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sketches for my fruits basket au while I figure the fuckity out of my tablet pen :)
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#mlb fanart#mlb#adrien agreste#chat noir#cat noir#mlb chat noir#mlb felix#argos#mlb argos#westy doodles#furuba au#SO what ive decided to go with IS#instead of the animals being from the zodiac like in the show i think its fairly obvious in this au its just the animals of the miraculous#my idea of it is something like a mix between fruits basket curse and miraculous holders#the holder meet the spirits of the animals (the kwamis) and make contracts with them in exchange for power#and one of the downsides is the animal curse essentially#so it does in fact change a lot considering the curse is a CHOICE however i still like the fact that it is indeed a curse#like yeah you get these cool powers but uh you literally can not physically interact with anyone you hold dear that is of the opposite sex:)
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the trio redesigns or something idk
#byakuya togami#makoto naegi#kyoko kirigiri#danganronpa#danganronpa thh#my arts#i didn't really change byakuya all that much bc unfortunately dgr ate with his canon design a lil bit in my opinion#he looks like a capitalist with a face u can punch already. all i did was crop his hair and idk if i even like that#kyoko on the other hand....gave her pants. as she deserves. but the boots kick ass so i left those. also gave her a haircut#debated between trench coat and cropped jacket but decided to go with the jacket since her talent is supposedly 'unknown' in the game#makoto i just gave him a hoodie with a chunkier zipper and some clover shoes#not very clear here but all three of them have acne. kyoko has acne scars. byakuya has the fewest but only because he uses concealer#ive got to draw more i cant keep drawing all my faves in the same o<-< pose forever
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you better not be trigun twins gnc as fuck chapter 20
#kind of love drawing the shit twins#not ship dni if ur into that thx#average sister fight should end with a hole on the moon maybe or a city blown up even#decided to sneakily change it to the og bald knives vers ive drawn im afraid no more#also yes i know vashs hair wasnt darkening yet however idgaf to be honest i dig the look so ill act on it#artistic nudity#vash the stampede#millions knives#trimax#fanart tag#trigun#art tag
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Yeahlow
#art tag#pokemon#pokespe yellow#pokespe#pokemon special#i wish i had the first ever drawing i did of yellow i think thatd be a fun comparison#i think i do sctually….. shes been w me through so much#when i was 9 i would draw eyelashes onto yellow after the ponytail reveal in gsc but now youll NEVER see me drawing her w eyelashes#i also like pause before i decide what pronouns i should use for her#so i think thats some sort of character development for me#once i bought the last gsc volume onto my school bus and showed it to a friend of mine and she like#pointed to green oak and went why does the boy have eyelashes 😐#n i was like i dont CARE i need to tell you why red x yellow is canon#more character development from me i dont really ship them anymore. same w blue and green. as a pokespe fan ive changed so much#i need to reread dpp i miss the trio so muuuhc…….. i iwhs they couldve returned int he manga and get why not but. i miss the#is swsh nearly over im not up to date at all. i know the dlcs happening but thats it#i wanna see what the scvi protags will be like. and which ones scarlet and which ones violet#and how they handle to version diffs ooo….. two schools? double dead argen parents?#ARVEN sorry. but yea. exciting#WHAT school will each rival be in what about clavel and the teachers ??!!???!??!!?!??!? anyway#thats enougb rambling for one post. goot bye
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☆ love; heretical and divine
{☆} characters tsaritsa
{☆} notes cult au, yandere, drabble, gender neutral reader
{☆} warnings blood
{☆} word count 0.8k
To love a God is heretical. It is an act of blasphemy– it is to drag them down from their throne of hollow gold, to topple the pedestal the worshipers uphold on their shoulders like lambs at the herders heel. It is the act of forcing them to their knees and ripping that beating heart of glorious gold and beautiful, cruel divinity from their chest, so pure it burns.
To love a God is to make them sin. To make them painfully, horribly human.
To love a God is to sin.
The love of a worshiper is no love at all, brilliant in its raw purity, untainted by sin. It is fear and obedience masked by adoration so overpowering it corrupts. It makes the lamb so unquestioning in it's faith it will never question the knife that cuts, the teeth that rip, the claws that tear. If the Creator deemed them unworthy of the very life crafted by their hands, then they must have committed a sin so grave there lay no salvation for their horrid soul.
But she is no worshiper– her lips speak of heresy as easily as she breathes, her words nothing but lies, cold and cruel like the ice that crawls along her skin like webs.
She loves a God like a lover should.
A damned sinner reaching longingly for the heavens.
She loves a God in the subtle brush of their lips, their muffled voices behind closed doors as they indulge in curiosity untamed. She is a sinner through and through, but she feels herself fall further with every brush of her hand across their cheeks, every touch she bestows upon them like a lover. She memorizes the imperfections of their body like memorizing a map– every scar, every mark, every line drawn on their body like a canvas, her touch the brush that stains the pristine white.
No devoted lamb shall ever see the painting they create in these stolen moments– it is for the eyes of a heretic so vile it makes them shudder, their body dirtied by the love of a woman so vile even their divinity is obscured by the ice.
The lambs may be satisfied with fleeting glimpses of gold and empty words from lips that guide them to the jaws of the wolves, but she is not. Her hands crave them like a starving hound, aching to touch that imperfect skin hidden by the veil of gold that obscures the painfully human body beneath. She longs to free them from the golden cage that binds them– to see their wings blot out the sky, their divinity tainted by sin and making them all the more beautiful for it.
It is a longing that leaves a festering wound that cannot heal, will not heal. Even if it could, she would not let it.
For as much as she tries, deny it as she may, she is no better then the blind lambs following the herder who holds a blade in their hand, glittering like gold in the sun, stained by dull red.
She is a fool, and what a fool they make of her with the touch of their hands against her skin– so cold it leaves frost on their fingertips. Yet they do not fear the cold, mapping out every inch of her imperfections, carved into her body by her own hands.
She has always been a heretic, cursing the divine until she could speak no more, but if divinity can be found in them – in this love that consumes, that burns her hands and her lips – then she is a Saint, praying at the altar until her throat bled.
But in the end, she has and will always be a cold woman with hands stained with blood. Until it is all she can taste, until it is all she can smell, until it is all she can feel. These hands of hers, heretical and divine, will bleed the God from their veins– she will become the wolf to their lamb until the rivers of Teyvat run gold with their ichor, until the gold bleeds into red, the taste of their divinity on her tongue.
Until she drags a God from their lofty throne and makes of them a monster.
There is no greater triumph to the heretic then to love a God into sin. To make a God sin to love.
To love is to be human, and they are no God.
Even if she must tear the gold from their very being until all that's left is something human. Even if Teyvat crumbles and decays, even if it begins over and over again..
She will do it again and again, until the gold can bleed no longer. Until her sins grow too great for Teyvat to contain.
To love a God is to devour, and be devoured. An endless cycle of sin that dulls the glow of gold into something new– something horrifying and divine, in it's own right. Something just as horrid as her, just as divinely corrupted by the sins she carries on her shoulders like a trophy, as gold as the sun and as cold as ice.
Divinity, carved into something human by love all consuming, until it all bleeds away and they begin their dance anew, for as many cycles as it takes.
An eternity, if she must, of dooming this world of theirs to fire and decay for a glimpse of the being snared by their golden shackles.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#fic tag#tsaritsa#tsaritsa x reader#rip 2 anyone who expected like. a normal fic lol. lmao.#im very normal abt the tsaritsa and love its so tasty#i left it very up to interpretation what like. actually happens but. yknow.#i just think tsaritsa being the god of love and not knowing how 2 love without being weird abt it is fun#also wanted to dig into the concept of reader being fundamentally changed by being the creator besides gold blood yknow#but the tsaritsa Knows its changed you and she hates it. she hates it but how does one destroy what is divine?#how do you destroy the very thing that has created you in its hands so cruel and kind?#ive really gone off the deep end huh#this is a warning 2 the normal ppl u might as well leave now. lol#lowkey going for her actually straight up eating u but decided that was too weird for my first fic in a while. had 2 tone it down#i also wanted to add a bit of a concept of the constant resets teyvat goes through and how it plays into the themes#the tsaritsa constantly stuck in a cycle of getting rid of your divinity to be with you as you actually are but teyvat “dies” shortly after#bc obvs ur not the creator afterward so it just croaks and then it all resets again and again#but its the tsaritsa we r talking abt do u think that stops her. NO#obvs still up 2 interpretation go wild this was just what i intended#can u tell i have a lot of feelings abt tsaritsa and concepts of love from her pov. haha. I PROMISE IM NORMAL#i am mentally well why do u ask#what warnings do i add here. dont open this fic ive lost it maybe. yeah#covid rewiring my brain or smth idk man
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adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes
#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently???#like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought#that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made#easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway#so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in#but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse#even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders#to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting#worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING#THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD#i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing#i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact#its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt#yapping#adhd
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Long time no KH art
(semi-redraw of this)
#kingdom hearts#kh#kh roxas#roxas#bacons art#since after kh3 came out ive been drifting away from KH fandom as a whole#no particular reasons just interests changing lol#but some of you guys might remember my kh phase#it lasted pretty long#also I think project d*stati have been reblogging a lot of my old kh art from 2017 ish and AUGHH TEARS MY HAIR OUT#im so glad people still liked them and continue to give it notes but as an artist those drawings are CRUSTY#partially the reason why I decided to make this new drawing#nostalgia aside lmao
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wow ive been kind of off lately I should take a day to rest an[explosion]
#[.art]#self#complaining tag#I'm good. I needed to draw about it but I'm good. it's fine. whatever#love it when I barely ask you for money to Live outside of gifts and 30 a month. and then you withold the gift SOMEONE ELSE GAVE ME#that's fine it's totally not as if I told you I need that money before. and you decided I was a bit too mean#about you compiling a document I Need To in order to keep the room and board in the place I am living in. by the way#she proceeded to change topic completely to the weather and forget about anything ive told her on the clothes I have here#or about the courses I follow. she takes notes for my sister's classes but cannot be bothered to remember i dont have exams in april#that's fineeee it's fine. it's fine. I know my sistser needs the help and I don't. I would rather die than ask for her help anyways#you can at least pretend to forget about both of us equally instead of telling me I should graduate in two years because im smart enough#which I am not. by the way. At least when I will fail at something I'll have the opportunity to tell her I told you so thank god#dont get me wrong i know her giving me compliments is a good thing I just sort of wish the were things actually about me#and not about the idea she has about me being some kind of prodigy that's simply too lazy to actually be exceptional. anyways
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[Amnesiac Omori AU]
Grown up Omori concepts! My idea for the final chapter of the fic for this AU is that it's an epilogue that takes place ten years in the future (so he's ~22 years old in this pic), so it's got me thinking about what Omori's like when he's older
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He dyed his hair partially white to honor his past self and to signify how he's accepted his past as part of himself
He's aroace! Never ends up settling down with anyone and is perfectly happy and content about it <3
Not depicted here but for his career I imagine he goes into computer programming!
I'm thinking he maybe becomes roommates with Andrew, no matter what though him and Andrew remain very close
The main conflict for the epilogue's story is that Omori develops a tendency to overwork himself, which is something his friends help him deal with
#omori#omori au#amnesiac omori au#omori omori#omori (character)#omori sunny#sunny omori#siren art#still need to decide how the characters decide when omori's birthday is...#its either the day he was actually created (so sometime in october i imagine)#or the day he became a human (so sometime in june)#not july 20th though i know thats his 'canon' birthday but only cause its sunny's. omori deserves his own birthday#also the one of omori and sunny looks very similar to smth ive drawn before right down to the expressions if you know what it is no you don#it was unintentional i prommy#also you may remember my drawing of omori at the end of the story where his eyes are a slightly different color#i changed my mind on that they just remain black i think its cool that way
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V2ISDEAD.COM
#id in alt#ultrakill#v2#mirage#vm's art#realized ive somehow only drawn a single piece of fanart for dect and decided that needed to be changed so heres another
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[concept-dump] Space-au - (main(?) Antagonist) Skal, enemy of sun and mentor to iron
#spaceau#tf2 space au#gordon freeman#ironstar gordon#skal the chimera#my ocs#myart#yes theres homoerotic tension yes youre reading that right#skal was initially a one-off antagonist to 100years ago/pre-team sol and boone#but i decided to keep him alive and he somehow got involved with gordon and now theres so much stuff between them aksdjhad#skal helps indirectly shape gordon into his own person while gordon breaks skal down from his skyhigh ego#human helps alien accept he's not human and thats okay while alien helps human accept he's only human and thats okay#you dunno what they do to my brain was possessed by them the whole ass move#he also changes the most throughout the whole story like visually i mean x'D this is all the same guy i swear#he's just veeeeeeeeeery old and goes through a lotta ego death jkhfdsfd#he's originally an outcast astronomer from the 1500s#turns into a deranged alchemist who figures out how to eat celestial cores in order to make himself into a star#yknow how it is khsjdffsd#anyway i told my friend about skal and they said he reminded them of an owlhouse character#and now ive watched the show and im lookin back on this guy and im sdjfkhfsgd yeah yeah he does have that vibe#also he's dutch and his voiceclaim his sigma(overwatch) bc that guy was squandered and i love his voice still#a lot of these pics are panels from a lil voiceline compilation thing i didnt finish kjhdsfsk#maybe ill post it if i can finish editting it
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"I'm nobody. I haven't done anything with my life like you have."
Todd Phillips, Scott Silver, Lady Gaga genuinely, lovingly, fuck you.
I will never forgive you. I hope every day your bones get softer and softer and then one day when you're not expecting it, I shall be there, and I will gnaw through your Achilles heel<3
#LIKE WHAT THE FUCK???? IVE NOT DONE ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE#SHES SUPPOSED TO BE A DOCTOR SHE SPENT OVER A DECADE IN FUCKING SCHOOL IM GONNA FIGHT#IM THROWING HANDS WITH EVERYONE INVOLVED THATS SO NASTY#idc i will not be acknowledging this as an actual Harley cause shes not. i dont fucking care.#the Only thing making her Harley is that they called her that. change her hair color and color scheme and bam PUNCHLINE#but no they decided to be stupid and insulting and ignorant.#this genuinely makes me so mad.#i watched the trailer and every time im like jfc okay its gonna suck they just release something absolutely worse#i will be spending my entire therapy session tomorrow ranting passionately about my hatred for todd phillips#i would fight him for a corn chip#harley quinn#harleen quinzel#baby im so sorry to be tagging you i know this aint you baby!!! you're better than this!! you deserve better#dc comics
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i dont think regular people can grasp how isolating it is to be that person who is always single in a society and environment where people are always dating, and dating is so culturally relevant. all my friends have had longterm/serious relationships and even when theyre single they are usually seeing someone. im seeing someone maybe 2 months a year on average but im „true single“ most of the time and dont really get into relationships at all. and its always been this way.
and with age and thanks to getting more into feminism i know that my selfworth and value as a person does not rely on dating. in fact most relationships i see are dysfunctional or with men i would not want to be with (im saying men because they are usually the problem, but also because most men are just unattractive on top). and i think that promoting to women that being single is okay and good actually is really important. that you can very much be happy without a relationship.
nonetheless there is of course the human need for affection, a longing for romantic/sexual companionship (i know some people dont have that and it doesnt make them less human but i think its normal human desire that cant be unconditioned, and i dont even think that should be the goal). and you can barely protect yourself from sociocultural messaging which is additionally enforcing it. even if you rationally know that there is nothing wrong with being single, especially as a woman its difficult to shake this feeling of being a failure. always seeing your friends go through the motions while you remain the same. etc
anyways im really vulnerable right now if any insane women want to take advantage of me…
#personal#how do they even meet all these people who are mutually interested in them?#especially now that im not doing one night stands and casual hookups just for the sex anymore im moving towards restoring my virginity#and im a really rare case too because my ‚body count‘ is way above average (not counting prostitution for obvious reasons)#but ive more or less always been single#i dont want the people who want me and with the people i want it never works out#and i know it doesnt help im mentally ill and sexually and otherwise traumatised and loud and annoying and harsh but i swear im such a#loving and caring person to the people close to me and i have so much love to give#and it only happened recently i decided i actually want a relationship i was always very anti relationship#my friends are shocked about my change of heart! but alas my life carries on as it was
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had a dream last night i was lost wandering the streets of a big city at night and i was cold so i walked into the nearest open store and it was a sex shop but half of the store had several displays of just leather jackets and pants. i wanted it to be real so bad
#there were secret tunnels leading out of one of the storerooms and i was following some people down there but the tunnels got so narrow#(like. crawl on your belly narrow) that i realized i didnt want to be down there anymore and just. decided to wake up#for me lucidity is hard to activate AND hard to maintain but it often happens when the dream goes somewhere i dont like and i want a way ou#sometimes im lucky and i realize im dreaming and get to start flying around. but even then i tend not to stay in control#like ill realize im dreaming and have some fun but then get distracted and forget lol#last time i got lucid i flew around a bit then realized it could be fun to to have some dream sex but nobody was around LMAO#ive heard ppl that are really skilled can actually conjure stuff but im not that proficient#i can mostly just control my own movement and abilities. not change the environment
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「これ大柑子十五あるベし」
"There are 15 oranges inside"
#fgo#fate grand order#Ashiya Douman#another little thing while i work on the big piece#i really like rats as a symbol of his inability to surpass Seimei its a pretty famous story i think?#the one where Douman (correctly) divines that there are 15 oranges in a box but Seimei changes them into rats and wins the contest#ive been reading abe no seimei monogatari its great douman is soooo arrogant and petty and i love him#(a modern jp translation since its from 1662 its really nice it has og text on top and modern jp on the bottom and a ton of annotations)#which get me sidetracked into things like heian court rankings and the palace layout and the shishinden#anyway the whole reason the contest was held is cause douman hears about seimei#and is soooo upset at the possibility of someone possibly being better than him so he goes to the capital and shows up at seimei's house#to challenge him and prove himself better and its huge event the emperor and all the nobles are there#first part is flashy magic displays but douman (who is losing) basically goes uhh that didn't count divination is the proper way to decide!
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Tzan'oak Zahar, Xhorhasian artist, puzzle-maker and alchemist from Jigow. My goblin artificer in our Call of the Netherdeep campaign. A consecuted soul dealing with the echoes of their first life as the wizard Tarlyn Icozrin.
#tzan'oak zahar#goblin artificer#call of the netherdeep#dungeons and dragons#dnd oc#raydraws#ray of sunshine oc#moonlighters#they/them#wardrobe#outfits#i love their clothes and style so much#weird eyes and pronouns#oaks body is no longer unknownable#ive decided to just make it public bc tbqh im pretty sure they would have changed#in front of most of the party already at this point#they're not particularly shy abt casual nudity#anyway#i love them bye
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