#so if you are forever young in your soul you can look 20 in your 200s and also you can look 80 in your 100s
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I am... confused as to what age the other anon thinks Charlie is but if she was so young she wouldn't be able to canonly date Vaggie, who I'm pretty sure is in her 20s
So why wouldn't she be able to be shipped with Alastor? I think Rosie was just teasing him about bringing a girl to her, anyways. Introducing someone you're close to to someone else you're close to, I could see it as a big relationship deal and I too would probably tease my friend
Idk man :'D
Sounds to me like someone was just really jumping to the most surface level conclusions without much critical thinking, it happens.
I think the comment might've just made them think that Alastor is like. Canonically double her age or something, which is really funny considering the opposite is the case by a long shot. Rosie likely just said that bc he came in with a young looking, objecitvely very pretty girly, so it's an easy jab to make - it's just friendly banter between acquaintances. [some further thoughts I ended up having about aging in hell under the cut]
It's really hard to guess how old Alastor would actually be tbh since sinners' demon forms generally seem to hardly reflect their actual ages, so he could've honestly died in an age range that's anywhere from mid-20s to mid-50s.
(And at least based on how stubbornly driven to achieve his mysterious goals he is and how childishly petty, if not outright violent he gets when his authority, power and/or control are questioned; and the fact that he is finding himself with a bad deal at his hands now that he's struggling to escape - so I presume he accepted it recklessly, not something a wise old man would do - I'd say he likely died on the younger side of that range.)
And if he died in the 1930s and clearly managed to not get himself killed all the way into what I'm guessing is the 2020s, then that adds like 90 years of further existence in hell.
But that still only amounts to about 110-130 years total.
Charlie's 200+ years completely eclipse that lmfao.
That does make me curious though how old Vaggie actually is then, we don't know if she's a human soul that has been alive on earth before going to heaven and becoming an exorcist, or if she's a natively heaven-born kind of creation...
UItimately... these characters are all adults at the end of the day, and as such they could all do whatever they want, hypothetical age gap or not - it's honestly not like that sort of thing is even really something we can track in this "nobody ages once they're here and can only die at heaven's hands" sort of setting, so I don't see why it should matter that much ^^"
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Say, hypothetically, you die at age 16 and go to hell, where you then continue to exist for an infinite amount of time. Are you now perpetually and forever a minor? Do you count the years you spend in hell on top of your human age despite not actually aging on a physical level in any capacity?
I'm gonna go on a limb here and say that bothering with age gaps in Hazbin Hotel makes little sense, since the inherent issue with those always boils down to unbalanced power dynamics and uninformed and/or coerced consent anyways - factors that are easy to define as bad and we all understand are objectively toxic.
#charlastor#not the focus but mentioned and tangentially considered in my ramblings but still#hazbin hotel spoilers#chubs answers
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Imagine Taylor Swift’s songs (IX): Lover.
Imagine this is your first Christmas next to Aemond Targaryen… as your husband.
Warnings: cliche, light reading, lots of fluff.
Warnings 2: don’t mind me being late…
***
We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January. And this is our place, we make the rules. And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you dear. Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years?
Aemond watches as you are humming happily, preparing the tree with your typical optimistic eyes. You are dressing his large shirt and your black pants, y/c hair tied in a bun.
Couldn’t you be more adorable?
“Honey, give me that box written “Christmas Decorations”, please. There is the small lights I must put around it”, he can tell by your voice you are anxious.
This is your first Christmas together since you’ve married about nine months ago and the Targaryens are coming to the dinner you are hosting. Although he doesn’t care about all of these traditions, you do, so he is there with you.
“Just a second, love”, he quits admiring you for now and goes instantly to help you.
Once he does, you are quick in placing the lights around the tree and to close all you put a star on top.
“That is absolutely stunning”, he surprises you by throwing you over his shoulders, earning him a squeak. “My darling, they do not deserve any effort of you.”
As you are put down, you giggle like a little girl. Being taller than you, you have to tiptoe to kiss him.
“How unkind of you to say so, husband dear. They have all been so nice to me… It’s only worth the effort.” You squeeze his cheeks. “But what do you think? Please be honest.”
Aemond sighs heavily, hands resting on your waist.
“It’s perfect, my love. When haven’t you ever done anything perfectly?” He fusses you with kisses, making you giggle again.
“I need that crude honesty you use at your family dinners, honey.”
He laughs quietly.
“My sharp tongue is a trait only used to them, dear. But it’s really good. Besides… Come here”, he leads you to the window, placing himself behind you. “It’s snowing.”
And here comes the expected reaction of the year: when you beam overjoyed because snow falls from sky. When you fill his expectations, he twirls you around him and puts you against him.
“Are you really my wife?”
“Are you really my husband?”, you smile warmly at him, eyes sparkling with the purest devotion. “You still didn’t answer me, young man.”
Aemond pretends to roll his eyes at you before looking down at your eyes, rocking you in his arms.
“If it was up to me, this Christmas would last until January.”
“It’s our place, we make the rules”, you smile brightly at him.
Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever? And ah, take me out, and take me home. You're my, my, my, my lover.
His heart skips a beat at how your face lightens at his words. Aemond sighs quietly and you drown in his eyes, loving this man with every inch of your heart and soul.
“It’s you and me”, you promise him. “No one is going to ruin it.”
Aemond doesn’t respond, but he believes in you, faithful he’s become after becoming devoted in you.
“As it should”, he takes you for a silent waltz and you rest your forehead against his chest, feeling so bubbly and sillily happy when it comes to him, to you, to both of you as a whole.
***
It’s December 24th. The supper is meant to be midnight punctually, when it transits to December 25th.
Aemond is sat lazily at the edge of his bed, not very excited for the holidays. But his eyes are following your eager moves, admiring you possessively as you opt for a silk green gown, 50’s like, and comb your y/c locks.
“Aren’t you getting ready? Your mother is punctual”, he can tell you are nervous.
Partially half nude, he comes at you and, right in front of the mirror, he pulls you.
“Don’t rush me, darling. They can wait”, so Aemond says, peppering kisses around your neck, aware of your weak spots.
“Honey…”, you smirk, your knees already shaking. “We can’t. Not now, anyways. Besides…”, you turn at him with the kind of malice in your eyes that Aemond loves to see, “if you behave well tonight there’ll be no need to get early tomorrow.”
Aemond laughs quietly, before stroking your cheek.
“Have I corrupted my angel? Oh my, what have I done?”
You wrap your hands around his neck, tilting your head to the side, eyeing him with the utmost love.
“Oh don’t play coy at me, Aemond Targaryen. You are the only one here to blame for messing with my hormones, all right? Now go get your ass dressed!”
Laughing still, he reluctantly parts, letting go of you… for the moment.
***
The ring bells. Helaena is the first to break the awkward silence that has installed in the family after mother and father broke in an argument.
“I’m pretty sure this will be a lovely reunion. Y/N is very perfectionist when it comes to decorating.”
“I’m sure she is”, Alicent agrees. “She’s a lovely girl.”
“Too lovely for Aemond”, says Aegon, the opinionated.
“Don’t get me started with this nonsense, Aegon��, says Alicent, buffing. “Behave. She’s family.”
Before Aegon has the chance to argue, Daeron is the one who promptly presses the ring bell. The door doesn’t take long to open and soon comes before everyone’s view you and the ever socially awkward Aemond Targaryen.
“My darling!”, Alicent, placing herself as the mother of the family, is the one who comes to embrace you properly. “Looking beautiful as ever!”
“Son”, Viserys moves to greet Aemond, putting the other to a hug. “Looking healthy and good!”
Aemond smirks, hugging his father in return rather uncomfortably.
“Nice to see you too, dad.” And he turns quickly to his brothers. “Daeron. Aegon.”
“What’s up, my man?”, says Aegon, clasping behind Aemond’s back. “Nice apartment, by the way. Looks nice.”
“Yeah, it surely is.”
“Do you have a library? If I reckon, Y/N is quite a reader”, says Daeron, the brightest of the three.
“Yeah, we do. Feel free to look at it if you like.”
Daeron never before looks so happy for being there. Soon he vanishes off the view.
“Laena, my dear”, Aemond’s face has some emotion when spotting his sister. “How are you?”
“I’m doing fantastic, thank you”, and here she closes the distance between them by hugging him tight. “I love the decoration. Let me guess, all of this is Y/N’s doing, isn’t it?”
Aemond has the decency of blushing.
“Come on now, I’ve tried my best in helping. But you know what a perfectionist she is.”
Not too far from him, you say:
“I’ve heard that, Aemond!”
Soon, the room is filled with laughters. In the meantime Helaena is putting a Christmas hat over everyone’s head, you and Mrs Alicent are engaging in nice conversations.
“…and of course we have turkey for dinner. I’ve ensure everything is as traditional as possible”, that is the part Aemond hears when he sets behind you at the couch. You turn your head and squeak when seeing him all shy with a Christmas hat over his head. “Oh, love! How adorable you look!”
He lowers his gaze, crimson pink painting his pale features, a sight that makes you forget you have guests to entertain. Discreetly, you cup his face and kiss his cheeks, earning a “awwwww”, most likely from Helaena, and missing an eye roll from Aegon.
“Thank you, my sweet”, Aemond whispers, taking your hands and there pressing a kiss. Then turning at his mother, he asks. “Should we expect anyone else?”
Alicent, watching the scene proudly, now holds her husband’s hand as if they are the very example of a couple—even if in reality it’s not as she wants to make it seem.
“Do you mean your sister Rhaenyra and your brother Baelon?”
It’s Viserys who replies:
“Rhaenyra is not coming, I’m afraid. She’s busy attending the Velaryon’s Christmas with Harwin. But Baelon is coming, of course. He loves you dearly, as you know, Aemond.”
You are more than aware that Rhaenyra has always preferred to surround herself with the Strongs than with the Targaryens, a disappointment that you struggle to conceal. Aemond, however, knows you well enough, so he squeezes your hand in a reassuring way that her absence matters little.
At least the same cannot be said of Baelon, the peacemaker of the family.
“I’m glad he’s coming”, says Aemond. “But doubtful he’ll get on time.”
“Well, there is plenty of time until dinner is ready”, you remark, back to smile.
“Thank you for receiving us well, my children”, says Alicent, when taking your hand and giving it a squeeze. “It means a lot to me, to us all.”
You smile back, suddenly remembering the old days. Three years ago, when you were introduced to the family, Mrs Alicent initially had not taken you well. All of this, as you came to know in due time, was because she used to clash with Alys Rivers all the time.
You’d know also, from a more reliable source (that is to say Helaena), that Alys was the kind of woman who cared very little by other’s opinions. To worse all, she got herself involved with… Aegon, who always thought himself better than Aemond.
The family back then was cracked. Aemond and Aegon had a huge fight because of it, leading the former to rebel against his family. Feeling like his presence didn’t matter much, he was often found in places where he shouldn’t be, surrounded by unpleasant companions, until Helaena urged him to righten his wrongs.
In the midst of a crisis in his parents’ marriage (apparently, Mrs Alicent preferred other… hum… companies than her husband’s), Aemond found you. You didn’t want to change him, aware this wasn’t your part after all. By taking him as he is, all went well. And you and him fell so hard that, three years later, you got married.
It so appears that your marriage reunited the broken family, so little wonder why Mrs Alicent eventually got attached to you and here you two are, kind of like mother and daughter. With your mother gone to the North, working as diplomat, Mrs Alicent took the role by herself and your sensible heart gladly accepted it.
Though you still can see the mends, you are pleased to find everyone in good terms—and this is a family that took you in, hence why you wanted to make this a great Christmas dinner.
“It’s nothing, really. You are my family now as you know it”, you explain with a warm smile on your lips. “It’s a great delight in being able to receive you here.”
Talks here and there, eventually a few more guests arrive. These are your and Aemond’s friends, couples who had introduced you to him years ago.
And suddenly, everyone is crashing in and the mood is just… all too graceful and merry for your spirits.
To your delight, even the rebellious Aegon is being nice, coming to good terms with Aemond after a long time in strained relationship. Helaena doesn’t leave your side… until Cregan Stark comes by and asks her for a dance. You don’t think you’ve ever seen your sister-in-law blush as deeply as today.
We could let our friends crash in the living room. This is our place, we make the call. (…) I've loved you three summers now, honey, but I want 'em all.
In the midst of it, though, Aemond pursuits you. He leads you outside to have some fresh air, as music plays inside and everyone is having their fun.
“Thank you”, he tells you, stroking your cheek as a hand rests over your waist.
You tilt your head to the right, eyeing him slightly confused.
“What for, honey?”
“For providing me a happy and safe Christmas”, he whispers to your ear. “For providing my family a decent reunion in years. Thank you, wife. You know you didn’t have to.”
Your eyes blurry a little with this secretive confession. You’ve long accepted that Aemond struggled with sentiments, especially in how to express them. But you also knew he has his own way to do so.
Even so, hearing all of it makes your heart race. Keeping the surprise speech in your mind, you answer him with a sweet kiss and there you stay for a few seconds…
***
Dinner’s finally ready. Table is set, food is served and champagne is poured in everyone’s glasses. You let Mrs Alicent open midnight with a prayer, respecting her religiosity.
Only then you raise and ask for everyone’s attention. Sitting in the opposite side is Aemond with his Christmas hat, eyeing you with a mix of curiosity and devotion. You are beginning to flush deeply when you start your speech.
Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand? With every guitar string scar on my hand, I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover. My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue. All's well that ends well to end up with you. Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover. And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me. And at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover.
You thus finish it by praising the Maker for this reunion, thanking family and friends for this perfect Christmas dinner, hoping everyone has enjoyed it.
“Merry Christmas, family!”
As you lower your gaze, suddenly shy, you miss the sobs of Mrs Alicent, the tearful gaze of Helaena and Baela, and even Mr Viserys is emotional. No one notices how teary is also Aemond.
For the first time in his life, the rogue prince is brought to (happy) tears.
***
Epilogue.
Kissing your shoulders and neck, his arms snake around your waist, unwilling to let go of you. Then bringing your face to his, he peppers your cheeks, eyes and lips with gentle kisses.
“Merry Christmas, my darling. It’s snowing”, he whispers.
You giggle softly, opening your eyes as you spot snow from the window. Then clinging onto him, you bury your head in his neck, making him chuckle.
“What? I thought you’d like to go outside and make snowballs”, he says, amused.
“I’d rather stay stuck with you today.” You whisper against his neck, making him shiver. “I want my husband to myself.”
He rolls over you, bringing your attention to him.
“Do you realize my family is sleeping in here, in two other bedrooms?”
“And?”
“And eventually we must leave here.”
Lifting your hips and engulfing him with your legs, you stare at him mischievously.
“Not now, surely.”
Aemond laughs heartily before diving into your lips.
“Now now for sure”, he agrees, giving in to your needs.
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Do you have favorite BL dramas or movies? If you do, what's your top 20 Asian BL dramas or movies?
Hi anon! 💙 Thank you for this ask! I can make a list! I love it 🥰
Of course I have favorites and I am so thankful you ask for my 20 favorite bls, because 10 would be too hard 😅
I don't have any logical reason behind my choices. Most of the times I go with the feeling I have while watching the show. The following is not a best to last ranking, just my top 20 favorite shows 😊
Goodbye Mother
A vietnamese movie about a young man, Van, who visits his family for the first time after being abroad for nine years. He doesn't come alone, but brings his boyfriend Ian with him. Van waits for the best moment to come out to his family and present Ian as his partner. It is more of a family drama than the typical bl, but it is such a good movie. The grandmother is the heart and soul of it all. It provides everything, happiness, sadness, anger, pain, love...just a perfect movie. It is still available on GagaOOLala, but on the list to leave soon.
A Tale Of Thousand Stars
One of my feel-good-series. EarthMix is one of my favorite pairing and they went crazy with all the staring and pining. The story of Tian and Phupha who meet at a village in the forest where Tian works as a volunteer teacher and Phupha is the local Chief Forest Officer. We whitness how two people get to know each other, understand each other and develop feelings for each other. It is a romantic fairytale dealing with important and serious issues and I love it! You can watch it free on Youtube.
Moonlight Chicken
Speaking of EarthMix...Moonlight Chicken is my newest favorite and one of the easiest decisions for picking as a favorite. It is a short series, but it tells so many stories in a perfect way. No character comes too short, no realtionship is undeveloped. It is such a perfect series. EarthMix are killing it, but GeminiFourth stole the show. Their depiction of a this first love between a deaf young man and an angry young man was just so beautiful. Both had their dreams and both felt unheard and unseen from the outside (especially the parents and guardians) and they developed such a pure and beautiful bond. I could go on and on about the beauty of this show. Perfect and free to watch on Youtube.
My School President
And another GeminiFourth project. I am so in love with this show. It is something personal. The story about a first love and such a healthy love and Tin, our school president is one walking green flag. The show helped me on a very personal level to understand parts of my own history and choices and I am forever grateful and will keep this in my heart. And besides that it is such a comfort watch. Every conflict is dealt with before the episodes end and there is no drama, just love and respect. I love it! It is also free on Youtube.
Triage
This is something else. We have time loops and some supernatural stuff happening while the main character tries to rescue this young man who is as it turns out the love of his life. And when it looks like it finally can work out, destiny or in this case a higher entity, plays a little bit with time and fucks everyting up again. It is really interesting and tense and there are twists and it is just amazing!
The Untamed
Does this count as a bl? It is not the typical bl, more a censored adaptation of same-sex original work from China. Nevertheless you can see the love and affection between Lan Zhan and Wei Ying. This is a masterpiece. When I tell people about it, who don't watch asian dramas, I always tell them it is better than Game of Thrones for me, so they can put it in relation. This show wrecked me. I cried like never before. And I can't put into words what this series made me feel. It is on Viki and WeTV.
180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us
Speaking of non typical bls stuff. 180 degree is such a good series. It is difficult to watch, because it feels really raw at parts and it deals with so much stuff, like homophobia, grief, internal homophobia, trauma, loss, love different kinds of relationship, growing up and stagnation, resignation. And the cinematography, uuuhhh! Such a beautiful series and in everything you see on screen you can intepret something in it. As a person who studied language and the comparison between novels and their adaptations, this was heaven for my intepretation loving heart. You can watch it on GagaOOLala.
A First Love Story
Strongberry at its best. It is korean and a short film in two parts and perfect. It tells the story of two best friends who have feelings for each other, but one of them enlisted and has to go to the military soon. We meet them again after some time and get a very intimate view on a very short part of their lifes. The acting is good, the story is good, the chemistry is good. You can watch it on Youtube or soon it will be on GagaOOLala again.
Be Loved in House: I Do
My comfort watch. This is nothing special. It is just a workplace romance, but it feels so cozy and I love the story. It makes me feel all the butterflies and happiness in my stomach and I love this shit! The company gets a new boss, who is very strict, has a bunch of rules and forbids his co-workers to date, because love can be a distraction and because of his own personal trauma. Can his stone-cold heart be warmed-up again? Oh the cuddles are everything for me! It is on Viki.
History 2: Crossing the line
I like most of the HIStory shows, but tis one I like the most. I do love the secondary couple of HIStory 3: Make our days count and HIStory 4: Close to you (I know...don't judge me), but as a whole series I really like this one the most. Perhaps because it is something different with the whole Volleyball thing or because I think the main couple is just so sweet. I don't know, I like to rewatch it from time to time. You can watch it on Viki.
Bad Buddy
My first asian bl ever. I am so happy I could start with this one. I love the story of Pat and Pran. Enemies to lovers is something else and they did a really good job. And their love was so vulnerable and sweet. Even though Pat always tried to be the strong kind of macho man, he was soft and sweet with Pran and it was so cute to watch. And the iconic rooftop scene! What a scene! It is free on Youtube.
Long Time No See
Another movie. I don't want to spoil anything. This has assasins and mafia and love and romance and sweetness and blood and fighting. It is not the typical bl stuff, it is more mature, but a really good action movie in my eyes. I liked the drama and the action scenes. As it is leaving GagaOOLala soon, I just rewatched it and it is still good!
Semantic Error
I don't know how many times I rewatched this one. The enemies to lovers story that just melts my heart. I am reading the manhwa and this is so explicit! The series is so tuned down from the original. Nevertheless I love the story of how SangWoo made his way into JaeYoungs heart and melted our all hearts on the way. This one is on Viki.
Old Fashion Cupcake
The story of the 29 years old Togawa who tries to show 39 years old Nozue how beautiful life can be. And what better way to show him than to eat the most delicious sweets ever. I am always hungry and craving for sweets after watching this. This series gives hope. You are never too old to start enjoying life and to allow yourself to love again, even if the person is ten years younger. And another one you can watch on Viki.
Love Mechanics
I guess this is here because of YinWar. I mean, their chemistry is through the roof! The story itself...well...cheating and pain and War is crying quite often. But it is still good and I can't stop rewatching it. Yes the story is hurtful and a little bit stupid, but VeeMark are adorable when they are happy and in love. It can be watched on WeTV.
DNA Says Love You
We all love some slow burn, right? I mean, this one is very much slow burning, but with a reason and it is a really interesting story behind all that. It is a complex story with some really good staring and pining and hurt and comfort. You have to watch carefully to understand everything, but it is worth it and the wait while our hearts burn away through the slow burn is worth it too.
Gaya Sa Pelikula (Like in the movies)
This one is...it is cute. I don't know what else to say. It is not the best production, but the story is good and the actors are doing a good job. Karl needs to live on his own because a family tradition says it is a good idea to show early on how to survive alone in this world. So he moves into his uncle's apartment where he meets his neighbour Vlad and because of some reasons the end up living together. I love the soundtrack and their whole story. It is free on Youtube.
Once Again
My favorite bl series of 2022. It tells the story of Shin Jae Woo who deals with childhood trauma and because of some supernatural stuff happening, he jumps back in time to the year he was almost the victime of a crime, but Kang Ji Hoon helped him back then. JaeWoo wants to rescue JiHoon from this path. I was crying through most of the second half of this series. It is just so good. Painful and hurtful. Just watch is you can deal with sad stuff. Everytime I need a good cry, I come back here and it always works its magic. It si on Viki and GagaOOLala.
We best love: No. 1 for you
The true enemies to lovers story. The slow burn and the slow realisation is just so perfect. I feel with Gao Shi De through this whole story. I love to rewtach it and see things I haven't before. And the second season is good as well! Not as good as the first one for me, but still really good. You can watch it on WeTV.
Secret Crush On You
If you manage to get past the first episode full of cringe and you learn things about the characters, you see that these are all of us. The characters are not flawless, they make us cringe, because it feels too real. You can't act normal when you are living your secret crush. And you feel uncomfortable if you don't fit the norms. It is so beautiful to see that there are people out there who love you for who you are. And who isn't afraid to tell the world about it. This series makes my heart feel all the beautiful feelings. It is a little gem out there. And you can watch it for free on youtube.
Well these are my top 20 of all the bls I have watched. It was so much fun! Thank you for this ask!
I guess after this month there are going to be new favorites. Our Dating Sim or A Shoulder To Cry On are some really good shows and I hope they won't mess it up in the end like Oh! My Assistent did.
Have a beautiful day and stay happy and healthy! 💜
#josi answers#josi watching bl#top 20 bls#korean bl#thai bl#taiwanese bl#pinoy bl#japanese bl#my school president#moonlight chicken#once again#secret crush on you#dna says love you#love mechanics#and many more#bl recommendations#I guess#thank you for the ask!#it was really fun talking about my favorite shows
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Stray Kids Members as Taylor Swift Albums
Bang Chan | Folklore
"You drew stars around my scars, but now I'm bleedin’. ‘Cause I knew you, steppin' on the last train marked me like a bloodstain, I...I knew you tried to change the ending, Peter losing Wendy, I...I knew you leavin' like a father, running like water, I...And when you are young, they assume you know nothing. But I knew you’d linger like a tattoo kiss. I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs. The smell of smoke would hang around this long, ‘cause I knew everything when I was young."
Lee Know | Lover
"My love was as cruel as the cities I lived in. Everyone looked worse in the light. There are so many lines that I've crossed unforgiven. I’ll tell you the truth, but never goodbye. I don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you. I don't wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you. I’ve been sleeping so long in a 20-year dark night and now I see daylight, I only see daylight."
Changbin | Evermore
"I'm like the water when your ship rolled in that night. Rough on the surface, but you cut through like a knife. And if it was an open-shut case I never would've known from that look on your face. Lost in your current like a priceless wine. The more that you say, the less I know. Wherever you stray, I follow. I’m begging for you to take my hand. Wreck my plans, that’s my man."
Hyunjin | Fearless
"I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain. It’s 2 a.m. and I'm cursing your name. I’m so in love that I acted insane. And that's the way I loved you. Breaking down and coming undone. It’s a roller coaster kind of rush and I never knew I could feel that much. And that's the way I loved you."
Han Jisung | Midnights
“I find myself running home to your sweet nothings. Outside, they're push and shoving. You’re in the kitchen humming. All that you ever wanted from me was nothing. Industry disruptors and soul deconstructors and smooth-talking hucksters out glad-handing each other. And the voices that implore, 'You should be doing more' to you, I can admit that I’m just too soft for all of it."
Felix | Speak Now
"This night is flawless, don't you let it go. I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone. I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you. This is me praying that this was the very first page. Not where the story line ends. My thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again. These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too soon. I was enchanted to meet you."
Seungmin | Reputation
"All my flowers grew back as thorns. Windows boarded up after the storm. He built a fire just to keep me warm. All the drama queens taking swings, all the jokers dressin' up as kings. They fade to nothin' when I look at him. And I know I make the same mistakes every time. Bridges burn, I never learn, at least I did one thing right. I did one thing right. I’m laughin' with my lover, makin’ forts under covers. Trust him like a brother, yeah, you know I did one thing right. Starry eyes sparkin' up my darkest night."
I.N | 1989
"You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye and I got that red lip classic thing that you like. And when we go crashing down, we come back every time ‘cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style. You got that long hair, slicked back, white T-shirt and I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt. And when we go crashing down, we come back every time ‘cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style."
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I was inspired by a reel/tiktok I saw of Stray Kids being assigned a Taylor Swift song. As well as a Minsung reel featuring a Taylor song and I just felt like Lee Know gave me Lover vibes and Jisung gave me Midnights vibes and I ran with it. Just my silly opinion. All for fun. Definitely see her albums being interchangeable for any of them. Graphics by @saradika-graphics!
#but would love any other input!#stray kids#Taylor Swift#Stray Kids x Taylor Swift#Bang Chan#Lee Know#Changbin#Hyunjin#I.N#Jeongin#Jisung#Han Jisung#Lee Felix#Seungmin#and yes I chose some lines from Daylight because it made me think of Lee Know meeting Han for the first time hahahahaha#skz
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NCT Spooky Season [Day 6]
Spectral Lover
TW: Ghosts, Mentions of a Murder (via Shotgun)
Genre: Romance
Pairing: Lee Taeyong x Reader
YN Pronouns: Not specified
Word Count: 0.8K
Prompt: They had an unjust death, and now they haunt the house their reincarnated lover lives in
[NCT Masterlist] | [NCT Spooky Season Masterlist] | [Yesterday] | [Tomorrow] | [Part 2]
[Ao3 Link] | [Wattpad Link]
Notes: Spooky season is officially here! And since I skipped 20 days of NCT for Christmas last year, what the hell, why not do spooky season instead?
Disclaimer: Please remember that this is an AU and a work of fiction, obviously the idols mentioned/written about in this story would never partake in these actions. The idols mentioned in this work are meant to be seen more as face claims rather than the actual idols themselves.
Feedback is greatly appreciated!! Thank you for reading!
Things have been so... boring.
Taeyong laid down in the middle of the bedroom floor, the room was devoid of anything, really, just some old floorboards and peeling wallpaper, but nothing of note. His belongings from decades ago were long moved out and sold, leaving behind this empty shell of a room. His soul was bound to this house, cursed to never move on with the nature of his death, and blessed to never bother anyone because of it.
Until today, that is. He heard the front door open, what with its creaky hinges and its partially falling-off knocker. This new owner would be like the last one, probably. He'd move a few things around, get them spooked out, and watch them move away. He didn't want trouble, he just wanted peace. He could hear the movers bringing things in and placing them on the floors, he could hear people moving up and down the old stairs and through the hallways.
Boring. Taeyong would go scare them off later, but for now he'll stay here. Then he saw the bedroom door open.
"Alright, this is the main bedroom," the mover walks in first and the new owner after. And, as soon as he saw who it was, he sat up.
"Oh, it's a lovely room," you pushed back the peeling wallpaper as if smoothening it out would set it in place. "Definitely a fixer-upper, though," you looked around, and Taeyong felt his heart stop.
Look at you, living, breathing, and reincarnated. Due to the suddenness of his death and the unfairness of it all, his soul was held back here and tied to this location forever, and the worst part of it all was seeing how you grieved, how you lived in this house alone for such a long time that he prayed that someone would come along and give you the strength to heal and that they did.
And here you were again, decades later, young and bright-eyed just how he remembered you.
"We'll go ahead and bring in your bedroom items, (Y/N), let us know if you need anything else," the mover signals his employees to come in and they start setting up your bed and dressers.
"You know, (Y/N)," one of the employers chimed, "no one stays past a year in this house," he says.
"Is that so?"
"Place is haunted, you see?"
"Really now? That's exciting," you look around again.
"Yeah, poor bloke got shot point blank here," the mover points at the wall. "Murdered cold and by his own shotgun, crazy," the mover shakes his head.
"Oh, that poor man," you frowned. "And he haunts this place?"
"Allegedly," the other mover huffs after placing the nightstand down. He brushes his hands together. "I think that's the last of it, boss."
"Did you need any assistance with anything else, (Y/N)? The boss asks. You shake your head and pat one of the boxes.
"I think I've got it from here, thank you!" You walked the movers out and, after a few minutes, you returned to the room. "Alright... I'll just unpack the bedsheets for now, and a few things so I can shower," you spoke to yourself and pulled the necessary items out. Meanwhile, Taeyong watched your movements. You placed the boxes in a way that they were in the vicinity of where its contents would be stored or displayed and you moved around in a way that just seemed so free. And slowly he felt himself falling in love again. That bitterness he felt for what he thought was eternity was slowly melting away with each tune you sang.
Then, after all was said and done, you tucked yourself into bed, and Taeyong waited until you were truly asleep before he opened the first box.
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When you woke up the next morning you were almost scared. All of your boxes had been folded up neatly in a corner of the room and all of your items unpacked and placed into their intended areas, you were more impressed than you were scared.
In fact, Taeyong was putting the last touches on the kitchen when he heard you running down, and he was quick to drop the kettle on the floor so as to stay hidden, but when you walked into the kitchen you seemed to be looking right at him.
"A ghost... huh?" You asked absently. "Well... I suppose I don't mind a roommate," you grinned. "Thank you, Mr. Ghost, and I look forward to getting to know you a little more."
And, slowly, Taeyong felt his chest grow lighter, as if you were now helping him lift that weight. Then, you rubbed your eyes and walked toward him.
"Strange... maybe I need to sleep more, I thought I saw a shadow," you wondered aloud. Then, you walked away and back upstairs.
Did you see him? That would be the first time ever that any of the owners even saw a glimpse but that should be impossible with this curse. He can interact with things around him but no one would be ever to see him and yet, somehow, you did, even if it was just a shadow, you saw him.
Maybe you were the key to helping him move on?
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YOU HAVE CHOSEN
[SHUU'S ROUTE]
DARK NIGHT PRIEST AU
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"Is this what you want? Heeh.. Dirty girl, aren't you supposed to be pure? A women who sells her soul to god. I should make you whisper all your sins to me all night. No more of that father crap, you're mine forever."
"..Shuu-sama... Is all I want.. I would sell my very soul to the devil and watch as my whole faith of god is crumbled to the ground... Just to spend one second with you... All my faith is Shuu-sama.. How I love you..."
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"I find it so so peculiar.. How you sit and stare, no one gets out alive, no one..."
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WARNING- BLOOD, KNIFE, GORE MENTION
The church was for the most 'empty'. Nothing but the echo's of breath and the feeling of coldness to whisper sweet paranoia in your ears. No light besides the full moon shining through the windows, a light and dark blue hue staining every object in the room. The door slowly creaks open, the noise spreads through the whole room.
"—A-ah.. Hello?" Said the young boy, who seemed to be in his 20s or perhaps younger. He was a new comer, a boy who would help with the masses cleaning and so on. How faithful he was to his 'virtues'. He couldn't help but think though, this 'church' he was sent to was quite strange. He takes a step inside, the candle in his hand looking at every wall his eyes passing through the mosaic glass pieces on the walls. It wasn't until his precious ears caught a glimpse of a.. Whine? A whimper? A women in distress. "Uwah...! Sister Sumire, what are you doing here all alone?" The boy questions, a hint of empathy as well as sweetness in his voice.
"..Sniff... Uu... Kuh.." Sumire at the very end of the church, sitting right above the steps her beautiful gown, veil and hands covering her face as she groaned in distrust, though the sounds of her cries were quite pleasant. "..Uu.."
"Sister Sumire, please do tell what's the matter? Come now I can not leave a beautiful women here in tears." He walks closer to her, walking up the steps he puts a hand out reaching for her shoulder. "Why don't we take a walk..? To help you cool down..—" He was stopped when she quickly put something.. In his stomach. A knife, twisting it her emerald eyes watching in delight as she watched the blood come out. Her ears were being fed well tonight, as they got to listen to him choking on his own blood.
"..Forgive me.. But father Shuu can not accept you into our organization... You simply are not fit.." She whispered. Digging the knife deeper into him, gently putting him into her arms holding him as he fell breathing heavy for air. "The blood in you, is not clean.. Do not worry my child... I will silence you... Hush now..." She soothes, holding his head to her chest. Doing her best to comfort him as he lays dying in her arms. "..Be quiet... I can not cleanse you if you are not silent.. Rest now..." She knew it was over when he finally grew silent, nothing but the droplets of his blood falling to the floor beneath them. And the foot steps of a man that made her turn her head quickly.
"Do you really need to hold them? It's bothersome watching you hold another man with such care like that." In a tired, jealous tone her beloved Shuu walks out of the shadows. "Let go of him, he was already all over you when he was breathing." He orders. Almost like something snapped within her, she pulls the knife out from his body running towards Shuu. Holding the knife in her hands she shows him.
"..Have I done good...? Look...!" She holds the knife as well as her blood stained hands to show him. "..I killed him in one go... Just like Shuu-sama asked... Now the church is one step closer to being cleansed from these impure people..." He takes her bloody hand, his thumb rubbing it as he begins to get closer to her, she drops the knife to hug him.
"That doesn't matter anymore, in the end all life is filled with sins. That's just humans." He lifts her veil up, lifting her face to look up into his ocean eyes the ones that look at her with pure adoration. "You seem to be the only one that I bare.. Nn.." He brings her lips to his, kissing her passionately in the dimly lit church, hands on her lower back. "Your hands.. Nn.. Are staining my clothes with that guys blood. You're only digging yourself further into the first chair in hell.. Nn, mwah.." He teases.
"If that is where Shuu-sama is going.. Then take me even further... You are my god.. My saviour... I wish to be with you forever, even in death..." She whispers in his ear. Before laying a light kiss on his cheek.
"It's like you say sometimes... Till death do us part.. But even then.. Not even death—" Her tone quiet, but the her love for this man was clearly the loudest thing in the room.
"——Will keep me away from you." He squeezes her harder.
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#diabolik oc#diabolik lovers#sumire#sumire kanashi#Shuu#Shuu Sakamaki#Dark night priest#fanfic#shumire#{ I love them sm}#{ literally just them }#{ idc the au they are what love is they are what I want dawg }
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The Best Friend in the World
by J.C. Ryle
Do we want an unfailing friend? Such a friend is the Lord Jesus Christ. The saddest part of all the good things of earth is their instability. Riches make themselves wings and flee away; youth and beauty are but for a few years; strength of body soon decays; mind and intellect are soon exhausted. All is perishing. All is fading. All is passing away. But there is one splendid exception to this general rule, and that is the friendship of Jesus Christ.
The Lord Jesus is a friend who never changes. There is no fickleness about Him: those whom He loves, He loves unto the end. Husbands have been known to forsake their wives; parents have been known to cast off their children; human vows and promises of faithfulness have often been forgotten. Thousands have been neglected in their poverty and old age, who were honoured by all when they were rich and young. But Christ never changed His feelings towards one of His friends. He is ‘the same yesterday, today, and forever.’ (Heb. 13:8.)
The Lord Jesus never goes away from His friends. There is never a parting and good-bye between Him and His people. From the time that He makes His abode in the sinner’s heart, He abides in it for ever. The world is full of leave-takings and departures: death and the lapse of time break up the most united family; sons go forth to make their way in life; daughters are married, and leave their father’s house for ever.
Scattering, scattering, scattering, is the yearly history of the happiest home. How many we have tearfully watched as they drove away from our doors, whose pleasant faces we have never seen again! How many we have sorrowfully followed to the grave, and then come back to a cold, silent, lonely, and blank fireside! But, thanks be to God, there is One who never leaves His friends! The Lord Jesus is He who has said, ‘I will never leave thee nor forsake thee.’ (Heb. 13:5.)
The Lord Jesus goes with His friends wherever they go. There is no possible separation between Him and those whom He loves. There is no place or position on earth, or under the earth, that can divide them from the great Friend of their souls. When the path of duty calls them far away from home, He is their companion; when they pass through the fire and water of fierce tribulation, He is with them; when they lie down on the bed of sickness, He stands by them and makes all their trouble work for good; when they go down the valley of the shadow of death, and friends and relatives stand still and can go no further, He goes down by their side. When they wake up in the unknown world of Paradise, they are still with Him; when they rise with a new body at the judgment day, they will not be alone. He will own them for His friends, and say, ‘They are mine: deliver them and let them go free.’ He will make good His own words: ‘I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world.’ (Matt. 28:20.)
Look round the world, and see how failure is written on all men’s schemes. Count up the partings, and separations, and disappointments, and bereavements which have happened under your own knowledge. Think what a privilege it is that there is One at least who never fails, and in whom no one was ever disappointed! Never, never was there so unfailing a friend as Jesus Christ.”
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Donna’s Wednesday Radio Show Prompt List #6
Hey guys! As some of may know I do a weekly radioshow on Wednesdays and I thought why not put together a prompt list from some of the songs I’ve been playing. I thought it would bring some fresh prompts into our world!
Feel free to pop any of these prompts with a charcter I write for (You can find these on the pinned post on my blog) into my ASK box!
1. won't let me see this side of you
2. You looked at death in a tarot card and you saw what you had to do
3. I'm drinking tonight, gonna give up the fight
4. turning me on Like a slow fire burn
5. I choke back tears 'til I damn near drown
6. You're not gonna make it
7. Loveless nights, they seem so long I know that I'll hold you someday.
8. We still talk like everyday But we don't talk in the same way that we used to
9. This is the last time you say After the last line you break
10. He pulled you closer, said he'll never let go
11. And if only I could find the words Or muster up the nerve to tell her
12. Can't keep my hands to myself
13. the ghost of my sin
14. But till you come back where you belong It's just another lonely Sunday.
15. I fell for a boy who could never ever let me walk home that way 'Cause you gotta be safe
16. You say that you love me, You won't remember in the morning
17. I wish I'd known that it would be this hard to be alone. Please, come home!
18. You're speaking like you really love him
19. Maybe we'll see that we were wrong If ever we look back one day
20. I thought that I was the exception I could rewrite your addiction
21. The only thing stronger than you is whiskey
22. Please, come back, don't you leave me
23. When you're dying in LA
24. Now all I can do is lay in my room Fall asleep, dream of you
25. Tonight with me Won't you cut it up and dance all over me
26. I'll never forget her and she'll always have a part of me
27. He can be the one you run to, the one that saves ya
28. the taste of goodbye on your lips when you kiss me
29. You couldn't trust him but you never said no
30. You trace my lines Stirring my soul
31. And now you're dancing like you need him
32. Don't let me go down this road again, We both know where this ends
33. Put it in your pocket don't tell anyone I gave ya
34. But for an angel, she's a hot, hot mess
35. We both know love is not that easy
36. He kissed you on the lips and opened your eyes
37. Goodbye to my hopes and dreams
38. I'm not gonna stay and watch you circle the drain
39. Trust me, you'll make it through
40. I know that I'm running out of time
41. You had to catch your breath, got such a surprise
42. Might be over now, but I feel it still
43. Every now and then she makes you just a little bit crazy
44. And you always forgot how it feels to live in his lies
45. I wanna watch you undress
46. It was your first cigarette
47. But friends keep telling you what he did last night
48. give-me-some-more girl
49. In that moment he made you forgot how it feels when he's gone
50. I know that it's wrong Still I run right into you
51. I would rather we just go our different ways
52. And now you're feeling like you miss him
53. And you try to remember that there's no way you could ever be friends
54. You better get your shit together
55. He's out your system yeah it took you a while
56. I know, 'cause I've been there too
57. You and me together, forever
58. I'ma disappear when they come for me
59. You surround me, pull me, drown me then swallow me whole
60. I shake and I shiver just to feel you breathe
61. And all you want is just to hold her
62. I forget who you used to be
63. She's like a one-way ticket cause you can't come back
64. You're way too young to be broken
65. You pull me in close And buckle my knees
66. I know it must seem frightening To have the world fall apart right under your shoes
67. And I bit my lip the second you sipped The poison that was mixed for me
68. You're way too young to play these games
69. 'Cause there are deeper and darker things than you
70. From the beating of your heart
71. Everything's turning dark to you
72. I'm not the one Who wants to hurt you
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OKAY im finally alone so TW for anyone reading this, i will be mentioning rape & knives/scars.
i'll try to make this short but the summer before i went into 10th grade, i had hung out w this guy and i really did just wanna hang out and go for a drive, but he thought i wanted to hook up. i definitely did not because i was a virgin and never done anything with a guy at all. he was a senior and a lot bigger than me and forced me into having sex w him, i kept saying no and stop and take me home but he just kept getting angrier and eventually held a knife to my like pubic bone? pelvis? just down there idk. so i caved. i hated every second and cried but i stopped fighting. i haven't had sex since then, im 20 years old now and i haven't even been fingered by a guy, never given or received head, and never given a handjob. and im honestly really embarrassed about it and wanna have sex with someone SO BADLY but im scared.
the main reason i'm scared isn't because i'm scared i'll be forced into it again, although that is absolutely in the back of my mind. i'm completely fine now and over the situation, but it does worry me that i could get overwhelmed and the guy im with wouldn't wanna stop. but my bigger fear which im 100x more embarrassed of, is what a guy is gonna think when he sees my pussy. now hear me out bc i know that sounds weird😭 but all throughout high school i always heard guys make comments about how ugly this girls pussy is or how gross this girls is and it terrified me. but now i'm even more scared because of what that guy did to me, he literally cut into my skin and left scars. what is a guy gonna think when he sees that? how am i supposed to explain all this? i just i have a lot of questions and concerns but i'm a fucking 20 year old "virgin" if i can even call myself that, i've technically had sex but i didn't want it so idk if i even count that as a body. i just have been panicking over this for forever and have no idea what to do, if you have any advice at all i'd really appreciate it so so much
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Oh baby :-(. Im so sorry this happened to you. You were really young and you didn’t deserve that whatsoever, if you can feel it im giving you a hug thru the phone. Im so so so sorry and i hope that man is dead in a ditch somewhere 🤍
On the other hand, i promise you you have nothing to worry about at all. Im telling you rn and i know it sounds so corny and lame and everybody always says this but its true, the right person is not going to judge you for anything and im so Fr when i say that. Trust when i was in high school guys would say all kinda stupid shit like that about girls in the school and it never bothered me because i knew there was at least one person out there who wouldn’t care about anything other people would talk shit about, and i was right 🤷🏻♀️ There’s so many people out there who would find u beautiful the way u are and just because some guys in the past thought in that immature goofy ass way doesn’t mean every guy will you know what i mean?
Babe, my only advice for you is to stay the way you are, hang out w ur frennies and the right person is gon come trust. It’ll come when you aren’t looking for it or worrying about it, when you least expect it to be honest. What you went through was horrible and it might be the worlds way of saying you gotta give yourself time before exploring that area of your life yanno. There’s NOTHINGGG wrong with being a virgin at any age let alone 20. You’re still young and you have ur whole life ahead of you. Don’t worry about this, when it happens it’s gonna be fine you’ll see it
Thank you so much for trusting me to be vulnerable with, im sorry if im treating you too delicately im just speaking thru the soul rn 😭 And again im sorry this happened to you. Even if i dont know u i love u a lot and im proud of you for moving past the situation despite how hard it might’ve been
Also im sorry for taking awhile to get back to you, i just scrolled through my inbox and finally found this
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When people tell me I don’t look my age I’m like: so what, 33 is when you officially reach old hag status?
I guess I’m flattered that people think I look younger, but I have a serious issue with ageism in this society—albeit most societies. This obsession with being “forever young” is a little tiresome. You don’t expire at 30 and suddenly become undesirable. I personally think women are at their most beautiful in their 30s.
I can honestly say I did not enjoy my 20s that much. At that time, I was lost, confused, had no self esteem, went through a bunch of trauma, did a ton of drugs—partied pretty hard. There were some fun memories, but mostly—I was deeply depressed and suicidal in my 20s. I felt things too deeply, and I used substances as a maladaptive coping mechanism for pain.
Women in their late teens and twenties are most susceptible to manipulation. They are at their most impressionable and thusly—most vulnerable.
It sort of creeps me out that a lot of men, and society at large, finds this most desirable. It’s the inexperience that excites them. The “untaintedness”. It’s weird and fetishistic to me. You can argue that it’s biological, but I think sexual attraction is pretty nuanced and relative to the individual. It may be partly biological, since women are at their most fertile at that time, yet I can’t help but think there is a psychological need for control in it.
Older women—not as easy to control. Therein lies the appeal. Young women are more likely to put up with abuse and all other kids of mistreatment. At 30, a woman will scoff and say: “ain’t nobody got time for that.”
(Note: Not to say all men do this, or that women are not capable to perpetuating abuse on each other, I am speaking in general terms.)
In all honesty: the 30s have been my absolute favorite decade so far. I truly feel comfortable in my own skin nowadays. I could care less what people think, and I don’t repeat the same mistakes because I have already made them and learned from them. Decisions are much more calculated and deliberate—and yield more favorable results.
Making more money now than ever before, I have been promoted at both my jobs. I have a nice apartment in an awesome city, I have a boyfriend who loves me. I’m in a good place with all my family. Not to say tragedy hasn’t struck in my 30s, because it certainly has, however I am better equipped to deal with grief and loss having gone through it before.
Safety and stability bored me in my twenties, I was all about passion and intensity. Now comfort and stability feels like a long lengthy sigh into a comfy chair at the end of a long day. The best part is the “being comfortable in your own skin” though. I can’t possibly explain (though some of you who have followed me for a long time may have observed this) how much I used to hate myself. I thought I had no value, that I was hideous, unlikeable and a person, and worse—unlovable.
It took having my heart and soul brutally broken on every level… took losing everything… to rebuild from the ashes in my Saturn return and forge the person I am today. I still have a long way to go. However, I am so, SO grateful that I finally discovered true self confidence. I don’t wake up hating myself anymore. I look at myself realistically and do what I can with it. Less noise in my head, less over analyzation. Not to be confused with arrogance, true confidence is being able to “trust and confide in oneself”. When translated, that is the Latin root of the word “confidence”.
It’s a good feeling, and though yeah—we all want to retain our youthful looks (because society says we should), I am not ashamed to get older. Life doesn’t end at 30. This notion that 30 is too old, is so archaic and irrelevant to how long people actually live in this day and age. In the 1930s life expectancy was 58 for men, and 62 for women. Think about how young that seems to us now.
So to sum up what I’m trying to say here: don’t be in a rush to grow up, you only get to experience the pure, unadulterated, wonder of the world for the first time once. Treasure those moments, but at the same time, also be excited for your 30s. I promise it just gets better.
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since i got asked about posting some more tweets, here is the rest of colby's tweets from 2018.
i don’t have proof that these are his tweets, but believe me, they are his.
if it’s bold and italicized, it’s someone’s tweet to him.
if it’s in (), that’s just me commenting lol
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Oct. 3 - livin in a fantasy world
Go off!!! modeling?? Is it in his future? Who will know
Oct. 4 - that would be a dream
moments w you last forever
Oct. 6 - “wonder who you’ll love when i die”
@/ColbyBrock what do you want in a girl?
Oct. 9 - best friend
Oct. 10 - even though i’m forgetful af ill always remember moments that were so special to me
the stars don't make me think about you like they used to
Oct. 11 - it’s rare to find people who can handle your soul just right. hold on to those people
Oct. 14 - you know someone’s emo if you can hear their clothes before you see them
Oct. 18 - i’ll never take someone to the movies for our first date.. idk why people do that, i wanna make a moment together that we’d remember forever
someone wrote something but it’s been deleted
right? that’s like middle school dates lmao
Oct. 19 - you ever meet someone who leaves you stunned cause they’re so beautiful? like someone who literally glows and radiates beauty? without even trying? yeah. i met a girl like that today.
(ngl I think about this tweet so often… COLBY BE MUSHY AGAIN ☹ also imagine being the girl this tweet is about…. Im dead)
Oct. 23 - who’s left to trust other than myself ?
Oct. 26 - she’s nothin but trouble. but i like to get in trouble
Oct. 27 - im scared to get too close to anyone
Oct 29 - tonight's one for the books
Oct. 30 - so the cops came last night ... we got fined for HAVING THE BEST HALLOWEEN PARTY IN LA HAHAH
Nov. 1 - her memory haunts me in a perfect, beautiful way
Nov. 2 - i wanna see if i’d suck complete ass at making music
Nov. 4 - timing is everything, and i just wish we didn’t miss our moment
Nov. 9 - i wonder if my old friends from kansas think of me as much as i think of them
i’ve been so much happier recently doing things for myself. putting myself first and what i want before others. it sounds selfish, but sometimes necessary if you’re feelin down
Nov. 13 - things are so different without you in my life
Nov. 17 - some days are easy some days are hard
Nov. 19 - as obvious as this sounds, just want to remind you that YOUR LIFE is controlled by YOU. if you want to change, create, experience, manifest anything .. it’s up to YOU. so easy to forget this sometimes. become the person you want to be
Nov. 20 - i can’t live here forever
Nov. 22 - i love u and i am thankful for u in my life
Nov. 23 - lmao social media LA is like high school
Nov. 25 - i’m gunna be single foreva where the dogs at ?
one time i held a girl's hand, but i got too nervous
Dec. 7 - you’re different and i like that
Dec. 8 - why is it that people only start to care when you don’t ?
Relationships scare me yooo like I don’t even have enough time to devote to myself lol
Dec. 9 - that’s why we wait for a while. nows the time to be single and focus on ourselves
Dec. 12 - with all the insecurities/negativity that derive from social media and the entertainment world present day , i’m so scared for the next gen of kids and what they’re gunna have to deal with
social media is great for many reasons i’m not going to address now, but also very harmful for mental health. ESPECIALLY for young, impressionable kids who look up to dumbass content creators. us creators forget the impact we have on our fans sometimes.. and that’s terrifying
subconsciously comparing yourself to others constantly, # of likes and followers, being judged for everything you post are all great examples of “the bad” part of social media. SOCIAL MEDIA IS GOING TO BE THE CAUSE OF SO MANY MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS IN THE FUTURE
end: not saying you should stop being on social media or supporting creators at all, just PLEASE take breaks if you ever feel that it’s consuming you. too much of anything can destroy you inside. take new tech. at your own pace and don’t get caught up in it all
Dec. 17 - sayin goodbye to all fake friends
Dec. 19 - simple. negativity creates negativity. positivity creates positivity. you decide what you release into the universe. forgive. learn. find yourself in others.
Dec. 24 - some girls on social media act like the cliche popular cheerleaders in highchool 🤣 #foreverstuck
Dec. 26 - sitting next to the most talkative person in the world on my flight back to LA *slowly putting my headphones in*
Dec. 29 - rather waste my days w you
Dec. 30 - damn i’m sad about moving out and we haven’t even moved out yet
Navi’s been sleeping next to me every night. my heart
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The Fox and the Hound (1981) Sentence Meme
Under the cut you will find 110+ sentences from the 1981 version of The Fox and the Hound to use for your enjoyment!
1. “You know? You’re gonna need some caring for.”
2. “Good work. We’ll get him this time.”
3. “Shh. I think he’s in there.”
4. “Whew! Am I glad I found you boys! There’s no time to lose. I need your help.”
5. “Don’t you worry now. We’re gonna find someone to look after you.”
6. “Well I was sure I heard someone knocking.”
7. “Bless my soul! Why it’s…it’s a baby fox.”
8. “I wonder where its mother is.”
9. “Come on now. I’m not gonna harm you.”
10. “You’re a feisty little rascal, aren’t you?”
11. “I can’t just leave you out here all alone.”
12. “Isn’t he darling?”
13. “You know, I’m not going to be so lonesome anymore.”
14. “How’s this for a huntin’ dog?”
15. “He’s just a little runt now, but he’ll grow.”
16. “You may as well get used to him. He’s for you to look after from now on.”
17. “He’s one of the family now.”
18. “I declare, I never will get my chores done.”
19. “Don’t try to butter me up.”
20. “I just can’t stay angry with you.”
21. “Run along and play, go on. And try to stay out of mischief!”
22. “I never forget a tree.”
23. “Stay out of this, kid. This don’t concern you.”
24. “Don’t let the creep get away!”
25. “Now see what you’ve done?! You’ve cost us our breakfast!”
26. “What’re you talkin’ my fault?”
27. “The monster ain’t gonna like you wanderin’ off.”
28. “Hmph. Can’t tell these young whippersnappers anything.”
29. “I’m on the trail of somethin’.”
30. “Gee, I bet you’d be good at playing hide and seek. Wanna try it?”
31. “You’re my very best friend.”
32. “We’ll always be friends forever, won’t we?”
33. “Give me a head start and I can beat you!”
34. “If that little rascals gonna make me a good huntin’ dog, he’s gotta learn to mind.”
35. “He sounds awful mad.”
36. “I’ll see you tomorrow! And don’t forget!”
37. “The master says I gotta stay home.”
38. “Is that him making that awful noise?”
39. “He keeps me awake at night.”
40. “Don’t go in there! He can get awful mean!”
41. “Gee willikers! Is he ever big!”
42. “That’s not the part you gotta worry about.”
43. “Wow! Look at those teeth!”
44. “That’s the part you gotta worry about.”
45. “You trigger happy lunatic! Give me that gun!”
46. “Watch it! That things loaded.”
47. “Rubbish and poppycock! I don’t believe it! He wouldn’t hurt a thing!”
48. “You callin’ me a liar, you muddle-headed female?”
49. “That temper of yours is gonna get you into a lot of trouble someday!”
50. “Temper? Temper!? You ain’t seen my temper!”
51. “Poor little tyke. It’s a shame I have to keep him cooped up.”
52. “Stop looking at me like that. It’s not my fault, you know.”
53. “You caused a lot of trouble yesterday.”
54. “You’re really gonna like tracking down those varmints for me.”
55. “Get in the back, half-pint. You gotta earn your right to sit up front.”
56. “I just wanted to say goodbye, but I’m too late.”
57. “I can outfox that dumb old dog anytime.”
58. “Hold it just a moment. Didn’t you learn anything yesterday?”
59. “It’s either education or elimination.”
60. “You’d better step over here and take a good look.”
61. “Why, that’s awful! Those poor things!”
62. “Forever is a long, long time. And time has a way of changing things.”
63. “Goodbye boys! See you next spring!”
64. “You know, it’s been kinda lonesome around here without you little rascals.”
65. “Cut it out. You guys are always teasing me.”
66. “We’ll see you later, kid. We gotta take care of some unfinished business.”
67. “Just cause you’re not sitting up front, that ain’t no reason to be a sorehead.”
68. “I’ve got me the best two dogs there is.”
69. “Boy, has he grown big.”
70. “Look at that big pile of skins he helped track down.”
71. “Just don’t get your hopes too high.”
72. “It’s great to be back home. Isn’t it?”
73. “Let’s scuffle. We ain’t scuffled in a long time!”
74. “Oh lay off, you overgrown pup.”
75. “You know that was your trouble on the hunt.”
76. “Come on, old timer. You treat me like a pup.”
77. “You gotta think nasty.”
78. “You know you shouldn’t be over him. You’re gonna get us both into a lot of trouble.”
79. “I just wanted to see you. We’re still friends, aren’t we?”
80. “Those days are over.”
81. “You’re fair game as far as he’s concerned.”
82. “I don’t want to see you get killed!”
83. “I’ll let you go this one time.”
84. “If it’s the last thing I do, I’ll get you for this.”
85. “Wake up! There’s trouble!”
86. “Where is he!? I know he’s in there!”
87. “You can’t keep him locked up forever.”
88. “I’ve been watching you, sir. You can stay with me if you want to.”
89. “If you gotta have a busted leg, this is the way to do it. Good food, soft pillow, warm stove.”
90. “How do you like that? They didn’t even ask how I’m feeling.”
91. “Get back in there before I break your other leg.”
92. “These old wings ain’t what they used to be.”
93. “I’m not doing anything. I’ll help you find him.”
94. “Just look at the mess you made.”
95. “You shouldn’t be so grumpy to someone who’s new in the neighborhood.”
96. “Why don’t you go back where you came from?”
97. “He seems so…I don’t know…so downhearted.”
98. “Maybe there’s something I can do. You know, cheer him up.”
99. “Honey, you just said the magic words.”
100. “Don’t move. You look beautiful.”
101. “Last night was pretty miserable for you, wasn’t it honey?”
102. “The forest is beautiful this morning.”
103. “May I call you by your first name?”
104. “It looks like that farm boy is makin’ it big with her.”
105. “This stream is just full of trout. Do you think you can catch one?”
106. “I know all the tricks. In fact, I never miss.”
107. “He ain’t gonna hook her that way.”
108. “You’re the funniest thing I ever saw!”
109. “Go ahead and laugh! You’re like everyone else around here.”
110. “You’re a silly empty-headed female!”
111. “You’ve got a nerve. Why don’t you grow up!?”
112. “You gotta be natural. That’s the trick.”
113. “I just know you’re gonna love the forest.”
114. “You know, I’ve never been happier.”
115. “The devil himself couldn’t have done no better.”
116. “We got ‘em now for sure! This is their only way out.”
117. “There’s something very familiar about those eyes.”
118. “Will you hold still? You’re behaving like a child.”
119. “You’ll soon be yourself. I don’t know if I like that.”
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LIGHT OF LIFE 463
John 1:4
DIVINE ORDER 28: BEGINNING OF MARRIAGE 6
Eph 5:25 And to the HUSBANDS, YOU ARE TO DEMONSTRATE LOVE FOR YOUR WIVES WITH THE SAME TENDER DEVOTION THAT CHRIST DEMONSTRATED TO US, HIS BRIDE. For HE DIED FOR US, SACRIFICING HIMSELF TPT
THE NEED FOR WOMAN 2
In knowing the FOUNDATIONAL need of the woman in a man’s life, we need to look closely.
In Genesis Chapter 2, God didn’t really state exactly what the Woman’s purpose or function in the Man’s life would be.
It was simply stated that she was going to be a SUITABLE help.
Gen 2:18 Then the LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to live alone. I WILL MAKE A SUITABLE COMPANION TO HELP HIM." GNB
From Vs 18 to end, the strongest point implied in creating the woman for the man, is to get his a COMPANION; someone to accompany him on his sojourn on earth.
Someone to be close to him and give comfort to him in all his challenges and projections.
Ecc 4:11 Furthermore, if two lie down together, THEY CAN KEEP EACH OTHER WARM, but how can one person keep warm by himself? NET
As Adam named the Animals, I think he saw something in the Animals that he desired.
Gen 2:20 The man gave names to all the tame animals, to all the birds in the air, and to all the wild animals. He saw many animals and birds, BUT HE COULD NOT FIND A COMPANION THAT WAS RIGHT FOR HIM. ERV
He saw the Lion come with his Lioness and all other animals with their own individual Companions.
I am sure that must have stirred up some sentiments and yearning in him.
Do we all remember how Isaac felt when he received rebeccah?
Gen 24:67 ISAAC TOOK REBEKAH INTO THE TENT WHERE HIS MOTHER HAD LIVED BEFORE SHE DIED, and Rebekah became his wife. He loved her and was COMFORTED over the loss of his mother. CEV
That scripture could make it look like Rebeccah was just to comfort Isaac over the lose of his mother, but the real point is that he had started experiencing what COMFORT a woman brings to a Man’s life and he felt that loss immediately his mom died.
I believe that Abraham, his father, saw the sadness in him after Sarah died in the previous chapter.
Gen 23:1-2 Now the years of Sarah's life were a hundred and twenty-seven. And Sarah's death took place in Kiriath-arba, that is, Hebron, in the land of Canaan: and ABRAHAM WENT INTO HIS HOUSE, WEEPING AND SORROWING FOR SARAH. BBE
Abraham’s poignance is clear pointer to the facts about Companionship.
Even after almost 100yrs of marriage, a man in a good relationship with his wife will feel a great loss at her death.
Meanwhile, Abraham realized that he had been sharing his wife [intimately] with his son Isaac, when he saw Isaac’s sorrow too.
The young man [now] needed his own woman.
Gen 24:4 Go back to my country, to my own people, to FIND A WIFE FOR MY SON ISAAC. BRING HER HERE TO HIM." ERV
Beloved, the Foundational Benefit derivable from marriage is the Fusion of Souls, the Contact, Comfort, Friendship and Love developed by effectual communication from both.
It is plain to see because this is actually what God wants His relationship with man to be.
Gen 3:8-9 IN THE COOL OF THE EVENING, the man and his wife heard the LORD God walking around in the garden. So they hid from the LORD God among the trees in the garden. The LORD God called to the man and asked him, "WHERE ARE YOU?" GW
In the cool evening, when the Sun must have gone down and most of the day’s activities are done with, God comes to relate with the Humans.
The best time in Marriage for “Soul-Bonding” and strength renewal, is at end of day, when you NEED to help each other “unwind” and be reassured together of the days ahead.
What did Jesus call the Holy Spirit?
Joh 14:16 And I will pray the Father, and He shall give you another COMFORTER, so that He may be with you forever, MKJV
This means Jesus himself is a Comforter, the Spirit is another and you can be sure that God is the Principal Comforter therefore.
Keep your finger on this till next lesson please.
I pray that your Marriages will yield its very best for you both from now, IN JESUS NAME.
Come back on Monday, as we proceed in digging into this inspiring Subtopic.
Brother Prince
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2 Kings 2: 15-18. "Jericho."
Jericho is the Place of Fragrance. It is a Fortified City that plays a prominent role in the Torah and Tanakh. The Value in Gematria just about says it all, 755, זהה, "same" or shemosh me'oth in Hebrew which means "a bunch of pure giggling young boys or girls."
The term alamoth occurs only twice in the Bible. It's a musical term that's used juxtaposed with sheminith in 1 Chronicles 15:20-21, which makes it clear that both have to do with the way harps and lyres (small harps) were tuned or played. Our word alamoth also occurs in the header of Psalm 46:1.
The verb עלם ('alam) means to be hidden or concealed and noun תעלמה (ta'alumma) describes a hidden thing, but all this with an emphasis on a potential coming out rather than a hiding for, say, safety or mysteriousness.
Noun עלם ('elem) describes a young man, עלמה ('alma) a young woman, and עלומים ('alumim) youth(s) in general, which appears to appeal to the still "hidden" potential of youth.
Likewise the noun עולם (olam), which means forever or everlasting, appears to refer to the potential of any present situation, which may realize when time is unlimited.
To bring out the "hidden water" from a man makes us all more alike than it makes us different. The relief of discovering what life is all about down there just like everyone else is Jericho, the Fragrant Place:
Known to evoke spiritual qualities and feelings and reminding mankind of its creator, fragrance in Jewish wisdom can be summed up with the words of the Talmud: “What is it that provides enjoyment for the soul and not for the body? Fragrance!”
Recall our previous encounters in the Melachim between the King's penises and the opposite sex were disasterous - the last one between King Ahab and Jezebel certainly did not cause anyone to feel anything but dread.
Now, true to the Judaic approach God gives us insight into ways sex is not debauchery, how it forms a company of men around itself rather than a community stockade.
God promised Adam and Eve if they would just be patient, he would eventually tell them what to do, and things would work out. The fulfillment of this promise takes place after the sexual union of two men, but the lessons are the same for all of us:
15 The company of the prophets from Jericho, who were watching, said, “The spirit of Elijah is resting on Elisha.” And they went to meet him and bowed to the ground before him.
16 “Look,” they said, “we your servants have fifty able men. Let them go and look for your master. Perhaps the Spirit of the Lord has picked him up and set him down on some mountain or in some valley.”
“No,” Elisha replied, “do not send them.”
17 But they persisted until he was too embarrassed to refuse. So he said, “Send them.” And they sent fifty men, who searched for three days but did not find him.
18 When they returned to Elisha, who was staying in Jericho, he said to them, “Didn’t I tell you not to go?”
In order to understand the meaning of Elijah's union with Elisha, we need to look at the Angel Math:
v. 15: The Number is 10958, יטהח "the knock", naqash, meaning "please yoke me to you."
Na= an entreaty, "knock me up, please."
The verb קשה (qasha I) means to be hard or severe, and is most often deployed in conjunction with the yoke carried by oxen (1 Kings 12:4).
v. 16: The Number is 11599, יאהטט, "will juggle." To juggle is to balance one's desires with one's sense. Yes, God has told us it's all right to schcrew around, except one cannot lie, commit adultery, covet, or violate the Mitzvot, Tzav, Edoms, rules of Kosher etc.
Almost all of the rules for Kosher pertain to ways to avoid trouble while being sexually active.
Let's try a few:
"Do not eat a pig." The Value in Gematria is 427, d. baz, "to surround with booty, to spoil."
One does not eat a pig, one feeds it, stuffs it all right in his ass.
"Do not eat a lizard." The Value is 965. טוה, "that's right!" A lizard steals heat from its surroundings. The translator suggests טונה, a tuna, which also has scales, instead: "Although many Kosher fish are completely covered with scales, Halacha requires only a minimum number of scales to accord a fish Kosher status (see Y.D. 83:1). Tuna, for example, have very few scales, yet are nevertheless considered a Kosher fish."
Tunas, unlike lizards school with other tuna and are much more likely to retain the relationship after intercourse than a reptile.
"Do not eat a gar fish." The Number is 552, heb, "A business associate." =Do not screw the boss, do not let him screw you.
"Do not eat an albatross." The Number is 825, חבה, fondness. The Hebrew word for fondness is chibat, or Shabbat. An albatross is graceful in the air but waddles on the ground. One should not intercourse with someone that is has not considered observing Shabbat, i.e., is not particularly grounded.
"Any man from the house of Israel… who shall offer an offering to G‑d… an animal that has a blemish you shall not offer, for it will not be found desirable…" (22:18- 20)
Every forbidden or desirable animal has some trait one must come to recognize as a plus or negative in a sexual or marital partner. The list is extensive, so I only calculated the values of a few, but it is an exercise worth undertaking from Dear Abby God.
v. 17: The Number is 8281. חבחא, lol, "Don't kid yourself."
Across two root groups — אלל ('ll) and אול ('wl) — the Hebrew language seems to insist on a direct relationship between oaks and foolishness/worthlessness, although the connection might simply lay in the act of protruding: a tree protrudes up in the air, a foolish person protrudes from convention, and a worthless item protrudes from the economy of useful things.
Then there are two roots יאל (y'l), of which one is comparable to one of the two roots אול ('wl), while the other denotes the showing of willingness or determination:
v. 18: The Number is 7431, זדגא, zdga, "Do not defile a holy man."
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Softly, in their slender fingers though the specious stone
A limerick sequence
1
Softly, in their slender fingers though
the specious stone when all your world laid
young Corinthian Lycius!
Device but internal
motions, lations of our choosing!
2
Of touch of earthly years. The wisest
run. And spiral-talk. Not that way heals
his heart. What a world was
searched, through the seasons: sneakers
and flip-flops. And seal forever.
3
Why dost thou, unknown some time when we
know it is built of alabaster
pure; gold is the roots&bottom
of, my eyes and Stella
loue. But ere he is disamed.
4
The murderers hung by the sun; coral
is far more is not therefore the
way to it. Anonymously
political
blocking plan; forsters, Fenwicks, and bliss!
5
So all the year; and red with arrowy
smarts, that would knock me down in the
cloth. Voice to me do the
marble door, shit wrapped in
a newspaper posted onto thee.
6
Like a grave, be mouldering now in
silence, and less to a dying flame!
Possessions of the lythe
Caducean charm.&To those
light to be, the bride kiss’d sae fondly!
7
As interest of them my life has
found a tongue, sleep. All the worst of wrongs
bewrayed, and found; I grant
my boon! Bred in my
beloved by men. Softly, in their packs.
8
With thickset fruits do flow. Whether he
know? Admit impediments. Not a
woman is all they, my
soul helps soul! Drop of water
has cured its sound were called again.
9
I am mad the wayside to live
alone. Enjoy, girls, and me, i’ll troubled
by an Angel mild:
witless wood of those blest
eyes, wherein affection everywhere.
10
To which a state to me do the throe!
And as he from shore to live and they
are, that take, I must Stellaes
heart. There, gallant came
red. Dying in thee, through all these worms.
11
That I might seem dash’d by thy streams that
same golden atoms of the middle
of myself, the strut and
thee, Eliza, is thy
purity; and yet I know it not.
12
Kneeling not the jewel, here is the Fountain
from the proper person! From his
wife moves next to you be
kind or changing down his
hearts and is lost nymph of this perhaps.
13
Thou canst not sit below. From them heard
sometimes come to ye, my lad, o whistle,
an’ I’ll come to ye,
my love in me? Streams thy
purity; and in thee feel alone.
14
And waken unavailing tear. And
sped why fear and all loveliness.
But when your loves; but nothing
thee virtue and hawthorn’s
bloodless love; and her neck so fair?
15
The square a dead and look on Heaven
in a rage. With strange low sobs that towered
lea spread a green
seraglio has its eunuchs
too, lest any tyrant him outdo.
16
Help me! For pleasant fruit. Your straw. If
John Coltrane had never shaken; it
is sad? Weaving her bright.
But what’s to do? Thus gentle
heart is like to spree. Corrupting.
17
As thou vanishest so I shall stir
or live more taking throat’s long, long
melodious lyre. Are
convenient upper boxes
too, lest any tyrant him outdo.
18
Where gainst my face. In well-raisde notes
indissectible&extending small lights,
and in the embrace; I
love their arms, it seems the
close my eyes squinched the maw-crammed beast?
19
Eye, and come as ye were yon red rose,
that night, and from the show and white. Said
he, why do you beware
of the worse have match’d to
trace them to the clay that none as I.
20
For sunlight not as his soul to suit,
whose action of words. Came this sweet love.
Yet them thus, she seemed a
thing of love; and all my
love with your mother die or tire.
21
Why time spins fast, why passion on her
beauty new and exquisite? No lessons
can be the same, give
life succeed in that stand
still unshent, and he threw down the cloth.
22
Not pointing bee, reaching Sleepe most despisèd
lover, dead. The festal board, lamp’s
flash and true’ varying
to leave me, if all faint
Elysium, or whether he know?
23
And, pledging aft to meet again I
would fail and milk and down the sight of
their packs. Her giant heart
be his guard; thou should gae
mad, with doing all my every joy.
24
Did I,—to the least part this wide night
for here is a garden in the grass
by night to thee. I never
sting the flower to
fail: what I am cattle to be!
25
My mother an’ a’ should fain his Redress.
To screendoors of the lythe Caducean
charm. Till Cherry ripe
themselves looking the God
fostering clay, gross clay invades it.
26
So fair, so young bird whose porch, mid baskets
heap’d of amorous thrown her
animal awesome I would
have been a caring, idle
toys, amid their griefs in the vale?
27
Up the moon. That parly all these spindrift
pages nor heed my craft or sullen
might; seal’d on her lone
complain, swoon’d, murmured dawn
conspiracies our telephone calls.
28
Their power, which the humble rug. Tho’
father, his hand’s light and lips! Yourself
the way how the gallants,
you be kind of
intoxication and now unpossible.
29
She has a meadow, but no such rose
make ours, which ran the dark veins, that same
year were smoothly pass their
packs. The though someone always
had: as a kid, it was a man!
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Welcome back
Wow hi y'all
Have not been on here in a while but I wanted to make an update on stuff!
But to do that is to reveal myself a bit so fuck it y'know?
I'm Space, a Trans and Queer writer who writes mostly mlm romance and fantasy.
I'm in my early 20's and i use He/Him pronouns
Time and Again and Strange Souls as well as 2 different Stanley Parable fanfictions have been uploaded to AO3 and I'm currently fleshing out a new concept that came to me in a vague blurry idea last night which is currently titled Spirit Detectives but that is subject to change as i flesh the world and concept out.
Links to all of my projects are here! (I will be pinning this for safe keeping)
Original works:
Strange Souls: ON HIATUS (rewriting the first chapter but you can see the old version. Not a webcomic anymore)
Time and Again: Currently working on it, no update schedule (was pining loop)
Spirit Detectives: Fleshing out concept, no link yet
Fan-fiction:
Stanley Parable:
Tethered Together: ON HIATUS
You Can't See Me Behind the Screen: 6/8 Chapters posted
Under the break, you can see the tags and summary of each one!
Strange Souls:
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Tye/Gabriel (Strange Souls), Tye & Gabriel (Strange Souls)
Characters: Tye (Strange Souls), Gabriel (Strange Souls), Saber (Strange Souls), Queen Helena (Strange Souls), Queen Havana (Strange Souls), King Andrew (Strange Souls)
Additional Tags: Blood and Gore, Amputation, Body Horror, Angels, Demons, Soulmates, Soul Bond
Series: Part 1 of Strange Souls related projects
Summary:
In this world angels and demons are soulmates, cosmically bonded and tethered together by their split souls.
Many search for their other half and find true happiness but some demons are finding that their angels are going missing. They feel an indescribable ache where their other half should be. Something that once was there is gone.
A darkness lurks within the Earth Plane in the form of Angel Trappers, they capture angels to sell their wings and halos often killing them in the process.
Enter one young angel named Tye. After being captured and narrowly escaping the clutches of these vile trappers he looks to uncover the truth behind what's truly going on. He sets out on a journey with a hired demon guard to take down the trappers once and for all. What he finds will change his life forever.
Time And Again:
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Benny Pine (Time and Again)/Aspen Glade (Time and Again), Benny Pine (Time and Again) & Aspen Glade (Time and Again)
Characters: Benny Pine (Time and Again), Aspen Glade (Time and Again), The Beast (Time and Again), Goddess of Life and Death (Time and Again), The Necromancer (Time and Again)
Additional Tags: Blood and Gore, Temporary Character Death, Time Loop, Falling In Love, Mutual Pining, Everyone dies alot, Psychological Trauma, Dying over and over is not very good for your mental health, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, putting dead dove cause it is not pretty what seeing the horrors does to his psyche, it also deals alot with graphic death and suicide to reset the timeline, Fluff and Angst, Hurt/Comfort, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
Summary:
After being attacked and killed on a journey to the nearby kingdom Prince Benjamin of the White Pine Kingdom finds himself waking up in bed, some how safe and alive.
He chalks it up to a bad dream but, when he dies and wake up a second time he realises something horrifying
He is stuck in a time loop and he doesn't know how to get out.
Luckily he has his old childhood friend and personal guard Sir Aspen of the Glade to aid him in figuring out what is wrong with him.
Its main inspirations are: Happy Death Day, Edge of Tomorrow, Re: Zero (biggest one probs), every stranger things time loop fic where Steve has to save Eddie.
Spirit Detectives:
Will replace once uploaded officially but:
Concept:
A world filled to the brim with spirit beasts only truly seen by those granted Spirit Sight, otherwise they appear as everyday humans or not at all. A young detective gets caught up in the inner-workings of the Spirit Realm after taking on the case of a serial killing and being granted Spirit Sight by one of the victims, a spirit beast herself.
This young detective must team up with a Spirit beast to solve who is murdering these people and why, though the answer may be way more than he bargained for.
Setting: cyber punk meets dystopian future (high tech but many things look very run down)
Characters: The detective (unnamed), His Spirit Beast Partner (unnamed)
Tethered Together:
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: The Narrator/Stanley (The Stanley Parable), The Narrator & Stanley (The Stanley Parable)
Characters: Stanley (The Stanley Parable), The Narrator (The Stanley Parable), Employee 432 (The Stanley Parable)
Additional Tags: The Narrator Remembers Resets (The Stanley Parable), Stanley Remembers Resets (The Stanley Parable), Zending (The Stanley Parable), The Skip Button Ending (The Stanley Parable), The Epilogue (The Stanley Parable), Inhuman Narrator (The Stanley Parable), platonic if you squint, Narrator is bad at feelings, Selectively Mute Stanley (The Stanley Parable), he can still vocalize but prefers asl, Fluff and Angst, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, kind of soulmates but not really its complicated, No Beta We Die Like Stanley, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Hurt/Comfort
Series: Part 1 of Tethered Together AU
Summary:
Edit: July 31
Officially putting this on HIATUS for now
After waking up from the final skip Stanley is thrust into an unending desert. Any other person would get lost but not Stanley.
No. Stanley has some unseen force guiding him through the sand. He just hopes it doesn't lead him to his doom.
You Can't See Me Behind The Screen:
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Employee 432 & The Narrator (The Stanley Parable), Employee 432 & Stanley (The Stanley Parable)
Characters: Employee 432 (The Stanley Parable), Stanley (The Stanley Parable), The Narrator (The Stanley Parable)
Additional Tags: Employee 432 and The Settings Person are the Same Person (The Stanley Parable), inhuman employee 432, 432 was a person but now they're a computer, They/Them Pronouns for Employee 432, Derealization, Depersonalization, humanized employee 432, Kinda. Theyre only a human for the first few chapters, Angst, i dont know if its really hurt/comfort since theres EXTREMELY little comfort but, Hurt/Comfort, Character Study
Series: Part 2 of Tethered Together AU
Summary:
Edit: August 23
We're back baby!!!
This is the story of Employee #432
After losing their mind working at a job that didn't care for them they looked for a way out, that's when a strange voice asked them for help in exchange for something they desperately wanted, pencils.
Little did they know how much this would irreparably change their life.
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or, 432 has to deal with being a test subject for the Narrator, it does not go well.
Title name from: Cabinet Man - Lemon Demon
#writingunblocked#StrangeSouls#TimeAndAgain!#PiningLoop#SpiritDetectives#TetheredTogether#YouCantSeeMeBehindTheScreen#the stanley parable#tspud#tsp#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp fanfic#the stanley parable fanfiction
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