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#so I unlocked a new emotion!
unfortunately-rogi · 2 years
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Gracie in the morning
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doodlerh · 1 year
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so glad we're all collectively super normal about the new white day cards!!!!!!!!
#h doodles#project sekai#aoyagi toya#shinonome akito#akitoya#i genuinely can't articulate my thoughts about this new banner#i almost like cried. toya's armor design is insane. the card itself the art style is so unique. the rose motifs. the ROSE MOTIFS#these terrible doodles are the start of a childhood friends au where toya was kidnapped/brainwashed into the Dark Side#fic writers..artists...pls do stuff with it i need to see the content i dont want to make i#AKITO GIFTED HIM AN ETERNAL ROSE HE PICKED FROM THE BAD GUY'S GARDEN..........#BAD GUY FOUND TOYA WITH IT....WAS GONNA LIKE KILL HIM BUT THEN WAS LIKE HMM ACTUALLY#THIS KID HAS POTENTIAL. IM MAKING U MY PROTEGE LOL SAY BYE TO UR OLD LIFE IDIOT#akito searches Da World for toya (who is taken far away) and like yeah they fight and yeah. and then toya's memories#are unlocked when he remembers the rose and then he drops his sword and bawls and akito also bawls and they Em Brace#then they kill the bad guy together. and then they probably un-magic the rose so its just a normal rose now#and they press it in a book..so its eternal in a different way..and then they kiss..man#KNIGHTS OF WHITE AND THEN. KNIGHTS OF BLACK?? GOD GOD GOD GOD IM EMOTIONAL THINKING ABOUT THIS#i also worked very hard on the toya. hee hee. i also have a stupid meme idea for something else knights of white/black related#speaking of which dear god the banner is dropping tomorrow isnt it. im sooooooooooooooooooooooo ruined im ruined#i only have like 40 pulls#lord help me#GOOD NIGHT!
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carnivalcarrion · 9 months
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Lmao Frank would absolutely keep a list of everything they tried to do to fix this situation. He has his work cut out for him with poor wally as well. Does he know what happened to Sally?
Frank does know what happened to Sally! ofc he caught his first glimpse of her when he sorta woke up, then after he Actually woke up, Wally made sure to sit him down and be like "she will kill you if you go near her <3"
still, Frank didn't really believe Wally. so Wally showed him proof:
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and Frank quickly changed his tune.
and honestly, it's more like Wally has his work cut out for him with Frank lmao. cause by the time Frank fully wakes, Wally's pretty much given up. and rightfully so, there's... not really anything he can do except protect his sleeping friends.
so Frank's initial attempts to make a plan kinda went like:
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Wally is very earnest about saying "that's nice". it is nice. it's refreshing to have someone around that still believes something can be done, however futile that hope is. Frank will catch on eventually.
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ra-vio · 8 months
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Kainé, my beloved u_u
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paarthursass · 1 year
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i do love assassin’s creed 3 but GOSH i wish it didn’t rob us of some story points...
like i know we see connor reading haytham’s journal at the beginning, but i wish we’d gotten MORE of a reaction out of him when he realized the head Templar was his father. 
Likewise I know Haytham was able to put things together and figure out Connor was his son before they properly speak for the first time, but like...I wish we’d seen that realization.  I wish we’d seen how Haytham initially reacted to that.  How Haytham’s goonies reacted.
They give us this juicy juicy central conflict of Connor fighting against his own father and then they don’t...give us these moments.  And it’s frustrating because i LOVE Connor.  He’s one of my favorite assassins.  But he’s got this Shakespearean level conflict going on and the game doesn’t dig into it the way it should.
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soldier-poet-king · 3 months
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I'm experiencing existential shrimp emotions and yet still expected to play nice and go to work and it's just. Man. Man. I wanna sit around and think and feel until I reach some sort of tenable equilibrium. Not just crush the intensity under my heel into apathy, or at least the false facade of apathy. I care too deeply! Let me care about every little thing intensely and consumptively! I don't WANT to not be like this.
#work is good work can be good work is a worthy task#this isnt anti work#this is just anti work right now while im Experiencing Things#anyway sleep did NOT remedy yesterdays emotional time from finishing my durge run in bg3#just. i cant think about it without going wild again#all new emotions unlocked#i cannot stop thinking abt astarion and durge and shared monstrosity and autonomy and freedom#and choosing to grow and be better and how awful and scary and terrible it is#when there is nothing left. you have nothing of yourself left#and you sitll have to go on and choose what you want to be#and that's so terrifying and so good#im kinda. like. the most insanely jealous ive ever been in my life#u know the sea longing? the soul deep ache for smthn you know you wont ever have?#because it's not for people like you. or that the acquisition would destroy you? or smthn else#but it's just. yeah. yeah. i am experiencing things#partially just maybe that dopamine crash. y'know the post concert blues#except not a concert. just a really good game. a really good story#i havent felt this intensely abt a game in awhile#or not for this long. it didn't linger to this extent.#alas. work to do.chores to do.etc etc etc#im so ready for vacation next week. im tired.#like on the one hand i need long term direction. i need a goal. a purpose. a duty#yes i risk the perception of the self as a non person and simply a tool with a use#but i already see myself as a thing with no value but use. at least with direction id have a purpose#on the other hand. i fear it. because i dont want to lose the intensity. i dont want to#i dont want to be even keeled and calm. i dont want to give up my anxiety and sadness if it means also losing the highs of joy and elation#is the dramatic swing of moods healthy? perhaps not. but how else am i to experience the breadth and depth of human emotion. of the soul?#i understand the poets. the romantics. i lack their skill. but i understand the heart of it.#the most important thing there is. maybe.
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aflockofravens · 2 months
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I want... to care for her
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euphor1a · 1 year
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to the boyfriend i want so hopelessly but will never have, happy birthday milove ♡
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#gyugyu 🐶#hiiii ! yes this is the mandatory ‘it’s my ult bias day’ sappy ass long delulu message from aleyna 💌#so pls proceed with caution bc once i start talking it’ll get ... yeah. anyway#happy mingoo day everyone 🥺🥺#he the loml 💖 (... one of many but let’s not talk about that *cough*)#i just love him so much :((#the giant puppy boy who stole my heart and never gave it back 😭😞#also he’s literally the most boyfriend to ever boyfriend?????? it’s so unfair ☹️#just another day of not having mangyu 😔... what is life#do you know the feeling when you like look at someone and your heart starts swelling in your chest so much that it hurts??#that’s exactly how i feel whenever i look at mingyu 🥺! i appreciate and love every little thing about him so much i :(( can’t explain#he’s soooooo comfort shaped i love him 😞. god. wanna pepper kisses all over his face and tell him how happy he makes me and#how precious he is and how i’d actually commit arson for him 😭#also wanna kith those pretty moles 🥺🤏🏼 nnnnnnnn#why so babie if so huge 😔 he’s literally a giant puppy baby ashtsjjdhk GOD#when he laughs/giggles >>>>>>>>>!! my heart is hurting so BAD i’m so fond of him 😭😭😭#every now and then i find myself going; SIR WHY ARE U DOING THIS ARE U WILLING TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY POOR HEART??#like loving him literally unlocked a whole new spectrum of emotions for me idk how to explain this like a sane person#in short this is like. the most fucking delulu i’ve ever been in my life 💀? or at least it feels like it...#😩 just one chance PLS!!! PLS I BEG!!!! :(( i’m so down bad it’s SO BAD#a very brainrot inducing man (the type i always fall for 😔?! started seeing the patterns hhhhh)#the amount of love my little body holds for him is insane 😷 (little in comparison to him btw... i’m generic female height 👾)#loving mingoo feels like a rainy night where you’re cuddling with your loved one under a blankie; about to fall asleep bc of how cozy u are#i wish words were enough to express how i feel about this man... but it really isn’t 😕!#he just means a lot to me okay?#he’s everything and beyond 💓 i love him like my whole life depends on it (although i’m like that for several people)#not my fault that my heart is so fucking big and it has separate places to store everyone i adore 💖#happy bday babylove 🥺 i hope your day is filled with the happiest of moments and you can celebrate properly 💕#it’s so sad that you’ll never know how much you mean to this random girl on the other side of the world :/#i’m so done for aren’t i? took like 40 minutes to type and everything... sigh. i love him so bad </3
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guillemelgat · 3 months
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Language Goals 2024
Another year, another set of goals! This year, in the actual spirit of my very reasonable 2022 language goals, here are my plans for language study.
Catalan
First and foremost, my goal is to find Catalan friends in my new hometown, because I really need to speak Catalan with people at minimum once a week or I get very sad, and currently I’m not speaking it with anyone at all. This goal is pretty chill though—I just have to actually sit down and put in the time to find people.
My main goal is to read 30 books in Catalan. I’ll make a proper post about it with a list of books that I’m thinking of and how the challenge itself is going to work, but overall I’m trying to pick a mix of styles and genres, so expect anything from medieval literature to YA novels to academic texts. I have a lot of books that I’ve been meaning to read for a while, so hopefully this will give me a chance to chip into some of them. 30 books is less than other versions of this challenge that I’ve seen, but it’s also many more books than I’ve read in Catalan possibly ever and I think it’s more reasonable in conjunction with a full class load. Hopefully it ends up being just the right amount!
Welsh & Basque
This year I really want to work hard to actually get these two to an upper intermediate level, because I’m so close if I put in the work. For both of them, I have two main goals: (1) go through the textbooks/workbooks that I started going through casually last semester (Basic Welsh: A Grammar and Workbook by Gareth King and Standard Basque: A Progressive Grammar by Rudolf P.G. de Rijk) so that I can continue to review and learn new grammatical structures, and (2) watch one episode of a TV series each week in each language. For the TV series, I’m going to be watching Rownd a Rownd on S4C (which is available outside Wales/the UK! Huge win!) and Eskamak kentzen on EITB. If I have time, I’ll try to go through episodes more thoroughly and note down new vocabulary and such, but the main goal is to make a routine of it and watch consistently so I’m trying to keep it simple. I’d also like to use both languages with other people more often if I can, but I think finding a consistent language partner will perhaps be a goal for another year.
Malayalam
I’m planning to focus the first half of the year on Welsh and Basque, and then next fall, I’m hoping to be able to take the Malayalam classes offered by my university and to get into studying my home dialect (or rather, my extended family’s home dialect, since I didn’t speak it at home) as well. Since this will be later and also classroom learning rather than self-study, I’m not going to go into details, but overall, after my trip to Kerala (which I have stuff about, it’s on the docket!), I’m generally feeling much less alienated and much more motivated to study the language. I’m also looking forward to being able to take real classes, which I think will help keep me focused and on track.
Russian
This is a minor goal, but at my friend’s house over the summer, her mom was joking that if they just spoke to me in Russian while I stayed at their house, I’d probably be able to understand it by the end. That led us to concoct a plan where I study a bit of Russian vocab, then go there and do intensive Russian immersion for a weekend or so. This is more of a silly goal, but I’d like to try it because I think it could be fun.
Anki
This isn’t a language goal per se, but rather a general resolution to spend this year learning to use (and tweaking and configuring) Anki. Anki has a notoriously high barrier to entry, and from everything I’ve seen it should be treated as a long-term, intensive project—I’ll hopefully reap the rewards later if I take my time and set up everything right in the early stages. With that in mind, I’m hoping that by the end of the year I’ve figure out a set up for my decks and cards that really works for getting me to remember and be able to use vocab and grammar. I’ll focus on the languages here for the start, but I’m hoping that with habit and time, if I get a good system going I can use it with other languages too.
And that’s it! It’s been a bit since I was systematic about studying languages, but I’ve found that I really miss it and want to go back. I feel like I’m at a really good place with all of these, and I’d like to continue to make progress, so I’m really trying to focus on consistency and hitting the sweet spot of just challenging enough to get myself out of my comfort zone while not burning out. Hopefully I’ve set this up in a way to build habits and make me excited to keep immersing myself with these languages in the coming years, which is really the key to learning any language in the long term—I've realized that I speak Catalan so well because it's fully integrated into my life, and I'd like all these others to be as well. Here’s to a good 2024, and I wish all of you luck with your own goals as well!
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jtbb · 1 year
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literally sound like a broken record but god i miss summer
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lycanthian · 3 months
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#i am so in love its unreal. never have i ever before felt this wealth of human emotions so concentrated over the past month and a week#genuinely mind boggling how talking to logan more and more and then dating him has literally made me feel likr a new man.#not that im different or that i absolutely need him to function in my day to day life#but its the richness that being in love brought to my life that was unexpected#i had a thing with another online friend like 4 yrs ago and it never felt like much admittedly. i almost gave up dating when he broke it off#bc i thought there was something to online dating that wasnt cutting it and i didnt stand a chance at meeting someone irl#and that entire time i knew logan at least a little bit but we didnt really begin talking often until like#6 months ago maybe? and just the more we talked the more we clicked ajd i liked him so much but i was so afraid that it wouldnt be mutual#and i was so afraid that even if he is in what feels like a pretty open polycule hed never ask me out or anything#and then he did and my world felt like it exploded into a cacophony of colors and sounds and feelings and emotions#like something had been unlocked in me that hadnt been touched in years. my ability to love.#and with that came some of the most upsetting spiraling intense depressive states of my life. but it was okay. it still is okay.#its only been a bit over a month but it feels like so much more than that bc i feel like everything is so much more vivid now#i also think im beginning to take a very particular fondness to someone else in the cule but im so not stating who or expanding upon it#he also makes me really happy but i dont think im ready to take that step yet. even if it would be a dream come true.#i love what i have now and i dont want to complicate it yet.#a extremely loving and charming boyfriend and a couple of other close friends who happen to also be dating him is good. its awesome#i just. i dont know. i dont know how logan would feel abt it. i dont know abt how other guy would feel abt it.#sometimes im not even sure how i would feel abt it#aughghhhhhhhh. yeah. human emotion. love for my boyfriend who is beautiful and loving and charming and funny and talented. ueh#i dont think he reads these rambles. sometimes i hope he does. sometimes i hope he doesnt. i love him so much#i dont want to worry him with my shit constantly but it would also be nice to worry him with it occasionally#logan if you see this i love you more than words could ever describe. im so happy that ur in my life and that you chose me to be in ur own#gamey rambles#💜
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primordialwhale · 1 year
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tagged by @frenchrevolutionmaid to list 5 songs ive been very autistic about recently ❤️
1. Wait by The Dear Hunter [x]
2. Punching Bag by Set It Off [x]
3. Just Pretend by Bad Omens [x]
4. Figure 8 by Paramore [x]
5. Echo by Crusher-P ft Gumi (but specifically this version from this video) [x]
honorary mention is all of so much for stardust but yknow how it is with new fob albums
i taggggggggg @incense-and-iron
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shyyren · 10 months
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god. i got teary-eyed at the trailer for Clockwork Revolution because it looks like what Bioshock Infinite could have been. i also almost cried watching the Judas trailer a few months ago. i think when there is real and tangible New Bioshock Content i'm going to flat out start fucking weeping no matter where i'm at. i'm normal i am So normal.
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kaeyaphile · 7 months
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cellphone completely died out of absolutely nowhere last night when i got home from work so i had to spend money that i don’t have to buy a “new” one 🙃
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bildads-beard · 6 months
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official ranking almost a month after she came out (🏳️‍🌈⁉️)
the frost (literally my song. this song describes me at this point in my life)
buffalo replaced (nice tune)
i love me after you (i dont relate to it at all i just think its a really nice song and i love singing it)
bug like an angel (a classic. mitski excusing her faults by saying well i was made this way nothing i can do about it. magical. dont think ill ever get tired of this song)
im your man (love her using dogs in her songs about betrayal. this song reminds me so much of my first boyfriend because of how htings ended and how i handled them)
the deal (honestly this song reminds me of me at my lowest points where ive begged at the universe to let me shut off my feelings because im tired of feeling so much all the time. yet its these same intensity that allows me to love the things i lvoe with so much passion and dedication. so. to be honest seeing how happy go has made me i dont think id ever take my capacity of feeling emotions away, as much as it makes me suffer)
my love mine all mine (nothing in the world belongs to me but my love)
when memories snow
heaven
star
i dont like my mind
#honestly just the concept of this new album makes me so emotional#cause mitskis always said she wants her fans to take her music not as a tool to bE SaD all the time but as something to help you grow an#and process your emotions and let yourself heal from everything that has hurt you#and at least for me that's how its been with her music#and seeing her be in this new album#gives me the vibe that shes trying to heal too#like shes getting there and you can see it by the way she expresses herself through her lyrics#i also love how shes taken her experience with doing music and turned it into something so _her_#like in laurel hell she used to say how the music business is horrible and complain about how people behaved in her concerts (yelling MOMMY#or trying to record the whole thing and not really participating in the experience of seeing her live#and how she said this was sad cause her concerts were supposed to be an intimate moment with her fans and her singing to a 'crowd' that was#really just phones staring back at her#and so in this new tour shes singing in smaller venues so the whole thing feels more special and personal for her and her fans#like getting tickets was HORRIBLE they sold out so fast#but i completely understand her reasoning behind it and i support it#going back on what i was saying before her new album hits different when youre mentally and emotionally stable#like you unlock new meanings to these songs#and i absolutely love it#mitski#not me typing a whole essay on accident sorry#not like anyone will read the tags anyway
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toelessbastard · 8 months
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banging hands on table I want to see cute CXS ARTTTTTTT BUT ITS ALL S2 SPOILERS
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