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blackopals-world · 1 year

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Its a Crewel World

Unhinged Alchemist!femYuu and Divus Crewel (platonic)

Tags: Wuxian based Yuu, Chinese Yuu, fluff and angst, parental Crewel, happy ending, hurt/comfort

TW:Mentions of past abuse, blood

Yuu still remembered her old life as much as she tries to forget sometimes.

The screaming and crying of all the other children who were kidnapped or separated from their families. Yuu wasn't like them, she had no such family to cry to.

She looked after them as best she could, till the day they would sell them off. The prettiest of them would be taken to brothels to be trained which was a better life than this one, they'd be protected at least, but they can't escape. The strong ones would go to military camps, private armies, and martial arts sects to train. They were better off. They would become strong, maybe strong enough to choose their fates and become heroes. Heroes who could stop this from happening to other children.

That's what Yuu had to believe to sleep at night after she tucked in the little ones with what thin blankets they had. A hero would come soon...

No such thing happened.

There was a third place children would be mainly sold. Alchemist labs.

They weren't normal Alchemist they were people who used dangerous means to get results. They used people and animals in wicked experiments in their pills and elixirs.

Children not useful were sold off to become body parts and organs for these monsters. Yuu was purchased for 4 gold pieces and from that day forth she belonged to them. She was dragged away as she heard the other children crying out her name.

Yuu wasn't immediately thrown into the cauldron or furnace like the others would have been. She was saved for her heart. It would make a miracle pill. A pill of Immortality

It was the day when that man came into the cell to get her when she almost lost her life. Perhaps he wasn't as determined as she thought because he liked her enough to train her. He renamed her Little Four because that's how much she was worth. Yuu hated that name, it meant death. She hated that man more.

The day came when she would use her training well and used a red-eyed emerald snake to make a poison to kill him.

But life works in cycles and she too become an alchemist, one who didn't kill children but that doesn't mean she never used suspicious ingredients.

A time came when a hero did come with the goal of destroying all alchemists. Yuu was executed even though she was innocent of harming anyone but the man who made her this way.

She never had a choice but to be this way. The person she had prayed for only came armed with a sword against her.

In the end she wondered if things had been different, would she have been like this hero?

She awoke to a new world. A strange world she didn't understand.

The man of black feathers and with a face of a dead crow was infuriating. She spoke too quickly and of nonsense.

The cat familiar had a strong core so she would keep him if he wasn't to noisy.

She didn't like the school. She didn't like people, she didn't trust any of them.

She was told that she had no power. It was fine, she had learned no cultivation techniques related to martial arts. She had her skills in alchemy.

But Alchemists didn't exist here. They had something called potions, which sounded the same. Potions were different they only required mixing and fire to succeed. Strange.

Yuu didn't have to focuse for 3 days and nights using mana to control the flames to make distilled pills. It unnerved her.

This place was a mockery of her previous life.

Yuu was a bright young pup. Quiet and more reserved then the others which was a blessing, but she never applied herself. Being foreign was not helping her. She treated everything like it was new but the curious light in her eyes always died quickly.

Every person was suspicious and she lashed out often. She was almost always alone. She even seemed to hate every teacher she met, and if Divus got to close she'd flinch. Yuu would eye his whip with contempt and hate.

Divus wasn't foolish enough to believe that she would adjust to this new life quickly and asked Crowley to do something. He wouldn't of course so Crewel did the responsible but foolish thing.

He had Yuu switch to home schooling. She could still go to campus but her schedule would be closer to Idia's. She would move in to Crewel's home with Grim to adjust to life in this world before being pushed into socializing.

Yuu protested at first when Crowley pushed her towards Divus's car with her bag in hand. The fear in her eyes spoke volumes.

She wasn't angry, she was afraid.

Life with Crewel wasn't that as bad as she thought it would be.

When Crewel came home he'd teach her about life in this world. She even managed to use the laundry machine after Crewel told her many times to not hang it outside. Modern technology was still new to her.

She had a proper bed, food, space, and dogs. She liked dogs.

She remembered the dogs that lived in the cages with her. They were the few beings that were kind without a motive.

Crewel could see that Yuu was a bright and caring pup but she didn't know how to show it. She didn't talk about her old life but her expressions where enough.

She was surprised when he cooked. Worried when he pet the dogs. Scared when he got close to her room. When she was uncomfortable she reached for her neck. Textbook case of an abusive household.

One earning after he got home from work he saw her outside fiddling with a cauldron and lighting a fire.

"Pup, what are you doing?" Crewel asked, as he watched her use Grim as a fire source.

"Blue fire is very valuable for elixir making. I can't cut off Grim's ears so I'm making a basin to put him in to heat the cauldron. " Yuu said it like it was the most simple thing in the world as she pet Grim's head. He had been promised powerful elixirs and pills if he helped.

Divus had heard her talk about elixirs in the past but he thought she was talking about potions. What he gathered was that were different things with similar methods. Granted they could probably accomplish similar things.

"It needs blood." Yuu said taking out a knife from a cutting board of chopped herbs.

Divus's hand shot out to grab her wrist as she tried to cut into her arm.

"What the hell are you doing?!" He yelled as she dropped the knife. Her eyes welled up as she yelped in fear.

Divus pulled away and picked up the fallen weapon only to drop it again when she flinched.

At that moment she didn't see Crewel, she saw her old master.

"I'm sorry, master. I'll let you do it instead." Yuu weapt as she held out her trembling arm to him. She remembered how much he enjoyed cutting her open.

Divus dropped the knife immediately. He was just trying to protect her from herself. He knew she was hurt by people but the way she said master broke him.

What kind of sick bastard made a child call them master?

Slowly Divus moved closer to her and wrapped her in his arms.

Yuu had closed her eyes tightly as she waited for the pain to come, but it never did.

"I'm sorry, he hurt you. I will never let that happen to you again. I promise." Divus held her there as she shook. He could feel Grim press against her, his paws on her shoulder.

After a while he felt her hug him back. Not like a normal hug. She gripped onto his shirt deaspretly as though he would dissappear at any moment and leave her alone. She cried for the first time in forever.

She had never be held like this or cared for. She had always held others, like her fellow children before they were separated. She was only ever harmed by adults. Crewel cared, she didn't understand why but he did.

"It hurts." Yuu sobbed, it was physical pain it hurt inside her heart. She was angry, sad, and happy all at once. "Please, it hurts so much."

Divus could do nothing other than hold her tighter as he smoothed her hair.

Yuu returned to campus next semester. She was a different person. Brighter.

She had her named changed to Yuu Crewel, or Crewel Yuu as she said it. Yuu didn't like people calling her first name casually but she would adjust. She was happy enough not to be Little Four again.

She even made friends who would learn of her ability to make any elixir they wanted as long as they provided her ingredients. Having her sneak up on them to puck out hair, swabbing saliva from their mouths or worst engineering situations to get blood out of them.

Her obsession with teeth was driving Idia crazy. She demanded at least one but she was placated with a few from the Tweels who had plenty.

Her experiments led to many accidents like when she tried to make a pill that would turn her into a mer. It worked but it was too potent. She was a mermaid but one the size of an orca. Well, technically she was half orca.

She scared the sharks though and it was fun to hold her friends in one hand. Floyd seemed to love it. Carter too. The pictures were #BBW #BigBeautifulWhale.

Then there was the time she made zombies when she used an elixir to revive dead rose bushes for Riddle.

Did you know zombies love music?

She also made Epel into a Werewolf after trying to see if she would turn someone into a Beast-man like Jack. She would still be hiding from Vil if she didn't fix it. Epel was disappointed.

She turned Grim into a kaiju and he tried to concur humanity but realized that he could no longer sleep in his cat bed.

Let's not mention the love potion fiasco when Yuu misinterpreted it for aphrodisiacs.

In her defense using them on people were very common in her land. Every woman knew how to use them and they were very educated on them.

Yuu had many misadventures in her new life but nothing beats coming home from school to horrify her dad with stories and add to the long list of banned potions on the fridge.

#BigBeautifulWhale #turned from sad to sweet real quick #so many feels #tw blood #tw abuse #twisted wonderland yuu #twst mc #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twst yuu #twst imagines #vil schoenheit #epel felmier #twst crewel #twisted wonderland divus #divus crewel #twst divus

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swansong-art · 7 months

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𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

did I mention Kelyn is a Durge and really wishes he wasn't? 'cuz he is and I got a lot of feels about how his story and Astarion's mirror each other.

#art #fanart #baldur's gate 3 #Astarion #Dark Urge #astarion x tav #astarion x dark urge #Kelyn #elf #drow #blood #like a lot of blood holy god boys #but really I have #so many feels #their stories are just SO GOOD together #it's like poetry it rhymes

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waterlinkedgirl · 11 months

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Musical Touken Ranbu: Shunpuu Touri no Sakazuki (Sake cup of Spring Tree Peach Blossoms) Tsurumaru Ookurikara souki shutsujin english sub

Hello hello~! I am very much alive and kicking! Life got in the way, but I still managed to finish the subs for the Tsurukara souki! It’s good. Like really good. Like “shaking during my first watch” good. Due to some interesting circumstances I ended up making a separate file with TL notes, but rest assured, they shouldn’t be necessary to understand the myu.

Keep in mind that this is only the subtitle file, timed and tled to the DMM senshuuraku/BD DVD. The archive version will have a talk at the start, so the starting times of the subs will have to be delayed accordingly.

Download the subs for the DMM senshuuraku of the Tsurukara souki here!

My subs for the bluray/dvd can be found here!

And the TL notes file can be found here!

As out-of-context bonus, please look under the Read more :)

May it be that I'm Used to summery garments Worn like daily fare It pains me then all the more To part from them in autumn

You oft hear the sounds Of insects crying at dusk As twilight falls close Lonely tears too they call forth As I rise and fall with days

Friend of mine the world Is not, no, not when it so Ill bends to our will That I need say parting words To a friend I'd waved goodbye

Rest on paper, these Brushstrokes only grow doleful The more I view them After all, from today onwards They will be your memento

In the end, our death Is a path we must all take And yet we can't help But grieve for the destiny Of those who have gone ahead

Peace torn asunder Like a fragile bush clover Shattered by a storm Who could have it in their heart Not to lament your demise?

#touken ranbu #toumyu #shunpuu touri no sakazuki #or as just about everyone prefers to call it #Tsurukara souki #EVERYONE has pipes in this musical but the best thing is that there are #so many feels #I like feels :)

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in-sane-ity · 10 months

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walker-extended-universe · 8 months

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Why I Love Cordell Walker

Cordell Walker is one of my favorite characters in the show. Being the lead character gives him a bit of a leg up in this deparment, as does being played by Jared Padalecki, but there's so much more to it than that.

To me, Cordell is one of the most human characters on the show. He's lovable. He's flawed. He's a father. He's a son. He's a brother. He's a lawman. He's a widower. He's frustrating. He's handsome. He's a million other traits (both good and bad) wrapped in a very tall package and despite my complaints about him, I can't seem to get enough of him.

From the very beginning, we know we're in for a ride. He's our protagonist so we know we're supposed to be on his side more often than not. Yet one of the first things we see from him is him ditching his own welcome home party to get drunk and reminisce about his wife alone. He spends the entire rest of season one growing from there. We see him struggle to find a place for himself back home as he's dealing with not only a difficult undercover job but also the loss of his wife. We see him struggle to find his footing at work as his long-term partner is now his boss and his new partner seems convinced he's going to ruin everything for her. We see him struggle with himself as he wrestles with guilt over his wife's death and how he treated his family (especially his kids) in the wake of that. Between the pilot and the season one finale, there's already so much growth as he grows closer to his kids, his family, his partner, and finds closure with Emily's murder.

Season 2 sends us on another journey as the Davidsons return to Austin and he struggles not only with repressed guilt over a barn fire he believes he caused but also to maintain the peace between their families. We see him grapple with his guilt and slowly learn to let go and move on. We see him slowly come to terms with how he's given the Davidsons one too many breaks and start to fight back. We see him find a better work-life balance while trying to find his footing with his new partner.

And just when everything seems perfect, he gets kidnapped and we enter another journey in season 3, where Cordell truly learns to forgive himself for his past and start to accept the person he is now. Between the mess with Kevin and Grey Flag, everything to do with Cooper, and his major blindside when it came to August, Cordell had a lot to process and grow from and he (mostly) handled it well. It was a struggle physically, mentally, and emotionally for everyone involved, but he came through better and stronger than before.

Cordell Walker is a fascinating character and Jared plays him so well. Over three seasons we've seen him grow from an insecure ne'er do well widower who was happy to use a corrupt system to his advantage to someone who can not only hold himself and others accountable for their actions but can also forgive himself and others for their transgressions. So much of what I love about him has come out in the most recent episodes but can't help but love who he was even at the beginning of this (something I'm discovering through my rewatch).

A quick list of little things I love about Cordell:

His sense of humor

He tol

His smile

The way he extends his love and his family to the people that come into his life

His sense of justice

His strength

His intelligence

His wit

The way he wears a suit

Jared Padalecki

TLDR;

I love Cordell Walker

#walker #cordell walker #cordell walker day #gahhhhh i struggled so much with this #so many words so little space #so many feels #ahhhhhhkdjfhaks

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heyaritou · 1 year

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Oh the angst~~

#Sasuke Uchiha #SasuSaku #Sasuke Retsuden #Sakura Haruno #Sakura Uchiha #Naruto #Boruto #Sasuke #Sakura #SO MANY FEELS #Digital Art #aritochanart

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mila-beedoodling · 2 years

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And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime / And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine // 'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions /Wishing on every one that you'll be mine

Dandelions by Ruth B.

#mila-beedoodling 🐝#artists on tumblr #fanart #miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug fanart #drawing #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #adrienette #i cannot be /that/ into miraculous tbh #it's all I can draw ughhhhh #once again the gays and the handssssss #love is stored in the hands #I'm awful at backgrounds and this is all I can offer at the moment #ALSO GOSH I'M OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG AND AHHHHHHHHHH #SO MANY FEELS #brushes on the app didn't satisfy me so I had to make my own for the grass the dandelions and the dandelion seeds #not exactly what I had in mind but I am happy with the outcome #also I'm out of exams season and while I do have a lot to study I just draw a lot xD

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aceofcaydes01 · 11 months

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I started this all the way back at the end of Season of the Lost and just now finished it.

Inspired by @a-driftamongopenstars' Old Light, New Light series.

“Are you sure?” Ace asked, looking to where her right hand was extended and her Ghost floated in her palm. He vibrated gently in a reassuring manner. “I’ve spoken with Glint, he needs you right now.” Ghost says to you through your telepathic connection. You nodded and you were instantly transmatted to the loading bay of the Radiant Accipiter.

“Crow?” You ask softly as you approach, both he and Glint looked up at the sound of your voice. You stood there for a second, trying to assess whether or not he wanted your company, only moving when you felt the gentle prod of Glint between your shoulders, urging you forward. Your armor and weapons disappeared as you stepped forward, and out of the corner of your eye you saw Ghost vanish with Glint.

“Are these eyes the ones that haunt you at night?” Crow asks, leveling you with his gaze as you approach him fully.

For years whenever you tried to sleep, all you could see in your dreams was Uldren’s glowing glare as he pulled Ace of Spades’ trigger and shattered your life.

As weird as it was, you’d found comfort in Crow. Your anger at seeing him risen as a Guardian slowly faded as you’d seen first hand how earnest he was, how innocent. He was the opposite of Uldren, the fact that he was a fellow Hunter was just cruel irony. A tentative friendship had developed after you’d saved him and Glint from Spider’s employ. Ghost urged you to tell Crow in the early stages of your friendship, you hadn’t, and were now regretting not taking his counsel.

You gaze into the warm glow of his amber eyes, and to his surprise, you smile. “No. I don’t see any trace of Uldren in your eyes, Crow.” You say, holding his gaze, and you feel his body relax slightly next to yours.

“Now I know why you always looked at me that way.” He says softly as he looks down to the knife in his hand, the one you’d given him last Dawning. He looks back up into your eyes as you speak.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, I didn’t know how.” You say quietly, knowing his mind must be reeling from whatever Savathûn said or showed him of his past life.

You put on a brave face, but you still carried the weight of Cayde’s death. The fact that you had feelings for who was once his killer wasn’t helping your guilt any. You knew that Cayde would want you to be happy, and Crow made you so so happy.

“If it were me, I wouldn’t have known what to say either, Guardian.” Crow replies, reaching out for your hand, your fingers entwine and you stand there looking out at the Dreaming City. Crow had already been in orbit there when you joined him.

“Were you going to go down there and see your sister?” You ask after a comfortable silence, hoping it isn’t a sensitive topic.

“No. I returned here to see if I would feel anything. I don’t, and it seems strange that I was on the Tangled Shore for so long and I had no idea that my former home was right there all along.” Crow replies with a shrug, turning away from the window and going to an overhead compartment, pulling you with him by your entwined fingers. “This is for you.” Crow says, holding out a blue box with white and gold stars on it and a gold ribbon.

“You didn’t have to get me anything.” You reply as you accept it, feeling a blush start to color your cheeks.

“I know. I wanted to.” Crow replies, and you share a smile before you ease off the top and push away the tissue paper. Inside is a black knife with a white spade on the blade and the wings of a crow on the handle. It was an obviously expensive Eververse commission and you were speechless.

“Crow- Thank you, it’s beautiful.” You manage, turning to wrap your arms around his neck and pull him into a hug.

“You’re welcome. Now you can take us both with you, always.” Crow replies, squeezing you gently as his arms wrap around you.

#destiny 2 #cayde-6 (mentioned)#cayde-6 #crow #crow and glint #Ghost and his Guardian #Ace x Crow #so many feels #it's so fluffy I'm gonna die #destiny fanfiction #I hope this isn't trash #hunter reader #aceofcaydes01

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