STAY! you have a new message from stells🌸😚

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[10:50 kst/jst] wa!! thank you stay <<<3333

[10:50 kst/jst] daesangggg i can't believe it🫣🫣

[10:51 kst/jst] all thanks to stay!! gonna smooch all of u😚😚😚 you guys are the best xx

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[11:34 kst/jst] did you like the new look? ㅋㅋㅋ

*stella had a fake labret piercing on the asea red carpet!

[11:34 kst/jst] lol it was fake!! but did you like it~~

[11:34 kst/jst] don't tell me if you didn't lmao🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️

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[11:36 kst/jst] all gone ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[11:37 kst/jst] i'll have a new look soon 🫣🤭

[11:37 kst/jst] guess!!

[11:40 kst/jst] no not bald😭😭😭

[11:41 kst/jst] could you imagine omg

[11:41 kst/jst] i would cry ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

[11:42 kst/jst] i think i might post tomorrow🫢

[11:42 kst/jst] what do you think?

[11:42 kst/jst] anyway goodnight stay~~~~ thank you again!!!

[11:43 kst/jst] here's a goodnight kiss 😘😘

Stray Kids has won The Best Group, Album of The Year, and The Grand Prize (Daesang) at the Asia Star Entertainer Awards!

CONGRATULATIONS STRAY KIDS & HYUNJIN FOR WINNING

🏆 INDIVIDUAL FANCAM award - Hyunjin 'Maniac fancam' at the 2022 K-CHAMP AWARDS - Weekly Idol Millions

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( This is the 2nd year he received this individual award. 🎉congrats My Hyunjin 🥳🥳🥳 I'm so proud of you❣️)

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🏆 2022 K-CHAMP of the Year (Daesang) at the 2022 K-CHAMP AWARDS - Weekly Idol Millions 🥳🥳🥳

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🏆 ARTIST OF THE YEAR at 2022 Mnet Japan Fan’s Choice Awards (Daesang)

[©lunaloveskz]

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* Congratulations 🎉🥳🥳🥳 StrayKids for winning your 3rd daesang! I'm so proud of you guys .. ❣️❣️❣️

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Vote on MAMA and let’s get that daesang for SKZ

★ using your all gmail accounts voting on the website or app (MNET)

⠀└ 🗳️ Vote (50% of the criteria)

⠀└ Link: 2022mama.com

★ streaming only MANIAC on spotify in the !MAMA PLAYLIST OFFICIAL!

⠀└ 🗳️ Spotify (30% of the criteria)

⠀└ Link: spoti.fi/3TNhuiy

★ streaming MANIAC on YT

⠀└ 🗳️ YouTube (10% of the criteria)

⠀└ Link: bit.ly/3X6nTHX

AHHH OUR FIRST BOYS INDEED. they did so well!!!!!

I'm so sooooo proud of them.

I mean. They all look exhausted. Hyunjin was barely on his feet after that performance. They deserve the longest, best rest ever. They've done so well. We're all so proud.

3Racha opening MAMA with Tiger JK? That's HUGE.

And SKZ being the last performance to close it all out??

Our boys are legends and I hope they know and realize that, just like they hopefully know and realize how much we all love them just how they are. <3

STRAY KIDS AOTY 🏆🎊🤎

It’s great with audience at award shows again, but last year’s AAA kind of hit different lol 

that fannstar award is not as important as twt stays are making it out to be, not even close

VOTE ON MAMA AND LET'S GET THAT DAESANG FOR SKZ ⚠️

spotify will determine the winner, so if we come first in the website vote, we will lose because we didn't stream enough on spotify

GO STREAM AND VOTE!!

‼️ATTENTION‼️

If you don't have spotify premium you can hide the songs and when you play the official MAMA playlist you will only listen MANIAC

★ using your all gmail accounts voting on the website or app (MNET)

⠀└ 🗳️ Vote (50% of the criteria)

⠀└ 𝗟𝗶𝗻𝗸: 2022mama.com

★ streaming only MANIAC on spotify in the !MAMA PLAYLIST OFFICIAL!

⠀└ 🗳️ Spotify (30% of the criteria)

⠀└ 𝗟𝗶𝗻𝗸: spoti.fi/3TNhuiy

�� streaming MANIAC on YT

⠀└ 🗳️ YouTube (10% of the criteria)

⠀└ 𝗟𝗶𝗻𝗸: bit.ly/3X6nTHX

people who are saying we need to care/support this collab because “it’ll be a good opportunity for the boys and in the future” or “it’ll open many doors for them” is driving me crazy. a 6 year old group that’s incredibly successful with multiple records, daesangs, performed in multiple ‘foreign’ festivals, sold out multiple stadiums. they have their doors opened already. and it’s not like this is the first time they collaborated with a ‘foreign’ artist. “this can be their opportunity for a grammy” the zionist doesnt even have a grammy. why you think he can boost skz’s popularity/chances of getting it is beyond me. acting like skz is a nobody with 5 fans and this guy is going to save them. LMFAOOOO

Hurt

Lily had a panic attack during her performance

🧊–return to masterlist ¡! ✥

First person narration, angst, panic attacks, tears.

This was an important performance, SKZ prepared very carefully.I've been preparing for so long, I wanted to be the best for STAY, I wanted to be proud of me! It was a big award where we wanted to receive a big award, Daesang. The boys were tense, they did everything professionally that was needed. The performance was supposed to be with the song "MEGAVERSE" and everything turned out perfectly.

"What are our lovely lady thinking about?" Minho jokingly asked, patting me on the back as I was warming up in front of the studio mirror.

"I'm worried, Ho, I want to show YOU that I deserve to be a part of Stray kids." I bit my lip and shook my body before turning to Minho in a half turn.

"You are an integral part of us, and whoever disagrees with this goes fuck themselves," Minho said briefly, but very accurately. Lily laughed at his words

"What are you laughing at, it's time for us to go"

"And where are the others?"

"Seungmin and Changbin are now buying water for everyone, Chan is discussing some points with staff, and everyone else is waiting in the car. Come on,Bear...You're too slow"

I left with Minho, the atmosphere was quite tense and everyone felt it. We sat down in the car:I was sitting next to Felix, who was taking new selfies for Bubble and we took a selfie together; Jeongin had already fallen asleep on Chan's shoulder, Changbin and Hyunjin were jokingly arguing; Seungmin was listening to music on headphones, and Jison and Minho were pestering each other. Lily exhaled and whispered to Felix, "I'm so worried, freckle..as if I don't have the right to make mistakes."

"Oh... Lily..this is absolutely normal, our work anticipates constant stress. Firstly, you are an ordinary living person and life without mistakes is impossible, STAY will love you any, like other Members, you will not get worse from this," Felix said with a smile and took Lily's hand in his, he understood how important support is to her now.

Some fans literally used the phrase "I'm ot8, but Lily..."

I put my head on Felix's shoulder, and he squeezed my hand harder.

We arrived at the filming location, and staff began to prepare us. I had bright makeup done with black shaded arrows, blue lenses were put on and the tone of my face was adjusted so that it shone aesthetically, perfectly. My dyed burgundy hair was twisted into a lot of curls, and my clothes were a rather strict version, an earpiece was hooked on my ear.The boys were having fun and laughing, of course it was loud and noisy in the SKZ Dressing Room...I tried to join in their conversation, but I just made it worse for myself.I don't belong here.I looked at myself in the mirror, my throat constricted, I just whispered to myself:"a living doll." I don't want to be here, I have to be somewhere else. Why such thoughts?The first signs of anxiety.

Chan noticed my condition and gently patted me on the shoulder: "Princess,is everything okay?".I'm scared."Chan frowned and took me to the nearest couch so the boys wouldn't see them.He stroked her hands with his fingers, his lips briefly kissed her forehead so as not to erase the tone from her face."My beautiful one, you are perfect and everything will go well, you make the STAY and boys so happy. You'll like this performance," Chan patted his back and gave a bottle of water in his hands, "And after the award we'll go home and watch some movie, okay?"

I nodded and hugged him briefly, my lips were frozen: "Thank you, my love"

It was time to go on stage, I gave the boys a bright smile and we went on stage to the noisy STAY, it became dark.The spotlight fell on me, and I took a deep breath, ready to dive into the dance. But suddenly my heart started pounding wildly, pounding loudly in my chest, I'm suffocating again. The light became blinding, the sounds became unbearable, and the air around me became suffocating. My vision was blurred, and my hands were shaking uncontrollably. Tears welled up in my eyes, I want to cry so much, fear gripped me. I was engulfed by a powerful force that engulfed me, completely paralyzing me. Every muscle in my body was tense, and it was impossible to control the waves of panic that were spreading through me.I was engulfed by a powerful force that engulfed me, completely paralyzing me. Every muscle in my body was tense, and it was impossible to control the waves of panic that were spreading through me. I desperately tried to regain control, to suppress the panic, but it continued to intensify. The adrenaline coursing through my veins only fueled the fire of my anxiety. The performance I had been working so hard on was slipping away, disappearing into the darkness around me. The music deafened me, I looked around in confusion, it's time to perform. My body was moving, I didn't understand what I was doing, my body was working automatically.The reality of the situation has dissolved, and all that remains is an overwhelming sense of impending doom. Thoughts raced through my head, saying that I wasn't good enough, that I would embarrass myself in front of everyone. It was as if the weight of the world was pressing down on my shoulders, hampering my every move.It was my turn to play, my body continued to move gracefully at the same time sharply, singing broke from my lips, I tried my best to suppress tears and shaking in my body, just not now, please.During one of the elements of the choreography, I exchanged glances with Hyunjin when the scenes were going on at the frn while there was a part of Jison. Hyunjin nodded to me softly and squeezed my hand for a moment, and I smiled gratefully.With all my determination, I overcame my fear. The path ahead was uncertain, but I didn't let panic dictate my fate. The support of my boys and the love of art that fueled my passion became beacons of light leading me forward. "Welcome to the Stray Kids HOT MEGAVERSE" Felix and I dictated this last line together. The lights went out, and Staye's deafening support swept through the hall.When the last notes echoed through the hall, I was overcome by a sense of accomplishment. I faced my fears face to face without giving in to panic. It wasn't a flawless performance, but it was filled with sincere emotions and unwavering determination.The applause that followed was dedicated not only to the performance, but also to the resilience and strength it took to overcome my panic attack.I exhaled exhausted and we went down from the stage to the idol area. I bowed politely to my friends and colleagues. We sat down at our table, and under the table I felt Chan's supportive grip and Hyunjin's proud gaze.I squeezed Chan's fingers under the table.From that day on, I vowed never to let fear dictate my path. I knew that panic attacks were part of my personality, but they didn't define me. I will continue my work. I'm part of the Stray Kids. Hwang Lily will never fade away.

SKZ GDA AWARDS 2024

Best album (Bonsang)

Global K-Pop Artist (Daesang)

AAA has to be the longest award show. It's been like 4 hours