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zeroeightzeroone · 1 month

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serenade - lee felix

genre: fluff, soft

pairings: gender neutral reader x nonidol!felix

warnings: none

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'god, they make me so nervous.'

felix gulps and quickly glances down at his lap, where he's fiddling with his fingers nervously as he tries his best to act normal.

emphasis on the word tries.

his heart is constantly beating out of his chest while his hands clam up–all because you're seated across from him. with each passing glance from you in his direction, felix's composure falters, and his heart wants to run into your arms.

when you look in felix's direction, with those breathtaking eyes of yours that felix finds himself lost in, time and time again. your eyes that mesmerize him, he finds himself analyzing the waves of colour in your iris, tangled up in you as he swims in the depths of your beautiful eyes; he wouldn't mind drowning in them if it meant your eyes were on him and only him for the rest of his life.

under your gaze, felix can only muster a slight smile that you return, but he wants to smack himself. he could feel just how stiff his smile was; no doubt it looked awkward. he can't seem to relax his lips around you–he can't relax, period.

felix is always scared to mess up around you, to stumble over his words, and for you to perceive him as an idiot.

felix likes you, no–felix is in love with you.

but he doesn't quite know how to go about it, how to confess or how to serenade you so you fall into his waiting arms.

no matter how many times chan tries to tell his younger friend to be himself around you, to act natural, and you'll become putty in his arms, as chan argues, who won't? with someone as bright as felix, anyone would fall for his cute freckled face and charming personality. felix just can't; he's not on the same page.

he's too busy overthinking his next moves and how you may perceive them, even simple questions such as;

"hi, the weather's nice. do you wanna take a walk?"

felix is too scared to ask; he's worried you'll say no. he doesn't think his heart can take it if you say no.

the possibilities of admiring you from afar suggest both pros and cons. secretly admiring you with no clue regarding your feelings for him leads to two possibilities: you reciprocate felix's romantic feelings, or you see him as just a friend. if the latter turns out to be true when rejecting his offer to take a walk, his hopes will be crushed. but if the former is true, then felix is over the moon.

the glaring possibility of you not reciprocating his romantic feelings and holding mere platonic feelings for felix holds him back from confessing. he doesn't know if he's ready for that possible rude awakening.

one could say that ignorance is bliss.

the ones who aren't ignorant are your shared group of friends, felix's feelings for you are glaringly obvious in their eyes. every little thing flies under the radar of those in your friend group with hawk-like eyes.

the boys are well aware of felix's crush: he never stops talking about you, and the boys also never stop talking about felix's confession, interested in the how, what, when's and where's of the big moment.

a variety of questions felix has yet to find an answer to as the thought of confessing scares him to pieces.

on the other hand, the girls didn't even need to be explicitly told about felix's feelings for you. the freckled boy always has heart eyes when he's around you, or his eyes light up with joy at the mere mention of you, that in itself made the crush strikingly apparent and practically confirmed every suspicion they had.

heck, the whole neighbourhood probably knows how heart-eyes felix is for you.

…

when sunday came around, it was a miracle that some of you had a day off on such a beautiful day.

the sun shone brightly, the trees up and down the streets were beautifully full and green, and other trees had pink and white sakura petals blowing in the wind. the floral scent of the sakura and flowers blooming danced along with the smell of freshly baked pastries and coffee beans. since most of you had a free day, you all met up at a local cafe to spend a lazy sunday morning together.

the group spread out at the different tables of the cafe's outdoor seating as they basked in the spring atmosphere. once seated, you all conversed with one another as you patiently waited for the drinks and pastries you ordered. depending on where everyone decided to sit and whom they were sitting with, the topics of conversation varied.

felix sat with seungmin and jeongin as they discussed the upcoming release of a role-playing video game they had been looking forward to for quite some time now. while you sat at the table next to them closer to the cafe window, yeji and ryujin sitting across from you.

in the midst of the conversations, the barista came out to serve the orders to the respective person. most of the group ordered their usual beverage alongside a small pastry, while the others picked some things off the best-seller list to try something new for once. felix noticed that they were offering limited seasonal drinks, so he opted to try that alongside a triple chocolate brownie.

when felix's drink was served, everyone's eyes were drawn to the layered, gradient detail, which made his drink more appealing and exciting than everyone else's; the matcha green, white, and pink layering was definitely eye-catching. however, what caught felix's eye was how your eyes sparkled in awe as he sipped on the drink.

it took him a couple of minutes to build up the courage to ask you, but eventually, he did. felix took one last sip and turned to you with a shy smile, "did you want to try?"

your eyes widened a bit at the fact that you'd been caught staring at felix and his drink, not noticing the redness on the tips of his ears. you shake your head with a smile, but felix hasn't spent the past couple of minutes building up his courage to say no.

"c'mon."

you shake your head again, "it's okay, i have a drink."

"sip for a sip?" felix suggests. you cock your head in confusion, "you take a sip of mine, and i take one from yours; that way, it'll be even."

jeongin and seungmin have amused smiles on their faces, watching this exchange go down, much like everyone else does. ryujin and yeji are holding back their giggles while jisung and changbin are holding back from teasing the shit out of felix for being able to get a few sentences out when speaking to you. instead of teasing felix to his face and embarrassing him in front of you at that moment, they're whipping out their phones and sending messages to chan, minho and hyunjin.

they're all trying to act like they aren't glancing over and listening to you two.

after a brief pause, you're biting back a sheepish smile and shrugging, "why not."

when you and felix exchange cups, your fingers accidentally brush against him. it's a gesture you don't notice, but felix sure as hell does. it's pathetic, but he thinks he might just faint.

you’re quick to take a sip first, which is a testament to just how excited and curious you were when you first laid eyes on felix's drink. your eyes only light up further when the drink hits your tongue, and felix goes ahead and takes a sip of your drink. you go to take another sip, but you're quick to stop yourself, realizing it wasn't part of the agreement.

"if you want, we can just switch," felix offers when you turn towards him. you blink. " you seem to like my drink more than i do," he chuckles, and you feel your cheeks heat up.

"are you sure? what if you didn't like mine?"

"i like yours better," he's lying through his teeth.

in all honesty, felix preferred the drink he ordered to yours, but if he could see that look in your eyes when you took a sip and offered to exchange drinks, that was enough to convince him that he preferred your drink over his. felix would lie and persuade himself he liked things he didn't if it meant he'd get to see that sparkle in your eyes—anything to make you happy.

felix is absolutely whipped for you. absolutely down bad.

especially seeing how it's now almost three thirty in the morning; he's laying in bed gazing up at the ceiling and replaying how your eyes lit up at his offer to first take a sip and then offer you the whole drink. felix also feels like a grade-schooler when his mind tells him drinking from the same straw as you did was an indirect kiss. just the thought of kissing you makes felix giddy.

his phone buzzing from its spot next to him on the mattress snaps him out of his trance. felix's mind now wanders to who would text him at three thirty in the morning, when everyone either had work or school the next day. regardless, he picks up his phone and nearly drops it on his face when he sees they're from you.

y/n :) : thank you again for earlier i should've gotten it for myself in the first place so i didn't have to steal yours

felix: i gave it to you voluntarily, no stealing there no need to thank me at all

y/n :) : whatever you say lix

'lix'.

god he feels like he's going to go into cardiac arrest.

you've never called him that; it's always been felix or yongbok. this has him wondering if this is just a one-off occurrence or if you'll start addressing him like that now. he hopes for the latter, even though the latter will have him practically melting whenever you call him as if he doesn't already.

'are you free on friday? we can go back to the cafe together so you can get the seasonal drink this time.'

'i was just wondering if you were free on friday.'

'you know, since it's a limited-time seasonal drink, did you wanna go back on friday?'

he doesn't send any of those potential messages, psyching himself out of asking you to hang out just the two of you on friday. he just types them up and carefully deletes them, hoping he doesn't accidentally send them; he'd probably double over in embarrassment if he sent a half-deleted message asking you out.

yes, he built up enough courage to ask if you wanted some of his drink earlier and eventually switched his with yours, but asking you to hang out with just the two of you is a whole separate thing. you've only ever hung out with each other in a group setting.

at least in a group, he can sit silently while he's freaking out internally and not have to worry about filling the air with conversation. he'd probably find himself stumbling over his words if it was just the both of you; he'd look like a loser and then have no chance.

instead, felix opts for a:

how was the rest of your day today?

with his phone resting on his chest and his screen facing the ceiling, he waits for your reply. his heart almost jumps out of his ribcage when his phone buzzes.

y/n :) : it was good! but the highlight was definitely the seasonal drink at the cafe haha it was so good!

your little 'haha' at the end of the second message brings a smile to felix's face; he can hear your little giggles in his head when he reads the message. his heart flutters at the thought.

felix: i'm happy to hear you liked it so much it became the highlight of your day haha you went to watch a friend's basketball game in the evening right?

y/n :) : yeah i did!

felix: how was that? did your friends team win?

y/n :) : that was also fun, they didn't win, but it was a close call the other team was down by two but got a three-pointer at the buzzer the crowd went wild at that

felix: oh wow, it really was a close call did you go wild too lol

y/n :) : i mean it was hard not to haha my friend, even tho he lost, was raving about it afterwards even his team was amazed by the chances

felix: are they playing against another team or was it their last game

y/n :) : they have another game on friday

well, there goes felix's plan of asking you out on friday, a plan he repeatedly talked himself out of due to his fear of rejection.

nonetheless, the plan was still up in the air and within reach if he decided he had the guts over the week. felix texts back, wishing your friend's team luck and hoping they win their upcoming game. feeling a bit dejected that you are, in fact busy, on friday, he hopes his dejection isn't evident through the pop-up on your side of the screen.

laying his phone back down on his chest, face up, he ponders, making up strategies in his head on potential ways he'll confess in the future, only to hit the conclusion that he needs to consult the boys; anything he thinks of on his own leads to him talking himself out of it.

whenever felix thinks of confessing, he has two potential outcomes in mind: you reject him, effectively breaking his heart and forcing him to move on, or you reciprocate his feelings; felix will be in disbelief that the girl of his dreams likes him back, and you both live happily ever after. the latter only manifests late at night, in the depths of his unconsciousness, when he's going through sleep cycles. where he wakes up happy until he registers he's been dreaming.

felix's phone buzzes on his chest multiple times, signalling he's getting more than one notification, prompting him to grab ahold of the device out of curiosity and silence it; it's almost four in the morning, and the vibration of his phone is louder than it seems in the middle of the afternoon.

y/n :) : i've been meaning to ask actually did you want to come to the game with me this friday? it'll be just us two, and we could go to the cafe either before or after if you're free that is if you aren't that's okay too

felix has the heels of his hands on his eyes, rubbing vigorously before he's looking at his phone screen again, making sure that he's reading correctly and not seeing things. he also pinches himself to ensure he isn't imagining anything, that he isn't dreaming of you asking him on a date–well, is it a date?

it could just be a friendly, platonic hangout alone.

regardless, it's the two of you alone, and he thinks he will explode. this is even more so when his eye rubbing and pinching only solidifies that he is indeed seeing what he's seeing.

it isn't a dream; it's reality, and they're staring at him through words on a screen.

felix wants to take a breath to calm his heart but at the same time he needs to reply as soon as possible before you take back your offer if he seems uninterested.

felix: i'm free on friday! i'd love to go to the game and revisit the cafe with you

'was love too much? do i sound too excited?'

felix reads his message over and over again, his heart leaping when the grey bubbles pop up and indicate you typing on the other side. god, he hopes this isn't some cruel joke; his heart is too fragile to take that. if he reads into this wrong and you snap him into reality, then he will feel like his dawn has been ruined.

when his phone buzzes with another incoming message from you, he feels like he's dreaming, still not believing his eyes even as he repeatedly reads over your messages.

if felix felt like a grade schooler earlier, he feels it tenfold now. the giddiness and excitement bubbling up within him and threatening to overflow are reminiscent of your grade school crush telling you they liked your shirt or thought your pencil was cool. or when you're playing a game of truth or dare, and your friends tease you by daring your crush to hug you, the giddiness that comes from that hug.

he practically feels like he's over the moon, on cloud nine, giggling and kicking his feet as he repeatedly reads the grey bubbles on his screen. his heart soaring and tummy flipping after each read.

y/n :) : it's a date :) i'll see you this friday lix <3

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milkybonya · 1 year

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rendezvous ☆ felix

! : Felix is bullied when he's younger, idk how long it is but i hope long enough and not too dragged on </3, not proof-read !

# : bestie prince!felix x gn royal!reader, a robin hood moment

[💌: i am so grateful to be part of this collab, especially because i am in a mental rut and this fic is short, literally written in just a few sparse sittings, and is really gonna be the lowest of the low 🛌 anyways stay tuned for the other writers' works and ty if u decide to give mine a read T-T]

"just pick the time, i'm down, i always do."

being a royal isn't all that magical. it's just annoying. you have none of your own agency, you're followed around all day, you always have to act and look perfect... it's so tiring. sure, you don't have to worry about not being able to afford things, but it sucks. living in so much wealth while others are dying sucks.

and it sucks that you can't do anything about it... except, you can. and you do. and that's your only joy in life.

your parents only trust you, their beloved royal child, with Felix. he's your best friend from another kingdom, one whom you supposedly can never marry, so it's fine if you're just harmless friends. your two kingdoms are on peaceful terms, anyway.

when Felix visits you once a week, you're allowed to leave the palace and be with him. it's the day you look forward to the most, especially because you give back to the community on this special day of the week.

there's no putting it simply. you both dress up as commoners and roam the streets, handing out large sums of money to people who need it. the money is a combination of your own allowance and the palace's money. it's almost like a robin hood situation.

"is the royal highness of this palace ready to embark on yet another adventure?" you hear Felix's deep voice behind of your bedroom.

the guard standing outside your door says, "prince Felix is here, shall i let him in?"

"of course," you say, and the doors open to reveal Felix, dressed all in white and not a single stain on hin despite riding his horse here.

"are you ready?" he asks with a grin, his blonde locks falling into his eyes.

"are you? you're not going dressed like that, are you?" you ask the boy, who shakes his head at you.

"stop playing, i know you have clothes ready for me in your closet," he says, walking over to find them for hinself.

"and what would you do without me?" you tease, also joining him in searching through your closet for some commoner's clothes, kindly donated to you by some of your servants and friends.

"i'd be living my best life," Felix says, jokingly.

you punch his shoulder lightly and he acts as though he's been shot.

"is everything okay, your highness y/n?" the guard outside asks.

"yes, don't worry! Felix is just being annoying," you say.

he sticks his tongue out at you and giggles, grabbing his clothes of choice and running to your ensuite to change.

he makes sure you're also dressed before he steps back into your room. as if you haven't already done this a million times, the two of you look at each other and laugh.

"you'd be such a heart throb commoner," you tell Felix as you fix his collar.

his cheeks turn red slightly due the proximity as he chuckles, watching your delicate fingers against his clothes.

"i'm already a heart throb now, what are you gonna do about it?!" he says after you move back, sticking his tongue out at you.

you wave him away and leave your room, getting ready to leave the palace. he follows you and the two of you talk the whole way into town.

the palace is far from town, another thing which you hate. it's to physically displace the royals from the rest and it's awful. still, you prefer getting there on-foot.

"i still can't believe some of the servants who make deliveries have to walk this long journey every day," you say to Felix, who casually pulls you away from a big hole in the path.

"it's the worst. and in the heat, too?! gosh."

silence evelops you both as you digest the moment, walking along this path with your best friend. suddenly, you start to think about how much Felix has grown up.

before, you were always defending him when you were both younger. he was always bullied for being too feminine of a prince and you despised everyone who thought so. now, he's stealing everyone's hearts with his gorgeous face and deep voice. you'd like to say you have dibs on him because you've always loved him unconditionally from the start but... why would you have dibs on your friend?

"y/n, do you know what rendezvous means?" Felix suddenly asks.

"of course i do.. it's french for appointment and means the same in english--a time and place for two people to meet," you say.

"i like that word a lot. it sounds so much better than appointment, meeting, or... well, anything else."

"well, that's random," you say.

Felix's deep laugh is contagious as you laugh along with him. you didn't realize how warm it is today, and appreciate the gentle breeze that finds you both in that moment.

"it's not random! i feel like we're having a rendezvous right now. this is our rendezvous," he explains.

for some reason, your mind goes blank. Felix turns to look at you and smiles when your eyes meet.

"and this is why you're stealing everyone's hearts," you say.

"everyone's except yours," he mumbles.

___☎️

finally, you both make it to town. it's as busy as ever with all the merchants selling their goods and people trying to bargain for a good deal.

"let's see who needs our help today," Felix whispers to you as he pulls you close.

you walk up to a stand and overhear a mother trying to bargain.

"please, i really need these herbs! my son is sick and i can't afford to pay for medicine. with these herbs, i can help him at least feel a bit better. please, i only have this much with me," the lady shows the merchant her money, but he dismisses her.

just as she turns to leave, Felix places a bag of money in her hands.

"buy the herbs, some medicine, and some good fruit. i hope your son gets better," he tells her.

she beams as she analyzes the contents of the bag.

"oh my goodness! young man, where did you get all this from?"

"don't worry about it. i can't promise i didn't steal it, but i can promise that no one will ever know," he says wirh a wink.

the lady chuckles and when she turns to pay for the herbs, both you and Felix rush off.

"i hope her son feels better," you say with a pout.

Felix pats your head. "i'm sure he'll be fine."

as you both continue to walk around, an old man calling to you both makes you turn around.

"you lovely two, would you like your fortune told? it doesn't cost much and it's very accurate!"

you and Felix look at each other.

"i don't believe in this stuff but let's give it a shot," he says.

you follow the man to his hut and he invites you to sit down.

"so, would you like to see your future in love, health, or wealth?" the man asks.

"love," Felix says without hesitation.

"ah, be careful if you are a couple," the old man says hesitantly. "if the fortune is bad, i am not responsible for a breakup!"

"ah, no, we're not a couple!" you say.

Felix's heart drops.

the old man smiles, reading the situation and after a moment of silence, reveals your fortune.

"i can see that the two of you are close friends, but there are different feelings blooming between you both. you're hesitant, wary of the other's heart. stop being so careful. your guess is right, just go for it," he says.

you choke on your own saliva and take hold of Felix's arm. "okay, that's enough! thank you, sir!"

you leave the hut and meet a Felix with a flushed face.

"hey, we're just gonna forget about that, right?" you ask, flustered.

Felix suddenly turns serious.

"and why should we?" he asks.

suddenly, his features harden. not in an angry way but in an incredibly handsome way.

"y/n, how can i just forget the fact that i've been loving you for an eternity?" he asks, reaching for your hand this time.

you feel your heart race against your chest and your pulse quickens.

struggling to find words, Felix continues speaking for you.

"i want my rendezvous with you to last a lifetime, y/n. can't we get engaged?"

you blink up at him, the pretty prince who has, unbeknown to you, stolen your heart. and just like that, everything falls into place.

as much as your robin hood rendezvous with Felix has always been about giving back to the community, it was also a lovely excuse to see Felix. Felix, your friend, your first love.

how could you say no? how could you say no to him, when you'd never in your dreams imagine him proposing to you like this?

"Felix.. you really like me? this isn't some lie just to not hurt my feelings? are you just trying to make the old man sound right?" you ask.

Felix shakes his head, caressing your cheek.

"you... don't love anyone else?"

"now why would i, y/n? we've both been silly, ignoring all the signs. let's stop it now, if you're ready," he says.

the wind picks up and it sounds as if the universe is screaming, begging for you to say yes. and that's your sign. that's the engraving of the rendezvous in the universe. an eternal rendezvous.

the second you hug Felix and rest your head on his chest, he returns your embrace and cups the back of your head.

everything finally feels right. you can see it, a future together with Felix in the kingdom where the divide between royal and commoner will no longer be so wide.

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faustianmuse · 2 years

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UNO (Bangchan x Felix x Reader)

Uno (Bangchan x Felix x Reader)

Pairing: Bangchan x Felix x reader, fem!reader

Word count: 1300

Genre: SMUT, threesome

Summary: Your game of UNO with the boys gets a little raunchy.

Warnings: 18+, smut, threesome, hand job, fingering (fem receiving)

Author’s Note: I’m just getting back into writing so please let me know your thoughts and feel free to shoot me a heart, comment, or a follow for support! This is a hard thought that I just had to put into writing -- hope you enjoy :)

“I won!” you shouted.

Felix pouted as he lost yet another round of Uno, plush bottom lip sticking out.

Seated between him and Bangchan, you pushed his shoulder. “Don’t be such a sore loser,” you said before meeting his puppy eyes.

“There’s always the next round,” you corrected yourself.

“I bet we could make him feel better,” Bangchan grumbled from behind you, trying to sound noncommittal.

You met Felix’s eyes only to see that his were only feigning shock. Oh, so this was planned.

Felix raised one eyebrow as he reached around you to hand you a shot.

You waved him off, you didn’t need substances to convince you to makeout with Felix.

He slowly brought the shot glass down before turning to face you, cheeks a bit flushed and ears red in anticipation.

Bringing one hand up between his jaw and his hairline, you brought him in for a long kiss. His low moan got higher as you slowly moved to straddle his waist, breaking away from him to turn your upper body towards Chan.

You motioned inward with your index finger, come here.

Felix’s lips met your collarbone as his hands snuck under your shirt to find your breasts through your bra while you held eye contact with Chan. Chan’s dark eyes grew livelier and livelier as he finally made his way towards you, grabbing your hair harshly, shocking Felix with the sudden movement.

Frozen this way, you both waited for Chan to speak.

“Enjoying this too much already, Y/N?” he finally said.

“I think you aren’t enjoying it enough, Channie,” you answered.

He tilted his head to the side thoughtfully, still playing the dom role, before losing himself slightly in nervous laughter and releasing your hair. “Then help me,” he finally uttered.

You looked back at Felix as though asking permission to stand and he shyly nodded, making sure to support your hips with his hands as you turned around and crawled towards Chan.

“Lie down,” you commanded.

He instantly complied as your hands found the button of his jeans, bringing them down to his mid thigh so you could start running your hands up and down his length. His head hit the floor in pleasure, causing you to look up in alarm, but he seemed fine.

You heard Felix grumble behind you so you said, “Lixie, a little help here?”

He giggled as his hands came to join yours, a scene that would have been so sweet and romantic if it wasn’t centered around something so vulgar.

“Think you can bear both our weight Channie?” you asked the boy.

He nodded quickly, eyes rolling back.

“We’d better stop if we want him to last, Y/N.” Felix was still giggling, teeth finding your ear lobe as his focus was now free to be on you. “Need a little help before we start?”

You couldn’t refuse that so you just nodded. You and Felix stood to strip; you both looked down to find Bangchan doing the same on the floor.

With your eyes distracted you didn’t notice Felix moving until you felt his hands on your shoulders, tossing you onto the couch you’d had your backs to when you’d been playing the card game.

“Stay still,” he ordered, sitting on his knees in front of you for easier access, separating your legs to enter you with his fingers, soliciting a gasp from you. He pumped them in and out while his thumb played with your clit and you felt your breath get more ragged. His other hand started to play with your other hole as he got you ready.

“I’m ready, Lixie,” you gasped.

“For who?” he said.

“Both of you,” you gasped.

“That’s what I want to hear,” Chan chimed in. “Come here baby girl.”

Chan was still on the floor propped up on his elbows, excited dick waiting for you.

You took a deep breath as you approached, grabbing a condom Felix handed to you to hand to Chan. Chan put it on, moving his hand up and down his length and motioned to you when he was ready. Your hands replacing his, you slowly straddled him and sat down.

As your pelvic bones met, you both gasped as his hands instantly met your hips.

“Let’s move,” Chan suggested.

You moved your hips a bit as you felt Chan fill you up, hitting your g-spot instantly. His girth felt amazing, but you knew you had even more in store with both boys.

You felt Felix’s soft hands on your shoulders as his lips softly met your neck, reminding you he had needs too.

Disregarding whether you were truly prepared for how big this orgasm was going to be, you whispered, “Ready to join Lixie?”

“Hell yeah,” he replied, lightly pushing you so your chest was closer to Chan’s. You heard Felix opening up the condom as he applied some lube. “Just let me know how you’re feeling, ok?”

“Okay,” you answered, feeling Chan’s hand grab hold of yours to reassure you. You turned your head towards Chan and kissed him, feeling immersed until you felt Felix’s hands on both sides of your hips.

“Ready?” he asked.

You broke away from Chan, biting your lip and meeting his eyes. He nodded at you with a soft smile.

“Ready,” you answered.

Felix entered you with care, but swiftly, as you’d told him in the past this was easier than waiting for the expansion in your body. You felt yourself hiss at the feeling of fullness as you leaned your chin against Chan’s shoulder.

You felt the boys kiss over your shoulder as they waited for you to feel comfortable.

You moved to bite Chan’s shoulder.

“Ready boys,” you said with a giggle as they started moving in sync.

You clutched Chan’s shoulders for support as they both moved around you. Those that swore they were always unbelievably in sync during their dance practices would be pleased with this performance as they pounded into you with perfect balance.

“How many cards do you have now?” Felix grunted out, soliciting a laugh from Bangchan.

“None Lixie, they’re all yours,” you gasped out.

Chan giggled, “All mine.”

Felix thrusted harder in response only causing the other boy to push even more, making you feel like you were being torn apart, your eyes threatening to roll back at the pleasure.

“Guys, I’m --” you started.

“Thank goodness,” they practically said in unison as both boys’ movements became more erratic, all of you reaching your highs in close succession, your orgasm washing over you in waves that made your back continue to shudder even after both boys were still.

Felix’s soft head was on your back as you rested your head on Chan’s chest. You wished you could stay this way, but you needed them out asap.

“Ahem, sorry guys.”

They both lifted their heads in attention as Felix said, “Okay, ready?”

You looked at him and nodded yes as he exited you, your stomach turning a bit at the feeling. You turned your head now to face Chan, who smiled at you, nodding as you dismounted.

Felix had stood to leave the room, and Chan got up as well.

Felix returned first with a towel for you, helping clean you up quietly as Chan returned with water for everyone.

“So, who’s up for round 2?” Chan asked.

“Of cards?” Felix questioned.

“Whatever you’d like,” you answered.

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moonlit-han · 1 year

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super secret project! do not enter!!

pairing: lee felix x gender-neutral reader genre/au: fluffiest of fluff, est. relationship word count: 1.1k warnings: two (2) slightly suggestive comments request: yes (well, mostly) a/n: (oh gods, this has been on the wip list for way too long). hello to the anon from becca’s blog: it’s finally here, the felix wedding scrapbooking fic we’ve all been waiting for! i hope you like it!! ✨

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“Lix?” You called, having not heard from your boyfriend for roughly an hour. While it wasn’t unusual for him to go into his own little world in your shared bedroom, whether that be for gaming, chatting with friends overseas, or just reading—a full hour without him coming to find you or texting you, even when both of you were home, was definitely out of the ordinary.

So, you made your way to the bedroom’s closed door and lightly tapped on the wood. “Yeah?” Came the muffled reply.

“You good, baby?”

“Yep!”

“Can I come in?” You asked, opening the door before Felix could answer.

After all, it wasn’t as if either of you had anything to hide. On the rare occasions you did, like when wrapping birthday presents and such, notes to the effect of “Super Secret Project In Progress. Do Not Enter. I Love You!!!!!” were typically taped to the door.

As you entered, Felix looked up with a look on his face you’d only really ever seen on a cat. It was as if you’d caught him just after he’d knocked a glass of water off the counter or had ripped a rug to shreds. Before you could say anything, your boyfriend was shoving the papers strewn over the desk into a pile and stuffing them into a drawer, then standing in front of said desk with a foot on said drawer to stop it from popping open.

You giggled. “Babe, whatcha got there?”

“Nothing, just something I was working on,” Felix said nonchalantly. As if he could appear anything short of guilty now that he’d so clearly been working on something he did not want you to see.

You sauntered toward him, swinging the overlong sleeves of your—his—hoodie as you went. “You sure about that? Are you sure it’s not something for me?”

“Oh, very sure, honey,” Felix replied, nodding and grinning like a fool.

You hummed, snaking your arms around his waist as you reached him and staring directly into his eyes. “You know, Lix,” you mused, “your ears always turn red and you end up staring into space a little more than usual when you’re lying.” You smirked. “Your ears are red.”

Felix huffed a laugh, returning your embrace. “My ears also turn red whenever I’m particularly excited to see you.”

“Right, that’s not the only thing that happens, baby,” you said, pressing yourself against him and letting your hands slide just that much closer to his ass.

“Oh, no you don’t,” Felix warned, moving away just enough to end up dropping his foot to the floor. Taking advantage of his distraction, you tried to disentangle yourself from your boyfriend’s arms.

“Now let’s see what you were—” you began, only to be pulled away by Felix.

“Nope, secret project, baby,” he insisted, resorting to lightly tickling your sides and kissing your cheek as you squirmed and reached for the drawer. “You are so not finding out what that was.”

“But Lix, I wanna know!” You whined, doing your best impression of his sister’s youngest child. “Please?”

“Nope!” Felix said, now having successfully maneuvered the two of you over to the bed. You quickly found yourself flat on your back on the mattress with Felix over you, still tickling you.

“Please, please, please?” You begged, but to no avail. At this point, you weren’t even sure whether you were begging for Felix to tell you what he’d been doing or to stop tickling you.

“Only if you give me a kiss,” he relented, pausing for a moment.

You stared up at your boyfriend, his eyes sparkling and cheeks ever so slightly flushed—and ears tinged a cherry red—and gave in.

It wasn’t such a hardship, after all.

Craning your neck, you pressed your lips to his in a brief kiss. “Okay, you’ve got your kiss. Can I see what you were doing now?” You said confidently.

“That was barely a kiss,” Felix said sorrowfully. “I’m so unloved. The love of my life won’t even kiss me properly anymore.” He pouted.

And who were you to deny him?

Ten minutes later, you were both quite out of breath and more than a little excitable. “So, Lixie, my baby, my darling,” you panted. “Are you going to tell me what you were working on now that you’ve gotten a little more than just a kiss?”

Felix sighed, burying his face in your neck. “Okay, but it’s a little embarrassing.”

You stroked his hair. “I’m sure whatever it you’ve done is lovely.”

Felix slid backward off the bed, grasping your hands as he went so that you sat up as he stood. “Here, um… Just close your eyes for a moment. Please?”

You nodded, even going so far as to cover your eyes with your fingers.

After some rustling and little comments along the lines of “Okay, that goes there and that goes… Shit. Not there,” from your boyfriend, you felt warm hands cup your cheeks and soft lips press to yours.

“Come see,” Felix murmured against your mouth.

What lay before you on the desk took your breath away. “Is that…” you began, leaning forward to peer at the little photos and dried flowers on the pages of what was unmistakably a scrapbook.

“It’s us,” Felix said, hand securely around your waist.

“Is this a wedding scrapbook, Lix?” You asked, voice quiet with admiration and more love than you knew what to do with.

“Maybe…”

“I love it, baby,” you said, turning to kiss Felix’s cheek. “Can you show me all of it?”

So, he did. There were pictures of the two of you, more dried flowers—“This is what I’d have in my boutonniere!”—pictures of your friends, drawings of table settings, pictures of suits and dresses and everything in between… In short, Felix had compiled all his dreams and wishes for a wedding into one book.

“Wait,” you said after looking through the entire scrapbook. “Does this mean… Are you… Are we?”

“If you’re asking if I’d like to marry you, Y/N, then yes. Yes, I would, if you’ll have me,” Felix said sincerely. “It would be the greatest honor of my life if I could marry you.”

You threw your arms around Felix’s neck, clinging tightly to him as your murmured—and squealed—“Yes! Yes!” He spun you around, the two of you laughing and giddy, before finally stopping to kiss you soundly again.

“I love you, Felix,” you said, gazing at the man who would someday be your husband. The thought alone gave you such a thrill.

“I love you, too. More than you know.”

“Care to show me?” You asked mischievously.

“Later, later,” Felix promised. “But first I have a very serious question.”

You raised an eyebrow.

“Which one of us will wear the garter belt?”

You burst out laughing, drawing him back down onto the bed again. The rest of the evening passed languidly, the two of you moving from the bed to the bath and finally to the kitchen, content and more in love than either of you thought possible.

Perhaps, some Super Secret Projects were worth the wait…

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aangelinakii · 10 months

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TOGETHER

in which you come back from your friend holiday in oslo and tell felix all about it

idol : lee felix

group : stray kids

song : together , beabadoobee

date : 18th june 2023

prompt : " i could listen to you talk for hours "

note : made myself feel lonely writing this oml 😭😭

sun shone through the blinds, streaks of light landing on the sheets, warming your skin. fingertips grazing against collarbones and shoulder blades, drawing shapes against the soft surface.

"and then we visited the palace, and saw the guards change out. it was so interesting! imagine being a royal guard, and having so many people watching you all the time, and you can't talk or move until your shift breaks."

felix's deep voice chuckled throughout the room, his belly squirming beneath you, and his chest vibrating next to your ear.

"i can imagine it would be quite taxing," he replied, his fingertips finding your hair and playing with the soft strands between his fingers.

"but it's so cool to watch!" you grinned, pulling away from your pillow that was his bare chest.

a moment passed in which you both admired each other in the morning light, felix's kind eyes searching your face warmly. his plump lips sat in a soft smile, your happiness fuelling his.

"then what did you do?"

"oh, yeah!" you ran a hand through your own hair before your fingers found home back in felix's wavy brown locks. "so, after that, we went and grabbed food at the hotel and changed into our swimsuits under our clothes, and we walked down to bjørvika where we'd booked one of these floating saunas in the lake."

"oh, yeah? how come?"

"oh, felix, it was the coolest thing! you go in and, you know, sit there for a bit, as you do in a sauna, and then you go outside and jump in the lake, and it's so cold, but so cool!"

felix chuckled. "no, yeah, it sounds like it, my love."

at the nickname, you smiled, eyes shrinking even more into crescents, a soft flush beginning to appear on your cheeks. felix brought a hand up to cup a cheek, thumb brushing over your soft skin, eyes filled with utmost love and adoration.

"ah, i could just listen to you talk for hours," he sighed, eyes twinkling, mouth unable to contain a smile.

bashful giggles racked your frame, blush growing in colour. you shrugged, rolling your eyes jokingly. "i could watch you listen to me talk for hours," you replied with humour in your tone. "you're so pretty when you listen."

"and you're so pretty when you talk."

felix carefully pulled your face towards his and pressed a sweet kiss to your lips. "i'm glad you had a fun time away. can you take me next time?"

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starlostseungmin · 2 years

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paper rings, lover ─── sunrise after sunset.

masterlist. playlist.

✰ pairing — best friend!felix x fem!reader (with she/her pronouns)

✰ genre — domestic fluff, friends to lovers trope, established relationship

✰ warnings — mild swearing, kissing, mentions of food, ocean, amusement park and rides. not proofread. lmk if i missed smth.

✰ word count — 7.5k +

✰ songs that was used for inspiration — paper rings by taylor swift, loveable by sinb, it takes two by fiji blue, sunroof by nicky youre ft. dazy, somebody to you by the vamps and amusement park by baekhyun.

REBLOGGING AND LEAVING A FEEDBACK WOULD BE APPRECIATED.

The bustling sound of people welcomed you the moment the doors of the cafe opened and a gentle melody from the door chime announces your arrival. It was the usual Saturday morning, a busy environment where the staff take the orders and clean the tables. You always come to visit when you get the free time and today was no different. Another school year will end in a few days and summer break is already peeking, Felix is excited about it.

The sun was high, you never would want to underestimate summer, the sky was so clear and blue, and clouds slowly pass by as the wind pushed them through. It was one of the season's hottest days as you like the idea of being under the shade of a tree at the park while reading a book. But you can’t stand the heat and ended up in a cafe having brunch, and a book left open on a free hand. Felix was nowhere to be found yet.

It was his idea to make you wait at the cafe, but with a book as a companion and a half-eaten sandwich with iced coffee wouldn’t be so lonely. He did say he was running late through the phone call you had before you even arrived. Flipping a page on the book meant it was another bite from the food. Words had you mesmerized and drowned in deep, never mind the sounds of people. It was just a good way to distract yourself from reality. College is like living in hell, even if the professors were good, it doesn’t go the easy way.

A sigh escaped your lips not realizing the plate was already empty and the coffee remained untouched. The ice was melting inside the liquid dripped down from the cup as the book was almost finished. A love and hate relationship of sad endings makes you tear up a bit, but you try to hold it back from the public. Your hand reached for the cup of iced coffee, slowly sipping at the straw and your eyes darted to the words. Felix is not around yet.

Another deep sigh was made as a response to disappointment, you had to check the time on your phone for a break and glance at the glass wall. Taking a sip from your coffee, the outside world is starting to get so bright, just like how Felix would smile under the sunshine. But the poor boy is running late, cursing mentally about the thought of being dismissed late by his stupid Saturday classes. Who in the right mind would make a weekend to spend in school anyway?

He made a segway at the block, his hoodie in his hand, flying through the wind as he dashed towards your favorite cafe. His bag was bouncing on his back as his hair went against the hot air. Face filled with panic and hurry, it wasn’t his thing to be late. A few seconds later, his hand met the handle of the door as the door chime announced his presence. His eyes immediately searched the area for you, and there he found you sitting beside the glass wall, sipping on your coffee, head hung low for the book. A deep sigh escaped from his lips as his footsteps brought him to your table.

“Hey, Y/n, I’m sorry I’m late,” He said.

“It’s okay, good morning,” You answered standing up to give him a quick hug before settling into your respective seats.

“Good morning,” He said, still catching his breath. “Oh my God, I shouldn’t have run,” He sighs again, placing his back and jacket on the floor.

“It’s chill okay, I know your professor so well, he didn’t like the sound of the bell for a break,” You chuckled. “And if you don’t mind, I already ate, I was so hungry,”

“No big deal, really,” He smiled, wiping his sweat on his forehead as he noticed the book you were reading. “What are you reading?” He asked.

“Me Before You,” You answered flipping a page from the book.

“Isn’t that a movie?” He asked again, leaning closer to see.

“Yeah,” You said, eyes darted on the very first paragraph on the page.

“That was tragic,” He commented as you sigh. “I mean, how could he not change his mind?”

“He doesn’t want Lou to get hurt,” You said shaking your head, leaving a bookmark in the middle before closing the book. “Anyway, what’s up?”

“Nothing really,” He said. “Summer break is almost over, do you have plans before the semester starts?”

“Hmm, there’s nothing actually, maybe prepare for the next school year? I don’t know,” You shrugged taking the book back into your bag. “By the way, what did you call me here for?”

“Well, I did have something to tell you,” He started as you leaned at the backrest of your seat, crossing your arms against your chest.

“I’m listening,” You smiled as Felix cleared his throat.

“So uhm, I was having FaceTime with mom last week and we talked about the places where she’s been doing interior designs, it happened that there’s this small penthouse just by the seaside in *****,” He paused. “And then I thought, it’s almost summer break anyway and she told me to be her first guest, I was wondering if you’d go with me,”

Words started to ring in your ears, “You want me to what?”

“I wanted you to go on a trip with me,” He said, eyes firmly looking at yours as you try not to blush.

“Iー er, I should probably ask mom if she’dー”

“I asked her after I called mom, and she said yes,” Felix smirked as your eyes went wide at some point. It was an excuse for a distraction that you had to take another sip of your coffee. “We’re up for 3 days by the minimum to stay,” It was all so sudden that the iced coffee blew to his face, causing you to cough so loudly. Felix started to panic, as he snatched every piece of napkin from the box to wipe it down. “God Y/n,”

“I’m sorry,” You said in between the coughs. “Are you serious though?”

“I wouldn’t tell you if I wasn’t right?” He said rolling his eyes as he wipes his face.

“I just can’t believe you’d invite me on a trip with just the two of us,” You said. “And it’s like 2 hours away from here, how did you persuade mom?”

“Your mother loves me Y/n,” He laughed as you roll your eyes in response. “Besides, my mom talked to your mom, and they had an agreement, besides, it’s free and everything, there’s food, electricity, water, anything you want, you can enjoy the sea view since the balcony is facing the horizon,”

“That sounds like summer,” You smiled.

“I know right?” He said. “So, are you up? We can extend our stay if you’d want,”

“Oh Felix, you know I can’t say no!” You chuckled and tackled him for a hug. “Thank you so much!” You said giving him a long kiss on the cheek which made him giggle.

The last few weeks of the semester came to a dramatic end as you settled inside Felix’s car which he managed to borrow from his mom. Luggage at the backseat, a playlist that is set for a 2-hour ride, and bright weather, you could feel the excitement from Felix when he’s all smiley and so pumped up. He was singing to Taylor Swift’s songs on the ride, jamming, and his head bouncing to every beat. You find it attractive of him whenever he showcases his singing voice, it’s a hidden talent of his that he doesn’t show to anyone unless he’s with you.

“I like shiny things but I’d marry you with paper rings, uh-huh, that’s right~ darling~ you’re the one I want~” You both sang to the music.

It was fun. It was the very first road trip you had with him with only just between you and him. A life out of the city felt good in the ears, how much more if you decided to stay at a house near the beach. The window fell open as you let the fresh air in the middle of the road play with your hair. His eyes were focused on the road but he couldn’t help taking a few glances at you. A smile was formed on his face as you reached out your hand to feel the wind coming against your skin.

The song changed, a famous Fiji Blue song that indicates a want for someone as it matches how he felt right at the moment. Felix cleared his throat, eyes fixed on the road but you were too beautiful as a distraction. You smiled at him, laughing as you enjoy the rare moment of being taken away. He made a cheeky smile to himself, driving the wheel with a single hand as he rested his arm at the door to make cover after being flustered. ‘Cause all I want is you, is you, it takes two~

“You want some fries? I packed a few this morning,” You asked as his eyes fell in your direction.

“Sure, feed me,”

“Okay, here we go,” You smiled, stretching out to reach for the bag of food at the back. “Say Aaah?” You added handing him a piece as he opened his mouth.

“Aaah,” He said before munching it.

“You’re so cute,” You said before munching some of your own. Felix tried to hide the pink blush on his cheeks, trying to focus himself but you already noticed it. Keeping a smile on yourself had your eyes met the horizon outside the car’s window.

You met Felix when you were kids. He used to be shy around everyone but not until he met you. Sitting together in class had sparked a friendship everyone didn’t know would last for years. Others had thought about you being a couple because of how intimate your gestures were. Holding hands, resting on each other’s shoulders, kissing them on their cheeks and the way one would look at the other. It was subtle enough to realize that one of them is already in love as the other one was being dense to see it. No one decided to talk, it’s just a relationship of indirect affection of being more than friends.

Felix fell into silence after the fries were devoured, and the music changed to a soothing one. It matches the aesthetic of the moment. Clear blue sky with a few clouds painting it white, the tall grass that swayed with the air, the mountains going green with a hint of blue from afar, birds flying by the flock, and the blue sea kilometers away. It was one of the nature views you’d always wanted to see. The gushing sounds from the city can be suffocating at times. You were so happy when Felix decided to invite you on a trip, an excuse to be alone and spend time with someone close to your heart.

His car parked at the back garage of the house as you went outside first, taking a few things to help him ease the weight of the vehicle. A suitcase in one hand and a bag filled with snacks, Felix was busy with his luggage as you were left examining the place. The penthouse was huge but it was enough for two people and he was right, the sea is just meters away from the stairs that lead to the front of the house. It was filled with trees, and the other houses were built covering an average distance, not too close and not too far away. Enough to have privacy and enjoyment of the place.

You awed in excitement, “Wow, this place is beautiful,” You said as Felix smiled at the thought.

“Wait, ‘til you see inside,” He smiled as he lead you to the back door.

“Can’t wait!” You chuckled, following him. The bags immediately met the floor as your jaw dropped at how amazing the interior was. Built-in kitchen, beside the living room, no walls diving the two but both facing the glass sliding door that leads to the balcony where you can the ocean view. It serves as the entrance, the balcony had a bunch of stairs that make way down the shore. “You could see the sunrise and sunsets here,”

“Yeah, my mom made it to have that view,” Felix said. “There’s a room upstairs and a bathroom, there’s a pantry right beside the built-in kitchen, and here is the living room. We could watch Netflix or anything,”

“Can you please tell your mom that this is so amazing?” You awed as he chuckled in response.

“You like it?” He asked.

“Like it? Please! Felix this place is so amazing! Your mom is a genius, really,” You exclaimed, as your eyes wandered around the house. “The sea view, the place where the company builds it, damn, it’s so beautiful, did I mention that I love the sea? Yes, that one too! Perfect summer vacation for me,”

“I’m happy that you love it so much Y/n,” Felix laughed as he hugged you out of excitement. He finds it cute every time and would wish to see you being like that a lot of times. It feels like it’s bringing him back to the first time you met him at school where you always smile even at small things. The excitement sparks happiness in him, and that happiness often leads to him falling into something he’s afraid of, unrequited love. Or so he thought.

“I do, really,” You smiled, hugging him back.

“Say, why don’t we unpack first, eat lunch and rest then we’ll explore the area later in the afternoon, yes?” He asked as your eyes light up.

“Sure! Oh my gosh, thank you so much,” You said kissing his cheek. “I’m going to cook alright? You need to rest after driving,” But Felix just smiled, admiring how much affection he’s been receiving from you and if someone would see you, they’d mistook you as a couple on vacation.

Afternoon came the sun is already preparing itself to dissolve at the end of the sea in a few hours. The heat became gentle as the breeze started to run a little bit cold, you and Felix were walking side by side barefoot as you had requested. It was to feel the water crashing on the shore, it tickles your skin as you playfully come for them, earning a good return of splashing towards you. Laughs were shared between you and Felix as he dragged you away from the wet ground. Sometimes you’d push him to welcome the gentle waves but failed to fall. He’d splash water in your direction as your clothes went soaked. You would chase him out as he took your shoes away for revenge.

You were both wet and running on the shore like kids who loved to play. He would stop running to catch you in his arms and sparked eye contact, faces close to each other as you stare at one another. His heart started to beat faster as your cheeks started to become hot. It was complete silence between you two as you were being drawn to each other’s eyes. His freckles were like constellations that you would want to trace your fingers gently on them. You always loved Felix as a friend, but at this moment started to feel like things are turning around.

“You’re so beautiful, you know?” He said, indulging the moment.

“I know right?” You chuckled as you pulled away, walking a few steps backward. “We’re not done yet Lee,” You smirked as you scooped water with both of your hands, throwing it to him.

“You’re so dead right now,” He said in his deep voice that makes your knees weak all of a sudden. But you stood firmly, waiting for his fireback and now he’s the one chasing you.

Time passes by as the sun meets with the other end of the ocean, wet footsteps were visible down the stairs to the kitchen floor. Half of your bodies soaking wet as the fabrics of your clothes, dripping at a gentle pace. 5:30 pm, you were too distracted outside as Felix was still laughing when both of you fell on the shore, a moment that will be kept as a memory as the vacation ends. But that one staring game had Felix hooked in a while, he’d love to do it again and admire the beauty you always have. Yet things must avoid being awkward for the sake of you two being alone for a few days.

“Y/n, please forgive me,” Felix said out of nowhere as he opened the fridge.

“What? Why?” You asked having a puzzled look, trying to drink some water after an exhausting playing in the water with him.

“I think I packed some ingredients only enough for one meal, we don’t have something to eat for dinner,” He said which made you burst out the water from your mouth, splashing everything square on his face.

“I’m sorry?” You said, coughing in between as he took some table napkins, wiping his face. “Oh right, I only packed snacks,” You added as a hand landed on your face in your disappointment.

“Right,” He sighs. “We should go to the convenience store a block from here,”

“Is there?” You asked.

“Yeah, but we should hurry, it’s almost dark,” He smiled kissing your cheek, “I’ll change clothes first yes?”

“Okay,” You said quietly.

You swear it’s normal for you and Felix to kiss each other’s cheeks like a couple, but the beating of your heart started to tell otherwise. He disappeared on the second floor leaving you dumbfounded at the kitchen island. Earning a goofy smile on your face, it didn’t take a while before slapping your cheek to prevent feeling the feelings you shouldn’t have. A sigh escaped your lips, trying to calm yourself down, it’s going to be a long 3 days at the penthouse anyway.

Ending up on the streets at 6 pm, you and Felix walked side by side, talking about what happened at the beach this afternoon. It was fun and everything, it felt like you were back as kids playing by the shore. He picked a few seashells before you could leave to change clothes, but hunger devoured you two as you take the way towards the convenience store a few minutes away. It was quiet, a few cars had passed by, streetlights were all open and birds started to fly home. Felix held your hand, intertwining your fingers. It wasn’t a big deal, it isn’t.

You rubbed the back of his hand, Felix loved the comfort, and unknowingly, his lips planted a soft kiss on your forehead. A smile was formed on your face, that was just a gesture of being friends, which he did a few times before, you thought. The night was steady, bright stars were illuminating the sky with the moon resting with them. It’s one of your favorite times of the day, a nice stroll at night can be relaxing at times, but with Felix, it seems warmer than before.

“What should we cook?” Felix asked, scanning the shelf filled with varieties of food.

“I was suddenly craving ramen,” You said, taking a pack of noodles, and reading the label.

“Should we get milk and ice cream as well?”

“And kimbap too, please! Oh and kimchi, and eggs,”

“You want samgyupsal as well?”

“Get everything!”

“Alright then,”

Snickering at the thought, you left the store carrying at least three bags filled with food. Aside from taking all the ingredients for a meal, others came out to be midnight snacks for movie nights. You were both eating ice cream as you made your way back to the penthouse when a bunch of lights suddenly caught your eyes from afar. It was too blurry, but you could sense a Ferris wheel as a landmark. One that was huge enough to capture one’s attention, rolling slowly.

“They have an amusement park here?” You asked.

“Yeah, they’re open every day,” Felix answered already finishing his ice cream, and went to bite the cone.

“Can we go? Tomorrow?” You asked again with pleading eyes which you know, Felix can’t resist.

“You know I’d yes to everything Y/n,” Felix chuckled as you gave him a goofy grin.

“I know,” You smiled. “So are you up for a movie night after dinner?”

“Babe, you know I’d love to,” He smirked as you smacked his arm playfully.

“Not your girlfriend by the way,” You roll your eyes, trying not to get flustered at the sudden pet name.

“We’ll get there anyway,” He muttered to himself which you didn’t get.

“Did you say something?” You asked, devouring the remains of your ice cream.

“I’m hungry!”

“You just ate ice cream!”

“No, I’m still hungry!”

The sizzling sound of food being cooked made you both even famished, the ice cream didn’t help as much and Felix was the one being the cook for the night. You stared at his back facing your direction as you wait by the counter. The smell was so good, enough to have your mouth water. He told you to stay back when both of you decided to take turns in cooking. But you ended up standing beside him as you watch him cook. His facial expression was serious enough to make it clear in your visions that Felix is one hell of a fucking handsome young lad. His black locks fall naturally to cover his forehead that the others reached his eye level. Perfect nose and luscious lips that you wanted to kiss, and most of all his freckles were like stars illuminated with sunshine.

Why didn’t I notice his beauty before? You thought. He turned to smile at you, aware of how you stared at his side. It made his heart go crazy in the process yet he tries to hide it away.

“Felix,” You called.

“Yeah?” He asked, serving the food on the counter.

“I know you cook so well, but wouldn’t be a waste if you wouldn’t share them with the love of your life?” You asked, taking a seat before he could feed you a spoon full of his delicious cooking.

“I already did,” He said having a smug expression before you could choke. Felix panicked at the sight and grabbed a glass of water. Your hands immediately took it out of his hand and drank, feeling the heat of your cheeks. “I thought you’d laugh,” He said rubbing his nape, feeling embarrassed as the other hand started to caress your back, “I’m sorry,”

“It’s okay,” You said, coughing in between. “I will choose you even if I had a boyfriend,”

“Isn’t that going to hurt?” Felix asked.

“You came to me first before everyone, aside from my parents of course,” You smiled. “Besides, even if I did get into a relationship, you’d be the first one to know everything,”

“Well, that would be great then,” He said before kissing your forehead. “Let’s eat now okay?”

That night became unusual on your behalf, a supposed to be a normal night spending it with your best friend, eating dinner with him as you ended up washing the dishes as we wash up for the movie night. It was how he wrapped his arm around your back while resting your head on his shoulder, cuddling on the couch while watching a movie. Sometimes his fingers ended up on your hair, playing with them before placing a soft kiss on the top of your head. You wanted to ask what’s going on, it keeps bothering your head. It didn’t even reach 24 hours yet but why are you feeling so different in this place?

The movie was almost done as you could feel your eyes getting heavy as well. Felix felt you were leaning closer to him as that’s when he realized you fell asleep. A small gentle smile appeared on his lips, stroking your hair as he lowered the volume of the film. Dragging the duvet to cover you, Felix hummed the tune of your favorite song and sang a few lines, enough to make it a lullaby. Placing another kiss on the top of your head, you smiled in your sleep feeling the coziness.

“Sleep tight, love,” He said. “I’ll see you in the morning,” He smiled, pulling the duvet for his body, resting his head above yours, and fell asleep. Meanwhile, you waited for him to be completely passed out before placing a soft kiss on the cheek.

“Love you,” You whispered.

Morning came in a split second as the rays of sunshine entered the living room, giving light and hints that it was already a new day. Felix was already awake as you were left on the couch, getting it all by yourself. Smelling the sweet scent of pancakes, you jolted out of it and went to the kitchen. You saw two empty plates being settled on the counter as Felix’s back was facing you again. The urge to give him a back hug will ruin the morning, you always wanted to hug him from behind, but not without a special reason. You never did it once anyway, and neither did he.

“That smells nice,” You said.

“That’s a good morning to you,” He answered, turning around, placing the pancakes on each plate before clicking your forehead.

“Oww,” You chuckled. “Good morning then,”

“Sure,” He shrugged. “Now eat so we could go to the amusement park,” He smiled as you kissed his cheek and devoured your food.

You wore your best outfit that will match the amusement park theme, Felix thought you were pretty. A dress that delivers your visuals and sense of fashion. He blushed at the thought of you wearing matching headbands with him which you did the moment you both entered. The stall where they sell cute clothes and other accessories caught your attention first as you dragged your best friend along. Even, he loved the idea of wearing them.

“You’re so cute,” You giggled taking out your phone to take a few pictures with different poses. “Cat ears suit you,” You added making him flustered.

“Oh come on,” He laughed.

“What? It’s cute,” You teased as he covered his face.

“Cute cute Lixie,” You cooed before taking a picture of him being embarrassed. “I’ll show this to your mom when we get home,”

“Hey!” He whines, sticking out your tongue at him.

“Let’s go,” You said ignoring his tantrums, holding his hand, intertwining your fingers.

Although it gave Felix a sense of electricity, he was going to keep that heartfelt moment by himself, tightening his grip on your hand. You smiled at him as the blood rushes to his cheeks, making him flustered even more. It has been a while since the last time you went to an amusement park, high school wasn’t hectic as college, and at that time, he wasn’t alone with you. Felix was dragged with Hyunjin and Jeongin as you were with Seungmin and Jisung. He wanted to try to go on a date with you, and this would be the perfect timing.

The first ones were the bumper cars where he managed to beat you when he knows he’s a better driver than you are. He had to brag about it as you kept rolling your eyes playfully after losing. You were both laughing each time your cars collided, one that produces sincere enjoyment. A beautiful moment where Felix loves the sight of you being happy. Or that moment when you decided to bring him to the merry-go-round, sitting on the two horses going up and down side by side. You were like two kids enjoying the park, wanting to play all day. Felix wouldn’t mind spending it with you, but only you.

“Do you want to go to the Horror House?” He asked after the merry-go-round.

“Are you sure you can handle it?” You smirked.

“They’re just people wearing costumes, it can’t be that bad,” He said full of confidence when ended up being the one who screams the loudest between you two. You’re not really a fan of entering horror houses like this, but you always wanted to try and scream on jumpscares. But your best friend is the one screaming at the top of his lungs while having his arms locked with yours. You would just laugh at his misery yet he looks so cute. “I’m not going back in there.”

“Says the one who wanted to go,” You said pretending to cough.

“Hey, I was just practicing screaming,” He defended.

“Whatever floats on your boat, Felix,” You answered, rolling your eyes playfully.

“Pfft, I hate you,” He said with a pout being formed on his lips.

“I love you too,” You laughed. “Where’s next?”

“Ferris wheel or the photo booth?” He asked, pointing in each direction to where they were located.

“Ferris wheel then we’ll go for the photobooth after, and let’s get ice cream before we go home!” You said hugging his arm excitedly as he chuckled at your cuteness.

“Sure hun, but let’s try with claw machines later, you forgot? They’re your favorite,” He said.

“Oh, yeah, how could I? Let’s go?” You asked but before he could give some answer, you immediately dragged him towards the line for the Ferris wheel ride.

Felix took out his phone the moment you reached the top, watching the sea view from the windows. You were too indulged that you didn’t notice he’s been taking candid pictures of you. He learned a lot from Seungmin and Hyunjin’s photography skills, each of them filled with warm smiles and amusement. Sincere admirations of how beautiful the place was. It felt like it was the first he brought you to the penthouse where all he could see was you being the most endearing person who loves to see and appreciate their surroundings.

He couldn’t take it anymore, falling in love with you is one of the hardest decisions he ever made. Too afraid to tell anyone, too scared for you to find out, and too risky for your friendship. He always treasures it as if it’s way more important that a billion-dollar piece of jewelry. Every beat of his heart is starting to feel different, the oftenness of blood rushing on his cheeks, being flustered every time you kiss his cheek, he even felt the one you did last night. He’s confused about why you did it, was it meant to be just friends or the other way? The urge to kiss you inside the cabin as you sat down beside him, holding his hand came to wrap his system. But he couldn’t, you might not like it.

“It’s way too beautiful in here, the view is so breathta一” But you were immediately cut off when you felt his lips crash onto yours. Your eyes went wide at the sudden collision, a moment of spark and electricity, something foreign and unexpected. It would be illegal to kiss your best friend without feelings but ever since the time you started appreciating more than one is making sense. It wasn’t that time when you arrived for a vacation, but every intimate moment feels like it is something more.

Being flustered as you are, his lips tasted like cherries, the flavor of his lip balm. They were soft and warm, so delicate and gentle for a kiss. His eyes were closed, feeling the intimate moment but his fantasy ended like a blink of an eye when you pulled away, covering your mouth, eyes wide open and extremely flustered about what happened. Felix realized what he did, a hint of guilt surfaced all over his face as he hid behind his palms.

“Oh, shit,” He hissed under his breath, getting out of the cabin as soon as the ride was done. “Y/n! Wait!” He called and ran after you.

You didn’t know why your feet dragged you out of the park, taking the street to the penthouse, thinking about what just happened. It was embarrassing and so sudden, but you couldn’t deny that the feeling was euphoric to the fact that you like it. Why are you running? Because of Felix, you didn’t know how to respond, nor reciprocate the kiss. It was too sweet and innocent. Something that will drive you crazy and is already driving you crazy. Heat can be felt in both cheeks and ears, and it’s just 10 in the morning.

Taking a few foods in the fridge enough to cater you until the evening had you contemplated locking yourself inside your shared room. Felix arrived a few minutes after you did and didn’t able to catch a glimpse of your flustered face. He cursed under his breath, regretting the gesture he made. But floating in the same boat as you, he liked the kiss, he loved it so much. Yet, it has begun to be awkward living alone with you in that penthouse. He sat on the couch, taking a deep sigh as he ran his fingers through his black locks, worried about you. Taking his phone, Felix apologized and asked if you were okay, it took a while before you read it.

There were no hard feelings toward Felix, he’s your best friend after all. You just didn’t know what to do as you were walking back and forth trying to calm yourself down, worried about his reaction to why you did that. You can blame him for kissing you, but you can blame yourself for acting stupid when it’s mutual. A deep sigh escaped your lips as you peeked through the door, watching your best friend spacing out as he waited for you. Yet, you didn’t dare to do so, not, until the night fell.

Felix ate lunch alone, he texted you again to come down so he could cook dinner but no reply from you. Hence, he found himself sitting outside by the shore, watching the small waves crash on his feet. It was a little bit dark, a lamppost, and the lights from the penthouse were the only ones giving the place brightness. Felix hugged his knees, having deep thoughts. He couldn’t get it out of his mind, mostly, you. There was never a time when Felix had to pretend to be something he is not, he truly loves you dearly. He likes you the first time you smile at him and he loves you the first time you become his friend, his feelings grow every time you’re being sweet or just seeing you being you. The person he always loves to spend his life with. Each smile meant happiness, each hug meant reassurance and each kiss on the cheek meant affection. He can’t find it from someone else, just you.

Each tick of the clock had you contemplating what to do, Felix was out there in the cold. You couldn’t bear being a coward anymore. Taking his jacket from his bag, you rushed outside to see him yet you were hesitating to come closer. Another deep sigh escaped your lips as your feet started to drag you towards him, slowly spreading his jacket to wrap it around his back making him flinch on his spot. He immediately looked up and see you, giving him this small, embarrassing smile with a hint of guilt in it.

“Thanks,” He said quietly as you sat down beside him.

“I’m sorry about what happened,” You said, hugging your knees. “I was just surprised, what I did was so embarrassing and out of my mind.”

“That’s nothing to be sorry about, I was the one who did it first, I’m sorry,” He said when you held his hand, it was nothing before, but now it’s already feeling the warmth and ease.

“I’m sorry,” You said, trying to reassure but Felix just hung his head low.

“Y/n, it’s fine, alright? You did nothing wrong, it’s normal to react like that when you didn’t know that I like you,” Felix snapped as you sighed loudly.

“Yes, I know it’s normal,” You said. “But hear me out first why I did it,” Felix fell into silence as you licked your lower lip, biting it from being nervous. “Okay, I was stunned, I ran away not because I didn’t like it, it’s because I fucking feel the same way too. I just didn’t know how to handle the situation Felix, I love you,”

Felix had his eyes fell in your direction as he stared at you for a while, but he stood up so suddenly and was about to go back inside when you followed him, grabbing his wrist, pulling him for a kiss. He didn’t hesitate to rest his hand on your cheek while the other one wrapped around your waist pulling you closer to his body. Unlike the way he kissed you in the cabin, the current one felt desperate and longing for something like this to happen. It was an intimate kiss, one that doesn’t feel like you’re just friends, he wanted to be something more for you. Somebody who’s not a friend anymore.

Yet again it was warm and delicate, his cherry-flavored lip balm was still present, you knew he applies it a few times. He bit your upper lip, gently sucking it before kissing you again. You shared heavy breaths as you both deepened the kiss, arms around each other, it tasted good. The ticklish sensation of him smiling between made you end it with a prolonged kiss, as your foreheads rest against each other.

“I love you too, Y/n,” He said quietly, hugging you as you smiled. You buried your face in the crook of his neck as you stayed in each other’s arms for a while.

“Do you want dinner? I’ll cook,” You said as he gave you a nod, suddenly carrying you in bridal style on the way back inside. “Hey!” You laughed.

“My lovely Y/n will cook dinner for me anyway,” He chuckled as he put you down in front of the built-in stove, hugging you from behind.

“How am I supposed to do this when you’re like that?” You said as he gave a quick kiss on your temple.

“I’ll behave, I’ll behave,” He laughed as he continued to cuddle you while cooking. “Should we go back to the amusement park tomorrow to continue our date?”

“I would love to,” You said, craning your neck before placing a soft kiss on his cheek.

Another day at the amusement park where you resumed taking the claw machines and photo booth. You wore the matching headbands you bought yesterday as you decided to stroll around, ignoring the rides you’ve been through, Felix dragged you to the claw machines. The machine had lots of different plushies, other contained new phones and a bunch of tickets in exchange for other goods. You wanted a penguin plush, enough to fill your collection in your apartment, you went in first as Felix started to massage your shoulders for support.

“You can do this, baby,” He said before you could insert some coins and went to press the button, taking the clutch. You tried to be careful as possible, pointing the claw towards the penguin push and finally pressing the button to get it. But you know this machine is cheating, the metal was too slippery to take one. A pout surfaced on your lips, failing at the task. Felix gave you a small peck and went to proceed for the sake of your wants.

“You’re so sweet,” You chuckled as he inserted the coins.

“Only to you,” He said giving you a smug smile, earning the penguin plush and dropping it on the box. “Easy,” He bragged, taking it away and giving it to you.

“Awe, thank you so much!” You squealed at the cuteness both him and the plush possessed. Earning a kiss on the cheek from you, Felix got flustered again.

“You’re making me blush,” He squeaked as you laughed at him.

“Aren’t I always?” You smirked as he stole a quick, giving you a smug look after. “I hate you!” You said playfully.

“I love you too,” He laughed. “Which one’s next?”

“Photo booth or Ice cream?”

“Photo booth!” He squealed as he dragged you with him making you laugh.

You both sit together inside, trying different filters and picture designs. There were also customized doodles you could use. Felix let you decide, it was the doodles for you. You drew cat ears for him while dog ears were for you. All pictures were produced as four cuts and both of you didn’t waste the opportunity to get as much as you like. You tried different poses, hugging in the first picture, being cuddly in the second one, both your eyes closed while doing a flower pose in the third one, and kissing one’s cheek in the fourth one. The other four cuts had different concepts, but everything was so cute which came to be Felix’s type.

You spend a little while inside the booth unknown with the crowd of people waiting outside for their turn. It was careless at first but you enjoyed your time inside. A summer vacation that turned into a romantic date didn’t come out to be so bad, when in fact, you were happy that it was your best friend. You went out a few minutes after the last 4-cut was dismissed, Felix had to take it out as you went away for ice cream.

“Wow, those are cute,” You said as Felix showed them to you.

“Yeah, I like this one the most,” He said giving you the very first 4-cut you took.

“Me too, it looks fresh, and the kiss on the cheek gave the highlight,”

“You think so?” He asked.

“Yeah, look at you being flustered,” You said pointing it out to tease him when he just laughed it out.

“There you are again, always making me blush,” He whines playfully when you smacked his arm lightly.

“And there you are again, being cute that makes my heart melt,” You said as he went to peck your lips. “Stop, you’re driving me crazy!” You laughed.

“Likewise babe,” He winked as he ran towards the ice cream stall leaving you dumbfounded. But shaking your head at the thought, a big smile formed on your face before you followed him. “Do you want chocolate or strawberry?”

“Strawberry for me!”

“One chocolate and strawberry please~”

Taking a bench to sit after a tiring stroll, both you and Felix devoured your ice cream watching the people come and go. Couples are taking pictures, children enjoying kid-friendly rides as their parents watch them, and vendors from each stall had plenty of customers, it was a bright day at the amusement park. You were happy Felix took you there to see everything and perhaps enjoy a few days of summer.

“We’re going home tomorrow right?” You asked.

“Yeah,” Felix sighs as he noticed the excess cream at the edge of your lips. “You want to stay longer?”

“Can we? I mean, we still have like a few weeks before the new semester right?” You asked again as he smiled, taking your cheeks in his hands before placing a soft kiss at the corner of your lips, before feeling his tongue licking the cream.

“We can stay for a while,” He smirked pulling away making your heart go crazy.

“I swear Felix, I’m going to scream,” You laughed as he did it again. “You’re such a tease,”

“I know right, can I have your hand please?” He asked as you titled your head, wondering why. Felix offered his hand as you placed yours on his palm. He suddenly took out a ring made out of napkins from the ice cream stall and slid it on your finger. “Remember the song Paper Rings from our road trip a few days ago? You’re the one that I want and I’d like to marry you even with paper rings,”

“And I hate accidents except when we went from friends to this?” You chuckled, admiring the braided napkins wrapping on your ring finger. “Felix, you never fail to make me smile, you’re so sweet. Oh my gosh, I love you so much,” You added, hugging him tightly.

“Anything for you, baby,” He smiled, hugging you back. “And I swear, I love you the most,”

“Ah, Felix,” You called.

“Yes?” He asked, not pulling away from the hug.

“I hope your mom wouldn’t mind if we pull our beds next to each other? A single bed won’t fit us both so I一”

“You want to sleep next to me?” He asked, looking at you as he pulls away.

“Yeah, I wanted to hug you when I sleep, just like the movie night,” You said, blushing at your statement which made Felix chuckle in response before placing a peck on your lips.

“She wouldn’t mind, and I would love to!”

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strwbrryblues · 2 years

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strawberries and cherries

Pairing: Lee Felix x GN! Reader

Genre: College AU, Friends to Lovers, Roommates AU, Fluff

Warnings: None!

Word Count: 1.3k

Synopsis: In which you've been staring at your friend's lips for what seemed like hours, with the thought of how it would feel like when it's touched.

A/N: Hello! I'm not really back with more fics 😭 This is kind of just like an exercise writing for me for when I really get back, because I'm really swamped with finals 😭 It's not a long fic, but I promise to come back with longer ones! Hopefully (;ŏ﹏ŏ)

Also, please don't be shy to drop by and talk to me here 😭 please I'm not a bad person 😭😭😭

Staring at your best friend when they do something dumb, is normal. Staring at your best friend because you just want to smack them in the head when they also say something dumb, is very normal. But what isn’t normal, is you staring dumbly at your best friend for getting the sudden urge to kiss them. That’s not what best friends should be doing but you find yourself doing so.

A conundrum you’ve been recently stuck on, every time you gazed at Felix’s lips. You hoped he hasn’t noticed your lingering stares. Because whenever you turned to him when speaking, your eyes travel just as quickly to his lips, always wondering how it feels to the touch.

What brand of lip balm could he have been using? Or is just natural that he wouldn’t even need one? Not to mention, the natural reddish tint it has, never once paling.

And with you staring dumbly at him and absentmindedly, your brain lost its “smart filter” as it mumbled out the question you’ve been thinking of.

“Why are your lips so plump?”

At your question, Felix found himself stopping mid rant about his shitty game experience the other night. The freckled boy suddenly flushing, yet with confusion at your sudden question.

Your three other friends, was surprised as well, but then their gazes flickered with mischief.

And with your mind finally recovering from the momentary dumbness, your face morphed into horror as you glanced to see the looks your three other idiot friends were giving you.

“Ey, I didn’t know you were the type to stare at someone’s lips when they’re speaking?” You can hint the teasing tone from Jisung’s statement. The squirrel-cheeked boy snickering, as he covers the obvious smirk behind his hand, and underlying meaning behind his words.

Seungmin grinned cheekily as well, “what were you thinking of, Y/n?” Hyunjin who was sat beside him, was wiggling his eyebrows very suggestively, while adding kissing sounds, which made the situation worst.

“Wow. Okay. I can’t even admire my friend’s lips anymore?” You tried to cover up how flustered you were with the turn of events, countering instead with nonchalance. “Like you idiots don’t do fruity things with each other.”

“Oh, so you do admit you’re feeling fruity right now?” Jisung insists, his teasing tone pushing you over the edge of your patience for the boy.

Before a fight even breaks out, Felix was quick to answer your question from before. “Is it because I use a lip balm?” He answers unsure. His previous frustrated expression has finally left. Only a very light tint of pink dusted over his freckled cheek.

The other three boys who were bombarding you before, has paid attention to Felix, as do you. Hyunjin speaks up, “really? What do you use?” At this, the boys has now crowded the poor freckled boy, where they began touching his lips.

You rolled your eyes at them, you previous counter with Jisung finally proved itself to be true.

“Oh! It’s a cherry flavored one. It’s got a little tint in it, that’s why my lips look a little red sometimes.” He beams up as he explains. Your questions answered without even being voiced out.

His smile was contagious that it made all of you smile as well, but yours was gone as soon as you heard him say, “cherry.”

“Cherry? Ugh!” You exclaim in disgust, your face morphing sourly at the thought of the fruit you disliked the most.

Your four friends now looked in your direction, as they stared at you unimpressed. “Got some kind of beef with cherries?” Jisung raises a brow at you.

You scoffed, crossing your arms, “it smells disgusting; it literally makes me nauseous. And it tastes like the medicine I used to take when I was a kid!” You almost gagged, reminiscing the sad memories of having to take cherry flavored medicines as a kid when you get sick.

“That’s because it’s artificial.” Seungmin stares blankly at you.

“Yeah, some cherries really taste good! Like what I heard from a friend in New Zealand. They said the cherries there really taste good.” Felix explains, showing his pearly whites, as he once more rivalled the sun with his bright smile.

You stood up from where you were seated on the sofa, hurrying to your room to get your strawberry lip balm, and showing it off to your friends. “I think, strawberry supremacy.”

Felix frowns, “no, I think cherries are better.”

“No it literally is not, medicine liker.” You childishly stuck your tongue out at him.

The freckled boy looked highly offended, at what you called him. “Well if you think strawberry is better, then show me.” He crossed his arms, challenging you.

Your three other friends watched as the two of you bickered. Seungmin having enough of your shenanigans, stood up and left for the kitchen, wanting to start on dinner by cooking his favorite.

You did as Felix challenged; pulling the cap off, and twisting the end. Soon your lips were puckered and you’re gliding the balm on your lips, giving it a shine and a light tint of red.

“There.” You announce, returning the cap, and proudly showing off your strawberry lip balm.

Jisung speaks up, “nothing much changed, though.” He stared dumbly at your lips, examining it.

“Unfair! You’re being biased!” You stomped your feet, feeling slightly petty at how your squirrel-cheeked friend seemed to be siding Felix to spite you.

“What? It’s true!” Jisung raised both hands defensively.

“No, it’s not! Look, it’s got some tint too,” you pointed to your lips, wanting him to pay more attention to the slight changes in color with your lips.

Jisung rises from his seat, “I don’t know about you, but I really see no difference.” He then sneaks away to the kitchen to see what Seungmin was preparing for dinner.

Hyunjin sits there awkwardly before standing up and tailing Jisung’s trail. “Bye, gays.” He zooms out of the living room, leaving you and Felix alone on the couch. The TV being the only background noise occupying the space.

“They always side with you,” you huffed, feeling slightly upset that your three other idiotic friends always seem to gang up on teasing the heck out of you.

The freckled boy lets out a chuckle, before speaking, “hey, I side with you.” He speaks, gazing into your eyes.

You let out a scoff, “you’re Felix, of course you side and protect everyone, so that doesn’t count!”

“Well, how about you let me try that strawberry lip balm of yours, and I’ll see if you can change my mind into buying one.” He proposes, shifting in his seat to have his body properly facing you.

You thought of it for a while, shifting in your seat as well. Focusing on the background noise that was the TV and the noise that was your three other friends in the kitchen.

“Okay, fine,” you finally answered. Reaching down to where you’ve previously returned your lip balm in your sweats’ pocket. Pulling it out, and though before you can even hand the balm to Felix, you felt his hand snaking its way to the sides of your jaw. The next thing you know, you’re feeling his lips on yours.

You barely processed the situation properly, when the boy has inched away from you. Only then did it dawn on you that Felix kissed you, as you studied his blushing face.

“It’s good…I should probably switch my lip balm,” he fidgets, looking away, still having his cheeks tinted with an endearing pink that blended well with his freckles.

You were only awoken from your stupor when you heard his hurried steps to the kitchen.

“Lee Felix!” You yelled standing up to catch up to him, your face burning a brighter red than his. And despite being embarrassed, you couldn’t ignore the sweet flutters that he reduced your heart to; as well as the answer to your conundrum that his lips really were soft to the touch.

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dootiexcupcake · 1 year

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Imagine Everything . . . (pt 2)

Part 1

Pairing: Lee Felix x reader

Tags: angst, felix is the worst like fr,

Warnings: toxic relationship , manipulation , abandonment

A/N: this was a request made by @lovesunshinefelix im so so sorry it took me forever to publish this btw 💀

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You don’t know when it even started again. You can’t remember how the ball got rolling once more. But all you can think of is how happy you are.

How elated you are to be with Felix again.

Even though you two haven’t made things official, it’s still good to be back with him. It feels so good to have him in your arms. To have him so close to you.

To have him acknowledge your existence.

You both are back to doing the things you used to do when you were dating. Going to your favorite places, recreating your favorite past dates, taking cute pictures together.

You nearly do a somersault when Felix ask you to accompany him to a small get together at Changbins house.

“Wait, are you serious right now!?” You ask, eyes bulging out of your head.

“Do I look like I’m joking?” He chuckles. You engulf him in a hug while jumping up and down excitedly. “Oh my god thank you so much I would love to go!”

“Great.”

You and Felix arrive to the gathering a bit later than expected. Due to you rapidly changing your outfit several times, much to Felixs dismay. In an effort to ease the tension in the car you played some of your favorite songs along the way.

You two walk through the front door of Changbins house. “Ah, finally! Felix you’re here, what t-“ Changbins loud voice was cut off as soon as his eyes landed on you. His expression changed from playful to one of surprise. “Oh hey. I..didn’t expect to see you here.” He says as he looks back at Felix confused.

You feel your stomach churn and your eyes shifted away from him in embarrassment. Why was Changbin acting so weird around you? It’s not like the two of you were on bad terms or anything. What made him so shocked to see you show up? Did he even know you and Felix were talking again?

You shudder at the mention of their name when Felix explains to Changbin that they weren’t able to attend tonight. You didn’t know they were still talking to one another. He never mentioned them during your conversations now that you think of it.

“Well it’s great seeing you though!” Changbins voice snaps you out of your thoughts. You smile at him and nod your head then follow after Felix. “Can..can we talk for a second, please?” You ask as you lean over to Felix. He furrows his brows at you, “Can it wait? I mean we just got here and I would like to enjoy the party a bit. It’s the least you could do since you made us late.” He said the last part with a small bit of venom lingering on it. The way he slightly snapped at you made you immediately pull away from him. But you backed off and let him mingle with his friends.

The whole time you were there it was as if you didn’t even exist to Felix. You would try to get his attention but his eyes would gaze over at you then quickly focus back on his conversation with his friends as if you didn’t just call his name. You got frustrated after a while and walked out to the empty back deck to get away from all the noise, and especially Felix.

You look down from the balcony of the deck and see one of Changbins neighbors walk outside of their house. It was a young married couple. You hate to admit it but you couldn’t help but feel jealousy bubble up in your chest at the way they happily interacted with each other. You really felt anger well up in you when you saw the man open the door for his dear wife and she gave him a smile sweet as honey when she dipped into the car.

God, you can’t even remember the last time Felix did something like that for you, maybe when you guys were dating. But that must have been during the earliest stages of your relationship. Now it’s like….he’s forcing himself to be around you.

Your face scrunches up at that thought. Disbelief at the idea of him being so repulsed by you he has to force himself to withstand being near you. The concept, unfortunately, isn’t foreign to you but the fact that he would lie to you hurts so much more than you think.

You straighten up and recount the moments leading up to this day. Moreso, Felixs behavior during your time “back together”. You recall the way he flinched when you hugged him the day he told you about this party. You also remember the most recent selfie you guys took, you were smiling so brightly but to your left was Felix and his face looking so stiff and plastic-y. Not to mention the way his face momentarily screwed up in disgust that day you held his hand at dinner.

Why did you let all of that stuff go? Why didn’t you notice it all beforehand? So blind sighted by his sudden kindness you couldn’t think straight enough to pick up on so many of his weird behaviors. You hated how he just led you on and made you second guess yourself.

After who knows how long the door behind you slides open and you don’t even bother looking behind you to see who it is. Completely done with this party and desperately wanting to go back home.

“Oh, there you are.” An all too familiar deep voiced sounded out behind you. Felix walked over to you and stood beside you, bumping his hip next to yours to get a word out of you. You rolled your eyes and somehow in the darkness of the night Felix saw it and let out an annoyed sigh.

“Oh come on, what is it?” He drawled out, sounding so tired just from asking you what was up. As if it was bothering him to have to care. “Are you mad or something? Was it what I said before?” He kept prodding for an answer but all you did was huff out your nose and shake your head. He groaned and lulled his head back dramatically, “is it because I’m still talking to-“

“Don’t say their name!” You suddenly interrupted, finally turning towards him with a finger pointed at his chest. Felixs eyes went wide but then his mouth curved up into a smirk. He bit his lip and put his hand up in surrender.

“I didn’t know the sound of their name turned you into some sort of sleeper agent.” He joked, quite inappropriately if you might add considering…everything? “Are you serious Felix? You literally ditched me just so you can chase after them and then you wonder why I’m not too fond of them?” You say bewildered, shocked that he even has the audacity to act surprised at your dislike towards his new…”friend”.

He shrugs and turns towards the landscape in front of him. Clearly not taking any of this seriously, which only causes you to get angrier, naturally. “Felix! What was the point of you even bringing me here if you clearly don’t care about me or even want to be around me? I’ve noticed the way your been acting since we started talking again! The way you act disgusted when I’m around you and stuff! What’s your deal, man!” You don’t care how loud you are or how crazy you may look to Changbins neighbors at this second. All this time you’ve been on and off with Felix was putting a strain on your overall patients and the rage was clouding your judgment.

Felix turned towards you and looked you dead in the eye, it was the most serious you’ve ever seen him. “I knew you would have been desperate enough to come.” He deadpans, then turns back to the scenery as if he didn’t just say the most earth shattering sentence in existence.

‘Desperate enough’? Who does he think he is!

“Who do you think you are!” You yell as you turn your full attention to his relaxed frame propped up against the balcony. He rolls his eyes and shakes his head, “they didn’t want to come cuz they didn’t want us to look like an item. But I didn’t want to come to Bins place without a plus one so..” he trails off, leaving you to finish the rest in your head.

You stand there completely frozen as you process what he just said to you. You even processed the way he said it so nonchalantly!

How did you get here? How did you manage to be here with the most selfish, mean, and arrogant man you’ve ever met in your entire life? How did you let him walk all over you like this? Twice. Why do you keep blaming yourself for his actions?

“You knew i missed you. You knew how confused I was. How heartbroken I was when you abandoned me. You just didn’t care. Did you?” You ask, voice shaky and tears threatening to spill from your eyes as you look at the side of Felixs head.

“I did care about you. I did. But people move on from each other eventually. I did. Its only natural. It’s about time you do too.” Felixs walks back into the house and your eyes watch as he falls back into an enthusiastic conversation with his friends. As if the words he said to you had no weight to them whatsoever.

You feel your eyes well up but you don’t even let the tears fall. Too stunned to relax your body and allow it to happen. Too numb to feel any other emotion besides . . .

Nothing.

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bangchanbabygurl · 10 months

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Silent Cry |03: Sweet Boy

Genre: Romance/Angst/Fluff/Smut/Idolxfan

Warnings: Explicit language, mature themes, mentions of depression, suicide, self-harm, mentions of abuse, alcohol abuse, drug abuse, toxicity, sex scenes, and mention of SA.

Member: Chan

Word Count: 1087 words

I look at my reflection one last time before walking out of the room to see Andy waiting patiently, “You ready for your interview?” He asked. I let a small sigh leave my lips as I nodded, “All set,” I said as we walked out of the apartment. I memorized some of the guys names from next door; Felix, the ray of sunshine, walked out of the apartment. “Oh, good morning Lexi,” Felix said with a smile. I smiled at him and waved, “Good morning Felix,” I said with a small smile.

I was nervous for the interview, and I hope my nerves weren't showing. “Morning Andy, are you two off to wander the city?” Felix asked as we all walked to the elevator. Andy smiles as he places a hand on my shoulder, “Lexi here has a big interview for a job posting in the city.” Andy said; Felix smiled and clapped lightly. “Congratulations Lexi, I’ll be cheering for you. Fighting!” Felix exclaimed with a fist; Andy and I let out small giggles. “gamsahabnida,” I said with a shy smile. I’ve been teaching myself Korean ever since I stumbled into a bookstore nearby. I was able to find some helpful books that will help me understand and speak Korean. Felix smiles with a small nod.

The elevator doors open, “See you around, neighbors.” Felix said, leaving first. Andy and I glanced at each other and walked out of the elevator. “Well, that was some encounter,” Andy said with a smile, “You know, I read and heard that Felix was polite and sweet; I didn't expect to experience it myself,” Andy said. I looked at him confused but shrugged it off as we left the apartment complex.

Andy hands me a card; I look at the design. “What’s this?” I asked, looking at him. Andy smiles as we wait for the bus. “That is a bus card; you can use it whenever.” He said; I nodded my head in amusement. “Okay, first things first, once I start to work, you and I will have to buy a car,” I said. Andy laughs and pinches my cheek, “You are so cute when you start to make plans that probably won't happen 1. Cars are fucking expensive, 2. We don't need well. I don't need a car, love. I'm happy riding the bus; it's more convenient for me.” He said. I sighed and nodded, “Now can we talk about your outfit real quick,” Andy said with a smirk.

I was merely wearing black cargo pants with a dark grey long-sleeve and All-Star Converse with my new favorite black coat. “What's wrong with my outfit?” I asked. Andy shakes his head. “You look stunning like mouth watery stunning,” He said with a smirk, “I still can't believe you landed an interview with Mr. Park. Like what the fuck,” Andy said as we entered the bus. I let a chuckle escape my lips. I grip my bookbag as we sit in the middle aisle next to a group of high school teens. I bite my bottom lip as I anxiously wait for the ride to come to a stop.

The bus ride was 30 minutes from the apartment complex to this big-looking building; I let out a small breath as I followed Andy into the lobby. “gusmoning JYP enteoteinmeonteue osin geos-eul hwan-yeonghabnida.” A woman in her mid-thirties said with a smile, Andy and I bow with a smile. “annyeonghaseyo Lexi Navorro inteobyuleul wihae wassseubnida.” Andy said. The woman nodded, “Follow me this way,” She said, leading us deeper into the building. “You must be Lexi. My name is Kim Soy-rin, assistant manager of Mr. Park Jin-young, founder of JYP Entertainment. The reason why this interview will be a bit rush is we are short-staffed for one of our groups, and I hope you can start real soon.” Ms. Kim said with a hopeful tone.

We enter the elevator; I wipe my sweaty palms on my coat as we pass four levels. Andy was in awe as his eyes lit up every time we stepped foot in a different room, “And judging from your resume and degree, Mr. Park found you as the perfect candidate for this position.” Ms. Kim said with a smile as we passed by many rooms. There was music coming from one of the rooms, along with the sound of footsteps from another. I gulped as we got closer to the destination, I could hear people being loud and filled with concern.

Ms. Kim knocked on the door, and silence met us as the door opened, revealing an ordinary man in his forties. “Mr. Park, this is Ms. Navorro, our candidate.” Ms. Kim said. I looked at Mr. Park and bowed, “annyeonghaseyo, seutailliseuteu jigchaeg-eul matgo issneun Lexi Navorroibnida.” I spoke with a nervous smile. Mr. Park smiled as we opened the door wider. I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach as I was met with all eight of Andy’s neighbors. Oh boy, oh boy, oh god realization hit me. Stray Kids!?

I do my best to keep my posture and stay calm as Mr. Park introduces me to the group as their new stylist. I gave them a shy smile and bowed to them, “annyeonghaseyo, je ileum-eun Lexi Navarroibnida. yeolsimhi ilhago pil-yohal ttaemada chaj-aboebgessseubnida.” I said loud and clear. I look at Felix, who had a smile this whole time. Andy? I saw he was nowhere to be seen, along with Ms. Kim. I start to feel even more nervous, wildly, when a very muscular guy with a very intimidating look just stares at me as the rest of the members ask Mr. Park about the other stylist that was here before me. I’ve heard some of their music before; Hellevator, I believe, was one of the songs I heard during a stay at the hospital.

I bite my bottom lip as Mr. Park says my name. I look at him and back at the group. “Lexi here will not only be your stylist, but she’s assigned to one member only; as for the rest of you, you all still have your stylists.” Mr. Park said with a smile, oh fuck, which member am I assigned to? Fuck this is not what I thought I signed up for. Mr. Park looks at the second muscular one, the one who came looking for Andy three weeks ago. Fuck I’m Bang Chan’s stylist!!?

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milkybonya · 2 years

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stupid o'clock _ felix

order 046, @chewryy : large coconut milk tea with taro balls

barista notes_i'm so sorry this took me so long T--T i love you so much <33 enjoy it ^-^

warnings: injury/blood mentions, definitely 1k+

#: mafia!felix, (gn)barista!reader, inspired by victon's stupid o'clock

!_it's love at first sight for Felix, who is part of a mafia unit that will be using your café as HQ

[💌: i've been reading so much on here recently and so many authors just make me go !?!?!?!? the talent is insane.. i have so much to learn i feel so small T'T)

i can accomdate your fantasy

Felix was not a simp. nope, he was far from it. in fact, him observing you to know what you like was totally normal. it was also normal that he changed himself to become what you like.

maybe... it wasn't normal.

but he was not a simp. mafia members couldn't be simps.

it was a regular tuesday when his eyes fell on you for the first time.

his unit of the mafia, 08, had changed their meeting spot to the café you worked at. the rest of your workers, and also you, all knew that you were hq for the mafia. it was the condition for receiving such a large sum of money, enough to help bring the business back to life.

your café was failing, hard. your boss was worried and didn't want to lay people off. then, the leader of 08 managed to find your café and offer a large some of money to make it hq. how could your boss say no?

anyways, back to tuesday.

08 walked into the café, dressed like regular people. you were sweeping and mopping behind the counter, thinking they were just customers here to take a look despite the door sign saying [closed] to prepare for 08's arrival.

"i'm sorry, but we're closed today--" you started.

"earl grey lemonade," said Bang Chan, the leader.

your eyes widened, you dropped the mop and scurried to the back to get your boss. earl grey lemonade was 08's code word.

at this point, Felix still hadn't seen you yet. he was talking with Seungmin about something. it was when you hurried back out, standing behind your boss, when he finally saw you.

you.

do you see me now?

was it love at first sight or was he just intrigued?

the way your apron was hanging crooked on your frame because you rushed around so much, the way your uniform underneath had flour stains from working the bakery that morning, the way that your shoes were somehow so clean, your hair was neat and your sleeves were rolled up equally on both arms.

Felix got lost in your eyes.

don't give me those anxious eyes

you were staring at Bang Chan, who was talking to your boss, but Felix still got lost in those precious eyes of yours and how you chewed on your lip. he didn't know you, he didn't know a thing about you but he could tell you were nervous. he felt bad. he wanted you to be comfortable--

"Felix!" Bang Chan called.

"yes," Felix spoke softly.

your eyes were on him now and he became the nervous one.

"i need you to help y/n clean up their basement. that's where we'll be situated when we're here. y/n can't do everything alone so go help them out while we figure things out up here," Bang Chan said.

y/n... was that your name? ah, how could he have missed it. it was even written on your name tag, along with a cute drawing of your favourite fruit beside it.

you stepped away from your boss and beckoned for Felix to follow you to the basement.

just rely on me as much as you want

"the basement is scary.. i'm glad i'm not being sent there alone," you admitted, making Felix laugh.

his deep tone even while he laughed gave you goosebumps. it was probably the only thing about him that maybe screamed 'mafia', because on the outside right now, he was just a soft smol boy with a blonde mullet and freckles.

"ah, where are the lights!? i'm so scared i'm so scared... F-Felix right? please talk to me so i know i'm not alone," you stuttered, fumbling along the walls for a light switch.

"uh... uhhh y/n! don't be scared, we'll find the light switch soon. we'll find it and then we'll be able to safely clean-up together! don't be scared--"

you'll fall for me

his voice was deep, low, and you kind of didn't want to stop hearing it, but finally turning the lights on cause his beautiful ramblings to stop. you were out of the darkness, but you no longer got to hear Felix's voice.

"aha, there's the light!" Felix exclaimed, beaming.

his smile looked so precious, and you wondered for the thousandth time how such a precious person could be in the mafia.

"how about we started by dusting things off and moving the furniture to where it needs to be? then we can sweep, mop, vaccum, all that stuff," you explained.

"sure!"

"i can't believe i'm giving orders to a mafia member... please forgive me," you half-joked.

Felix shook his head and waved his hands around.

this is my daily

"no, no, it's okay! i'll take any orders if they're from you, y/n," Felix said, unknowingly and accidentally making your heart flutter.

"ah, is that so.." you mumbled, not sure what to say because of how nervous you suddenly were.

"well.. take this! and you can dust off some of the furniture over there. i'll do the same here," you said, handing him a broom.

he took it with a nod and set to work, dusting things off. it was only a few seconds in when you decided it was too quiet.

"Felix.. i want to play some music. do you wanna pick some songs?" you asked.

you watched his eyes glimmer as he walked over, surprisingly tiny hands reaching for your phone.

"i have some song recommendations, if you want to hear them," he said.

"of course!" you replied, handing him your phone.

every night, i'll be you, you'll be me

and that's how the two of you ended up cleaning the basement while music flooded every corner. that's also how the two of you ended up hand in hand, Felix turning you around and you giggling shyly in his embrace as you swayed to the melody playing from your phone.

you were just trying to lighten up the mood, asking Felix jokingly to dance with you. before you knew it, he gently wrapped his arms around your waist and guided you across the basement.

"is this okay?" he asked in his low tone.

"of course it is," you replied.

you knew that for him, anything would be okay. he could step on you and it would be okay. somehow, you'd already fallen for him just a bit.

"what's going on down here? have you cleaned up--oh," your boss said, coming face-to-face with you and Felix embracing to the beat of the music.

you were lucky you and your boss were quite close, or you may have been given some kind of warning or worse: fired. they simply backed up the stairs and returned to help the rest of the 08 members make their hideout more secure.

by then, you and Felix had already moved away from each other, continue to clean.

the rest of the hour was spent in silence, only music filling the void as everything was dusted and cleaned. then, the rest of the 08 unit were called down to help move furniture and install equipment. you stood next to your boss by the door frame, watching since there was nothing you could help with.

you're gonna be obsessed

"what the heck happened with that boy when i came down here to check on you?" your boss asked.

you were too busy staring at him to hear a word they said. the way Felix's flannel fluttered around his frame with his every move, the way his laugh lit up his whole face--

"y/n? i'm talking to you."

"huh?! oh, sorry... Felix?! well, i didn't want cleaning to be boring for him so i played some music," you explained.

"that doesn't explain why the two of you were dancing... anyways. you know he's in the mafia. be careful."

you're caught, stuck in my arms

from that day on, you never left Felix's mind. he kind of hoped it was the same for you, and his hopes were fulfilled. you wondered when you'd see him again.

a few days later, you were asked to open the café early at 5am, since the 08 unit needed access to the basement at that time. they couldn't exactly be there at that time without the café running to avoid suspicion.

so, you got there at 4:30am and began putting the chairs down, making sure the area was clean, preparing the baked goods and all the coffee machines.

"good morning," you heard a whisper and footsteps.

you looked up to see the 08 unit, clad in all-black. their outfits were tight, leathery, almost like something out of a movie. seeing Felix also dressed like that made you gulp.

"g-good morning. basement's door's unlocked," you said.

Felix smiled at your stutter.

"can we have some coffee?" Seungmin asked, earning him a smack from Felix.

"don't bother them when they've got their own things to do," Felix said.

"no, it's okay! i can get coffee for you all," you said.

come to me, say you are all mine

"coffee delivery!" you called down as you entered the basement.

it was so alive with everyone hard at work.

you helped everyone get their coffees before leaving to go upstairs. just as you reached the door to the main floor, you heard someone follow you up. when you turned around, you found Felix just a few steps behind you. he motioned quietly for you to keep going up.

"aren't you supposed to stay in the basement?" you asked.

he brought his delicate fingers to your lips to shush you as you both stood by the front counter of the café.

"yeah, i can't be up here. but it's 5am, no one'll come by, right?" he said with a wink.

push me away / but you'll fall back again

you felt flustered, looking away.

Felix felt some sort of courage when he was with you. from taking hold of you just a few days ago to dance with you, to now suddenly raising your chin up so you'd meet his eyes. you made him feel confident.

"i just wanted to ask for your number. so i can text you when i'm bored... oh and also for emergencies," he explained.

you laughed and took his phone, typing in your number.

"do you even have time to be bored?" you asked.

this long night is only filled with me

"my time is all yours," he said before hurrying back down, feeling embarrassed.

as soon as he swung the basement door open, Seungmin was stood there.

"i knew you have a crush on y/n," he said.

"shut up. mafia members don't have crushes. now go down," Felix responded.

Seungmin stuck his tongue out and continued to tease him all the way down.

come to me, say you are all mine

Felix: i miss you

you: you just saw me today?

Felix: barely :(

Felix: i wanna see you...

you had only seen Felix twice in person, yet he was being so honest about his feelings. it took you off guard yet excited you. so, you asked him to come to your house instead of meeting at the café, like he suggested. you felt it would be safer and more comfortable.

something about him made you want to trust him.

the second you heard his knock on the door, you raced to greet him, now having changed into more appropriate clothes than just your pjs. he stood there, still glad in black leather.

"hi, y/n," he greeted in his deep voice.

"Felix! you must be tired, come--wait. what's that on your cheek?!"

i could burn myself everyday, maybe

you noticed the gash on Felix's cheek too late, being so excited that he was even standing there.

he touched his cheek with his delicate fingers, bringing them back down stained with blood. then, his face lit up as he spoke to you again.

"ah, this?! we had to chase some guy away from the café. i think he was there to cause trouble.. he pulled.. a weapon on me but anyway! it all ended up fine."

the way he smiled so hard his eyes creased so he would avoid worrying you made your heart melt, but you still raced to get your first-aid kit and told him to sit on your couch.

fill your night with me

when you came back, you carefully disinfected the cut and carefully stuck a hello kitty band-aid on it.

"i'm sorry for the silly band-aid... it's all i have," you said, kneeling in front of him on the floor.

he looks into the mirror you gave him and, for the millionth time that night, smiled.

"don't be sorry, y/n. i love it."

you offered him a glass of water and he took a few sips before placing it on the coffee table in front of you.

"y/n, this is so abrupt but... i think i've fallen for you and no time has really passed since the day we first met," Felix said confidently, looking straight ahead instead of next to him, where you sat.

'cause you're mine

you were glad he couldn't see how nervous you were getting.

"i want to get you know you better so... i can make you mine. do you think you'll be mine?"

when you gathered the courage to look at him, you noticed he was returning your gaze. sat up straight, lips pushed out and eyes relaxed... he's so handsome, you thought. even with a hello kitty band-aid on, his charisma could not be killed.

"we definitely need time but..." i already know i'd do anything for you, is what you wanted to say. instead, you said, "i can see myself being yours."

Felix smirked slightly, looking down at the ground.

even if morning comes and ruins this

"i won't let the sunrise take this night away from us. let's talk about each other, okay? you go first, y/n, i'm all ears. tell me about some of the things you like," Felix said.

just like that, Felix opened you up. he made you feel safe, so you told him everything you wanted to, bit by bit.

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