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Coming here to complain because tell me why all the female framed clothing from horse ranch doesn’t have any dirty swatches (on their bottoms)…………
#thesims4#ea needs to fix their shit#I want female sims to have dirty clothes too#why is it only the male frames?#tired of it#ts4#horse ranch#s4#the sims#the sims 4#ts4 horse ranch#text post#simblr#uh huh
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Loads o' Laundry 2.0
2 years after the release of Loads o' Laundry, we now present: Loads o' Laundry 2.0: a much-improved version of the Laundry mod and system!
Several gameplay features have been improved and many annoyances bigger and smaller have been resolved! A large number of new objects have also been added for your enjoyment. Sims 3 and 4 players may see some familiar things... Overall, it represents a marked improvement over the original version.
Furthermore, the Laundry Mod now comes with full language support for Dutch, French and European Portuguese with more coming soon... Edit: Polish has been added!
Before proceeding further, make sure you have the following requirements installed:
Requirements
Easy Lot Check
Easy Inventory Check
Smarter EP Check
Money Globals
Time-out Controller
Fetch Water (water bucket)
Suds 'n Bubbles (for making your own detergent)
Flowing Fabrics (for the fresh outfit)
Various master meshes (see Manual)
A more detailed list of requirements as well as detailed instructions can be found in the Manual.
Gameplay overview and Download links below the cut
Gameplay Overview
Your Sims will now generate laundry if their hygiene is low enough. This requires the Laundry Global Mod (offered separately from the objects) as well as a Laundry-related object being present on the lot.
Sims may store their laundry in a hamper. Sometimes automatically if it's close enough and your Sim is inclined to be neat....
Wash and dry your clothes: a variety of both historic and modern, manual and mechanical ways to wash and dry your laundry are included.
Tired of the laundry piling up? Simply place a "Laundry-Begone-Box" on your lot and your Sims will no longer generate laundry!
Laundry Global Mod
The global mod is the backbone of the laundry system. You will need it in order to have your sims produce laundry. As it is a Global Mod, it is in its own rar. The Laundry Mod also has various trait-related features for you to enjoy:
Support for the Nevernude, Neat and Slob trait
Support for the following custom lifestates: Ghost, Mermaid & SkeleBro
NEW: Support for @anachronisims' Nudist trait
NEW: Hamper magic! If your sims are neat enough, they may automatically put their dirty laundry in the hamper (if there's one in the room)
MAC-compatible!
You need to have the file "SunMoon-Laundry_Hamper_Wicker_Round-REQUIRED" in your folder in order for the global mod to work!
Washers, Dryers, Tubs and Lines
Your Sims may wash their laundry using a wide variety of both manual tubs and modern washers. Both of these require detergent to use. Of course, after your laundry has been washed, you can dry them using either a dryer or a line. Just make sure not to hang your laundry outside on a rainy day. Just a small overview of the features offered:
Laundromat mode: run your own laundromat business at home or on a community lot! Sims will actually wash their dirty laundry! Of course, it works for visiting Sims too!
NEW: @anachronisims Big Spender Trait now effects the likelihood of a Sim using a laundromat machine
NEW: Stock your washer or tub with a detergent of your choice; no longer will you need an entire box of detergent for a small load, now one detergent will last multiple loads!
NEW: 2 extra detergents have been added. You can now choose between a Box or Bottle of detergent, Soap Solution or even a Baggy of Soap Nuts!
NEW: The fabulous @jellymeduza has created a fantastic little ceiling rack for drying your laundry
NEW: Many more washers and dryers straight from the Sims 3 and 4
NEW: Modern laundry detergent vendor. You can still access any laundry product still despite its looks.
Custom sounds and animations: not only does laundry come with custom (Sims 4) animations courtesy of @mortia, there are also some custom sounds!
Color Controller
This set also comes with a "Color Controller". This object allows you to choose the look of not only your newly-spawned laundry, but also how the fabric on your drying lines looks like! Use only ONE per lot.
Bonus
Another new feature is the (optional) support for @lazyduchess Laundry token: players with FT installed, have the option of downloading his laundry mod and getting the same slower motive decay for comfort when changing into different clothes using our fresh outfit object. Players without FT and/or this token will get a small bonus to the comfort motive instead. This is NOT available for MAC-users! You will need the following files from his mod should you want this feature:
ld_BecksLaundryMotiveDecayController
ld_BecksLaundryMotiveDecayToken
Download links
Now for what you have all been waiting for: the download links. REMOVE all old files before updating! File names have been changed!
Download Laundry Global Mod (Required)
Download Loads o' Laundry (objects)
View Manual
Localization
Added support for Dutch
Added support for European Portuguese - Obrigada @logansimmingwolverine!
Added support for French - Merci @helene2troie !
Partial language support for many other languages has been added in the form of catalog descriptions for Sims 3 and 4 conversions. (NOTE: 3t2 conversions have no Simplified Chinese, 4t2 conversions have no Hungarian. None of them have Thai)
Polish, Russian and Brazilian Portuguese support is currently in progress and should hopefully become available sometime in early 2024
Would you like to have this set fully translated into YOUR language? Don't hesistate to make a translation using the localization strings. Just send it over when you're done and we will add it to the set! (send it via or Discord or PM fireflowersims)
Special credits and thanks: @gayars, @2fingerswhiskey, @picknmixsims, @lazyduchess, @jellymeduza, @logansimmingwolverine, Gaby, @hodgekiss, @mustluvcatz-reloaded, CashCraft, ATS/Sandy, EAxis, all the people who helped to localize The Sims 3 and 4, all our many wonderful Beta testers
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Dirty Laundry Mod by Twinsimming 🧦
This mod is meant to balance out the positive moodlets sims get from doing laundry and give a greater incentive to do laundry regularly by adding negative moodlets if laundry hasn’t been done recently.
This is a script mod that can be placed in your Packages folder. It was built and tested on 1.69 but should work fine on 1.67.
Overview
Additions to Laundry System
New Moodlets
Additions to Laundry System
The mod doesn't start up until after your household completes a load of laundry. After 4 days (tunable) from the last load, sims get the custom Stale Clothing moodlet that lasts 2 days. Once the Stale Clothing moodlet expires, sims get the custom Very Stale Clothing moodlet that lasts until sims do another load of laundry.
This mod only affects the active household.
New Moodlets
Stale Clothing: Given when sims haven’t done a load of laundry in 4 days, -15 mood, -10 hygiene, lasts 2 days, removes the Squeaky Clean, Fresh Clothing, Very Fresh Clothing, and Attractive moodlets.
Slob sims will not take any hit to their mood. Neat, Proper, Dramatic, Diva, Snob, and Makes No Messes sims will take a -25 to their mood.
Very Stale Clothing: Given when the Stale Clothing moodlet expires, -25 mood, -20 hygiene, makes sims smell like they do with low hygiene, lasts until sims do a load of laundry, removes the Squeaky Clean, Fresh Clothing, Very Fresh Clothing, and Attractive moodlets.
Slob sims take a -10 hit to their mood. Neat, Proper, Dramatic, Diva, Snob, and Makes No Messes sims will take a -35 to their mood.
Tuning
All of the following values are tunable in the mod’s XML files.
kDaysUntilDirtyLaundryAlarm = 4
kStaleHygieneDecrease = -10
kVeryStaleHygieneDecrease = -20
Conflicts & Known Issues
This is a new script mod so there shouldn’t be any conflicts.
Credits
EA/Maxis for The Sims 3, Visual Studio 2019, ILSpy, s3pe, Notepad+++, and Script Mod Template Creator.
Thank You
Thank you to Gamefreak130, Battery, @greenplumbboblover, @zoeoe-sims, @desiree-uk, and @its-time-o-clock!
If you like my work, please consider tipping me on Ko-fi.
Download @ ModTheSims
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jon headcanons be upon ye
-in season 5 it always looks like hes widening his eyes as much as he can but theyre just like that naturally
-hes read the entire bible front to back
-hes really good at tetris
-unpopular opinion here but i think hed quite like christmas?? not like playing christmas music early november or anything but i think hed enjoy the holiday season and decorating and stuff… seasonal drinks and such… would pretend to hate it though
-his hair was slightly curlier after so many run ins with the distortion; it almost looks like a few strands are floating sometimes
-when he was young hed just recite multiplication tables until hed fall asleep
-“im probably non binary but i have a job so idrc about that rn”
-he can actually run pretty fast but WILL get tired in give or take 10 seconds. 15 if you wanna be generous
-in season 4 most of his clothes were stolen from lost and found, including an old cardigan of martins
-his eye powers make his hair grow out when he uses them, so in season 5 he kept scissors on them and cut his hair whenever he smote avatars. it always looked SUPER choppy
-never did his homework at home, always during lunch or other class periods. if he didnt it just wouldnt get done
-he does most of his emoting with his eyebrows
-keeps his old glasses in the same drawer as his rib and janes ashes
-absolutely hates having dirty nails, especially after the buried. keeps them short for that reason
-his #1 song on spotify wrapped every year without fail is some kind of white noise, he hates complete silence
ok thats all,,, for Now,,, i lov e jonathan sims
#jonathan sims#tma#the magnus archives#jon sims#tma spoilers#tma headcanons#i never post anything anywhere i have no idea how tumblr works#but my jon sims autism needs to go somewhere so here we are#jeadcanons
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Decorating a house/lot with clutter is probably one of my favorite parts of building. This list has everything from books, to art supplies, to rugs, to clothing, to more practical clutter.
WanderingSims Fave CC - Clutter
1 - Lulu265 - Classic 1 Tile Sheer Curtain (TSR)
2 - Lulu265 - Classic 2 Tile Sheer Curtain (TSR)
3 - Lulu265 - Classic 3 Tile Sheer Curtain (TSR)
4 - TheNumbersWoman - Ikea Pac Uggdal Bedroom Sheers (TSR)
5 - you-lust - szabolon Papers Wall Clutter
6 - SketchbookPixels - SIMPLY MXIMS Woli House Board
7 - wondymoon - Terbium Key Holder (TSR)
8, 11 - Kale House - 4t3 MXIMS IKEA Kubbis Wall Hook & Ferm Living Frame Pinboard
9 - Mutske - Hallway Leon Umbrella Stand (TSR)
10 - Simstiful - Backpack
12 - Julietsimscc - 4t3 Leosims Keys Rack Smaller
13, 16 - MOONSims3 - Vans Authentic Pro A MXIMS & Vans SK8 HI B MXIMS
14 - Lies-and-Crooked-Sims - Pixicat Converses 01
15 - Simstiful - Decor Dirty Shoes
17 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 heurrs Nielstrup Dresser
18 - cyclonesue - Air Conditioning Unit (TSR)
19, 33 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 novvvas Desierto Bedroom (Buddha & Books)
20 - ArtVitalex - Yuma Triple Shelf (TSR)
21 - Milla - Acne Pansy Beanie Hat
22 - johziii - Wooden Desk Shelf Empty
23 - SimplyStyling - Jope Living 5 Books
24, 39 - SimplyStyling - Jope Living 4 Side Board & Basket
25 - MarcusSims91 - Kalico Blanket Throw Ladder (TSR)
26 - SimplyStyling - Jope Living 1 Books
27-32 - Taultvec - Slox Hasare Books 1-6 Standing
34 - you-lust - Lisennymphy Buddha
35, 46, 54 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 Syboulette Pride Set (Wall Flag, Hat, Bag)
36-38, 47, 49, 53 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 Simbishy Cute Stationary Set Part 3 (Felt Pen Wall Array, Highlighter Wall Array, Marker Wall Array, Marker Array, Highlighter Array, Drawer Closed)
40-41 - Simstiful - Sketchbook & Notebook
42-45 - Milla - Luna Books 1-4
48, 50 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 Simbishy Cute Stationary Set Part 2 (Felt Pen Array & Highlighter Array)
51, 55 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 pqSim4 Study Space (Organizer & Trolley)
52 - you-lust - BillyJean Brush Holder
56 - Simstiful - Canvas Art
57 - SweetMarie222 - BS Mila Watercolor Milla Version (TSR)
58 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 Soloriya Art Studio Acrylic Paint Tubes
59-62, 66, 68, 70 - you-lust - Imadako Set (Watercolour Box Open, Pencil Cup Water Colour Umesara, Crayon Box Open, Watercolour Brush Stand, Watercolour Pencil Box, Watercolour Palette)
63-65, 71 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 Soloriya Darina Set (Painting A, Painting B, Fabric with Brushes, Paint Tubes & Pencils)
67, 69 - Milla - Cassandre Pencil Cup 2 No Shininess & Stamp Version
72-74 - Pralinesims - Vintage Rugs 1-3 (TSR)
75 - Pralinesims - Soft Flokati (TSR)
76 - pseudodigs - Moroccan Rugs
77-79 - francythatsims - Neutral Rugs (2x3, 4x3, Runners)
80-83 - johziii - Rugs! Set 2x3 & 3x4 (Boho, Earthy, Monochrome, Vanilla)
84 - Martassimsbook - 4t3 Cowbuild Minotti Rug Collection (Swatch A 3x2 & 7x5)
85 - MarcusSims91 - Address Planter
86 - MarcusSims91 - Modern Address Numbers Bellrose
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How To Convert Eyelashes
I was asked to make a tutorial on converting eyelashes. Well, here it is. Dirty, badly explained tutorial by Rollo. I'm assuming you know how to work with required programs, it won't teach you the basics, just a process of converting eyelashes from ts4 to ts3.
Requirements:
S4Studio
s3pe
TSR Workshop
Sims 3 Pack Multi-Extracter
These files (full credit goes to @gruesim)
Graphical program that works with .dds files
Let's go:
Open the desired lashes in S4Studio. Export diffuse of the ones you want to convert (you only need the black ones). You can also export the thumbnail. Close the program.
2. Unzip the folder that you downloaded from this tutorial. You will find a .dds files called "sclub eyelash". Open it up in the graphical program. Make a black layer above it and hide it for now.
3. Now open up your ts4 eyelashes file. Start from the upper eyelash, crop it and go to the sclub eyelash.
4. Paste it, click ctrl+i, it will make ts4 eyelash white.
5. This is the worst part. You have to make the ts4 eyelash fit to the sclub one as close as possible. Use every method possible!
6. Unhide the black layer and see if your eyelash look alright. It may need some sharpening.
7. Now crop the bottom eyelash and follow the exact same steps as for the upper eyelash.
8. It should look more or less like this. Bottom eyelashes are always harder to adjust and may need even more sharpening.
9. Merge your upper and bottom eyelashes, duplicate the layer. Click ctrl+a, ctrl+t, then right mouse button and choose "Flip Horizontal".
10. Voila. You should have a complete set of your new shiny eyelashes! Save them as .dds. You can close the program. We're moving to TSR Workshop.
11. New Project -> New Import. Import Eyelashes AFBase from the downloaded folder.
12. Name your project, name your file and click "Next".
13. You should see this. Go to Texture tab and click "Edit" on the Transparency Map.
14. Import your eyelashes and click "Yes" when asked.
15. You should see your lashes, yay! But this is TSRW, they won't look exactly the same in game, as they look here. If you want a set of eyelashes, add more presets.
16. Now this is important. If you want to see your eyelashes in Accessories, go to Project tab, Clothing Type and change it from eyeliner to glasses. You also have to do this if you have more than one preset in one file. They won't show up in Eyeliner section. If you want to have set of eyelashes in Eyeliner category, you have to make each preset into seperate file. Also, eyelashes are recolorable ONLY in Accessories section. Don't forget to check Categories section to see which outfit has the eyelashes available.
17. Now you're ready to export your file! Export -> To Sims3Pack. Use the Sims 3 Pack Multi-Extracter to convert your sims3pack to package file. We're moving to s3pe.
18. THESE STEPS ARE ESSENTIAL! Open up your shiny new package in s3pe. Click on the GEOM with the right mouse button.
19. Click Replace and choose AUID.simgeom from the downloaded folder. AUID is for adults, CUID for kids and PUID for toddlers. We have one more step to do.
20. Now click on the CASP normally (left mouse button) and click Grid on the bottom of the program.
21. A small pop up window appears. Scroll to the very bottom and find a line called OverlayPriority.
22. Change the 8 to 2. This will make eyelashes not being visible through hair that's covering eyes.
23. Save your package. You're ready to test your converted eyelashes in game!
Here they are. Nothing fancy, it was a quick conversion :D They're also compatible with S-Club eyelash sliders ^^
Btw, you don't necessarily have to convert both upper and bottom eyelashes. You can have upper or bottom only. Play with the lenght, not all eyelashes have to be very long. Convert it for males, kids, toddlers. You just have to remember to change the options in TSRW and replace the correct .simgeom file in s3pe. There is a lot of possibilities and you'll probably get better in this than me :D
Good luck! ♥
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ooo shanga day?
Pairing: boyfriend!jaemin x streamer!reader
Themes: 18+ | smut | comedy | sickening fluff | domestic af | established relationship!au | streamer!au
Word count: 5.2k
Summary: You get really upset when, due to a blackout, your stream ends up cut short, and your game is not saved. Thankfully, your boyfriend, Jaemin, with a heart of gold and a dirty mind, knows what to do to cheer you up.
FYI: “Ooo shanga day?” is Simlish for “Why me?”
Warnings: nerdy rambles about the Sims 4 (I wrote it before EA “fixed” the new game pack so bear with me) | cursing | making out | smut | dirty talk | mentions of breeding kink | roleplay | praise kink | handjob (f!receiving) | toys (vibrator) | oral (f!receiving) | protected sex (birth control) | creampie | overstimulation
A/N my entry for neohub event! Dedicating this fic to people who heart, reblog and comment stuff. Real MVPs you are! 💚💚💚
The weather outside was perfect – perfect to stay at home and stream. In fact, it was raining cats and dogs. According to your boyfriend, who moonlighted as your private weather forecast presenter, the storm was coming. Jaemin went on and on about how you shouldn’t leave your shared apartment unless it’s absolutely necessary. If there was no other way to convince you to stay inside, he nagged you to wear warm clothes and take an umbrella.
Thankfully, you didn’t feel like leaving your house under any circumstances. You were supposed to go to the gym, but you changed your plans to playing your favorite game – the Sims 4. After all, it’s been quite a while since you had a chance to enjoy the game experience.
“The game is so glitchy,” you complained when the public lot on which you wanted to hold a wedding ceremony for your Sims glitched for the hundredth time. “Seriously, guys. Don’t get the newest game pack. Wait until they fix all the bugs first.”
mortimergothrawr| 20:43 | can’t you just turn the pack off in the settings?
You looked into the comment section of your live stream, wishing that turning off the game pack was an option. “Unfortunately not. I got it, and now I gotta suffer the consequences.”
Sighing, you decided to give up on marrying your Sims. The officiant didn’t show up, the guest didn’t want to do anything once they sat their asses down to watch the ceremony, and for some reason, your Sims refused to cut the wedding cake.
“I am done,” you groaned when your game froze when you tried to make your Sims elope. “I am so done with this. Who needs marriage anyway? Cohabitation is just as fun, isn’t it?”
watercowplantsdaily41 | 20:45 | which game pack is actually worth the money?
Waiting for the bugged game to unfreeze, you looked at the twitch chat. “It mostly depends on what you like to focus on when you play. I’m all about gameplay, so for me, it’s definitely parenthood,” you blabbered, naming all the perks that you could list off the top of your head.
donlotariohotdaddy | 20:47 | do you plan on inviting your boyfriend to stream with you?
You read another message and cringed mentally, remembering the last time Jaemin joined your stream. It was a fun experience, but you weren’t ready for it to occur again.
First of all, Jaemin doesn’t know anything about gaming. It was a nightmare to sit next to him and watch him play. Jaemin was polite and tried his best to create a decent-looking Sim, and all of the viewers seemed to enjoy the stream (mostly your reactions, though; especially when Jaemin did questionable things or spilled embarrassing facts about you.)
Second of all, you doubted Jaemin would like to participate again. You would hate to force him to do something he didn’t want, so you had to figure out an elaborate excuse.
“I don’t think he will anytime soon. Jaemin’s really busy balancing both university and work,” you politely answered when you exited the save and returned to the main menu. “I’ll let you guys know before if he ever decides to join.”
woofwoof17 | 20:51 | you’re so cute together. I hope we can see the both of you soon
“What should I play now?” You asked, scrolling through your long list of saves, not knowing what to focus on. “Anyone got any suggestions? Should I build something? I haven’t built any starter homes in a while…”
godcompexhitsbad | 20:57 | have you got any new mods to show us?
“I haven’t got any new ones ever since we got the last big update,” you replied, scrolling through the comments to find inspiration. It’d be a shame to end the stream so soon, especially when you didn’t get a chance to play properly…
sulsul123 | 21:01 | have you played the scenarios yet? The power couple one sounds fun
thesims2dabest | 21:01 | naaaaurrrrr they are too easy
caliente_nina67 | 21:01 | they’re like community challenges but for dummies
You watched people argue in the chat and occasionally shared your opinions on the matters. Although the topic wasn’t particularly controversial, quite a debate emerged, which you eloquently concluded with a short statement – fuck capitalism.
“Actually, I have never finished my 100 baby challenge when I think about it,” you wondered, trying to find that save. “It’s been ages since the last time I played it.”
toddlersdeservebetter96 | 21:12 | we’re in for a marathon, besties
With the help of your viewers, you found the right save and let it load. According to your thorough family bio, your Sim just gave birth to baby number 52, about to start looking for another donor. Your matriarch didn’t have it easy; based on your family tree, you made your Sim suffer from six twin pregnancies already.
“Oh my god, the house is awful,” you cringed at your old build. Your skills have improved significantly since the last time you played that save, so it was time to provide your Sims with a beautiful household they truly deserved.
Firstly, you moved all necessary items to the inventory. You were on the budget, and you didn’t want to sell appliances and decorations for a depreciated price, only to buy the same exact ones twice as expensive.
Taking your viewers’ pointers and suggestions, you spent almost an hour building a new house for your matriarch and the kids. It was fun to engage with other players, especially when they gave you great ideas on how to decorate the interior.
“Hmm… now that I think about it, I should give my Sims a makeover. I wanna pluck my eyes out when I see all these base game outfits. What was I thinking?” You joked, popping into the Create-a-Sim center.
fatherwintersbaby19 | 22:31 | not all your Sims looking like NPCs
nomoreideasforusernamessorry2 | 22:31 | you seriously play with your townies, lmfao
people.dont.read.these.anyway | 22:31 | cottage living pack has so many cute outfits
“I shouldn’t base an entire look on a nail polish, should I?” You pondered, contemplating if you should begin your makeover from the start again. You somehow made your matriarch look cute. However, when you could see the final outcome, all colors seemed to clash.
giveaustheburglarsback | 22:45 | you’re overthinking it. Your Sims look adorable
“Aww… thank you so much.”
whoremembers11 | 22:51 | I have to go now. Are you going to stream during the weekend?
“I don’t know. I’ll be watching the new season of Bridgerton with Jaemin,” you answered, entering the game mode. “He’s been really excited about it, and I can’t ditch him,” you giggled as you wondered what kind of dramatic reaction Jaemin would give you if you actually had the audacity to choose gaming over a Netflix marathon with him.
Focusing on the game, you took care of your Sims’ needs. Your children went to school, leaving your matriarch with the toddlers who desperately needed to be potty trained.
“Who should be our next baby daddy?” You asked your audience as you opened the family tree, attempting to see who you had already woohooed with. You’d feel embarrassed if you tried to court one of your previous donors. That would be a rookie mistake you’d hate to make.
“Occult babies count double. Should we woo Vlad? Or maybe Father Winter? Wait– does he even count as an occult Sim? I don’t think he does,” you thought, rambling to yourself, trying to make the best choice.
Despite your indecisiveness, the people on your stream helped you choose your next target. Without much trouble, you invited Knox Greenburg over. Quickly, you discovered his traits and swept him off his feet with your flawless coquetry.
“Should I randomize the woohoo place?” You asked, and everyone in the chat seemed to love that idea. “That’ll be one hell of a date if you ask me,” you commented while typing all woohoo spots in the online randomizer. “Here goes nothing,” you muttered, letting the wheel of fortune decide your matriarch fate.
Much to your dismay, your next baby was to be conceived in a dumpster. Maybe it wasn’t the most romantic option, but you hoped it would be, at least, efficient.
With determination written all over your face, you continued your game. Your matriarch took care of the children and worked from home on her cat video creator career.
“She’s going into labor!” You yelled in excitement when you got the notification. Quickly, you deleted the action queue, sending her off to the hospital. “Guys, it’s happening. Say hello to baby number 53. I really hope it’s a girl.”
It was a boy.
“Do you guys have any name ideas?” You asked, looking for suggestions. “Oh my god, the weather outside is terrible. I just heard a really loud thunder,” you added as you craned your head to look through the window. “I know it’s a stupid idea, but should I name him Thor?”
Just when you were to save your progress and end the stream, you got another pop-up notification – your matriarch just gave birth to twins.
It was a girl.
“What? Twins? How am I gonna raise them all at once?” You muttered in worry, knowing how much work it required to bring up more than one child on a short lifespan. “Okay. An idea. Would it be too much if I named her Hela? Never mind, I am naming her Hela.”
You were getting pretty tired – your eyes were getting dry, and you needed to rest. It was definitely your cue to end the stream and tell Jaemin to stop napping on the couch and join you in your bed. After all, it was almost midnight.
“What the hell? No way,” you breathed out, unable to comprehend what just happened. “Triplets? Is this for real? Are you freaking kidding me? What are the odds?” You shook your head in disbelief. “Actually, I know the odds – one percent.”
It was another boy.
sellmefootpics18 | 23:43 | please name him Loki
Without any hesitation, you entered the suggested name. You were desperate to end your stream now – you had enough surprises for one sitting.
Unfortunately, before you got to save and exit the game, you saw a bolt of lightning followed by thunder and a blackout. Within a second, the electricity was gone, and so was your game progress.
No, no, no, no, no.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!” You screamed at the top of your voice, ready to break something. Cursing under your breath, you clenched your fists, letting frustration take over you.
“What happened? Are you hurt?” Jaemin asked in worry as he rushed through the doors, alarmed by your shouting. “The lights are out. Are you alright?” Jaemin scurried to your desk, making sure not to blind you with the flashlight.
“I haven’t saved my game,” you confessed, resting your forehead on Jaemin’s shoulder when he crouched down in front of your gaming chair. Gently, he wrapped his hands around you, letting you calm down in his arms.
“It’s okay,” he whispered, tightening his embrace. “Wanna talk about it?” Jaemin offered, and you straightened up and looked him into his eyes. “Let’s lie down before you tell me everything that happened in your game.”
Jaemin was a perfect boyfriend – he knew what to say, how to say it, and most importantly, when.
Gently squeezing your hand, he helped you get up and led you to the other room. The bright beam of the flashlight illuminated the floor as you walked to your bed, trying not to step on anything that was scattered by your feet.
“I was really worried when I heard your scream,” Jaemin confessed as he watched you crawl under the sheets, throwing the duvet over your head in defeat. Smiling at your adorable antics, Jaemin lay down next to you, pulling you against him, spooning you. “What happened?” He asked, and you turned around to face him, peeking at him from beneath the blanket.
Having lit a peach-scented candle by the nightstand, Jaemin wrapped his hands around your frame, letting you ramble. Although he had no idea what you were talking about, he listened to you attentively. He found your passion adorable, and admittedly, he could listen to you prattle for hours.
His right hand travelled all over your hips and your lower back as he gently nodded his head, consuming all the information.
“You don’t understand. Do you have any idea what the odds are?” You asked dramatically, huffing in frustration. It was quite an achievement, but it was all for nothing.
“One to a hundred, yes, you’ve mentioned it only a couple of times,” Jaemin giggled, brushing hair out of your face as he pressed a fond kiss against your forehead.
“Sometimes I envy you,” you whispered, pouting. “You’re laid-back and always relaxed, and you don’t have a single ounce of competitiveness in you,” you carried on as you played with the hem of his hoodie, hoping you could absorb some of his nonchalant energy and de-stress.
“You’re hot when you’re passionate about something, though,” Jaemin argued back, ready to elaborate that your enthusiasm was one of the reasons why he loved you so much. You were always devoted to everything you put your mind to, and your motivation to get all of it done to perfection was admirable about you.
“Thank you, Jaemin,” you said, leaning forward to give him a gentle peck.
“We could practice if you want,” Jaemin offered, and you raised your eyebrow in suspicion.
“Practice what exactly?” You asked in curiosity, narrowing your eyes at him, hoping he’d clarify. “Do you want to teach me how to chill, or what?”
“I meant your game challenge,” Jaemin admitted, and you laughed, poking his side.
You looked at Jaemin in confusion, trying to decipher his odd statement. What did he mean by practice? The power was gone; there was no way in hell you could start the game and try it again.
“Why are you smiling like that?” You inquired, twisting your facial expression in distaste.
“Like what?”
“Like a sex offender,” you replied honestly, and Jaemin burst out laughing. “Stop doing that.”
“How can you be so dense? I mean us, practicing,” Jaemin groaned as he grabbed you by your hips and pulled you closer, giving you an obnoxious kiss. “Like in real life.”
“What the hell?” You raised your voice, trying to untangle yourself from Jaemin’s arms. “Are you kidding me? It’s not something you can practice! And even if we could, we’re not ready. And how do you expect us to have triples? Are we even genetically potent for that? I mean… my mom is a twin, and everybody knows it likes to skip a generation, but still… it would be very immature of us, don’t you think? Also, can you imagine having triplets? Wild, and think about the stretch marks; they must be pretty bad after having triples,” you rambled, but Jaemin’s genuine smile he had when he looked at you never faltered.
“I’ve given it some thought, and I think we’re ready, but I understand your worries,” Jaemin genuinely answered, staring into your eyes. Did he think about having children with you? He must’ve had everything already figured out – the mortgage and the kindergarten were probably included in that thought process. “We could play pretend for now. You know… to see how we feel about it.”
You were deeply touched by Jaemin’s heedful words. Although he seemed ready to start a family, you didn’t feel pressured to make up your mind. Jaemin simply made that proposition for you to consider, willing to wait as much as you’d need to.
“Play pretend how? I’m on the pill, and you’ve been nutting inside me ever since. How is that pretending?” You answered, giggling when Jaemin pouted in slight annoyance.
“Roleplay! Role-play! Haven’t you heard of it?” Jaemin yelled, dramatically rolling his eyes. “Roleplay, woman. As in breeding yes, baby no. What do you think?”
Instead of giving him an instant reply, you only hummed, thinking his proposition through. You were taking your pills regularly, so the chances of getting pregnant were low, almost nonexistent. The only thing you dreaded was that you’d grow to like that type of roleplay a bit too much.
Jaemin suggestively winked at you a few times, interchangeably blowing you innocent kisses, hoping it could convince you. Your lack of reply made him slightly anxious, but when you smiled and nodded your head, Jaemin heaved a large breath, not realizing he was even holding it in.
“Awww… you want me to put a pretend baby in you,” Jaemin cooed, sliding his hand under the hem of your (his) hoodie, pulling you even closer. “You want me to fuck you full of my cum and make your belly swell,” he teased, and you hid your face in the crook of his shoulder, hoping it was enough to cover all signs of your embarrassment.
“Stop it,” you whispered, but your words didn’t carry their gravity. Giggling, Jaemin gave your neck playful kisses, obnoxiously pulling away with an over-the-top mwah sound.
“Let me take care of you,” Jaemin said as he propped his weighed on his elbow, taking in all of your beauty. “Tonight is all about you,” he added and pressed a chaste kiss against your forehead.
“You better mean it,” you smiled, letting Jaemin do whatever was currently occupying his mind.
“Have I ever not?” Jaemin challenged with a raised eyebrow, but when you were to talk back and tease him, he pulled the hood on your face, shutting you up before you even managed to say anything. “Don’t you dare lie to me; you always come back for more.”
“That is true,” you replied, pushing the hood off your face. “You’re too good for me,” you admitted as you reached down to the hem of the hoodie, pulling it over your head, revealing your bare skin to him. You spent the entire day inside, so it wasn’t just pointless to suffer from wearing your bra. For Jaemin, it was a pleasant surprise to discover there was nothing underneath the thick hoodie.
“You streamed like that? Naughty,” he commented, staring at your bare chest, admiring it. When watching wasn’t enough, he stretched his arms to fondle your breasts, making you hiss when he squeezed them unexpectedly.
“Relax, the camera was set to film from my neck upwards,” you clarified, so Jaemin could drop his possessive boyfriend act. Besides, even if your chest got caught on camera, your curves were concealed under the hoodie. It was so big and thick you were just a shapeless form. “There’s nothing worth getting jealous over.”
“Of course, there is,” Jaemin argued, willing to shower you with compliments and screeds on how others envy him for dating you. “Have you seen yourself? Even dressed like a goblin, you’re gorgeous as fuck,” he added, judging your sweatpants. Although Jaemin loved when you dolled up for him, he felt just as attracted to you in your comfortable home wear.
“How about we get back to the let-me-take-care-of-you part, hmm?”
“We got a bit sidetracked, didn’t we?” Jaemin grinned as he leaned forward, peppering your neck and cleavage with delicate kisses, kneading your breasts. “Imma prep you so well,” he whispered when he slid his hand into your panties, flicking your clit with his skillful fingers.
“Just take it all off,” you urged as you pulled down your sweatpants together with your red lacy panties down to your mid-thigh, letting Jaemin take care of the rest.
“Huh,” Jaemin whispered upon seeing your fancy pair of underwear before he yanked it down your legs and tossed it onto the floor. “That’s what you wear underneath all of that?” He asked, still comprehending your fashion choice. Were you planning to have him dick you down?
“All the plain ones are in the laundry,” you commented, innocently batting your eyelashes.
“It’s your turn this week, so of course, you let it pile up,” Jaemin tsked as he got rid of your socks, so you were lying completely nude in front of him. “I have an idea,” he added, quickly looking away to rummage through your nightstand. “How do you feel about it?” Jaemin asked, showing you the cute purple vibrator which you both liked to use from time to time to spice things up.
“Yes,” you replied eagerly, knowing Jaemin would put you through sweet torture with it.
Smirking, Jaemin turned on the device and pressed it against your clit, letting it gently tease you with the slowest setting. “It feels nice, doesn’t it?” he cooed as he watched you roll your hips, trying to apply more pressure.
“Mmm… keep going,” you purred as you shut your eyes close, letting the pleasure slowly build up. With the toy still against your core, Jaemin leaned in and sucked your left nipple, providing you with extra stimulation. “More,” you whispered, and Jaemin surprisingly complied with you, switching to the quicker mode. “Fuck.”
“You’re so wet already,” Jaemin commented as he looked at your drenching entrance glistening with your essence. “I could slide right in, but I’ll wait until after you come,” he teased, rubbing your juices all over your folds. “Should I turn it up more? I can’t wait to see you writhe,” Jaemin suggested, and you nodded your head, unable to say no to him.
The tip of the vibrator dug into your clit, making your legs shake, and it was only on speed 3 out of the possible 5. Jaemin’s sinful words must’ve got to your head a bit too much than you’d like them to. Tonight you were exceptionally sensitive, and Jaemin wouldn’t take it easy on you. Quite the contrary, he’d please you until you wouldn’t be able to take any more.
That’s how much he loved you.
“Why did you stop?” You whined when Jaemin turned off the device. “Nana,” you whimpered, hoping your begging voice would make him turn it back on.
“It wasn’t me,” Jaemin answered as he creased his eyebrows, studying the vibrator. There was only one explanation on why it would randomly switch off, and you groaned, blaming it on your bad luck. “I think the battery is out,” Jaemin delivered the news after inspecting the device, and you held back a frustrated sob. “Sorry, babe.”
“Where is your power bank?” You asked, not even trying to conceal your desperation. “We could charge it up. It’ll be ready just in time for round two,” you bargained, but Jaemin only offered you an awkward smile which was a pretty good indicator your plan wasn’t going to work out.
“I don’t have it,” he revealed, and you pouted, heaving a deep sigh. “I‘ve lent it to Jeno. He’s going on a hiking trip this weekend, so I let him have it,” Jaemin explained, smiling sheepishly.
Jaemin was too good for his own good. Of course, charging your vibrator during a blackout wasn’t one of the reasons why Jaemin had made that purchase, but Jeno was going on these silly hikes way too often to not have his own charging device.
“Don’t worry. I’ll eat you out just fine,” Jaemin spoke up as he climbed between your legs to cup your clit, sucking and tugging it. Although it was a different type of sensation, you quickly forgot about the damned toy when Jaemin’s mouth was getting you all worked up.
“Nana–“ you moaned, gripping the sheets when his tongue lapped all over your folds.
“I’ll make you all nice and wet for my cock,” Jaemin whispered as he pulled away to stare at your drenching cunt and stretch you with his long fingers.
“Yes, Nana,” you chanted his name, feeling your orgasm approaching. “I need your mouth back,” you groaned as you groped your breasts, kneading them. Having listened to your desperate pleas, Jaemin leaned in to cup your sex, flattening his tongue against your clit. In an instant, you lost your grip on reality as the powerful heat of your orgasms washed through you.
Jaemin’s hands and mouth moved in sync, guiding you throughout your peak.
“You look so pretty like that,” Jaemin shamelessly commented as he stared at your post-orgasm form. Your eyes were closed, your bottom lip in between your teeth as you basked in the pleasure. How much Jaemin wished to have better lighting than a single candle – he’d take so many photos of you for his personal collection.
Looking at you fondly, Jaemin wiped his jaw with the back of his hand.
“How are you feeling?” Jaemin asked as he lay next to you, caressing your body. His hand ran down your side to rest on your bare butt and give it a playful squeeze.
“So good, Nana,” you whispered, cuddling closer to him, nuzzling your nose in his hoodie.
“Just tell me when you’re ready, and we’re making babies,” Jaemin said, undressing himself in haste. Though it wouldn’t be any different than all the other times he nutted inside you, the fact that you were willing to try out roleplaying excited him a great amount.
“I want to suck you off, though,” you confessed, stretching your arm to give him a couple strokes, but Jaemin was quick to slap your hand away.
“We’re not doing that tonight,” he ordered as he got on the bed, right between your thighs. “Every drop of my cum is getting inside of you,” he clarified, and you rolled your eyes, muttering under your breath that you’d just have a taste. “Just think how hot you’ll be all knocked up, swollen with our baby,” Jaemin carried on, and you got dizzy by just thinking about it.
“Can I, at least, ride you?” You asked, pouting. It was your secret weapon – when you looked at him like that, there was no way he could deny you.
“Come here,” Jaemin smiled at you and massaged his thighs, mentioning for you to sit down on them. Giggling at him, you sat astride, letting his veiny cock brush against your folds. “Are you still sensitive, babe?” Jaemin cooed, and you nodded your head while adjusting your position.
Carefully, you raised your hips, and Jaemin aligned his erection with your entrance, letting you slowly sink down his length. You could feel every vein on his cock as it brushed against your walls.
“Nana,” you breathed out as you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him against your chest. “I’ll go slow, okay?” You muttered, and Jaemin hummed, letting you choose the pace.
At a rather unhurried pace, you began rocking your hips up and down. Jaemin’s hands were all over your back as he held you close, sucking your nipples.
“Ah fuck,” you moaned, arching your back, already feeling another orgasm approach.
“You’re doing great, love,” Jaemin moaned, trying to control his voice. The way your walls squeezed around his erected cock got him to feel dizzy. Despite the slow tempo, you rolled your hips when he was deep inside of you, making him lose his mind.
You loved when Jaemin was vocal in bed, and right now, he was moaning filth straight into your ear when you rode him. One second, Jaemin was whispering the nastiest things, only to shower you with compliments on how well you were squeezing around him later. At this point, you had no idea which side of him turned you on more.
“Nana,” you groaned, shutting your eyes close. Driven by lust, you quickened your pace in desperation, already feeling tiny sparks of your approaching peak all over your body. “I won’t last much longer,” you admitted, tightening your muscles around his throbbing erection.
“Shit, shit,” Jaemin cursed as he started to pound from beneath, bottoming out. You drove him crazy, and he couldn’t hold it in anymore. You were squeezing him so nicely – Jaemin needed to fill you with his cum.
Jaemin’s cock was pulsating inside of you, and your sensitive clit brushed against his pelvic bone every time you bobbed up and down. After the first round, it was too much for you to handle, so you came, shouting Jaemin’s name at the top of your voice when you did.
“Everybody in our building knows whose cock is the best now,” Jaemin cheekily commented, fucking you through your bliss. “I’ll carry that title with pride,” he added as he cupped your mouth, shutting you up with a passionate kiss.
After a few thrusts, Jaemin came undone, shooting his load deep inside of you with a throaty wail.
“Oh God,” Jaemin breathed out, “that was magical,” he added, innocently pecking your lips. “I love you so, so much,” Jaemin confessed, pressing gentle kisses all over your face.
“I love you, too,” you giggled, still high from your orgasm. “I need to lie down,” you said, and Jaemin grabbed you by your thighs and carefully helped you rest your back on the bed. His cock was still inside, preventing his cum from leaking out.
Pretend or not, Jaemin was going to roleplay this fantasy until the very last act.
“If this was real, we would’ve made at least twins,” Jaemin remarked as he slowly pulled out his flaccid cock, staring at his cum ooze out of your whole. “Wouldn’t that be exciting?” he challenged, scooping his sperm with his finger, pushing it back in.
“You can’t expect me to be on board after one time we roleplayed it,” you teased as you climbed up the bed to rest your head on the soft pillow. “We need to practice a few times more for me to agree,” you added, and Jaemin smiled, realizing you were making tiny steps in the right direction.
“That’s not a no, so I’m gonna take that,” Jaemin happily said, pulling you against his side, cuddling you. “And that’s all because of your game,” he mused with a sigh, proud of that turn of events. That seemed unreal, but Jaemin was content with the outcome.
“And now, I’m upset. Why did you mention that again?” You grumbled, trying to dramatically suffocate yourself with Jaemin’s bicep.
“We can repeat the whole process from the beginning,” Jaemin teased, biting his bottom lip as he seductively stared at you. “Just give me a moment to get my shit together.”
“Thank God you weren’t near me when I downloaded the risky woohoo mods the other day,” you mused with a playful smirk, and Jaemin cocked up his eyebrow as his interest was piqued.
“How come you’re telling me all of this now?” Jaemin yelled dramatically, regretting that he wasn’t actively enjoying your previous streams. “You gotta teach me how to play.”
“The Sims 4 is way more than woohoo mods and 100 baby challenge,” you remarked, and Jaemin resisted the urge to boohoo you.
“It’s all about deleting the pool ladder. Everybody knows that,” Jaemin proudly added in, and you just pulled him closer, shutting him up with a kiss. You had no heart to tell him the truth about the pool ladder situation. “Just kiss me.”
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I LOVE YOU (SJY).
PAIRING: sim jaeyun/jake x fem!reader
GENRES: includes smut (minors dni), heavy angst, hurt no comfort, slowburn, one sided pining, fluff at the end, friends with benefits, classic communication issues trope, university au
WARNINGS: smut, profanity, making out, implied alcohol use, smoking, semi graphic descriptions of smut (fingering, thigh riding, handjobs, cunnilingus, slapping), one line for dirty talk, reader calls jake baby a lot, name calling (bitch and whore directed at someone), jake constantly gets played, made up female character, jake is hopelessly in love with reader (pls get up), reader is a walking red flag invented by park jaeeon, cheating if you squint, one sexual joke lol, other idols have guest appearances (yeonjun of txt, isa / chaeyoung of stayc, mentions karina of aespa), heeseung doesn't talk much i apologise 🙏🏻
SYNOPSIS: in which yn and jake are in a friends with benefits situation. sort of.
WORD COUNT: 9320 words.
PLAYLIST: here.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: aaaand it's finally here !!!! this was originally written for itzy which is still published on my ao3 acc , however , i decided to rewrite it for enhypen to get over my writer's block rhksjdjed . i hope you enjoy it regardless <33 the dialogue jake says in june is from richard siken's masterpiece "crush", which i suggest you read because it is a very good book. jake stans this one's for you !!! :DD
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i.
It's September when the papers on the desk slide down to the floorboards: the steel painted blue table is cold against your skin, almost burning you with intensity until Jake pulls you back up to his mouth by your hair, and has you pressed up on the wall just by his bedroom door. Jake's tongue smoothes over the fresh set of hickeys on the nape of your neck, your collarbone, your tits, and your chest bursts with fire with every touch and feel. It gets hotter when he hears the needy whines coming from you and, Oh my god, Jake thinks. I need to kiss her. I need to. Your jeans, that you never got to take off completely, are tangled by your feet and your thoughts stop when Jake slips another finger in, curling it just right.
"Fuck," You glance at the window over at Jake's shoulder, the light of your computer reflecting on the pane as the clock hits 12:00 AM.
"Hm?" Jake hums against you and it sends vibrations throughout your body, enough for him to hit the spot.
"Happy two years, pretty." Jake mumbles when he finally pulls away and puts his fingers in your mouth. The sight alone is enough for him to feel hot and bothered all over again as you suck off the boy's fingers. Jake smiles through his plump lips, smeared by your leftover lip gloss from when you kissed him earlier.
You hop on the beans of your toes as you get your jeans back up. Your bra's still hanging onto one shoulder and your shirt is nowhere to be found. The hickeys on your neck are still fresh and sore, forming hues of purple. Jake hands you his shirt instead. For you to wear and for you to take home to wear. (He sort of hopes you sleep in it too. Hopes you think of him before going to bed.).
You pop a cigarette in your mouth and he lights it up for you, leaning in close. His skin burns as the flame meets the hilt of his thumb and his heart sort of aches when you immediately soothe it with a kiss.
"Happy two years, Jaeyun," You say casually. "Do you have a wish this year?"
"None that I can think of," Jake replies. You watch, blowing smoke as he attempts to shrug a new set of clothes back on, running his hand through his disheveled hair. Out of habit, he moves to brush the strands of hair that might poke your eyes away before tucking it behind your ear delicately.
Jake loves you. Despite that this is always how it goes and not just everytime you celebrate your "friendship" anniversary.
Because with you this is always how it goes.
"Yeah, same," You say. Your eyes are dark and they're focused, playing into his. He knows. For as long as Jake has known you, you've always had one. And it is always a secret.
You always ask him first. So that when it's your turn to be asked, you can pretend. You can say no and end it there. Because that is always how it goes with you. You've got a habit of keeping skeletons in the closet even with your best friend.
But Jake isn't stupid. He always knows what you're up to. It's in the way of how you carry yourself after every fuck, how your eyes seem to lower and darken, how you don't fix up your hair neatly like you always do for school every morning, letting it fall just like that.
(He thinks you're setting up a metaphor for it. Like, you have this prim and perfect picture exterior to outsiders but when night falls, he gets the real you: unpredictable, messy, needy, full of want and unashamed to say it.).
Jake always knows.
He wonders if this is why you don't say anything. Jake wonders if this is why you always seem to hide from him, despite being friends since forever. He wonders why you look at him in ways he knows that would make him feel things, why you're picking up his shirt, helping him put it on, and giving him an open-mouthed kiss before walking out.
The bitter aftertaste settles on his tongue. "Please stay," Jake says. "I love you."
Instead, you hear it as, "Don't smoke and drive."
ii.
It's October and Jake doesn't dress up for Halloween.
But you do, and you are undeniably hot in a skimpy impractical security officer uniform, with a devastating amount of cleavage that Jake wants his mouth on.
Jake had never really planned on going tonight, but he kind of had to, because all his friends were going and you were definitely going. He really wished he hadn't though. His friends are long gone, flirting with the other partygoers left and right, and by the time he has reached the bathroom to pee, he could hear obnoxious loud moans.
He is considering going home and slipping into his bed to watch a movie until you emerge from the crowd of people, looking pretty, hot and sexy as hell. Do not fucking look at her.
But it's no use because you're walking towards him with a devilish smirk tugging on your lips. "Hey, Jae," you say. "C'mere." You smell like fruit punch and alcohol and you're too close for Jake to be at ease.
You promptly push Jake onto the couch, plopping yourself onto his lap, wrapping your arms around his neck, your legs on either side of Jake's. It's hot in the room all of a sudden and Jake's breath hitches in his throat.
You're in public. Where people could see you. You never do anything sexual in public.
"YN," Jake starts. "What are you doing?" His brow furrows, obviously confused.
"Shut up," Your breath is in Jake's ear and it's warm and tingly and enough for the hairs behind his neck to stand. For his cock to twitch in his jeans. Jake finds that his hands are gripping your ass.
Jake moves his head away to look around the room before looking back into your eyes. You have contact lenses on and he feels like falling into it. But he knows that by the time he has, when you approach him on campus tomorrow, you won't remember anything. It's blue and it's powerful and it's pulling him in. He thinks blue suits you. His favourite colour with his favourite girl.
Despite his hazy view of you on top, Jake is about to stop you and ask what you mean until you lace a fistful of his hair in your hands behind his neck and kiss him.
And even though you've kissed a lot, this was extremely different. For so many reasons.
For one, oh my god. You are on his lap, half-naked with your ass in his hands and your tits pressed up close, and Jake actually prays his boner doesn't build up a tent through his jeans. Second, you're in public. And third, you never had sex in public. At least not with him. But now he gets to feel the experience of doing so in your kiss. You are so good. You are so fucking good . Jake knows that you know what you're doing with every soft bite on his bottom lip, every flick and suck of your tongue dancing with his, every moan devoured by him.
He's not so bad himself and he knows it too. You taught him how.
You aren't finished when you start grinding your hips against him and Jake fights every bone in his body to move with you. "Fuck, YN," And it comes out as a hiss rather than a warning. You were too good . Too addicting .
It's even harder when he feels your hand fall back and in between you both, unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans, palming him through his boxers. "Come on, Jake," You say, but Jake feels like you're pushing him rather than asking. "Do you want this or not?"
So Jake lets you. For a second until he pulls away and is out of breath. His heart hammers inside of his chest and he's quick enough to get ahold of your hand, stopping you.
He moves to get up, pushing you off of his lap and embarrassingly, you stagger on your heels before falling on the couch. You don't say anything. And even though he's confused, you know he's pissed. You are too.
"I don't always want to fuck you, YN,"
"You're so boring," You say.
"And you're drunk," Jake replies, straightening his posture. Because when you got drunk, you were out like a mad woman. Between the two of you, he was the lightweight and that was actually how the two of you became friends; he was sure he could keep up with you the moment Heeseung had introduced the both of you to each other at his last house party, immediately taking an interest in you. Long story short, he liked you and you liked having him for company, and it just snowballed from there.
But for now, his mind is racing and his clothes suddenly feel tight on him—and no, it's not because of his boner—worse, his throat almost chokes up when he hears: "I'm sober."
"I don't care," I do. I care so much. "I can't let you do this."
Suddenly, you get up, your faces in close proximity. Jake feels like it’s just the two of you in the room and if that were the case, he would've already screwed you all over the couch himself.
"You want to fuck me, Jake," You say lowly. Your face is stone cold and it almost feels like you're challenging him. (You are.). "I know you do."
Jake shakes his head. He looks at you and swallows. You almost allow yourself to break down all your walls for him with the way he's staring at you.
"Come on, Jaeyunie," You press, the cute tone hanging off the nickname you give him. "I know you want to." You giggle as you curl your finger around one of his belt loops, tugging him closer.
Your voice knocks him out of his windpipe and it's enough for him to know that he's failed from holding himself back. From getting mad at you.
"I do," Jake manages. "I love you, let's stop this. Let's go home."
But he says it like this: "No, I can’t do this tonight." And turns away, disappearing into the crowd.
iii.
It's November and it's raining.
You're all gathered around your living room, watching a horror movie that Jake knows he won't be paying attention to.
It's dark with all the lights off and it's creepier with the faint sounds of raindrops hitting the backyard's porch. There are only two sources of light, however. One from the television where Scream plays and another is from Jake's dimly lit side where you seemed to be texting under the blankets propped over the both of you.
It's quiet most of the time, except for the occasional bickering from Sunoo, who teases Jay for his reactions, and you look bored throughout the film. Jake is, too.
He is about to lean over and make a funny comment about the scene that was currently rolling on screen but he catches a glimpse of your screen and immediately, he feels guilty for looking. Because right there on your screen are messages between you and god knows who, and a picture of you almost topless.
And suddenly, you excuse yourself, phone in your hand before heading down the hallway to the bathroom. Jake doesn’t move, wondering if you knew he was looking. Instead, he waits and settles that you probably had an emergency to take care of.
It's been fifteen minutes and Jake grows worried. By now, almost everyone has fallen asleep and you still haven't gotten back from the bathroom.
Quietly, Jake tiptoes away from his position and instantly jogs down to the bathroom. It's silent and his heartbeat is loud in his ears; he's not sure why he's nervous. "YN?" He calls out. Nothing.
To his surprise, there's no one inside and the door is unlocked for her to look. It's empty and Jake swallows thickly. Once, twice and third is the hardest as he starts to panic. Where did you go?
Immediately, Jake heads upstairs to search for you in one of the rooms. He heads to yours first and it's locked. "YN?" He questions, knocking on the door. He can hear shuffling and movements, and Jake doesn't know what to think of.
"YN!" He raises his voice slightly, afraid not to wake the others up as he slams his hand against the door. No oxygen. No oxygen. It’s heavy, he's aching, his heart is a mess. Breathe, Jaeyun. Breathe . Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Breathe, Jaeyun. Fucking breathe.
The door swings open and he sees you half-naked in bed. In front of you, is Heeseung shuffling to get his pants up. Jake's eyes dart back and forth and the older boy slides behind him.
You say nothing at all as you sit up and put your hoodie back on.
"Hey, man," Heeseung says, but it comes out as a question. "I actually have to be somewhere else right now. See you, Jake." He's gone before Jake could reply.
Frozen, Jake doesn't say anything. It takes him a moment to process what just happened.
"I—," He starts. There is so much that he wants to say but nothing comes up. He feels dizzy almost and his nail beds are bloodied from piercing them into his skin. He releases when he feels your lips on his.
Your lips are soft and it's sweet, and it's nothing he's used to. He's so confused, god, you were so confusing. "I'm sorry," Jake blurts out, because nevertheless, he still loves you. So much.
"Don't be sorry, baby," You say fondly. "You got me." But I don't , Jake thinks . I don't get you. I can never have you.
His eyes are closed when he allows you to kiss him. To touch him so softly and whisper sweet nothings that he knows he'll never stop thinking about when he pictures your hand as his own when he gets himself off at night.
Jake knows that his friendship with you is unusual. You both know it. You turn up every day if you can, allow him to finger you until you're crying and writhing your hips, let him use your mouth on his cock in return until his entire body is rattling with aftershocks by the time he comes. You seem to get whatever you seem to want from him, and stupidly so, Jake allows you.
He loves you. And you hate him. He knows you do.
Jake breathes hard, and he's kind of embarrassed by how easy it is of him to completely melt under your touch. How easy it is for him to get turned on until he gets so primal, lust clouding his head and pulsing his veins. He suddenly realises your positions have switched as his back hits the duvet and he's tangling his hands into your hair, hands brushing down to tilt your chin and have you look at him in the eyes.
You giggle and teasingly untie the laces of his sweatpants, brushing your fingers softly near the areas Jake wants your hand to touch and more, trailing a teasing path that only makes him needier and harder than he already is. Your hand travels down his abdomen, carefully advancing its way into his boxers as you begin to pump his cock. Hot and spilling with pre-cum in the middle of his hips.
"Please kiss me again," He chokes out. "Kiss me like you mean it. Kiss me like you love me, even if it's just for tonight."
You hear it as: "Fuck, YN. Keep going, please."
It's chaos .
iv.
It's December and you have a boyfriend. And it's every December, every year that you have a boyfriend.
Jake is trying to busy himself with the nape of your neck and the way he breathes fans in your hair like he's tired. He is so tired.
You recognise it and kiss him more intensely, shoving him against the car window. Jake feels it and draws back, the taste of your cherry flavoured lip gloss lingering in his mouth, weighted on his tongue like a stray "I love you" caught between his teeth. You attempt to get Jake back into your hold, your hand sneaking underneath his hoodie, but Jake opens his eyes.
"Come on, Jaeyunie, we only have tonight."
"I don't want to do this anymore." Jake says.
You constantly keep the air conditioner on full throttle and never care about anybody else, except when you take what you want from them, and Jake is so fucking sick of it. You are self-centred and a cunt, and it takes it all out of him to not push you away again when you come leaning forwards, kissing him everywhere and pulling his hoodie up. Selfish, insistent, oblivious, insensitive.
"Can you stop?" Jake says, scooting back to the seat. "I'm so tired of this."
The car engine revs up and the lights flash for a second, igniting color into the dark neighbourhood. You hesitantly step on the gas pedal. "What's wrong, Jake?"
"I'm right here, always," Jake says. "I'm right fucking here, in front of you, next to you, and yet you don't see it. You never think of anyone else, YN. It's always about you."
You drum your fingers against the steering wheel and switch on your turn signal. There's another cigarette hanging on your lips. You drive down the lane and into the main road. You're going to drive in circles and it's a perfectly sick metaphor. (Another one to add in Jake's book.).
When the green lights come on, you pull slowly with the brakes and come to a dead stop at the yellow lights, constantly waiting for the red lights and stop signs so you can reach over the armrest and kiss him again.
"You know that's not true, baby."
"Stop that," Jake reprimands. "You know it is."
You take a drag and exhale out the smoke, not bothering to roll down the windows. You glance behind him in the street among the smoke and briskly pull over. "What the fuck is your problem today?" you ask, turning to him.
"Forget about it." Jake says. His skin stings where you've bruised him with your teeth. Where you've touched him. Where he pretends to say it hurts when he's screwing other girls so they won't touch him there. Won't touch him where you've marked him. He feels sick.
"Do you want to talk or are you going to leave?" You shuffle, rolling down the window and throwing out your cigarette. You're angry, Jake can see it.
"Do you have feelings for him?" Jake finally says. His voice embarrassingly breaks in reaction to the question, making him want to leave, walk away, throw up, and cry. You've barely made it back to the block.
You sigh, running your fingers through your hair. "Fucking hell."
"Just answer the question, YN." Jake replies.
"Of course, he's my boyfriend. You're my friend."
"Yeah, no shit, I am!" Jake says a little too loudly, sitting up and staring up at the mirror he's pulled down earlier. He's laughing and it's sour when he says: "God, you weren't kidding when you said you had an amazing sense of humour, were you?"
"Get out." You say. Your voice is so low Jake doesn't recognise you.
Jake pales and he's as white as your knuckles, grip tight on the steering wheel. "What?"
"You heard me, Jake. Get out of my car."
Jake reaches over for a kiss, trying to get you to kiss him again and forget about it. Trying to get you to fuck him over, and all over just like how he does when he fucks you until you both can’t think of anything other than each other's names.
You nod your head. "I gave you two choices. You chose this."
"No, I chose you," Jake seethes, suddenly angry. "I always, always fucking choose you."
"It's not like I asked you to." You snap, closing your eyes. You're too defeated, too tired of Jake's antics.
Heartbeat ringing in his ears, Jake falls back down on his seat. "You're unbelievable," He says. "I can't believe you."
You say nothing at all. It's quiet and it's too long until you turn the car off.
Jake stares at the road ahead of you. "I love you, I didn't mean it," he says.
He says it in this way: he puts his hoodie back on, pulls on the lock and pushes the door open, he gets out and slams it closed.
He cries the whole walk home.
&
It's still December when you're sprawled all over Chaeyoung's bed, watching the other girl type away her essay due upside down.
"You know, YN, someone called me baby the other day,"
You hum in response. "Yeah?" You ask, sitting up and lying on her stomach. "Who was it?"
"Some boy I kissed at Jimin-unnie's Christmas party."
The Christmas party in question is nothing special, just a gathering of friends at Yoo Jimin's place, at least that's what you remember Jake telling you over the phone. Jimin's Christmas parties were a hit and you knew how crazy it usually went. Her Halloween party that you attended last month too (the same one where you and Jake had a confrontation, the one that you remember, the one that always replays at the back of your head), proved how truly popular the girl was.
Parties were usually your setting. You hung out with most of the popular crowds for this reason. You liked going out, dressing up and having the adrenaline rush kick in your body's system as the loud music booms in your ears and colourful lights wash over you and a bunch of other dancing bodies. You lied to Jake on the phone, laying out those reasons for your shitty excuse not to go. Besides, you weren't really interested in partying and dancing after what happened that night with him. You learn from Sunoo the next day that Jake didn't go either.
"Well," You start. "Jake calls me baby too." You say it like it's nothing and Chaeyoung immediately turns around.
Chaeyoung looks like she's choking down a laugh until she realises you're not following it up with something else. "Like, as a joke right?"
You stop drawing invisible stars on the girl's bed sheets, delaying a response. "Jake calls me baby. Only he calls me that," Your voice lowers down to a whisper, so fragile that it breaks. (A crack in the walls.). "I do too. When we're fucking around."
Chaeyoung blinks at you. "But you're his friend."
"I am. We're friends," You reply, sighing. "I know that."
"Well, if one of you likes the other—I'm assuming it's the both of you , by the way," Chaeyoung hesitates with the way you're blatantly staring at her. "Why won't either of you say anything about it?"
"Because I can't do that. We're strictly friends. You know me, Chae, I can't just change what we have. It's a bit more complicated than that." You're frustrated and you know you have no right to be for the way you've treated him. For the way you're still treating him. It's not complicated, you think. He's a teenage boy and you're a girl.
You're LN YN.
You always had things figured out.
Girls are always supposed to have the upperhand with these kinds of things. You learned this the hard way when Chaeyoung had called you during graduation night in high school when she had let her guard down and had a boy shatter her. You’ve always been protective of her; the same kind of energy had channelled into the way you’ve had your situationships, never spilling more than you let on.
You sit in silence for a few more seconds and Chaeyoung clears her throat, saying she has to get back to her work. Before you allow her to continue, you say: "I'll say it. I'll tell him I love him too."
You pronounce it as, "I'll be off. Good luck on your assignment, take a break when you can." before getting your stuff, heading out the door and downstairs, and finally leaving.
v.
It's January when Jake opens the front door and sees that you're parked on his driveway, leaning against your car. You both stay a good ten feet away from each other until you say: "Happy New Year, baby."
And Jake smiles, falling in love all over again, feeling ecstatic with the sudden rush of euphoria in his body. It's the summer-like smile, warm and nice, that shows you're being sincere. You walk over to him and tug him down by balling his white shirt into your fist, kissing him and smiling.
"YN," Jake says. There's an edge in his voice that makes him feel unsure, despite wanting you then and there. "People can see us. We're in public."
The smile on your face widens and it makes Jake's heart hurt. God, she is so beautiful.
"Let them see. I don't care." You kiss and kiss, Jake pulling firmly on your shirt (his shirt) until you push yourself onto him and he walks you backwards into the house. Jake manages to kick the door shut with his shoe, mouth still on you as he drives you to the edge.
"Jake," You say as he runs his hands up your back, clutching you close to his chest. His heart. His face, pressed into the comforting skin between your neck and collarbone.
"Yeah," He says, more like a sigh.
You don't remember what you were going to say. " Shit , Jake, I—,”
Jake has his thigh locked in between your legs, pressing onto your core. The scene between you two is prodded perfectly against his warm skin. You can't think. You can't think at all.
Jake feels you grinding your hips up and down, rubbing your clothed cunt excruciatingly slow on his thigh and right over his crotch which earns him a mewl from you. Your eyes are closed, and your fingers have found its way under his shirt, nails clawing into his back.
"Jesus Christ, YN ."
Your eyes flutter slowly, and you see Jake appearing more flustered than you've previously seen him. His eyes are filled with astounding desire. "Shut up and kiss me," You say.
And because Jake loves you, he does. Over and over and over again.
vi.
It’s February and there are roses and pink balloons everywhere. It's Valentines' Day.
There are couples kissing and holding hands in the hallway and all Jake can do is lean by his locker and watch. But not in a creepy, stalkerish way, in a way that he sort of pictures you and him like that, and pretend that you both could be like normal people and have a normal relationship.
He's about to turn away when he sees you. You, hand in hand, with your boyfriend, Lee Heeseung. His best friend.
You walk right past him, not batting an eye at him; not even a smile. Because this is always how it goes. It's always like this with you.
You were expressionless yet Jake could see right through the façade, and he knows that the reason why you never look at him is because the moment you do, you lose.
Jake prays to his lucky stars that you do. Because he loves you. God , does he love you. He always will.
&
It's still February. It's raining again.
You're over.
You've been over a lot recently, every other day, every Friday. Not to fuck though, which Jake finds weird. Usually, you only ever come over to: A) Fuck each other's brains out and have him fuck you until you're sore in all places, and B) Make him cry; whether the context is him hopelessly trying to get you to fall for him or to abruptly leave to "have to be somewhere else", knowing you say it like that to try and not to hurt his feelings. Jake never knows. You only ever come over for your sexual arrangements and nothing more.
He prompts himself to think nothing of it, taking it as a good, little surprise for himself, and asks you if you wanted to do anything specific.
"It's your house," You say casually, sliding your phone into your back pocket. "Do you wanna do anything tonight?"
Jake stares at you, reading your face and looks for any signs that show disinterest. You smile, warm and tingly that it's fuzzy in Jake's stomach, as if to let him know that you'll stay regardless.
Another surprise: you make an effort and allow him to make an offer without implying a second.
Jake declares tonight is different and asks you if you want to watch a movie, to which you respond "yes" before suggesting that you head to Jake's bedroom once the movie ends.
So tonight is different, indeed. Tonight he has you cuddled up to one of his plushies on the couch with five metres to spare as Patch Adams plays on the screen. You're not touching, in any way, because you intricately hold yourself off from Jake unless it's in a state of undress, positioning your bodies so that non-sexual contact is non-existent.
It hurts only a little.
You both are friends but that is never how it is between you and him. Truthfully, it hurts.
Halfway through the movie, you have fallen asleep while Jake stays awake to finish as he watches Patch graduate to receive his Doctor of Medicine and bow to his professors and the audience. Occasionally, his eyes dart over to you, whose breathing is quiet and beautiful as your chest rises and falls with your hair sprawled messily on the pillows.
He wants to reach out, hold your hand, touch you, and fit into the perfectly good space between the two of you and lay his head on your shoulder, because, logically speaking, you have had your tongue on his dick and Jake has reciprocated with his on the apex of your clit, and you've seen each other naked countless of times, and all of your fingers have mapped out the pleasures of the others' genitals, but it doesn't work that way.
Jake knows it. For a long time, since the day he has agreed to this illicit affair that you have proposed, he has.
But you're right there, asleep next to him, and the love bite on your collarbone isn't from him, so there’s no point in keeping score.
Jake falls asleep a little later, the words, "Please love me like I do with you," on his lips.
In the morning, it comes off as him cooking breakfast for the two of them and you walking up to him to give him a kiss. You both know where this is going and he lets it happen.
vii.
It's March, and you're over again.
Mostly for good things.
You sometimes do homework together, cook dinner and breakfast together, depending if you stay over, watch Netflix when there's nothing tolerable on the television, and talk about other things that aren't about asking if the other could cum or not.
Jake isn't used to this, but it is something he could get used to. A few weeks ago and years before that, there were rules, obvious rules that you had laid out right from the start.
You still have sex. Just not all the time. It's every Friday that you plan out all the things for you to do other than sex. It's every Friday that you're over at Jake's house to do couple-y stuff and it makes Jake laugh. She has a boyfriend , he reminds himself. You're just a friend. His feelings don't matter to you.
Sometimes Jake wonders if you only ever see him as somebody to screw, nothing more than a fuckbuddy , telling him you're friends just to keep him around. He's not delusional, of course. He could be if he wanted to, or tried, but he also knows that you can't love him like he does and that's okay.
So right now, you're sitting by the kitchen counter, working on some English assignment. There isn't a lot of work going on, to be honest. You've been playing footsie under the table for the past hour, smiling until your cheeks are rosy and until eye smiles have come out of hiding.
It stops when Jake's phone vibrates to the tune of his ringtone, the default iPhone melody; it's distracting and he has no choice but to take it.
"Hello?" He asks into the phone.
You watch as Jake goes from unsure, nail biting, eyes darting to you for approval of some sort, and finally away to lips parted slightly, blush cheeks and bright smiles.
"I guess, I'll see you then." Jake says, tapping his nails on his textbook. He lets out a laugh before ending.
You don't skip a beat. "Who was that?"
"Jiyoon from—, "
"Dance? Yeah, I know her. She’s a bitch."
"She's pretty chill." Jake replies, eyes squinting as he fixates on the polaroid taped on the wall above his desk.
"Is she really?" You say. You haven't looked away, not once, and it makes Jake slightly nervous.
"Well, how do you know she's a bitch?" Jake quips. "She's actually nice, you know. She hugs me whenever she says hi."
You snort. "That's because she likes you, Jake. Like, romantically."
"What is going on with you?" Jake gets straight to the point. Whether you know it or not, he did notice all the staring from when he was on the phone. It's sort of pissing him off that you're getting so hostile about it when you literally have a boyfriend of your own.
"You're going to her stupid party then, aren't you?" You ask. By now, you've turned your chair to the side, your leg crossing over the other and closing your notes to talk.
"She invited me, of course,"
"And how do you know her?"
Jake laughs. He laughs because you're being ridiculous. He feels like he's sitting for interrogation by his older brother after he caught him coming back home at the dead of night at 3 am once.
"She lives on the next block, YN. We were friends in high school. She's nice to me and she's a good person." Jake shifts in his seat to return to his assignment, hoping you would drop it.
But you aren't finished. Jake can feel you burning holes in your head and the intense clicking from your pen is slowly getting to him.
You're asking too many questions: "Have you seen her?" , "Don't you know that she almost broke my leg during practice because she wanted the center position?" , "Do you really want to go?" Shut up. Shut up. Shut up . Each of them, and he knows you're only doing it to get to him.
And finally: "Are you going with her because you want to know what else she's good at, Jake?"
"Can't you just," Jake harshly slides his chair back, the steel leg screeches against the tiles of his marble floor. "Can't you just leave it alone?"
When he looks up, you're sitting up with your thighs pressed together, hands by your sides as you lean forwards inquisitively. Eyes mirroring each other, Jake stares you down.
"Don't fucking do this to me, YN," His hand curls into a fist, the corner of the notebook page crumpled under his touch. "You've got a boyfriend, don't you? Stop putting your nose in my business."
"It's my business too," You stand, towering over him, your palm flat on the surface of the table while the other rests on the arm of his chair. Your faces, just a few inches away. You breathe hard, your hand curls into a tight fist to keep you from losing it. The paper almost tears apart just by the way you've scrunched it.
(Your walls begin to crumble.).
You can feel Jake's heavy breaths, chest heaving at you, and your heart picks up its pace when his eyes fall on your lips.
"Baby," You start. You can hear his heartbeat racing. Your cells are going insane, screaming at you to kiss him. To touch him. To tell him. But you can’t do that; not when you've already done enough damage to ruin each other. Done enough to ruin him. "Jaeyun. Jake."
"I love you." Jake finally says, his voice barely above whisper.
To you, you hear it as: "We're done studying tonight. Go home, YN." So you do.
He breaks a few minutes later after you leave, locked in his bedroom, crying into his pillows.
viii.
It's April and it's the party.
Jake regrets going.
He's with Jiyoon, who hasn't gone a single minute without trying to impress him. It's nice and he appreciates it, but she’s trying so hard that it's almost embarrassing. But whatever, it's fun. Her party is fun and he tries to forget about her constantly acting cute to enjoy himself. He isn't trying to be an asshole but he always found it uncomfortable when girls around him do not understand the concept of boundaries, which is kind of hypocritical of him to think about because there is absolutely none of that when it comes to the both of you.
It doesn’t really bother him that she's sort of stiff with her dancing, but the music is good and easy to settle in a groove, so he lets her guide him to the makeshift dance floor where he thinks he can see you pressing up to Heeseung and tries not to look your way, trying not to get his heart broken again.
It doesn’t bother him.
He ends up indulging in five more cups of pineapple mimosas and a last minute glass of vodka to top everything all off, because why not?
And he's on the dance floor with Jiyoon, guiding her hips to some new pop song that's currently blaring on the speakers, his hand resting on the small of her back, feeling every movement at once. It makes sense. It's a party and she's enjoying herself. They both are.
What doesn't make sense is how you and your boyfriend have moved a few inches closer to him, dark eyes analysing every movement. Jake knows you're doing this to rile him up, and it's working enough for him to piss you off too.
You're annoyed.
You wanted nothing more than to yank that bitch off of him and be the one who's dancing with him. But you know you can't so instead, you bring your hand up to the back of Heeseung's neck, and it's like he knows what you're trying to do when he presses his lips to your jawline and starts kissing, sucking and biting, travelling lower to the base of your neck. You can feel him smirk when a moan escapes your mouth. You've noticed Jiyoon has turned to your direction to see why Jake seems to be distracted. You fight back a taunting smile.
Heeseung's hand snakes around your waist before resting it on the small of your back, pressing your bodies together which immediately makes you grind your hips against him as you burn your gaze into Jake's. It feels good, you won't lie.
He tears away when Jiyoon turns away from you, flustered, leaving you triumphant. Good .
The next time you look back at them, Jake is no longer to be found. Instead, Jiyoon has found someone else to dance with, and probably take back to her room. Called it .
You're not drunk. Not even close. You haven't had anything since you arrived, agreeing with Chaeyoung, who dragged you here in the first place, that the alcohol was cheap shit.
It's a few minutes later (minutes, not moments. You're not pretentious.) when you feel a hand on your wrist, dragging you away from Heeseung, not bothering to excuse you. You get into the first room Jake decides.
"Clothes off, now."
You rebuff. "I was busy with my boyfriend,"
"I don't give a shit," His voice sounds deeper than usual and you wonder if it's because you've actually managed to make him mad.
Jake ignores you and shuts the door behind you, pushing you against the wall and touching you everywhere while leaving open mouthed kisses by your jawline.
"You say we're friends and yet you pull up some bullshit stunt every chance you think is good for you." He says in between.
"Good for me, good for you, same thing," He doesn't even meet your eyes, looking everywhere as he pulls the back strings of your top, letting it fall to the ground.
"Did you want her to be me tonight?"
He still doesn't look at you as he gets on his knees and pulls your shorts down. "No."
You roll your eyes against your will as Jake sucks on your clit without warning, your hand immediately tugging on the boy's hair, having his face nuzzle closer.
"Don't lie to me—fuck—You and I both know why we're constantly in the same place," A moan slips out, and you can feel the ghost of the boy's smirk on you. You don't say anything else, too out of it to tell him to stop.
You don't have to tell Jake because he knows. Jake knows your body more than anything. Knows your games and the way your mind works.
Jake doesn’t respond and does exactly what he never thought of doing. He adjusts his position, swings your leg over his shoulder, and raises his hand enough to collide with your cunt, where the pain immediately warms up to your pleasure. The slap resonates within the room and it earns him a gasp.
"Watch your mouth, baby," You writhe against the firm grip that Jake has on your hips. "You don't want everything to be ruined now, do you? That's what you always say to me."
"What kind of game are you playing?"
Jake doesn't reply and dives back in between your legs, this time much rougher than earlier, sucking on your clit while his only other thought was how the girl who asked him to come must be trying to look for him now, and he knows exactly how long it will take her to search every room until she finds her own and sees you completely at his mercy. This was the kind of game he knew you would play if your places were switched, if he had a girlfriend that wasn't you.
"I always want to fuck you, Jake. If that's what's getting you worked up. And I have been for two years," You manage as you feel him insert two digits inside you. "What else would you want?"
Jake can tell he's got you all to himself by the way you gasp to fight back another moan that's threatening to spill from your lips, by the way you sink your chipped manicures into his scalp as he draws whimpers and whines out of you, never stopping as he leads you to your orgasm.
Your voice mocks him. Teasing, challenging, driving him insane. "You. I love you," Jake lets out.
You hear it as, "Let's put that pretty mouth of yours to good use. Get on your knees, baby."
ix.
It's May.
You don't have a boyfriend.
Jake only knows this upon eavesdropping on your conversation with one of your previous special friends , Choi Yeonjun. The guy's rash, definitely more of your speed, and much cooler than him if he wants to be honest. He doesn't know the full story, sort of just finds out about it by himself, but basically, you two have hooked up for a few months, until Yeonjun realised he was falling for someone and broke off the affair. And five months later, Jake had just moved into town.
A cute story, he guesses, or whatever. But it makes Jake feel twisted, remembering that you've been with other guys, have called other guys baby , and have kissed them where you've kissed him. It's practically the same with everyone.
He wonders, though. Wonders if he's the first guy you have managed to keep around. Wonders if you fuck anyone else behind his back, other than your boyfriend. Wonders if you have ever had a boyfriend during your affairs with other people, or if you were just plainly into fucking him over specifically.
But he's right behind the school building, supposedly here to pick you up, the pungent smell of smoke gravitating under his nose and whirls of curses means that you have company.
The crackle of the cancer stick is faint but it doesn't drown your husky tone when you say: "Shit's stressful."
Yeonjun snorts, backing against his shiny motorcycle. "Trouble in paradise, lover girl?"
"Now, why say it like that. You make me gag."
"Wouldn't be the first time."
"Whatever," You stand before the flagpole, left hand tucked away in your (Jake's) denim jacket's pocket, dominant hand flicking ashes onto the ground. "But yeah, there's something of the sort."
Yeonjun's eyes sparkle with obvious mischief. "Do tell, LN YN."
You roll your eyes. "Broke up with him. Found out some whore was leeching off of him. Felt like the right thing to do."
Jake doesn't mean to intrude, and he hadn't meant to stay either. He didn't know you broke up with Heeseung, but then again you never really tell him about anything related to that. He hasn't spoken to the older boy in weeks either. But he hears his name in between and now he's all too interested to hear what you have to say about him when he isn't around.
"Wait, what?" Yeonjun interrupts. "I thought you were going to tell me about Jake."
"What about Jaeyun?"
"So we're on a first-personal-name basis with the secret lover now? You weren't like this with me, YN," All out of it, Yeonjun stomps the cigarette with his boot, aggressively digging its grave.
"Oh, shut up," You laugh incredulously. "Where did you even get that idea from?"
"You're so," Yeonjun trails off. "Here's a little bit of spice—do you like him or something? Is the LN YN finally retiring from her cock parade?"
You scoff. "Idiot."
Yeojun ignores your comment. "Do you?"
You don't answer. The ego lies in your throat like the suspense of a bullet in Russian roulette, steadily pulling the trigger. Jake breathes, never letting go.
Say it.
Then it strikes him sharply, tearing the barriers of his heart apart. "I don't. He's just someone."
Yeonjun stares, his pierced eyebrow raised. "A friend?"
Of course.
"No," You say quickly. "I mean, yes. But no."
"You're whistling in the wind here. What is he to you exactly?"
You sigh exasperatedly. Jake doesn’t get why you have to ponder on it so much. You usually just say you're friends and move on.
"He's a friend that I fuck whenever I feel like it,"
"Meaning," Yeonjun is looking at you like you have all the answers to solve every problem there is in the world, waiting for you to unfold them.
"Friends with benefits, are you slow?"
"Fuck off."
You shrug, toying with the grey lighter in your hands, lighting it every fifteen (Yes, fifteen. It's been your favourite number recently.) seconds and burning its flame into the rusting steel behind you.
"YN," Yeonjun starts again.
"What," You look up at him, clearly done with the topic.
"Reality check right now," Yeonjun pressed. "You have feelings for him and you have no idea how to tell him, so you keep stringing him around at a distance enough for you to control it."
You take a puff, taking in the kill. "Don't be delusional." You exhale.
"Delusional because I'm right, aren't I?"
"Just drop it already." You snap.
Yeonjun raises his hands defensively, nodding his head as if to say he's letting the topic go. It's quiet again.
Jake tries to figure out if you've been quiet like this before, stuck driving in circles and telling people to get out of your car, sending them home crying. Or if he had been the first for everything. Maybe this whole time he'd been the one complicating things.
You seem to put yourself in similar situations, Jake notes.
Jake decides he's heard enough. It's enough and it's all he ever hears anyway. He's a friend . You're friends. This is always how it goes with you, despite everything.
You with your dumb (pretty) hair colour, cold dark eyes, rocking your (his) dumb signature denim jacket with your dumb cherry flavoured lipgloss that makes him weak, you who parades around town with guys fawning over you, you who gives them little to no attention at all, and you who picks one of the lucky ones to be your conquests before screwing them over.
You are selfish and you never try.
x.
Jake chases down with your hair flowing against his cheeks to kiss away what dried wetness remains, and eventually crashes alongside you after you get off of him, breathless.
It's June.
The euphoria, however, is short-lived, and you eventually stand and rush awkwardly to pick up your clothes, and get dressed. “You wanted me to go rougher than usual, are you okay?” Jake calls. He knows, he knows that you know. He hopes at least.
“Everything's great,” You say, shimmying into your shorts. “I need to get home, though. It's my turn to cook tonight. My dad isn't home again.”
Jake reaches for a kiss and you don't pull away. He keeps on kissing you, his wet mouth chasing the corner of where your lips would flick upwards into a smile that he's fallen for.
Jake pulls away frowning, sliding your bra strap up your shoulder, and helping you put on your (his) hoodie. He says, "I love you, I'm sorry. He wasn't worth it. I'm sorry that you had to take the things you love and tear them apart, or pin them down with your body and pretend that they're yours forever."
And you haven't moved, you're frozen, and Jake's kissed you, and he knows you'll never forgive him for showing you such vulnerability, for getting past all your thorns, and maybe now, you will leave him alone.
To everyone else, most importantly to you, it comes out as, "Good night, YN. Get home safe."
xi.
It's July, and Jake kisses Jiyoon for the first time.
It's unplanned, really. He hadn't meant to but it was a spur in the moment with the picture of your smile and mischievous dark eyes in his head. He's always thinking of you.
But you haven't called or texted since that night and he's scared he might've done so much.
He does, however, kiss her. It happens because things are easy with Jiyoon. It's easy to laugh. It's easy to be happy. It took him a long time to get there, but he tried, tried, and tried.
So, to cut a long tale short, he wants to forget the fact that he messed it up with you and decides that this girl sitting next to him would be the perfect person to start over with.
Jake promises himself that it will be simple, uncomplicated. Everything is simple with Jiyoon. He's nervous (not because he likes her—he doesn't—at least, not like that. Which he feels guilty about since he started seeing similarities with you but whatever.). When she turns to him, he's drumming up the courage to reach over the seat and kiss her (like he would with you.).
"Hey, what's wrong?" Jiyoon ponders, her fingers sluggishly tapping the steering wheel, her brows pinched together in worry. Her eyes are dark, alluring, familiar, Jake thinks. Just pretend they're YN's and fucking kiss her, you idiot.
Jake moves in a little closer, trying to latch onto the belief that he can see those familiar hues in Jiyoon's eyes. He licks his lips, recalls the moments with you, and inhales slowly.
"Jake?" Jiyoon asks, perplexed and befuddled, as Jake places his hand on the head of her seat and moves perilously close. "What are you doing?"
And it's there. He takes control with a forced smile pressed against her mouth, snaking his hand around her neck and pulling her close.
Her eyes are closed when he flutters his open and he sees it. Out through the foggy window, he sees you. Your figure fades away when Jiyoon pulls away, and he realises he's stopped kissing her.
"You're a good kisser, Jake."
He pulls away with regret, reality hitting him, and feeling his skin flush. "I'm sorry, I can't—,"
Jake wishes he could go back in time and undo the previous twenty seconds of his life the minute his heart leaps into his throat and he sees the comfortable colour of blue.
"This was a mistake, I'm sorry."
He grabs his phone on the dashboard, unlocks the door, gets out and heads home.
xii.
It's August.
It's dark out, and Jake is in your room.
You called him over.
There's fire in just the right places, in your touch cautious on his ribcage, in your mouth asking sweetly on Jake's, in the tepid cooling fins from the vents, turned to just the right power.
You don't have sex with him. Jake softly kisses you on the mouth. It's not your birthday. It's the month you and him met at Heeseung's party. It's not even an occasion to be celebrated. (Unless, you're fucking cheesy then sure.). It's not what people do unless they're in a relationship, but with you, he's found that there are a lot of things a person could do with no strings attached.
You take a step back, partially to catch your breath and half to check the time. The digits are slightly obscured by Jake's fluffy head of hair, but they're still: 12:17 AM.
"It's that night," Jake whispers.
You kiss Jake's cheek, jaw, and bottom lip with your lip glossed, kiss-mouthed smile. "Yeah, it is." You untangle yourself from Jake carefully, as if you have all the time in the world.
You have a lot of things. A lot of secrets, unsaid promises, sacred thoughts he knew that could kill you inside. Jake thinks about this a lot.
"Do you think we still would've met if it weren't for that party?" You wonder aloud, sliding under your covers.
Jake leans his cheek against the head of the bed, cold steel scarring his skin, face turning to you. He's in deep thought as he drums his fingers on the grey pillows.
"Maybe," He finally makes up his mind, a goofy smile on his face. "I actually have a secret."
"Sounds interesting." You say, smiling. You move to your nightstand to tug on the switch of your night lamp open awkwardly as the last street light outside your window goes off, so as to not pull your left hand away from Jake.
"Leaving me again? This is your house, you know." He jokes.
"Shut up. I need the light," You curl back into the position you were in a few minutes prior, sliding under the duvet next to the boy. "I can't see your face."
Jake chews his lower lip and suppresses a grin. Adoration. It's crystal clear from him.
"Would you want me to know?" You ask. Jake's heart pounds, the last summer rain falls, you soothe him with circles from your thumb.
"I think so," Jake says. You kiss him on the mouth, pure and warm, encouraging him.
And Jake loves you. Nevertheless, since, until.
"I love you." Jake says.
You smile.
It doesn't sound like anything else.
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sorry girl i just remembered that the laundry day stuff pack from the sims 4 came from a fan vote. like therre were other options and everyone said yea we want washing machines
i mean would you rather they just walk around with dirty clothes all the time
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A Sims 4 Horse Ranch* review, by a Simmer who's not all that into horses
* Software not final. Sponsored by EA.
First, many thanks to EA/Maxis for the early access! This was a treat for me, to get access to an early build to try out for a while, as I'm not exactly a high-profile streamer. Or a streamer at all. Or even a creator (though I'll upload a household I came to love to the Gallery when I get a chance!). But I do love this game! And I love that I can help more of you play it the way you want to. Anyway, the review…
What I liked!
The great range of build/buy! I'll get LOTS of use out of this. It complements some other packs well too.
There are lots of helpful rooms in build mode for fast stables and nectar-related spaces! As a non-builder who sometimes tries to build, I was really happy to have a premade horse stall for my lot.
[image: a pre-built stable room in Build mode]
There's lots of Teen–Elder clothing and hair, and I love the dirty clothes swatches. I'll get LOTS of use out of this pack's CAS! And it will go well with styles from some other packs, too.
The new Afro-textured hairs are a welcome recognition that the cowboy culture of the Old West was not a White culture — there were lots of Black, Hispanic, and Indigenous cowboys and entrepreneurial women in the Old West!
I deeply appreciate the Indigenous content in build/buy, recipes, and CAS — I could see lots there in CAS, for example, that the Navajo people I saw and met in Utah and northern New Mexico (which is a part of the world I really want to go back to) wore IRL.
Lots range from fairly small (15 x 20) to quite large. I appreciate the range as someone who isn't a fan of building on large lots when I do build. There are horse practice areas in the land around some small lots, so you can still keep a horse there.
For Strangerville owners who love that landscape (which I do!), there's now somewhere for that valley, with its smaller population, to be "near". I can imagine that you'd drive up into a range from the new world and drop down into hidden Strangerville. Driving the other direction might take you to Oasis Springs.
The horse-riding and other horse animations are really detailed and fluid. They interact a lot with each other, too. I felt like parent and child horses recognized their relationship even.
[image: a mare lovingly nuzzling her foal]
The sheep and goats are endlessly adorable. Plus profitable! :D And they can sleep in your house!
The rabbithole adventure location out in the countryside has a very different gameplay than previous ones! And it has great sound effects -- play it with the volume up! It's hard to find, though. But it was nice to not need other tricks to get access. (I still have not done the secret places in Oasis Springs or the Outdoor Retreat pack!)
What I didn't like:
No new fridge, stove, bathtub, or toilet (I do like getting more of those!)
Very little boys' children's clothes. And no chaps for Children, even though they can ride and even though Toddlers got some
I would have liked a higher-tech/automated version of a nectar maker. However, this isn't a feature I care about much anyway.
You can't breed the mini goats and sheep, and there aren't even smaller baby ones. I'd have liked to have a full-on sheep farm. I like sheep. (I can practically see my husband glaring about how much I like sheep, even though he's waaaaay far away at the office right now.)
[image: a smiling, leaping mini-sheep, with a spotted goat behind it]
I definitely would never have found the countryside rabbithole without help, but maybe you will? If I could figure out how to do spoilers here, I would...
The horse-toy balls are a little… glowy? for my taste. They also weren't where I looked for them in the catalog, so you'll want to use search for them.
Cross-pack things?
I'd have liked to check out these before now, but with the pre-patch builds, that's not an option, and I'm always kind of busy when patches come out! For example ...
How do cats and dogs interact with horses, sheep, and goats?
Can horses be familiars for spellcasters?
Are there new Milestones?
Are there new Lifestyles?
Are there new Club rules, and are there enough of those?
This Simmer needs to know! (And eventually will.)
Neat things to know!
There's a rabbithole building in town where you can change or plan outfits like a dresser! And just off the main road in town there's a rabbithole building where you can buy goats, sheep, and groceries and other useful things, like horse age-up treats. I liked having an alternative way to buy these things and a whole new way to plan outfits. I'd be happy for more of that. If I can't go into a building, I might as well at least be able to pretend I can. As long as they don't end up being worlds stuffed with rabbitholes in place of gameplay (actually watching horse competition would have been nice!).
You can use a Community Board in town (or from B/B if you want one on your lot) to take local one-off jobs for money. Most need you to own a Horse or some sheep or goats. There are lots of ways to make money as a rancher without needing someone in the household to have a job. My relatives who are farmers will be seriously jealous.
Get to know that Crinkletop guy! He's very useful.
Bugs? Bugs!
Things to watch out for that were issues for me in the early-access build, which is NOT the release build, so hopefully it's a bit better:
Ranch dancing is EXTREMELY popular. You might want to not keep a radio at home until the new dancing has a mod to … moderate it. Or is tuned down by the devs. But I do like it when I'm in control!
[image: five Sims ranch dancing (line dancing) as a group, including two Don Lothario and Eliza Pancakes]
The beautiful stone fireplace was also very, very popular, and of course potentially deadly. Watch out for that.
Ranch hands are NOT reliable. They might stay really, really late. They might stop showing up after a couple days. They might forget the things you instructed them NOT to do the day before. They might be super into kicking the garbage bin over. Keep an eye on your ranch hand. At least until the day, someday, when they get fixed. I'm hoping this is also moddable for those of us on PC.
At one point I had a weird bug where my Sim decided she would NOT eat. The rest of the household could eat. Guests could eat. They could eat HER food. It was fixed by going to the world map and back into the household, so I didn't find out if she was going to just starve to death.
I couldn't find some of the new CAS at first because some men's outfits were under "jumpsuit" for no apparent reason. So, if you're looking for some cool outerwear, try "jumpsuits." Hopefully it was recategorized for the release build!
And that's it! I'm happy to answer questions!
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2024 Resources | Object & Gameplay Overrides
overrides (folder with /that/ name to make these 2 mods work best)
srslysims simulation lag fix (link is at bottom of page)
turbodriver simulation timeline unclogger
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overrides_objects
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No Fade on Everything
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Outdoors/Plants/Flowers/Animals
texture override for vase of sunflowers
apricotrush's rose override
Lady Moriel Plants Replacements
awingedllama's terrain/roads replacement
miiko's ghibli clouds
blue ancolia's rabbit & mini goat & dolphin
alector's ROM familiars
nesurii's mm horse texture
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Misc
apricotrush's phone replacements
channel4sims's aquarium fish recolors
largetaytertots coffee to-go cup override
largetaytertots lipstick, pet carrier & leash, nail file, lip balm, rake/shovel/mop, blush
xureila's kids homework
nordic seal's billboard overrides
dynamus's remote control
vixonspixels pencil override
largetaytertots folded laundry clothes
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Spay Bottle Override Options ***
apricotrush's spray bottle
largetaytertots spray bottle and sponge
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Sponge Override Options ***
channel4sims
apricotrush
largetaytertots
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Cutting Boards
food & utensils used with the boards have all been upgraded as well
you need all 4 options
(cutting board override information page)
channel4sims's main cutting board | v1
channel4sims's 2nd cutting board | white 1 flour version
channel4sims 3rd & 4th cutting board | v1 of both
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Kitchen Misc
channel4sims spatula override
channel4sims bar items replacements | ea version
channel4sims milk bottles
channel4sims coffee bag replacement | simlish
somik and severinka's utensils
alinlin7's frying pan
yandycc's soda can
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Bathroom & Laundry
rubber duck override
dirty laundry
toothbrush
infant bath sponge
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Babies & Infants
Infant Bath Seat ***
channel4sims
pixelvibes
simbeeez
Infant Rug ***
hsmrri's invisible mat
silverhammersims infant rugs
raindropsoncowplants square infant rugs
Choose Infant Rug by Zero
Infant CAS seat ***
hsmrri's soft woodland animals
hsmrri's more options
simbeeez options
Infant Carrier
Baby Bottle Replacement
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Vehicle Replacements (previously broken? need to check)
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Lighting Overrides
no glo
no blue
no blue not orange
the last one goes wherever your game is installed. (Example: Program Files/EA Games/The Sims 4) You will see the Data & Delta folders there, this replaces those files & must be updated every time you patch to work. However it will not mess up your game if you do not update, it simply will be as if it were never installed.
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*** anything with this beside them means I like several kinds & sometimes switch them out, so do not put more than 1 of each kind of override in your game.
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This mod was originally developed by ShuSanR. I took his idea after he announced in February 2022 that he would stop modding and playing the Sims 4 entirely. However, I have revised the implementation of the mod so much that all that is left of the original mod is the idea and I can consider this mod as my own.
Mod Description
Don't feel like doing the laundry either? Does washing and drying take too much time? Or do you only have a small apartment and no space for the washing machine and dryer? The launderette service will help you!
This mod adds new interactions to the laundry basket and laundry pile, allowing you to send your dirty laundry to a laundromat for a fee! There are three different options in total:
Ordinary Dry Cleaning - 2 hours (clean and dry)
Express Dry Cleaning - 1 hour (clean and warm)
Soft Care Dry Cleaning - 3 hours (pristine, warm and fragrant)
The cleaned clothes will be returned to your sim's inventory.
Read more...
#sims4#sims4mods#sims 4#sims 4 gameplay#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 mods#thesims4#ts4 download#sims 4 mods
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Apocalyptic Christmas Gifts
I have a little clothes collection for everyone who would like to start a TS2 Vault Challenge or just everyone who likes Fallout/ grunge clothes. :)
All TS4 originals are by @wastelandwhisperer and since I found some of the meshes converted to TS2 I slapped the textures onto them. :)
1. Nuka Cola Jumpsuits (original). TS4 to TS2 mesh had been converted by @prismasaryn-sims here (I think you need an account on Nexus for this), I used only the sneaker version because I liked it more.
Male and female, teen to elders, meshes are included, each has 8 colours, 4 dirty, 4 clean.
Download male
Download female
2. Vault Suits (original).
Male and female adults on my own mesh from here (which is included, still no morphs, sorry).
6 colours with 3 different numbers on the back, 3 clean, 3 dirty.
Download female
Download male
3. Grungy Top (originals).
Only these three since the fourth one hasn’t been converted by anyone yet. :/ These three had been converted 4t2 by @skittlessims.
Teen to elder female, meshes are included, 7 colours each. All three are in one folder where each version has it’s own folder.
Download tops
Let me know if a link or tag is not working, sometimes Tumblr is acting weird. :/
Merry Christmas to everyone. :)
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August 6 Sims Community Finds
Updates:
Anna's Timeless Treasures
Sims 1
Skins - Gentlemen, Girls, Heads, Jewelry, Ladies Clothing, Ladies Historical Clothing, Themes uploaded - all done!
http://simscave.mustbedestroyed.org/index.php?topic=38446.0
Annie's Sims - Mintha's Garden
Sims 1
I have placed these files together since they were the same site
All my files ar uploaded - all done!
http://simscave.mustbedestroyed.org/index.php?topic=38449.0
Simmylicious Sim Homes
Sims 2
House
https://mysimmylicioussims.tumblr.com/724927086817607680/sim-file-share-filehosting-for-simmers
PF’s Simblr
Sims 2
Shine removal kit for SimPe
https://pforestsims.tumblr.com/724909872954621952/shine-removal-kit-for-simpe
JulieJ’s Sims 2 Simblr
Chair
https://julietoon-ts2.tumblr.com/724937910683566080/ts2-top-hat-chair-3to2-by-julie-j
Misha’s Sims
Sims 2
Wedding garden
https://mishas-sims.tumblr.com/724886727634862080/water-pixels-wedding-garden
Pixelated Panic
Sims 2
Artwork
https://pixelatedpanic.tumblr.com/724869348790026240/100-followers-gift-vampire-hunter-d-bloodlust
Leto Mills
Sims 2
Clothing
https://letomills.tumblr.com/archive
Casey’s Sims
Sims 2
Houses
https://cora626.tumblr.com/archive
Fire and Blood
Sims 2
Neighborhood
https://nappe-plays-the-sims.tumblr.com/724637535447515136/winterose-a-small-town-with-big-secrets
Mikexx2
Sims 2
Sims
https://mikexx2.tumblr.com/archive
A Nonsensical Simblr
Sims 2
Posters
https://nonsensical-pixels.tumblr.com/724761648636788737/download-sfs-mf
Goat
Sims 2
Clothing
https://goatskickin.tumblr.com/724878535054016512/its-national-sisters
Mod the Sims
Sims 2
Frame for military awards, neighborhood map, floors
https://modthesims.info/downloads.php?gs=1
Angela Ester Sims
Sims 3
Starter house
http://angelaesterthesims.blogspot.com/
Bionic Zombie
Sims 3
Tvs, end tables
https://bioniczombie.tumblr.com/archive
Marta’s SimsBook cc
Sims 3
Indoor potted plant updated
https://martassimsbookcc.tumblr.com/724933732285530112/3dhaupt-indoor-pot-plant
Aurora Eternal
Sims 3
Face paint
https://auroraeternal.tumblr.com/724775281627365376/info
Bellakenobi
Sims 3
Hair
https://bellakenobi.tumblr.com/724745773693190144/moood-hair-n71-retexture
Daniel Fortesque
Sims 3
Clothing
https://daniel-fortesque.tumblr.com/724799849390850048/tomb-raider-3-home-nevada-pants-by-sabbora-jcdc
Satellite - Sims
Sims 3
Accessories
https://satellite-sims.tumblr.com/724931780638048256/download
Studio-Papillon
Sims 3
Books
https://studio-papillon.tumblr.com/724856210869960704/hey-guys-I’ve-wanted-to-create-a-bookstore-on-the
Jooj45 Converts
Sims 3
Hair
https://joojconverts.tumblr.com/724920182412296192/4t3-conversion-of-eas-eco-lifestyles-curly-bun
KessVI
Sims 3
Sim
https://kessvi.tumblr.com/724845691467366400/adam
Faerieland
Sims 3
Hair
https://faerielandsims.tumblr.com/archive
Mod the Sims
Sims 3
Eyes
https://modthesims.info/downloads/ts3/38/?showType=1
Annett’s Sims 4 Walls
Walls
https://annettssims4welt.blogspot.com/2023/07/dirty-wall-part-2.html
Paintings
https://annettssims4welt.blogspot.com/2023/07/wild-west-paintings.html
Medieval Sim Carpenter and Tailor
Sims 4
More items
https://simverses.tumblr.com/archive
Talia’s Witchy Sims 4 CC
Walls
https://simdertalia.tumblr.com/724837011338428416/download-sfs-no-ads-here
Sweetpea CC
Sims 4
Dressage set
https://studiosweetpeacc.tumblr.com/724907372557025280/a-lil-dressage-set
Eumedieval
Sims 4
Veils
https://eumedieval.tumblr.com/724920066583543808/download
Peebs
Sims 4
Updated hair
https://peebsplays.tumblr.com/723835812508303360/peebsplays-ana-hair-i-never-know-what-to-say
Antwain110
Sims 4
Horses
https://antwain110.tumblr.com/archive
Vampire Simmer
Sims 4
Clothing
https://xvampiresimmerx.tumblr.com/724775872085819392/cloudcats-perfect-x-babydoll-dresses
TianaSim’s Treehouse
Sims 4
Meatloaf
https://tianasimstreehouse.tumblr.com/724910387467796480/public-by-the-way
Powluna
Sims 4
Pacifiers
https://powluna.tumblr.com/724909398705799168/lola-set
Kleos Sims
Sims 4
Clothing
https://ts4eve.tumblr.com/723946126495105024/
Mod the Sims
Sims 4
Easel art catalog, saddle blanket, dorm
http://www.modthesims.info/browse.php?gs=4&f=38&showType=1
Sites for updates:
TerraLuna
Sims 1
https://terraluna.space/
Ad-Free Creators United
Sims 2, 3, 4
https://adfreecc.tumblr.com/
Liquid Sims
Sims 2, 3, 4
https://www.liquidsims.com/
Sims Cave
Sims 2
New community updates
http://simscave.mustbedestroyed.org/index.php?board=172.0
Sim Pearls
Sims 2
Community updates
https://simpearls.co.uk/simpearls/index.php?board=22.0
Fia’s Finds
Sims 2
http://fias-finds-sims2.tumblr.com/
My Sims 2 CC Finds
https://mysims2ccfinds.tumblr.com/
Sims Cave
Sims 3
New community updates
http://simscave.mustbedestroyed.org/index.php?board=173.0
Sim Pearls
Sims 3
Community updates
https://simpearls.co.uk/simpearls/index.php?board=23.0
Pi’s S3 Update
Sims 3
https://pis3update.tumblr.com/
Kreativeplumbob’s S3CC Finds
https://kpccfinds.tumblr.com/
Wandering Sims
Sims 3
https://wanderingsimsfinds.tumblr.com/
My Sims 3 Blog
Has updates
http://mysims3blog.blogspot.com/
Sims Cave
Sims 4
New community updates
http://simscave.mustbedestroyed.org/index.php?board=225.0
Sims Pearls
Sims 4
Community updates
https://simpearls.co.uk/simpearls/index.php?board=24.0
Sims 4 Updates
http://sims4updates.net/
MMOutfitters
Sims 4
https://mmoutfitters.tumblr.com/
TS4 Build-Buy Reblogs
https://thesims4build-buyccreblogs.tumblr.com/
CC Faves
Sims 4
https://s4ccfaves.tumblr.com/
My Sims 4 Blog
http://mysims4blog.blogspot.com/
Amanda’s Sims 4 Updates
http://totallysims4updates.blogspot.com/
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i spent a lot of my weekend playing sims 3 and mannn i forgot how much i loved that game, but it also makes me miss the sims 4 like crazy
rambling thoughts below (also if you played s3 what do you miss or not miss about it???)
sims 4 just does a much better job with relationships and dynamics between sims, which makes it such a good platform for storytelling and i miss that because all my sims 3 sims’ relationships just seem so flat
but there’s something about sims 3 that just makes it so playable. the open world truly was so nice, i love not having loading screens anytime i leave the lot and being able to toggle between sims as they go about their day - i miss it so much in sims 4
also the autonomy in sims 3 just seems so much better, when i leave my sims to their devices they always seem to want to clean up or play with the dog, but in s4 it’s play video games or drink water and leave dirty cups around, plus they spend so much more time actually doing things instead of standing around (maybe this is just because i didn’t excessively mod my game fro s3 but still)
and the wants in s3 are so much better than whims in s4, something about the way they’re displayed just makes me actually want to complete them, and i love that lifetime aspirations show up as wants for kids and teens
other things from s3 i missed:
- pets are more doable- in s4 they’re always running away from neglect because my sims don’t interact with them unless i make them
- separation between worlds- i wish you could travel to other worlds for vacation like you can the ones from world adventures, but i like that your world is contained in s3, everyone at the school lives in your world, everyone at your job lives in your world, you can maintain relationships with people from other worlds but they’re not showing up at your door every day (esp. in the context of a decades challenge, if your sims immigrate from europe to america you won’t be seeing your european auntie walking down the street in your neighborhood)
-color wheel - oh my god, i had almost forgotten, this genuinely was a heartbreaker when s4 came out, there was so much variability in cas and build in s3, even with limited clothing options you could create unique looks for your sims with different patterns and textures and you weren’t restricted to the awful ea options
-clothes- something about the s3 basegame clothing option, it’s just very workable and versatile, maybe i think this because trends have come full circle, but a few years ago when i jumped into s3 again i remember being so tickled with the outfit options
-teens- there’s something about s3 teens that just makes them better, maybe because they made them look like teens by making them shorter instead of just scrawny, but with generations teens just feel more fully fleshed out than in s4 (i don’t have growing together or high school years so ig that’s on me, but also i can’t afford both of those packs)
-packs- something that has really been grinding my gears for the almost TEN YEARS since s4 came out is how much extra content you have to purchase, for s3 if you wanted game content, for the most part you got it through expansion packs, but s4 is just excessive with expansion packs, game packs, stuff packs, kits, etc. there’s just so many features that you want in your game, but it costs a small fortune to get them all because they’re distributed across packs that cost up to $40
-PRICE- i have so many nostalgic memories of saving up my $20 to go to target and buy a new expansion pack for s3, then the joy i felt when it was on sale, every s3 expansion was, and still is, $20 but for s4 they’re twice that, the only time i can ever justify purchasing anymore is when they’re on sale
- rabbitholes- it seems like for s4 they did away with a lot of rabbitholes, just not work and school (except with packs), it was nice being able to send my sims to the movies or the bistro for a date night and not have to be following them the whole time, making them interact
- ownership- maybe it’s just me but i miss physically having the boxes the games came in and putting the disk into the computer and having the little icon for every pack on my desktop, i don’t like how everything’s through origin or the ea app now, esp. because for whatever reason s3 university got uninstalled on my moms pc and ea wanted me to buy it and when i used the code from the box it said it had already been applied (i only have the one account i have no clue why tf they took university from me) and if i didn’t have the disk i wouldn’t have been able to reinstall
- i also miss little things, like ordering pizza and seeing my sims drive around and catching birds in the wild and holiday festivals
#nonsims#sims 3 nostalgia#i’m actually feeling ancient today#because i got the sims 3 for my 11th birthday#and now i’m 22#and the sims 4 came out ten years ago in september#also i’ve been rewatching lifesimmer’s generations lp#that was my kryptonite as a kid
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