Favorite character: All variations of Edd. He’s very versatile, because people write him as bubbly and quirky, as edgy and teasing, as childish and kind to his friends and his friends alone, etc etc. And you can do that reasonably because Edd has kinda weird characterization in the series, so you can basically do whatever you want, and pretty quickly make a character so far removed from canon that you just. Make him your oc. (which is what i did lol)
Least Favorite character: Mark, just because he doesn’t have that many lines, and it’s sort of the same situation that Edd has, but unlike Edd where his characterization shifts depending on the episode, Mark just doesn’t have any characterization at all. So it’s all the freedom of making it up as you go, but no, like...checkpoints? Nothing to tether you to anything? It’s like going on random name generator and trying to make a character from just that.You can only really assume his character based off his friends, but...it’s just not really as much fun. (I say this as if I don’t have long intricate hcs for fucking Marco for fucks sake).
5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): Uh, I don’t really dislike any of them. I guess maybe milkman x hellucard, since both of them aren’t really noticed by Edd like they wish they were, so they both get with each other to “make Edd jealous”. then they grow frustrated that it’s not making Edd jealous, so they try to do that thing where they fall for each other instead, but then they realize they actually don’t like each other all that much and break up and go back to what they were doing before.
Character I find most attractive: I guess Eduardo, since I’m lowkey jealous of him for having facial hair. 
Character I would marry: Jon. I feel like he’d be nice enough. But really I don’t have anyone. 
Character I would be best friends with: I feel like if I had met Eduardo and the crew in high school we would’ve been friends, you know? Like I’m the new kid in town and they think I’m kinda annoying but we have something in common so we might as well keep hanging out. Then something happens and I have to open up about {redacted} and then Eduardo talks about being {redacted} and yeah we grow closer, in a way that isn’t, like, stronger than Jon and Mark, but pretty good. I think I’d find Mark to be annoying and pretentious, and Jon to be too much of a yes man. I’d bully him into dressing scene for a few days I think.
 I feel like something similar would happen with Edd and his crew, but I feel like I’d be too happy for them? I naturally smile a lot, so I feel like they’d kinda hate me. But Edd and I would probably like each others art.
 But anyways yeah if I met them now as a teen while they’re adults none of use would get along. 
A random thought: I’m worried about this all getting deleted before I have the chance to fucking post it. oh yeah also is mark being gay technically canon? like yeah he was near a gay pride flag in a comic strip but like...he wasn’t shown actually holding it? the flag was just in a place where it’d make sense for him to be holding it if he was? idk. i like the hc that hes gay i just don’t think it’s canon.
An unpopular opinion: uhh the thing i just wrote about mark. also jon is the softboy i wanted to be like in 7th grade that made everyone think i was a trender
My canon OTP: Eduardo and Laurel
Non-canon OTP: Eduardo and Jon / Edward and Thompson
Most badass character: Tord even though thats the obvious answer. i mean he shoots people for fun how much more badass do you get? i also wanted to be like him in 7th. a softboy flower crown twink who was always drenched in blood with a body count in the trillions.
Pairing I am not a fan of: eduardoxmark
Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): all of them? none of them have great characterization. but especially tord, for more obvious reasons. (the end and shit)
Favourite friendship: matt and jon, i guess. jon and mark too.
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Ooohh 1, 4, 7 & 20 for the ask? 🥰
thank you for the ask, ann!!
1: Tell us about your current project(s) – what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it?
aaah, oh boy—well, given i literally have,,,ten+ wips right now, i guess i’ll just answer about my main two ongoing wips—
so time, wondrous time (continuation of ttm) as been going fairly well. i had to play around with my outline a lot (like,,,i originally had a chapter dedicated to obi-wan first, but then i was like ‘hm...i wanna wait a little before we explore that), and i still kinda shift around the pieces, but i think i’ve finally hit a pattern that i feel comfortable telling the story in! in terms of what i love most about it, i think it has to be that these are really just...little stories of tcw fam being domestic and happy? (just. i’m gonna make everyone so s o f t.)
and uh, i just released most ardently (pride & prejudice obitine au) yesterday, and so far, progress has been good! i’m already halfway finished writing the next chapter, so that’s exciting. i think what i love about this fic the most is just that,,,i mean. first of all. there are some scenes that i’m just d y i n g to get to, but i think that, looking at my outline, i’m excited to explore parts of the story that isn’t romance-centric. like, no one’s denying that pride & prejudice has a killer love story, but there’s also themes about family and class that i think is going to be interesting to re-translate into this fic. (idk i think there’s something to be said about how i’m incorporating certain villains in this story so...)
4: Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)
i think i rather like this last paragraph from northern light: 
And even though Ahsoka couldn’t see Anakin and Obi-Wan completely, she knew they were looking out the viewport. Looking at those blue and green lights tangled together in an endless stream.
They were quiet.
And as the ship finally pulled away from the planet, they all let out a sigh: three quiet breaths, mingling with a strange mix of satisfaction and disappointment.
They were quiet.
Eventually, Rex returned with the medics, and Ahsoka was allowed to close her eyes.
But even in her dreams, she saw those blue and green lights dancing around her.
Tangled together in an endless stream…
Ahsoka rather liked that.
it’s about the *hand gesture* s y m b o l i s m. 
7: What do you think are the characteristics of your personal writing style? Would others agree?
hm...i think my writing style tends to lean towards more dialogue, somewhat abrupt endings. very short sentences towards the end? i think? i’m not sure if people agree with that lol, and perhaps my style will change in another few weeks, but let’s see! 
20: Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about (symbolism you’ve included, character or relationship development that you love, hidden references, callbacks or clues for future scenes?)
u h h h h, i think this is gonna be super niche and i am fully prepared to c r i n g e at this later, but! in terms of eiko from time, wondrous time. i mentioned a bit about how i kinda get super nervous about the idea of introducing an original character, especially,,,a padawan character? (come on caroline, who do you think you are? >:() 
so a long, long time ago, i had a different original character by a different name, and i treated her terribly (killed her because i was like ‘lol don’t know what to do with her’. you can tell i was influenced by george lucas because ‘lol female character dies because there’s no way she could have a fulfilling purpose now’.i was like 13 pls cut me some slack asdfsdfds i still cringe at everything i wrote from when i was like,,,13-15. i mean, proud of myself for getting super into writing, but. a c k. a c k. some stuff i am hella not proud of. like,,,again. 13 and full of raging hormones and existential angst, but...caroline what. that is all i’ll say). but anyways, i introduced eiko by mentioning she had a dark ponytail--and that was a trait that i had used with this other original character that i made as a 13 year old. then again, 13 year old me was also hecka sad (who wasn’t??), and i think that kinda translated into that character. 
so...idk. perhaps eiko is a quiet reminder to even myself that maybe,,,growth is a thing? and that maybe,,,we all deserve better in the end?? i’m walking a very thin line here, because i know how difficult it is for people to get invested in original characters, and twt is definitely going to focus on the actual tcw fam and their dynamics with each other, but! lol yeah, some parts of eiko are a callback to what my 2013 writing used to be asdfsdfsd okee that’s allll
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aikainkauna · 5 years
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Fanfic trope meme
Apologies to those of you who see this for a third time, as I’ve crossposted it to both LJ and Pillowfort. Feel free to comment over on there (or my other posts) if you like. And of course, feel free to grab this one and do it yourself, if you like.
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Grabbed this meme from a couple of people on LJ. It's... well, apparently about fanfic tropes. Some of them more terrifying than others.
I have written:
-Hurt/comfort (Yeah, baby! Most of my fic is this.)
-Body swapping (Sort of? Souls slipping into each other's bodies for a bit? Jaffar feeling what Yassamin feels? Sex swap, I've definitely done.)
-Soulmate identifying marks (tattoo, red thread of fate, etc) (I have! The Throne of Solomon. And maybe The Past Forgotten counts, in its way. I may have written more, but I forget.)
-Snowed-in cabin/isolated together for extended period of time (The Jaffar/Pwinzezz Cavefic!)
-Found families (I guess the Samarkand gang counts for poor old Fadl? Even if Jaffar *is* his brother, so technically it is his family. But he does have his religious congregation and Zainab, and is... well, he always does seem to be seeking something, so he's the kind of guy to go for this trope.)
-Fairy tale/mythology AU (And not just when I am  writing in *actual* fairytale/mythology fandoms. Which I am doing most of the time, what with Thief of Bagdad being a 1001 Nights fanfic anyway. So I'm writing fanfic about a fanfic of some age-old RPF (fantasy AU!) about historical figures from the late 700s/early 800s...)
-Enemies  to friends to lovers (Yes, please! Aplenty. I'm surprised that  enemyslash/FoeYay/Hero(ine)/Villain(ess), whatever you want to call it,  isn't mentioned on this list.)
-Characters swap roles AU (Uh... I've written sexual switching in some isolated chapters? Like when Laura  briefly doms Torsten in The Fall of Angels, to help him get over some traumas?)
-Friends to lovers (With RPS, Veidtbone in particular, and Theta/Koschei. This also seems to happen whenever I write femslash.)
-Magical  connection (telepathy, etc) (Doctor/Master basically ruined me for all  my other ships what with their telepathic ability. So that now, it feels less interesting for me to write love/sex that *doesn't* have telepathy.)
-Fake dating/fake marriage accidentally turns into feelings (see next trope)
-Royals/political marriage turns into feelings (These last two are pretty much the same thing in ToB, as I've had Yassamin marry Jaffar a couple of times--like The Past Forgotten and The King's White Falcon, but without him laying a hand on her for up to a year, until she finally grows a brain and realises how loveworthy he is after all.)
-Seemingly unrequited pining (Emphasis on the "seemingly." Jaffar's unrequited   pining is painful enough in the movie, so there's no point in making him  suffer any more.)
-Accidentally fell in love with the mission target (Well, *kind of,* what with Torsten. Lars-Erik was definitely his mission target in the original film, and at the start of Because The World Belongs to the Devil, he made no bones about having wanted to kill Laura Erika [the teenage girl version of Lars-Erik in this AU, to those of you just joining in] when she was born.)
-They break up (but then they get back together) (With Jaffar/Fadl.  Fadl's stormed off in a huff at least twice in the past. And Doctor/Master is always the same old on-off car crash, isn't it? Although this is not a favourite trope of mine, as the setup would usually necessitate them being an existing couple in the first place,  and I tend to not write canon or "plausibly lovers" ships because   they're already happily together. What do Two and Jamie, Holmes and   Watson etc. need me for? They're already as good as married. Let them have their happiness.)
-Supernatural creature/human romance (Sort of. I've written Time Lords/humans, humans/djinn at least. And surely wizards count as supernatural romance, anyway?)
-Reincarnation/'25  Lives' AU (What's with the 25 lives? Is this some big fandom thing again? One of the darkest, most fucked-up fics I ever wrote was the Master killing the Doctor during sex and fucking him as he regenerated around him. As you do. And there's reincarnation in one of my Jaffar/Pwinzezz fics,  but I won't spoil it for the new readers by telling you which one it is.)
-Selfcest (possibly due to time travel) (I am scratching my head trying to remember when I wrote this and in which fandom, but I have the distinct feeling I've written it. I've certainly whacked off to  that World Of Simm!Masters clusterfuck what with the pink dress so many  times I... I think I broke two clit buzzers during that time. I've certainly drawn it. And drawn some Connies on Connies. And then there's, of course, Sarosh the Sexbot  who's a clone of Jaffar, looks-wise, but he is very distinctly just a robot, not a living character as such--not the sort with which you could  have a real, interpersonal dynamic. My problem with selfcest, in general, is that I like having that character dynamic--and that requires  the characters to be different from one another. If it's two characters  that are too similar--if they fulfill a similar role in the canons--it's hard to create a dynamic between them and to make it   interesting.)
-Polyamory (Swinging away ALL the bloody time with the Roses!Jaffar and Yassamin, and Torsten/Laura. Sometimes I miss the monogamous 'verses.)
-Amnesia (I've got a post-movie "Jaffar comes  back from the dead" WIP I'll probs never finish, because it doesn't seem to get off the ground. If I wrote this trope, I would have the characters gradually regain memory, though; complete mind-wipes are   horrid. I did have Handy lose the majority of his cognitive/motor/Timey skills in No More  and that was the main reason I had to... well, I'm not going to spoil it if someone hasn't read it yet, but it wasn't the cheeriest of fics. The Past Forgotten *sort of* has this, but I don't want to spoil as to how that happens.)
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I could write:
-Daemons (Why the archaic spelling? I have written djinn, so I almost put this in the 'have written' section. I can't remember if I actually *have* written real demons, because I might have. Surely, Torsten counts...)
-'Everyone is evil'/mirrorverse AU (Well, mostly, if I want to explore "evil"   characters, I write about those types of characters in the first place, without having to turn anyone evil. Devilry is the 'verse for that. Hell, usually it's the other way around; I try to look for the human elements of the baddies, or at least explore their logic--what makes them tick, what makes them the way they are. So, IDK, I could've also   put this in the "unlikely to ever write" section.)
-And they were roommates! (This would be terrible and also hilarious, whatever characters ended up becoming my victims. Even if I'm more interested in those hurt/comfort plots, overall. And I have always found it *impossible* to live under the same roof with other people because I need peace and quiet and solitude too much. So this is almost a bit too much like the sorts of negative RL experiences I don't really want to get more of in fic.  But I *could* write it as a comedy for cheap lols, especially if the stress were resolved by hot bonking, ASAP.)
-'They  all work in an office' AU (Otherwise, I would've put this in the "just  no" category, but... the Barmakids were civil servants. So I *could*   write Jaffar and Fadl drowning in paperwork--"WHY DID WE EVER introduce paper into THIS EMPIRE?!?" and cursing their fates and Jaffar restraining Fadl from braining Harun al-Rashid with a paperweight. Same with Lina doing Zainab's books and trying to hold back The Fist of Death when Fadl carelessly drops a piece of his lunch over her perfectly calligraphied accounting.)
-'Falling for a coworker/teammate is a bad idea' except this is fiction so it works out (Maybe. Just maybe. But it'd also be in a medieval ToB context.)
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I will probably never write:
-'Groundhog  Day'/karmic time loop (I just never got the appeal of this. Sounds like the sort of thing experimental writers would like? The sorts who really  like filling in bingo cards and challenge lists?)
-Vampires/werewolves  AU (I'm not that big on either. Super-unpopular opinion coming up: I prefer sex to the sublimation of it that vampires are often all about; bloodsucking in lieu of sex, and/or being seen as way better than sex just always feel to me like a cheap cop-out from writers who are disappointed in sex, or afraid of it. I've never grokked it any more   than that stupid, stupid "chocolate is better than sex" quip from women who don't know what masturbation is--yes, it fucking well is sex, TYVM! I much prefer to make partnered sex better than it is IRL by adding supernatural stuff like telepathy to *that*. Immortality alone is interesting to explore, as are Gothic themes, but all the usual themes that vampires *specifically* usually represent just... either hold little interest for me, or then, I can explore them in other ways.)
-'Pride  and Prejudice' AU (I don't hate Jane Austen, but it's not my fandom. That kind of society stuff and being witty over teacups in bonnets has never really been my thing--if anything, I usually have my characters exist in their own bubble, isolated from society and its restrictive mores and social stresses.)
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JUST NO!
-Coffee  house AU/food service AU (AUGH! Please, no coffeeshop AUs for me; the world is full of them already. Maybe I could write it as some terrible, short parody? Or doodle it? But no more than that.)
-Hogwarts AU (Haven't read HP. Young Adult isn't really my genre. I know, I know; I've just lost all my WLW cred.)
-High  school/university AU (I've done Time Lord Academy-era stuff with Doctor/Master, but I expect this means a sort of American high school/university AU with jocks and cheerleaders and shit. Hell, no. Again, the exact sort of horrid society stuff I would rather have my characters escape from.)
-Adopting/raising a baby (Erm, not unless you count Jaffar/Yassamin adopting a cheetah? They do have kids in some 'verses but there's none of that everyday baby stuff that this question/trope probably implies. I'm squicked by   babies, sorry.)
-Unusually specific occupation AU, like, the Author clearly has the same job (It worries me that this is, by virtue of its inclusion here, apparently seen as normal and acceptable..? When it's crap fanfic, inserting yourself into something that should be about the *established* characters instead. Jesus, I don't want to go in expecting a fanfic, and then find out it’s your diary instead! Unless you're Anaïs Nin. And even if you really *do* want to write about yourself, then just... write original fic? An autobiography? A blog? Write an OC that has your job. Don't do this false advertising where you insist it's fanfic when it's not. That's a dick move towards your readers.)
-Loyalty kink (see next trope)
-Alpha/beta/omega (Too creepy. I can write about piss, shit, incest, necrophilia and cannibalism, but not these last two. Any more than I can glorify the Nazis I've written about; I either take the piss out of them, as with Strasser, or just step outside of their politics and bring them into the land of happy sexings like with von Kolb, with the aim of dragging him out of that madness and leaving it behind.)
-Hot single parent(s) (Please. Rundvik: "You love children." Torsten: "I loooooathe themm.")
-Unrequited pining (Too much of an emotional squick. Has to be requited. I write fanfic to fix things, to avenge wrongs, to set things right. I don't write them to make the characters more miserable than they already are. Unless it's for temporary, character-development purposes, that is.)
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survivor-rotuma · 5 years
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Ep. 8: “jay, I don't know who to trust anymore“ - Zest
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Brianna
Okay Marie got voted out cuz Felix idoled Joey and that shit and I’m really upset about it. I think I just. Need to remain calm tho. I don’t need to freak out just cuz something didn’t go my way. I believe I’m still in a relatively good spot in the game and can still do some damage if I play my cards right. The only question is to who. The big targets now are Felix and Apollo in my opinion. How to get them out and remain safe is the question. Guess I have some thinking to do. Cya : ) 
Felix
I played an idol correctly for once in my life. This is actually the biggest gag of the century because it saved my ally and now I have at least some numbers left. Flint, Joey, and Lysandre are all numbers for me. I also think Boris is one too, but all Sumi people just rub me the wrong way. Next round will be interesting because we need to get rid of someone from Sumi because they are gaining traction quickly. Though, I doubt that people will remain loyal to that tribe alliance. I mainly want to target either Zest/Brianna/Apollo. They have got to go. This is an independent game, but I'm stuck in a position where I have to work with my old tribe. Yet, I can still gain the trust of Boris and Lysandre. I don't think I can EVER work with Apollo/Brianna/Zest. The latter two because I just don't talk to them enough. The former because I literally cannot trust his word. These three are the biggest threats to my game and they need to go. My order would now be Zest > Brianna > Apollo. My FTC could be with either Lys/Joey or Flint/Joey. All I know is that Joey is coming with me to FTC because he is the goat to end all goats.
Flint
WOW that tribal was wild. I did not expect Felix to have that many advantages. And that transparency one?! That really exposed me for flipping on our Tuai alliance. Just when I thought I couldn’t be any lower, here I am sitting in the grave I dug myself. Hope Marie keeps a slice of pizza warm for me cuz I’ll be joining her soon. 
Apollo
Ya bitch just found a motha fucking idol!!!! I’m fucking screaming!!!
zest
jay, I don't know who to trust anymore. I am a ball of stress. I want to stay in this competition. I need to figure something out. 
Felix
It is interesting to me that Lysandre chose Boris over me in the last round for immunity. To me that means he did not want me to ever win immunity in the first place. Thus, I must be a target for this tribal council which does not surprise me at all. I did, after all, just make a huge move and shook up the game so it comes as no surprise that people would begin targeting me. I do not believe that I can convince Zest or Brianna to vote my way, so there's no point in talking to them about the vote. I want to go for Apollo in this vote, but I do not know if I would have the numbers to do so. Honestly Flint can go now if he is so inclined, but we need to do something about this Brianna/Zest/Apollo alliance that I know is around. Apollo probably wants to take them to the end rather than Boris since they are major goats in this game. Maybe we should strip him of his numbers first before actually striking at him. Plus, Zest or Brianna would be a stronger pill to swallow for people to vote out. All in all, my plan remains the same though I doubt that without this immunity that I will make it much farther in this game. 
Lysandre
So the challenge is a chain reaction and I'm trying to set my list up to who I want to win vs who I Dont want to win. I mixed the Boris in at the top with the Taui folk.
Lysandre
My target for this round is Briana or Zest! And honestly even Apollo but idk about him yet. Lets see how the list challenge goes first. LysandreSo I put Felix as number two on tbe list so I cab show my trust to him and I think it worked out. ONG I FREAKING WON THIS CHALLENGE. AT final 8!!! I did that ugh my social game I love that whore. And the JURY voted for me to win it since there was a tie!! I am beyond ecstatic 
Lysandre
So winning immunity is both a blessing and a curse. It shows that I'm a little bit of a social threat as well as challenge threat and they see that now in how I was positioned on the lists (by thinking really hard about it lol). I also got the Jury's vote which says that between me and Boris they support me more which gives me more fuel to take Boris to the end of the game with me along with say Joey. I also came to the conclusion that it was Apollo and Zest who put me somewhere in the middle of their list or presumably under eachother and Boris which leads me to believe they are Sumi strong. I believe this is enough for me to try and target Zest this round. She's not playing the game for herself and she's in no way loyal to me. Apollo, however, seems to want to take me further than a few people so he can stay for now. All I have to do is cut out his ride or die Zest and I possibly take that spot. My eyes are still on Apollo since he has some sort of advantage and my eyes are on Flint who has this alliance with Brianna.. 
Lysandre
On second thought I may have to get Apollo out this round. He still has an advantage and is more of a threat than Zest. However, if he goes then Zest has to be next. My only concern is Boris and where his head is at the moment. I think it would be easier to get him to do Zest versus Apollo but if we DO vote out Zest Apollo is gonna be pissed and may turn on me. 
Flint
Well I botched another immunity challenge. That’s 3 for 3 now. No one has talked with me, and after my failed flip I’m getting paranoid I’m being voted out tonight. 
Apollo
Is Lysandre a politician? Do they think they’re Yul Kwon? Hell no! Because you’re about to get clockt in two rounds sweaty! I want them out so bad, I want them out now but I can’t.
Apollo
Idk if I’ve confessed since Marie Went  home but omg I can’t really complain about it, I’m not that mad! Lol. It’s upsetting the three amigos are still in but Marie was a bigger detriment to have in the game than Joey could ever be. I’m starting to consider working with Felix over Lysandre since I found out lysandre is in 5 alliances. And that’s more than I’m even in. BorisLysandre is amazing and i would die for them
Boris
So much is going ON. Marie was idoled out but i don't care bc I kinda wanted her gone anyway. Ive been at pride all weekend so I havent been able to be around much. Apollo is controlling as always. Lysandre and I are still a power couple. Felix is an icon. I forget flint and Joey exist sometimes. Brianna is ok. Zest is ok Jay had to threaten me to get me to confess so sorry this sucks lmao. Ill do better confessionals once pride weekend is over! LysandreSo it looks like the votes for Zest are coming in quite nicely and its going to be her. Apparently Apollo is sketched out by me and thinks I'm in the best position in the game... Ok??? You're right and all but ok??? You're too loud lmao
Felix
Alright so I hope the vote is Zest. Everyone is telling me that it is Zest or Flint. Apollo wants Flint gone. Everyone else wants Zest gone. It's a wild time. I'm just happy that neither my name nor Joey's name is being said during this round. It must mean we did something right this round to not be targeted as hard as we should be. Either way, I'll be here for another round unless I get idoled out, but that is unlikely to happen. Lys told me some interesting things today. Flint is heavily working with Brianna as a sort of duo that wants to make it to the end. This is interesting considering that Flint told me that he is the most distant with Brianna. I think Flint was lying to me, and he was just testing me with who I want out. If I had said the wrong name, then he would have begun targeting me this round. Luckily I already knew his relations with Brianna so I didn't say the wrong name. Though, that duo should be something to watch out for, though they are no present threat to me. This means that allegiances, the real ones, exist like this: Lys and I Joey and I Apollo and Zest Flint and Brianna Boris is the only one who I feel is an actual free agent in this game which puts him in a dangerous position for me. If he does decide to betray me, he can easily rally the votes against me. Though I need him at the present moment, so I cannot start targeting him. It is interesting to note however, I'm not going to stalk the idol hunt. It's too many outcomes for no rewards. Plus, I've already used three of them so I shouldn't have more. Good luck to me I guess.
Felix
Apollo is trying to vote out Flint which is still weird. He really seems to want to split the vote though which is super strange. I don't like how he is playing and I am just going to vote out Zest to keep myself safe this tribal council. Plus, she was totally @'ing me in the chat with her tribal answer which is fair enough, but that means the sooner she leaves the sooner I'll be safe.
Boris
Apollo thinks I'm still loyal to the f3 alliance of us and Zest but I personally like Felix and Lysandre more so uh oops. Felix and Lys want Zest out because shes simply just a loyal number to Apollo without any other game influence. And HONESTLY I agree so im voting Zest, but this is kinda cementing it to Apollo that im more loyal to others than him, so uh yeah Im scared !!
Flint
Tonight’s vote is a gesture to gain favor and trust back from Felix and Joey. I hate to vote for Zest but I need to prove my loyalty. But I think Felix has this game in the bag if he makes it to the end, which a lot of people are starting to realize. So it’s tough to balance a big move and lose Felix’s trust again or be considered a player that only rides Felix’s coattails and doesn’t play strategically. 
Felix
Apollo is going on and on about how Lys is secretly working the middle and that he's manipulating everyone. Let me be clear. It's obvious to me that this is what Lys is doing. I mean what else is he supposed to do? He has no Mea tribe members so he has to go and appease everyone on this tribe for a right to be in the game. Then there's Joey who believes Lys and Apollo are working together to take us both down which I don't believe. What I do believe is that Lys is putting his trust into me and is loyal to me. He's playing a fantastic game as of the moment, but I cannot get him out because he's a number for me. I need those numbers to take down Apollo. And then Boris. I just hope Lys does end up keeping me around because I'm placing a lot of trust in him.
Lysandre
So apparently there is a last minute scramble to trash my name on Apollos behalf. He revealed that I was in 5 alliances and is saying I'm a big ole threat since I was at the top of almost everyone's lists. I mean he's right but guess what baby boy I'm immune and your partner Zest soap is not. Lets see if you keep this same energy next round.
Brianna
Um so. I wake up from my 2 hour nap at 8:50 and now there’s a voting extension. Apollo told me he doesn’t know if people are voting Felix or flint. Flint tells me everyone’s name except Apollo’s was thrown out. And lysandre tells me they’re voting zest....I kind of...don’t know what’s going on....I wish Marie was here. She could’ve told me. So guess I’m voting? I don’t know. Felix? Might change in the next fifteen minutes 
joey g
So this round has been bonkers. I reached out to Lys and Felix because I needed to secure a trust going forward, but I’ve also reached out more to the Sumis as well. I really didnt want to vote zest, but felix is sorta running the show and I think that’s what Lyse wanted. Apparently its between Flint and Zest, but I cant say I feel comfortable at all
Brianna
Lysandre just told me apollo is targeting me...oop...
Brianna
Guess I’m trying to get zest out now! Lol 
Flint
I’ve heard that Tuai is using my name as a decoy which makes me really paranoid for tonight’s vote. I wish I had some security but that idol is so hard to find
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lordhenry · 7 years
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survey 25
Predict what your life will look like a year from now. Idk in which country I’ll be a year from now tbh.
What is the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given? Can’t think of one specific instance, but I appreciate compliments from strangers since they have no biased intention to make me happy.
What was the last decision you regretted making? Ok this is funny haha but this guy I had a crush on for 2 years (I think I sort of still like him but not full-on) asked me to hang out with him tonight, but I panicked and declined. Yeah, I know. I’m terrible.
When did you meet the last female you texted?
 5 years ago.
Are you currently looking forward to anything? 
I’m half excited, half scared for September. I’ll be moving to Leicester for an academic year.
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
 Yeah.
Have you ever kissed anyone within an hour of meeting them?
 Nope.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
 Yes, Gera. And Dad I guess.
Do you care too much/not at all/just enough? 
It depends.
Who was the last person you went out to eat with? 
Andrea.
Were you single on your last birthday?
 Yes.
Are you anyone’s first love?
 Yes.
What are the first and last names of the people in your inbox? 
No.
Did anything brighten up your day today? 
When people left the house. Peace and quiet at last.
What is one thing that is currently bothering you? 
Slight toothache.
Do you want to cut your hair?
 Sometimes I want to grow it long again, sometimes I want to cut it shorter than it’s ever been before.
Will you be in a relationship next month? 
I highly doubt it. If that guy ever tries anything with me, I’ll leave next month anyway so.. there’s really no point.
Do you remember who you liked three months ago? 
No one. I mean, I know I kinda have a crush on that guy from 2 years ago but I’m not even actively into him so.. it’s like a passive thing. I only remember I kind of like him when he shows up in my life lol. So prob not.
Has someone upset you in the past 48 hours?
 Nope.
Who is the last person to irritate you?
 Probably my brother.
What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
 Finished watching Aku no Hana.
Is there someone who likes you?
 I don’t know. Probably no one.
What makes you happy?
 Good days.
How many true friends do you have?
 I don’t want to have to count.
First thing you do when you wake up in the morning? 
Go back to sleep, if I can.
What’s something you really want right now? 
Clarity. But on a less intense note, something interesting to watch.
Where do you go when you need to just get away? 
My room.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
 Always. I like unisex to male t-shirts for every day cause they’re not as flimsy. I don’t have to wear a bra.
Can money buy happiness?
 To a certain degree.
Do you think women should work or stay at home?
 Whatever they wanna do.
What’s the worst thing to happen to you today?
 This day is uneventful so far so probably just that I panicked and declined him instead of saying maybe next time or what ever.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
 My cat.
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? 
No.
What’s something that can always make you feel better? 
Good music, good coffee, good weather, good book. And occasionally, good company.
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
 Yes. I’m 19 so.
Would you ever smile at a stranger?
 Maybe if they smiled at me in a non-malicious way.
What exactly are you wearing now? 
Silk shorts, male t-shirt.
How often do you listen to music? 
Daily.
Can you drive a stick shift? 
I learnt this before automatic so yes, but I haven’t driven in a long time so maybe no lol.
Do you care if people talk badly about you?
 To a certain extent. I can’t care about every little thing, people are going to have their own opinion.
If you could change your eye colour, would you? 
I’ll make it just a little lighter.
Name something you dislike about the day you’re having? 
Weather.
Does anyone regularly - other than family - tell you they love you?
 No, not even my family.
Have you ever wanted someone you can’t have?
 Yeah.
Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
 My new friend Alfie. Glad I won’t be totally alone in Leicester.
Does anyone hate you? 
I don’t know. If someone does then it’s not obvious.
Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
 No lol.
Is there someone you wouldn’t mind kissing right now? 
I don’t really know if I like him enough/still so.
This time last year, were you single?
 Yes.
What is your significant other listed under in your phone?
 No significant other.
What do you think about when you are falling asleep? 
The future, I daydream, I think of what I’ll do the next day or I remind myself of things I have to remember.
When will your next kiss be?
 How would I know?
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
 Nope. I could use a lot more.
Have you ever liked someone way older than you?
 Uh this guy I was talking about in my previous answers is about 4–5 years older. I’ve never liked someone older than that though, so far.
How many texts are in your inbox?
 A lot because I don’t delete as much as I probably should cause I’m lazy and I don’t text for fun so yeah.
Assuming you have various kinds of electronics (phone, camera, iPod, etc.), are you currently charging any of them? My iPhone.
Did you have a good day yesterday? 
It was okay. I was actually doing something. Hah can’t say the same for today.
Think back five months ago, were you in a relationship?
 No.
In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
 Probably not. With a guy if he’d ask me again. I’ll hang out with a girl next week.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
 I wish lol.
Are you nice to everyone?
 I’m indifferent to everyone, and nice to those who are nice.
Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
 Yeah.
How do you look right now? Bare face, messy hair, mismatched clothing.
If you had to diagnose yourself with any mental illness, which would it be? Mild case of social anxiety maybe.
Biggest turn ons? Intelligence. Humour. Passion.
Do you practice what you preach? For the most part.
Would you prefer to live in a city, the suburbs, the countryside, or the mountains? Suburbs.
Name something that you miss. Not being of legal age, not being held accountable, being a child. I feel like I played it safe and utterly boring.
Share five goals that you want completed in the next thirty days. 1. Go to the gym. 2. Learn how to cook since I would be alone next month until next year. 3. Fix my circadian rhythm. 4. Familiarise myself with Leicester. 5. Get a new hobby.
Put the seven deadly sins in order of the one you commit the most to the least. Pride, sloth, gluttony, wrath, greed, envy, lust.
Have you ever been told you look like a famous person? If so, who? Yeah, 2 people told me I look like Bella Heathcote (her role in Dark Shadows) and a classmate said I look like Camila Mendes in some angles (no? not at all? she’s too pretty) and then more recently, mum’s friend told me “You look like a celebrity but I can’t quite figure out who.” Not helpful. I don’t really agree.
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therealsinnohdawn · 7 years
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since it’s a kind of fairly unknown and largely misunderstood label, i thought that for pride month i’d talk a little more about abrosexuality.  also cause i’m procrastinating
so if you don’t know.  abrosexuality is defined as a fluid sexuality.  think of it sort of as being gender-fluid, but with sexuality.  ( i am cis so apologies for appropriating that term, but i’m just using it as a similie)  basically i experience shifts in my sexuality, where sometimes i feel sexually/romantically attracted to men, sometimes to women, sometimes to everyone, and sometimes to no one.  these changes are different for everyone, but for me they can last anywhere from a few days to up to a week.
“but isn’t that just being bisexual?”  well, if you want to look at it that way, maybe.  bi/pan is how i introduce myself to others, since abrosexuality isn’t a term many people know and understand.  but to me it’s not the same thing.  when i’m in a phase where i’m only feeling sexual or romantic attraction to women, i don’t feel like i’m bi.  i don’t feel as though im just bi but having a preference for women, there are literally men that i sometimes find attractive and sometimes do not.  
“uh but everyone goes through that lol you’re just trying to be a special snowflake.”  maybe i am.  but in my experience....not everyone experiences this.  my best friend is a straight guy and i know he never has days where he just feels entirely unattracted to every female.  sometimes people have a guy where they’re like ‘yeah i like him but only sometimes and sometimes he’s annoying.’  but with me it’s more like, yeah i like him sometimes but sometimes i don’t because i’m gay.  idk if that makes sense.
“so what causes these shifts?” idk lol humans are weird.  more often than not they’re caused by dreams, actually.  i’ve always had vivid and intricate dreams every night of my life, and if i have a dream where i have a pretty gf, i’ll think about her and girls the whole day and i’ll be like, men hwat are those.  but obviously that’s not true of everyone.  usually my phases of being monosexual last a few days, and then i kind of go back to my ‘default’ of being pan.  for some people they might just decide, ehh whatever i’m close enough to being pan that i’ll just label myself as that.  which is totally fine, but i’ve always felt that that label doesn’t describe me as well as i’d like.
“what’s it like being abrosexual?”  well to someone with as little experience in dating as me, it’s honestly not that great.  if i’m in a phase of being ‘straight,’ i’m worried that maybe i was making up liking girls all along, and i don’t count as lgbt+, and i’m problematic.  and i can’t even prove to myself that i even like girls since i’ve never dated one.  sometimes if i’m in a phase of being ‘gay,’ i worry that the only reason i feel that way is because i’m so scared of men.  a lot of my gay phases occur after i watch forensic files or hear about some rapist on the news.  and i worry constantly that whenever i do end up in a relationship, theyre not gonna understand why on some days i just can’t give my all.  sometimes i could probably blame it on depression, but sometimes i’m just not gonna have any romantic or sexual feelings for you because i’m not straight/gay/whatever.  but i guess i just have to trust that whoever i end up with, is gonna be understanding and realize that even if we’re “together,” there are some days when i can only be their friend.
“do you only go between gay, straight, and pan?” no.  they are rare, but there are times when i think about romantic and sexual feelings, and just cringe because i don’t want them at all.  i go through phases of being entirely aroace.  but like i said, those are rare, and they last a day tops.  usually only a few hours.
“you’re full of shit, abrosexuality doesn’t exist.  fuck you.”  bruh nothing exists.  all those words are made up.  we’re all gonna die.  language was invented by mankind to give our incredibly short lives at least a little meaning.
“how do i know if i’m abro?”  i can’t tell you, honestly. everyone’s experiences are different.  but have you ever heard, that bipolar disorder is often misdiagnosed as depression, because manic or depressive episodes can last for years?  well i think it can be the same way with sexuality.  i know of abro people who only experience a shift once or twice a year.  but if you feel that way, whether you’re really abrosexual, or just going through a phase that will eventually settle into something permanent, i can’t tell you.  only you can.  and no matter what, how you feel and identify right now is valid and anyone who questions it can suck on a muddy sock puppet.
“what if i only switch between gay and bi?” you can still be an abro bro.  
“what are you right now?” pan and putting off my homework.
so i should probably get back to it, seeing as i think that’s all i wanted to say.  hopefully you can understand a little better now, and feel free to ask me any questions you might have.  happy pride month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I can’t believe I have to do all of these why do you hate me
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? - I sure as heck hope so Nichole :)
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? - yeah lol I’m 18 so
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? - probably right now about moving
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? - I always do tbh
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? - yes
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? :/// yes that was actually all of yesterday
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? - black jeans, my black adidas, my pride shirt, my guinea pig socks, and my pastel pink rain jacket
8. How often do you listen to music? - every day
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? - jeans definitely
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? - um well it’s 2017
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? - idk really socializing is draining for me after a while
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? - nope
13. What about ‘R’? - nope
14. Can you drive a stick shift? - no
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? - yes :’)
16. Are you going out of town soon? - yeah I’m going back to Louisville in a week
17. When was the last time you cried? - yesterday
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? - of course
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? - yes, Ive always wanted green eyes
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? - um no gross I’m more important than a boy
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. - I’m tired as heck and my friend is sad
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? - ew that’s so gentle go away
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? - nope
24. What are you sitting on right now? - my bed
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? - yes. my friends
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? - yes
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?- Sam
28. Do you get a lot of colds? - not really
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? - pride in louisville
30. Does anyone hate you? - yeah, a few people
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? - nope
32. Do you like watching scary movies? - I’m getting better at it but they scare me
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? - noooo
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? - probably none
35. Did you have a dream last night? - yes, several.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? - i think monet
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? - i have no idea tbh
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? -pretty sure
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? - no idea probably not
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? - nope
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? - yeah kinda
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?- yes, jisenia, erin, and nichole
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? - I don’t know tbh maybe???
44. What’s the best part about school? - having my friends here
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? - yeah, a lot tbh
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? - uh no
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? - all the time
48. Were you single over the last summer? - yes
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? - completely different
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?- probably studying but I don’t hate myself
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? - noooo not in the slightest
52. Are you nice to everyone? - I try to be, yes. I hate being mean to anyone
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? - 100% yes lmao
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? - uh yeah obviously cheating is awful
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? - very good
56. Do you think you like someone? - yessss
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? - nope
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? - girls
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? - yeah most of them
60. Do you hate anyone? - hate is a strong word idk I don’t think I do
61. How’s your heart? - eh
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? - yeah
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? - yes ugh
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? - I have no idea
65. Are your toenails painted pink? - ew no i hate feet
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? - hope not
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? - people crying is sad but everyone is allowed to cry
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? - nooo
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? - my sister
70. How do you look right now? - probably pretty dumb cause i took a nap with jisenia, monet, and erin
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? - only my family
72. Can you commit to one person? - definitely
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? - yeah, Zach
74. Have you ever felt replaced? - oh yes
75. Did you wake up cranky? - I don’t think so
76. Are you a jealous person? - not super but if I am I hide it really well no one would ever even know
77. Are relationships ever worth it? - if they’re healthy then yes
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? - kinda i guess
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? - a few people, yes
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? - study for my finals
81. Last person you cried in front of? - monet kinda yesterday
82. Is there someone you will never forget? - yes
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? - maybe??
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? - probably watching movies or something gay
85. Are you over your past? - never
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? - yes rip
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? - not really
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? - uh first of all what even is “true love” but no
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? - noooooo thx
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? - story of my life rn
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? - maybe??
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? - yes
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? - no
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? - yeah, it was really nice
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? - currently yes
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? - yes, very
97. Who do you have texts from? - Sam and Nichole
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? - be chill about it and let it go
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? - nope
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? - just me
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?- no
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? - ew but I guess
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Survey #302
“heaven ain’t close in a place like this”
What color are your eyes? Grayish blue. What's your favorite type of milk? If we're talking the basics, ig 1% is fine. What would you change about your appearance if you could? Oh, hunny, you got time for an essay? What would you change about your bedroom if you could? I need to fucking finish decorating it... It's not finished by no fault but my own laziness. Are you rich or poor? We're definitely pretty poor. Are you double jointed? I don't think so. What's the most physically painful thing you've ever experienced? I once had a large infected cyst that had to be drained by applying pressure to it, and I swear to Christ I don't know how I didn't faint. They gave me morphine and multiple numbing shots, but none of that did SHIT. I'm not even embarrassed by the fact I was shrieking and sobbing and swearing because I'm pretty fucking sure any sane person would've cried out many times. I'm convinced they either didn't numb me enough for someone of my size back then, or I should've just gone under for it. I have no words for how painful it really was. Do you like shots? Uh, given that nobody LIKES getting a shot with a needle, I'm going to assume you mean like, taking shots of alcohol, in which case I've never tried, but I can almost absolutely guarantee you I'd hate them. I hate the taste of alcohol (hence why I only drink sweet and weak stuff), sooooo, I've got my doubts I'd enjoy something so potent. Are you afraid of spiders? Yes and no? Small ones don't tend to get to me, and I LOVE tarantulas. Big spiders are absolutely fascinating and I love *watching* them, but if I was surprised by a sudden spider, I'm going to probably cry out and jump/scramble away. But on a real note, respect your spiders, whether they scare you or not. They are so important to the ecosystem. See one in the house, take it outside if you can. Have you ever had an allergic reaction to something? To some earrings, yes. I have to wear ones that don't have silver in them. Do you like to read? Yeah, but not nearly as much as I did as a kid. I'm even slacking on WoF lately... Do you know what your purpose in life is? *SLAMS FISTS ON TABLE* BITCH I WISH I KNEW What's something you would like to improve at? Not being a socially anxious catastrophe. Do you believe you have great potential? Everybody does. You just have to use it. What is the most beautiful scenery you have ever beheld? Probably the mountains when driving to Tennessee. Or New York? I really can't recall either so clearly as to have a favorite. Are you flexible? Noooot anymore. Back in my WiiFit days, I was a gotdamn snake. List a song lyric that you like. Oh Jesus, don't make me think. Uhhhhh there's so many. Flipping through artists in my head with lyrics I tend to love, there's Otep with: "hey, hey, NRA, how many kids did you kill today?". Simple, but spine-chilling to me. Huh, time to listen to it actually, lol. That song murders me with the goosebumps. Do you meditate? No; I can't. You can't tell me to "free my mind," man. It's way too hectic at all times up there. What's one place you've been to that you want to visit again? I'd love to go back to Chicago one night when I actually learn how to do nighttime urban photography. What's one place you want to go that you've never visited before? I always answer "South Africa" to questions like this, so for variety's sake, I'll say the Bahamas. But a conspiratory bitch is afraid of the Bermuda Triangle, so... lmao. What's your favorite type of tree? I like big, impressive weeping willows. How many times have you seriously injured yourself? Only two occasions I can think of immediately. Maybe there's more, but idk. Did you attend Sunday School as a child? Yeah, even though I hated it. What is the longest your hair has ever been? Maybe a little passed the small of my back? What about the shortest? (not including being a toddler or baby): How it is now and has been for a couple years: shaved short on the left side, and it transitions to a length near my chin as you go to the right. Have you ever smoked a cigarette? No. Are/were you in the school band, and if so, what instrument did you play? I did, and I played the flute. I'd choose the saxophone if I could go back. Who does the grocery shopping in your household? Well, it's just Mom and me, so her. If you were to donate to charity today, what would you donate to? One that focuses on ovarian cancer for Mom. What is your favorite card game and when was the last time you played it? Even though I was never great at it or knew every single rule, "Magic: The Gathering" is honestly really fun, and I loved looking at the card art. I haven't played it since I was with Jason, so at least five-six years. Would you consider yourself to be good at spelling and grammar? Yeah, but I've somehow gotten worse with time???? I question the spelling and tenses of words I write a lot. What is your favourite seasonal candy? (only available at certain times): Probably like, chocolate rabbits. NOT hollow. Way to break my heart. Or gingerbread cookies. What was the last chocolate bar you ate? I think a Hershey's? It was a while ago. Who was the last person you talked to on Skype/video chat? I was in a Zoom session with multiple people for my partial hospitalization program. Have you ever dreamt about sleeping with someone other than your partner? If so, did that make you feel embarrassed? I've never had a dream like this while in a relationship. The last time you had butterflies in your stomach, what was the reason? I have no idea. Has anyone told you that they miss you recently? No. Has anyone ever asked you out or told you that they liked you, and you rejected them? Can you explain why you didn’t like, or didn’t feel attracted to that person? There was this one guy in the 4th grade who asked me if I would go out with him so much it almost became like a joke. I just... didn't like him like that. Then there's Juan; I'd just been warned that he had a bad rep by a very reliable adult, and the idea of dating him was kinda... intimidating anyway. Plus he was a smoker, which was and still is a no-no for me. What part in a movie would you love to play? The clinically insane villain or something because I feel with my history, I could channel that very well IF I actually wanted to act in the first place. What piece of furniture have you replaced the most? The couch. What’s the best part of your favorite movie? When Simba walks up Pride Rock in the rain and roars and all the lionesses join in. Chilling. What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever? Candy corn is repulsive. What was the highlight of your day? My mom was raving to one of my therapists in the PHP about my art and how badly she wants me to just get everything out there. I was smiling really big but looking down with how shy but also flattered it made me. Do you know anyone who is anorexic? I don't think so. Who has hurt you the most this year? Ha, myself. What's the last insult someone said to you? Hm. How much did your car cost? N/A What is the last picture you received on your phone of? Uhhh Mom mighta sent me a meme or Sara showed me a drawing someone made of Suriza, I think. Have you ever let someone go because you thought they deserved better? No, though I've felt that way before. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? I'm still not over the fact Dad was a druggie before me and my sisters, apparently. It's almost like... hurtful in some weird way? Idk exactly why, it's just something I know I feel. What do you hear right now? I have Motionless In White's cover of "Somebody Told Me" playing in another tab. Do you do anything to help the environment? I do what I can as someone who isn't financially independent and reliant on another person for transportation. I won't litter for anything (and this includes shit like letting balloons go in the air, fucking stop), I'm trying to use my metal straw always in place of plastic, and to use less plastic bags, I try to spread out the times I clean Roman's litterbox to a few days; not to the point it's disgusting or uncomfortable for him, of course, though. Three days without is pretty much max. When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong? Ha, a little while ago... I was trying to avoid eating the two last biscuits Mom made for dinner 'cuz I really gotta lay off the carbs, but Mom "joked" that "it's your birthday, you get to do whatever you want," so I kinda just said fuck it lmao. Do you think that you have a pretty smile? No, because my eyes squint badly, and I also hate my teeth. When's the last time you cried over a guy? A few days ago a little bit, actually. I was reminiscing too much and recalling some of the warmest memories. Are you scared to lose the person you fell the hardest for? I already did. Oh well. Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now? Yep. Do you have any friends that actually model? No. Do you care about the last person you kissed? A fucking lot. Do they care about you? Yes. Is there someone you wish you were with right now? Yes, just because of past birthday memories. I keep hoping a "happy birthday Britt" pops up in my FB messenger, and I hate myself for it. Have you ever imagined how it would feel kissing a certain someone? I legitimately just huffed in humor, guess, lmao. What are the bad things you've heard people say about you? That I'm a martyr, going nowhere, lazy, not trying hard enough, y'know, all that good stuff. Do you flirt a lot? Definitely not. What phrase or saying do you use the most? Probably "oof" lol. What mood are you in right now? I'm doing pretty all right. Kinda dreading Miss Tobey coming over, mean as it is, but I just... don't wanna deal with her and her judgments on my birthday. But I'm looking forward to seeing my sisters, and therapy went very well. Have you ever kissed someone that was high? No. Do you have a good relationship with your mother? Yep. How many exes do you have? I only consider two exes "serious," as I've only been in two deep and long-term relationships, but if we're counting everyone who's had the label of "boyfriend" or "girlfriend," there's six. Do you want to be single or with someone? Ugh, I don't know. It's probably better I don't 'til I figure my shit out, but I really do miss the companionship a lot. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because I love her and I was leaving her at the airport. Does your mom think you’re a virgin? She doesn't know for the same reason I don't, really. I think she leans towards I am, but idk. Is there someone that wants you to give them a second chance? I don't know. What size bra do you wear? Uhhh I genuinely don't buy bras enough to know this exactly. C-something. Does the person you last kissed still like you? I don't know if she still like-likes me. Are your parents still together? Noooo. Was your first time good or bad? I dated an Italian, if u kno what I mean. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Which friend-turned-enemy do you miss the most? Colleen, sometimes. Have you ever used an epi pen, and it worked? I have not. What is on your top priority list for today? Make this fuckin' day for me. I'm trying to not let the depression sink in and make me feel worthless on today of all days. So I'm trying to stay in a positive headspace. Do you own any sand art in a jar? Omg, those are so cool! But no. Does the sun come in your window in the morning or at night? Not really; there's houses in the way. What was the last piece of art you created? A drawing of a meerkat with its mouth open angrily, done with colored pencils, against a black background. It's on my second dA. What time of day do you take medications? I have prescription meds for when I wake up and at bedtime. What's your newest hobby you've started? A new hobby? Huh... What are some things you wanted to do that your parents didn't let you do? They wouldn't let us stay home alone until a certain age, we had a timer on the TV at bedtime to shut off after a while, we weren't exposed to certain music or shows, no cursing... stuff like that. What YouTube channels do you recommend? This is a BAD question to ask me, 'cuz I could just about recommend channels for just about any niche. I watch soooooo many. What is your favorite day of the week? Tuesday, because it's reset day in WoW, haha. Meaning, I get to do my stupid mount farming raids again for the week. Blackhand, gimme your FUCKING clefthoof already. Ballet or cheerleading? Ballet is beautiful. What are your favorite sports to watch? Only dancing, really. Were you ever in the marching band? No. Which holiday has the best decorations, in your opinion? My contrasting aesthetics make this hard, haha. I love Christmas with all the beautiful light displays people can make, but let's not sleep on Halloween, y'all. I loooove Halloween decor, like c'mon, that's where I get shit for my room year-round, lmao. What do you want to be known for? It'd actually be kinda cool if I built up some sort of rep in the vulture culture community with my photography of roadkill. For how few shots I actually have on there and minimal interaction, my Instagram for it is doing quite well, if you consider those factors. They've gotten some pretty decent attention on dA, too. I would love for people to know why I do it though, of course: awareness and respect for the animal's life. How often do you wear make-up? Almost never nowadays. Think of the person you are jealous of...what are you jealous of them for? She's actually making a career out of her photography. Do you have art that you made in high school? Oh, plenty. Do you have trauma in your past? *clears throat* take a fuckin seat Favorite type of frosting? Chocolate. Have you ever tried cake decorating? No. One of my sisters is actually one, though! She's great at it. What clubs are you a part of? None. What was your favorite book that you had to read for school? The Outsiders. 6th grade, to be exact. Do you like to read classics, or do you usually read new arrivals? I don't prefer one over the other, honestly. Were you a big partier in college? No, I never partied. Is your college one you would recommend? My most recent one, fuck yes. They're amazing and care so deeply for their students. Would you go camping in the woods alone? Yikes, no. Would you name your kids after anyone? If I had a son and I had my way with the name, he would be named after the Most Selfless Man in the World, Damien from WKM. :'''''( Do you have any supernatural gifts? No. Are there any good churches in your town? You're asking someone who has a bad relationship with religion. Do you want an indoor or outdoor wedding? It really depends on the season and venue my spouse and I pick. Do you think you would be a good salesperson? HEEEEEEEEEEEELL NAW fam. I ain't pressuring people to buy shit.
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75 NSFW Asks. Obliterate me. Please ask me as many as you want. ALL 75! 😈
this seems excessive...
What tends to feel better for you, sex or masturbation?depends? they both have their pros and cons. but i mean, i can’t really fuck myself, so.... imma go with sex i guess
Your 5 favorite spots to be stimulated.my ass. my prostate. deeper than that. my ears. my neck. 
Have you ever had your prostate stimulated?yes. the prostate is a magical place
Have you ever had an orgasm from anywhere other than your genitals?i’ve cum hands free a few times if that’s what you mean
Are you well-acquainted with your G-spot?assuming you’re referring to prostate again, yes
Are handjobs boring, or underrated?boring
Do you like having your balls touched?meh. i don’t mind i guess?
Do you like having your nipples touched?i dun mind. but it’s not like omg do that more
Do you like having your anus touched?yes.
Have you ever been fisted?we’re working on it. don’t rush me. 
Do you like mild roughness (scratching, spanking, hair-pulling, etc.)?yes. and then maybe a little beyond that
Do you have any kinks?i’m pretty open minded. i would say i’m on the milder side of wild tho
Are you into anything under the BDSM umbrella?im probably gonna get a harness before pride i think
Do you pee in the shower?yes 
Do you ever masturbate in the shower?not since freshman year of college. life is too short for that
Have you had sex in the shower?yes
Do you like being naked?sure
Do you sleep partially/fully naked?maybe without a shirt if it’s hot. but i tend to sweat more if i sleep naked
Have you ever to a nude beach, naked party, or other situation involving casual nudity?there’s been a few parties with casual nudity.
Are you comfortable with partners seeing you nude in non-sexual contexts?yes
Have you ever showered with someone (non-sexually)?yes
Do you care if a partner sees you going to the bathroom?no
Do you have naked pictures/videos of yourself? If yes, have you sent them to anyone? Are they online?yes, yes, maybe (ok yes)
How many sexual partners have you had?i really couldn’t tell you tbh. more than 30, less than 100, i would guess?
How often do you masturbate?once or twice a day on average
What position do you typically masturbate in (laying on back, on stomach, sitting up, etc.)?laying on my back
Describe your masturbation routine, technique, etc.depends. sometimes i’m just trying to get the job done, sometimes i bring out the toys. more often we’re just trying to get the job done tho
What do you masturbate to (porn, smut, imagination, etc.)?i have a  porn blog. i use that mostly
Have you ever masturbated to the point you got sore?yes
Your thoughts the first time you got up close and personal with the opposite set of genitals?idk. my mom was naked all the time, so i don’t remember
What kind of underwear do you normally wear?briefs 
Do you ever go commando?rarely
Have you ever had a wet dream/orgasmed in your sleep?not in a long ass time
How big is your penis?slightly above average in both length and girth, but not like absurdly so
Does your penis curve at all?yes, a tad bit  upwards
Are you circumcised or no? Are you happy with it?unfortunately. and no, i am very unhappy about that.
Are you turned on or off by foreskin, or don’t care?i think it’s neat. i am jealous of guys who weren’t mutilated so casually
Do you find genitals physically attractive, or weird/gross, or not feel strongly either way?i love dick
Do you like the way your genitals look?yes, i generally get good feedback about my dick (and i happen to think it’s nice too)
Would you be able to pick out your genitals from a lineup?yes
Do you like your butt?yes, but i am looking forward to having time to work out again so i can up my booty game again
What do you do with your pubic hair (shave, trim, wax, nothing, etc.)?not anymore
Do you care/have a preference what partners do with their pubic hair?more natural is better, imo
Do you tuck your penis a certain way (i.e. left or right) when you get dressed?no
Do you have or want any genital piercings? Do you like any on other people?no, and i don’t feel any kinda way about whether my partners have them or not
What is the quickest you’ve ever brought yourself (or been brought) to orgasm?bryan’s pretty good with hitting that spot with his finger. that while i jack off can be pretty quick.
Do you ever “edge” (repeatedly stop and start) when masturbating?rarely
What’s the longest masturbation session you’ve had? Longest sex session?i think one time with toys i got carried away for like three hours or something like that. i was sore for a while after... (there may or may not have been some stimulants involved) sex wise, idk myabe an hour and a half?
What’s the most orgasms you’ve had in one session (of anything)?two
Do your orgasms tend to be full-body, or crotch-centric?the former for fucking and the latter for masturbating
Spit or swallow?not my preferred place for someone to finish. but swallow if that’s what happens. “a wise whore will tell you if you spit you taste it twice” (not that i mind the taste, but i think the first time i heard that, it was from margaret cho and it’s kinda stuck with me)
When you ejaculate, do you more shoot or dribble?shoot
Is it hot or gross to get ejaculated on?not my preferred place for someone to finish, but it doesn’t bother me. it can be hot
Have you ever had sex in a public place?yes
Have you ever had sex/masturbated while somebody was sleeping near you?lol yes
Strangest/most unique place you’ve had sex? How about masturbated?@zombee ‘s weight bench was pretty great for sex. idk if that counts as unique tho. and when i was a lifeguard, we had to take turns coming in on our own to clean the pool. and on my day i jacked off in a urinal cuz i was bored. idk. i was in high school don’t judge me
Have you had any sexual experiences that were downright gross?yes
Are you particularly “vocal” when masturbating/having sex?i can be
Have you ever been caught masturbating/having sex?yes
Have you had or do you want to have a threesome (or foursome, or more)?yes, had. but i tend to prefer one on one
Have you ever used a homemade sex toy, or a regular object as a sex toy?yes
Can a dildo feel as good as a penis?no. not if it’s good dick. 
What are your favorite positions?tbh, i kinda like missionary the best. on my back, legs on his shoulders, that kinda deally
Your most embarrassing sexual experience?pass (i’ve answered this before and i don’t feel like telling this story again)
Have you ever had any genital injuries?it’s always fun when it gets caught in a zipper
Have you ever had a sexually transmitted infection?yeah
Do you think you’re “good” at sex, or your performance/skill could use improvement?yes, i think i’m a pretty good lay if i do say so myself, but i’m always looking for ways to get better
If you had the opposite set of genitals for a day, name 5 things you would do.idk. i suppose look at it in the mirror some, probably masturbate to see what that’s like even though idk if i’d be able to get off... that took me more than a day to figure out with my own genitals, uh, maybe have sex with someone who was into those genitals? idk, this is a weird question to me
What’s something you like about your body?my ass
What’s something you dislike about your body?i am trying to learn to love my belly
What body parts do you find the sexiest?i love a muscly chest or also a nice set of calves
What was your most recent sexual thought?“i wonder what that guy would be like’
Do you ever just play with your balls, penis, hole?yes?
When was the last time you touched your genitals?i had to pee like half an hour ago
Do you often imagine people naked?all the time
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chat-miaou · 7 years
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Tagged by @letgoofmygreggo :0 :0 :0 Rules: Answer all the questions, then add one of your own, and tag as many people as there are questions 1) Coke or Pepsi? I mean neither, but if I had to pick, coke. 2) Disney or Dreamworks? Dreamworks :) 3) Coffee or Tea? Tea 4) Books or movies? It really depends on my mood. But books generally, yeah 5) Windows or mac? Windows 6) D.C. or Marvel? I don’t know much DC tbh (I’m sorry @ember-prime, i’ve let you down) so Marvel 7) Xbox or PlayStation? Uhh, I don’t have either, but I used to have a PS2 lol so 8) Dragon age or mass effect? Haven’t played the 9) Night owl or early riser? BOTH hahahaha help me 10) Cards or chess? cards 11) Chocolate or vanilla? vanilla 12) Vans or converse? Converse probably but idk 13) Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar? ?? Oh. I googled it and it is Dragon age, and I do not know 14) Fluff or angst? UHHHHHHH the fluff is always a good time but I like to cry sometimes so both 15) Beach or forest? forest 16) Dogs or cats? dogs probably but i love cats a lot too 17) Clear skies or rain? Rain 18) Cooking or eating out? I love cooking a lot 19) Spicy or mild food? I like spicy food 20) Halloween/Samhain or solstice/yule/Christmas? I don’t like either really. Christmas is just a lot of drama, and Halloween is sad now that I don’t do scarecrows anymore :( 21) Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? Cold probably 22) If you could have a superpower what would it be? UhhhhHHHHhh I dunno!!! Super speed like so I can get everything thing that I want to do 23) Animation or live action? I loooove animation it just  YES 24) Paragon or renegade? I don’t know but I like the word renegade 25) Bath or shower? Shower 26) Team Cap or team Ironman? (I LOVE THEM BOTH PLS) but I love the Iron Man movies a lot and Tony Stark is a pretty quality characters soooo 27) Fantasy or sci-fi? Both. Both is good. 28) Do you have 3 or 4 favourite quotes if so what are they? yeeeep
“The first step in writing a good book: giving yourself permission to write a bad book” (this is on my NaNoWriMo poster)
“Keep on keeping on”
“You don’t pick the books you fall in love with anymore than you pick the people you fall in love with. It just happens, and when it happens, you know.” (Which is from Breakfast Served Anytime by Sarah Combs)
29) YouTube or Netflix? YOUTUBE 30) Harry Potter or Percy Jackson? I like both a lot but there’s a soft spot in my heart for HP 31) When do you feel accomplished? When I get things done :) 32) Star Wars or Star Trek? I don’t know a lot of stuff but I’ve seen some star trek sooo 33) Paperback books or hardcover books? I like hardcover but they are so expensivee! :( I get most my books that I buy on kindle 34) Fantastic beasts or Cursed child? Fantastic Beasts OMG OMG I loved this movie so much 36) What is the most important thing in your life? You can’t ask me that. Probably T. 37) Mountains or sea/ocean? Mountains 38) How do you express yourself? Writing really, that’s kind of it 39) What’s the first book/film that really counted to you? Lilo and Stitch probably 40) What’s your element (air, water, etc.)? Earth, I think 41) If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? I really wanted to visit France for a really long time, but I’m looking more into visiting the UK and seeing co-workers and stuff, especially since some of them aren’t coming back this year :( 42) If you had any job in the world, what would it be? Camp counselor. Can I do it forever pleaseee? 43) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be? 1) that my friends would be safe, happy and healthy. 2) that I could live my life without worrying about money. 3) to be able to travel the world with people i care about 44) If you had to eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? uhhhh, potatoes 45) What’s currently the most pressing issue on your mind, and what’s stopping you from fixing it? Trying to figure out if I can come back to uni next year, and really it’s just trying to find the money 46) What is your dream companion animal? uhhh, a dog 47) Raptors or songbirds? songbirds 48) If you could only see the world in different shades of one colour, what colour would it be? knowing a lot about color, I’m going to go with blue because I think i’d get the most out of that 49) What’s your favourite piece of clothing that you own? I have a really rad t-shirt that says Yogscast in rainbow letters which is nice (also PRIDE) and I also have this nice rainbow hoodie thing that I’m sure some people have seen 50) What stereotype of your star sign are you? I guess exploring new ways of thinking and trying new things all the time? 51) Favourite flower? I really love daffodils, but also rhodies.
anyway, my question iiiis:
52) What is something you are looking forwards to?
and I will actually tag some people I guess, even though I almost never do oops
uh so I tag @lady-in-lace, @ember-prime and uh oh no uh anyone else also because i panicked and forgot things oops
anyway thanks for tagging me!! this was super fun! :D
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canonicallyanxious · 7 years
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2016 fanfic year in review thing???
I was tagged by @accioinvisibilitycloak. Thank you very much! I can never say no to the opportunity to egotistically brag about my own writing lol. I tag any fic writer who follows me and feels like doing this shiz. Especially @rumpelsnorcack and @boxesfullofthoughts. But everyone else too!
Total Number of Stories Completed: According to AO3, 13
Total Word Count: AO3 says 325,198 [AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD]. Again, slightly skewed because 1. The longest fic i wrote on my own, is it the right word?, was mostly written in 2015 and 2. Anywhere between 80-100k [idk though???] was actually written by Lyds as part of our collabs, most notably one lifetime with you [again, a good chunk of which was written in 2015] and everybody begs to be redeemed [but also including our amazing hersula fic all but the brightest stars which is still lowkey one of my fave things we’ve written together]. Still, taking all of that into account this puts me, like, solidly in the 100-200k range which. Like. holy shit. What even am i doing with my life
Fandoms Written In: nmtd/lll, Voltron, the get down, check please!
Looking Back, Did You Write More Fic Than You Thought You Would This Year, Less, Or About What You’d Expected? WAY MORE HOLY SHIT??????? I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW I WAS CAPABLE OF PUMPING OUT THIS MANY WORDS WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING WITH MYSELF WHERE DID I EVEN FIND THE TIME I HAVE NO MEMORY OF WRITING ANY OF THIS
What’s Your Own Favorite Story of the Year? This is!! Very difficult!!! I wrote many things that I am proud of!!! Obviously anything i write with Lyds [olwy, ebtbr] is going to top the list because i just feel like writing with them really brings out the best in me [cue the cheese]. Iitrw I’m proud of because it is, in my estimation, the best novel-length thing I’ve produced in my life. And I’m super proud of i will implode with you (‘cause everything will be all right) because, like, i love holsom with all of my soul and being and i think that fic has some of my best characterization
Did You Take Any Writing Risks This Year? Uhhh i think i spent the whole year like pushing myself in terms of trying out different voices, different tones, different atmospheres… So on that front I’m pretty happy with the risks i took because like i tried my hand at a lot of different kinds of fic and i think it really helped me feel more confident in my versatility as a writer but also in my ability to sound like -myself- across different styles. Also I definitely took some risks in terms of the really out-there tropes/au ideas, writing things that I was interested in rather than what the fandom at large might be into. Some of which were more successful [ebtbr, all of olwyverse; do you see a trend here in terms of what I’m most proud of lol] than others [iitrw], but I’m proud of myself for taking that jump anyway.
Do You Have Any Fanfic Or Profic Goals For The New Year? Ideally I would like to step away a little from fic this year but realistically, considering I’ve told myself for like over a year I’ll step away from fic, who knows if that will actually happen lol. Regardless i am probably going to continue writing fic but i would like to see if i can keep my projects on the shorter end [by which i mean, like, fewer than 50k words. I have high expectations for myself] so i can focus more on school, the future, etc. [aha oh boy……..]
As for profic, i do actually have some concrete goals for this year! I have an original story I’ve affectionately dubbed “delinquent lesbians” [though it’s a bit of a misnomer considering neither character involved is really a delinquent, and at least one of them is not a lesbian; i will not talk about it here but like if anyone is curious i will not object to rambling about them you just have to be Prepared for how much i can talk about them lol] that’s been tossing and turning in my head for the better part of a year i would really love to bring to life at some point. Also! I will not say too much on this topic yet because we don’t know if it will pan out, but Lydia and I are cooking up some of our own original collabs!! I am really excited, guys!!!
Best Story Of The Year? Isn’t this the same as favorite story of the year lol. I guess it’ll have to go to olwy because, like, how can it not go to my and lydia’s 130k word epic monster of a child
Most Popular Story Of The Year? the advantage of withholding your honesty zimbits soulmate au by a long shot
Story of Mine Most Under-Appreciated by The Universe, IMO: iitrw mostly just because i put over a year of work into that bad boy and happened to post it when the fandom shriveled up and died, every femslash thing I’ve ever written in my life
Most Fun Story to Write: olwy!!!! Most of my other projects were absolute hell to get through at one point or another tbqh
Story with The Single Sexiest Moment: Errr i don’t really write “sexy moments”. I guess like the closest I’ve come to is the make out scene i wrote in the fourth part of i will implode with you?? It’s, like, a paragraph lol
Most Sweet Story: I um don’t usually associate myself with “sweet” stories [see: the 130k words of magical angst in olwy, the 78k words of clone angst in iitrw, the 40k words of pacific rim angst in ebtbr; not only am i apparently incapable of writing anything other than heart wrenching tragedy, i write a whole fucking lot of it] but i guess this one would have to go to sing me, baby, home which is probably the fluffiest thing I’ve ever managed to write in my life [i still can’t believe i did something like that lol]
“Holy Crap, That’s Wrong, Even For You!” Story: No spoilers but this would probably have to go to what lydia and i did to Holster at the end of ebtbr [TO BE FAIR IT WAS THEIR IDEA but i wrote it so… yeah…]
And uh also iitrw is based on a pretty fucked up book so like. It’s a pretty fucked up fic just by nature of the beast
Story That Shifted My Own Perceptions Of The Characters: Hm. Well I’d say pretty much every fic i write changes the way i see the characters, especially if it’s the first time I’m writing them. If only because inevitably i will find a way that i can write the POV character as anxious in some capacity lol
Most Unintentionally Telling Story: Okay this is kind of not specific to 2016 but honestly the fact that there are a handful of tropes i keep on beating the hell out of [STARGAZING; long distance relationship; summer romance] probably says a lot about me as a person [that i like soft night time content?? That i like things with twinges of melancholy and sadness and wistfulness?? That i grossly overuse night time/day time/star/sun imagery??? All of the above?????]. Also… i put a lot of myself and my anxiety into olwy!balth so… it might not seem like it but he’s probably the [version of the] character I’ve allowed myself to write the most like myself because i have serious problems with projecting on my faves lol. I was going to answer “the fact that i lowkey hate soulmate au’s even though i actually wrote one” but, like, that was 100% intentional and I kind of want everyone to know that
Hardest Story To Write: this is actually a hard question to answer because i struggled with, like, every single one of my major projects last year. I think in general i struggled the most with omgcp fic for some reason because like the characters’ voices are so incredibly distinct it’s hard to really capture them imo?? There was a point i almost gave up writing the soulmate au’s because they were so hard to do lol
Biggest Disappointment: That lyds and i will never be able to finish our plans for olwy verse. That we probably won’t be able to get to the sequel to ebtbr we were planning either. That I don’t have the time to turn my zimbits pride and prejudice AU into the Austen novel-length clusterfuck it was always meant to be [i hope i can expand on it at least a little more in the future though!]. That i will never write the 10 things i hate about you rosa/jaquie epic the lll fandom deserves. That i didn’t write, like, any original fic??? Seriously dude what are you doing =[
Biggest Surprise: Mostly that i was physically capable of putting out this much writing like completely for free lol. If only i could be this productive in my own real life endeavors
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