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multifixwritings · 1 month

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If it Does Rain

Fandom: Twilight Pairing: Jasper Hale x GN!Reader Summary: Jasper is worried about what could happen to you if Edward and Bella's budding relationship goes wrong. Words: 809 (drabble) Note: This is an old piece from years ago. I believe it came from a request for one of my previous writing blogs. It's pretty bad—I like to believe I have improved since then—but I figure we can just laugh at it together.

The Cullen-Hale family were not the only ones watching with rapt interest—interest which ranged from anger to excitement to concern—as Edward crossed the parking lot with the new girl tucked under his arm. Everyone found the sight fascinating and could not seem to pry their stares away from the unlikely couple to maintain even just a shred of their own decency.

You didn't have to be within hearing distance to know what Bella had just whispered to him, so soft and quiet as to not draw any more attention (as though there was any left to give). The warm color rising to her face would have been a key giveaway if you hadn't known her well enough to just know.

She was your sister, after all.

Your focus drifted away from them in response to the increasing tension radiating from the body at your side. A frown tugged at your mouth as you looked to your boyfriend, who had gone completely rigid with something other than the fight for control that consumed him every minute he was forced to be around his "peers." It worried you what might have been going through his mind as he watched his youngest brother hold open his car door for your fragile, human sister.

You reached over the console and took his hand in yours, gently. Of course, it wouldn't have mattered much had you gripped it hard enough to bruise—the bruises would have adorned your hand. A side effect of such a supernatural existence and stat of being that the Olympic Coven (and others around the globe) lived.

"You're worried," you observed.

Jasper sat still as the marble he looked to be sculpted of. Behind the tinted windows, he was safe from prying eyes who might have thought to follow in your footsteps and dig deeper into the Cullen-Hale enigma than they should (and subsequently be faced with a far less desirable outcome than you). The only witnesses were you and his family.

After a moment, he squeezed your hand and looked to you, a half-hearted smirk tipping his perfect lips up at the corner. "I thought I was the empath."

His deeply instilled Southern drawl made your heart flutter. It had ever since the first time you'd heard it, and you didn't think it would ever not hold the same effect over you so long as your heart was still beating. But his attempt to lighten the air—a wave of calm reassurance flowed into your mind, chipping away at the tension which ate at the edges of your soul—did not erase the consternation sinking in his deep gaze.

"I don't need special abilities to know when you're upset—and yours aren't going to make me feel any better until you've talked to me."

Jasper dented his forehead in frustration. He never wanted to be the reason for anything but your happiness and safety. His habit of shutting you out of his problems he still thought aided that, as he didn't relish the idea of you having even more burden to bear, but he knew you hated when he did.

You arched a brow at his momentary silence and slowly rubbed your thumb over his sculpted knuckles.

He sighed and leaned back in the driver's seat, two actions performed more out of habit than of need. His fingers curled around the steering wheel until the leather started to strain under the pressure.

"If they end badly," he said, "it all ends badly."

Jasper gently removed his hand from under yours to start the car. The engine rumbled to life as the meaning behind his words vibrated between you. It took a lot of restraint not to roll your eyes at his incessant paranoia that he had always displayed when vulnerable and alone with you.

You managed to keep your soft expression because you knew why he worried so much. As the newest "vegetarian," as Dr. Cullen dubbed their lifestyle, he struggled tremendously with keeping his bloodlust in control. His biggest fear was losing it and killing someone, killing you, and putting his family at risk again.

Taking your respectful silence, he pulled from the parking lot and elaborated vaguely, "A lot could go wrong, and if anythin' does... Them bein' together just puts a lot at stake."

"So do we," you countered, "but we're making it work. We should give Bella and Edward the same chance."

You leaned in and kissed his cheek before resting your head on his shoulder. He entwined your fingers and held your hand on your thigh. The silence cocooned the two of you, leaving nothing but the smooth engine to fill the void.

Jasper then lifted your locked hands and kissed the back of yours. "I just don't wanna lose you. I can't."

"You won't. I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere."

#twilight #twilight fanfiction #twilight x reader #jasper hale #jasper hale x reader #jasper whitlock #jackson rathbone #smeyer #twilight renaissance #twilight revival #multifandom account #multi fandom blog #multi fandoms posts #multifixwritings

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edwardsdeathcabcd · 6 months

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if stephanie meyer didn’t want me to read bella swan as a lesbian maybe she shouldn’t have made her blood lavender scented

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personalheroin · 2 months

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bella rolling a joint up in her bedroom after edward left her in the woods but this time she walked home like a normal person.

#twilight #the twilight saga #twilight saga #bella swan #twilight renaissance #jacob black #edward cullen #alice cullen #jasper hale #twilight imagine #twilight new moon #twilight wolf pack #emmett cullen #rosalie hale #twilight meme #twilight revival #smeyer #team jacob

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witchthewriter · 2 years

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𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐂𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

⤷ gender neutral, ambiguous race and any size reader. Thank you for the request; they’re open btw!!!

a/n: pretend Jasper doesn’t exist or they aren’t together, m’kay?

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INFP

Ravenclaw

Chaotic Good

Aquarius Sun, Pisces Moon, Cancer Rising

𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔:

Pair of walking disasters who cannot function without each other

Old married couple even though you aren’t that old

Similar trauma but different ways of coping

𝑺𝑭𝑾🌿

・Alice had visions of you for years before meeting. She would get so excited every time it happened - she yearned for someone to love.

・She was anxious to meet you, not wanting to make a bad impression.

・You guys met years before Edward and Bella. You were in your early 20s, barely surviving adulthood when you bumped into a woman at work.

“I am so sorry!” You bent down, picking up the books from the floor.

“No it was my fault-” Alice’s sweet voice seemed to twinkle.

・She didn’t know you’d be at work that day (she came every day hoping to see you.) And that rainy Tuesday at the book store was your first meeting.

・Alice is a very romantic person, always bringing flowers, chocolates or gifts.

“You really don’t need to do this,” you smiled at her.

“Oh but I do. I have to make up for the years we haven’t been together.”

・She wouldn’t tell you about her being a vampire until your 6 month anniversary. It was getting harder and harder to excuse the weird things that had happened.

・You have an open-mind anyway. And knowing that beings like vampires exist ... it made life seem more interesting.

・She loves doing your makeup

・Never feeling unsafe whenever Alice is there. You know she could take on anyone/anything.

・She leaves kiss marks with her lipstick on your books, mirrors etc

・Alice makes you lunch whenever you go to work

・” Do you know how happy you make me?”

・Sometimes you feel as if she’s waaaay more sophisticated than you, but she always shuts down those thoughts.

・Always dropping you off/picking you up from work

・She gives you a lot of forehead kisses, although she is shorter than you. You have to lean down or have her on her tippy toes.

・Very big on affection and PDA. Will kiss you no matter where she is or who you’re with.

・Alice likes to have her arm linked with yours. It makes her feel grounded - sometimes she feels as if she could float away without you.

・She hand-makes clothes for you, and they always fit perfectly. Alice has literally perfected sewing and knitting.

・I can definitely see you guys adopting a cat, a black and grey one that likes to sleep in your lap.

NSFW🔞minors dni!!!

・Alice is a flurry of hands and lips. She wants all of you and wants you now.

・Actually will have sex in restrooms, changerooms, the car...

・Alice isn’t overly loud but cannot control her moaning when she’s close to cumming

・She has a lot of energy and rarely gets tired or bored from sex. Alice also has a high sex drive but she never makes you feel responsible for it.

・Alice is somewhat experienced, not overly but not completely clueless.

・I think Alice would like to experiment with sex and kinks. Because she loves you so dearly, she never even looks at anyone with sexual/romantic interest.

・Her favourite positions are either lotus & cowgirl (with her on top)

・I think Alice would prefer receiving head rather than giving it. She absolutely loves the attention.

・Alice is a switch though but is more sub than a dom. She likes that you’re in charge and she’s in safe hands.

・She doesn’t like completely serious sex - giggling and laughing is preferred.

・Has a praise kink

・She can talk a lot during sex and sometimes she comes out with the most randomest stuff

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peoniea · 9 months

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stephenie meyer doesn’t understand leah clearwater the way i do

#leah clearwater my beloved #i have ALWAYS been a shooter for leah #this is the hill i die on #twilight #twilightrenaissance #leah clearwater #stephenie meyer #steph meyer #smeyer

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kwop-kilawtley · 1 year

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us twilight tumblr people give more energy to this saga than stephenie meyer ever has

#twilight #twilight renaissance #let’s be real #she wrote her shit and said yeaaa good enough #she doesn’t understand her own main character #new moon #smeyer #stephenie Meyer

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twilitty · 2 years

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I unapologetically love Bella Swan. The entire first book is just her driving to school and doing laundry and homework and thinking and cooking and thinking again. She is such a teenager. She reads Jane Austen and hates the cold and convinced herself there was a family of vampires living in town.

#twilitty #mine #Bella swan #Isabella swan #text post #textpost #twilight saga #smeyer

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iwontletitfadeaway · 2 years

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the true horror behind twilight:

the idea that not only will you never sleep again, but you have perfect recall… To remember every single moment for the rest of your existence/eternity. To never even be able to escape your memories with sleep. One wrong decision and it haunts you til you die a torturous death.. it gives me shivers just thinking about it

#twilight #breaking dawn #the twilight saga #twilight saga #edward cullen #bella swan #rosalie hale #new moon #eclipse #rosalie stan #smeyer #mine

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painting-peaks · 11 months

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Ian O'Shea really said "I would still love you if you were a worm" and he MEANT it bless his heart

#the host #the host 2013 #the host stephanie meyer #stephanie meyer #smeyer #ian oshea #ian o'shea #ian x wanda #ian o'shea x wanda #smeyer the host #smeyer's the host #would you still love me if i was a worm

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multifixwritings · 1 month

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Some Things Are Meant to Be

Fandom: Twilight Pairing: Jasper Hale x GN!Reader x Alice Cullen Summary: It was the way Alice and Jasper found eternal happiness, against the odds, in a way no one expected. Words: 1515 (oneshot) Note: Oh, to be in a relationship with these two! You didn't specify, and I am such a sucker for the human x vampire pairing, so that's what I went with here. I hope I did okay and you're not too disappointed!

Vampiric culture differed in many ways from those of humans. Transitioning from mortal to immortal meant changing your entire way of life—nothing would be the same. Diet, socialization, and routines all shifted to accommodate the transformation. Some settled well into the new arrangement while others found it more difficult even with time to adjust.

How relationships developed and worked was something most didn’t think about until it hit them. Vampires could “date around” like any human, but no romantic relationship could compare to finding your singer or mate. The chemistry bound you deeper than any soulmate humans claimed to have found.

What most didn’t realize was there could be more than one.

The rustic smell of fresh blood pumping through the elk had venom filling their mouths. It would never compare to the agonizing burn inspired by humans, but it would be more than enough to satisfy the ache. Alice and Jasper stalked through the trees with the grace of a lion hiding in the tall grass. The game of predator and prey never failed in nature.

Oh, to be the once helpless prey turned into the ruthless predator.

The couple waited for the right moment before pouncing. Sharp enamel ripped into soft flesh, rich blood sliding down their throats to ease the ever-present pang of thirst. Alice allowed herself a shred of vulnerability and closed her eyes to savor her meal—only for them to snap back open.

Jasper noted his mate's shift in emotion and was at her side in an instant, leaving his elk half-drained but mercifully unaware of its quick death. "Alice? What do you see?"

Her petite hands dropped the animal to the forest floor as her eyes stared ahead blankly. She vaguely recognized Jasper's hands grasping her arms, felt his body close to hers as he waited for her to share. His worry faded into mere curiosity as he registered her emotional state—confusion to surprise to happiness.

"It's..." Alice grinned. "They're beautiful."

You turned, your eyes falling on the couple a few feet behind you. Your brow furrowed slightly before a small smile graced them. You lifted your hand in a gentle wave before turning back around to face the front.

Jasper frowned. "Who?"

The way your laugh crinkled your eyes nearly made her inert heart start beating once more—like when she first saw Jasper in her mind's eye. You shook your head before bending down to pick up the fallen paper from the floor.

"I am so sorry! I swear, I'd lose my head if it weren't attached to my body." You stood back up and stuck out your hand. "I'm (Y/N). I just moved here."

Alice repeated your name softly as she blinked away the vision. She liked the way it sounded on her tongue. The pixie-like vampire squealed and turned to Jasper.

"Jazz! They're coming!"

Her excitement infected him. Jasper chuckled and cradled her face in his hands to ground her. "Who's coming, darling?"

"Our mate! Oh!" She threw her arms around his waist. "Oh, they're perfect, Jazz!"

Neither vampire had heard of multiple mates before. Carlisle shared his experience in witnessing such a phenomenon when the confused yet anxious couple brought the vision to him. He had only seen it a couple of times in his immortal years.

Alice shared a glance with Jasper before revealing their new mate was human—and a whole new bout of anxiety swept throughout the Olympic Coven. They had nearly lost their entire family because their brother had fallen in love with a human. Bella was a treasured member of their coven—none of them would trade her or their beloved Renesmee for anything—but her presence in their lives had caused more trouble than any of them had predicted.

Jasper, Rosalie, and Edward had more reservations than the others. While Jasper had come miles in controlling his thirst, he remembered how difficult it had been for Edward to control his thirst around Bella and was terrified it might be the same. Rosalie and Edward were concerned about the possibility of the Volturi getting involved if yet another human discovered their secret. They would not be as forgiving as they had been with Bella after all the confrontations.

Your arrival had the coven on edge. They prepared themselves for whatever would happen but hoped for the best possible outcome.

Alice grabbed Jasper's hand. "There's (Y/N)."

Time stopped when you walked into the lecture. The couple sucked in a breath they both knew they didn't need. They watched in varying emotions—Alice vibrated with energy and Jasper swallowed warily—as the professor greeted you. You took the empty seat a couple rows in front of them.

Transferring to another university was not easy for you, but you were determined to make the best of it. It would only take another couple of credits for you to get your degree. You were just thankful it wasn't like high school where the teachers treated a new student as some sort of event and made you introduce yourself to the class.

Your pencil bounced in your hand. Jasper noted your anxiety and focused on sending a wave of calm to settle over you. The effect was instantaneous as you inhaled deeply and relaxed in your seat. You glanced around to see the lecture hall seemed scarce—less people meant less opportunity for embarrassment.

"How are you feeling?" Alice's words were silent to any nearby human ears.

Jasper shifted—a habit long since instilled in him to appear normal. "All right," he muttered. "It's... They don't affect me. Not... like that."

Your hand paused its notations on your paper. You turned around slightly after a moment before your gaze fell upon the couple. It had been their eyes you'd felt on the back of your head. Your forehead crinkled faintly.

Alice grinned at you. Jasper acknowledged you with a friendly nod of his head. Your frown lifted into a small smile but the confusion had written itself over your face. You slowly waved your fingers before shifting back to the front.

The couple remained on your mind the rest of the lecture. They seemed nice enough, but you couldn't shake the way your chest fluttered when they'd smiled at you. It was a strange tightening—not entirely unpleasant but definitely uncommon.

You gathered your belongings at the end of the lecture and stretched once you stood. Your muscles had trouble sitting still for so long.

"I don't think we've met."

"Oh!" You brought a hand to your chest, the paper fluttering to the ground at your feet.

Jasper muttered Alice's name fondly as her sudden voice startled you. He couldn't help the small smirk gracing his lips at the sharp increase of your heartbeat. Your wide eyes landed on the couple who seemed to appear beside you.

A sigh escaped you before you laughed quietly, shaking your head at your own reaction. You bent down to pick up the paper before it could get crumpled.

"I am so sorry! I swear, I'd lose my head if it weren't attached to my body." You didn't exactly know why you apologized, but you felt it was the right thing to do once a swift calmness wiped out any embarrassment. "I'm (Y/N). I just moved here."

Your grin seemed to light up your face as you held your hand out to your fellow students. Alice eagerly placed her hand in yours—her skin felt like ice.

"I'm Alice and this is Jasper! I just know we're going to be the best of friends."

If only you had known how misdirected those words were when she'd said them. Alice and Jasper did become your best friends, but the connection was so much more intimate than that. They became your greatest inspiration to finish school, your biggest motivation for chasing your dreams, and your first chance at genuine love.

It was the way they spent hours with you, how they listened to you rant and rave, how they comforted you when you were down, the way they somehow always knew exactly what you needed to go about your day. It was the small tokens of affection, the coffee they would bring you in the mornings, the small touches here and there, the terms of endearment.

It was the way they planned nights with you, the stay-in movie dates, the meals you would cook together despite them never eating, the tender kisses and gentle caresses. It was how they sat you down and let you in on their biggest secret, how they trusted you not to tell anyone, how they went against everything they had learned to let you into their life because they loved you that much.

It was the way they discussed the future with you, how they let you know it was your choice, how they only wanted the best for you. It was how they held you as fire spread throughout your entire body, how they took turns staying with you until the transition was complete, how they embraced you in your rebirth, how they happily introduced you officially into your new family.

It was the way they completed you.

It was the way you were meant to be.

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cherryysocks · 2 years

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im re-reading Twilight lol

#twilight #twilight novel #stephenie meyer #smeyer #twilight saga #edward cullen #bella swan #twilight fanart #my art #made with krita #digital art #doodles

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edwardsdeathcabcd · 2 years

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it’s kind of hilarious that stephanie meyer uses copious romeo & juliet references in the twilight saga, her book series which features two teenagers whose bloodlines have a centuries-old feud that forbids them from coming into contact, and they both struggle with feeling like their destiny is out of their hands because of something their families decided for them, but they share a common goal– and these two characters are NOT the ones who are supposed to parallel romeo and juliet

#she pushes the romeo & juliet parallels SOOOO hard #and the conflict between the cullen family & the quileute tribe (most specifically the black family) is a MAJOR plot point #and those two things do NOT intersect #this isn't even me edward/jacob posting i just think that's such a funny creative choice. like. okay sure.#twilight #the twilight saga #twilight renaissance #edward cullen #jacob black #bella swan #stephanie meyer #smeyer #new moon #breaking dawn #eclipse #edward #jacob #mine

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ibrithir-was-here · 9 months

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I promise everyone who commissioned me I am working in your stuff too 😅 I’m just also having too much fun making pulpy covers —so here’s Twilight if it came out in the late 80s early 90s

(I’m actually not even that big a Twilight fan, I only read the first book and saw the first movie but I live for the day the Twilight Renaissance shenanigans will create a book where Not-Bella and Not-Jacob rescue Not-Edward from his Definitely Kinda A Cult vampire foster home 😅)

#my art #book covers #book cover design #twilight #stephenie meyer #smeyer #I think I’ve seen her called that?#bella swan #jacob black #edward cullen #edward mason #twilight renaissance #I may have given Ed a bit too much David Bowie vibes but eh he could use them poor sparkly wet mess of a dude #also Bella’s puff jacket xD #twilight books

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witchthewriter · 2 years

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𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐥𝐞 𝐂𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐲 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

⤷ female, ambiguous race, and any size reader. Requests are open, thank you for reading!

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SFW🌿

⭑ You were surprised that Carlisle showed any interest in you. Let alone wanted to pursue a romantic, committed relationship with you.

⭑ He was such a gentleman, as soon as you met him, you felt at ease. You did notice something different about him ... as you have great intuition.

⭑ You had lived in Forks since you were a young child. Your family moved there because your father get a job as a doctor.

⭑ Your siblings had grown up and moved out, while you still lived with your parents (NO SHAME IN THAT. NO SHAME.)

⭑ You might live with anxiety, or depression, or any form of mental illness. Maybe you have a disability, but either whatever you live with, you preferred to stay at home. You made a life there, decorated your room, and owned a few pets.

⭑ You work at the local book shop, and you love it. You just haven’t figured out what you wanted from life yet. You grew up with fantasy stories, fairy tales, and movies that made regular life seem boring. Mundane.

⭑ Carlisle approached you first since he came into your shop. You had been putting away the new releases (that were actually a few months old because Forks was waaaaay behind on the times.)

⭑ “Hello, may I have your assistance?”

“Oh sorry!” His voice made you jump, nearly dropping the books.

⭑ Always makes sure you get home safely; either walking you to your car, dropping you off at home/picking you up for work.

⭑ Buying you flowers, but never overdoing it. Carlisle is PERFECT at romance. He knows how to make you happy, without overstepping.

⭑ You felt embarrassed actually, that you had Carlisle’s attention on you. You weren’t used to it. It was foreign that someone would feel so strongly about you. Honestly, you thought it would just be you and your pets forever.

⭑ Your relationship wasn’t rushed, it didn’t drag on. It was ... perfect.

⭑ He made you feel like the most important person in the world. That you deserved to be treated like royalty, and that you shouldn’t settle for anything less than perfect. (YOU DO DESERVE IT BY THE WAY.)

⭑ You kept the relationship from a lot of people at first, not because you were embarrassed of Carlisle. No, not at all. It was because you find romantic feelings difficult.

⭑ Maybe it was because of emotions like this, that made you feel shy around others?

⭑ When you get to know Carlisle, you feel comfortable opening up. And you’re actually a really funny person. You just don’t like being around a lot of strangers, or people in general.

⭑ All of your dates are during the night, which you thought was weird at first. But he explained it as he was busy working during the day.

⭑ He wouldn’t tell you that he was a vampire until he was serious about you. That he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you.

Relationship Tropes:

Tol x Smol

Tragic Past x Ray of Light

Hates Everyone (You) x Loves Everyone (Carlisle)

You: “I’ve seen the worst of humanity over the many years of my life.”

Carlisle: “Y/n, you haven’t even reached 30.”

You: “...”

#carlisle cullen #carlisle cullen headcanons #carlisle cullen x reader #carlisle x reader #carlisle cullen x you #twilight #twilight headcanons #new moon #breaking dawn #smeyer #stephanie meyer

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unamedherlochnessmonster · 1 year

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Is emmets power really "superstrength" or is he just too stupid to figure out his actual powers

#u cant convince me that all the cullens have cool powers except for emmett #but even if he did have psychic powers it would still be smth kinda dumb like #making ppl trip #twilight #twilight renaissance #smeyer #twilight meme #twihards #twilight renewal #twilight saga #breaking dawn #new moon #emmett cullen #emmett

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stuismybf · 2 years

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do not wait. - e.c

prompt “their blood is on your hands”

summary: When you’re attacked by a wolf in the woods Edward tries his best to save you.

a/n: trying to not be so depressed so i thought i would try and get back into writing, sorry about not publishing anything new for almost 3 months. hope this is okay <3

Your vision was growing blurry and your eyes moved from alice and edward and back. Edward’s arm was wrapped around you in the back seat and your legs were propped on Alice’s lap as Emmett was speeding towards the hospital to take you to Carlisle.

You twitched in pain and struggled to focus on your breathing, or any of your surroundings.

“edward we could just change her…she’s…edward just look at her”

you were bleeding out.

the wolf had attacked you out of nowhere and left you for dead, you hadn't thought about it then but you knew it was because you were close with the Cullen's.

he shook his head. “i can’t. it’s not right…she’ll be okay it’ll be fine”

he rubbed his thumb against your cheek and Emmett swerved into the hospital parking lot. Edward wrapped his arms around you and rushed into the hospital.

"Carlisle!" he yelled rushing inside, your head flopped to the side limply he looked down at you and Carlisle's head came from around the corner looking at you, your mouth fell open "Edward" you whispered hoarsely his eyes were full of pain and his grip on you tightened.

Carlisle ran to you "what happened?" he asked looking at the blood soaking through your shirt, your eyes followed his and you hadn't realized what a mess you were.

Your pants were torn and covered in mud, the bottom half of your shirt was missing and your wound was exposed, your sleeves were dirty and also bloody, the jacket you had been wearing was missing completely and you had a cut on your right cheek.

You reached your hand out for Edwards, your fingers were aching as they intertwined with his icy ones, you sighed in relief at the coldness numbing your pain.

You only heard bits of the conversation,

"Carlisle i'm not losing her"

"then let me-"

"no...i won't...i can't"

"those stupid dogs i'll fucking..."

"will it work?"

"low chances...her injuries...fatal...I'm sorry"

"I don't believe you"

"Edward please just let me-" "No." "maybe this isn't your choice."

"call her parents"

He couldn’t though. They were on a hiking trip with no service, he’d have to wait until tomorrow at least to call them.

You were moved to a hospital bed and Carlisle gave you some meds to try and soothe your pain while Edward was sitting beside you.

"Carlisle has to preform surgery on you but you'll be okay" he said holding your hand you gave him a gentle squeeze but then you saw the reluctant look on Carlisle’s face and then you looked back over to Edward, denial.

Carlisle placed the breathing mask over your face and Edwards expression was full of pain as he watched you slip into unconsciousness.

Edwards hands ran over his face and he looked at your body and how peaceful you looked, he wanted to smile but it quickly faded away at the realization that you didn’t just look peaceful you looked…dead. He placed his fingertips on your wrist and felt your pulse. It was weak but it was still there.

hours later

Carlisle stitched the cut on your arm and cleaned your wounds, while you were less likely to get an infection the wound on your stomach worried Carlisle. He hadn't said anything to Edward yet in fear of alarming him but he was afraid of the severity of the wound. You had lost a lot of blood and you were lucky that you were still alive.

You were on the brink of death and Carlisle was afraid that it was too late to save you. He walked into the waiting room and saw Edward with his head in his hands and Alice had her arm on his back trying to comfort him but Carlisle could tell that Alice was upset as well.

“edward”

his eyes looked up at Carlisle, hopeful.

Carlisle shook his head and he watched the anger surge through Edward. He sped into the room and was by your side instantly. “It’s not too late” he whispered holding onto your arm. Edward sunk his teeth into your wrist, it had to work. “come on…come on please” he whispered.

you lay on the hospital bed in a lifeless state, “please please please” he chanted, bite marks covered your arms. Maybe he could still change you, it couldn’t be too late could it? No you had to make it.

fear was pumping through Edward’s body as he tried to think of a way to save you. “i love you” he whispered.

“edward it’s too late…she’s gone”

Edward’s mouth slipped away from your wrist, the blood pouring down his mouth. He threw his hands in his hair and started dry sobbing. “there must be something we can do” he pleaded looking at your corpse.

“i’m sorry” Carlisle said.

“no god please” Edward begged grabbing your hand. “I can’t live without her. I won’t” he shook his head and angrily kicked your bedside table.

Alice walked into the hospital room and looked at you, her brows furrowed and she felt like tears were pricking her eyes. “their blood is on your hands” she angrily shouted, walking out.

Edward was laying by your hospital bed in anguish, you were gone. You wouldn’t be coming back and it was his fault.

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